what it feels like to be a memory (playlist)
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 14 พ.ค. 2024
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Tracklist:
0:00 reidenshi - snowfall w/ Øneheart
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1:58 Ødyzon - sleepless
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4:17 sevenlies - and now you're gone (Slowed + Reverb)
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6:52 Antent - first snow
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8:56 Antent - rain inside w/ Øneheart
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10:42 MrNotYet - Goodbye
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12:51 sevenlies - nothing feels the same
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15:02 Antent - Pulse
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17:10 Øneheart - apathy
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19:04 my head is empty - evanesce
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20:24 Inan, pandora. - Burnout Syndrome
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21:59 sevenlies - fleeting moments (Slowed + Reverb)
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24:47 les - silence
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26:55 Øneheart - this feeling
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28:25 KXNVRA - your tears
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30:02 🔁
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@@repentandbelieveinJesusChrist8😅
Thank you very much Can you add the music "Do You Know What Color Loneliness Is?" to the playlist ?
@@repentandbelieveinJesusChrist8.
''Sometimes you will never know the value of a moment until it becomes a memory.''
-Dr. Seuss
This is why you need to love every moment you past with a person beacuse you will meaby Never see them again...
Beautiful and heartbreaking at the same time ❤
"Sometimes, I pull so hard, I rip the skin!"
"ass we can!" - the legend@@aminagasizade3165
doctor sus
"My life is just one constant battle between wanting to be alone, but not wanting to be lonely."
Same.
same
Yeah kinda. I need a lot of space for the giant cloud of thoughts and ideas above my head to grow and bloom, but I can get really lonely when I think of my friends. I only have three people I talk to actively but I know about all the amazing people around my state and they know about me.
@@bluuzabluesgo for it and take action ask them to go out or something
What is the answer to this 😞
We didn’t know we were making memories
We were just having fun.
Damn…
Yea. She's gone. We're gone.
But the memories aren't
This is too real
man i feel you, and those memories hurt when the people in them aren't there anymore, remember to be grateful and take the little moments because they dont last forever
This i felt 😢😢
To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life.
thank you.
Thank You
you made me cry even more🥺thank you 3>
Thank you great person that you are but I still have a big battle with depression but yet again this helped
thanks
You know this playlist is going to be hard-hitting when it begins with Snowfall.
I wanted to say the same.
Snowfall is honestly one of my favourite late-night songs.
I fell to my knees in public n yelled no
@@tranian22 I hope you're joking
heard the first note and my emotions went
Ahh yes..
The time socialising was easy
The time you didnt care about school
The time your home was healthy
The time you never had to think about not having friends
The time where we cried when we didnt get to watch more TV
The time when we learned new things
The time life was filled with color, rainbow and unicorns
The time life felt like home
The time life was worth living
...
Will never be forgotten.
True. And gotta love people trying to lecture you to be more positive without giving any instructions on how to do so 🤷♂
When you're a kid, you are fully present in reality, not thinking about before or after. Nostalgia is simply the act of longing for the present moment. Once you relearn how to be present, the colors will start coming back. You should give yourself credit, because you are truly more powerful than you realize.
and then again in 30 years, youll be looking back on these moments with fondness as well. never truly appreciating the present, always just looking back on things. This is your wake up call to start learning how to appreciate the present because when you're always looking back, you realize how good you had it but never actually appreciated it. henceforth, your life is not well lived by always looking back instead of being in the moment. right now.
@@leonderprofie123 There is no better sermon than eating well, practicing physical activities, sleeping well, studying and focusing on your personal evolution, learning about emotional intelligence. Be inspired by people who have great behaviors and people. Strength!!
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“Sometimes the best memories are sad because you know they will never happen again.”
The worst pain isn't a cut or bruise, it's seeing those you considered so close turn into strangers
my soul tonight😢
should i cut with them?
true😞
true
she was my best friend and now it's like we've never spoken before..
while listening to this playlist, I think of all the people who I don’t come in touch with anymore. It’s weird how they were a part of my life, but now they’re just in my memories that I replay in my head and nothing more. I wonder if they think of me the way that I think of them.
They think of you too, definitely
That’s a powerful thought 💭 I feel the same as you friend as I’m sure we all feel like this 🙌
Be happy and safe friend 👍
when ur vlogs coming out u liar!!!
The biggest love of my life is disappearing, and slowly my sanity is doing the same...
@@BJORNtobeWILD dont lose urself man, ive been there, breathe slowly, steadily and try to shove all the crazed thoughts into another corner as she passes in memory or in real life and let them out in ur room or write a paragraph on what goes through ur mind. it helps, get well soon
the more i fail to remember my past, the more i realise how precious it is to my heart. it hurts to know that i am forgetting myself by the time i grow up. i am changing so fast and it feels like i'm betraying my older self, my inner child.
(UPD: I had no idea so many people would resonate with my feelings. I wish we all will be happy someday)
I agree
Same
I feel that way as well
😥
😭😭😭😭
My Girlfriend of 7+ years is going through a mental health depreciation, she has recently been going through schizophrenia and she seems so distant from me. It's like she is being held hostage in her mind and the girl I remember is trying to find her way back to the surface, but in the blink of an eye, she is gone again. I miss her and I tell her this all the time, what kills me the most is when she says, "She misses herself too"... I just look to the future with hope that I can support her enough that she gets better and maybe someday she can be her real self again, for the past year I have watched her get progressively worse, it started with depression, and then it progressed into paranoia, she thought I was against her and everyone was conspiring to hurt her. The truth was, I was trying to work hard so we could have a better life together. And now it feels like we lost it all, she can't even have a full conversation with me anymore without returning to talking to herself. All I can do is hug her and give her a kiss and tell her that I'm here for her no matter what. She was my highschool crush and we found each other again 13 years later. We lived together in pure happiness for a few years, but ever since 2018 is when things started to take the turn for the worse. I am being as strong as I can be, because I'm not weak and I have a resolve that has been strengthened for decades, My patience is greater than most people that I know. There have been some dark days where I felt like giving up and just ending my life, but when I look at old photos and the memories we created, I think about if she hasn't given up, then why should I? When you love someone if they are worth fighting for then fight...even if you have to fight yourself ❤
Kia kaha my bro
Kia kaha bro
am proud of u bud
Люди странные одни хотят жить и умирают другие не хотят жить и не умирают одного раза мало тысячи не достаточно
it must be horrible both for you and her i hope you can find strenght to perservere and maybe find hapiness with her, maybe there is happy end for us all a light in the tunnel maybe God's plan,
The part that sucks the most is you wanna love and care so hard, but it feels like being alone is better for a piece of mind.
It sounds like there are certain people in your life that you want to be around more?
This describes me perfectly
the truth I want her back so bad but ik its probably for the better
Me2 i avoid risks because if i find someone and lose them i will feel more worse than now.. i live by the saying "if you dont have anything you have nothing to lose"
Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened. -Some random guy
I really miss them all
thats some overused quote right there, but its still true.
That hit deep
Really need that.....thanks
Bittiği için üzülme, Yaşandığı için sevin...
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How amazing would it be that if there truly is an afterlife, we could revisit and relive our favourite memories? It doesn't seem all that bad if we can do that.
There is in after life you just have to believe in it idk what religion you are but im sure there is something anot heaven in your book
Of course there's something after this life, it's the only logical conclusion. Exactly what that looks like, who knows. But, if I could go back and relive the memories of the time with my favorite person on this planet, I'd disappear into them. I'd live them on loop until the heat death of the universe.
