Bailey Schildbach
Bailey Schildbach
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starry night
The light will never die as long as you’re alive.
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express your feelingsexpress your feelings
express your feelings
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Self expression and spiders in my face. Good day. Good day. instagram: bailey.schildbach tiktok: bailey.schildbach
when I thought I was dyingwhen I thought I was dying
when I thought I was dying
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I’m really grateful this happened. Because think of how much life I almost wasted. Sometimes you have to think you’re dying to truly start living. instagram: bailey.schildbach tiktok: bailey.schildbach
24 hours without caffeine24 hours without caffeine
24 hours without caffeine
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What is life without coffee? A sad life. That’s what it is. instagram: bailey.schildbach tiktok: bailey.schildbach
why i want to run away and live in a cabin in the woodswhy i want to run away and live in a cabin in the woods
why i want to run away and live in a cabin in the woods
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Where my introverts at???????? instagram: bailey.schildbach tiktok: bailey.schildbach
you don’t need to know whyyou don’t need to know why
you don’t need to know why
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Sometimes the strangest of situations can make us learn the biggest of lessons. instagram: bailey.schildbach tiktok: bailey.schildbach
a 10 minute rant about lovea 10 minute rant about love
a 10 minute rant about love
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To love is to recognize yourself in another instagram: bailey.schildbach tiktok: bailey.schildbach
authenticityauthenticity
authenticity
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Silly little goose has migrated back to this channel. “Do you want to be loved, or do you want to be yourself?” th-cam.com/video/3Y81L_CUV3M/w-d-xo.htmlsi=NgVFDsM5p4y7lBD1 instagram: bailey.schildbach tiktok: bailey.schildbach
sometimes you have to suffersometimes you have to suffer
sometimes you have to suffer
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Running in the rain listening to Ethel Cain, now back at home yapping on the internet while eating a burrito. I love life right now. instagram: bailey.schildbach tiktok: bailey.schildbach
very indecisivevery indecisive
very indecisive
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Breaking news: girl talks too much on the internet once again. instagram: bailey.schildbach tiktok: bailey.schildbach
know it’s for the betterknow it’s for the better
know it’s for the better
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Maybe the pain and failure is saving us from something worse. And maybe everything we want isn’t truly good for us. instagram: bailey.schildbach tiktok: bailey.schildbach
pessimistic gratitudepessimistic gratitude
pessimistic gratitude
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Sometimes you cry for your whole 2 hour lunch break and then record what you’re thinking and upload it to the internet. C’est la vie. instagram: bailey.schildbach tiktok: bailey.schildbach
when people are meanwhen people are mean
when people are mean
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People are going to act the way they want to act. Focus on what you can control. Limit communication. Walk away. Disengage. No revenge, no clapping back, no returning the disrespect. Being angry at them is still giving them energy. Anger is the punishment we give ourselves for other peoples mistakes. instagram: bailey.schildbach tiktok: bailey.schildbach
listen to your bodylisten to your body
listen to your body
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Apparently I have a lot of thoughts at 5am (when I recorded this) because I had 58 minutes worth of footage I had to condense into one 16 minute video. Wow. I yap a lot. Anyways….. instagram: bailey.schildbach tiktok: bailey.schildbach
confidence babyconfidence baby
confidence baby
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If I can be confident then holy fuck so can you. I love you ❤️ instagram: bailey.schildbach tiktok: bailey.schildabach

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  • @TonyZagr
    @TonyZagr 34 นาทีที่ผ่านมา

    Jesus is the answer. He is the Way, the Truth, and Life!

  • @Tmax1462
    @Tmax1462 6 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    I left you a message on your other video and then just watched this again not realizing i had just done to you what you were saying to do, that's so Kool,thanks, your very inspiring,ty

  • @kkop4982
    @kkop4982 15 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    Most people are npc bots nowadays. It's really hard to meet a real human being.

  • @justsomedude4469
    @justsomedude4469 16 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    1:53. Erectile disfunction syndrome?

  • @thesilentknight4554
    @thesilentknight4554 18 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    I would likely be the most vulnerable male person you would EVER meet. And my vulnerability isn't my weakness, my vulnerability is my strength. That's a twist. 🌪

  • @thesilentknight4554
    @thesilentknight4554 18 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    If this is truly how you're feeling at 23, I promise when you're in your 30's...well... It's ALL uphill from there. Not in a good way.😮🔥

  • @MRKetter81
    @MRKetter81 18 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    You don't always have to touch the oven to know the damn thing is hot. Life doesn't always have to be painful. Unless you like the freak sex dungeon stuff, I don't judge.

