~Timestamps~ No Surprises: 0:00 - 3:45 I can't handle change: 3:46 - 7:02 Cigarettes out the window: 7:03 - 9:47 Put me in a movie: 9:48 - 13:00 Судно (Борис Рижий): 13:01 - 15:20 Apocalypse: 15:21 - 20:08 ~Please correct me if I'm wrong~ ╰(*°▽°*)╯💖
When at 3am you realize you have no idea who you are, and your whole life is just a role play abot person you are pretending to be, but in reality you dont even know what your favorite color is.
sometimes im so down bad i cant even think about anything and i constantly all day every day pretend im someone else i made in my mind, but when i cant even be that im just plain and dull.
Does anyone else feel like a completely different human? Like when they were younger, they were this sweet, innocent, funny little girl. But now it feels like she's dead, and I'm just the shell she left behind, and the only characteristics I have left are all the flaws she left behind, but I've collected and amplified them over the years..
how did they help you? I wanna know what to do if somebody ever has a panic attack bc idk if touching them would be ok and i wouldnt knwo how to help bc im not good at comforting people
to the person reading this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to lose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginably painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain through your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you through all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe your heart has been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen to. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel. It's heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen to. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much. I write this because I want you to stay here with me. I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, you're mentally tired, but don't your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger than you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging then build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see other stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in their life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way then you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general then I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of. I accept you and support you. I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it with such sad music. I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there are a lot of unsaid things I want to tell you and my text is getting longer and longer, I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not a weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate a song as your friend. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like it's your last one. I hope you enjoy yourself today or any day.
this means so much to me I really really appreciate you I can't even explain how much this meant to me but I'm really thankful for you and I hope you live the best life and all your dreams come true
Hey there I just want to say thank you Thank you sm for making me valid and makes me think that i am normal and i am not alone Thank you thank you sm thank you
At this point it doesn't even feel like I'm living life anymore. It feels like I'm just playing a game or reading a book and everything feels like an hallucination or it doesn't feel real
Ikr. And because I adapt my personality to match others, idek which one is even my real personality. The only thing I know about myself is that I’m transgender. :(
I identify with the title, I'm tired, I have no reason to keep going, I just want to stop feeling tired. I love when they add songs from tv girl. Very good playlist.
@@itsmurdoc2256 And hope is the reason we are here, the hope that it will be over soon Hope is the reason we are still alive, the reason we breathe. Slowly, I'm starting to lose hope and when I do completely, there's nothing that keeps me alive anymore. The reason one commits suicide is because they have lost hope that life can be better, that it will be worth living through it.
recently I have started noticing that it has become abnormally hard for me to express myself, to put in words my thoughts in general, a sense of loss, half the times I'm unsure how am I feeling or even if I'm feeling anything. I miss myself
I feel very sad, after what happened I can't forget how my brother died in front of me... it was very embarrassing to see him with the limbs all broken. Why is everyone worried about me? I must go on like nothing happened...just keep him in my heart. Mom Dad and friends...if you're reading this, I'm fine ☺️ really i'm fine ☺ deep in my heart there's a bigger pain but i'll fight it until this fight is over and i win this pain. Ass: any person in this world...
vent. of course as a kid, I never thought my life would end up like this. as I kid I was really naive with the things happening in my household. when me and my brother were born is when things really got bad... money problems, family problems. it really makes me think if I happened to not be born, if things would be better for everyone. I don't think words can explain how much I genuinely hate my life. the thought that things might not get better, and I won't have the life that I always wanted hurts. the thought that others are experiencing what I wanted to experience sucks. seeing people on social media who obviously have better lives than me makes me jealous. I want a nice house, with a nice car and nice clothes... I want to have good grades, and be in the grade in supposed to be in... I'm really disappointed with myself. I wish I would have done things different. I wish I wasn't like this. a fucking freak with no social life. someone who stays in constantly, and gets embarrassed over stupid things. someone who wishes for things but doesn't try to do anything to get them. someone who looks at people with better lives than me and say 'i wish I had a life like theirs'
sometimes, a person is so morally killed that he simply does not have the strength to change anything in himself. just emptiness is all. these people are considered weaklings, but I understand them and do nothing in the same way. I'm weak and I know it. I have no meaning in life. I live by the principle "you can't die" and that's it. I have a house, I have food, I have more or less beautiful clothes, but damn, I don’t give a fuck about that. I just want warm relationships with people. I want to be accepted for who I really am, and not be judged because I don't laugh at dumb jokes. I sincerely hope everything works out for you. please don't give up. everything will definitely be fine. I believe in you. 💗
I Hope everything gets better, it will take time but you can achieve what you can dream of. I (am) growing up with a great house good clothes great food and good parents, yet it still has pressure. My parents used to alcoholics and I thought they would never stop but I convinced them to change, that gave me hope. My advice is change the small things first like, get one good friends, then start working on grades, maybe you’ll never get to the correct grade, but strive for A’s, AB’s and, C’s. Even when growing up in a good household I would get severely scolded if I don’t get perfect A’s. I had to stay in my room and was only aloud to have dinner in my room, no electronics. But once I got my grades up I was cheered on, it wasn’t a great sense of motivation for myself, but it still motivated me. Even if your motivation is ridiculous like being popular, or going to go to your dream school, try your hardest to make it happen. Good luck in your life and I hope you achieve what you dream for. Sorry for it being so long!!
this is me fr, my dad was hospitalized for about 3 months and it was the fucking worst time of my life. i always think about the life i wanted that i will never get and it just makes me cry all the time. my bsf getting all the things i wanted and I'm just so jealous. everything was so fucking bad at that time that i wished i didn't existed at all
I'm proud of you for waking up. I'm proud of you for brushing your hair. I'm proud of you for breathing. I'm proud of you for making your bed. I'm proud of you for eating. I'm proud of you for TRYING to eat. I'm proud of you for drinking water, I'm proud of you for being here. I'm proud of you for being you. I'm proud of you for smiling. I'm proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. I'm proud of you for standing up. I'm proud of you for blinking. I'm proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. I'm proud of you for brushing your teeth. I'm proud of you for standing up. I'm proud of you for sitting down. I'm proud of you for defending yourself. I'm proud of you for believing in yourself. I'm proud of you for simply trying. I'm proud of you for being alive. IM PROUD OF YOU. ❤ You literally matter so much...❤
this comment actually made me cry. I’ve been struggling a lot and havent had anyone im comfortable enough with to talk to. This really means i lot to me. you made my day
Thank you so much. Even tho I don't know who you are thank you for being so kind it helps alot and it means alot to just read this. I'm proud of you too💗
if i ever lose my battle, i just want you to know that i want you to stay alive for me okay? your the reason why i stayed longer in the first place. just please, stay alive for me.
hey there kiddos, I'm an adult and I for the first time I feel lost, I know it can happen to anyone at anytime and I just want you to know it totally gets better. All you have to do is be you. thats all the world needs is some more people not afraid to show their colors and to shine.For the kids out there remember once youre all big and grow you get to go into this big world and make it your own. Now for the adults who thought I wasn't going to get to you, I see you, I am you. Remember you have the power as an adult to be the best you. Dont be happy for mum, dad, siblings, be happy for you, be strong for you. Be you for you and not the world not work not your friends be you for you, be proud of yourself. I'm half writing this for me but If I at least help one person then thats the best thing I've done today. I did it, I made myself proud, I made myself happy for me and as an adult I have the power to be the best me I can be. :) Shine bright
Thanks, I just needed this. My parents don’t talk about feelings, it always ends in an argument. So this was really helpful, I hope you have a great life and that everything works out!
@sxcchxrine feels like I was only 16 this morning, my old man tries the who "act your age" and trust me I do not. Don't let people with sucky adult lives keep you from being you, have fun.
