There was something deeply spiritual about this man's entire journey - right from walking around with his future soulmate's poem in his pocket for years, to realising that that soulmate was still with him after leaving his physical self. More power to you my friend ❤️
It’s for reasons like this that falling in love seems so much more scarier than death. The possibility of losing the person you want to spend forever with or leaving them alone should you go before them. Makes life seem much more precious under such circumstances.
Very true. But from what we've been told by all sorts of people who have loved and lost, the overwhelming consensus is that people feel lucky to have loved at all and had the precious time that they did with their partner.
This. So much this. I have finally found my forever person and nothing scares me more in this life then to lose him, in any kind of way. I know everyone says that whoever they love is ‘the love of their life’. I thought I had it before but I was so wrong. What I have with him is so completely different. I know our souls are connected. And it terrifies me, every single day that it, he, will disappear. But this fear means I completely lose myself in every moment I do have with him. I soak every second of it in. I hug him that little bit tighter. I kiss him a little bit stronger. I lay awake next to him just listening to him breath. I lay my head on his chest where I can hear his heart beating. Love really is the strongest force around. I’ve made a silly pact with him that when we are really old, we either die together or I have to go first as I know I couldn’t survive without him. He’s stronger then I am. I know this is silly and something completely out of our control, but maybe, just maybe, because this ‘pact’ is out there it may just work. My biggest fear really is to have to live in a world where he is not. Sorry for my rambling.
I felt every single word that you said...I went through the same thing with my mum 2 months ago. The moment she passed away in that hosiptal room I stopped being afraid of death. We are so much more than our bodies... and love is so much greater than death. Thank you for your story.
Lost my partner < two weeks ago to cancer. The end in this video sounded the same as my partner’s passing. It really did feel as though the air in the room changed, as if the thing that made him ‘him’ was no longer there. I totally agreed with everything he says about that here.
SoulPancake Aww, thank you for asking, that is so sweet 😘 I am coming to terms with it but each day is hard at the moment. We have a child so I am getting up and putting a smile on for him ❤️
All I can real say is I hope you're well or better. No one really understands the pain and the process after like you and all the others who have lost a loved one.
this really touched me.. i recently lost my fiance. he was killed trying to save his family in North korea. This i can really relate to honestly.. as much as loosing a loved one or a friend may hurt. you just need to remember that there always with you regardless if there alive or gone
The poem. The love. The serendipity. I'm deeply touched by the video, his voice, and the memories of his husband. A piece of his heart & soul are with him - since before meeting in person - through that poem. I send my heart & wishes your way. Both of your ways :')
When he described leaning closer .... I had to stop ... I will try again later ... I can imagine what was coming. I went through the same .... and it was the hardest thing I ever did .. by far. This is a powerful and well done video. I guess there is some solace too knowing that others have gone through the same pain .... and I guess it is okay to think that and not be selfish to do so. Death is one thing that is a constant since we first walked the earth ... and dealing with loss is all a part of it. Thanks to all involved for sharing this beautiful story. I helped me a lot.
I just finished 10 years of working hospice care as a support person. I hope I can always remember what this gentleman and his partner embodied. It's relationship it's loving and being loved that transcends every possible thing we can imagine. While in this case it was his spouse I've also have seen friends neighbors grandchildren relatives with that special interaction that makes life more then a collection of atoms and molecules interacting. Absolutely wonderful how absolutely miraculous to have ever known such a relationship. And I'm certain that love they had echoes and will continue to Echo in his life. Love is a gift that keeps giving.
i lost my boyfriend of almost 4 years because of suicide. i still can't believe it but i know for a fact that i will see him again and we can be together forever someday. i still miss him like crazy. even though it was 2016 when it happened. thank you for sharing your story. much love from germany. x
When he talked about "do not resuscitate", it reminded my grandma's situation back in late 2017 because it was a decision that my dad had to make when that moment came. This is a touching piece.
Ok, crying but this was so beautiful. He's a very strong person and I'm glad they shared special times together, even though it wasn't very long. Heartwarming and heartbreaking at the same time.
As an end of life doula I found this so deeply moving and profoundly true. I recognize the beauty of your soul and I see you and love you! Will see you both one day. Can’t wait for our souls to meet.💜my heart to yours. Paula Marie
I lost my grandpa last August.. Never forget what I last told him.. " I love you and if you forget that I will kick your ass. " He smiled at me . :) I would like to tell my job ...thank you for there support at that time of sadness.