  • @thesilentknight4554
    @thesilentknight4554 18 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    Average attractive white girl, complains about white people stuff.😵‍💫💥🤣🤣

  • @fathersunglasses6085
    @fathersunglasses6085 18 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    Bailey. You are amazing.

  • @bruhyou4305
    @bruhyou4305 19 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    life has no meaningful point and were all forced to be gears in a machine that is fueled by hatred and fear. the people at the top are the only ones who truly profits from it. we all know that but somehow no one is doing shit to break the system even though we are litteraly billions of people suffering from it. The 1% don't have real power, they only have pieces of paper but we were raised to fear them. we're all a bunch of sheeps poping pills and blaming ourselves for our problems when in reality it's the system who's hurting us. a cabin in the woods won't change that. People on the other side of the world are dying from bombs that we are making, it's completly normal to feel like shit. we have more in common with these people than the ones we are forced to work for. You're not the problem, the system is. you feel bad because everything around you is bad

  • @REZZA2020
    @REZZA2020 21 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    You have popcorn ceiling like my apartment of 11 years i just lost 😭. Vincent Van Gough was Schizophrenic. Nothing like a ear to express your unending love for another. I have experienced being an inpatient in my life 😭 "Art is the highest form of hope"- You are wonderful Bailey. Your character wont easily be forgotten. 🙏

  • @onuraurelius
    @onuraurelius 22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    The idea of ​​living in a cabin in the Woods (​​living in a small town or village, and ​​farming and raising livestock can be an alternative, hard life but an alternative at all.) is not such a bad or radical idea. But you need to understand that if you demand something from society, you have to give something back to society. This is the basis of the social contract. The contract you automatically sign by being human as soon as you are born. "My own schedule. No rush rush rush, I would enjoy all of this, I would wake up when I want to et cetera" Many of the traditions and habits you question in society were not formed to cause you pain but as a result of experiences. It would be best if you definitely had a vacation and some rest. However, even if you take that vacation alone at a cabin in the woods, it won't take you long to realize that you have to get up before the sun rises in the morning.

  • @memegazer
    @memegazer วันที่ผ่านมา

    my favorite poem is so you want to be a writer by bukowski

  • @danielm3670
    @danielm3670 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Look up ancient Macedonian art, from the BC era, something not a lot of people know. There's art for you.

  • @EvolutionBG
    @EvolutionBG วันที่ผ่านมา

    Omg, I loved the asmr close up part!!! You should totally start an ASMR channel. :D

  • @memegazer
    @memegazer วันที่ผ่านมา

    If you want to express your feelings that is valid. But if somebody else is not into that, that is valid too. Not sure why you would resent somebody for that, some people are just not into intense displays and exression, and as long as they communicate that respectfully that is valid imo.

  • @Saifmansour95
    @Saifmansour95 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Lady can you email me pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeese

  • @MRKetter81
    @MRKetter81 วันที่ผ่านมา

    "Saying how you feel will always avoid more problems that bottling up your emotions" Sadly.. no there's a wave pattern to it that if you would recognize would allow you to hit common experience, otherwise you're back to jousting. I bottled up a lot till eventually ego death.. I've experienced so much deaths and rebirths I'm Raziel. I see you as wanting something but I can't tell what... maybe its more basic like leveraging an audience. Which is cool... Nightmares have made me more resilient than you think.

  • @underdogpsychosis2841
    @underdogpsychosis2841 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Love it. I think you need be next level crazy to be able to cut off your ear, all your normal senses and instincts would be fighting against it, the agony 😖 I really like that painting and I'd never thought of it like you explained, it makes it more special. I'm kinda drawn to people that are batshit tbh 😅 my best friend who passed had schizophrenia and said he could hear 7 different voices speaking to him, all with their own personalities 😅 the night he asked me if I wanted to speak to them was an umm experience 💀 and mad people are usually the funniest I think 😂 some of the best conversations I've ever had have been with people who are absolutely out of their minds.