I know its late to say this , but when i wake up from a long sleep i just look at the roof And i am thinking "why i am Alive , why i have no Friends , why i suffer that much? " , i am tired of living the same routine , i wake up , shower myself , dreesed up And just being un my room watching my phone And talking to pleople that "know me" , i dont have Any Friends so i just stay un my room to long that i forget how to Talk to Friends , "they" (family , Friends) dont talk to me they just Talk to me if they have problems or Because they want money , i just Talk with my sister and best Friends and also online Friends. ........... Thanks to reading my problems ^^
Ik im late, but Life is hard at the moment, isn’t it? I promise, you’re not boring. Personally, I think you’re funny, original and creative. Second, you’re not stupid or idiotic or a failure. You are doing what you can, aren’t you? That’s good enough. In fact, that’s great. I hope you keep doing you. I hope you keep doing what you can and improve little by little to achieve your best. You are not ugly in any way shape or form. You are perfect. I promise this, I swear this on my life. Nobody is ugly in this world, inside or out. The light tint of pink that dusts your face? The small mole or freckle? Your eyes? Your body shape? Your hair? Your hands? The way you walk and talk? Your smile? Beautiful, gorgeous even. Nobody should tell you who or what you should be. I love you for you, so do not change yourself for others. School is worrying you too, huh? That’s okay. Don’t be afraid. Don’t be afraid to ask for help. Don’t be afraid to let frustrations out. I’m sorry people tend to misunderstand or if you feel as though others will never understand you. I will listen. Someone will listen. Maybe I don’t need to understand, maybe you just need to share it. Also, that one subject that you don’t get? The one where it just won’t click with your brain? Yeah, I don’t get that one too. It’s hard. At least we can go through it together, so don’t give up just yet. You’ll get through it, and somehow someday, it might just be your favourite subject. Failing is okay. I hope nobody will be mad at you if you fail. But wether or wether not someone does get angry if you fail, one thing is for sure. I will never be disappointed in you. If anything, im majorly proud of how far you’ve come through the different obstacles in life. Failure happens to everyone. And I love you no matter your achievements or downfalls. Does this place not feel like home? Hmm, same for me. It’s like you don’t fit in, right? Like you’re different from the rest and you feel judged by it. Well trust me, you can make a home here. Or, you can wait. Wait and see where home lies. Where home truly is for you. It doesn’t have to be right here right now. It can be across the globe. That’s okay. Find your home and make it yours. Don’t force yourself to fit in. Stand out, be unique. Be who you are in a place where you think you don’t belong. Walk the earth as a light. A beautiful star that just fell to bless us all with your presence. Speaking of stars, have you looked out into the stars tonight? Recently even? Is it rainy and cold? Or is it humid and clear? Just remember that when you look at the stars, that’s a reflection of you. To me, you are a star. You are a light that brightens up the darkness and guides people. To someone, you are their star. Their compass to their home. Live. Live while feeling alive. You deserve it. You deserve a nice, warm hug. I wish I could give you one, but I can’t. I love you, so fight your demons with a smile. Keep going. Cry, laugh, scream, do whatever that makes your heart content, because you deserve it. Thank you stranger, for not only existing, but for living genuinely with that same glow in your eyes. That same glow in your smile. Thank you for not giving up. Don’t, ok? I’ll be here. :)
I'm so glad i can look through these comments and see other people that are struggling too, it makes me feel less along, but then I had the idea of someone else going through the same pain
Its always a risk to tell our lives, past and inside of us. It can be used to attack you. So be wise while chooing a friend, be sure he has a good heart but also a brain to keep things inside. Them you May tell him you want to talk, rest is your. Never tell too personal things. Even if he knows (or she) at least your friend can support you with a very good warm hug. I have nobody, so I hug myself. Try the same, not bad as it sounds. I hope it helps. Never tell risky things, be careful. Especially things supposed to be hidden. Can be turn into gossip.
I wanna be mysterious but I love to talk. I dont wanna be clingy but I want to show affection. I want to love someone but I'm scared they'll leave. I wish I didn't ramble but I'm a fast talker. I wanna be loved but I don't know how to be. I want to be productive but I'm used to being lazy. I dont wanna be lonely but I'm to friendly. I dont wanna make toxic friends but its a habit. I don't want to be afraid but I can't help it. I wish I was more like them but I'm me. I wanna be helpful but I don't know what to do. I don't like to have anxiety but it crashes through me. I wish I could be normal but I'm not there's no such thing. I wanna be able to sleep but the darkness is to much. I want to fly but I always fall. id like to live but I have sad thoughts. I WANNA BE REAL BUT IT'S TO HARD TO.......
I’m turning 17 tomorrow cnat believe I’ve lived this far honestly…I still have the letters I wrote for them and yet for some reason I can’t follow the plan…I’m thankful for my fear of death but once I grow comfortable with that thought idk how long I’ll be here
relatable. im so sick and tired because 2years ago on july 4th. i almost went blind, now i have a subluxated knee, i have Ehlars Danlos syndrome aka probably gonna die before im 50 from a stroke. and im so mf tired of being in pain every day all day long. i have 5 different migraine and headache diagnosis so i always have that as soon as i wake in the morning. makes me not want to even get up cause there is no more motivation or energy in me, im losing myself but my brain is telling me to help myself but i just cant when my body isnt helping me. I am tired of going to doctor appointment constantly, tired of pain, tired of the stress and pressure of worrying about my body, tired of the medicine and having to carry bottles with me everywhere i go. Tired of not being able to breathe because i have Pots where my heartrate will jump to 120 just from standing up, and 160 from just walking in the hallway. as im typing this im in pain everywhere and im so sick of it, its getting worse and worse and idk how much longer i can handle it..
I love playlists like these. Because I'm so tired and life just seems like it's dragging on, some days seem to sluggishly trudge by while some speed by and your left bewildered. I just can't seem to muster the motivation to live like people tell us to. Why bother when it's useless and the world seem intent to beat us down into the dirt. And yet I'm constantly telling others to live their life's to the fullest and be happy. It's kinda funny how ironic that is isn't it?
its just that im tired that my mom want me to be ''perfect'' when she knows that nobodoy is perfect in this word i just want to be happy knowing that if i get a bad note my mother wont say anything bad to me
You're never really healed from what's haunting you. But it's good to let it out sometimes. Cry a bit, stay in in bed a little longer. Take some time to feel your feelings. It's going to get better for all of us.
for the past 3 months, we’ve gotten closer but she didn’t love me, i waited, but she didn’t love me. i gave her everything i had but she didn’t love me, it wasn’t enough..
For anyone who needs to see this ur enough those girls at school are just bumps imagine ur playing a game and u have to get past an obstacle those girls are obstacles who haven’t realized what karma is one day u will get ur dream but if u let them win ur drifting farther and farther from ur dream someone luvs u and if u have no one then I’ll love u I’ll love u like a sister or brother u can do it u can make it trust me this is coming from experience have a good life
My life is great but I just feel empty and alone, there’s always a voice in the back of my head saying “you could have done that better idiot” or “way to go you made them sad dumbass”. I have been feeling like this since I was a little kid, I always got bullied for being chubby when I was younger. I hated the way I looked I didn’t like mused at all. It took me year to find myself again. But in 5th grade he started to fade away, it was like he wanted me to see the true world. Till this day I still haven’t found him, and I think he’s truly gone this time. I can’t find anything that makes me happy anymore, my parents haven’t said they loved me or hugged me for 3 years now. Im starting to think they don’t love me anymore, I try my best.. I really do, I do everything and anything my parents and friends say but I just have this feeling like whatever I do is not enough, Im I enough?. I try to make them happy, I do make them happy… I think, I don’t know why but I keep avoiding help, it’s like I want help but my body just doesn’t want to say anything, I know what ever I do is my choice but it just feels like I’m being controlled like a puppet. Many of my friends keep saying I need help and I want help but every time I try to I just break down in tiers not saying anything. Is there something wrong with me? Why do I feel this way? I feel like disappearing and never coming back but every time I want to do that I just stop and think about other people. Is that what’s wrong with me? I’m not taking care of myself and worrying about other people and not me. I take care of myself…. Well sometimes. Well I guess that’s the end of my rant sorry to just vent In the comments no one really listens to me so I thought this was the best time lol😅
I hate myself so much why cant I be a better daughter or a friend why cant I be nice why cant I be understanding why am I always like this I hate myself so much I just wanna change but I cant everytime Im so hyper or myself I always make mistakes I always make problems I always make bad decisions I hate myself so much I wanna isolate myself from everyone but all I need is a real hug I just wanna feel loved appreciated I just want a real friend who would understand the mistakes that I do I just wanna be loved please I hate myself so much I cant even comfort my own father I cant even show him how much I love him I just want a happy complete family I just want a friend who would always be on my side and who would understand me with the shits I do I just want someone to like me for being me I just wanna love myself I just really want a hug a hug and a comfort from my parents I dont want anyone to leave me alone when I feel sad I just want to hold someone's hands I just want someone to rest my shoulders to I just want something warm okay? but Im sure i dont deserve any of this im sure i deserve nothing i know i dont im a bad person im a bad daughter and a friend i deserved being a loner i deserve getting hurt i dont deserve anything good please i just really want a real comforting warm hug
I cant never know what mistakes you made but In my opinion if you didnt hurt some person especially you should be able to forgive yourself. I need a real hug as well, imagine like I sent you a huge warm hug. Hug yourself, it works for me. Because we have to love ourselves even if nobody does. Love yourself, hug yourself. Its weird that all we need is Just a shoulder to hug and cry but nobody is here. Hug yourself.