Beautiful soul ❤️ Life sometimes is so strange.. You had to meet your soulmate. Even if it was just for 4 months, you had to fall in love with him and marry him and to assist him in that extremely painful moment. And he had to teach you that death is just a passage. I'm sure you have met him before and you will meet him again, cause your spirits are intertwined. But this is still so heartbreaking and touching. Thank you for sharing this.
Can't stop crying!!! I wouldn't wish this situation on anyone!!! But this experience at least gave you the few precious moments with the person that loves you and that is such a great feeling to be loved and to love them back.😘❤️
I lost my dad 3 weeks ago because of a car accident. 😢 He was rushed to a nearby hospital, when my step mom and I got there he was still concious. On the third day he had a cardiac arrest and he slipped into a coma. On the 6th day however his bp went unstable so I was just in the ICU the entire night holding his hand, things didnt get better from there. On his last hour, when the doctors were discussing dnr to me (dad and stepmom are not married, I'm the eldest child present) I hesitated at first. But then I watched my dad and felt that he was no longer in the body lying on the bed. The machines are all still indicating life but I just knew, I saw, my dad wasn't in that body anymore. That was when I told the doctors it was enough. He had fought so hard 😢
@@TheoWentHome Losing my dad was difficult for the family. It's like we're cheated off of the chance to take care of him when he's like really old. But we're trying to find more time together and make good memories cause we regret not doing that when dad was still alive. Talking to friends and family helped. Hearing stories about my dad's humor, generosity and kindness, that he has been an inspiration to people, it lessens the pain of losing him. Thank you for asking, it's really nice that you did.
This is the most beautiful story. I also believe love like that never dies. Not even physical death can separate two souls that love each other. Impossible. You always carry them with you. He carried you with him too.
Wow, I was NOT expecting the video to turn out like that. What a wave of emotions. I'm sitting here, a grown woman, with no mental issues, bawling my eyes out over a video. What this amazing man went through is absolutely heartbreaking. I hope he feels better today, he really deserves it. Good for him to find his soulmate, but man, what a cruel universe to take his soulmate away so soon. Dammit, you needed to put a warning in the video that emotions will occour
Yesterday marked one year since my grandmother´s passing of lung cancer. I was lucky enough to be with her when it happened and I had the same experience. The body is just a shell, you can feel when the spirit is exiting the body. And that moment isn´t scary at all. I don´t know anybody, that wittness somebody diying and doesn´t believe that there is more than this life...
This video threw me for a loop. I have been watching Dhar Mann videos and have seen Michael in the past few weeks. So, I decided to check out his bio and ran across this video. I have nothing but love and respect for Michael. What a LOVING AND MOVING VIDEO of him talking about his spouse. His story hits extremely close to home in this family. GOD BLESS MICHAEL VACCARO
I felt that when my dad passed in November of last year...he was breathing but I could feel my dad wasn’t there anymore. He wasn’t that body laying in that hospital bed. I thought I was crazy or making it up to make myself feel better. This video made me feel like I’m not❤️ thank you for sharing
I’ve been with my hubby for over 30 years. When we met, gay marriage wasn’t even a thing here in Toronto....although we drive each other crazy, we would both die without each other...I’m so sorry for you loss. And while I too believe our bodies are just a shell, I can image the pain you felt to loose him. After my near death experience when my colon ruptured when I was 21 (I have Crohn’s disease, my entire colon aka large intestine, burst, I was clinically dead for 2 minutes, and in that time saw my grandfather who died when I was 8, it was the most beautiful experience I’ve ever had, and I’m certain, with every fibre of my being, that death is merely a transition to the next stage of life), I learned that death is not an ending, nor goodbye, merely, a transition to a new beginning and, until we meet again. I’m now 50, my hubby 54, but we too ate soulmates. While I don’t want to loose him, or anyone I love, I also know I’ll see them again, which makes death a lot easier to cope with. I’m only sad because it’s hard being apart that long until my time comes, or vice versa. But honestly, to everyone reading this, I don’t expect many to believe me, and that’s ok, I’m not here to convince anyone, just to share my knowledge/experiences, with the hopes I can help easy some anguish and pain after loosing a very close loved one. Thanks for sharing your touching story, I know your hubby is with you always, and will be waiting for you when your times comes....I hope this knowledge brings some comfort...love from Toronto xo
This is so profound. This man & the wonderful love story he shared with all of us really touched me to my core. We should all be so blessed to find someone whose love is so true & complete... no matter how long we have that person for. I hope he was able to find peace after such a tremendous loss. **Also- to the 43 people who gave his video a thumbs down... Do you even have a heart in your chest??**
Today, I have had a particularly bad day. I was already crying earlier - and this REALLY made me cry! - but for the beauty of their relationship. He seems like a wonderful man and I imagine his husband was too. What a loss! But what beauty too. So glad they were married, so he could be with him in his final moments. 💔 💞 Having a really hard time stopping crying! 😢
Her hazel eyes, her pretty smile, the was she says my name, her voice, HER 😍... yet depression managed to take all that away from me and so I lost her to suicide 2 months ago. It feels like every part of me is broken..