@@imactuallyHimthoi truthfully love this idea and this mindset, but part of me wonders if it's nothing more than optimistic delusion. i guess the only way to know for sure is when the time comes, and i admire your hope but it's hard for me to replicate that hope for myself.
@@stokes. I don't have hope, it's the only logical conclusion. The idea of a great nothingness after death is illogical and not based on anything rational.
@repentandbelieveinJesusChrist8stfu you religious sheep, following what other people say. In todays world we can't even communicate properly, how tf are we believing a book that was altered over centuries. Smh
One of the life lesson I've learned.
You will always be alone.
People will leave u behind,you will leave people behind. Doesn't matter which one but the outcome is the same.
At the end of it all,you will be alone. I've made peace with that fact. I welcome the cold,empty void with an open arm
man that hit hard
Because of the fact that we are all part of this universe alone, we are, in fact, together and not alone. We are all pieces of the same existence and make up the universe as a living, breathing thing. We are not alone. We are all one.
"I miss my memories when I was a child, nothing to worried, and nothing to cry..."
*sometimes i have that feeling, and I feel like I want to return to that memory*
❤
The most painful part in life is remembering the old good memories with people who are now changed
Currently going through this..
Me 😢
and gone
Even worst when the guy who changed is you.....
or, you can't do the same, cuz emotions won't be the same...
sometimes i forget how it even felt to be a child, i wish i had been able to enjoy my childhood for just a bit longer
I bet you like feeling children
the childhood where you don't need to think about anything, don't need to be worry, don't need to stay awake for the whole night, don't feel so sad and unhappy. The childhood we have missed T_T
Once in a while, when everyone is busy or out (which happens only twice or so per year), I just go off on my own. Drive into a isolated location and do random things in forests and hills. Picked up a stick, pretending it's a sword, killing invisible monsters. Singing out loud, screaming into the foggy lands down, with my own echo relpying back 'like hey yeah I hear you'. One of the few things in life I really enjoy, you are also the first person I have said this to. p.s. don't tell the wife
Brother, u have inspired me to do the same thankyou. God bless u.
I feel like I didn't cherish it as much as I should've. I feel so horrible.
Imagine listening to this, recalling memories with your father that passed away a year ago, laying in your bed,alone,at 2 am,broke,poor, jobless,went through everything,but never felt anything when he was alive, because he was like a shield.
Goodbye Dad, I'll never forget about you, I'll keep fighting.
I hope everything goes well for you, I’m so sorry, I lost my grandma yesterday and I can never forget the sad face of my mother crying over it, I can never put myself or imagine myself loosing my parents, you are very strong ❤️ inshallah everything goes well
@@loona6977 I'm sorry about your grandma, she's in a good place, loosing a parent is like loosing the reason to live, nothing feels the same anymore,but we're all going there,god bless your parents, inshallah.
Deepest condolonces 🕊
@@loona6977 at least shes in a better place then us, god bless you ❤❤
i dont have to imagine this
When you realize you're just a memory, that thought in itself becomes the thought that sticks around in your head. It doesn't go away. You just have to live with it.
When you realize they don't have the same appreciation for you that you do.
When you realize they don't love you back.
When you realize they may never come back.
When you realize that they're the true memory, only then can you realize true and honest peace.
They can't hurt you, if they're only a memory. They can only linger.
That's all they can do.
but what if they were every friend you had what if you are all alone with no one to talk to
I'm struggling with depression.. These types of music help me cry, and it helps me calm down afterwards. Thank you.
get well man.
Love bro💙 you’ll be fine🙏🏼
I'm drowning in a puddle, it's just a matter of time when I fall without stopping, this hole inside my chest gets bigger
You’re not alone sometimes crying is all we need to do we have to act strong so the world doesn’t chew us up
🙏
Honestly, the only reason i’m staying alive is to experience love. I feel like i have never experienced it before, i want to love someone and want someone to love me. I want to bake bread with them, get a cat, live a domestic life. I know this cannot be archived without pain and struggling but i didn’t know it would be this painful. I just have to study hard to get a good job in the future, and then hopefully i can work on my dreams of a domestic life filled with hugs, baking bread, and love.
I am about to turn 25 male, looking for a girl to have same same
You just hit me like a truck with that.. I just had an girlfriend and i really loved her and out of nowhere she didnt.. And here i am back to the roots looking and looking for the moment in my life to happily love and not feeling lonly anymore
I dont want to live in the first place i always wanted love to be my savior i do have contact with the girls i am a flirty person but noone is more than a little toy for me
But she really were different i really did love her.. I cant describe how much i carried about her i thought every single second about her and her i am remembering the words: "i dont know why i just dont love you anymore"
It really hurts man
@@julianlolol3544 Jesus is the only one that will love you unconditionally turn to him and you will be free
@@julianlolol3544you’ll never be truly happy this way.
Basing your happiness on the attention and love of someone else will bring you only that far, if you don’t love yourself first then you won’t truly love someone to the fullest.
Believe me. I learnt it the hard way.
And I can say that now I really feel as a complete person
I’m still not perfect, I’m still not satisfied with myself, but I love me and my life and I wouldn’t change a single thing about it.
I’m happy the way I am and I don’t need the love of someone else to be so.
Only when you’ll learn how to love yourself then you’ll learn how to truly love someone else and at that point you’ll be more happy then you could have ever imagined
Love is nothing special. Do not go into a relationship thinking it will help you: if that is the case the breakup most certainly will. Sorry but we are all completely alone in this world forever and absolutely isolated mentally from eachother. Love yourself. It's impossible yet there lies it's meaning: loving someone else is too easy, it can be accomplished therefore it will never last. Life is suffering, life is pain, enjoy it because it's the only way a human truly feels alive: on the verge of death. Thinking up pain about people long gone will grant us no peace, only a certain false pride, that the self torturer recieves, believing that their whiplash made them closer to justice itself.
Ykwhat, it's actually insane how people actually take the time to make an hour long playlist, needs more appreciation ngl
What is it "Ykwhat" and "ngl"? I'm just learning English and now I want to know what it means.
@@MrPoison1 "You know what" and "Not gonna lie"
I have depression, anger issues, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts but the way this music makes me calmer by the second makes me remember the good days when I used to have fun but then this playlist is more calming than anything else
Bro me to we love you you are top number-1
This is a proper reply. Screw all those religious comments tho.
I have all and I'm done with life 😢 I have nothing to live for I don't deserve anything
Maybe You can try Qur'an recitation bro surah ar-rahman..
The research says it's repressed anger _ if depressed _ the current model says your a angry child _ we need to process baby abuse _:cause the cultures were told to ignore their babies _ bizarre when the family is no more. No more families - buy your babies at the Walmart store _ get the skin color and sex and brain u want for your child at the Walmart.
People die twice. The first time is when their heart stops beating. The second time is when they are forgotten
Many years have passed since the last time I saw her. Life goes on as usual, I’m a grown man, I graduated from a higher education school, went through the army... Now I’m minding my own business, I travel a lot, I can’t deny myself much. But the memories of her do not disappear anywhere. During the years of ruthless student poverty, I remembered her, during the war I saw her eyes in the quiet sky at night, now, having traveled from Crimea to Kamchatka, it seems that I catch her at the crossroads of every city. I can’t forget everything, I remember it from school. I so want us to be 16 years old again, we were kissing in abandoned buildings, walking along country roads, walking in the park after school. Do you remember how I made my way to your house while your parents were sleeping... Anya, I still love you, do you hear me? I still write poems to you, write my thoughts in our chat, send postcards to your old address. How stupid I was. I so hope that everything is fine in your life. I so hope that you are in love and happy. I hope to see you someday in one of these immensely lonely cities. I promise that I will also give you that summer in Yalta, autumn in St. Petersburg and winter in Moscow. Please forgive me. Appreciate your youth years. There may not be anything more beautiful in life.
this is so sad but sweet. i hope you have a good life ❤
do you know what happened to her?