Life can be full of surprises Felt like it was just yesterday u were happy with your friends But then today you found out theyre trash talking bout you now your crying in the middle of the night at 3am.
tu puedes. realmente tu puedes, has podido con esto y con todo. eres una persona realmente fuerte de la cual me siento totalmente orgullosa. no se que estes pasando, ni los problemas que tengas, pero yo creo en ti. y se que aun tan grave este el problema siempre sabes seguir adelante con esa sonrisa tan brillante. Y no mi vida no eres debil por llorar, no eres debil por desahogarte. siempre has estado para todos pero nadie ha estado para ti. sabes cargar con tu peso y con el de todos. no mi amor, no es que no quieras vivir, es que no quieres seguir viviendo lo que estas pasando ahora❤️. recuerda que yo creo plenamente en ti. y estoy orgullosa de hasta donde has llegado💗 ECHALE GANAS MVD, NO ESTAS SOLX✨
Too everyone, I love you so much, you are worth the world and u deserve everything no matter what. I'm so proud of you making it this far in life and not giving up. Don't let anyone bring you down for anything. You all are smart, beautiful, and perfect human beings, whatever you are going through, I believe in you. You can survive through it. Please don't harm your self in anyway
Sometimes I find myself talking into the person in the mirror and I can almost swear I hear them replying in my head, I don't know if I'm going crazy or it's because it's so late but recently I can't help but feel like I'm not the only one occupying my thoughts
Ye that's weird. When i'm thinking too bad at myself that i feel like leaving my house in the middle of the night and doing something wrong a voice in my head tells me nice things that i have a breakdown in front of myself. But when things will get a little better it vanishes. Suspicious
Vent . . . . . If you're someone I know and you're reading this, please just forget everything or I'll just feel worse than before, please please don't start talking about it with me, you'll just make it worse. Don't mention anything about it. Please don't. I find it hard to vent to people I know without feeling stupid. I mask every day at school, at home. I don't think I have a real personality anymore, I just do things randomly depending on who i am with. It feels like all my friends are stupid,no one is actually noticing anything about me. I'm feeling really empty lately and I don't know what to do to really feel something. I've always been the therapist friend because talking about myself is hard for me so maybe if I help others I'll feel better, or at least that's what I think I'm convinced about. I'm starting to slowly realizing that i don't know anything about myself and bottling up emotions is becoming harder and harder, if I will cry in front of someone I know i will feel ashamed about it for the rest of my stupid life, so as long I don't cry maybe everything will be fine. I can't really do anything else to not make everything worse than write here stuff I'm afraid to tell to people. If you're actually reading this it means that I actually build up the courage to post this. It sounds like if I'm just searching for attention everytime I even say anything about this so sorry if you bothered to read all of this
Im sorry i'm so sorry. If you dont want to talk about it that's fine but the only advice i can give you is: dont hurt yourself. I did and now i cant stop. Pls whatever you'll do dont hurt yourself. You'll regret it.
I feel like my brain is overflowing with ways i could describe so many of these things that are making me feel so horrible, it's making me confused, it's making my brain go into a tv static and then i feel hopeless
i haven't studied shit for my test tomorrow n i feel terribly bad bc i need to repay all that has been granted to me since birth, even if i didn't want to. I need to pay off everyones debts in order to at least rest in peace. I live bc i'm to the neck in debt with favors and money to my family, but the moment everything is paid off im freaking killing myself, i see no future for me in this type of world
Vent. I've gotten to the point where I'm actively looking for reasons to keep going on and I keep coming up with blanks. I can't even guilt trip myself into not trying to end it all anymore. I've tried to end myself 3 separate times this year and I can't even do it right. I don't have friends, and I don't have a family that will care. It would be a big thing for a week and everyone would move on. I don't even feel like a person. Just something taking up space.
everything feels like fever dream, I've failed at everything, failed at school, failed being friends, failed being sister, failed being a nice daughter and failed for myself. I've tried to becoming better but whenever I've tried so hard it will relapse/repeat the same thing again. I've tired of this, i wished i was like others in my age.
Do ya'll ever feel like running away or is it just me? Don't get me wrong I love my family but i can't say the same for myself and I feel like the only way for me to truly be free from who I am is to run away. If I ran away I wouldn't be me, I wouldn't be anyone, I would just be a stranger to people's eyes or a coworker to other people. I would simply be a background character, to everyone I would be a npc basically, just there to be there.
i know it's bad time and the things are awful but don't give up. don't be lazy, and don't I lament. try, try, try and try again until everything starts to be better. life isn't easy, nobody said that so only you can change it. don't miss people, their role in your life ended. you don't need them and you don't need anyone. only you can help yourself, not them. try to be happy and change your life until it gets worse. every problem has a start and an end, which is not suiisideeee. i believe in you and wish you good luck
To anyone who needs this, I hope you feel better soon! If you are going through a bad time please talk to someone, a lot of people care about you and will listen! Bad times always pass eventually, you are so strong and I know you can get through this! You are worth so much and you deserve happiness! Always prioritize your mental health, take breaks when you need them! You are not alone! There are always people out there who are in similar situations, you are understood. You are doing great, I'm so proud of you
Me who actually wants to be an outcast bc i can't handle affection and im 'mean' but in reality my love language is sort of being mean and I cant process people being nice.
when I'm tired I just can't even listen to any music meanwhile my head is full of awful thoughts, I don't want to watch any videos or something but I need to be distracted from what I think. And I need this for all the time I'm awake, whether i want it or not. But actually I can't due to earache and simple unwillingness. It's difficult to explain hope I'll be fine and you'll too
I'm tired lol. i just realised how empty i am, growing up beautiful and still being beautiful, alot of people feels fake, they're too nice, sometimes I don't even know. i put a smile anyways, i shouldn't be complaining. this is a blessing, but, i just feel so empty and tired, the more i think about it the more real it becomes. being beautiful made me so empty inside, i barely have anything that stands out except my face or my body. i have nothing going on. I'm boring, all i do is sports, beauty pageants.. what the hell. I'm tired this is the first time i ever felt this. and idk, i feel so empty. being beautiful made me so boring and i hate it and im trying to do something about what's ”inside” but im so used of just going with the waves of people. i barely have anything, I'm confident sure, but that's because of people never me. people help me alot than i ever realise it is, idk what to do
Do I really deserve this? Why do I have this feeling? Why do I think about this? I still have a life to live? Why is society now crap? Why do they demand so much from you at a young age? I have so many questions I can't answer? Why can't I find an answer?
Vent I want to be perfect so badly. But in every single aspect, I disappoint myself. It’s not even hard. I’m just that awful. Even though I’ve “lost so much weight”, my body is still disgusting to me. I’m not thin, and I’m far from it. It’s taking me too long to get where I want to be and I wish I had just worked harder. I wish I had just let myself be a little hungrier. I wish I had just decided not to overeat all of those countless times. It’s so frustrating. Work is easy but it’s not enough to just be a good worker. My online classes are easy but I don’t even have the energy to do them. I’m working 40hrs this week and it’s just too much. I’m only 16. But I can’t leave. I just can’t. It’s the only thing keeping me from being a shut-in. Even though I have a 3.5 gpa, I’m a failure of a student. I don’t know anything. I’m literally just getting by and hoping I can eventually do decent on the act. I feel like I don’t deserve anything I’ve “earned”. I feel like the sus imposter. ;-;
Vent ig When you're having a presentation in front of a class and you freeze. Suddenly you're 13 year's old again in a piano recital, tearing up. Many minutes pass and you're in the teachers office having a meltdown. You scream and yell, your throat closes. You can't breathe. The world goes in slow motion. Your eyes blur with water, like you're screaming underwater. "Why can everyone do this but I can't? Why is it always me. Me. Me. *Me.*" Then, you're at home. On your bed. Your eyes are red, you still can't breathe. It's hard. Why is it always me..
