I gave up. Im sorry. It was all too much. Everyone gets all effortlessly. But I have to work extremely much to cant get it. A sip. Ill be just exist and feel nothing in my corner. I dont want anything. I dont feel anything. Sorry. I wish I had a girlfriend. But I dont want it anymore too.
I gave up too, don’t worry, you’re not the only one, cause I’m also tired of this shitty life and I just want it to end, so since no one will end it for me, I’ll do it myself, before Halloween
I know that since I'm a stranger and all my opinion doesn't matter that much, but I still do care. Life hurts, it's a universal fact and I don't think I can change your minds just by saying this. I just hope you don't regret your decision, because it's a huge one and if you fail it could be worse for you. I hope you feel better, I sincerely do. But I know that it probably won't happen ,:( P.s. you don't have to apologize for being hurt and in pain, it's not your doing. I promise
@@gwangjutorrr9750 please dont. Lifes worth fighting for once the bumpy road is over. Life can be a pain, i know, but you cant let that pain get the best of you. Sure you can have your dark and down times but giving up should never be a choice. Youre strong and worth so much and even though we're strangers, I love you. Its ok to be sad, just know its your mindset thatll get you back up to a better mood. Be as optimistic as realisticlly possible and trust me, life will slowly become brighter. You exsist for a reason, dont let your special place on earth become empty. I know you can make it through, I believe in you ❤
Most people listen to normal studying music or they listen to classical for some reason but I personally like listening to vent playlists. It makes me feel like I’m at the table with my mom trying to figure out my math problem with tears in my eyes 😁
Yeah, that's right :D. But hey, everything's going to be alright! Maybe soon you'll be happy? Don't forget, that you have people, who loves you! Me and your family, friends etc. Soo please, don't waste your life for things like this :/ it won't be good choice
I'm scared to commit, I don't want to leave my two real friends and my lover behind. I'm scared of leaving them behind. They're special to me. They're the only people I actually trust-
Просто сильно устал, нет ни желания, ни стремления, просто хочется отдохнуть, а ты не можешь. Это как бесконечный круг. Ты живёшь, трудишься, в надежде отдохнуть, а потом понимаешь, что ещё не достаточно сделал. Начинаешь ещё больше работать и каждый раз наказываешь себя, за то что недостаточно сделал. Весёлое бытие жизни. 🙃
READ THIS IF YOU WANNA DIE... I know life isn't fair,and hard.But you deserve to feel good things.Thats the reason why you are living.You born to feel good things,love like everything you wanna feel.Dont see the bad things of ur life.I know how it felt.You wanna die or you wanna go and live alone.But you dont know what happens in the future.Maybe you have only 7 days,or maybe your fav person die soon.You dont wanna lose that time right? So dont waste your time doing something boring.Go see yourselve in the mirror and see how beautiful you are. EVERYONE DESERVES LOVE
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words :) Until tomorrow, my friend :) - Mila Martinees (not by me that’s the user of who wrote it just spreading awareness :))
Sometimes I'm sort of confused about my mental state- like- I often neglect my issues by just drinking until it doesn't bother me anymore and like- recently there's been some drama in school and some girls are just kinda obsessed with me and they send like pictures of me in their class groupchat kind of as a way to make fun of me? It's honestly just lowkey weird and I'm not sure if I'm actually bothered by it or not- like- the thing is- I know they're the ones in the wrong and they're lowkey just idiots but yeah- it's lowkey unsettling since it's kind of made me more self conscious and I feel like in the back of my mind my trust issues are kind of coming back but in the way of feeling as if random people might just be talking about me behind my back without me knowing and like- that kind of troubles me but it doesn't actually bother me- or so I think- I wonder if I'm actually feeling alright or if I'm just gaslighting myself into thinking I'm doing alright
Suicide doesn't end suffering it transfers it to someone else... family friends parents. they'd blame themselves at some point and ruin their lives too. I love y'all I really do❤️🥰
i hate myself sm. i went into urgent care in 2019 for serious self harm and when I was finally getting better, getting a grip on life it gets stomped down into this drain of vodka, cigs, weed, anxiety and depression. my life is empty it goes wake up, school, smoke, sleep my whole life is a useless, empty spiral into madness and i keep relapsing, no matter if I have a good day or bad. im so sick of this.
The thought of going into the forest with my shotgun and never leaving always lingers in mind , but Honestly the only thing stopping me is what it would do to my mom.