  • @Rquill567-k9o
    @Rquill567-k9o วันที่ผ่านมา

    I love art

  • @paulholliewould3658
    @paulholliewould3658 วันที่ผ่านมา

    🇮🇹🇺🇸⚜️🏆👑🌹🌹🌹"This. Is. How. and. Why. We.👩‍🦱fell flat. On. Our. Face. " Maddly."😠😡😤🥳🥳😃😃😃🥳 In. "L💖ve". With. ("Ms. Baily")..!!!..just. Like. The. Hit. Populer. 1982. Song. 🎼🎵🎶🎤🎧📻By. The. ("Gap. Band") You. Dropped. He. Bomb. On. Me") thats Exactly. What. She. Did. To us....!!!👩‍🦱..over. And. Over.Over....and. Over....again.....⏰🕰️⏳..!!!..😎😎😎🛹🛹🛹🙏🙏🙏✝️☯️☮️💖💘💘💘💋💋💋🌈🦋🦋🦋👁️⚖️💎⚜️⚜️⚜️🏆🏆🏆🏆🏆 🏆🏆🏆🏆🏆 🏆🏆🏆🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹 🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹 🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹 🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹 🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹 🌹🌹''Soulfood".....!!!🍌🍉🍇🍕🍔🍟🍰🍦🍦🍦👑😉🥊🥊🥊🚀🚀🚀👰🤵💃🕺🌑🌒🌓🌔"Twilite"..."Saga"....🎻🎹🎼🎵🎶

  • @beebotronix
    @beebotronix วันที่ผ่านมา

    the deeper the pain, the deeper the art

  • @nileshsahu6023
    @nileshsahu6023 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Wow! Look at that energetic words drawn from truth and courage! 🙌 💯 🔥

  • @GaryTongue-zn5di
    @GaryTongue-zn5di วันที่ผ่านมา

    Correct except for the every single day. WRONG! Does NOT Have to be every single day.

  • @charlesgoodwin-k1x
    @charlesgoodwin-k1x วันที่ผ่านมา

    Smart lady

  • @samu9048
    @samu9048 วันที่ผ่านมา

    The way you describe your experience is very similar to my experience. I now suspect that I have borderline personality disorder. Do you know anything about BPD or even have it yourself? No problem if it's too personal.

  • @felixchan8048
    @felixchan8048 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I like this

  • @BKNeifert
    @BKNeifert วันที่ผ่านมา

    I'd actually say joy and love produce greater character than pain. You have to know good, before you can confront evil. Otherwise evil dashes you to pieces. Knowing suffering, you need those good moments to realize why to make others suffer less. That's not true. An artist's true best comes from joy, not sorrow. Most of my repertoire comes from joy, and teaching others what will create it. Hope is a more powerful tool than sorrow.

  • @sputnikone6281
    @sputnikone6281 วันที่ผ่านมา

    It is a great painting but it is the cry for attention from an insane painter

    • @condatis6175
      @condatis6175 วันที่ผ่านมา

      But can't there be wisdom in the insanity? And charisma, and genius too? And complete rationality, isn't that a form of insanity in itself. Michel Foucault thought mental health treatment was mostly about amputating the problem area, so to speak, whether that be through expulsion from the community, confinement in a straight jacket within the walls of an institution, or through 'therapies"such as drugs or socializing talk therapy the goal was to make the sufferer socially acceptable, to put the community at ease rather than to heal the individual in any meaningful sense. F thought this was deplorable not simply for the anguish caused ill people, but also because society lost out on a valuable source of...insight, a unique and healthful way of seeing and being that gave us all meaning. Without insanity, where is f Nietzsche? Where is...I won't bang on any more, it's enough to say that when we ban the crazy we also ban Dionysus in all his forms. Hope this makes sense.

    • @sputnikone6281
      @sputnikone6281 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@condatis6175 you seem to have put a lot of thought and effort into your over long and partially rambling comment so out of politeness I have Liked it.

    • @condatis6175
      @condatis6175 วันที่ผ่านมา

      ​@@sputnikone6281That was an elegant putdown. Yes, a lot of effort. Mostly because I'm on a tiny mobile phone instead of my usual laptop. The silly predictive text disrupts the flow. But if you'd like to add to or reconstruct and then criticise anything I ve said I'm all ears, Captain Sardonicus.

    • @sputnikone6281
      @sputnikone6281 22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      @@condatis6175 I'm glad that you are all ears as poor old Van Gogh was missing one (excuse my sarcastic humour)

    • @condatis6175
      @condatis6175 22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      @@sputnikone6281 😂

  • @acorncz4752
    @acorncz4752 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Vincent Vango 🥭. Is that really the way to say it 😂. Awesome. Lovit. 🎉🥭

    • @condatis6175
      @condatis6175 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Correct pronunciation is actually Van gHawkch Tua. Ask a Dutch person, they'll tell you.

    • @leonelshout1964
      @leonelshout1964 23 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      @@condatis6175 I'm Dutch

    • @condatis6175
      @condatis6175 23 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      @@leonelshout1964 am I pretty much correct? I visitEd your country twice. I think it is so beautiful.

