timestamps bc i can 0:00 - You suck x Not allowed (remix) 3:07 - Jealous by Eyedress 5:07 - Dark red by Steve Lacy 7:51 - Blue hair by TV Girl 11:25 - Waste by Kxllswxtch 12:51 - Young by Vacations 16:00 - Shootout by Izzamuzzic 19:14 - Comfort chain by Instupendo 21:54 - Brian is the most beautiful by Memo boy 24:50 - Christmas kids by Roar
thats what my counselor said to me when i told her my thoughts that i wanna die she just said its just a thought that comes and go your fine i was okay- and i left feeling more shit
It's not your fault Your not a problem You are perfect You aren't fat You aren't skinny You aren't the problem You aren't a bad person You are wonderful You aren't a crybaby Your don't deserve them You love yourself You are clean You are kind Your are the person that everyone wants Your skin isn't a paper... don't cut it Your face isn't a mask... don't hide it Your heart isn't a door... don't lock it Your size isn't a book... don't judge it Your life isn't a movie... don't end it Your neck isn't a rope... don't hang it Your body isn't for sale... don't sell it Your brain isn't a stone... don't crush it Your life is an inspiration...be proud of it
Love yourself.. you are perfect no matter what you do. The past of you suffering will end Your suffering will end Don't c^t your body your hair Don't kill your self yet. If you have a pet it will make your problem go away They get mad at you for being soo perfect They blame you because you are so pretty/handsome/stunning You are brighting the world.. you are a true star Keep going.. it will past. We love you don't stop being kind to everyone The kindness will speard and the kidness will also pay you back. They love you they just don't wanna show the loveness for you You are so perfect that everyone gets mad and jealous Give everyone a second chance not too many tho your eyes is perfect your nose is perfect your height is perfect your skin is perfect your mouth is perfect your hair is perfect your face is perfect your body is perfect your hands is perfect your fingers is perfect your teeth is perfect your waist is perfect Your torso is perfect your legs are perfect your thighs are perfect your tounge and everything is perfect YOU are perfect love your body and everything You are so greatful for what you have. Ignore the bad people you dont want them to get attached to you And leave your fake friends You deserve better. Don't give up Cheer up aswell Pretty/handsome/stunning person. We are proud to see you alive. We are so proud We love your smile We love your laugh We love your personality So don't give up We love you. We love you so much Don't end it too fast. Don't commit Don't get controled Don't make them control you like a puppet Do your own way Do everthing you like Ignore the rude people Ignore the hate Ignore getting yelled There's people by your side and always be. We love you no matter what you do to yourself. They don't know what your been through They ain't been in your shoes Don't belive them they are liars Love youself. We are proud of you existing here We love you so much.. NEVER GIVE UP You're precious You made it this far. And it's so amazing that you are still here
@@AlnyxIzzNotOkay hey, there no failing, your ok, your safre, its alright and you know what? even if you made it 4 minutes or a week im still proud of you for that! ok? good job! give yourself a pat on the back you deserve it! im so proud of you, i love you have a good day ok?
@@weloverandomcrap4885 8 is a crazy age to be depressed… like I’m kind of a dumbass but how does that even happen coz I can’t remember shit that happened or I did when I was 8 yrs
At 6th grade, I began to have a massive hit in my mental health, but then, in 7th grade, my best friend realized I had not only depression but anxiety disorder as well. Now, at 13, I finally feel alive but also dead inside. Like I'm conflicted between two sides, but I don't know which side I'm on. FUCK I DONT EVEN KNOW IF IM JUST STRAIGHT,GAY, PAN, OR WHATEVER. IM JUST CONFUSED AVOUT EVERYTHING. EVEN HOW I SHOULD ACT. I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO VENT OR LIVE RIGHT. WHAT THE FUCK. AND NOW SCHOOL!???? LIFE IS JUST SHIT
0:00 - You suck x Not allowed (remix) 3:07 - Jealous by Eyedress 5:07 - Dark red by Steve Lacy 7:51 - Blue hair by TV Girl 11:25 - Waste by Kxllswxtch 12:51 - Young by Vacations 16:00 - Shootout by Izzamuzzic 19:14 - Comfort chain by Instupendo 21:54 - Brian is the most beautiful by Memo boy 24:50 - Christmas kids by Roar
i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel okay i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when your crying i love you when you feel tired i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do. i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
I’m proud of you for waking up. I’m proud of you for brushing your hair. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for breathing. I’m proud of you for making your bed. I’m proud of you for eating. I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat. I’m proud of you for drinking water. I’m proud of you for being here. I’m proud of you for being you. I’m proud of you for smiling. I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for sitting down. I’m proud of you for defending yourself. I’m proud of you for believing in yourself. I’m proud of you for simply trying. I’m proud of you for being alive IM LATE BUT HAVE A LOVELY DAY!! REMEMBER I LOVE YOU AND STAY STRONG NO MATTER WHAT
it'd be unforgiving to die before them.... their hearts broken, you may think all you want like me.. ways and ways.. but they love you enough don't leave them alone
Reasons why you should stay alive. 1. We would miss you. 2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you. 3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow. 4. There's so much you would miss out on doing. 5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there. 6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself. 7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise. 8. You are amazing. 9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better. 10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead. 11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive. 12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die. 13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about. 14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me. 15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born. 16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died? 17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect. 18. Think about your favourite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again... 19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day 20. Listening to incredibly loud music 21. Being alive is just really good. 22. Not being alive is really bad. 23. Finding your soulmate. 24. Red pandas 25. Going to diners at three in the morning. 26. Really soft pillows. 27. Eating pizza in New York City. 28. Proving people wrong with your success. 29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life. 30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can. 31. Being able to help other people. 32. Bonfires. 33. Sitting on rooftops. 34. Seeing every single country in the world. 35. Going on roadtrips. 36. You might win the lottery someday. 37. Listening to music on a record player. 38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower. 39. Taking really cool pictures. 40. Literally meeting thousands of new people. 41. Hearing crazy stories. 42. Telling crazy stories. 43. Eating ice cream on a hot day. 44. Talking bad about people that deserve it to your best friend and ranting all day 45. Travelling to another planet someday. 46. Having an underwater house. 47. Randomly running into your hero on the street. 48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel. 49. Trampolines. 50. Think about your favourite movie, you'll never watch it again. 51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke, 52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more. 53. People do care. 54. Treehouses 55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse 55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees 56. I don't even know you and I love you. 57. I don't even know you and I care about you. 58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness! 59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor. 60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS! 61. Starbucks. 62. Hugs. 63. Stargazing. 64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is. 65. You've changed somebody's life. 66. Now you could change the world. 67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you. 68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you. 69. You have the chance to save somebody's life. 70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things. 71. Making snow angels. 72. Making snowmen. 73. Snowball fights. 74. Life is what you make of it. 75. Everybody has a talent. 76. Laughing until you cry. 77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy. 78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist. 79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down 80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive. 81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero. 82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections. 83. One day your smile will be real. 84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day. 85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds. 86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends. 87. Eating crazy food. 88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one. 89. Sleeping in all day. 90. Creating something you're proud of. 91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit 92. Being able to meet your Internet friends. 93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate 94. The new season of Sherlock 95. Cuddling under the stars. 96. Being stupid in public because you just can. 97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile? 98. being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years 99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this. 100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen. 101. To live.
What are you doing here so late? Can't sleep? Ah. Coming to cry in the middle of the night. I get that. It feels nice to do that, so I understand. Take all the time you need. You know, I just happened to find you stumble upon the video where I'm taking a break. Wanna sit down for a while? Tell me about what's bothering you? Oh, don't worry about me. I don't find you annoying. I wanna be here for you. I'll try to help as best as I can. I won't judge you. Everyone has their own story. Ah, that sucks. I can't begin to imagine how you must feel. You're so tough for getting through all of that. I'm so proud of you for not giving up. Of course I understand. One broken soul to another. I just want to remind you. No matter how hard it gets, please stay strong. Take care of yourself. You can't go into a battle already wounded. You can't wave the white flag without trying your hardest. This will all be over soon. And hey. If you ever need to take another break, I'm always here. Helping people is my specialty. They always find their way, one way or another. You can come sit down with me any time. I'll try to lend some advice, or just an ear to listen. And if this is your last time visiting me, I'm proud of you. My job is done. Go take on life with all your energy, and remember that you have one soul always cheering you on. You'll always have my support. I can't wait to see the great things you'll achieve. Before you go... I love you.
У меня вопрос, почему под конец я начала плакать. Я живу лучше, чем некоторые, всё нормально, но почему-то бывают такие периоды, почему я плачу, если не должна?
it was a rainy day, cold and wet. you look out your window, tears forming in your eyes. your life has sucked recently, but at least you have music. music, the worlds only universal language. something to be there when noone else is, something to bring you up, or facilitate sad feelings. something that always has been, and always will be. as you watch the rain hit the frosted window, your thoughts darken. you spot two raindrops going down in a line, you are reminded of being a kid, watching the raindrops 'race'. you watch the droplets of water as they dance and race across the windows frosted glass. you can feel the coldness of outside through the window, but you feel a sense of calm belongingness, because you have music.
There's nothing wrong with your eyes. There's nothing wrong with your nose There's nothing wrong with your height There's nothing wrong with your skin There's nothing wrong with your mouth There's nothing wrong with your hair There's nothing wrong with your face There's nothing wrong with your body There's nothing wrong with your hands There's nothing wrong with your fingers There's nothing wrong with your teeth There's nothing wrong with YOU you are perfect. I am so proud of you:) You made it this far. You are amazing:) Don't give up. NEVER GIVE UP you're pretty You're precious Don't need to be insecure abt your face. You are so beautiful
I'm sick of studying. I'm sick of being at school. I'm sick of having have to hang out with "friends" at school. I'm sick of this weight in my heart. I'm sick of having have to stay up late to finish my homework. I'm sick of this feeling. I hate my life, I hate myself. I hate how I treat my actual friend. I hate how I give up on people easily. I hate how I wish to be in another world. I hate feeling lonely. I hate how I push people I care about away. I hate faking a smile. I hate how I have to act like I'm okay. I hate how those traumas come back. I hate my parents. I wish I could remove this feeling. I wish I could feel alive and happy again. I wish I could be in a world without lies, hate, sadness, loneliness, family issues. I wish there was a world full of nothing. I wish I could escape. I really do. (I'm sorry, I think I held onto these feelings for too long I just had to vent once a while ig)
100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your Favorite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favorite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone like you. 75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships. 76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person. 77. Joy and happiness in the little things. 78. The power to inspire others. 79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression. 80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life. 81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet. 82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family. 83. Learn new things and develop new skills. 84. Create a legacy that will outlive you. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Cuddles 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it.
This was supposed to be my golden year but it's been one of the hardest since 2020. I still remember the friends I had who helped me the countless times and feel ashamed... it didn't matter when I stopped helping myself...
if nobody has said this to you today, i will i love you. im proud of you. you are enough. you're beautiful. you are worthy. keep pushing, you got this, trust me.💗
I've gotten to that part in life where I just kinda laugh, i was being attacked by a dog and no one helped bc I couldn't stop laughing to ask for help I couldn't even breathe
For everyone who's going through a hard time i promise everything will get better, Ive went through bad times recently (lost my bestfriend from suicide) but i believed in myself and got back up, as a stranger on the internet and not knowing what any of you guys are going through. All i hope is that everything gets better for you soon, and know that you have a reason for being here.
honestly, my heart goes out to everyone in the comments of vent playlists. if i could take all of your hurt away, i wouldn't hesitate to. all that mistreatment, pain, suffering, it's so unfair. none of you deserve that pain. you're beautiful people who have been done wrong by life. i so badly want to promise that everything will be better, but then i remember, i've given up on hope too. but i still believe in you and i'm still proud of you for being here and i'll forever cheer you on, no matter what.
juts here because i felt it too, nobody is ever alone in life. you and everyone else deserves that one moment where they feel that life isnt against them but making them stronger. you have so much to offer in this world and i dont want you to waste it. you heard it from me everyone because i want to care for others since they didnt care for me. i love you all.
