I guess my point is “Don’t ever live in someone else’s world where you feel out of place” create your own life and find something that truly motivates you and follow it! I really wish people I grew up with told me this, I definitely would be better off today thank you for reading this have a great day 👍
I find that when I start overthinking (like I think that's what you're doing), it's mostly a defense mechanism because I am scared, for some reason. My mind needs to find every way to fix this perceived threat, when actually just letting my silly little traumatized brain be is kinda the most effective thing.
The mind is such a fundamental part of the human anatomy! I only say this because I used to make myself miserable by thinking I had to do certain let’s say multiple things to keep myself occupied whether we’re talking eduction, friends theres more examples but for me I noticed I had a tendency to overthink and from doing that I find out very quickly I’m somewhere I don’t exist! Like I don’t fit in, nobody knows me, most people I grew up around aren’t even here I’m literally alone. I realise now I compromised for no apparent reason I wanted to stay where my presence wasn’t valued.
Great video. I used to feel this way when I was younger and just got out of high school, I spent so much time doing absolutely nothing… stressing out about my future. Just from my experience, you can’t worry about the future because what will happen is going to happen in time, if you’re in a place where you don’t know what to do exactly, I would take that time to enjoy your alone time and be present. That’s exactly what you’re supposed to be doing. Don’t listen to pressure of finding a career unless it’s something you truly enjoy. It means you have other passions that matter more. If you can’t figure it out yet then just figure out more about yourself while you’re young, a lot of young people go through this, so did I. I’m not saying to do nothing and be unsuccessful, but take it easy on yourself because everyone’s path is different! One day you will meet somebody, possibly get married before you know and this phase of life will be gone. Or you might figure out you want to go to school for your passions later down the road. I hope this helped from my perspective! :) The answer is really no if you have no answer, but I would follow my passions and allow that to guide you into learning what you want out of life, take risks you’re passionate about, and that’s what matters!
Seek truth and real beauty wherever it leads Don't fall for politically correct or comforting myths It's very hard to do but then you will be a wise woman (happy? I don't know, but we should not seek happiness in my opinion)
A friend of mine told me the exact same thing a couple days ago.... If u can't decide, stop and get away from making the decision, go and do other shit u sure of, when the right time comes u won't even be needing to make a decision u'll just be living and it'll happen
I've found that 'happiness' and 'what you do' are only loosely correlated. Happiness is more a function of health, integrity, presence (seeing your thoughts and emotions as an observer, rather than being identified with them), having a positive vision for the future, and moving towards it. This has lead me to focus on where I can make the biggest positive impact, while treating my well-being as a largely orthogonal process, and I've never been indecisive or not known what to do when following this framework.
Focus on health; it’s the foundation everything depends on. A healthy mind will gift you clarity. Invest time in learning about nutritional science, human biology, and physical education. Master your body and take control of it. Start with simple actions: drink enough water, do various exercises (not just running), and consider daily supplements like cocoa, virgin olive oil, Himalayan salt, and honey. Use a variety of spices when cooking. Avoid foods and drinks with added sugar. Ensure you’re not in a calorie deficit, eat enough protein, and get enough electrolytes, especially if exercising.
i understand your point. maybe if none of the two options seem like the right way to go, then neither of them is the way to go. But, having made some difficult decisions in my life i have a different take on this: i think there is no such thing as a right or wrong decision. i think there are just decisions. think about this even if you plan it right it might just as well go to shit anyways. to say that a decision is wrong or right is a future perspective on a past action and at the time you made that decision you didn't have access to that perspective. I think to expect from ourselves to make all the "right" decisions and to be able to predict what decisions will guarantee the right outcome is just not fair for us as humans. I don't think that its possible. those decisions require some sort of a risk in them and that is okay, everyone who made it in life didn't know all along that their decisions were going to turn out great but they kept pushing somehow. I think in order to be able to make those tough decisions we need to free ourselves from the burden of being afraid from making the wrong decision or having to make the best decision and just picking the path that we want right now. And even if we fail, its not the end of the world. I think I a huge problem with our youth is that we put the heavy weight on ourselves on having to have everything figured out early, and having to know exactly which career to be in. but we need to understand that most of us haven't really explored the fields of the world. its okay to take sometime to explore the kinds of fields that you are interested in and to see what really sparks your interest before making that decision. sorry for the long comment, I hope it helped.