This got very difficult to watch once you said he was sick. I lost my fiance to leukemia in 2010 after only four years together. We were both in our early 40s with not very stellar past relationships but knew within days that we were not going to be looking any longer. I've dated two wonderful men since he died but compared them to him, which I know is unfair to them, and me, but I don't know how to not do it. Thank you for sharing your story and love.
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Wow. That just ripped my heart out. Life is so amazing and so cruel at the same time. Thank God they got married. Back then (not too long ago) many didn’t know just how bad life could be if a gay couple wasn’t married and something happened. Thank you for sharing your story.
My condolences to you my dear. I also lost my partner/fiancé almost 15 years ago and it still hurts after all of these years. Also, my eldest sibling just lost her partner over 2 weeks ago to cancer and then she lost her ex-husband two weeks later. I know it's not going to be easy for her and it does take time to heal the pain of losing a loved one. You only have the memories that you will always treasure in your life. I wish you nothing but the very best in life and if I could give you a big hug I would. Take care of yourself sweetie. ❤
I dont personally believe in an afterlife, but brother, that was beautiful. Sending you nothing but love and wish you all the happiness in the world. ❤❤
Im 26 yr old. My partner and i are only a month or 2 away from adopting our child. I fear that anything were to happen to him. I cant ever bare the thought without tears flooding my eyes. Im glad this man has made peace and carries his loved one in his heart.
Dam bro u made me cry i love this type of stories..wish u the best bust his in a better place now and he is dont trust what they tell u he is in a better place
Time with our loved ones is all we have got..the precious memories will stay with us forever ..💛 Let's make the most of it. Felt really bad for him ..it's not that easy..but true love just makes you stronger.
So true. I believe if you found each other here, you’ll find each other there. Only this time you know who you’re looking for. And, you’ll know because he waited once for you, he’ll wait again.
“I don’t want to die, because I just found you” this is absolutely heartbreaking.
There was something deeply spiritual about this man's entire journey - right from walking around with his future soulmate's poem in his pocket for years, to realising that that soulmate was still with him after leaving his physical self. More power to you my friend ❤️
This is such a beautiful story. I’m bawling my eyes out! WOW!
It’s for reasons like this that falling in love seems so much more scarier than death. The possibility of losing the person you want to spend forever with or leaving them alone should you go before them. Makes life seem much more precious under such circumstances.
Very true. But from what we've been told by all sorts of people who have loved and lost, the overwhelming consensus is that people feel lucky to have loved at all and had the precious time that they did with their partner.
This. So much this. I have finally found my forever person and nothing scares me more in this life then to lose him, in any kind of way. I know everyone says that whoever they love is ‘the love of their life’. I thought I had it before but I was so wrong. What I have with him is so completely different. I know our souls are connected. And it terrifies me, every single day that it, he, will disappear. But this fear means I completely lose myself in every moment I do have with him. I soak every second of it in. I hug him that little bit tighter. I kiss him a little bit stronger. I lay awake next to him just listening to him breath. I lay my head on his chest where I can hear his heart beating. Love really is the strongest force around.
I’ve made a silly pact with him that when we are really old, we either die together or I have to go first as I know I couldn’t survive without him. He’s stronger then I am. I know this is silly and something completely out of our control, but maybe, just maybe, because this ‘pact’ is out there it may just work.
My biggest fear really is to have to live in a world where he is not.
Sorry for my rambling.
If people thought about the fact that one person will past first no one would ever get married or even seriously date.
I felt every single word that you said...I went through the same thing with my mum 2 months ago. The moment she passed away in that hosiptal room I stopped being afraid of death. We are so much more than our bodies... and love is so much greater than death. Thank you for your story.