Y’all, I am happy to say that it has been two months since I attempted, and I’ve been better mentally than I’ve been in years. I am now using this as a sleep playlist (Idk the songs are calm and relaxing) instead of a playlist I c*t myself to. I promise you, it does get better, and sewerslide is not the answer to any problems. Don’t give up ❤️
I’m so happy that you got help and you can listen to this while sleeping instead cvtting, I understand what you went through and I hope you know you will always matter in this world
They didnt notice you were crying They didn't notice you were sad They didn’t notice you were tired They didn’t notice you were alone They didn’t notice how attentive you were They didn’t notice how sweet you actually are... They didn’t notice how you actually try to make others smile They did notice you failing grades They did notice your unattractive They did notice the mean side of you They did notice all your mistakes They did notice all you flaws They did notice that you weren’t good enough for them. But you stayed strong You kept going on You never gave up on hope You never let then take you down And you know they wasn’t good enough for you And that’s what make you stronger not mine but u can spread it to make someones day :)
I tried to be useful I tried to fit in I tried to be fine I tried to be pretty I tried to be normal I tried to be happy I tried to get good grades I tried to make people proud I tried to be successful But I always fail…..I tried to be useful I tried to fit in I tried to be fine I tried to be pretty I tried to be normal I tried to be happy I tried to get good grades I tried to make people proud I tried to be successful But I always fail…..I tried to be useful I tried to fit in I tried to be fine I tried to be pretty I tried to be normal I tried to be happy I tried to get good grades I tried to make people proud I tried to be successful But I always fail…..
you know, this playlist is fire. I feel for every single person commenting about their struggles and really wish I could help. A little word for the sad people. I know the words are just words, but if youre bullied those words have had an impact, so why not let mine try to be a positive one. For those feeling unloved and rejected, I can imagine its hard ,even when keeping a low profile you stick out like a sore thumb; an outcast. I dont want to claim being the one with all answers, but spite can be quite the motivator, just as much as hope is. Hope is very hard to find though, and i know it is, i dont have hope left for this world either. I do have joy, I feel joy whenever i think about all the stories i could read and write, either in book, podcast or movie form. I still fear, the future and the struggles ill have to face to get there unscathed, or at least alive in body and mind. Ive stopped caring, not so much as to lie down and die but enough to live in the now, to have fun whenever i can. Because why spend my time on earth without doing what i want first? Im going in slow and steady steps, im lucky with the envirenment i get to grow up in. and i look forward to the environment i get to shape for myself in the future. I dont want you to force yourself to stay somewhere that only brings you suffering. If you feel like leaving im not stopping you. I want you to be free. physically free. free from pain. free from burdens. I just wish we could have made earth a place that couldve given you that right away.
I absolutely hate myself and my depression. Just when I thought I was getting better despite not getting therapy or opening up, I’m back to where I started. I can’t anymore, I feel really numb, like I’m just a walking corpse watching everything in third person. I think what triggers me the most is my mom trying to argue with me, like just stop it, I’m very much aware of my flaws and no I’m not sure if I can fix myself.
Well even though I have been feeling numb and empty for quite a few years, I feel more numb than before recently- I used drawing to contain this emptiness.
I tried to be useful I tried to fit in I tried to be fine I tried to be pretty I tried to be normal I tried to be happy I tried to get good grades I tried to make people proud I tried to be successful But I always fail…..I tried to be useful I tried to fit in I tried to be fine I tried to be pretty I tried to be normal I tried to be happy I tried to get good grades I tried to make people proud I tried to be successful But I always fail…..I tried to be useful I tried to fit in I tried to be fine I tried to be pretty I tried to be normal I tried to be happy I tried to get good grades I tried to make people proud I tried to be successful But I always fail…..
its always just emptiness. you could have everything, but all you feel is numbness, depressed, or angry, somethings missing, why does everyone else seem so content? did you do something wrong? Maybe your just not doing it wrong, no matter what you do, your just left there feeling dumbfounded, wanting to give up, it’s not even suicide, just.. hopelessness.
I don’t know if your religious but God is what your missing I know because I used to feel the same way along with all my friends and when I found God and became consistent I felt happy also most people fake being content or lie not trying to push religion
They didnt notice you were crying They didn't notice you were sad They didn’t notice you were tired They didn’t notice you were alone They didn’t notice how attentive you were They didn’t notice how sweet you actually are... They didn’t notice how you actually try to make others smile They did notice you failing grades They did notice your unattractive They did notice the mean side of you They did notice all your mistakes They did notice all you flaws They did notice that you weren’t good enough for them. But you stayed strong You kept going on You never gave up on hope You never let then take you down And you know they wasn’t good enough for you And that’s what make you stronger
The last they didn't notice hit me hard... I told my bf I was proud of him to make him happy and smile and stuff. He responded with "huh why" I said "everything" he is being rly dry and I feel like he didn't care. I feel I did something wrong. It feels like he doesn't care anymore. I can't tell anyone bc I don't him to feel bad and I don't want to break up.
I am getting numb, like rn i want to be sad but for some reason I’m just sitting with no emotions which is really crazy but i mean what can i do? I finally lost myself. I used to be a rude and scary person in the past and I had a bad rep but I know my mistakes and I’m trying to fix them and I don’t wan to be the bad person but yet my friend just won’t let me let go of the past and atp I’m about to go back down that same path if I lose my emotions and I just can’t do this anymore
"Your skin isn't paper, don't cut it. Your neck isn't a coat, don't hang it. Your body isn't a book, don't judge it. Your life isn't a movie, don't end it. Your heart isn't a door, don't lock it. Remember to always love yourself no matter what you come against. Your always enough." There's nothing wrong with your eyes. There's nothing wrong with your nose There's nothing wrong with your height There's nothing wrong with your skin There's nothing wrong with your mouth There's nothing wrong with your hair There's nothing wrong with your face There's nothing wrong with your body There's nothing wrong with your hands There's nothing wrong with your fingers There's nothing wrong with your teeth There's nothing wrong with YOU you are perfect. I am so proud of you:) You made it to this far. You are amazing:) Don't give up. NEVER GIVE UP you're pretty You're precious Don't need to be insecure abt your face. You are so beautiful
whoever is reading this and everyone else in the world, theres nothing wrong with your skin, theres nothing wrong with your hair, nothing wrong with your face, nothing wrong with your style, nothing wrong with your music taste, bothing wrong with your weight, nothing wrong with your legs, nothing wrong with your wrinkles, nothing wrong with your eyes, nothing wrong with your hobbies, nothing wrong with your interests, nothing wrong with your talents, theres absolutely not a single reason you arent perfect. everything is okay and if it doesnt seem like it is now, it will get better. thank you for existing and being company in general. thank you for being so unique. thank you for everything you have ever done. thank you for still breathing with me today. you are not weird, you are just yourself. and that is someone that needs to exist more often. we only live once. love yourself for who you are. have a great rest of your day and life. may everyone be blessed and have an enjoyed afterlife.
Humans can keep going so long as they see the light at the end of the tunnel. Depression is like a wall. Blocking out the light. Making you feel trapped and too deep in yourself to escape. Making you feel silenced. Not my quote
To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when your crying i love you when you feel tired i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you :) (this is for anyone who needs it like i do a lot of the time and i hope it helped)
at this point, i just laugh and smile... i am actually dead inside, no emotions, no feelings, no love, no hate. but i laugh... and i don't know why. its to the point where i am hurting the ones that have always been there for me, to support me, and has never given up on me... even after the horable thing i have done. i have tried, and tried, and tried. all my life to be the perfect little princess they want me to be. but i cant do it anymore... and yet i still try, for them... i gave up my entire life for them... and look at them... so happy, and genuenly ok... and as for me... ha... lol
im right here with you, everything we do is never enough for them they only see the mistakes and the things you dont do right even if you do a thousand things perfectly they will only see the imperfections and they you didnt do no madder how hard you try we try to feel emotions to not be a burden or annoying but just feel dead inside cuz they dont care
if you are reading this and feeling like absolute shit just know im proud of you, idgaf if your parents aren’t proud, your friends aren’t proud, i dont even care if your not proud of yourself, im honestly so proud of the people that have felt like shit, been through so much, had their heartbroken and so much more, those people aren’t congratulated but im gonna do it cause every single one of you are amazing
they don't see the little girl in pain. they don't see the light that was once in her eyes is gone. they don't see the nights she has mental breakdowns wishing the pain would go away. they don't see the cuts on her wrist, as a reflection of the emotional scars left on her poor tired heart. they don't see the pain she wears on her heart & mind everyday. they don't see how miserable & numb she has become to feel. they see me for my anger but, not my pain. they see me as a teenager whom makes "stupid" decisions & never can do right. they see me as someone who is just a fuck up who will destroy themselves. they see me for my flaws. they see me as a liar, a bad person. they see me for everything that deep down I'm not. they leave me to feel unloved, misunderstood, wishing that I could go to sleep & not wake up. they leave me to feel numb, heartbroken, shattered, damaged. they leave me to feel alone with no way out of this darkness. they leave me to feel unwanted, unaccepted. I wish this cycle of pain, misery & hurt would all come to an end but, it feels like that day will never come. Living feeling like this is hard I hope soon I will finally be at peace..
Me reading the comments and being worried about the people i don't even know... (even i don't know you if your reading this i love you i mean it.. i hope your safe love)
just a reminder that: you matter and even if no one cares about you ,I will even if i'm a stranger on the internet ... I care so u can vent to me if u want :).
These comments here make me so sad :( Everything of what you're feeling is valid, no matter how many people have felt or haven't felt what you're going through I don't know who you are, but I really hope - no matter what's happening - things get better, even if they only feel better for a little bit. People care, I care, your family and friends care, and I really hope you care or will care too
I had a friend named Selena, her and I used to be best friends. Last year she got cancer, she and I sent letters because she couldnt have her cellphone with her. When i sent my letter and didnt get one back, i kept sending more and more. Until I went over to her parents house. The mother opened the door and told me that she had passed away for a while now. I didnt want to move on with my life for a long time, and i couldnt tell my family or anyone about it. A month later i finished my math exam and out of a sudden she came to mind after the exam, i tried to hold my tears so hard but i couldnt. I couldnt even tell them the full truth do i just said that a friend of mine developed cancer. I cant do this anymore. I dont want to, i dont knoe how to move on. I dont plan on continuing to live after the age of 30. If it werent for my familys sake I wouldnt be here right now.
Does anyone know the feeling of not wanting to be alive but the thought of your family members crying and feeling sad stops you but you want all the pain to end?
Yes, I just want to kill myself. I wish no one cared because it would be way easier but instead, I’m still here (some how?), just living,(I think) through all this crap and sh. It sucks.