What happened to the video of the script that got you accepted into film school I think it was? I had that saved to watch later, was looking forward to it 😅 gutted, missed the boat. I'll watch this video laters 🙌🏻
Have you read the short story Death of ivan illych by Leo Tolstoy? A spiritual classic as wise and insightful as any ancient eastern text. So i heard from a buddhist monk on a live stream, i read the thing and was blown. I believe it will give you the perspective you're seeking, Story's about a man who works extremely hard to do everything correctly in terms of his career, promotion, financial success, even creating a secure and beautiful home for him and his family. Ultimately, this was all a betrayal of his own soul though,as we see on his deathbed where he finally gets IT. What does it profit a man, etc...yeah, how trite, you might think. But, really its the way Tolstoy tells it, the slant, thats gives the story a power that, tbh, left me reeling
If IT makes YOU Happy Do IT! If it Doesn't Don't! I just wanna be happy But if i keep on doing the things that keep on bringing me pain( song Lyrics )kirk franklin- lol - i know - YOU know that Song - Coincidence - i think not
Are you considering certain options because you're "supposed to" or because you think they are truly good? Should you not make it your focus to do what is morally right?
I relate a lot to what you say on your videos, I wonder if you may be a undiagnosed person with BPD. I say that because I was diagnosed with it August of the Last year. Knowing it and having a therapist helping your can really improve your life and self-image.
May the all encompassing moment become us, Bailey! I've had a rather indecisive day today, too So I just rested and let my unconscious mind go wild. Looking outside, today had the same windy nature to it. Clouds formed like the framework of a dream, and just as suddenly melted like Summer snow. One minute it was glowing with bright Sun; the next bustling with ominous gobs of grey clouds. Time slipped away, like the smokestack of a passing ship in the distance. Dinner bells clamored, "Here and now, boys." - With the decisive speed of a Peregrine Falcon I swooped under the covers and closed my eyes. I'm more of a night owl! 🦉 "Hoo hoo are you? I'd really like to know!" Please keep up on keeping on with the thought pro-voking-vlogs, Miss Bailey! PS: Your "caw-caw" had a distinct Christopher Walken-more like flyen-sound.
why i am here ? anyway i m from the futur choose a carrer that conserve your (Work-Life) balance , certain jobs like IT requires you to leave your city (where you grow up) ,to pass 25 years in another city (where nobody you know and with different culture), so this is the most important your well being in life see what your city offer as jobs.
I would suggest doing jobs that produce goods not services it is easier to not having an existential crisis when your contribution to reality is obvious. when it comes to hobby burnout I would suggest actively avoiding the hobby to cultivate a desire for the hobby not sure if it works though I've only been practicing it for under a week
Speaking as someone who went to engineering school and now hates his job I can tell you. Yes take your time to decide. BTW I can help you with your Spanish if you want
The Matrix Game - The metaphysical Water/physical water strange loop(s) Name: Jumanji. The Players: God-Goddess (Dreamer) & Lucifer (Dreamt character) (Note: Lucifer is God-Goddess inverted +/- 3% (error/sin/imperfection)). The Pawn: I. The Gameboard: The Stagnant Matrix (Lucifer/Masculine Energy), The Turbulent Matrix (Lucifer/Feminine Energy), The Calm Matrix (God-Goddess/Energy). The Layout: The Celtic Cross at a 33.3⁰ angle from the metaphysical Horizon: Horizontal Water Tube = Stagnant metaphysical Water Vertical Water Tube = Turbulent metaphysical Water Circular Water Tube = Heaven = Calm metaphysical Water The Centre of the Cross = Lucifer's Stagnant metaphysical Water/Turbulent metaphysical Water Merry-Go-Round = Plane(t)/Bubble earth = The Portal The Water's Movement: space-time. The Mission: Fun/Astral travel/Calm metaphysical Water. The Law: Truth-Love. The Aim: Connect the Centre of the Gameboard/Celtic Cross (Earth) to its Outer Tube (Heaven) by skillfully navigating Lucifer's Merry-Go-Round. Artfully, wield Truth-Love in order to nullify 'other' and enter the Portal/Heaven. The Game is played metaphysically and the physical world/mind is the distraction from its (one) Law: Truth-Love. The Method: Breathe slowly and deeply while focusing on the sensation/feeling in the hands/heart (Energy), headspace (feminine Energy), and feet/gut (masculine Energy). This aligns the Dreamt character with the Dreamer. Lucifer is any distraction from this process. Thought is a warning to I that it's exited (the) Calm metaphysical Water. The Result: Calm metaphysical Water (Truth-Love) ALWAYS wins because it destroys (Truth) and creates (Love) everything. The Creator: Calm metaphysical Water.