Damn that hurts I have a very similar situation buddy, just know we all need a helping hand or a comforting soul to help guide us through our lives when we feel lost, just know that more people care than you think you just have to go out and find your person... We are all the same we are all beautiful and all need love.
man i sure hope she knows man i sure hope she does.
Мужик, брат, мужик!
Currently listening to this at 3:00 am. Unfortunately, this year, my friend passed away due to cancer; it’s bizarre how I talked to him and played with him, and now he’s gone. It’s fucking awful just how shitty cancer is. He was so fucking young too, he really didn’t deserve to leave this world. I hate how I can’t make anymore memories with him, I hate that I can’t message him and he’ll reply; it’s just sad how he became a memory. I’m scared I’ll lose my friends as well, I don’t want them to forget me and think of me as someone they can just ignore and stop talking to. Thankfully, they haven’t. My main goal in life is to become a therapist, so I can help others a in need, I just hope I can make it to that age and that moment in time. I’ll miss you Andre.
I love you man. Rest in peace
@@Angel-9182-Blanchet Thank you. All honesty, I don’t really usually feel like this as much, just been feeling like it for the past few weeks or so. Thank you for your kind words, I really really appreciate them. ❤️
having no friends can be hard, but having friends and then losing them is worse
A moment comes and goes, but the memories... The memories stay. Take them with you and grow your wings, make them strong and help lift those whose memories became too heavy of a burden. Love you and keep strong.
@@andrerebelo7854 All appreciated. Thank you for your wonderful words. Thank you so much.❤
my sister and i became homeless by choice running away from abuse and addiction in our family at 16 and 20. had no clue what we were doing. worked like hell and prayed. Our mom is sober this year and slowly we’re making amends within our family. We’re celebrating our third apartment this month and i hope we never get to stop making memories. Lord thank you for giving me my sister and the day you call us home will be the most painful departure my heart will ever know.. Glory to God
Hallelujah ❤️
damn, that's like some movie type stuff
*It's actually really soothing living and knowing that someone has you as their memory.*
I hope.
@@erika4ktrucking *Do not worry, sweetheart. You matter to your people so much that the only thing they have in their memories about you is only good ones!*
Not always.
@@Bdogdidit you should go out more often and develop in society.
No pressure fella, just an advise
I don't think I'm the memory of anybody other than my siblings and parents. I've always kind of been a closed off person who doesn't let people in his life. I don't think I've really ever have friends. I'm in college rn, I'm about to graduate in 4 months and I don't think I have had a single real friend in my 4 years of college.
But it's my fault tho for not opening up to people and always isolating myself.
“Every man has his secret sorrows which the world knows not; and often times we call a man cold when he is only sad.”
― Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
are you sad when you are cold or cold when you are sad? (think about it)
Ahhh yes. Henry Wadsworth Longfellow, American poet and educator. A true gem to society. Too bad he was assassinated :( dude i miss him
you moms secret is that you my son
@@junxgle9055bruh what you can’t just leave me like that. I just learn about this guy and the next thing I find out is he was ASSASSINATED. Tf? I need more on that
@@Royal_Fortune Yeah it was actually by john wilks booth if u dont know (it was the same one who assassinated abraham lincoln) basically he shot mr lincoln and then bullet went through him and hit mr longfellow as well. It was super big in the news when it came out surprised u missed it. Found out the other day that Im actually longfellows great great great great great great great great grandchild so i found out family history out from my father who he deid of cancer when I was 8 years old but he wrote a book about the longfellow family history and it included how Henry Wadsworth Longfellow, American poet and educator, was assassinated by john wilks booth. Just ask if u want more about the Longfellow family lol im happy to share im in my thirties now but love sharing about my family history its so interesting and i think u will find it interesting too. I have pictures of Henry Wadsworth Longfellow in my home from the year he was alive tell me if u want the picure.
Everyone in my life eventually becomes a memory, and I've gotten to a point where it doesn't matter anymore. My deepest desire is to truly find myself, but when the world is so loud and the pain is just as deafening, it's almost as if I'm frozen in time longing to be released from this suffrage that leads to the epitome of my demise.
I lost and am in the process of losing everyone. It is what it is no, point in trying
you speak my soul
Смерть начало пути❤
You think no one understands your pain, and no one cares? I understand the feeling. The world seems like such a dark and empty place sometimes. I hope you find your peace. I have begun to find mine, in Christ, but I still have a long way to go. All I know is that He makes sense of this "suffrage that leads to the epitome of my demise." Somehow, no matter how painful it is, He always manages to show me the purpose for my pain. I hope you begin to see the purpose for yours. None of us every goes through anything without a reason. Perhaps yours was so that we would know that we are not alone in the world. I don't know. All I know is, I hope you find your peace. God bless you ❤
As someone who is in their late 20’s and will become a memory for some people and lose my own due to early onset dementia this playlist hits me hard. I’m pretty much 30 slowly losing my memories and forgetting faces and it’s starting to take place of the feeling of being in a dream and a foggy haze; I’m afraid of the unknown. I’m afraid my parents are going to have to burry their youngest son after hiding this from them; I’m afraid my Friends will forget me and no longer love me when I change; I’m afraid that this is the only life this is and I’ll be suspended in darkness and non existence forever. I’m afraid like I was when I was 7 sitting in the dark at night. I feel like a coward not being able to face this compared to men who went to war or sick and died bravely and gracefully than me. I’m afraid that I’ll most likely never be able to have a family or a woman that would love me for who I am and who I was, to feel wanted and truly loved by someone other than my own blood. When I go; I hope my message lasts even if this is the only thing I’m known for. Live for people who struggle in life that don’t think it’s worth living; live for people who didn’t get to see the next sunrise due to sickness war famine and anything els. Live to go do great things or just help people in need. Much love MB❤️
Not sure if you'll see this, but I saw your message. Even if you die, and I forget, it made a small part of me. We are comprised of our experiences. Every person who even briefly saw you was inoxerably changed by the interaction. And their changes affect those around them. In this way, as a falling leaf in China causes a miniscule part of an earthquake in Brazil, we can never die and the world will forever be changed by us. The universe cannot forget.
50:47 50:47 50:50
I legit cried from this, I’m sorry this is happening. Though you won’t remember others soon, people will remember you. You bring an impact to so many people. Your one of those people that u can just tell, you’re a great person and though you may not think you’ll love very long, you’ll have a special home in others hearts. But I’m praying for a miracle for you brother.
@@irishmaddog911I appreciate that I really do thank you
All you have, is all you need❤
“I once created something, and then it crumbled with in my hands and my anger let loose like a flame… until one day I realised that the wind will only blow the ashes away if I stop holding onto them so tightly”
-My quote
That's really beautiful. And completely true.
Deep.
Wow....
мудро
Whoever you are and whatever your situation is, I'm proud of you for making it this far.
Stay strong king, you got this.