Beautifully said ❤️
Thank you my dear sweet man. From the bottom of my heart, a stage 3 cancer survivor.....currently.
Lost my partner < two weeks ago to cancer. The end in this video sounded the same as my partner’s passing. It really did feel as though the air in the room changed, as if the thing that made him ‘him’ was no longer there. I totally agreed with everything he says about that here.
N Martin, we're so sorry you had to go through the loss of someone you love so much. How have you been holding up since?
SoulPancake Aww, thank you for asking, that is so sweet 😘 I am coming to terms with it but each day is hard at the moment. We have a child so I am getting up and putting a smile on for him ❤️
@@nmart1n ^found the person making this about them^
I’m so sorry for your loss, I wish the best for you love
All I can real say is I hope you're well or better. No one really understands the pain and the process after like you and all the others who have lost a loved one.
If you conquer the fear of death there's not much else that can stop you.
This is profoundly beautiful.
I had a hard time clicking on this one. I think of it as my ultimate fear, even much more than my own death I fear this.
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same
Me too.
True .... I think I will deal with my own death easier than that tear in my heart I lived through.
I'm crying, I'm so so sorry for your lost but inspired by your outlook
this really touched me.. i recently lost my fiance. he was killed trying to save his family in North korea. This i can really relate to honestly.. as much as loosing a loved one or a friend may hurt. you just need to remember that there always with you regardless if there alive or gone
Beautiful story. Thanks for sharing
Sorry to hear about your loss
This was absolutely beautiful but also very heartbreaking. My thoughts and prayers are with you ❤️❤️
I'm heartbroken after watching this 💔 😢😢
The poem. The love. The serendipity.
I'm deeply touched by the video, his voice, and the memories of his husband.
A piece of his heart & soul are with him - since before meeting in person - through that poem.
I send my heart & wishes your way. Both of your ways :')
When he described leaning closer .... I had to stop ... I will try again later ... I can imagine what was coming. I went through the same .... and it was the hardest thing I ever did .. by far. This is a powerful and well done video. I guess there is some solace too knowing that others have gone through the same pain .... and I guess it is okay to think that and not be selfish to do so. Death is one thing that is a constant since we first walked the earth ... and dealing with loss is all a part of it. Thanks to all involved for sharing this beautiful story. I helped me a lot.
I just want to wrap this man up in a HUGE hug...but it sounds like he’s already wrapped in love and light. ❤️ Thank you for your story
There is not much thay really touches me... But this story was just heartbreaking
*always appreciate the ones you have around you ❤*
Thank you for sharing this experience 🙏. What a blessing you have shared with everyone who listens. ❤
Hands down one of the best videos done this way. His story was very touching and he is well spoken.
I just finished 10 years of working hospice care as a support person. I hope I can always remember what this gentleman and his partner embodied. It's relationship it's loving and being loved that transcends every possible thing we can imagine. While in this case it was his spouse I've also have seen friends neighbors grandchildren relatives with that special interaction that makes life more then a collection of atoms and molecules interacting. Absolutely wonderful how absolutely miraculous to have ever known such a relationship. And I'm certain that love they had echoes and will continue to Echo in his life. Love is a gift that keeps giving.
i lost my boyfriend of almost 4 years because of suicide. i still can't believe it but i know for a fact that i will see him again and we can be together forever someday. i still miss him like crazy. even though it was 2016 when it happened.
thank you for sharing your story. much love from germany.
x
When he talked about "do not resuscitate", it reminded my grandma's situation back in late 2017 because it was a decision that my dad had to make when that moment came. This is a touching piece.
Ok, crying but this was so beautiful. He's a very strong person and I'm glad they shared special times together, even though it wasn't very long. Heartwarming and heartbreaking at the same time.
Beautiful. I needed to hear this.
As an end of life doula I found this so deeply moving and profoundly true. I recognize the beauty of your soul and I see you and love you! Will see you both one day. Can’t wait for our souls to meet.💜my heart to yours.
Paula Marie
I lost my grandpa last August.. Never forget what I last told him.. " I love you and if you forget that I will kick your ass. " He smiled at me . :) I would like to tell my job ...thank you for there support at that time of sadness.
I feel so bad for this man, to find love and lose it so soon.
shouldn't have watched this.... I'm losing my mom to lymphoma right now.... i can't stop crying.