Hmm, you have to understand life itself, is meaningless. Sometimes, you just have to act like your cat or your dog..chasing after cars. You just do things, doesn't have to be a reason. Even if you really caught it, you wouldn't know what to do. So just do it. Why not? Like you said. Do, not say. Make something happen
I guess bois are much simpler. hmm shoud i put a 79cc or a 85cc engine on my bicicle. The 85 has insane toque and top speed but it goes fucked within a month of use. The 79 still has good torque, it's slower but it's probably gonna last a lifetime. So imma get a 79cc china motor. That's sweet i can't wait to ride that shit in the woods. But sometimes i get indecisive too it's normal.
So... You are missing the big picture. A high level sight of what the future will look like, and where you want to go. Without it, you will wander in life, waste precious time, and someday it will be too late, and you will regret not having that sight. Take a look at the world today and see where it is heading. What can you do? What do you want to do? Where do you excel? See a psychologist, he/she will help you explore your inner self and understand in what areas you have a natural tendency to excel.
I feel you. After hours and hours of searching again and not finding anything that could be suitable for me, im just exhausted. Im scared of taking the wrong path and lose even more time. I was just seeing some old friends of mine this weekend. Telling them that im still in my studies and couldn't find a "passion" for me - Kinda getting sick over this word. - is just tiring. But im actually a very passionate person about a lot of cool things... and I kinda know what I like and want. I do love a lot of things. I have to just find a path that is actually worth to put some effort in. Or should I just get over my feelings and just do whatever brings money... like real estate or so. Anyways I just wanted to say please keep up with your videos. Even though you're also not knowing where to go and what to do, I enjoy what you're doing right now :) Wishing you the best!
Write :) sometines you say things that actually are intresting, probably is for the age, cause we are on the same stuff... existencial crisis are the mood of everyday of life since mine 19 xD
I'm gonna go grind money and make a billion youtube videos to make the world a better place at least for myself and the people around me and then try to make "the people around me" as big a community as possible
a little bird told me to share this with you th-cam.com/video/6yxanckcwBI/w-d-xo.html Im just followin orders YEAH I DO what little birds tell me Im weird like that
Eminem is a legend! ... well back in the day anyway. In my humble opinion. Music as a profession is ....a bit funky. It seems it's all in or nothing and even if your all in chances are it'll be nothing, or not what you expected. As a hobby or to meet new people, create discipline and a routine, can't fault it. Most things take longer than you think though. Give yourself a year to get good at something, most likely it will take 2 or 3. There's no rush.
good. do you. because that's good for you. you didnt HAVE to delete the film school one I LIKE IT but I understand. FREE BIRD caw caw exploding pens BE CAREFUL with your power. oh and yeah dont give the ai too much attention it will devour you if you let it. EDIT - th-cam.com/video/6yxanckcwBI/w-d-xo.html a little bird told me to share this with you yeah I do what little birds tell me Im weird like that
Did you ever think about teaching??? I mean, that's what you're doing here, and it seems like you enjoy this process. Do you? Funny as it may sound, having all your struggle with what to do would actually make you an excellent career guidance councillor. Also, in my country you have to do lib arts degree, then a teaching diploma to become a teacher. I think you're the type who'd really enjoy the degree's...variousness. perhaps you could even become a lecturer yourself.
why people hate religion? why we love suffering🤔🤔 you just need guidance so read more look at Islam but like you said no one is forcing you it's just what helped me
Given your age and that you have time, your highest probability of long-term financial success is to consistently buy any combination of the following ETFs for 20 years in a brokerage account and reinvest all dividends: VOO, SCHD, SCHG, VT In your 401k, always put 100% into the S&P 500 fund. When the market goes down, keep buying. Any dip won't matter in 5 years.