I believe in you
Thank u so much, i Need it 😪
Thank you so much man🥲🤗
I really needed this.
I think I can finally feel relaxed now tnk u❤❤
It’s real sad the fact that you only had to say kings, we all know it’s men here, including myself, we’re all just the bottom of the boot, the tread of society. It puts a lot on us and we keep to ourselves because we’re scared of not trying to reach standards but of getting yelled at by people, who say we did a terrible thing and get cancelled and in reality we did nothing wrong. “Only women and children are loved unconditionally, men have to give something to be loved”
I don’t have any serious mental issues, but these songs are really soothing. And it’s always so amazing to see so many strangers supporting one another in the comments of these videos. Keep on keepin’ on, everyone!
I’m shedding tears right now. For someone who probably doesn’t think about me as I think about them. Who I am so grateful for being a part of my life
Me too
nice pfp
I know the feeling bud
"Nothing is more painful than seeing someone you love move on."~life
I hope things get better for you you're not alone ❤️
That's definitely true from my experience. Especially when you still love that person.
And you did everything you could to try and get them to stay.@anthonysizemore4877
Они уходят в лучший мир я верю и ты верь мы обязательно встретимся
The best memories are from the strangers you used to love.
man
This just hit so hard!! 😢
Merry Christmast ❤❤
I don't know never loved anyone
Sometimes when you open your eyes you may see the one you adore the most, but the most painful thing is remembering that they are in your memory, living a different life, far away in the world, or watching you giving you clues that they're still here on Earth, watching after you because they love you so much
Life is hard sometimes, but after the storm comes a rainbow
only if it rains after the storm
Your worst memory you tell is not the worst memory you have but the worst memory you have the strength to recall and tell without breaking down.
It will come a day that this video will have been posted 7 years ago and now will be just a memory.
factS!!!
Hopefully
omg true not like we didnt know that no not at all. very original.
Time will destroy everything. If you don't know its value, its flight will wear you out. When time goes, memories remain. Memories drown. Memories make you sad and cry. Memories miss. But after a while, the memories fade. Then you start to miss memories instead of that person. Forgetting, not remembering forces you. But you won't succeed. You can't remember. And as I said at the beginning, time destroys everything.
The best thing we can do, fellas, is work on ourselves. If you're here, listening to this beautiful music, because she doesn't or didn't love you, we're in the same boat. I hope you guys are stronger after this. We shouldn't just give up.
finnaly we have a theropist.
@@finnmathiasleuleu2350 Yup, that's me. I'm gonna be an electrician and drift a Ford Mustang GT500 Shelby 2020 edition.
This ain't a playlist... this is a Calmlist.
“When I stand in front of a mirror I could see my younger self smiling so much and laughing, we’re her eyes shined so bright and filled with happiness,but now when I look in the mirror all I see is a person who’s trying to get through her life day by day. The light and brightness that was once there is now gone.”
Somehow this comment is so real.
Having a relationship with Jesus can restore that bright light in the eyes, it’s happened to me. God bless.
I hear you. I hope that things, life and living gets better for you and for me to.
I hope life gets better for you too, i really hope it does
Not the place for your religious nonsense, go away. @@BigBallerBry
What hits different is finding your old playlist and connecting with your inner child and realizing how broken you really became
If we are broken, we can try to help others not become as us. In whatever capacity possible.
Damn…… u right….
Broken?!?! It's the truth, you're a small piece of microdust in this huge universe and if you don't love and care for yourself no one will. You have this one life in front of you, open your eyes and start living it
Broken like a tame horse. @jailee07?
@@joeltomy9220 Why are you here?
my parents mean i am lazy but they don´t know i am fighting with sucidial thougts
Keep on fighting those negative thoughts! Jesus is by your side every time you’re going through it. He loves us.
well they might think you're lazy physicaly, maybe not mentaly. and also if youre "fighting" with suicidal thoughts, then you dont want them rite? so why would they ever go in through youre brain in the first place
im with ya on that buddy
Bro You are not alone. Apoyo desde argentina:\
i get you! i had the same issue and yes, i did have sucidial thoughts.. but, they are gone now because of my best friend 🫶 i hope yours goes away too! best of luck
Don't give up. It's not going to be easy, but it's what we've got and we are here for such a short time in the grand scheme of things. Others are suffering too. You're not alone.
I remember him letting me come over to his place for fun, we had the best night of our lives, we giggled,we laughed,we played horror games. but that was a year ago. He is in a better place now.
I love you.
i'm sorry to hear that
I remember her taking me to parks when I was little and taking my dog on long walks with me and the way she smelled,,, this woman smelled so good, I have one of her old bottles of lotion that she was saving for me for when she died
I will always love you grandma
I cried
Aww I'm sorry 😢 you still have the memories though always cherish that !!
I'm crying. I hope he is in Heaven too 🕊
Growing up I never had a place to call home, but now I’m in a mental health rehab and the staff make me feel loved, and makes me feel safe like a home should make you..
hope everything is going well
I'm also in a mental health rehab, and this music soothes me... Ty
I’m here to say…..as a random person, I’m happy for you. People you don’t even know in the world root for your success. Cheers
I second that!@@audioface420
hey, you have me in your corner. all of you. i love you, and i’m here if you ever need someone
-"Be careful with your trust, sergeant; those closest to you hurt the most." - Ghost
true
Bro really got me thinking about the people that i knew and friends that i haven't talk to since i graduate school 😭
shit hits different when you're not ok
no shit just hits when you’re not okay.
ik it’s been a month but I hope you’re doing okay💜
YOU’RE GODDAMN RIGHT BROTHER. IM NOT okay
@@billybob501same
I hope they all remember me, living as a memory is better than dying forgotten.
same, i hope they still remeber me 😕
bro fr
I hope so
When you're dead u won't care
you aint forgetting these backshots lil bro
I miss u grandma....
Navajo Nation...It felt like hauling water was a chore...the sheep's water, your drinking water, washing water....I'd do it all over again w a smile on my.face ❤ ....I miss it EVERYDAY 😢
"i wanted to go to the past, but when I went, there was no one there."
Hello, Listen, I made a similar song but only for the film, I would like to know your opinion 🙏
i feel like alot of people feel sad when listening to dark ambient music. But when i listen, it makes me feel spiritual, like i left my body, leaving my troubled mind, while i just sway around in the worlds air and in space almost. I get to feel like i leave this troubled world for just a moment. Its so precious to me to listen to this type of music, i like being lifted away like the wind is carrying me. I wonder if anyone else gets the same feelings as i do with this type of music??
Same
You described this beautifully, I know exactly what you mean. This is the only type of music I’ve been able to listen to for the last couple of months
For me it's like, i feel sad I cry but then, it stops, and ur neither happy or sad ur just there existing, nothing matters anymore, you don't wanna move ur in your mind reliving memories or just be there, finding yourself within, that can be 20 min, can be 1h or more, but I have those moments,
Yess my feeling is similar. But I feel both said nd out of this world at yhe same time nd just peace
Exactly, it does not entail sadness at all. I'd call this feeling an outerspace calmness.
"Don't judge each day by the harvest you reap but by the seeds that you plant"
No
Just have it on my wall printed to remember about who i am :)
The worst feeling for me growing up is forgetting those memories, even if it hurts. Despite all the pain, it feels more and more valuable nevertheless as we grow older. To whoever clicked on this video for its title, i hope you know that you are not alone out there❤
I’ve been to war twice as an infantry soldier and I’ve seen and done things that most people couldn’t possibly imagine. I’ll never experience anything as hard and traumatic as letting her go.