    • @leonelshout1964
      @leonelshout1964 23 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      @@condatis6175 Beautiful country, bad politics.

    • @condatis6175
      @condatis6175 23 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      @@leonelshout1964 your not alone in that flaw, but idk really. What's happening there right now with those Maccabee hooligans is a ...I have no words for it. It's beyond obscene.

  • @coolbro6969
    @coolbro6969 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I wish you a long healthy life

  • @coolbro6969
    @coolbro6969 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Y u so underrated

  • @leonelshout1964
    @leonelshout1964 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Do you think that most if not all greater Art works were channeled by celestial beings? Gone with the Wind was channeled, most Likely Led Zeppelin's great songs were channeled too. Picasso used mirror techniques that are also used in the anomalies on Mars. Da Vinci was channeled. Pieter de Hooch was channeled.

  • @leonelshout1964
    @leonelshout1964 วันที่ผ่านมา

    You remember the Utah monolith? The background was Van Gogh Starry Night scenery, www.theothersideofmidnight.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/09/Vincent-van-Gogh-art-etched-in-stone.jpg

    • @leonelshout1964
      @leonelshout1964 วันที่ผ่านมา

      The Utah monolith refers to Petra in Edom/Jordany. Van Gogh's Starry Night should have to do something with that. He was channeled by celestial beings. As Da Vinci and Dali were. SOme creations of Dali can be found on Mars. It could be a reference to Isaiah 21:11-12 - Watcher what of the Night? a prophecy to Edom. Djuna Barnes used it in het Nightwood. There is also a Star Wars figure visible in the pic.

  • @user-Vida-Locust
    @user-Vida-Locust วันที่ผ่านมา

    It's just a banana with duct tape on a wall!

  • @colenoblit6129
    @colenoblit6129 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Now I think I know What you tried to say to me And how you suffered for your sanity And how you tried to set them free They would not listen, they're not listening still Perhaps they never will - Don McLean “Vincent”

    • @origanev1986
      @origanev1986 วันที่ผ่านมา

      But I could have told you, Vincent This world was never meant for one As beautiful as you

  • @Thirdislandhorizon
    @Thirdislandhorizon วันที่ผ่านมา

    Think he ate too much of his 19th century oil paints. To be fair, they probably looked pretty tasty 😂Anyways Like you’re videos and perspective!

  • @MRKetter81
    @MRKetter81 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Thank you again... but this almost sounds word for word what R.C. Sproul spoke. (not to sound preachy) Even so, it does bare weight... strange the same promise involved such a Stary night eh? Peace be with you

  • @Quepasowey
    @Quepasowey วันที่ผ่านมา

    i really really really wanna call 911 this is insane

  • @RandomDude19868
    @RandomDude19868 วันที่ผ่านมา

    The stars look like radiating twinkies. I'm not sure what people feel when they look at this painting because it looks like a mess.

  • @shabnumahmadmir582
    @shabnumahmadmir582 วันที่ผ่านมา

    🎉

  • @MRKetter81
    @MRKetter81 วันที่ผ่านมา

    He didn't really have an ear for music though. th-cam.com/video/Z59AnkxekfI/w-d-xo.html

  • @Ri5004
    @Ri5004 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I’ve seen irises at the Getty center in west LA, beautiful painting and state of the art museum

  • @shabnumahmadmir582
    @shabnumahmadmir582 วันที่ผ่านมา

    🎉

  • @condatis6175
    @condatis6175 วันที่ผ่านมา

    This one's definitely Bailey coming out of the pain closet. Extremis. Jesus, whatever else is wrong, it must've been SO painful to lose her trade, her art, her ballet. Equivalent to Beethoven losing his hearing or V VG losing his sight or the use of his hands . Your passion and persistence are admirable, Bailey.

  • @jonathancunningham4159
    @jonathancunningham4159 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I really enjoy deep vlogs like this! It's a rarity on YT. 10/10

  • @forgoodnesssakes
    @forgoodnesssakes วันที่ผ่านมา

    I don't love anything anymore one person and she's mean to me...I wish I were never born

  • @keycontroller
    @keycontroller วันที่ผ่านมา

    He was drinking stuff like absinth it might have influenced his visions😂 together with his mental issues

  • @Philosophyukara
    @Philosophyukara วันที่ผ่านมา

    2:15 damn

  • @Klowcn
    @Klowcn วันที่ผ่านมา

    does it show perseverance or the ugly nature of the human condition to put off our creative potential till we have no other choice knowing fully well that avoiding some forms suffering is time sensitive