If you are looking for answers you might want to look into autism/adhd perhaps? Worst case scenario it’s a dead end and you aren’t either. Some people don’t want to know, which is totally fine too. In any case I wish you all the best.
maybe...you should try stand up comedy and work out your questions on stage, and if you bomb one night, you play music as a hobby to feel better, maybe make a single, if it goes well great, but the strength of character you learn from an open mic night will help clarify your self image and reveal what you want by just making people laugh by asking them the questions, yeah? Who knows you might combine music and stand up, seen boys and girls do it, doesn't seem out of your league...
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I guess my point is “Don’t ever live in someone else’s world where you feel out of place” create your own life and find something that truly motivates you and follow it!
I really wish people I grew up with told me this, I definitely would be better off today thank you for reading this have a great day 👍
holy shit lady you are my spirit animal lmao
you speak directly to my soul, even moreso with all the spiritual talk.
I find that when I start overthinking (like I think that's what you're doing), it's mostly a defense mechanism because I am scared, for some reason. My mind needs to find every way to fix this perceived threat, when actually just letting my silly little traumatized brain be is kinda the most effective thing.
The mind is such a fundamental part of the human anatomy! I only say this because I used to make myself miserable by thinking I had to do certain let’s say multiple things to keep myself occupied whether we’re talking eduction, friends theres more examples but for me I noticed I had a tendency to overthink and from doing that I find out very quickly I’m somewhere I don’t exist! Like I don’t fit in, nobody knows me, most people I grew up around aren’t even here I’m literally alone. I realise now I compromised for no apparent reason I wanted to stay where my presence wasn’t valued.
Great video. I used to feel this way when I was younger and just got out of high school, I spent so much time doing absolutely nothing… stressing out about my future. Just from my experience, you can’t worry about the future because what will happen is going to happen in time, if you’re in a place where you don’t know what to do exactly, I would take that time to enjoy your alone time and be present. That’s exactly what you’re supposed to be doing. Don’t listen to pressure of finding a career unless it’s something you truly enjoy. It means you have other passions that matter more. If you can’t figure it out yet then just figure out more about yourself while you’re young, a lot of young people go through this, so did I. I’m not saying to do nothing and be unsuccessful, but take it easy on yourself because everyone’s path is different! One day you will meet somebody, possibly get married before you know and this phase of life will be gone. Or you might figure out you want to go to school for your passions later down the road. I hope this helped from my perspective! :) The answer is really no if you have no answer, but I would follow my passions and allow that to guide you into learning what you want out of life, take risks you’re passionate about, and that’s what matters!
Seek truth and real beauty wherever it leads
Don't fall for politically correct or comforting myths
It's very hard to do but then you will be a wise woman (happy? I don't know, but we should not seek happiness in my opinion)
truth, liberty/adamantine freedom, and the muse(/beauty), indeed
Yup I’m right there with you
A friend of mine told me the exact same thing a couple days ago.... If u can't decide, stop and get away from making the decision, go and do other shit u sure of, when the right time comes u won't even be needing to make a decision u'll just be living and it'll happen
I've found that 'happiness' and 'what you do' are only loosely correlated. Happiness is more a function of health, integrity, presence (seeing your thoughts and emotions as an observer, rather than being identified with them), having a positive vision for the future, and moving towards it.
This has lead me to focus on where I can make the biggest positive impact, while treating my well-being as a largely orthogonal process, and I've never been indecisive or not known what to do when following this framework.
Don't overthink things, just do what you feel is right.
The fray - how to save a life
Ultimately, there's no actual point.
I really like your videos and what you have to say.. It's like hearing my own thoughts but from someone else
12 tabs open? Those are rookie numbers, you have to pump those numbers up
We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell.