Imagine that you are one of those people who spent your whole life talking about knowing exactly where your "navigator of life" is going and where it is leading you to. And then one day you look up, see the dawn, and suddenly realize that you have no idea where you are after so many twists and turns and all those clear logical instructions… But in spite of all this, even if you don't know where you are, maybe it's not such a bad sunrise.
Wow..
I read through a lot of these beautiful comments, but this took away my ability to hold my tears in. I needed that
I am that person. It's horrifying and devastating realizing you have no idea what you're doing. I feel so lost and so alone. I'm about to go to college and I have no idea what I'm doing. I'm terrified
@@robyn_birb2990just enjoy this day, the present. don't be afraid, the future still holds so many wonderful moments for you ♡
100 reasons to stay alive:
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your favourite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favorite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you are religious)
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone you
75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships.
76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person.
77. Joy and happiness in the little things.
78. The power to inspire others.
79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression.
80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life.
81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet.
82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family.
83. Learn new things and develop new skills.
84. Create a legacy that will outlive you.
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Cuddles
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it.
Ps : Never forget you are a beautiful person 💕 Life is so beautiful so live, l love you
Most don’t read theses types of comments bc how much their is to read but I am reading comments for inspiration and this makes me smile to read this
Thanks, your comment is great and charming. Good luck everybody in their lives.
Everyone don't have parents. But live and be good person. Don't waste, You can help lot of peoples using this life
But at some point that just isn't enough😅 life becomes gray after while people family friends everything just loses its happy tone when you get older it feels like you're falling forever no one listens no one cares we get stuck doing the same thing over and over again every day with little distractions but the feeling is always there
@@devingardner9355 The good thing is that there's one person who can change your perception, to enjoy things again, and will absolutely never leave you until the end. Yourself. So it's up to you to fight to have a better life and make you the best you for you. Otherwise, no one will.
I wish you the best of luck. Everything is temporary, but that's part of the beauty of life.
I know most people miss their childhood. Maybe mine wasn’t that eventful because when I look back as a 29 year old, what I miss the most are my teen years. 19-25 years. They were so good. So full of energy and beauty and drama and chaos. It was as if the teenage brain was a magical thing. idk how to explain. These days I don’t feel so alive anymore. I don’t even know what am living for tbh. When I listen to some kind of music, I close my eyes and I can feel myself as that wishful teenager. Only for a short while. I try to play old songs but they don’t hit like they used to. But this video helped me remember and feel a little. ❤
I'm having the exact same problem, i can't feel much and it's driving me crazy i can't cope with this 😢
One of the most helpless and ego killing things is when the person you love and respect with all your heart wants to make new memories with someone else and nothing to do with you
To whoever reads this,
i love you
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love you even if you have insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love you even if you have failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on you even on sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you act
i love you even if you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you even if you you're mean
i love you even if you're alone
i love you even if you can't feel
i love you even if you feel too much
i love you even if you can't take life anymore
i love you even if you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you even if you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you even if you don't believe in yourself
i love you even if you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you even if you have problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you even if you're in pain
i love you even if you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love you even if you have wounds
i love you even if you have scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you even if you lie
i love you even if you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you even if you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you even if you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you even if you have headache
i love you even if you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you're mature
i love you even if you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you even if life isn't bright
i love you when you're responsible
i love you even if you're irresponsible
i love you even if you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love even if your worst
i love the little things you do
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)
(not mine, but spead it around
Thank you. You typed all of that for 3 likes and no replies, so thank you, sincerely. I love you too.
@@user-ln2ri9nx8u Of course. You go out and have an amazing day okay? Take care of yourself before others. xoxo
Thank you, I’m at one of, if not my lowest point in life, I’ve got some personal things happening right now that just makes me feel all these bad things, but you just saying that makes me feel so much better. I love you too.
@@deesullI genuinely hope from the bottom of my heart that everything gets better. When I wrote that, I was at my lowest point as well. I get how you feel. Remember to love yourself xoxo
Thanks a lot
times frl flies, it’s just like yesterday I was laughing in the hallways walking with my boyfriend and now we dont even talk anymore
Im sorry that sucks!
After 4 years I broke up with her. Last couple months showed me that I am only one who fought for us. I was with her yet I fet lonley and angry all the time. Here I am now sitting in my basement smokong cigs and drinking beers, lookin at our pictures and memories. I will cherish those moments for the rest of my life. This playlist will remind me of her for the rest of my life. Thank you for posting it.
"I get you. You are a crocheted quilt, every granny square different, unique. Every time the wool went through a loop, a feeling went with it. Your memories don't make sense because you are not a solid color or understandable pattern. We are you, we don't think like you, we don't love like you or hate like you, we don't share a name but still. We are one body, one quilt. We made ourselves, we build ourselves with our own fingers, our improvised crochet, and whatever wool was laying around. That's why we don't make sense, why we're incoherent. We never got to be build with care, loving, knowing hands, a plan ahead. Do not worry about your memories, you don't need them, we know who you are and we love you so, so much. Our quilt doesn't need to be pleasant to look at, soft or confortable. It's heavy and cold air goes through every little hole. You don't have a choice but to love it, too, like we do. It's ours, the only one we have, the one we share. I believe you will learn to crochet outside of your own head, and build us up for real. I can't wait to hold and sleep under our quilt. It's safe. It can't stand pouring rain, snow, windy days. It will be worse under the sun. Sometimes it will help, sometimes it will be a chore to hold. This makes us disabled, this makes us survivors."
Thanks
My best friend died of blood & bone cancer before he got to start high school. I moved away from my hometown cause of gang violence. But I always imagined what if I stayed another year with my only real friend. What I would give to play cops and robbers. To hear his laugh. To see his face. Hear his voice. Just to feel his presence again…There’s not enough time in my life to grieve this loss. My soul misses you forever partner, you are so remembered and really missed Emmanuel. I fucking love you until death does me. I stay living for you my friend. I’m still here because of you😞🤎
Sorry dude, best of luck on your journey ahead, he ain’t here physically, but he’s still here mentally and happily
I lost 2 friends to a heroin overdose.....and another wouldn't answer his door until found days later... ... He had an undiagnosed heart problem. I wish I took him for that beer. Rip to all. Rip to Gav who couldn't handle life and hung himself. Your not the only one with grief. I had that that feeling something bads going to happen ....and you try ringing them. I saved my dad's life because of a feeling. Actually I've saved his life 3 times......He won't be about for too much longer. I can see it in his face. Its withdrawn. I hope Ill be feeling better tomorrow. Bless you. You sound like a really nice person with a ton of empathy. Love to you and your friend. Xx
And rip to my Mother, even though she may still be alive......She disowned me. Made lies up about me. All I wanted to do was get in contact with my half bros and sisters. She might still be alive. My happy Christmas text sent to her. I got a delivery report but no reply. I don't think she ever really got over me leaving her to live with my dad when I was 13/14. I'm sad now. I hope tomorrow will be better after sleep.
"The most painful thing in life isn't a cut or a burn. It's seeing people you have made memories with turn into memories." Stick to Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior. He is coming soon. Repent and change your life!
John 3:16
"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life."
Jesus can change your life. God has your hole life planned. Accept him. We're in the end times. You cannot deny the overwhelming evidence.
Psalms 37:13
"But the Lord laughs, seeing that their day is coming."
like....when your favorite TH-camr pass away.......