Vent I'm tired of acting fine until I explode, I miss my old friends I had such a great time that just left me for no reason, I wish I never got into any relationships in school, I wish I never did the stuff I did at 9 that I shouldn't of for attention, I want to be happy again so bad, I want to be the young kid who did know their parents hated eachother and got to be with them all the time, I miss doing stuff with friends, I miss doing stuff with family, I miss everything but now no one even shows up to my birthday or even says it to me, I want to be able to be a kid again, I don't want to be the most responsible and independent when I shouldn't be, I want my childhood back, I wish I never moved, I wished my mom never got with my aunts ex husband's, I wish ny older brother never got into my personal space so much and got me in weird positions when he would tickle me at 8, I wish he stopped, I wish my friend liked me more then my brothers, I wish I could forget everything
Hey... the case you have made that double face at school like being happy with your friends and when they get home they have a tired face? Last year has been my best year with someone I loved and I still love too much and then he left. Now I will also go to High School next year but I will still be sad, that person made me the piece that fit in the puzzle and without him I feel that I no longer serve in that puzzle.. Without him I can't be that person they said was "Friendly", "Happy" and "Funny" That I left with him because he loved me as I was, my real self is gone and I pretend it was her knowing that I had panic attacks and anxiety attacks, committed suicide and was doxed and manipulated.. I need a break or I could explode and make an emotional mess and destroy my friends. Im sorry for them who have to suffer with my version being dependent on their loved ones, weepy, sencible, and wanting to only imagine scenarios with their beloved...
The thing is when we listen to tiktok audios we just act like we are somebody else like you just entered another reality which you wish you had that reality but you are just escaping from it to enter a world that doesnt exist
OI YOU- Yes you, I though i'd tell you something..... I love your smile I love your laugh I love your personality I love your hair (or lack thereof) I love your insecurities I love your accomplishments I love your failures I love your eyes I love your beauty I love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) I love the way you dance I love you on your happy days I love you on your sad days I love you on the days you feel lonely I love you on the days you feel helpless I love you on the days you feel like no one cares I love you on the days you feel forgotten I love you on the days you feel unmotivated I love you on the days you feel loved I love you on the days you feel sick I love you on the days you feel motivated I love you on the days you feel depressed I love you on the days you feel stresses I love you on the days you feel crazy I love you on the days you feel hopeful I love you on the days you feel cuddly I love you on the days you feel clingy I love you on the days you feel amazing I love you on the days you feel beautiful I love you on the days you feel like a failure I love you on the days you feel angry I love you on the days you feel aggressive I love you on the days you feel horrible I love you on the days you feel safe I love you on the days you feel unsafe I love you on the days you feel vulnerable I love you on the days you feel weird I love you on the days you feel ok I love you when you're healthy I love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) I love your taste in music I love your taste in movies I love your taste in tv shows I love the way you move I love the way you act I love you when you cry I love you when you're kind I love you when you're mean I love you when you're alone I love you when you can't feel I love you when you feel too much I love you when you can't take life anymore I love you when you feel like it's too much I love you when you're asleep I love you when you have nightmares I love you when you have dreams I love how you believe I love you when you believe in yourself I love you when you don't believe in yourself I love you when you hate yourself I love you when you love yourself I love the way you think I love you problems I love your solutions I love how you support I love you when you're in pain I love you when you're hurt I love your promises I love your secrets I love your attitude I love you sass I love your creativity I love your voice (or lack thereof) I love you hand gestures I love your stories I love your wounds I love your scars I love your face I love your past I love your future I love your present I love your outfits I love your style I love your art I love your honesty I love you when you lie I love you when you're tired I love you when you're energetic I love how you look I love how you cook I love you when you're adventurous I love you when you're scared I love your imperfections I love your perfections I love you when you worry I love you when you talk (or communicate) I love your opinions I love you when you have a headache I love you when you have a stomach ache I love you when you help others I love you when you need help I love you when you're mature I love you when you're immature I love you in the hard times I love you in the easy times I love you when life is meh I love you when you're responsible I love you when you're irresponsible I love you when you fight I love you in your darkest moments I love you in your brightest moments I love your heart I love you in the day I love you in the night I love you at midnight I love you at 3 am I love you at all times I love you at your best I love you at your worst I love the little things you do I love all of you I love you when you're you I love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you :) (THIS ISNT MINE BUT PLEASE PASS IT AROUND :DD)
Me:still don't my purpose i don't have goal or ambition i don't know why i alive listing to this song make me thinking to end my story . But i don't know how. . Goodluck for the people who fighting there battle on their own. Hope you win ..
I love drawing but.. I go to college at 6 and come back at 8. A teacher once scratched my page of drawings and said there was no place for that there..it was just a harmless drawing
~Timestamps~
No Surprises: 0:00 - 3:45
I can't handle change: 3:46 - 7:02
Cigarettes out the window: 7:03 - 9:47
Put me in a movie: 9:48 - 13:00
Судно (Борис Рижий): 13:01 - 15:20
Apocalypse: 15:21 - 20:08
~Please correct me if I'm wrong~
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13:01 - 15:20 - Борис Рыжий - Судно
When at 3am you realize you have no idea who you are, and your whole life is just a role play abot person you are pretending to be, but in reality you dont even know what your favorite color is.
Wow... this hit fr
100%
Accurate
sometimes im so down bad i cant even think about anything and i constantly all day every day pretend im someone else i made in my mind, but when i cant even be that im just plain and dull.
Lol same..ha..ha…
Does anyone else feel like a completely different human? Like when they were younger, they were this sweet, innocent, funny little girl. But now it feels like she's dead, and I'm just the shell she left behind, and the only characteristics I have left are all the flaws she left behind, but I've collected and amplified them over the years..
Man I gave up on life , I can live like thanos at his end time , I just need to die but the thought I am not going to suffer another time after life
Love how 3am turned from a hour everyone feared to the hour when everyone let's their emotions out
true, the demon in my room always cries at that time, it's very sad
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest."
Shout out to the teacher today who helped me through a 43 minute panic attack about every shitty thing in my life.
Until they end up stabbing you in the back putting you into a foster care
Awe I'm sos that happened
how did they help you? I wanna know what to do if somebody ever has a panic attack bc idk if touching them would be ok and i wouldnt knwo how to help bc im not good at comforting people
@@moksha.m look a video up
Best. Teacher. On. Earth. Hands down.
to the person reading this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to lose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginably painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain through your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you through all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe your heart has been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen to. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel. It's heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen to. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much. I write this because I want you to stay here with me. I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, you're mentally tired, but don't your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger than you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging then build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see other stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in their life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way then you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general then I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of. I accept you and support you. I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it with such sad music. I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there are a lot of unsaid things I want to tell you and my text is getting longer and longer, I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not a weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate a song as your friend.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like it's your last one.
I hope you enjoy yourself today or any day.
this means so much to me I really really appreciate you I can't even explain how much this meant to me but I'm really thankful for you and I hope you live the best life and all your dreams come true
Hey there I just want to say thank you
Thank you sm for making me valid and makes me think that i am normal and i am not alone
Thank you thank you sm thank you
thank you, this is just what i needed to hear thank you so much, you are a wonderful person! thank you!!
thank you.
thank you so much. Honestly, you deserve the world.
At this point it doesn't even feel like I'm living life anymore. It feels like I'm just playing a game or reading a book and everything feels like an hallucination or it doesn't feel real
Ikr. And because I adapt my personality to match others, idek which one is even my real personality. The only thing I know about myself is that I’m transgender. :(
Yeah like bro...
maybe u got anemia dawg get that checked
@@pastahali306 shii maybe😭😭
Fr…
I identify with the title, I'm tired, I have no reason to keep going, I just want to stop feeling tired. I love when they add songs from tv girl. Very good playlist.