You are awesome
Focus on health; it’s the foundation everything depends on. A healthy mind will gift you clarity. Invest time in learning about nutritional science, human biology, and physical education. Master your body and take control of it. Start with simple actions: drink enough water, do various exercises (not just running), and consider daily supplements like cocoa, virgin olive oil, Himalayan salt, and honey. Use a variety of spices when cooking. Avoid foods and drinks with added sugar. Ensure you’re not in a calorie deficit, eat enough protein, and get enough electrolytes, especially if exercising.
i understand your point. maybe if none of the two options seem like the right way to go, then neither of them is the way to go. But, having made some difficult decisions in my life i have a different take on this: i think there is no such thing as a right or wrong decision. i think there are just decisions. think about this even if you plan it right it might just as well go to shit anyways. to say that a decision is wrong or right is a future perspective on a past action and at the time you made that decision you didn't have access to that perspective. I think to expect from ourselves to make all the "right" decisions and to be able to predict what decisions will guarantee the right outcome is just not fair for us as humans. I don't think that its possible. those decisions require some sort of a risk in them and that is okay, everyone who made it in life didn't know all along that their decisions were going to turn out great but they kept pushing somehow. I think in order to be able to make those tough decisions we need to free ourselves from the burden of being afraid from making the wrong decision or having to make the best decision and just picking the path that we want right now. And even if we fail, its not the end of the world.
I think I a huge problem with our youth is that we put the heavy weight on ourselves on having to have everything figured out early, and having to know exactly which career to be in. but we need to understand that most of us haven't really explored the fields of the world. its okay to take sometime to explore the kinds of fields that you are interested in and to see what really sparks your interest before making that decision. sorry for the long comment, I hope it helped.
I lost it at "I'm a free bird muthafuka kaw kaw" lmao. Come to NYC and be my friend pls.
@@rajmathew6220 if I could get on a plane tomorrow I would 😂
Find out what interests you and makes you happy.
1:38 😂 This just somehow made me subconsciously realize how much you remind me of 7 of 9, from Star Trek.
Dont think just do what you hate the most and do fun things to compensate for the boredom😂
not the alcohol saving the day 😭😭😭
What happened to the video of the script that got you accepted into film school I think it was? I had that saved to watch later, was looking forward to it 😅 gutted, missed the boat. I'll watch this video laters 🙌🏻
it seems I live on youtube so here I am
Have you read the short story Death of ivan illych by Leo Tolstoy? A spiritual classic as wise and insightful as any ancient eastern text. So i heard from a buddhist monk on a live stream, i read the thing and was blown. I believe it will give you the perspective you're seeking,
Story's about a man who works extremely hard to do everything correctly in terms of his career, promotion, financial success, even creating a secure and beautiful home for him and his family. Ultimately, this was all a betrayal of his own soul though,as we see on his deathbed where he finally gets IT. What does it profit a man, etc...yeah, how trite, you might think. But, really its the way Tolstoy tells it, the slant, thats gives the story a power that, tbh, left me reeling
If IT makes YOU Happy
Do IT!
If it Doesn't
Don't!
I just wanna be happy
But if i keep on doing the things that keep on bringing me pain( song Lyrics )kirk franklin- lol - i know - YOU know that Song - Coincidence - i think not
Are you considering certain options because you're "supposed to" or because you think they are truly good? Should you not make it your focus to do what is morally right?
God knows our best path, Just ask him X
Ps you'd make a great actress X
I relate a lot to what you say on your videos, I wonder if you may be a undiagnosed person with BPD. I say that because I was diagnosed with it August of the Last year.
Knowing it and having a therapist helping your can really improve your life and self-image.
May the all encompassing moment become us, Bailey!
I've had a rather indecisive day today, too
So I just rested and let my unconscious mind go wild.
Looking outside, today had the same windy nature to it. Clouds formed like the framework of a dream, and just as suddenly melted like Summer snow.
One minute it was glowing with bright Sun; the next bustling with ominous gobs of grey clouds.
Time slipped away, like the smokestack of a passing ship in the distance.
Dinner bells clamored, "Here and now, boys."
-
With the decisive speed of a Peregrine Falcon I swooped under the covers and closed my eyes.
I'm more of a night owl! 🦉
"Hoo hoo are you? I'd really like to know!"
Please keep up on keeping on with the thought pro-voking-vlogs, Miss Bailey!