I tell myself not to cry to these playlist forgetting I can't cry anymore I have no tears left or any feelings left to cry out I'm just a number cold empty she'll of who I was before (3rd grade) it really shows how messed up the school system is if it can empty someone like it has me (I'm going into 8th grade)
I truly desire to be loved and held but yet i push every person away that gets too close because im not pretty on the inside. My mind is a disgusting mess of emotions, and intrusive thoughts. Sometimes i wish someone would break my walls but i know they wouldn't like what they see. I dont believe anyone on this planet would truly love and accept my real self. im just stuck with no way out, in a maze with no exit. I know im not alone with how i feel but it feels like it, it feels like no matter how hard i try to swim i just keep sinking into the endless hell of my own mind
Honestly thank you i am shutting my emotions off i have been hurt to many times can barely trust anyone i have been s/a and i don’t know what else to say…have a good day. -unkown
To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is red, and I hope the next time you see the color red you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic.Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words-lava zoid, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
this song " Blue hair by TV girl" just describes me now. because my important friend, although she’s no one to me anymore, has blue hair... It’s interesting how some things in our world work like a cliché. But I’m not sad about this anymore, it’s just a funny fact from my life. peace to all.
Not depressed but i'm tired :') i feel like everything is my fault even if i know i'm not like the center of the world, i'm not gonna make a big impact. Imma gonna listen to vocaloid or i'll relapse again- omg i got a freaking add whyy😭 Good luck everyone, times are difficult but you can get through it, i believe in you❤
Please dont relapse. I know life is tough. And if you already relapsed, Im proud of How Long you started clean No matter if it was a few minutes, seconds, hours, days or months. And i wish you luck on staying clean eitherway
@@w0mp_w0mp_681 Your comment actually made me tear up a bit, i'm sorry that i didn't respond sooner. You're very kind to me thank you for all this 💖😭 I didn't do it again for now but i feel like i'm neglecting myself a bit but maybe it's just because it's vacation, but i should try to work on that. Especially staying up late :') Take care of yourself you sweet stranger of the internet 💖🥰
i wake up at 4 am every single day to get ready for a boy that i like to ghost me. my grades are falling, my relationship with my dad is falling apart, i lost all my friends including my first boy friend that left me for another girl, my friend is happy bc the boy she likes talked to her bc i cried and told him that i want to kms, i gained a lot of weight, im ugly. the only thing i had before was my beauty now i have nothing exept my loving mom and sisters i m grateful for what i have
Im so sorry thats happening to you, but your not ugly! God made no one ugly ok? And we have our own beautiful, i hope your relationship with your dad is going well and you have a better life.. and dont kys!! Its not worthit. We need you here, and i want and care about you. Please take care ok?
damn, i hope you guys in the comments get better. (i only listen to sad edit audios because i like them . my life is pretty peacful. i hope yall have a peacful life and live happy ever after :3)
Thank you very much! And I'm happy for you! That your life id peaceful and its important to see that, reflectence id very important to a healthy life. Keep it up!
To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love you even if you have insecurities i love your accomplishments i love you even if you have failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on you even on sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you act i love you even if you cry i love you when you're kind i love you even if you you're mean i love you even if you're alone i love you even if you can't feel i love you even if you feel too much i love you even if you can't take life anymore i love you even if you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you even if you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you even if you don't believe in yourself i love you even if you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you even if you have problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you even if you're in pain i love you even if you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love you even if you have wounds i love you even if you have scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you even if you lie i love you even if you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you even if you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you even if you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you even if you have headache i love you even if you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you're mature i love you even if you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you even if life isn't bright i love you when you're responsible i love you even if you're irresponsible i love you even if you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love even if your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you :) (Not mine but please spread it around, everyone deserves even just a little bit of love.)
I dont know how to explain this feeling... like i need to cry, i want to cry, but i cant..? I feel numb and weak. Like nobody could ever love me. I feel emotionless, like a tac that gets left out in the group of pins, i hope im not a bother. Please help me cry, i feel like i cant anymore....
i can kinda relate, but i feel like i’ve simply prevented myself from crying for so long that its a natural instinct to not let myself show vulnerability anymore, and although its not healthy, i can’t help it, as said, its just a instinct at this point.
@coneriz I totally understand, don't worry I'm sure you may cry at some point and for me crying comforts me. I just like crying, I'm sure everything will be okay just take a breather and rest for a bit
im so sick and tired of pretending to make fake reactions or caring while people tell me things, while i felt numb due to my anxiety, i hate this i just wanted to be normal.
then dont nothing in life matters it all amounts to nothing so you dont have to fake anything for anyone if what i said doesnt fix it search up nihilism
There are 8 BILLION people in this world, there is no way that you won't find help with any of them, because you should. Be strong, nomatter how weak you are.
i was good for a long time.. well 4 months. i’m also 4.5 months clean. i’m getting rlly tired and im insecure. everything was going good until it just flipped. it’s summer!!! i’m supposed to be happy. idk wut to do..i js wanna be happy.
yet here i am, at 1:44 am listining to this in the background of me studying for a test i have tommorow. i know theirs no point but i want to at least tell myslef i tried even if i do fail
remember something that my teacher told me: Your grade does not define you as a person. Some of the best people can have the lowest grades. Many parents take grades WAAYY to seriously. Regardless of what you get, its all about learning, not mastering it immediately. I hope this helped a bit. Have a good day:)
My parents are leaving for 2 weeks, in that time i wont be able to see any of my friends or my dog. My sister is really upset but i just dont care. sometimes i feel like its a moody teen thing. but i rememeber that i always feel like this. i stop myself from feeling things when the emotion gets to strong because im supposed the be the strong older sister that is tough and is there for my younger sister. maybe things would be different if i had someone to talk to. counsellors and therapists dont work. i dont want to feel like im being analysed i just want to be able to be vulnerable in front of someone.
i try my best to put up a smile and laugh around people but i get judged for every, single,thing i do. The things i like, my expression, me being too loud . Everything i do is considered bad. I get pressured by my parents to do better and better in school i used to have around 90% and now that i'm getting around 80% i'm considered a disgrace, i'm not a robot i'm still human. Also with puberty i changed a bit i didn't really like touching or socializing i became more detached wich i still am because i simply don't enjoy it but my parents don't understand. They say i'm heartless for not wanting to spend time with family. I'm sick and tired of putting up a smile 24/7 and not getting respected by my family. Everything i do is considered wrong and disgraceful. And when i decide to open up i get laughed at they don't take it seriously. So when someone else is getting hurt i don't really know what to do and i find it weird and uncomfortable to watch someone crying or experience emotional pain . And when the people around take note of it i'm considered mean and apathetic. My looks also get judged a lot with my family. Wich made me just think i'm not good enough. A disgrace. A failure. Worthless. To the point where i feel literal nauseating sickness when i look at myself in the mirror. I honestly just feel much better when i'm not around family or at home, and when i'm home i search distraction or comfort on the internet i feel home with my friends and they actually listen to me. They surely do compliment me but i'm at that point where i think it's all blunt lies, i don't believe them anymore. I just think it's because they want to make me feel better. i'm mostly closed off and mostly keep to myself. I feel like i have to solve my own problems. So i don't drag anyone into my mess. I just need a break sometimes i'm still just a kid
I'm so numb.i have no emotion left and I can't express any happiness,anger or sadness without desperately pushing myself.my mum always laughs or jokes with me or even gets a little angry due to misunderstanding this.but I still love her and the rest of my family. ❤
Some reason, I'm loosing my anger, sadness, and hatred. I feel like an robot, I don't feel human. I want to feel those emotions back, I want to feel chaos again, not TV static. I'm loosing my fxcking mind
I know what you mean I so sick of feeling nothing I miss being mad or crying I miss feeling anything at all no one gets that tho in my family they just say I'm emo and I hate when people say that it's like dismissing my feelings I give up tho ig I'm sick of trying to convince people that I'm not ok
im in a relationship with a transmasc boy (ftm) and he always gets upset over little things and i always feel sorry- like genuinely- but he brings up his exes and the things they used to do and he tells me how badly they hurt him, and as his bf i feel sorry that they hurt him- but then he goes on about how he misses him- and i feel lile im not doing enough but i always get him gifts and try to make plans to hangout and i post about him. but he does the complete opposite and he js goes on and on and on about his exes and does nothing for me (idrc for gifts) but he never wants to make plans or anything and when i try to express my feelings to him he gets upset. when he was the one who cheated. i forgave him. and he always thinks i try to make things about me but when im literally about to end my life i fake being happy js for him and when he vents to me i listen and try to relate and i have empathy for him. but when i do he says im making it about me when i dont. and when i try to vent to him he always tells me all about the good things in his life which im proud of but also jealous of and i hate when i get that way but i js cant help it. but on another note his exes that were abusive towards him tries to contact him and try to get forgiveness from him, he always forgives them bc they were js depressed but they were literally racist and abusive to him. and they try to get back tg with him and all he does is tell them they arent ready for a relationship instead of telling them that he is already in one with me. and he always turns down calls with me bc he is always on a gc with his friends. but then goes to complain that im not there for him. i live him so much i would gove everything to him if it meant looking at him js for one second. i love him more than i love myself
im so so so sorry that happened I hope it gets better and also I hope you know he's a red flag massive red flag you deserve way better than that, you deserve so much more like getting treated well andd be in a healthy relationship. you deserve it all.
I'm So Sorry He's Doing this to you. You Deserve someone who Appreciates the Little things And Notices You, Not Someone who Talks About They're exes and ignores. You are Doing and ARE Enough. I Can't Think of Much else to Say I'm Sorry but I Still Wanted to Tell you That You Deserve LOVE and Someone who Appreciates You and Thinks of The Little things In Your Relationship Because It Does Matter. I Really Hope You Can Figure Things About between You and Him and That Things Turn Out Better in the end No Matter What Happens, I Hope You have an Amazing Day and Know That There are People who Care For Youu
dump his ass hes hurting you in this relationship, you arent able to express yourself, you are not in love with him. you are obsessed and you need to get out of this relationship. it is unhealthy for you and he's just going to keep mentally draining you. at one point youre going to have a breaking point, you can't be doing this. leave him, i promise you will not regret it in the long run and youll be healthier. im so sorry you had to come to a literal youtube comment section to talk about this sweetheart.
i think a lot. like a lot lot. at night, all i do is think. my mind never stops and its a burden. its my anxiety, my overthinking, my boredom, everything mixed. most nights im able to drift off, but now, i just cant. music calms my thoughts, puts them in line or at least makes them quieter. spotify hasnt been working recently, and its almost like ive had a limb removed. i think too much. i cant escape my own mind, my thoughts, my emotions. i just want a break from thinking.
Every time i started liking a guy i will always block them and ignore them because i dont want to get hurt like the last time. One sided love hurts so much 😋
i thought they wouldn't hurt. i thought the scissors were dull enough to not show. my mom yelled at me for them and now i feel like a total burden. she doesn't get it.
Why cant I be happy around my family? Why do friends know me better than them? Why am I so awkward talking to people? Why am I a let down? I ask those thing to myself so much despite knowing my family loves me and yet I can't show that gratitude, I mean, they did everything they could, and yet the friends I made, the people that I joke around with and be a dick towards at times (lovingly mind you) feel more like family, maybe its because we understand each other better? Or maybe its because I can't speak to my family, I always feel choked up doing so, and it didn't help with my biological mother locking me behind the house, I couldn't meet up with friends, couldn't have sleepovers, couldn't even have them round for like a hour or two, it got to a point where I don't want to leave my house anymore, I couch surfing during my GCSEs so that definitely had an effect on me, I'm even in college now with a mother that let's me do the stuff I couldn't before, and yet I don't do them, Why did it have to happen to me of all people?