"come here... ill protect you forever."
"promise?"
"promise."
its four years later now. I hope she's somewhere, still protecting me.
hope, hope is all that`
s left in most of our hearts
Im so sorry...Just know that your loved
It hurts..
hey, its gonna be ok, i hope ur doing alright right now ❤
@@itsmurdoc2256 And hope is the reason we are here, the hope that it will be over soon
Hope is the reason we are still alive, the reason we breathe. Slowly, I'm starting to lose hope and when I do completely, there's nothing that keeps me alive anymore. The reason one commits suicide is because they have lost hope that life can be better, that it will be worth living through it.
recently I have started noticing that it has become abnormally hard for me to express myself, to put in words my thoughts in general, a sense of loss, half the times I'm unsure how am I feeling or even if I'm feeling anything.
I miss myself
Same. I try to tell people my pain but it’s so complex with so many feelings
@@fernleafking9224 i understand you, hang in there, someday we will be happy and back to our old, complete self
I feel very sad, after what happened I can't forget how my brother died in front of me... it was very embarrassing to see him with the limbs all broken.
Why is everyone worried about me? I must go on like nothing happened...just keep him in my heart.
Mom Dad and friends...if you're reading this, I'm fine ☺️ really i'm fine ☺ deep in my heart there's a bigger pain but i'll fight it until this fight is over and i win this pain.
Ass: any person in this world...
Life is just doing the same things over and over but u always think something will change but it never does
vent.
of course as a kid, I never thought my life would end up like this. as I kid I was really naive with the things happening in my household. when me and my brother were born is when things really got bad... money problems, family problems. it really makes me think if I happened to not be born, if things would be better for everyone. I don't think words can explain how much I genuinely hate my life. the thought that things might not get better, and I won't have the life that I always wanted hurts. the thought that others are experiencing what I wanted to experience sucks. seeing people on social media who obviously have better lives than me makes me jealous. I want a nice house, with a nice car and nice clothes... I want to have good grades, and be in the grade in supposed to be in... I'm really disappointed with myself. I wish I would have done things different. I wish I wasn't like this. a fucking freak with no social life. someone who stays in constantly, and gets embarrassed over stupid things. someone who wishes for things but doesn't try to do anything to get them. someone who looks at people with better lives than me and say 'i wish I had a life like theirs'
This might sound stupid, but there’s always time to change things. That’s all.
sometimes, a person is so morally killed that he simply does not have the strength to change anything in himself. just emptiness is all. these people are considered weaklings, but I understand them and do nothing in the same way. I'm weak and I know it. I have no meaning in life. I live by the principle "you can't die" and that's it.
I have a house, I have food, I have more or less beautiful clothes, but damn, I don’t give a fuck about that. I just want warm relationships with people. I want to be accepted for who I really am, and not be judged because I don't laugh at dumb jokes.
I sincerely hope everything works out for you. please don't give up. everything will definitely be fine. I believe in you. 💗
I Hope everything gets better, it will take time but you can achieve what you can dream of. I (am) growing up with a great house good clothes great food and good parents, yet it still has pressure. My parents used to alcoholics and I thought they would never stop but I convinced them to change, that gave me hope. My advice is change the small things first like, get one good friends, then start working on grades, maybe you’ll never get to the correct grade, but strive for A’s, AB’s and, C’s. Even when growing up in a good household I would get severely scolded if I don’t get perfect A’s. I had to stay in my room and was only aloud to have dinner in my room, no electronics. But once I got my grades up I was cheered on, it wasn’t a great sense of motivation for myself, but it still motivated me. Even if your motivation is ridiculous like being popular, or going to go to your dream school, try your hardest to make it happen. Good luck in your life and I hope you achieve what you dream for.
Sorry for it being so long!!
this is me fr, my dad was hospitalized for about 3 months and it was the fucking worst time of my life. i always think about the life i wanted that i will never get and it just makes me cry all the time. my bsf getting all the things i wanted and I'm just so jealous. everything was so fucking bad at that time that i wished i didn't existed at all
I have had everything as a kid.
Cars... clothes..food. but not a mother.
Being rich doesn't make you happy :'/
I'm proud of you for waking up.
I'm proud of you for brushing your hair.
I'm proud of you for breathing.
I'm proud of you for making your bed.
I'm proud of you for eating.
I'm proud of you for TRYING to eat.
I'm proud of you for drinking water,
I'm proud of you for being here.
I'm proud of you for being you.
I'm proud of you for smiling.
I'm proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you.
I'm proud of you for standing up.
I'm proud of you for blinking.
I'm proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed.
I'm proud of you for brushing your teeth.
I'm proud of you for standing up.
I'm proud of you for sitting down.
I'm proud of you for defending yourself.
I'm proud of you for believing in yourself.
I'm proud of you for simply trying.
I'm proud of you for being alive.
IM PROUD OF YOU. ❤
You literally matter so much...❤
thank you very much,, i need it after a big collapse🤍
❤❤❤❤❤
thank you, same thing goes for u 2.
this comment actually made me cry. I’ve been struggling a lot and havent had anyone im comfortable enough with to talk to. This really means i lot to me. you made my day
@@yippeemizuki same
Thank you so much. Even tho I don't know who you are thank you for being so kind it helps alot and it means alot to just read this. I'm proud of you too💗
if i ever lose my battle, i just want you to know that i want you to stay alive for me okay? your the reason why i stayed longer in the first place. just please, stay alive for me.
Please don't do that. Even though I don't know you, I know for a fact I would miss you. Ok?🥺 Stay alive for me cutie. It will get better. I promise.
let us both stay alive for eo and keep going
No
@@Pecador-ll real
Depression is like a war some win while others die trying
hey there kiddos, I'm an adult and I for the first time I feel lost, I know it can happen to anyone at anytime and I just want you to know it totally gets better. All you have to do is be you. thats all the world needs is some more people not afraid to show their colors and to shine.For the kids out there remember once youre all big and grow you get to go into this big world and make it your own.
Now for the adults who thought I wasn't going to get to you, I see you, I am you. Remember you have the power as an adult to be the best you. Dont be happy for mum, dad, siblings, be happy for you, be strong for you. Be you for you and not the world not work not your friends be you for you, be proud of yourself.
I'm half writing this for me but If I at least help one person then thats the best thing I've done today. I did it, I made myself proud, I made myself happy for me and as an adult I have the power to be the best me I can be. :) Shine bright
You definitely did help me get through today. Thanks a bunch, man; love you for this ♡
@@firstname0129 ❤️ love ya
Thanks, I just needed this. My parents don’t talk about feelings, it always ends in an argument. So this was really helpful, I hope you have a great life and that everything works out!
@sxcchxrine feels like I was only 16 this morning, my old man tries the who "act your age" and trust me I do not. Don't let people with sucky adult lives keep you from being you, have fun.
this almost made me cry but im in class so cant do that
I miss my sister. I really really miss her, I’m ish I could give her one last hug.
I’m sorry that you lost a love one if she died
I'm sorry sorry. Here! Take this vertual hug! *Hugs you*
I know its late to say this , but when i wake up from a long sleep i just look at the roof And i am thinking "why i am Alive , why i have no Friends , why i suffer that much? " , i am tired of living the same routine , i wake up , shower myself , dreesed up And just being un my room watching my phone And talking to pleople that "know me" , i dont have Any Friends so i just stay un my room to long that i forget how to Talk to Friends , "they" (family , Friends) dont talk to me they just Talk to me if they have problems or Because they want money , i just Talk with my sister and best Friends and also online Friends. ........... Thanks to reading my problems ^^
Ik im late, but
Life is hard at the moment, isn’t it?
I promise, you’re not boring. Personally, I think you’re funny, original and creative.
Second, you’re not stupid or idiotic or a failure. You are doing what you can, aren’t you? That’s good enough. In fact, that’s great. I hope you keep doing you. I hope you keep doing what you can and improve little by little to achieve your best.
You are not ugly in any way shape or form. You are perfect. I promise this, I swear this on my life. Nobody is ugly in this world, inside or out. The light tint of pink that dusts your face? The small mole or freckle? Your eyes? Your body shape? Your hair? Your hands? The way you walk and talk? Your smile? Beautiful, gorgeous even. Nobody should tell you who or what you should be. I love you for you, so do not change yourself for others.