@@oldyosesawinchv2780who???😳
@@oldyosesawinchv2780or the feeling when you need to say goodbye to someone you like/love, knowing you will never see them again
@@pokemonbrickbronze5947 or you don't even say the last goodbye to someone you know or love..cuz you don't know when they going to pass away
❤
When you are the memorie of someone and you know that you are a memorie for her... it is the most painfull thing in your life. See everyone happy but then compare yourself, sad. I learn that every ppl in the world want to be happy in their life... they search the happiness. Every time they are with a family member they don't see the time pass, they don't see the happiness in this moment. After they cry because this person is died and regret because they think that there is no moment happy with this person. But they don't see that every time they seen this person was happy at all. So you are allready happy, you don't have to search. Just pass your life maybe you are going to be sad, maybe you are going to be happy, your emotion is not the most important matter because no one really care about your feelings. Humans, have two faced. Their first face is happy and listen to you and their other face, is dark. Their other face, is sad and there is memories. Things that you can't guess. It's why they don't care about your feelings. You too you don't care about them you just don't see it. Me too. We are all like that.
she just ended our friendship for a guy that she hasn't even known for a year. now im left with nothing but the memories we made
I’m so sorry, I hope you’re ok.
everyone may abandon you, but please remember that life. Life gives you the hardest turns, the hardest decisions.. but remember once it's all over you realize how far you've done, and not even giving up.
are the memories worth keeping if she didn’t think you were?
@@MD-lw7oq this hit hard but he was the one that left lol
she ended our friendship for some popular fake bitches
Sometimes when I hear this playlist, I just thinking, when the sun rise at the morning, my mother will wake me up softly
My older sister make my breakfast with love inside the food
My sister take me up to school with stories we share in the way
Until we arrived and say goodbye to each selfs and the word "I love you" get out from my mouth
Until the day where I live alone
I wake up by myself
Cooking by myself without love or anything
No one here talk with me again in the morning
No stories, no jokes, nothing.
The day just silence
Nothing lights up my day
Because everyone was gone
Lost by fate that has coming to themself.
Sorry if you don't understand
Beautiful and true
Preach
Stay alive even if it's so though, God saw your sadness, God's here, he knows you, don't give up. Jesus love you !
Life may be cruel and harsh my friend, but the people that were and are there for you are reasons worth living.
Alexander, I have a question for you. What do you believe is the meaning of life? Or worded differently, what is the purpose of life?
hello, world.
i feel like crying, this playlist hits so hard.
i miss when everything felt simpler
when crushes were fun
when i was a child
no worries.
but now, what is the point of living knowing that no matter how high you go, no matter how happy you are, it's nothing compared to the past.
perhaps i am screaming into the void.
but i must tell someone.
my earliest memories are being thrown in a cold shower and left outside in the middle of the night.
my parents weren't the healthiest.
i swung back and forth like a pendulum
suicidal and full of hatred
to happy and loving of the world
2nd grade was the grade i was diagnosed with autism.
adhd as well.
i had so many crushes during primary school:
their names i will not list for obvious reasons.
but i had about 4? 5?
1st grade was my first breakup.
of course, it being 1st grade and all, i really didn't care.
i just said i didn't want to be boyfriend and girlfriend anymore,
then drew heartbreak emojis on all my worksheets.
classic 1st grade stuff.
2nd grade, i believe, was my first rejection
i had a crush on a boy we'll call E.
i laughed at all his jokes
played along with him for months.
i told a popular girl, A, about said crush.
she told him, and it being 2nd grade and all, he was pretty repulsed.
he avoided me at all costs.
i hated A for telling him.. and myself for telling her.
that was the day i learned my lesson about confessing.
eventually it's online school.
i was so overwhelmed with work.
i had a great teacher the first online year,
second not so much.
i left halfway through the year.
back to the first online year.
my incredibly nice teacher, Mrs. G, let us stay on after school, for clubs or chatting or whatever we wanted.
actually, let's go back a bit earlier.
i remember everything about him.
Mrs. G introduced him to the class.
"please welcome Q!" (obviously not his real inital)
he was a bit of a late transfer, but not by much.
this was the first time in so many years where i actually felt something for someone.
we got to chatting, especially after school and in the zoom chat section.
we had these in-school tutoring sessions once a week. i met him there as well, where i got an invitation to the city museum.
i had a great time.
and, perhaps more importantly, a crush.
anyways it's been a month or so and i'm back at his house. we're playing some random game, and he snaps and screams at _me_ .
i discovered youtube videos discussing toxic relationships.
🚩🚩🚩
yet i stayed.
it was under the stars we kissed.
"don't tell anyone about this," he said.
me still being fairly young, i went straight to my mother.
we didn't pursue anything else romantically.
anyways it's been a few years. we're in touch and i go over to his house regularly.
i've had a fair amount of crushes by then.
and suddenly, at around 12:00am, i text my best friend ever.
"X, i think i'm in love with Q."
and i tell her everything you've heard now.
so one day due to a family emergency i'm stuck at his house.
we're doing stuff that friends just don't do,
but my naïve self thinks nothing of it.
we've come back from swimming.
and he confesses everything.
Q loves... me?
i was terrified to confess due to what E had said all those years ago.
so we sit together and chill,
again doing things that friends just don't do.
then i realise.
i can't do this.
so i get up and tell him so.
he was rightfully crushed.
Q tried a bit after that to make more moves.
i shut them down.
the romance i'd dreamed of came crashing down.
i was never able to love like that again.
but yet...
i tried to get him to come back.
he'd made up his mind.
i wanted to tell him i still loved him
but that fear of E stopped me again.
so it's been another year
i'm making more friends than just him
and so has he
so i'm chilling with one of my friends, called Y, and she's written a fanfiction about 2 people in our class.
i think it's funny and send it to Q.
he proceeds to send it to around 10 other people, including the 2 people mentioned in the story.
oh
no.
my soul - crushed.
my friendship - destroyed.
what if this gets to the staff?
my plans - student council, the honors society, i could be kicked out.
final period hits.
i have it with Y and Q, along with another friend of all of us, called K.
it's pretty laid-back, i just have to pretend nothing happened.
dismissal rings.
i'm in the locker room with Y and K.
we're talking about Q.
Y gets K updated on the whole fanfiction thing.
and the conversation switches to Q.
how he can never be trusted
will do anything for a cheap laugh
only cares about one thing: himself.
likes almost every girl in the school.
and a switch in my brain begins to flip.
he lied to my face that night after swimming.
i can't win him back.
even if i could, it would be an endless loop.
and as this lightbulb illuminates my mind,
Y blocks Q.
and so do I.
now it's tuesday, the day after, and i'm ill.
perhaps that's good. i don't have to deal with Q.
but god, i can't do this.
a part of me wants him back.
i'm thinking about how much he misses me, how he wishes he wasn't blocked.
but i can't do this anymore.
this is me coming to terms with what happened, i guess.
a quick side story though
the day the fanfiction thing happened
K's acting mad flirty
and it's super weird
is it just her personality or..?
and suddenly i feel it.
when Q entered my life, my love life burned to the ground.
but now he's gone.
and with K,
it feels like a single flower
has risen from the ashes.
healing is possible.
and so is acceptance.
i'm doing much better mentally. no longer suicidal, however i still am slightly disconnected.
i think
i deserve better than this.p
I hope you feel better now. You definitely deserve better
womp womp
For everyone who is going through a hard time in their personal life and also trying to study...I am with you my friend. Hang in there. We'll make it through this 😍
One think i hate myself and i shold not ever born in on place. I am mistake.