I can tell your love for your mom by your honesty in this comment ♡♡♡
Michelle G, we're so sorry to hear that. We hope you're able to make the most of the moments you have with her. Sending you lots of love ❤️
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Beautiful soul ❤️ Life sometimes is so strange.. You had to meet your soulmate. Even if it was just for 4 months, you had to fall in love with him and marry him and to assist him in that extremely painful moment. And he had to teach you that death is just a passage.
I'm sure you have met him before and you will meet him again, cause your spirits are intertwined.
But this is still so heartbreaking and touching. Thank you for sharing this.
Heartbreaking
So very beautiful and tragic. I'm sorry for what you're currently going through.
Soul pancake is where it’s at.
Can't stop crying!!! I wouldn't wish this situation on anyone!!! But this experience at least gave you the few precious moments with the person that loves you and that is such a great feeling to be loved and to love them back.😘❤️
I lost my dad 3 weeks ago because of a car accident. 😢 He was rushed to a nearby hospital, when my step mom and I got there he was still concious. On the third day he had a cardiac arrest and he slipped into a coma. On the 6th day however his bp went unstable so I was just in the ICU the entire night holding his hand, things didnt get better from there. On his last hour, when the doctors were discussing dnr to me (dad and stepmom are not married, I'm the eldest child present) I hesitated at first. But then I watched my dad and felt that he was no longer in the body lying on the bed. The machines are all still indicating life but I just knew, I saw, my dad wasn't in that body anymore. That was when I told the doctors it was enough. He had fought so hard 😢
Joanne Laguidao I’m so sorry to hear about your loss. How is your family holding up?
@@TheoWentHome Losing my dad was difficult for the family. It's like we're cheated off of the chance to take care of him when he's like really old. But we're trying to find more time together and make good memories cause we regret not doing that when dad was still alive. Talking to friends and family helped. Hearing stories about my dad's humor, generosity and kindness, that he has been an inspiration to people, it lessens the pain of losing him. Thank you for asking, it's really nice that you did.
I love you SoulPancake
May he rest in peace
Wow. So many thoughts but all I can say is wow! So much love, so much acceptance, so much peace.
Thank you for sharing.
This is the most beautiful story. I also believe love like that never dies. Not even physical death can separate two souls that love each other. Impossible. You always carry them with you. He carried you with him too.
this man is so incredibly strong and powerful. My heart is breaking just trying to imagine what he went through
Can't stop crying, this is sooo sad but so hopeful at the same time
Wow, I was NOT expecting the video to turn out like that. What a wave of emotions. I'm sitting here, a grown woman, with no mental issues, bawling my eyes out over a video. What this amazing man went through is absolutely heartbreaking. I hope he feels better today, he really deserves it. Good for him to find his soulmate, but man, what a cruel universe to take his soulmate away so soon. Dammit, you needed to put a warning in the video that emotions will occour
I feel heartbroken,I am glad you have found peace❤
Thank you for the story, I could feel every word of your/his story. Very touching story.
Yesterday marked one year since my grandmother´s passing of lung cancer. I was lucky enough to be with her when it happened and I had the same experience. The body is just a shell, you can feel when the spirit is exiting the body. And that moment isn´t scary at all. I don´t know anybody, that wittness somebody diying and doesn´t believe that there is more than this life...
This video threw me for a loop. I have been watching Dhar Mann videos and have seen Michael in the past few weeks. So, I decided to check out his bio and ran across this video. I have nothing but love and respect for Michael. What a LOVING AND MOVING VIDEO of him talking about his spouse. His story hits extremely close to home in this family. GOD BLESS MICHAEL VACCARO
Crushed my soul thank you for sharing
This was beautiful I am sorry for your loss
Omg, I wasn't expecting that, too early in the morning for me to be bawling but that is beautiful.
As someone who also had her soulmate transition suddenly, I understand completely. Thank you for sharing 💜
I felt that when my dad passed in November of last year...he was breathing but I could feel my dad wasn’t there anymore. He wasn’t that body laying in that hospital bed. I thought I was crazy or making it up to make myself feel better. This video made me feel like I’m not❤️ thank you for sharing
Wow such a powerful story 🙏 finding true love & losing the fear of death. Thanks for speaking from your heart 🌹
Wow, what a wise man. He really did find his soulmate.... beautiful story.