I don’t like myself. I hate myself, even. I don’t like many other people. I cry myself sleep, my parents don’t like me, my friends have blocked me and/or I’ve blocked them, I only have 1 left, who I barely talk to, I don’t.. talk to my mother, my father isn’t here anymore, and everyone else. Is gone. Was never here. I just want a break, I just want to remember what happiness is. I’ve gotten better at hiding my depression, but my anxiety, not so much, and when I get back to school in 5 days, everything I’ve been hiding, won’t be hidden anymore, and I may not be here anymore
I am so truly sorry that you are going through that. I just want you to know, that no matter what you are going through, there is always going to be atleast ONE person that cares and loves you for who you are. I understand that you are going through it, but I please never say you hate yourself. I may not have the same situation, but I also think about leaving. The only reason I stay is because, even though not many may like me, I will find that person who will. Just know that the people who make fun of you are only talking about you because when they talk about themselves, no one listens. People can laugh at me for all I care, and I will still continue to thrive and learn. I know i'm just a complete stranger, but if you need help, there are always people who can help you. I love you, and just please don't leave❤🙏🏽
You have not experienced being a citizen living in a country that does not respect women. Try to enjoy your life and I will give you advice. If you want to travel, do not come to Iraq because Iraq is a country of destroying talent. Also, I hope that your life improves and you become a happy person ❤
I do not know u irl but I understand some of what u are going through I am also going to school soon and I’m scared I won’t be able to hide the sadness but just know u can get through it u are stronger than u know u will find happiness one day wish u the best
@@Spicynuggies-x I understand this girl’s sadness and yours. I hope you enjoy your life, because adolescence is a very difficult period. Do something, for example, go to the sea or to the forest, or explore new places.
I've been planning to try and get away from my mother, i feel miserable in this damn house, everything i do is done wrong, im emotionally abused, its always "Im tired, you dont help, fuck your feelings" then it's"Why are you so rude? Your an asshole, where is this coming from. You don't have stress, you don't know what anxiety is, just take it, your not depressed your just confused" im always guilt tripped, i don't know how to even express myself yet I'm expected to be a curtant way around people. I can feel myself breaking and i don't know how much longer i can take this.
I hope you can get the emotional attention you need man, you don't deserve such a life with your mother.... I hope you can get what you need, and are seeking for. I wish you good luck. And bro, just don't end your life if thats what you want. judging from your mother's AWFUL tendencies towards you... She would probably be more happy... Im pretty sure you dont want that. If you act like you don't hate her, and believe yourself to not hate her, You do. Even if its just a little, you do hate her. So please, dont end it right there. You deserve happiness, not this. If you didn't find this helpful, im sorry. But carry it with a smile, it may not solve everything, but it'll help something, or someone.
Oh! Hey kiddo, you found me. Rough day? I’m sorry kid. I can’t imagine how that feels for that one of a kind soul you got there. I know it feels like every day’s the same problem and you can’t help but feel terrible for letting everyone down… but keep that head for me kid. Tomorrow’s gonna get better and promise you, I’ll be there in your heart with you to keep you going to another good day! Push on kiddo, you got a stranger rooting for you!
fr I can barely cry anymore and if I do, I don't make a sound and all I can do is let the water flow out I don't feel much anymore just anger and regret.
vent!! :D Ever since school ended and summer started I've had nothing to do. I've just been sitting on my ass all day doing NOTHING, I only get up when my parents want to do something or if I'm hungry (I'm not super hungry really) and I haven't been doing basic hygene like washing my face or showering for the past 3 days and my hairs a mess and I look so ugly and dry shampoo can only do so much before I started playing and pulling at my hair (I never pull it out I just comb my fingers through it and it just falls out??? It's probably normal idk). I just don't know what to do. I'm so lost, I have no schedule, no routine, I stay up till 4 and wake up at 3, I don't clean my room. I wake up every morning (afternoon) and tell myself to do something, like take care of yourself, but to take care of myself that means I'd have to have a clean space but I'm just so fucking tired and I can't do anything but if I don't do anything then ill get fat and I already gained like 10 pounds, but I just keep eating unhealthy snacks. I just don't know what to do. I play games all day, I only socialize with my friends at night because thats when I'm awake. I just need something to DO. I can't motivate myself. I need help. But I don't want to complain about it to my friends, and my family just lets me be (I love my family they did nothing wrong) but I just need motivation. I need something. I don't know what. I want to cry. I want to laugh. I want to shout. I can't cry. I physically can't. Tears get in my eyes but nothing comes out. Just let me cry. I want to cry. Why can't I cry? I'm only happy when I talk to my friends or my family, when I'm by myself I'm so lost. I don't know what to do. sorry this vent makes no sense hahahahaha
That's how I felt when I was really depressed. I know for me personally I didn't like random people on the internet trying to comfort me, but I really do hope you get better. (also, hair falling out probably isn't normal! You should get that checked out 😨‼)
@@bitesnails tysm for your concern lol, but I think it’s just bc I didn’t wash or really brush my hair, plus I have super fine hair so that probably adds to the breakage. But ty :D
Thank you for this, when I stumbled across it i couldn't help but smile. I wish you the best of luck, and for you good health. Sincerely, the random stranger on the internet
ik you probably will not see this ever, you would never listen to this kind of music, you wouldnt find me nameless... but i just wanted to say that i think i still love you. and i am so sorry for not being ready for a relationship, i wish i never told you that, i wish we never broke up. but the space between us is physically hurting me. i need you to function. i crave your touch. i love you and i dont know how to tell you that. you are my ex, who is not hates me only thinks of me as his ex, or maybe if im lucky, his friend. but ik you wont ever like me back anymore, and it is all my fault. you were the first and last one to love me. and now idk what i will do without you. i love you so much. just give me another chance.
timestamps bc i can
0:00 - You suck x Not allowed (remix)
3:07 - Jealous by Eyedress
5:07 - Dark red by Steve Lacy
7:51 - Blue hair by TV Girl
11:25 - Waste by Kxllswxtch
12:51 - Young by Vacations
16:00 - Shootout by Izzamuzzic
19:14 - Comfort chain by Instupendo
21:54 - Brian is the most beautiful by Memo boy
24:50 - Christmas kids by Roar
Tyy
yo thanks
Bro I had to scroll so far down to see this why is it not pinned!!
@@Catalog_13-4𝐒𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐦𝐩𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐯𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐨 𝐬𝐨 𝐢 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧’𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬.
𝐈’𝐥𝐥 𝐩𝐢𝐧 𝐢𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐦𝐩𝐬 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞.
Thank you i can cry in peace knowing these timestamps
"i wanna die" isn't a random thought, it's what is always on my mind.
thats what my counselor said to me when i told her my thoughts that i wanna die she just said its just a thought that comes and go your fine i was okay- and i left feeling more shit
Now I can realize I’m not the only one 😅
the first song when i finally listen to the lyrics😭😨
Exactly…bro that isn’t a vent song that’s a s*x tape 😭😭
Damn
Fr like wth 😭😨
@@Sammi-zn3gb”yeah i hope we’re still friends,yeah i hope you dont mind?” “Oh by yourself sitting alone..” not a vent song?
☠️
It's not your fault
Your not a problem
You are perfect
You aren't fat
You aren't skinny
You aren't the problem
You aren't a bad person
You are wonderful
You aren't a crybaby
Your don't deserve them
You love yourself
You are clean
You are kind
Your are the person that everyone wants
Your skin isn't a paper... don't cut it
Your face isn't a mask... don't hide it
Your heart isn't a door... don't lock it
Your size isn't a book... don't judge it
Your life isn't a movie... don't end it
Your neck isn't a rope... don't hang it
Your body isn't for sale... don't sell it
Your brain isn't a stone... don't crush it
Your life is an inspiration...be proud of it
Love yourself.. you are perfect no matter what you do.
The past of you suffering will end
Your suffering will end
Don't c^t your body your hair
Don't kill your self yet.
If you have a pet it will make your problem go away
They get mad at you for being soo perfect
They blame you because you are so pretty/handsome/stunning
You are brighting the world.. you are a true star
Keep going.. it will past.
We love you don't stop being kind to everyone
The kindness will speard and the kidness will also pay you back.
They love you they just don't wanna show the loveness for you
You are so perfect that everyone gets mad and jealous
Give everyone a second chance not too many tho
your eyes is perfect
your nose is perfect
your height is perfect
your skin is perfect
your mouth is perfect
your hair is perfect
your face is perfect
your body is perfect
your hands is perfect
your fingers is perfect
your teeth is perfect
your waist is perfect
Your torso is perfect
your legs are perfect
your thighs are perfect
your tounge and everything is perfect
YOU are perfect love your body and everything
You are so greatful for what you have.
Ignore the bad people you dont want them to get attached to you
And leave your fake friends
You deserve better.
Don't give up
Cheer up aswell Pretty/handsome/stunning person.
We are proud to see you alive.
We are so proud
We love your smile
We love your laugh
We love your personality
So don't give up
We love you.
We love you so much
Don't end it too fast.
Don't commit
Don't get controled
Don't make them control you like a puppet
Do your own way
Do everthing you like
Ignore the rude people
Ignore the hate
Ignore getting yelled
There's people by your side and always be.
We love you no matter what you do to yourself.
They don't know what your been through
They ain't been in your shoes
Don't belive them they are liars
Love youself.
We are proud of you existing here
We love you so much..
NEVER GIVE UP
You're precious
You made it this far.
And it's so amazing that you are still here
Thanks, I will try to stop cutting myself
@@emmaholthenrichs i love you so much too, your perfect luv dont forget that ok?
@@HaileyLTVXX im so proud of you for that hun your doinng so good! keep trying luv!
I'm sorry I failed... :( But thank you for saying these things, it really makes me feel better... :)
@@AlnyxIzzNotOkay hey, there no failing, your ok, your safre, its alright and you know what? even if you made it 4 minutes or a week im still proud of you for that! ok? good job! give yourself a pat on the back you deserve it! im so proud of you, i love you have a good day ok?
anybody else wish they could go back in time where everything was innocent and we weren't dirty minded💀✨
I was depressed at the ripe age of 8 and now I'm trying to live how I would then if I was normal, and nobody understands.
@@weloverandomcrap4885 8 is a crazy age to be depressed… like I’m kind of a dumbass but how does that even happen coz I can’t remember shit that happened or I did when I was 8 yrs
@@angelNeedsU. I dont know why i remember when i was 8 and not last year
At 6th grade, I began to have a massive hit in my mental health, but then, in 7th grade, my best friend realized I had not only depression but anxiety disorder as well. Now, at 13, I finally feel alive but also dead inside. Like I'm conflicted between two sides, but I don't know which side I'm on. FUCK I DONT EVEN KNOW IF IM JUST STRAIGHT,GAY, PAN, OR WHATEVER. IM JUST CONFUSED AVOUT EVERYTHING. EVEN HOW I SHOULD ACT. I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO VENT OR LIVE RIGHT. WHAT THE FUCK. AND NOW SCHOOL!???? LIFE IS JUST SHIT
Yes, I want to go to the happy me
0:00 - You suck x Not allowed (remix)
3:07 - Jealous by Eyedress
5:07 - Dark red by Steve Lacy
7:51 - Blue hair by TV Girl
11:25 - Waste by Kxllswxtch
12:51 - Young by Vacations
16:00 - Shootout by Izzamuzzic
19:14 - Comfort chain by Instupendo
21:54 - Brian is the most beautiful by Memo boy
24:50 - Christmas kids by Roar
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love your insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love your failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on your sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel okay
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you move
i love the way you act
i love you when you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you when you're mean
i love you when you're alone
i love you when you can't feel
i love you when you feel too much
i love you when you can't take life anymore
i love you when you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you when you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you when you don't believe in yourself
i love you when you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you when you're in pain
i love you when you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love your wounds
i love your scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you when you lie
i love you when you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you when your crying
i love you when you feel tired
i love you when you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you when you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you when you have a headache
i love you when you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you need help
i love you when you're mature
i love you when you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you when life is meh
i love you when you're responsible
i love you when you're irresponsible
i love you when you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love you at your worst
i love the little things you do.
i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
i wish somebody would tell me that and i have a particular person in mind and personally i love the motivation YOU have
@@Mackenzie-h8g
This made me so happy Tysm ❤️😭
I know you're just a stranger on the internet, but I love you too.
i love too :
I’m proud of you for waking up.