PS: Your "caw-caw" had a distinct Christopher Walken-more like flyen-sound.
Я более чем уверен Бэйли, у тебя получится выучить русский язык быстро и звучать он будет у тебя просто замечательно, я уверен 😉
why i am here ?
anyway i m from the futur choose a carrer that conserve your (Work-Life) balance , certain jobs like IT requires you to leave your city (where you grow up) ,to pass 25 years in another city (where nobody you know and with different culture), so this is the most important your well being in life see what your city offer as jobs.
yeah but did you watch arcane season 2?
Same
I would suggest doing jobs that produce goods not services it is easier to not having an existential crisis when your contribution to reality is obvious. when it comes to hobby burnout I would suggest actively avoiding the hobby to cultivate a desire for the hobby not sure if it works though I've only been practicing it for under a week
Speaking as someone who went to engineering school and now hates his job I can tell you. Yes take your time to decide. BTW I can help you with your Spanish if you want
The Matrix Game - The metaphysical Water/physical water strange loop(s)
Name: Jumanji.
The Players: God-Goddess (Dreamer) & Lucifer (Dreamt character) (Note: Lucifer is God-Goddess inverted +/- 3% (error/sin/imperfection)).
The Pawn: I.
The Gameboard: The Stagnant Matrix (Lucifer/Masculine Energy), The Turbulent Matrix (Lucifer/Feminine Energy), The Calm Matrix (God-Goddess/Energy).
The Layout: The Celtic Cross at a 33.3⁰ angle from the metaphysical Horizon:
Horizontal Water Tube = Stagnant metaphysical Water
Vertical Water Tube = Turbulent metaphysical Water
Circular Water Tube = Heaven = Calm metaphysical Water
The Centre of the Cross = Lucifer's Stagnant metaphysical Water/Turbulent metaphysical Water Merry-Go-Round = Plane(t)/Bubble earth = The Portal
The Water's Movement: space-time.
The Mission: Fun/Astral travel/Calm metaphysical Water.
The Law: Truth-Love.
The Aim: Connect the Centre of the Gameboard/Celtic Cross (Earth) to its Outer Tube (Heaven) by skillfully navigating Lucifer's Merry-Go-Round. Artfully, wield Truth-Love in order to nullify 'other' and enter the Portal/Heaven. The Game is played metaphysically and the physical world/mind is the distraction from its (one) Law: Truth-Love.
The Method: Breathe slowly and deeply while focusing on the sensation/feeling in the hands/heart (Energy), headspace (feminine Energy), and feet/gut (masculine Energy). This aligns the Dreamt character with the Dreamer. Lucifer is any distraction from this process. Thought is a warning to I that it's exited (the) Calm metaphysical Water.
The Result: Calm metaphysical Water (Truth-Love) ALWAYS wins because it destroys (Truth) and creates (Love) everything.
The Creator: Calm metaphysical Water.
Hmm, you have to understand life itself, is meaningless. Sometimes, you just have to act like your cat or your dog..chasing after cars. You just do things, doesn't have to be a reason. Even if you really caught it, you wouldn't know what to do. So just do it. Why not? Like you said. Do, not say. Make something happen
Your channel was the last channel I watched before I decided to make my own videos. I do videos of a similar style, perhaps a bit more decisive :]
I like NF
I guess bois are much simpler. hmm shoud i put a 79cc or a 85cc engine on my bicicle. The 85 has insane toque and top speed but it goes fucked within a month of use. The 79 still has good torque, it's slower but it's probably gonna last a lifetime. So imma get a 79cc china motor. That's sweet i can't wait to ride that shit in the woods. But sometimes i get indecisive too it's normal.
So... You are missing the big picture. A high level sight of what the future will look like, and where you want to go. Without it, you will wander in life, waste precious time, and someday it will be too late, and you will regret not having that sight.
Take a look at the world today and see where it is heading. What can you do? What do you want to do? Where do you excel?
See a psychologist, he/she will help you explore your inner self and understand in what areas you have a natural tendency to excel.