School is worrying you too, huh? That’s okay. Don’t be afraid. Don’t be afraid to ask for help. Don’t be afraid to let frustrations out. I’m sorry people tend to misunderstand or if you feel as though others will never understand you. I will listen. Someone will listen. Maybe I don’t need to understand, maybe you just need to share it.
Also, that one subject that you don’t get? The one where it just won’t click with your brain? Yeah, I don’t get that one too. It’s hard. At least we can go through it together, so don’t give up just yet. You’ll get through it, and somehow someday, it might just be your favourite subject.
Failing is okay. I hope nobody will be mad at you if you fail. But wether or wether not someone does get angry if you fail, one thing is for sure. I will never be disappointed in you. If anything, im majorly proud of how far you’ve come through the different obstacles in life. Failure happens to everyone. And I love you no matter your achievements or downfalls.
Does this place not feel like home? Hmm, same for me. It’s like you don’t fit in, right? Like you’re different from the rest and you feel judged by it.
Well trust me, you can make a home here. Or, you can wait. Wait and see where home lies. Where home truly is for you. It doesn’t have to be right here right now. It can be across the globe. That’s okay. Find your home and make it yours. Don’t force yourself to fit in. Stand out, be unique. Be who you are in a place where you think you don’t belong. Walk the earth as a light. A beautiful star that just fell to bless us all with your presence.
Speaking of stars, have you looked out into the stars tonight? Recently even? Is it rainy and cold? Or is it humid and clear? Just remember that when you look at the stars, that’s a reflection of you. To me, you are a star. You are a light that brightens up the darkness and guides people. To someone, you are their star. Their compass to their home.
Live. Live while feeling alive. You deserve it. You deserve a nice, warm hug. I wish I could give you one, but I can’t. I love you, so fight your demons with a smile. Keep going. Cry, laugh, scream, do whatever that makes your heart content, because you deserve it. Thank you stranger, for not only existing, but for living genuinely with that same glow in your eyes. That same glow in your smile. Thank you for not giving up. Don’t, ok? I’ll be here. :)
thank you, random stranger ❤
"Im trying with all i have im trying to be happy and social im trying to show my love but it will never be enough will it?"
I'm so glad i can look through these comments and see other people that are struggling too, it makes me feel less along, but then I had the idea of someone else going through the same pain
I may look normal but deep down I'm so tired and mentally drained and I don't know how to tell anyone, can anyone help me?
Idk how 🤷🏽♀️ to help but you can vent to me anytime
Its always a risk to tell our lives, past and inside of us. It can be used to attack you. So be wise while chooing a friend, be sure he has a good heart but also a brain to keep things inside. Them you May tell him you want to talk, rest is your. Never tell too personal things. Even if he knows (or she) at least your friend can support you with a very good warm hug.
I have nobody, so I hug myself. Try the same, not bad as it sounds. I hope it helps. Never tell risky things, be careful. Especially things supposed to be hidden. Can be turn into gossip.
When you realize that the one sentence that could change your life is something is only four words.
“I need a hug.”
I wanna be mysterious but I love to talk.
I dont wanna be clingy but I want to show affection. I want to love someone but I'm scared they'll leave. I wish I didn't ramble but I'm a fast talker. I wanna be loved but I don't know how to be. I want to be productive but I'm used to being lazy.
I dont wanna be lonely but I'm to friendly.
I dont wanna make toxic friends but its a habit. I don't want to be afraid but I can't help it. I wish I was more like them but I'm me. I wanna be helpful but I don't know what to do. I don't like to have anxiety but it crashes through me. I wish I could be normal but I'm not there's no such thing. I wanna be able to sleep but the darkness is to much. I want to fly but I always fall. id like to live but I have sad thoughts. I WANNA BE REAL BUT IT'S TO HARD TO.......
I’m turning 17 tomorrow cnat believe I’ve lived this far honestly…I still have the letters I wrote for them and yet for some reason I can’t follow the plan…I’m thankful for my fear of death but once I grow comfortable with that thought idk how long I’ll be here
Shut up. you'll be here untill the end.
Think about everyone off you go away :(
Won't they be sad and traumatised?
Daqui em diante tudo vai ficar ainda mais difícil então fds
relatable. im so sick and tired because 2years ago on july 4th. i almost went blind, now i have a subluxated knee, i have Ehlars Danlos syndrome aka probably gonna die before im 50 from a stroke. and im so mf tired of being in pain every day all day long. i have 5 different migraine and headache diagnosis so i always have that as soon as i wake in the morning. makes me not want to even get up cause there is no more motivation or energy in me, im losing myself but my brain is telling me to help myself but i just cant when my body isnt helping me. I am tired of going to doctor appointment constantly, tired of pain, tired of the stress and pressure of worrying about my body, tired of the medicine and having to carry bottles with me everywhere i go. Tired of not being able to breathe because i have Pots where my heartrate will jump to 120 just from standing up, and 160 from just walking in the hallway. as im typing this im in pain everywhere and im so sick of it, its getting worse and worse and idk how much longer i can handle it..
I feel like this should get more attention❤ this is amazing!
i cant believe i trusted them while they were just talking behind me...
we all been thru that dont worry about then they are fake one day you will meet sombody great
idk why, but avogado's art fits this playlist so well
6.022*10^23
@@kushagrasrivastava8279 😂 This made me laugh so hard
Pov it's 3am and you just can't stop thinking about the hook onto ur roof.
i got enough motivation to try and start a conversation with one of my friends. they didn’t respond
I know that feeling all to well you arent alone. You got the courage to say something, im proud of you.
Honestly I'm on the verge of giving up. I'm exhausted. It's too much.
same
I love playlists like these. Because I'm so tired and life just seems like it's dragging on, some days seem to sluggishly trudge by while some speed by and your left bewildered. I just can't seem to muster the motivation to live like people tell us to. Why bother when it's useless and the world seem intent to beat us down into the dirt. And yet I'm constantly telling others to live their life's to the fullest and be happy. It's kinda funny how ironic that is isn't it?
its just that im tired that my mom want me to be ''perfect'' when she knows that nobodoy is perfect in this word i just want to be happy knowing that if i get a bad note my mother wont say anything bad to me
my fav playlist so far🎧❤️
Thank you. Thank you for making these playlists. I extremely relate to them, that is, lately. Thank you :).
i always tried my best, but whenever i did it was never enough. so i just stopped trying
Bro all my fav sad songs in one video
You're never really healed from what's haunting you. But it's good to let it out sometimes. Cry a bit, stay in in bed a little longer. Take some time to feel your feelings. It's going to get better for all of us.
Thank you I needed this
your welcome :)
love it 😊
this literally is my vent playlist omg
for the past 3 months, we’ve gotten closer but she didn’t love me, i waited, but she didn’t love me. i gave her everything i had but she didn’t love me, it wasn’t enough..
If your reading this.
This is a reminder to Keep Going.