I’m proud of you for brushing your hair.
I’m proud of you for blinking.
I’m proud of you for breathing.
I’m proud of you for making your bed.
I’m proud of you for eating.
I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat.
I’m proud of you for drinking water.
I’m proud of you for being here.
I’m proud of you for being you.
I’m proud of you for smiling.
I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you.
I’m proud of you for standing up.
I’m proud of you for blinking.
I’m proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed.
I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth.
I’m proud of you for standing up.
I’m proud of you for sitting down.
I’m proud of you for defending yourself.
I’m proud of you for believing in yourself.
I’m proud of you for simply trying.
I’m proud of you for being alive
IM LATE BUT HAVE A LOVELY DAY!! REMEMBER I LOVE YOU AND STAY STRONG NO MATTER WHAT
Comments like this make me cry
Nobody’s ever said they’ve been proud of me
@@GOREFLOOR_ONTH-cam I understand your pain.. But remember god is always proud of you! And to stay strong no matter what
thank you i actually really needed that rn
You made me cry (╥﹏╥)... Thank you tho!
I hate being alive but I don't want my family to be sad. Thank you for the playlist, songs help me feel things.
it'd be unforgiving to die before them.... their hearts broken, you may think all you want like me.. ways and ways.. but they love you enough don't leave them alone
Reasons why you should stay alive.
1. We would miss you.
2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you.
3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow.
4. There's so much you would miss out on doing.
5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there.
6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself.
7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise.
8. You are amazing.
9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better.
10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead.
11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive.
12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die.
13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about.
14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me.
15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born.
16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died?
17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect.
18. Think about your favourite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again...
19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day
20. Listening to incredibly loud music
21. Being alive is just really good.
22. Not being alive is really bad.
23. Finding your soulmate.
24. Red pandas
25. Going to diners at three in the morning.
26. Really soft pillows.
27. Eating pizza in New York City.
28. Proving people wrong with your success.
29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life.
30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can.
31. Being able to help other people.
32. Bonfires.
33. Sitting on rooftops.
34. Seeing every single country in the world.
35. Going on roadtrips.
36. You might win the lottery someday.
37. Listening to music on a record player.
38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower.
39. Taking really cool pictures.
40. Literally meeting thousands of new people.
41. Hearing crazy stories.
42. Telling crazy stories.
43. Eating ice cream on a hot day.
44. Talking bad about people that deserve it to your best friend and ranting all day
45. Travelling to another planet someday.
46. Having an underwater house.
47. Randomly running into your hero on the street.
48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel.
49. Trampolines.
50. Think about your favourite movie, you'll never watch it again.
51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke,
52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more.
53. People do care.
54. Treehouses
55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse
55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees
56. I don't even know you and I love you.
57. I don't even know you and I care about you.
58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness!
59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor.
60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS!
61. Starbucks.
62. Hugs.
63. Stargazing.
64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is.
65. You've changed somebody's life.
66. Now you could change the world.
67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you.
68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you.
69. You have the chance to save somebody's life.
70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things.
71. Making snow angels.
72. Making snowmen.
73. Snowball fights.
74. Life is what you make of it.
75. Everybody has a talent.
76. Laughing until you cry.
77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy.
78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist.
79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down
80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive.
81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero.
82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.
83. One day your smile will be real.
84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day.
85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds.
86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends.
87. Eating crazy food.
88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one.
89. Sleeping in all day.
90. Creating something you're proud of.
91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit
92. Being able to meet your Internet friends.
93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate
94. The new season of Sherlock
95. Cuddling under the stars.
96. Being stupid in public because you just can.
97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile?
98. being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years
99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this.
100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen.
101. To live.
literally the only reason I'm still here
@@tajemna99
@@Chuuya_Nakahara01 this inspired me to end it, these souless boxes of text with 0 meaning
What are you doing here so late?
Can't sleep?
Ah. Coming to cry in the middle of the night.
I get that.
It feels nice to do that, so I understand.
Take all the time you need.
You know, I just happened to find you stumble upon the video where I'm taking a break.
Wanna sit down for a while?
Tell me about what's bothering you?
Oh, don't worry about me. I don't find you annoying.
I wanna be here for you.
I'll try to help as best as I can.
I won't judge you. Everyone has their own story.
Ah, that sucks.
I can't begin to imagine how you must feel.
You're so tough for getting through all of that.
I'm so proud of you for not giving up.
Of course I understand.
One broken soul to another.
I just want to remind you.
No matter how hard it gets, please stay strong.
Take care of yourself.
You can't go into a battle already wounded.
You can't wave the white flag without trying your hardest.
This will all be over soon.
And hey.
If you ever need to take another break, I'm always here.
Helping people is my specialty.
They always find their way, one way or another.
You can come sit down with me any time.
I'll try to lend some advice, or just an ear to listen.
And if this is your last time visiting me, I'm proud of you.
My job is done.
Go take on life with all your energy, and remember that you have one soul always cheering you on.
You'll always have my support.
I can't wait to see the great things you'll achieve.
Before you go...
I love you.
I needed this so much. God Bless you dear.
У меня вопрос, почему под конец я начала плакать. Я живу лучше, чем некоторые, всё нормально, но почему-то бывают такие периоды, почему я плачу, если не должна?
thank you.
Stay well
I’m crying omg thank you so much you saved my skin
it was a rainy day, cold and wet.
you look out your window, tears forming in your eyes.
your life has sucked recently, but at least you have music.
music, the worlds only universal language.
something to be there when noone else is,
something to bring you up, or facilitate sad feelings.
something that always has been, and always will be.
as you watch the rain hit the frosted window, your thoughts darken.
you spot two raindrops going down in a line,
you are reminded of being a kid, watching the raindrops 'race'.
you watch the droplets of water as they dance and race across the windows frosted glass.
you can feel the coldness of outside through the window,
but you feel a sense of calm belongingness,
because you have music.
𝐀 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐦𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐝 𝐰𝐚𝐲. 𝐖𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐞♡︎
𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐞, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐥𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐩𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞.
There's nothing wrong with your eyes.
There's nothing wrong with your nose
There's nothing wrong with your height
There's nothing wrong with your skin
There's nothing wrong with your mouth
There's nothing wrong with your hair
There's nothing wrong with your face
There's nothing wrong with your body
There's nothing wrong with your hands
There's nothing wrong with your fingers
There's nothing wrong with your teeth
There's nothing wrong with YOU
you are perfect.
I am so proud of you:)
You made it this far.
You are amazing:)
Don't give up.
NEVER GIVE UP
you're pretty
You're precious
Don't need to be insecure abt your face.
You are so beautiful
𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐩𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞. 𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐭𝐲 ♡︎
depressed teenage girl content. this is always on my feed. its always touching.
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I am actually more than 6 months clean, yay:]
Yay!!! I know I don’t know you, but I am so incredibly proud of you!! Stay strong!! ❤
good job keep going my friend
AYYY good job!!! I'm so proud of you!!! Keep going, lovely human ❤
I'm so proud of you. You may not hear it from a random stranger often, but I'm proud of you.
OMFG I AM SO PROUD OF YOU KEEP GOING YOU GOT IT ML
I'm sick of studying.
I'm sick of being at school.
I'm sick of having have to hang out with "friends" at school.
I'm sick of this weight in my heart.
I'm sick of having have to stay up late to finish my homework.
I'm sick of this feeling.
I hate my life, I hate myself.
I hate how I treat my actual friend.
I hate how I give up on people easily.
I hate how I wish to be in another world.
I hate feeling lonely.
I hate how I push people I care about away.
I hate faking a smile.
I hate how I have to act like I'm okay.
I hate how those traumas come back.
I hate my parents.
I wish I could remove this feeling.
I wish I could feel alive and happy again.
I wish I could be in a world without lies, hate, sadness, loneliness, family issues.
I wish there was a world full of nothing.
I wish I could escape.
I really do.
(I'm sorry, I think I held onto these feelings for too long I just had to vent once a while ig)
𝐃𝐨𝐧’𝐭 𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐮𝐩, 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟. 𝐀𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮’𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧’𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐨 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐩𝐚𝐲 𝐨𝐟𝐟.
𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐛𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐲.
𝐃𝐨𝐧’𝐭 𝐝𝐨 𝐢𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬, 𝐝𝐨 𝐢𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 ♡︎
𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐲 𝐬𝐚𝐟𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞 ♡︎
Extremely relatable! Get better❤
100 reasons to stay alive:
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your Favorite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favorite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you are religious)
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone like you.
75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships.
76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person.
77. Joy and happiness in the little things.
78. The power to inspire others.
79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression.
80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life.
81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet.
82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family.
83. Learn new things and develop new skills.
84. Create a legacy that will outlive you.
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Cuddles
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it.
copy n paste
+4 reasons to stay alive
101. bewbis
102. men
103. women
104. men bewbis
@@JJsschysophrenicbehaviour🐐
This was supposed to be my golden year but it's been one of the hardest since 2020. I still remember the friends I had who helped me the countless times and feel ashamed... it didn't matter when I stopped helping myself...
i said 'womp womp' at the start of the playlist even though i know damn well i relate
same
im surprised im even alive after all them attempts
Same
𝐈’𝐦 𝐠𝐥𝐚𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮’𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞♡︎
Im suprised my grandma stopped me
hm- I was taken to the hospital.. I made a promise with my friends..
If I die.. they die.. and vise versa..
I promised her I wouldn’t try anymore. I love that girl so much so I’m going clean for her.
if nobody has said this to you today, i will
i love you. im proud of you. you are enough. you're beautiful. you are worthy. keep pushing, you got this, trust me.💗
I've gotten to that part in life where I just kinda laugh, i was being attacked by a dog and no one helped bc I couldn't stop laughing to ask for help I couldn't even breathe
Bro..Are you ok?
Happens to me too-
For everyone who's going through a hard time i promise everything will get better, Ive went through bad times recently (lost my bestfriend from suicide) but i believed in myself and got back up, as a stranger on the internet and not knowing what any of you guys are going through. All i hope is that everything gets better for you soon, and know that you have a reason for being here.
honestly, my heart goes out to everyone in the comments of vent playlists. if i could take all of your hurt away, i wouldn't hesitate to. all that mistreatment, pain, suffering, it's so unfair. none of you deserve that pain. you're beautiful people who have been done wrong by life. i so badly want to promise that everything will be better, but then i remember, i've given up on hope too. but i still believe in you and i'm still proud of you for being here and i'll forever cheer you on, no matter what.
You are a selfless person I can tell. It's good to be a little selfish sometimes. But I love you for commenting that
@@gh0std.7 i love you for reading it
juts here because i felt it too, nobody is ever alone in life. you and everyone else deserves that one moment where they feel that life isnt against them but making them stronger. you have so much to offer in this world and i dont want you to waste it. you heard it from me everyone because i want to care for others since they didnt care for me. i love you all.
Y’all, I am happy to say that it has been two months since I attempted, and I’ve been better mentally than I’ve been in years. I am now using this as a sleep playlist (Idk the songs are calm and relaxing) instead of a playlist I c*t myself to. I promise you, it does get better, and sewerslide is not the answer to any problems. Don’t give up ❤️
I’m so happy that you got help and you can listen to this while sleeping instead cvtting, I understand what you went through and I hope you know you will always matter in this world
How are these comments all so recent?? great playlist, very needed.