Just thinking of my life I was never happy and I was a fake person while smiling and laughing when you were questioning if life was worth living and if reality was a black box filled with stress and emotion
im sorry to come here and sound depressed. its not that i am depressed, in fact i dont feel that gripping sadness as i di when i was younger a few years ago, infact its moreso become a numbness that hit me with no warning. the feeling of nothingness. Ive been sick for months now, and i cbf dealing with uni at all, not that i ever did when i started this yr. i had barely any motivation when i started everthing. i rly cant put myself thru another panic, id rather honestly just cease to exist. im not angry sad hapy glad disappointed or anything. im fine. i dun wanna go out in a gruesome manner, i simply wuld like to unexist yk, like i have been for the past few weeks now. i dont even feel guilt. tbh id rather feel regret or guilt rather than this nothingness. that would atleast remind me what it feels like to be living. all in all im here bc all those pills seemed to have no effect on my body, i even waited +24hrs to see whatd happen. simply nothing as usual...(also no im not giving the idea pls slap if ur thinking that) well now ill just quietly listen to this playlist. id say it hits the spot if i had a spot to hit. ty nevertheless. gn all. I wish u happiness, -Sincerely stranger from the internet
Don't worry I gave up too im tired of trying to be perfect at everything a perfect daughter a perfect student a perfect friend and guess what my parents only care of my way of looking and the perfect grades I'm just overwhelmed
TIMESTAMPS!
thank you
I gave up. Im sorry. It was all too much. Everyone gets all effortlessly. But I have to work extremely much to cant get it. A sip. Ill be just exist and feel nothing in my corner. I dont want anything. I dont feel anything. Sorry. I wish I had a girlfriend. But I dont want it anymore too.
I gave up too, don’t worry, you’re not the only one, cause I’m also tired of this shitty life and I just want it to end, so since no one will end it for me, I’ll do it myself, before Halloween
I know that since I'm a stranger and all my opinion doesn't matter that much, but I still do care. Life hurts, it's a universal fact and I don't think I can change your minds just by saying this. I just hope you don't regret your decision, because it's a huge one and if you fail it could be worse for you. I hope you feel better, I sincerely do. But I know that it probably won't happen ,:(
P.s. you don't have to apologize for being hurt and in pain, it's not your doing. I promise
@@gwangjutorrr9750 please dont. Lifes worth fighting for once the bumpy road is over. Life can be a pain, i know, but you cant let that pain get the best of you. Sure you can have your dark and down times but giving up should never be a choice. Youre strong and worth so much and even though we're strangers, I love you. Its ok to be sad, just know its your mindset thatll get you back up to a better mood. Be as optimistic as realisticlly possible and trust me, life will slowly become brighter. You exsist for a reason, dont let your special place on earth become empty. I know you can make it through, I believe in you ❤
They created me. I did became a villain.
☠️
Finally, a vent playlist that doesn't start with Alien Blues. I'm so sick of hearing it everywhere. Thank you.
this is so me tbh
i like alien blues but it's so over-used
@@iluvskins indeed.
I never liked alien blues, too much noise for me, too.. spiky if that makes sense lmao. It makes me overwhelmed
Most people listen to normal studying music or they listen to classical for some reason but I personally like listening to vent playlists. It makes me feel like I’m at the table with my mom trying to figure out my math problem with tears in my eyes 😁
Fr I feel like these are the best songs for studying or thinking of scenarios in your head
cringe
@@drwdgame That's what your mom said after she gave birth to you
omg this is exactly what i'm doing rn while studying for my math exam 😭
@@drwdgame you sound insecure is everything alr?
POV: You want to die but is too scared to commit
Yeah, that's right :D. But hey, everything's going to be alright! Maybe soon you'll be happy? Don't forget, that you have people, who loves you! Me and your family, friends etc. Soo please, don't waste your life for things like this :/ it won't be good choice
@@Va3l_ thats so nice!
Well, thank you, I really needed that
@@_TsuTsu_ tysm and no problem honey
I’m not scared to I’m waiting for my last reason to die
I'm scared to commit, I don't want to leave my two real friends and my lover behind. I'm scared of leaving them behind. They're special to me. They're the only people I actually trust-
Просто сильно устал, нет ни желания, ни стремления, просто хочется отдохнуть, а ты не можешь. Это как бесконечный круг. Ты живёшь, трудишься, в надежде отдохнуть, а потом понимаешь, что ещё не достаточно сделал. Начинаешь ещё больше работать и каждый раз наказываешь себя, за то что недостаточно сделал. Весёлое бытие жизни. 🙃
thank you im very tired of my life and these song choices are so peacful........
solo quiero...desaparecer, me liberare de todos mis problemas
READ THIS IF YOU WANNA DIE...
I know life isn't fair,and hard.But you deserve to feel good things.Thats the reason why you are living.You born to feel good things,love like everything you wanna feel.Dont see the bad things of ur life.I know how it felt.You wanna die or you wanna go and live alone.But you dont know what happens in the future.Maybe you have only 7 days,or maybe your fav person die soon.You dont wanna lose that time right? So dont waste your time doing something boring.Go see yourselve in the mirror and see how beautiful you are.
EVERYONE DESERVES LOVE
I know no one likes me at school even I feel like a burden to everyone... maybe that's why no one likes me :/
Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
I love you and send you hugs.
You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC.
You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is.
Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
- The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you.