For anyone who needs to see this ur enough those girls at school are just bumps imagine ur playing a game and u have to get past an obstacle those girls are obstacles who haven’t realized what karma is one day u will get ur dream but if u let them win ur drifting farther and farther from ur dream someone luvs u and if u have no one then I’ll love u I’ll love u like a sister or brother u can do it u can make it trust me this is coming from experience have a good life
My life is great but I just feel empty and alone, there’s always a voice in the back of my head saying “you could have done that better idiot” or “way to go you made them sad dumbass”. I have been feeling like this since I was a little kid, I always got bullied for being chubby when I was younger. I hated the way I looked I didn’t like mused at all. It took me year to find myself again. But in 5th grade he started to fade away, it was like he wanted me to see the true world. Till this day I still haven’t found him, and I think he’s truly gone this time. I can’t find anything that makes me happy anymore, my parents haven’t said they loved me or hugged me for 3 years now. Im starting to think they don’t love me anymore, I try my best.. I really do, I do everything and anything my parents and friends say but I just have this feeling like whatever I do is not enough, Im I enough?. I try to make them happy, I do make them happy… I think, I don’t know why but I keep avoiding help, it’s like I want help but my body just doesn’t want to say anything, I know what ever I do is my choice but it just feels like I’m being controlled like a puppet. Many of my friends keep saying I need help and I want help but every time I try to I just break down in tiers not saying anything. Is there something wrong with me? Why do I feel this way? I feel like disappearing and never coming back but every time I want to do that I just stop and think about other people. Is that what’s wrong with me? I’m not taking care of myself and worrying about other people and not me. I take care of myself…. Well sometimes. Well I guess that’s the end of my rant sorry to just vent In the comments no one really listens to me so I thought this was the best time lol😅
I hate myself so much why cant I be a better daughter or a friend why cant I be nice why cant I be understanding why am I always like this I hate myself so much I just wanna change but I cant everytime Im so hyper or myself I always make mistakes I always make problems I always make bad decisions I hate myself so much I wanna isolate myself from everyone but all I need is a real hug I just wanna feel loved appreciated I just want a real friend who would understand the mistakes that I do I just wanna be loved please I hate myself so much I cant even comfort my own father I cant even show him how much I love him I just want a happy complete family I just want a friend who would always be on my side and who would understand me with the shits I do I just want someone to like me for being me I just wanna love myself I just really want a hug a hug and a comfort from my parents I dont want anyone to leave me alone when I feel sad I just want to hold someone's hands I just want someone to rest my shoulders to I just want something warm okay? but Im sure i dont deserve any of this im sure i deserve nothing i know i dont im a bad person im a bad daughter and a friend i deserved being a loner i deserve getting hurt i dont deserve anything good please i just really want a real comforting warm hug
I cant never know what mistakes you made but In my opinion if you didnt hurt some person especially you should be able to forgive yourself. I need a real hug as well, imagine like I sent you a huge warm hug. Hug yourself, it works for me. Because we have to love ourselves even if nobody does. Love yourself, hug yourself. Its weird that all we need is Just a shoulder to hug and cry but nobody is here. Hug yourself.
Life can be full of surprises
Felt like it was just yesterday u were happy with your friends
But then today you found out theyre trash talking bout you now your crying in the middle of the night at 3am.
tu puedes.
realmente tu puedes, has podido con esto y con todo.
eres una persona realmente fuerte de la cual me siento totalmente orgullosa.
no se que estes pasando, ni los problemas que tengas, pero yo creo en ti. y se que aun tan grave este el problema siempre sabes seguir adelante con esa sonrisa tan brillante.
Y no mi vida no eres debil por llorar, no eres debil por desahogarte.
siempre has estado para todos pero nadie ha estado para ti.
sabes cargar con tu peso y con el de todos.
no mi amor, no es que no quieras vivir, es que no quieres seguir viviendo lo que estas pasando ahora❤️.
recuerda que yo creo plenamente en ti. y estoy orgullosa de hasta donde has llegado💗
ECHALE GANAS MVD, NO ESTAS SOLX✨
I wish i could do it right now
Noooo- don’t- :(
same
thank u for this, ❤
You're * + loved it btw, i appreciate ur work on it
I appreciate it!
Too everyone, I love you so much, you are worth the world and u deserve everything no matter what. I'm so proud of you making it this far in life and not giving up. Don't let anyone bring you down for anything. You all are smart, beautiful, and perfect human beings, whatever you are going through, I believe in you. You can survive through it. Please don't harm your self in anyway
Sometimes I find myself talking into the person in the mirror and I can almost swear I hear them replying in my head, I don't know if I'm going crazy or it's because it's so late but recently I can't help but feel like I'm not the only one occupying my thoughts
Ye that's weird. When i'm thinking too bad at myself that i feel like leaving my house in the middle of the night and doing something wrong a voice in my head tells me nice things that i have a breakdown in front of myself. But when things will get a little better it vanishes. Suspicious
@@Zuukk Perhaps one's will to continue living is able to voice its thoughts when it is needed most, it's a little comforting, I suppose..!
@@terminal354 yeah i agree
i just keep coming back to this playlist huh
It's come to a point where I can't take it anymore
please stay safe. it gets better
@@ratboy-ui3fd biggest fattest lie I’ve ever heard
Love this playlist.
I feel anxious whenever I look at my family and everybody around me except for my true friends and dog
I used to be sad a lot.But I never gave up on life and found the good people.
Vent
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If you're someone I know and you're reading this, please just forget everything or I'll just feel worse than before, please please don't start talking about it with me, you'll just make it worse. Don't mention anything about it. Please don't.
I find it hard to vent to people I know without feeling stupid. I mask every day at school, at home. I don't think I have a real personality anymore, I just do things randomly depending on who i am with. It feels like all my friends are stupid,no one is actually noticing anything about me. I'm feeling really empty lately and I don't know what to do to really feel something. I've always been the therapist friend because talking about myself is hard for me so maybe if I help others I'll feel better, or at least that's what I think I'm convinced about. I'm starting to slowly realizing that i don't know anything about myself and bottling up emotions is becoming harder and harder, if I will cry in front of someone I know i will feel ashamed about it for the rest of my stupid life, so as long I don't cry maybe everything will be fine. I can't really do anything else to not make everything worse than write here stuff I'm afraid to tell to people.
If you're actually reading this it means that I actually build up the courage to post this. It sounds like if I'm just searching for attention everytime I even say anything about this so sorry if you bothered to read all of this
Im sorry i'm so sorry. If you dont want to talk about it that's fine but the only advice i can give you is: dont hurt yourself. I did and now i cant stop. Pls whatever you'll do dont hurt yourself. You'll regret it.
I feel like my brain is overflowing with ways i could describe so many of these things that are making me feel so horrible, it's making me confused, it's making my brain go into a tv static and then i feel hopeless
the little angel is to cute oml
Life is rough. You get use to it.
I’m so tired of my birthday cuz every time it’s my birthday nobody even’s comes I just get a small cake and that’s it I get nothing else .
9:48 It hurts to edify yourself
i haven't studied shit for my test tomorrow n i feel terribly bad bc i need to repay all that has been granted to me since birth, even if i didn't want to. I need to pay off everyones debts in order to at least rest in peace. I live bc i'm to the neck in debt with favors and money to my family, but the moment everything is paid off im freaking killing myself, i see no future for me in this type of world
Pov:you open your last favorite candy and it's so hard to open and then the candy just accidentally drop
Vent.
I've gotten to the point where I'm actively looking for reasons to keep going on and I keep coming up with blanks. I can't even guilt trip myself into not trying to end it all anymore. I've tried to end myself 3 separate times this year and I can't even do it right. I don't have friends, and I don't have a family that will care. It would be a big thing for a week and everyone would move on. I don't even feel like a person. Just something taking up space.
i miss my dad, why did you leave me? why didn't you stay? i hope your in a better place now :)
everything feels like fever dream, I've failed at everything, failed at school, failed being friends, failed being sister, failed being a nice daughter and failed for myself. I've tried to becoming better but whenever I've tried so hard it will relapse/repeat the same thing again.
I've tired of this, i wished i was like others in my age.
Do ya'll ever feel like running away or is it just me?
Don't get me wrong I love my family but i can't say the same for myself and I feel like the only way for me to truly be free from who I am is to run away.
If I ran away I wouldn't be me, I wouldn't be anyone, I would just be a stranger to people's eyes or a coworker to other people. I would simply be a background character, to everyone I would be a npc basically, just there to be there.
I can't do anything... I can't even cry anymore...
abandoned by my "friends" like im not there
. trusted them again and here again.
I want my sister back
i know it's bad time and the things are awful but don't give up. don't be lazy, and don't I lament. try, try, try and try again until everything starts to be better. life isn't easy, nobody said that so only you can change it. don't miss people, their role in your life ended. you don't need them and you don't need anyone. only you can help yourself, not them. try to be happy and change your life until it gets worse. every problem has a start and an end, which is not suiisideeee. i believe in you and wish you good luck
i dont know what makes me more sadder,
me, or this damn thumbnai/picture in the background.
I wish the abuse would stop. Thank god for music.
To anyone who needs this, I hope you feel better soon!
If you are going through a bad time please talk to someone, a lot of people care about you and will listen!
Bad times always pass eventually, you are so strong and I know you can get through this!
You are worth so much and you deserve happiness!
Always prioritize your mental health, take breaks when you need them!
You are not alone! There are always people out there who are in similar situations, you are understood.
You are doing great, I'm so proud of you
Arigato darling ♡ take care of you
Me who actually wants to be an outcast bc i can't handle affection and im 'mean' but in reality my love language is sort of being mean and I cant process people being nice.