Yk that feeling when you wake up,knowing that that day is gonna be just as bad or even worse than the other?
They didnt notice you were crying
They didn't notice you were sad
They didn’t notice you were tired
They didn’t notice you were alone
They didn’t notice how attentive you were
They didn’t notice how sweet you actually are...
They didn’t notice how you actually try to make others smile
They did notice you failing grades
They did notice your unattractive
They did notice the mean side of you
They did notice all your mistakes
They did notice all you flaws
They did notice that you weren’t good enough for them.
But you stayed strong
You kept going on
You never gave up on hope
You never let then take you down
And you know they wasn’t good enough for you
And that’s what make you stronger
not mine but u can spread it to make someones day :)
i cant make it longer
beep boop, boop beep baap
Always here to comfort you, here's a hug 🫂🫂
I tried to be useful I tried to fit in I tried to be fine I tried to be pretty I tried to be normal I tried to be happy I tried to get good grades I tried to make people proud I tried to be successful But I always fail…..I tried to be useful I tried to fit in I tried to be fine I tried to be pretty I tried to be normal I tried to be happy I tried to get good grades I tried to make people proud I tried to be successful But I always fail…..I tried to be useful I tried to fit in I tried to be fine I tried to be pretty I tried to be normal I tried to be happy I tried to get good grades I tried to make people proud I tried to be successful But I always fail…..
I have no motivation to type my rant anymore.
Hope you doing ok.
you know, this playlist is fire. I feel for every single person commenting about their struggles and really wish I could help.
A little word for the sad people. I know the words are just words, but if youre bullied those words have had an impact, so why not let mine try to be a positive one.
For those feeling unloved and rejected, I can imagine its hard ,even when keeping a low profile you stick out like a sore thumb; an outcast. I dont want to claim being the one with all answers, but spite can be quite the motivator, just as much as hope is. Hope is very hard to find though, and i know it is, i dont have hope left for this world either.
I do have joy, I feel joy whenever i think about all the stories i could read and write, either in book, podcast or movie form.
I still fear, the future and the struggles ill have to face to get there unscathed, or at least alive in body and mind.
Ive stopped caring, not so much as to lie down and die but enough to live in the now, to have fun whenever i can.
Because why spend my time on earth without doing what i want first?
Im going in slow and steady steps, im lucky with the envirenment i get to grow up in. and i look forward to the environment i get to shape for myself in the future.
I dont want you to force yourself to stay somewhere that only brings you suffering. If you feel like leaving im not stopping you. I want you to be free. physically free. free from pain. free from burdens. I just wish we could have made earth a place that couldve given you that right away.
I absolutely hate myself and my depression. Just when I thought I was getting better despite not getting therapy or opening up, I’m back to where I started. I can’t anymore, I feel really numb, like I’m just a walking corpse watching everything in third person. I think what triggers me the most is my mom trying to argue with me, like just stop it, I’m very much aware of my flaws and no I’m not sure if I can fix myself.
I’ll pray for you bro..
I remember listening to these playlists on repeat in 2020 and 2021
Winter 2021 was the worst
Luckily not for me....now its bad
Well even though I have been feeling numb and empty for quite a few years, I feel more numb than before recently-
I used drawing to contain this emptiness.
I tried to be useful I tried to fit in I tried to be fine I tried to be pretty I tried to be normal I tried to be happy I tried to get good grades I tried to make people proud I tried to be successful But I always fail…..I tried to be useful I tried to fit in I tried to be fine I tried to be pretty I tried to be normal I tried to be happy I tried to get good grades I tried to make people proud I tried to be successful But I always fail…..I tried to be useful I tried to fit in I tried to be fine I tried to be pretty I tried to be normal I tried to be happy I tried to get good grades I tried to make people proud I tried to be successful But I always fail…..
its always just emptiness. you could have everything, but all you feel is numbness, depressed, or angry, somethings missing, why does everyone else seem so content? did you do something wrong? Maybe your just not doing it wrong, no matter what you do, your just left there feeling dumbfounded, wanting to give up, it’s not even suicide, just.. hopelessness.
I don’t know if your religious but God is what your missing I know because I used to feel the same way along with all my friends and when I found God and became consistent I felt happy also most people fake being content or lie not trying to push religion
They didnt notice you were crying
They didn't notice you were sad
They didn’t notice you were tired
They didn’t notice you were alone
They didn’t notice how attentive you were
They didn’t notice how sweet you actually are...
They didn’t notice how you actually try to make others smile
They did notice you failing grades
They did notice your unattractive
They did notice the mean side of you
They did notice all your mistakes
They did notice all you flaws
They did notice that you weren’t good enough for them.
But you stayed strong
You kept going on
You never gave up on hope
You never let then take you down
And you know they wasn’t good enough for you
And that’s what make you stronger
The last they didn't notice hit me hard...
I told my bf I was proud of him to make him happy and smile and stuff. He responded with "huh why" I said "everything" he is being rly dry and I feel like he didn't care. I feel I did something wrong. It feels like he doesn't care anymore. I can't tell anyone bc I don't him to feel bad and I don't want to break up.
@@LunaThecattherian-te8ug Awhh dw youre amazing🫵❤️🩹
Ill always love you even if you're a stranger bc you are JUST. THAT. LOVABLE.
Who else is getting numb ? When they used to be sweet and now they have trust issues..
fuck bro, i used to be chill and not have trust issues
Cornball
@Timochii sameeee
Yeah
I am getting numb, like rn i want to be sad but for some reason I’m just sitting with no emotions which is really crazy but i mean what can i do? I finally lost myself. I used to be a rude and scary person in the past and I had a bad rep but I know my mistakes and I’m trying to fix them and I don’t wan to be the bad person but yet my friend just won’t let me let go of the past and atp I’m about to go back down that same path if I lose my emotions and I just can’t do this anymore
"Starting" to feel numb? Oh, I wish. It started a long time ago.
I dont know what this feeling is, i dont wanna live anymore but i dont wanna die. im afraid.
"Your skin isn't paper, don't cut it. Your neck isn't a coat, don't hang it. Your body isn't a book, don't judge it. Your life isn't a movie, don't end it. Your heart isn't a door, don't lock it. Remember to always love yourself no matter what you come against. Your always enough."
There's nothing wrong with your eyes.
There's nothing wrong with your nose
There's nothing wrong with your height
There's nothing wrong with your skin
There's nothing wrong with your mouth
There's nothing wrong with your hair
There's nothing wrong with your face
There's nothing wrong with your body
There's nothing wrong with your hands
There's nothing wrong with your fingers
There's nothing wrong with your teeth
There's nothing wrong with YOU
you are perfect.
I am so proud of you:)
You made it to this far.
You are amazing:)
Don't give up.
NEVER GIVE UP
you're pretty
You're precious
Don't need to be insecure abt your face.
You are so beautiful
Your heart isn't a door, don't open it
"Some people can vent their anger, take a breath, and let it go, but I wasn't one of them."
Paul Allen@@croxybob
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whoever is reading this and everyone else in the world, theres nothing wrong with your skin, theres nothing wrong with your hair, nothing wrong with your face, nothing wrong with your style, nothing wrong with your music taste, bothing wrong with your weight, nothing wrong with your legs, nothing wrong with your wrinkles, nothing wrong with your eyes, nothing wrong with your hobbies, nothing wrong with your interests, nothing wrong with your talents, theres absolutely not a single reason you arent perfect. everything is okay and if it doesnt seem like it is now, it will get better. thank you for existing and being company in general. thank you for being so unique. thank you for everything you have ever done. thank you for still breathing with me today. you are not weird, you are just yourself. and that is someone that needs to exist more often. we only live once. love yourself for who you are. have a great rest of your day and life. may everyone be blessed and have an enjoyed afterlife.
Thx so much. As a person that struggles with depression, seeing this comment almost made me cry. 😢😢
the best playlist ever>>>>> I'm really obsessed with it
𝐈’𝐦 𝐠𝐥𝐚𝐝 𝐢 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐲 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬♡︎
Humans can keep going so long as they see the light at the end of the tunnel. Depression is like a wall. Blocking out the light. Making you feel trapped and too deep in yourself to escape. Making you feel silenced.
Not my quote
i hope it isnt ur quote cuz it really is ASS
To whoever reads this,
i love you
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love your insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love your failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on your sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you move
i love the way you act
i love you when you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you when you're mean
i love you when you're alone
i love you when you can't feel
i love you when you feel too much
i love you when you can't take life anymore
i love you when you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you when you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you when you don't believe in yourself
i love you when you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you when you're in pain
i love you when you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love your wounds
i love your scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you when you lie
i love you when you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you when your crying
i love you when you feel tired
i love you when you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you when you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you when you have a headache
i love you when you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you need help
i love you when you're mature
i love you when you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you when life is meh
i love you when you're responsible
i love you when you're irresponsible
i love you when you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love you at your worst
i love the little things you do
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)
(this is for anyone who needs it like i do a lot of the time and i hope it helped)
im crying thanks💗
No one loves me she said she needs a brake and got with another boy when she told me to wait for her idk what to do anymore
sir how old are you if you cant even spell break?@@ZENT0_
at this point, i just laugh and smile... i am actually dead inside, no emotions, no feelings, no love, no hate. but i laugh... and i don't know why. its to the point where i am hurting the ones that have always been there for me, to support me, and has never given up on me... even after the horable thing i have done. i have tried, and tried, and tried. all my life to be the perfect little princess they want me to be. but i cant do it anymore... and yet i still try, for them... i gave up my entire life for them... and look at them... so happy, and genuenly ok... and as for me... ha... lol
im right here with you, everything we do is never enough for them they only see the mistakes and the things you dont do right even if you do a thousand things perfectly they will only see the imperfections and they you didnt do no madder how hard you try we try to feel emotions to not be a burden or annoying but just feel dead inside cuz they dont care
I like how the images kinda match the songs. Everything is slipping away from reality and it kinda sucks,but I really liked this playlist. Thank you:)
if you are reading this and feeling like absolute shit just know im proud of you, idgaf if your parents aren’t proud, your friends aren’t proud, i dont even care if your not proud of yourself, im honestly so proud of the people that have felt like shit, been through so much, had their heartbroken and so much more, those people aren’t congratulated but im gonna do it cause every single one of you are amazing
they don't see the little girl in pain.
they don't see the light that was once in her eyes is gone.
they don't see the nights she has mental breakdowns wishing the pain would go away.
they don't see the cuts on her wrist, as a reflection of the emotional scars left on her poor tired heart.
they don't see the pain she wears on her heart & mind everyday.
they don't see how miserable & numb she has become to feel.
they see me for my anger but, not my pain.
they see me as a teenager whom makes "stupid" decisions & never can do right.
they see me as someone who is just a fuck up who will destroy themselves.
they see me for my flaws.
they see me as a liar, a bad person.
they see me for everything that deep down I'm not.
they leave me to feel unloved, misunderstood, wishing that I could go to sleep & not wake up.
they leave me to feel numb, heartbroken, shattered, damaged.
they leave me to feel alone with no way out of this darkness.
they leave me to feel unwanted, unaccepted.
I wish this cycle of pain, misery & hurt would all come to an end but, it feels like that day will never come. Living feeling like this is hard I hope soon I will finally be at peace..
ai generated
Me reading the comments and being worried about the people i don't even know... (even i don't know you if your reading this i love you i mean it.. i hope your safe love)
just a reminder that: you matter and even if no one cares about you ,I will even if i'm a stranger on the internet ... I care so u can vent to me if u want :).