I hope you will remember my words :)
Until tomorrow, my friend :)
- Mila Martinees (not by me that’s the user of who wrote it just spreading awareness :))
Thank you 😭
Sometimes I'm sort of confused about my mental state- like- I often neglect my issues by just drinking until it doesn't bother me anymore and like- recently there's been some drama in school and some girls are just kinda obsessed with me and they send like pictures of me in their class groupchat kind of as a way to make fun of me? It's honestly just lowkey weird and I'm not sure if I'm actually bothered by it or not- like- the thing is- I know they're the ones in the wrong and they're lowkey just idiots but yeah- it's lowkey unsettling since it's kind of made me more self conscious and I feel like in the back of my mind my trust issues are kind of coming back but in the way of feeling as if random people might just be talking about me behind my back without me knowing and like- that kind of troubles me but it doesn't actually bother me- or so I think- I wonder if I'm actually feeling alright or if I'm just gaslighting myself into thinking I'm doing alright
Not me listening to this while studying
you know its good when it starts with homage
i was listening to this i couldnt even move good i couldnt stop crying i couldnt even type i couldnt do anything
Pov: ur doing it for ur friends.
Suicide doesn't end suffering it transfers it to someone else... family friends parents. they'd blame themselves at some point and ruin their lives too. I love y'all I really do❤️🥰
yeah sure like if they werent partying when they saw my dead body hanging on the ceiling
i hate myself sm. i went into urgent care in 2019 for serious self harm and when I was finally getting better, getting a grip on life it gets stomped down into this drain of vodka, cigs, weed, anxiety and depression. my life is empty it goes wake up, school, smoke, sleep my whole life is a useless, empty spiral into madness and i keep relapsing, no matter if I have a good day or bad. im so sick of this.
keep it simple, I just wanna end it all.
saladddd 😔 saaaaaalad 😭
The thought of going into the forest with my shotgun and never leaving always lingers in mind , but Honestly the only thing stopping me is what it would do to my mom.
Dont do it
THIS PLAYLIST IS SO ME
*runs in* HELLO FRIEND!❤ GREAT PLAYLIST! LOVE IT ITS BETTER THAN THE OTHERS SO FAR🥰!
Hello nice to hear from you again I hope your doing better
@@mymusic7512 i am my parents kinda made a thing where one week i go to dads the next week moms and so on
@@Lunar-moon230 that’s amazing to heart that your doing better and so are you parents I assume
Just thinking of my life I was never happy and I was a fake person while smiling and laughing when you were questioning if life was worth living and if reality was a black box filled with stress and emotion
You ok mate?
Life is just so empty
life is sad
listening to this while studying for a test (that i will probably fail) bc im never enought for my parets:(
im sorry to come here and sound depressed. its not that i am depressed, in fact i dont feel that gripping sadness as i di when i was younger a few years ago, infact its moreso become a numbness that hit me with no warning. the feeling of nothingness. Ive been sick for months now, and i cbf dealing with uni at all, not that i ever did when i started this yr. i had barely any motivation when i started everthing. i rly cant put myself thru another panic, id rather honestly just cease to exist. im not angry sad hapy glad disappointed or anything. im fine. i dun wanna go out in a gruesome manner, i simply wuld like to unexist yk, like i have been for the past few weeks now. i dont even feel guilt. tbh id rather feel regret or guilt rather than this nothingness. that would atleast remind me what it feels like to be living. all in all im here bc all those pills seemed to have no effect on my body, i even waited +24hrs to see whatd happen. simply nothing as usual...(also no im not giving the idea pls slap if ur thinking that) well now ill just quietly listen to this playlist. id say it hits the spot if i had a spot to hit. ty nevertheless. gn all. I wish u happiness, -Sincerely stranger from the internet
im too young for this. but thank you.
I'm kinda too young too, I'm just 12. I hopes you'll find happines☺️.
Ps: Sorry for my bad english😅.
I loves all the songs :)
✨
What is the second and third ? ;-;
Ps : you deserve more subscribers, really ♥️ thanks you for your playlist, they make me feel better
I just don’t see the point of living anymore…
комфортно...
благодарю вас
haha im slowly dying
this song
Ty!
tysm for making this. literally all of them start with alien blues and its so annoying. great song but annoying to hear ever 2 seconds
do you by any chance have a playlist for attachment issues?
Sorry no but I’ll make it soon thx for the playlist idea
@@mymusic7512 no problem
успокаивает
✨P E R F E C T O✨
My mind literally takes control over me I’m scared…
top mix
My mother made me tired.. I hate her but I love her at the same time because she's my mother..
Man i feel u
This is ;usic to my heart, this is perfect
this great!! thank you!
Are we still friends?.
Who are you??
Thx a lot for adding homage! That's my fav song!
why can't i just die like a trash
Dont
You ok mate?
I hate myself
Dont
You ok mate?
Don't worry I gave up too im tired of trying to be perfect at everything a perfect daughter a perfect student a perfect friend and guess what my parents only care of my way of looking and the perfect grades I'm just overwhelmed
Thats what parents do its not only u
You ok mate?
@@grimaceshake453 idk 🙂
@@Wolfsta agree
@@ashcorpuz90 wanna talk about it?
does anyone know the name of the character on the cover?
español prfa
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I love how creators so lazy to make timstaps theirselfes
Nah I just don’t have the time and I love how creators are so lazy they can’t even make one yt video
rude
well if you're so good, make a video and timestamp it yourself