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God my past self would be so disappointed in myself now.

I just wish there was a way to that wasn’t a mess to most people the feeling leaves but once you realize that there really is nothing after we’re just here to die and if there’s a god it only means he watched you suffer and cry for years not lifting a finger to aid still to this day I can’t find one reason to wake up everyday the only reason I do nowadays is to try again

I hate the girl he keeps mentioning...

I failed killing my self

This is a stab at the chest

Everything is just so draining

looks like i'm here again.. hah.

Haha Eu ouvindo essa música com vazio existencial kskskskksksksks Ksks…. 0:03

i don’t listen to depressing music and sad music bc im one of those little kids who thinks they are depressed.i listen to it because im sad i hate my life i hate my style i hate my “friends” i hate everyone and everything.

He told me he isnt into me romantically anymore and that the feeling just kind of faded but that we'll always be best friends. Now he's hanging out with my longest friend who ive known since i was like 6, doing all the things we did with eachother before. He stays up talking to him after he's already said goodnight to me. He talks to me only when my other friend isnt around. He's in the clearest possible way replacing me and neither of them will admit it. Nothing feels worth it anymore. I dont feel much of anything at all. I miss being happy so much.

im back to this playlist again and looking at the thumbnail its generally sad how much i relate to this

SAD

You know what fucking sucks? My sister died in her sleep, and every night I go to bed wondering who's next. Will my mother be alive the next morning? My other sister? I stay up for hours because I'm terrified I won't wake up, I'm scared to sleep. Sometimes I get dark thoughts, and it's so frightening. I don't want to die, but I haven't gone a day where I don't worry about death.

I don’t care anymore. Everything sucks, I just feel empty inside. I’m stressed out of my mind, I’m ugly, I have issues with myself my body, my mind, and what others think of me. The people who are supposed to love and care about me don’t give a shit. They never have anything nice to say. I’m lonely and feel like I don’t have anyone to talk to anymore. Will they ever get it? Get what im trying to say? I’m trying to ask for help. At least when I finally end it all I can hope for some peace and quiet.

Im just so sad and i dont want to tell it to anyon cuz they will juge me... Its geting worser and i have permenet scarps of knife on my hand...😢

Love this playlist ❤

i want to yeah but i cant comprehend "forever". what i mean is when you die your not coming back... there will be countless new lifestyles that you wont ever see and it wont end. your going to be gone forever. what will you do forever? it wont end. will you just see black? or does reincarnation exist. im interested to find out, i really wanna know.

I feel nothing but empty voiding pain. overwhelming guilt. I want this night to be it but i'm scared. i dont know.

Everyday I wanna kms but if I do my siblings will have to go through what I am going through and then my friends too....

nah i love this playlist

I'm just freaking stupid, how I thought that him watching every story I update that he is into me, I hate myself for being o desperate but I really really wanna feel loved

Tw sh / vent I sh almost everyday and I don't even try to stop anymore

I can’t believe I saw my mom crying and I just walk to my room because my dad was arguing about me being the fzck problem and I’m just crying over it like it’s nothing

I hate my life

My mom got asmitted to the hospital tofay, right after that my girlfriend started driving to come make sure i was doing alright since my mom is in the hospital and she got in a wreck so bad it totaled the car she got 6 months ago. I dont know what to do with myself anymore. Everything and everyone that i love is crashing down around me

I don’t wanna die, it would cause problems for everyone, the best way out would be to fall asleep and never wake up again. And for everyone to forget about you.😌

Anyone else always smiling around other people but in your mind everything is negative, and when you are alone just sitting expressionless constantly thinking about how worthless you are.

HELP GUYS, IM BEING REPLACED BY A NEW LITTLE DOG WE JUST GOT TODAY,

I hate everything, I hate myself, I hate My friends that doesn't want to understand Me, I hate the fact that I can't do anything about My life because.. You see I thought that I could find normal people in the internet, but I do not know if there are actually is. I've visited many Discord servers, many online forums, and just WHAT THE HECK, I do not need some 18-29+ y. o. people that search for love, I search for people that think in the way like I do, but I think there's no one actually. Well last time I decided that I wanna be with myself and stop caring about people around, and I do not know maybe I had some barrier over Me, or I am myself is a barrier but I fucking hate fact that I have limits like I.. can't do some stuff myself, like when I install something on My PC dad gets sometimes annoyed because I aM tOo DuMb To UsE cOmPuTeR, IDK I just want some freedom but I feel I can't, and even I am 15 I still can't make money online and I think that's sad idk bruh I have so many things to told You to but I still understand that I can't do anything with people I see around, everyone is scrolling tik tok or yt shorts njdkjskdfjskdsakasddkadasdksadksasakdlsadksaldksadlsakdasldksld I am so alone and crazy Also I think I don't care about youtube or other stuff spying on Me I just gived up on that maybe because I think there's no way from escaping it, no privacy, only system work work die bye fuck

i feel like i mess up everything.. i feel like i'm losing him.. i can't do this anymore

i wanna d1e...help

it is...

damm this bring me sad and misable but still beautiful

pog

Today I asked out my crush and her response was "no" it hurt because all this time she was giving me hints but no she liked my other friend.it hurt so bad but I know I can't let my emotions out.

To all my friends, struggling this battle, I see you <3

I stopped self harming about a month ago then recently bought somthing to harm myself with. I don't want to but I miss what life was like when I did self harm, I could be happy yes sad too but sometimes happy where now I can't feel anything without it no happy no sad nothing I feel nothing.

I tried to hang myself, I’ve got depression, anxiety, stress, I’m pointless, I’m bad, no one cares about me, I get bullied and I cry every day wishing that my life will get better, this has been going on since 2019 😭😭😭

I dont know why i hide my emotions when i want people them to notice them

Hello i came there to comfort popole who need this bacuse i was in this situation too i know how all feel

The bullying is getting to severe, I can’t take it much longer.

why did he flirt :(

oh?

The thing that really hurts is that I can feel it's getting worse but I cant do anything about it cuz im not sick enough in everyone eyes so I just sit in silent and see it go by and it hurts and hurts to the point that I don't know how to feel anymore i feel so much but also nothing yk what I mean... I don't understand its freaking me out cuz some moments it's just one all emotion in one time and idk how to cope with it.. idk what to do... I hate it so much I hate how I am I hate everything that's happening..

i wanna go homebut im as home as im getting and i cant

the bones need to leave i dont like it pleaes just take them

Just stay here listen this and remember her living in japan me in france 2017 2019

so ive like this person for 2 months and my friend said she could tell him for me so she did. she said "**** likes you" and he said "the fat one?" so yeah. he was always nice to me tho and he would always look at me so i thought he might like me. he was told yesterday and i was told what happened this morning.

This month... Everything's going to shit. My love life, horrible, Im ugly as hell(I personally think) all the trauma I had as a kid I'm slowly starting to remember. It feels like no one cares or loves me. I need help.

Its more sad i cant focus i cant do anything i used to be a extrovert i would throw my self out of my front door to meet people now i slowly come out even being scared to knock at my best freinds house and my dad might die soon i have been traumatized i keep wanting to commit.... just. I can barely take like like im crying when im typing but for others reading know the signs if youre freind is sad alot but doesnt cry dont leave them AT ALL Keep telling them they are beutiful amazing funny kind because one day they could be happy . They found a way to commit with no pain and they will do it under 12 hours. Pls keep freinds and family alive but never put them first all the time hope i can help from my useless mind 😓