Thank you for saying that I really appreciate it because I have sever depression and it's really hard dealing with it
I WAS CRYING AND LOOKING FOR A PLAYLIST TO CONTINUE CRYING TO AND I GOT A F*CKING TH-cam SURVEY AD WHEN I CLICKED IT😭😭😭😭😭 (I’m crying harder now)
hope ur ok💓💗💗💞!!
These comments here make me so sad :(
Everything of what you're feeling is valid, no matter how many people have felt or haven't felt what you're going through
I don't know who you are, but I really hope - no matter what's happening - things get better, even if they only feel better for a little bit.
People care, I care, your family and friends care, and I really hope you care or will care too
I had a friend named Selena, her and I used to be best friends. Last year she got cancer, she and I sent letters because she couldnt have her cellphone with her. When i sent my letter and didnt get one back, i kept sending more and more. Until I went over to her parents house. The mother opened the door and told me that she had passed away for a while now. I didnt want to move on with my life for a long time, and i couldnt tell my family or anyone about it. A month later i finished my math exam and out of a sudden she came to mind after the exam, i tried to hold my tears so hard but i couldnt. I couldnt even tell them the full truth do i just said that a friend of mine developed cancer. I cant do this anymore. I dont want to, i dont knoe how to move on. I dont plan on continuing to live after the age of 30. If it werent for my familys sake I wouldnt be here right now.
I love her, she doesn’t feel the same. My eye became red that night.
" You can forgive but never forget"
- A wise person
Does anyone know the feeling of not wanting to be alive but the thought of your family members crying and feeling sad stops you but you want all the pain to end?
Yup im here
Yes, I just want to kill myself. I wish no one cared because it would be way easier but instead, I’m still here (some how?), just living,(I think) through all this crap and sh. It sucks.
Yea i want to but my mom would be devastated
@@Victoria-kl7fh yeah my friend is also struggling and I can't imagine the pain he would be in if I left him
when have i not?>=
I tell myself not to cry to these playlist forgetting I can't cry anymore I have no tears left or any feelings left to cry out I'm just a number cold empty she'll of who I was before (3rd grade) it really shows how messed up the school system is if it can empty someone like it has me (I'm going into 8th grade)
I feel the same way, and the funny thing is we're about the same age and school is just tearing me apart, limb by limb, piece by piece.
I truly desire to be loved and held but yet i push every person away that gets too close because im not pretty on the inside. My mind is a disgusting mess of emotions, and intrusive thoughts. Sometimes i wish someone would break my walls but i know they wouldn't like what they see. I dont believe anyone on this planet would truly love and accept my real self. im just stuck with no way out, in a maze with no exit. I know im not alone with how i feel but it feels like it, it feels like no matter how hard i try to swim i just keep sinking into the endless hell of my own mind
I honestly hope u get better i wish u the best
Honestly thank you i am shutting my emotions off i have been hurt to many times can barely trust anyone i have been s/a and i don’t know what else to say…have a good day.
-unkown
To the person who read this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is red, and I hope the next time you see the color red you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic.Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years.
I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words-lava zoid, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
this song " Blue hair by TV girl" just describes me now. because my important friend, although she’s no one to me anymore, has blue hair... It’s interesting how some things in our world work like a cliché. But I’m not sad about this anymore, it’s just a funny fact from my life.
peace to all.
Ate breakfast today! I quite proud tbh
Congratulations!! I’m so proud of you! 💞 (not in a weird way!)
even though i don't know you, keep it up!!
I’m proud of youuuuuu I did too! :) I finally ate
congrats im proud of you!!!
WWWW
Not depressed but i'm tired :') i feel like everything is my fault even if i know i'm not like the center of the world, i'm not gonna make a big impact. Imma gonna listen to vocaloid or i'll relapse again- omg i got a freaking add whyy😭
Good luck everyone, times are difficult but you can get through it, i believe in you❤
Please dont relapse. I know life is tough. And if you already relapsed, Im proud of How Long you started clean No matter if it was a few minutes, seconds, hours, days or months. And i wish you luck on staying clean eitherway
@@w0mp_w0mp_681 Your comment actually made me tear up a bit, i'm sorry that i didn't respond sooner. You're very kind to me thank you for all this 💖😭
I didn't do it again for now but i feel like i'm neglecting myself a bit but maybe it's just because it's vacation, but i should try to work on that. Especially staying up late :')
Take care of yourself you sweet stranger of the internet 💖🥰
i wake up at 4 am every single day to get ready for a boy that i like to ghost me. my grades are falling, my relationship with my dad is falling apart, i lost all my friends including my first boy friend that left me for another girl, my friend is happy bc the boy she likes talked to her bc i cried and told him that i want to kms, i gained a lot of weight, im ugly. the only thing i had before was my beauty now i have nothing exept my loving mom and sisters i m grateful for what i have
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Im so sorry thats happening to you, but your not ugly! God made no one ugly ok? And we have our own beautiful, i hope your relationship with your dad is going well and you have a better life.. and dont kys!! Its not worthit. We need you here, and i want and care about you. Please take care ok?
damn, i hope you guys in the comments get better. (i only listen to sad edit audios because i like them . my life is pretty peacful. i hope yall have a peacful life and live happy ever after :3)
Thank you very much! And I'm happy for you! That your life id peaceful and its important to see that, reflectence id very important to a healthy life. Keep it up!
you too!
To whoever reads this,
i love you
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love you even if you have insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love you even if you have failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on you even on sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you act
i love you even if you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you even if you you're mean
i love you even if you're alone
i love you even if you can't feel
i love you even if you feel too much
i love you even if you can't take life anymore
i love you even if you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you even if you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you even if you don't believe in yourself
i love you even if you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you even if you have problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you even if you're in pain
i love you even if you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love you even if you have wounds
i love you even if you have scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you even if you lie
i love you even if you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you even if you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you even if you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you even if you have headache
i love you even if you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you're mature
i love you even if you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you even if life isn't bright
i love you when you're responsible
i love you even if you're irresponsible
i love you even if you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love even if your worst
i love the little things you do
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)
(Not mine but please spread it around, everyone deserves even just a little bit of love.)
I love you for posting this in this comment section ❤ 😭
I dont know how to explain this feeling... like i need to cry, i want to cry, but i cant..? I feel numb and weak. Like nobody could ever love me. I feel emotionless, like a tac that gets left out in the group of pins, i hope im not a bother. Please help me cry, i feel like i cant anymore....
i can kinda relate, but i feel like i’ve simply prevented myself from crying for so long that its a natural instinct to not let myself show vulnerability anymore, and although its not healthy, i can’t help it, as said, its just a instinct at this point.
@coneriz I totally understand, don't worry I'm sure you may cry at some point and for me crying comforts me. I just like crying, I'm sure everything will be okay just take a breather and rest for a bit
Damn I didn’t think it that deep…
that's being cut short out of supply
im so sick and tired of pretending to make fake reactions or caring while people tell me things, while i felt numb due to my anxiety, i hate this i just wanted to be normal.
then dont nothing in life matters it all amounts to nothing so you dont have to fake anything for anyone if what i said doesnt fix it search up nihilism
it's the opposite for me I just want someone to tell me something
There are 8 BILLION people in this world, there is no way that you won't find help with any of them, because you should. Be strong, nomatter how weak you are.
@@Velixityyy half are either way too old or too young another half is your gender then remove another 80% depending where you live
Please God, let her be the one.
"now whats on your nasty old mind?"
him.
i was good for a long time.. well 4 months. i’m also 4.5 months clean. i’m getting rlly tired and im insecure. everything was going good until it just flipped. it’s summer!!! i’m supposed to be happy. idk wut to do..i js wanna be happy.
@xXfluffy_foxpawsXx i’m sorry. it’s okay you will get through this.
You ever have that time. When you were. WERE. a straight A student. And you get a lower grade, the feel of failure.
im sorry you feel such failure in life, I hope you find a way of setting the bar on a managable level for yourself. You deserve peace of mind
yet here i am, at 1:44 am listining to this in the background of me studying for a test i have tommorow. i know theirs no point but i want to at least tell myslef i tried even if i do fail
No, I was always failing
remember something that my teacher told me: Your grade does not define you as a person. Some of the best people can have the lowest grades. Many parents take grades WAAYY to seriously. Regardless of what you get, its all about learning, not mastering it immediately. I hope this helped a bit. Have a good day:)
My parents are leaving for 2 weeks, in that time i wont be able to see any of my friends or my dog. My sister is really upset but i just dont care. sometimes i feel like its a moody teen thing. but i rememeber that i always feel like this. i stop myself from feeling things when the emotion gets to strong because im supposed the be the strong older sister that is tough and is there for my younger sister. maybe things would be different if i had someone to talk to. counsellors and therapists dont work. i dont want to feel like im being analysed i just want to be able to be vulnerable in front of someone.
POV: you can’t do it anymore
I
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My tears don’t even come out even more.
@OBVX0USLXN0TSAM i don't have anyone who make me that happy
It’s not a pov anymore
you are safe, you are loved. keep being you and being strong. i believe in you!! love you guys
thank you
i try my best to put up a smile and laugh around people but i get judged for every, single,thing i do. The things i like, my expression, me being too loud . Everything i do is considered bad. I get pressured by my parents to do better and better in school i used to have around 90% and now that i'm getting around 80% i'm considered a disgrace, i'm not a robot i'm still human. Also with puberty i changed a bit i didn't really like touching or socializing i became more detached wich i still am because i simply don't enjoy it but my parents don't understand. They say i'm heartless for not wanting to spend time with family. I'm sick and tired of putting up a smile 24/7 and not getting respected by my family. Everything i do is considered wrong and disgraceful. And when i decide to open up i get laughed at they don't take it seriously. So when someone else is getting hurt i don't really know what to do and i find it weird and uncomfortable to watch someone crying or experience emotional pain . And when the people around take note of it i'm considered mean and apathetic. My looks also get judged a lot with my family. Wich made me just think i'm not good enough. A disgrace. A failure. Worthless. To the point where i feel literal nauseating sickness when i look at myself in the mirror. I honestly just feel much better when i'm not around family or at home, and when i'm home i search distraction or comfort on the internet i feel home with my friends and they actually listen to me. They surely do compliment me but i'm at that point where i think it's all blunt lies, i don't believe them anymore. I just think it's because they want to make me feel better. i'm mostly closed off and mostly keep to myself. I feel like i have to solve my own problems. So i don't drag anyone into my mess. I just need a break sometimes i'm still just a kid
I'm so numb.i have no emotion left and I can't express any happiness,anger or sadness without desperately pushing myself.my mum always laughs or jokes with me or even gets a little angry due to misunderstanding this.but I still love her and the rest of my family. ❤
Im sorry for you. But just know your not alone and i hope you get better and feel more in the future. ❤
im not even depressed i just like this genre of music
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Some reason, I'm loosing my anger, sadness, and hatred. I feel like an robot, I don't feel human. I want to feel those emotions back, I want to feel chaos again, not TV static. I'm loosing my fxcking mind
I know what you mean I so sick of feeling nothing I miss being mad or crying I miss feeling anything at all no one gets that tho in my family they just say I'm emo and I hate when people say that it's like dismissing my feelings I give up tho ig I'm sick of trying to convince people that I'm not ok
RILEY IT OKAY IM JOY 😁😁😁😁
u feel like a robot?