I feel you. After hours and hours of searching again and not finding anything that could be suitable for me, im just exhausted. Im scared of taking the wrong path and lose even more time. I was just seeing some old friends of mine this weekend. Telling them that im still in my studies and couldn't find a "passion" for me - Kinda getting sick over this word. - is just tiring. But im actually a very passionate person about a lot of cool things... and I kinda know what I like and want. I do love a lot of things. I have to just find a path that is actually worth to put some effort in. Or should I just get over my feelings and just do whatever brings money... like real estate or so.
Anyways I just wanted to say please keep up with your videos. Even though you're also not knowing where to go and what to do, I enjoy what you're doing right now :) Wishing you the best!
مرحبا ،انا اشعر بالتعب أيضا لا أعرف ماذا افعل ،أريد ان ابقى في المنزل لا اريد ان اعمل
مللت من هذا الكوكب السخيف ،رغم كل شئ يجب ان اقول انت جميلة
I made a video about choices. Would love to hear your thoughts on it.
y is life so difficult
we made it
@ true
Write :) sometines you say things that actually are intresting, probably is for the age, cause we are on the same stuff... existencial crisis are the mood of everyday of life since mine 19 xD
I'm gonna go grind money and make a billion youtube videos to make the world a better place at least for myself and the people around me and then try to make "the people around me" as big a community as possible
I suppose being free is not that free.
Follow Yeshua.
a little bird told me to share this with you th-cam.com/video/6yxanckcwBI/w-d-xo.html Im just followin orders YEAH I DO what little birds tell me Im weird like that
F everything f
Bailey I would still highly recommend correspondence with me. I'm sorry I can't post my E-Mail.
Eminem is a legend! ... well back in the day anyway. In my humble opinion.
Music as a profession is ....a bit funky. It seems it's all in or nothing and even if your all in chances are it'll be nothing, or not what you expected.
As a hobby or to meet new people, create discipline and a routine, can't fault it. Most things take longer than you think though. Give yourself a year to get good at something, most likely it will take 2 or 3. There's no rush.
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good. do you. because that's good for you. you didnt HAVE to delete the film school one I LIKE IT but I understand. FREE BIRD caw caw exploding pens BE CAREFUL with your power. oh and yeah dont give the ai too much attention it will devour you if you let it. EDIT - th-cam.com/video/6yxanckcwBI/w-d-xo.html a little bird told me to share this with you yeah I do what little birds tell me Im weird like that
Did you ever think about teaching??? I mean, that's what you're doing here, and it seems like you enjoy this process. Do you? Funny as it may sound, having all your struggle with what to do would actually make you an excellent career guidance councillor.
Also, in my country you have to do lib arts degree, then a teaching diploma to become a teacher. I think you're the type who'd really enjoy the degree's...variousness. perhaps you could even become a lecturer yourself.
Don't waste your time meaninglessly. Make a choice.
hey BAILEY so this is what you meant when ya made the orbeez rerference a while back right th-cam.com/video/ch6hRwducko/w-d-xo.htmlsi=ZbqyBj9aidKcv4NM
why people hate religion? why we love suffering🤔🤔
you just need guidance so read more
look at Islam but like you said no one is forcing you it's just what helped me
Given your age and that you have time, your highest probability of long-term financial success is to consistently buy any combination of the following ETFs for 20 years in a brokerage account and reinvest all dividends: VOO, SCHD, SCHG, VT
In your 401k, always put 100% into the S&P 500 fund.
When the market goes down, keep buying. Any dip won't matter in 5 years.
If you are looking for answers you might want to look into autism/adhd perhaps?
Worst case scenario it’s a dead end and you aren’t either. Some people don’t want to know, which is totally fine too.
In any case I wish you all the best.
maybe...you should try stand up comedy and work out your questions on stage, and if you bomb one night, you play music as a hobby to feel better, maybe make a single, if it goes well great, but the strength of character you learn from an open mic night will help clarify your self image and reveal what you want by just making people laugh by asking them the questions, yeah? Who knows you might combine music and stand up, seen boys and girls do it, doesn't seem out of your league...
Is your boss Donald Trump, cause your impression of him at 1:25 sounded exactly like Trump
Bailey I love you 😮
That came out of nowhere
Spoiled
What is the point of these hobbies? I think it's sad that you haven't identified a meaningful objective yet.