@@DNAT833 hello my friend, you are not a mistake, so please do not think you are, you are like me, and everybody else in this world, who suffers every single day to keep their head above water and keep their selves sane, and it’s not easy, it’s not going to be pink fluffy clouds every day if you can accept that you will begin to move on in life, we are all fighters in life and we have to keep moving. You deserve to be happy my friend the same as I deserve to be happy and everyone else deserves to be happy and it is not too much to ask! what ever you are going through it will change and it cannot last forever, try breathing, exercises and meditation to help you through life. It really does help. I wish you all the success and health in your life and I want you to be happy again. Stay safe friend always here if you need somebody to say hello to 👋 stay safe and keep smiling 🙂
@@DNAT833ps peace love and strength I send to you from the uk 🇬🇧👍
@@DNAT833 You are not a mistake. I believe that God chose you to be alive. He created you. He is the God that made everything. From the largest mountain to the smallest grain of sand. He has everything in his hand and still, He Cares About You. You are precious and a masterpiece. You are worth having around. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Keep holding on and keep fighting.
@@DNAT833Even though life can be difficult. Nothing is more impressive than existence. Turn on your light in the darkness of existence
The thumbnail of this video made me feel relaxed, safe, and comfortable. I don't know why.
This music has saved my life, whenever I’m feeling stressed or depressed or anxious or anything, I just pull this up to calm my self down, it’s never failed me, I trust this playlist more than I trust some people
I lived a lot. cried and suffered a lot too. My past self wouldn't believe I am still walking on this earth, being able to feel emotions, laugh or even smile without faking it. Having soo much friends you forget names. Becoming someone strong. And God made me the person I am today. I still feel sad from time to time. I was always very harsh with myself and I work on that. But sometimes I just don't feel good enough, I don't get as much attention as I usually get with friends, and I feel useless. And that's a thing. Never EVER depend on peoples opinion okay? It is hard. I know. Especially if like me you always were an outcast and finally you get a lot of attention in your life. It makes you feel valuable. But don't attach yourself to it. That's why I started learning about myself, talking to myself, and realizing how valuable I am. Why would I need others opinion if they don't know the deepest parts of myself as I do? Why would I worry about someones opinion? Having a social life? receiving love? And that's the problem. We let others define our value because we need love, acceptance, share and many other things that only come from people. That's why we have ourselves, that's why we have God. I wish you the best. Really. You are a wonderful person. You don't see it. Sometimes we are scared of shining, scared of coming out of our shell, because we don't feel like we deserve any of this. But dear, why wouldn't you deserve anything? You are wonderful! you don't need to be pretty, smart, full of knowledge or having a ton of friends to be amazing! You don't see it. I know. But you have to try. See yourself, but the positive side too. Even you being alive is positive! Don't give up on yourself. You are se valuable and just by thinking you are suffering and saying mean things to yourself makes me want to cry. You don't deserve all the mean things you said to yourself. You deserve to be happy, to live a life you really want, you deserve to be happy you hear me? Say it to yourself: "I deserve to be happy, I deserve to love myself, I have no limits" no one is gonna stop you from being happy. You are the one letting someone hurt you. So remember your value, You have a lot of value dear! Remember to drink a lot of water, hug yourself, talk to yourself, laugh with yourself. The person you have to take care the most about is yourself. You are your true love. You are you and that's something no one is ever gonna take away from you. So take care, I love you, and remember it is okay to rest. 🩷🙌
Thank you so much
thank you
I love this comment
i was looking through old documents one day, and i found a picture of this comment and read it again. i don't think the meaning of this actually hit me in november. i just read it and moved on. i've cried so much since then, and i've destroyed my self esteem so much to the point where i wanted to die. i felt like i was the most worthless person in the world. that i couldn't do anything. but since that day, 1 month ago, i've tried to get better. i've tried to actually accept and realize that i'm a person. literally that. just being a person. sure, we all have our flaws, i do too, i'm not good at everything, but i'm still a person. i know this is the internet, but i want to be real here. so many people see everyone around them as so much better than them. like they're giants and you're an ant. but, really, that's not true. everyone out there has something wrong with them. everyone's got some problem they're dealing with, and no one is perfect. there's no point in trying to live up to the false expectations of being perfect. you just be you and that's awesome. that's really, really, admirable. sure, we're all cringe, but who cares? in what fucking world do other's opinions matter? none of them. none throughout the entire fucking galaxy. some people might not like you. well, dang, they can go not like you then. because as long as / you / are happy with / your / self then you're set. and besides, they don't even know half the things about you soo . .
and that's what got me here. this is that one day. i'm reading this comment right now and i actually feel like i can believe it. i finally feel okay again. maybe not entirely happy, but i'm okay.
thank you so much.
thank you.
My grandma passed away Thursday September 21 2023 and I've been crying for a long time but this music helps, thanks.
sorry about your loss
life goes on, i wish you well❤
Rest in peace Grandma, my brothers birthday. The juxtaposition is melancholy
My grandma and grandpa passed a few years apart but it felt like days apart and I love lost everything I’ve ever had and it’s all changed it just hurts
don’t take someone for granted at the beginning leave them if your intentions aren’t good , life is all about being a team i took everything i had for granted and i lost the perfect girl and seeing her as a memory hurts more than ever it kills me everytime i
think about it i hope i once have a chance to make everything better one day …be strong and keep going to whoever reading this and learn from your mistakes or they’ll repeat themselves
I messed up many times w the guy I love, now there is no going back but tears. It’s like a part of me is lost
Ya I feel that. Nothing like knowing I'm not important enough to someone I cherrish dearly
I'm tired of thinking and worrying about the world. I'm tired of war. I feel pain for the citizens of Russia and the citizens of Ukraine. None of the citizens of both countries are to blame, the citizens are just pawns in the hands of "big uncles". I want to go back to my childhood, where I would not have to take off "rose-colored glasses" and suffer from the present. (I apologize for mentioning politics. Love everyone ❤)
I know man why can't we just have peace?
يارجل على الاقل يموتون بسلام rip
and palstaien 😢
@@user-ug1ry9kp8kbecause cause
Why did you put Russians before Ukrainians? Ukrainians are struggling more and more than Russians because It's Russia invaded to Ukraine and started killing people of Ukraine and its own people. There's no military actions in the Russian territory. Russian cities are not being under the shellings.
There is a moment in everyone's life when you realize how fast your life has passed you. When you realize how little you have done, how little time you have left. A moment when you realize that all these memories you have collected are just that-memories. A moment when you realize that you will become that, as well. Return to what you were-a wish, a memory.