Sometimes you just are barley winning in life but not enough to live just enough to survive...and nobody can survive on survival forever..........
im in a relationship with a transmasc boy (ftm) and he always gets upset over little things and i always feel sorry- like genuinely- but he brings up his exes and the things they used to do and he tells me how badly they hurt him, and as his bf i feel sorry that they hurt him- but then he goes on about how he misses him- and i feel lile im not doing enough but i always get him gifts and try to make plans to hangout and i post about him. but he does the complete opposite and he js goes on and on and on about his exes and does nothing for me (idrc for gifts) but he never wants to make plans or anything and when i try to express my feelings to him he gets upset. when he was the one who cheated. i forgave him. and he always thinks i try to make things about me but when im literally about to end my life i fake being happy js for him and when he vents to me i listen and try to relate and i have empathy for him. but when i do he says im making it about me when i dont. and when i try to vent to him he always tells me all about the good things in his life which im proud of but also jealous of and i hate when i get that way but i js cant help it. but on another note his exes that were abusive towards him tries to contact him and try to get forgiveness from him, he always forgives them bc they were js depressed but they were literally racist and abusive to him. and they try to get back tg with him and all he does is tell them they arent ready for a relationship instead of telling them that he is already in one with me. and he always turns down calls with me bc he is always on a gc with his friends. but then goes to complain that im not there for him. i live him so much i would gove everything to him if it meant looking at him js for one second. i love him more than i love myself
im so so so sorry that happened I hope it gets better and also I hope you know he's a red flag massive red flag you deserve way better than that, you deserve so much more like getting treated well andd be in a healthy relationship. you deserve it all.
also sorry if its bad not very good at helping ppl w/ this but I wanted to help :)
I'm So Sorry He's Doing this to you. You Deserve someone who Appreciates the Little things And Notices You, Not Someone who Talks About They're exes and ignores. You are Doing and ARE Enough. I Can't Think of Much else to Say I'm Sorry but I Still Wanted to Tell you That You Deserve LOVE and Someone who Appreciates You and Thinks of The Little things In Your Relationship Because It Does Matter.
I Really Hope You Can Figure Things About between You and Him and That Things Turn Out Better in the end No Matter What Happens, I Hope You have an Amazing Day and Know That There are People who Care For Youu
dump his ass hes hurting you in this relationship, you arent able to express yourself, you are not in love with him. you are obsessed and you need to get out of this relationship. it is unhealthy for you and he's just going to keep mentally draining you. at one point youre going to have a breaking point, you can't be doing this. leave him, i promise you will not regret it in the long run and youll be healthier. im so sorry you had to come to a literal youtube comment section to talk about this sweetheart.
Leave. Your relationship is toxic. Easier said than done. I'm sorry u r going threw this.
THIS FIRST SONG IS THE MOST OUT OF POCKET- I CANTT 💀
FR I WAS LIKE WHAT IS THIS 😭
dont be dissin on not allowed :(
It's a vent?
@@eff9ine I wasnt I swearrr I like the chorus, that first part is just WILD
It sort of fits, maybye about a virgin or sum?
i think a lot. like a lot lot. at night, all i do is think. my mind never stops and its a burden. its my anxiety, my overthinking, my boredom, everything mixed. most nights im able to drift off, but now, i just cant. music calms my thoughts, puts them in line or at least makes them quieter. spotify hasnt been working recently, and its almost like ive had a limb removed. i think too much. i cant escape my own mind, my thoughts, my emotions. i just want a break from thinking.
I feel you so much, I Just want you to know that you are Not alone. Even If it feels Like this Sometimes, I Hope you get better❤
if a vegan likes animals so much, why do vegans eat they're food
Every time i started liking a guy i will always block them and ignore them because i dont want to get hurt like the last time. One sided love hurts so much 😋
im feelin u, got rejected so often that i dont even want to try it anymore
@EmanuelDruzic 😌💔
I dont want to be too offensive, but are you like.. 13?
i thought they wouldn't hurt. i thought the scissors were dull enough to not show. my mom yelled at me for them and now i feel like a total burden. she doesn't get it.
Are you ok ? Do you need anyone to talk to ? I can listen to anything you need to say . Stay strong ❤
your not a burden you are perfect you are amazing if she doesn't understand that thats her problem
Why cant I be happy around my family? Why do friends know me better than them? Why am I so awkward talking to people? Why am I a let down? I ask those thing to myself so much despite knowing my family loves me and yet I can't show that gratitude, I mean, they did everything they could, and yet the friends I made, the people that I joke around with and be a dick towards at times (lovingly mind you) feel more like family, maybe its because we understand each other better? Or maybe its because I can't speak to my family, I always feel choked up doing so, and it didn't help with my biological mother locking me behind the house, I couldn't meet up with friends, couldn't have sleepovers, couldn't even have them round for like a hour or two, it got to a point where I don't want to leave my house anymore, I couch surfing during my GCSEs so that definitely had an effect on me, I'm even in college now with a mother that let's me do the stuff I couldn't before, and yet I don't do them, Why did it have to happen to me of all people?
Not me just reading y’all’s comments for like hour and a half with this playlist on loop
SAME
all the lies.
the empty promises.
the acid tears.
the amount of trust i gave to you when i don't give anyone else trust .
i swear i tried i swear.
Hope you feel better :( god bless you! I love you keep believing :)
𝐢 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐲 𝐬𝐚𝐟𝐞, 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐨 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐞𝐥𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟.
I swear
@@alyney9679 ?
I don’t like myself. I hate myself, even. I don’t like many other people. I cry myself sleep, my parents don’t like me, my friends have blocked me and/or I’ve blocked them, I only have 1 left, who I barely talk to, I don’t.. talk to my mother, my father isn’t here anymore, and everyone else. Is gone. Was never here. I just want a break, I just want to remember what happiness is. I’ve gotten better at hiding my depression, but my anxiety, not so much, and when I get back to school in 5 days, everything I’ve been hiding, won’t be hidden anymore, and I may not be here anymore
I am so truly sorry that you are going through that. I just want you to know, that no matter what you are going through, there is always going to be atleast ONE person that cares and loves you for who you are. I understand that you are going through it, but I please never say you hate yourself. I may not have the same situation, but I also think about leaving. The only reason I stay is because, even though not many may like me, I will find that person who will. Just know that the people who make fun of you are only talking about you because when they talk about themselves, no one listens. People can laugh at me for all I care, and I will still continue to thrive and learn. I know i'm just a complete stranger, but if you need help, there are always people who can help you. I love you, and just please don't leave❤🙏🏽
You have not experienced being a citizen living in a country that does not respect women. Try to enjoy your life and I will give you advice. If you want to travel, do not come to Iraq because Iraq is a country of destroying talent. Also, I hope that your life improves and you become a happy person ❤
got you
I do not know u irl but I understand some of what u are going through I am also going to school soon and I’m scared I won’t be able to hide the sadness but just know u can get through it u are stronger than u know u will find happiness one day wish u the best
@@Spicynuggies-x I understand this girl’s sadness and yours. I hope you enjoy your life, because adolescence is a very difficult period. Do something, for example, go to the sea or to the forest, or explore new places.
I've been planning to try and get away from my mother, i feel miserable in this damn house, everything i do is done wrong, im emotionally abused, its always "Im tired, you dont help, fuck your feelings" then it's"Why are you so rude? Your an asshole, where is this coming from. You don't have stress, you don't know what anxiety is, just take it, your not depressed your just confused" im always guilt tripped, i don't know how to even express myself yet I'm expected to be a curtant way around people. I can feel myself breaking and i don't know how much longer i can take this.
I hope you can get the emotional attention you need man, you don't deserve such a life with your mother.... I hope you can get what you need, and are seeking for. I wish you good luck. And bro, just don't end your life if thats what you want. judging from your mother's AWFUL tendencies towards you... She would probably be more happy... Im pretty sure you dont want that. If you act like you don't hate her, and believe yourself to not hate her, You do. Even if its just a little, you do hate her. So please, dont end it right there. You deserve happiness, not this.
If you didn't find this helpful, im sorry. But carry it with a smile, it may not solve everything, but it'll help something, or someone.
@@Velixityyy Thank you, i really needed this.
Oh! Hey kiddo, you found me.
Rough day? I’m sorry kid. I can’t imagine how that feels for that one of a kind soul you got there. I know it feels like every day’s the same problem and you can’t help but feel terrible for letting everyone down… but keep that head for me kid. Tomorrow’s gonna get better and promise you, I’ll be there in your heart with you to keep you going to another good day! Push on kiddo, you got a stranger rooting for you!
thank you man really appreciate it!!!!
thank you that actually made me cry.
we need more people like you in this world.
okay but the first took me by surprise, I didn't know THATS what she said..( Good playlist tho
its a remix of two songs
Why have i actually felt this feeling for the last two weeks
ваша музыка отлично перекрывает крики моей матери, спасибо
не перекрыла, она отобрала наушники. но за плейлист всё равно 👍
@@jennifer-mw2ns однажды Эрнест Хемингуэй поспорил что сможет написать самый короткий рассказ, способный растрогать любого
I hate feeling numb, people use feeling numb as a coping skill to get out emotions, but feeling it for years hurts
fr I can barely cry anymore and if I do, I don't make a sound and all I can do is let the water flow out I don't feel much anymore just anger and regret.
vent!! :D
Ever since school ended and summer started I've had nothing to do. I've just been sitting on my ass all day doing NOTHING, I only get up when my parents want to do something or if I'm hungry (I'm not super hungry really) and I haven't been doing basic hygene like washing my face or showering for the past 3 days and my hairs a mess and I look so ugly and dry shampoo can only do so much before I started playing and pulling at my hair (I never pull it out I just comb my fingers through it and it just falls out??? It's probably normal idk). I just don't know what to do. I'm so lost, I have no schedule, no routine, I stay up till 4 and wake up at 3, I don't clean my room. I wake up every morning (afternoon) and tell myself to do something, like take care of yourself, but to take care of myself that means I'd have to have a clean space but I'm just so fucking tired and I can't do anything but if I don't do anything then ill get fat and I already gained like 10 pounds, but I just keep eating unhealthy snacks. I just don't know what to do. I play games all day, I only socialize with my friends at night because thats when I'm awake. I just need something to DO. I can't motivate myself. I need help. But I don't want to complain about it to my friends, and my family just lets me be (I love my family they did nothing wrong) but I just need motivation. I need something. I don't know what. I want to cry. I want to laugh. I want to shout. I can't cry. I physically can't. Tears get in my eyes but nothing comes out. Just let me cry. I want to cry. Why can't I cry? I'm only happy when I talk to my friends or my family, when I'm by myself I'm so lost. I don't know what to do.
sorry this vent makes no sense hahahahaha
It does make sense, hope ur doing better now.
That's how I felt when I was really depressed. I know for me personally I didn't like random people on the internet trying to comfort me, but I really do hope you get better. (also, hair falling out probably isn't normal! You should get that checked out 😨‼)
@@bitesnails tysm for your concern lol, but I think it’s just bc I didn’t wash or really brush my hair, plus I have super fine hair so that probably adds to the breakage. But ty :D
@@malaklazrak9856 tyty I’m trying lol
RILEY IT OKAY IM JOY 😁😁😁😁
Whatever you're going through, you're strong stranger!
Don't let thoughts hurt you, you are awsome how you are.
Big kisses, and lots of love /p
Thank you for this, when I stumbled across it i couldn't help but smile. I wish you the best of luck, and for you good health. Sincerely, the random stranger on the internet
Im actually starting to feel numb
im starting to feel less and less emotions
ik you probably will not see this ever, you would never listen to this kind of music, you wouldnt find me nameless... but i just wanted to say that i think i still love you. and i am so sorry for not being ready for a relationship, i wish i never told you that, i wish we never broke up. but the space between us is physically hurting me. i need you to function. i crave your touch. i love you and i dont know how to tell you that. you are my ex, who is not hates me only thinks of me as his ex, or maybe if im lucky, his friend. but ik you wont ever like me back anymore, and it is all my fault. you were the first and last one to love me. and now idk what i will do without you. i love you so much. just give me another chance.