There is no hope everyone is Just like: oh, be well cuz im not helping, Just watching, hehe.
when I'm tired I just can't even listen to any music meanwhile my head is full of awful thoughts, I don't want to watch any videos or something but I need to be distracted from what I think. And I need this for all the time I'm awake, whether i want it or not. But actually I can't due to earache and simple unwillingness. It's difficult to explain
hope I'll be fine and you'll too
I'm tired lol. i just realised how empty i am, growing up beautiful and still being beautiful, alot of people feels fake, they're too nice, sometimes I don't even know. i put a smile anyways, i shouldn't be complaining. this is a blessing, but, i just feel so empty and tired, the more i think about it the more real it becomes. being beautiful made me so empty inside, i barely have anything that stands out except my face or my body. i have nothing going on. I'm boring, all i do is sports, beauty pageants.. what the hell. I'm tired this is the first time i ever felt this. and idk, i feel so empty. being beautiful made me so boring and i hate it and im trying to do something about what's ”inside” but im so used of just going with the waves of people. i barely have anything, I'm confident sure, but that's because of people never me. people help me alot than i ever realise it is, idk what to do
Man this title related to me I'm finally tired of. Person who was causing me to be sad and fell bad about myself
Do I really deserve this? Why do I have this feeling? Why do I think about this? I still have a life to live? Why is society now crap? Why do they demand so much from you at a young age? I have so many questions I can't answer? Why can't I find an answer?
Vent
I want to be perfect so badly. But in every single aspect, I disappoint myself. It’s not even hard. I’m just that awful. Even though I’ve “lost so much weight”, my body is still disgusting to me. I’m not thin, and I’m far from it. It’s taking me too long to get where I want to be and I wish I had just worked harder. I wish I had just let myself be a little hungrier. I wish I had just decided not to overeat all of those countless times. It’s so frustrating. Work is easy but it’s not enough to just be a good worker. My online classes are easy but I don’t even have the energy to do them. I’m working 40hrs this week and it’s just too much. I’m only 16. But I can’t leave. I just can’t. It’s the only thing keeping me from being a shut-in. Even though I have a 3.5 gpa, I’m a failure of a student. I don’t know anything. I’m literally just getting by and hoping I can eventually do decent on the act. I feel like I don’t deserve anything I’ve “earned”. I feel like the sus imposter. ;-;
Vent ig
When you're having a presentation in front of a class and you freeze. Suddenly you're 13 year's old again in a piano recital, tearing up. Many minutes pass and you're in the teachers office having a meltdown. You scream and yell, your throat closes. You can't breathe. The world goes in slow motion. Your eyes blur with water, like you're screaming underwater. "Why can everyone do this but I can't? Why is it always me. Me. Me. *Me.*" Then, you're at home. On your bed. Your eyes are red, you still can't breathe. It's hard.
Why is it always me..
Vent
I'm tired of acting fine until I explode, I miss my old friends I had such a great time that just left me for no reason, I wish I never got into any relationships in school, I wish I never did the stuff I did at 9 that I shouldn't of for attention, I want to be happy again so bad, I want to be the young kid who did know their parents hated eachother and got to be with them all the time, I miss doing stuff with friends, I miss doing stuff with family, I miss everything but now no one even shows up to my birthday or even says it to me, I want to be able to be a kid again, I don't want to be the most responsible and independent when I shouldn't be, I want my childhood back, I wish I never moved, I wished my mom never got with my aunts ex husband's, I wish ny older brother never got into my personal space so much and got me in weird positions when he would tickle me at 8, I wish he stopped, I wish my friend liked me more then my brothers, I wish I could forget everything
Hey... the case you have made that double face at school like being happy with your friends and when they get home they have a tired face?
Last year has been my best year with someone I loved and I still love too much and then he left. Now I will also go to High School next year but I will still be sad, that person made me the piece that fit in the puzzle and without him I feel that I no longer serve in that puzzle..
Without him I can't be that person they said was "Friendly", "Happy" and "Funny" That I left with him because he loved me as I was, my real self is gone and I pretend it was her knowing that I had panic attacks and anxiety attacks, committed suicide and was doxed and manipulated..
I need a break or I could explode and make an emotional mess and destroy my friends. Im sorry for them who have to suffer with my version being dependent on their loved ones, weepy, sencible, and wanting to only imagine scenarios with their beloved...
im only born to achieve everything in life, but i just mentally and emotionally cant :)
I love having attachment issues !!!!!!😍😍😍👊🏼👊🏼
The thing is when we listen to tiktok audios we just act like we are somebody else like you just entered another reality which you wish you had that reality but you are just escaping from it to enter a world that doesnt exist
OI YOU- Yes you, I though i'd tell you something.....
I love your smile
I love your laugh
I love your personality
I love your hair (or lack thereof)
I love your insecurities
I love your accomplishments
I love your failures
I love your eyes
I love your beauty
I love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
I love the way you dance
I love you on your happy days
I love you on your sad days
I love you on the days you feel lonely
I love you on the days you feel helpless
I love you on the days you feel like no one cares
I love you on the days you feel forgotten
I love you on the days you feel unmotivated
I love you on the days you feel loved
I love you on the days you feel sick
I love you on the days you feel motivated
I love you on the days you feel depressed
I love you on the days you feel stresses
I love you on the days you feel crazy
I love you on the days you feel hopeful
I love you on the days you feel cuddly
I love you on the days you feel clingy
I love you on the days you feel amazing
I love you on the days you feel beautiful
I love you on the days you feel like a failure
I love you on the days you feel angry
I love you on the days you feel aggressive
I love you on the days you feel horrible
I love you on the days you feel safe
I love you on the days you feel unsafe
I love you on the days you feel vulnerable
I love you on the days you feel weird
I love you on the days you feel ok
I love you when you're healthy
I love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
I love your taste in music
I love your taste in movies
I love your taste in tv shows
I love the way you move
I love the way you act
I love you when you cry
I love you when you're kind
I love you when you're mean
I love you when you're alone
I love you when you can't feel
I love you when you feel too much
I love you when you can't take life anymore
I love you when you feel like it's too much
I love you when you're asleep
I love you when you have nightmares
I love you when you have dreams
I love how you believe
I love you when you believe in yourself
I love you when you don't believe in yourself
I love you when you hate yourself
I love you when you love yourself
I love the way you think
I love you problems
I love your solutions
I love how you support
I love you when you're in pain
I love you when you're hurt
I love your promises
I love your secrets
I love your attitude
I love you sass
I love your creativity
I love your voice (or lack thereof)
I love you hand gestures
I love your stories
I love your wounds
I love your scars
I love your face
I love your past
I love your future
I love your present
I love your outfits
I love your style
I love your art
I love your honesty
I love you when you lie
I love you when you're tired
I love you when you're energetic
I love how you look
I love how you cook
I love you when you're adventurous
I love you when you're scared
I love your imperfections
I love your perfections
I love you when you worry
I love you when you talk (or communicate)
I love your opinions
I love you when you have a headache
I love you when you have a stomach ache
I love you when you help others
I love you when you need help
I love you when you're mature
I love you when you're immature
I love you in the hard times
I love you in the easy times
I love you when life is meh
I love you when you're responsible
I love you when you're irresponsible
I love you when you fight
I love you in your darkest moments
I love you in your brightest moments
I love your heart
I love you in the day
I love you in the night
I love you at midnight
I love you at 3 am
I love you at all times
I love you at your best
I love you at your worst
I love the little things you do
I love all of you
I love you when you're you
I love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)
(THIS ISNT MINE BUT PLEASE PASS IT AROUND :DD)
Me:still don't my purpose i don't have goal or ambition i don't know why i alive listing to this song make me thinking to end my story . But i don't know how. . Goodluck for the people who fighting there battle on their own. Hope you win ..
the more i get older the dream that i want is getting vague
i'm losing my favourite person.
I will do that soon 😞 because I can’t take this anymore it hurts I feel like i should do it everyday☹️
hope you won't.. stay with us, everything will be fine, it just needs time :( we love you
Mood
I love drawing but..
I go to college at 6 and come back at 8.
A teacher once scratched my page of drawings and said there was no place for that there..it was just a harmless drawing
Oh... *hug*