Унесённые мыслями, я закрыла глаза. Расслабила мышцы на лице. Мозг хаотично воспроизводил воспоминания, которые мы делаем на протяжении всей жизни. Я всего лишь подросток пятнадцати лет, ничего не знающий и жизни не видавший. Но есть небольшая оговорочка. Я чувствую, слышу, понимаю, принимаю и навязываю себе, так что никто другой меня не поймет. Мне не нужно, чтобы кто-то понимал меня. Нужно уметь договориться со своим внутренним Я. Да я стараюсь, но кого я обманываю... Саму себя , ведь даже не стараюсь принять себя, такой какая я есть. Мне больно осознавать, когда те, кого я считала близкими людьми, превращаются в чужих людей. Стала меньше общаться с сестрой, хотя в детстве...Ты помнишь? Как вы выходили на улицу, возле дома с синей крышей, играть с ребятами по улице, в мяч в игру под названием "СОШ". Куда делось то время? Спокойное, без этой суеты и взросления. Как выходила играть с друзьями из детского сада. Мы устраивали концерты, играли, пели танцевали. А теперь, если и видимся случайно, то как-будто не знакомы. С Вероникой - это отдельно. Ведь она нормальная? Или нет. До сих пор не жалею, что прекратила с ней общаться. И это всё надо было пережить, чтобы оказаться среди любящих, понимающих, моих девочек. Хочу сказать, что не нужно сожалеть о прошлом, нужно смотреть вперёд и делать, так как подскажет сердце и интуиция. Ведь интуиция - это и есть внутреннее Я.
П.С. написала в 2 часа ночи 😅
this hits so hard...
it reminds me of my childhood, everything was perfect, all the faces in my surroundings were friendly and happy, no anxiety, no hard times in family... just my toys, my happiness, my favorite tv shows, my favorite games, getting quality time with best friends...
but now, it's different... the anxiety is eating me, my family became more and more instable, i don't have much time to get fun like before, my friends changed me for another person, my toys are covered in dust and loosing the paint and color, i don't know what's happening to me...
i just miss my childhood so much
I never really realized that the reason why I'm forgetting those memories is because my mind wanted to protect me from them.
No one has asked, but this is my take of what happens after death. i find it rather comforting, so i hope you do aswell.
I think, when we pass away, we restart our lives just one more time in our memories, before our brain completely shuts off and we die. we get to experience being born again, to live, to play, to have our first love, to have our last love, the sad, heart-breaking moments, the happy ones, everything. and then, when it finally is over, our brain shuts off completely, and we die. nothing but pure black void and the feeling of the weight of everything we ever held with us being dropped, relief filling our emotions while we stay in the void for what feels like all of eternity, before we eventually are reborn and our previous bodies are left with nothing but the cold embrace of relief, and all our old memories. Then we start anew.
Consider a possibility, your current conscious experience is that replaying of memories. every moment you experience, every decision or feeling, every mistake or victory, all of it already happened. you are actively dying, unaware that conscious thought is a byproduct of your dying brain replaying everything over again with "you" being a feedback loop. perhaps you were never truly conscious until the very moment you die your brain suddenly goes back over it all, and you just feel like you've always been in control. maybe this has been happening for a perceived eternity, with every arrival at the moment of death magnifying to a deeper level. death never comes, and you just relive it all over and over again. loop after loop. each replay feels real, like the first and only life filled with self awareness and free will, but no matter what, it was already done, and you are just a almost dead brain reminiscing each moment from birth to dying. you will never truly die, but instead be forever in this loop of remembering and from your perspective it will never feel like a repeat.
Hopefully if that's the case, the life you lived and will live ends up being a pleasant fulfilling one. though, I suppose if you can comprehend that, it means it already happened anyway.
@@an8thdimensionalbeing142 Well, that's mildly disturbing for some reason
But then why are we conscious NOW.. what about our other loop selves..
A memory is no other than a fragment of our life that clings to us and affects our entire being.
Our lives were written with so many pages, but some hold words worth noting.
Whatever is filled in these pages we've noted, they are our memories.
Although, a memory cannot be created without allowing one's person to fill the pages first with their experiences, their emotions, everything that has created a being.
Once pages are filled with experiences and emotions, there is a void, an emptiness, that captures the body's ability to express any other emotion but nostalgia; our constant reminder of the past and the memories built from it.
As the sun slowly rises and birds start to chirp, it is yet again, another day, another year.
Given a new book of 365 pages and 12 chapters, it is up to us what we choose to keep memories and if we choose to take every moment with great gratitude or with nothing but deep remorse in what was not done. The past is there to teach us, not to be dwelled upon.
We live each day with the idea that there is tomorrow. But how can we be so sure? Your life is yours, treasure each and every moment and do not dwell on the past for it is past for a reason. Believe that there is a greater purpose for you out there and that the only person who will take the first step to the door of our purpose is no one but you.
I'm writing this now because I genuinely cannot sleep lol and my mind is killing me 😅
none of these comments read like this one
my best friend, who i never met irl because we lived to far apart, left the internet a little while ago. i look through our messages together every once in awhile to this playlist and it helps me cry. thank you.
i never had friends until before last year in school i had my first true friend it was cool but then the year after that he left the school i cant contact him or anything. That's one of the reasons why i dont want to make friends, because it hurts to have go away
"Even if we will not see each other for a while.. Or even forever, I'll always read our first chapters till the end."
Struggling deeply with suicidal thoughts, borderline personality disorder, depression, anxiety, possible alcohol addiction, relapse temptation (for a separate drug), and constant emotional distress. Please continue to help me through this with ur playlists
You are not alone my friend. Stay strong.🙏
Dilligaf
“I will never be a memory” ~sephiroth
I feel terrible these days. I don't have motivation in life. I am totally lost in my memories in good time that never existed in my whole life. I don't know exactly when was the last time I feel happy. This playlist brings me to fake happiness I created for my own soul. Thank you for a good playlist.
I'm proud of you. I hope everything will be fine soon🙏💫
Let’s all get together
Hey Maybe you suffer from maladaptive daydreaming, consider reaching out to a therapist
Ты творец своего счастья это не фальшивка ты счастлив
It hurts when you go through spiritual growth knowing it is time to let go of the people who meant so much to you.. when you finally take a moment to visualize who you cared about deeply and start revisiting the good times you once had with them, just for you to realize those good times can no longer flourish.. letting go is hard, the memories are real, nostalgic moments linger, but the growth you must obtain is more important for more meaningful, new relationships, and new beginnings..
Also feel what you wrote deep in my soul. Letting go is hard but not as hard as staying the same. I cherish the moments with those I have had to let go. Without them I wouldn’t be who I am today. ☺️
I'm truly sorry to hear that you're going through a tough time. Music has a powerful way of expressing and soothing emotions. It's okay to let it be a source of comfort, and remember that seeking support from friends, family, or professionals is important too. You're not alone in this journey, and I hope you find the strength to overcome these challenges.
The most painful thing you can experience is loneliness abandoned lost no one to trust but i just keep puching with no limits ❤ keep going dude dont stop go through the pain dont forget all the important persons you meet in life
a couple years ago i honestly just felt like giving up. the memories i used to have are not the same. as a child, the trips, the smiles, the moments. i wish i could go back. this makes me sob. all these songs relating to how i used to not care of what others say about me. now its like my head is filled with thoughts. wanting to go back, its stressful being a teenager so whoever is reading this that is still a kid please know live being a kid the longest you can .
Try to enjoy being a teenager to, trust me. Older you get harder life becomes in most cases.
i wish i did that… lived as a kid for the longest i could
That’s sad knowing that you have the right to be happy only thirteen years of your life… i am sixteen and i wish i could go back and bd happy again…
I never thought she’d cause me this much pain. Everything I did I did for her. So many sleepless nights, long work days, countless hours with her. The entire time she had me fooled that she loved me and she was different. But it turns out she’s a fucking liar. I won’t say it wasn’t worth it or I don’t care, I do, and it was. But I won’t ever sacrifice that much of myself for one person ever again. The most important lesson my brother ever taught me was that time is the most valuable thing we have. And we only get so much of it. Choose who you spend your time with wisely. You can’t get it back.