I’ve been with my hubby for over 30 years. When we met, gay marriage wasn’t even a thing here in Toronto....although we drive each other crazy, we would both die without each other...I’m so sorry for you loss. And while I too believe our bodies are just a shell, I can image the pain you felt to loose him. After my near death experience when my colon ruptured when I was 21 (I have Crohn’s disease, my entire colon aka large intestine, burst, I was clinically dead for 2 minutes, and in that time saw my grandfather who died when I was 8, it was the most beautiful experience I’ve ever had, and I’m certain, with every fibre of my being, that death is merely a transition to the next stage of life), I learned that death is not an ending, nor goodbye, merely, a transition to a new beginning and, until we meet again. I’m now 50, my hubby 54, but we too ate soulmates. While I don’t want to loose him, or anyone I love, I also know I’ll see them again, which makes death a lot easier to cope with. I’m only sad because it’s hard being apart that long until my time comes, or vice versa. But honestly, to everyone reading this, I don’t expect many to believe me, and that’s ok, I’m not here to convince anyone, just to share my knowledge/experiences, with the hopes I can help easy some anguish and pain after loosing a very close loved one. Thanks for sharing your touching story, I know your hubby is with you always, and will be waiting for you when your times comes....I hope this knowledge brings some comfort...love from Toronto xo
This is so profound. This man & the wonderful love story he shared with all of us really touched me to my core. We should all be so blessed to find someone whose love is so true & complete... no matter how long we have that person for. I hope he was able to find peace after such a tremendous loss.
**Also- to the 43 people who gave his video a thumbs down... Do you even have a heart in your chest??**
This broke me into a million pieces, healed them all at the same time.
This is so sad but at the same time a great story
That was amazing. Thank you for sharing
Wow that was such a very beautiful story it literally bloomed my mind
I cant do this man... i cant be crying like this.. damn it!!!
Today, I have had a particularly bad day. I was already crying earlier - and this REALLY made me cry! - but for the beauty of their relationship. He seems like a wonderful man and I imagine his husband was too. What a loss! But what beauty too. So glad they were married, so he could be with him in his final moments. 💔 💞 Having a really hard time stopping crying! 😢
Thank you, SP. It’s been a long time since I’ve cried, but I’m glad for it was hope-filled.
This is probably the best video ive ever seen 😢❤
My heart goes out to you! Good things really don't last forever.
Thank you, for your beautiful story.
Thank you, Michael ❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏🙏
Although it was a short time here on earth I am happy for Michael and his husband that they found that special soulmate kind of love.
Thank you for this
Absolutely beautiful story from beginning to end.
This broke me
I did not expect to cry while watching this oh my god. But thank you for sharing, I took a lot away from this story.
Her hazel eyes, her pretty smile, the was she says my name, her voice, HER 😍... yet depression managed to take all that away from me and so I lost her to suicide 2 months ago. It feels like every part of me is broken..
The most beautiful lovestory I’ve ever heard. ❤️
This got very difficult to watch once you said he was sick. I lost my fiance to leukemia in 2010 after only four years together. We were both in our early 40s with not very stellar past relationships but knew within days that we were not going to be looking any longer. I've dated two wonderful men since he died but compared them to him, which I know is unfair to them, and me, but I don't know how to not do it.
Thank you for sharing your story and love.
I hope one day I will be able to have my own studio and create contents that will entertain and educate people like you guys..
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You always inspire me with your topics..
Love you so so much..
DeogratiusJR vlogs Hello and I just read your comment. I pray that you will soon have all of the equipment needed to start your successful and growing channel. Please don’t give up or get discouraged. I think that you should start a Go Fund Me or a personal fundraising project if you are like me without support to turn to. Until then, I would tell you to use what you already have. So many start out small and now are huge content creators. You got this now you make it happen for 2019. I’m subscribing to your channel now. Love and Blessings Friend
@@norawilliams2606 Aaaaaaaaw thanks so much for your support.
I started already and am doing public interview but it so challenging but God is always good
DeogratiusJR vlogs You are very good. I just saw another video of yours on “Would You Support Your Gay Son.” I love the way that you engaged the public without allowing your emotions to interfere. I think another great aspect was when you calmly asked the person why. You didn’t leave the audience wondering. This is so important especially with such a sensitive subject. Please keep up your awesome work.
@@norawilliams2606 Aaaaaaaaw...thanks so much...
This means a lot to me..
It's so hard doing a public interview especially when it comes to approaching people but God is always good and am trying my best to entertain and educate people as well..💕💖🎬
DeogratiusJR vlogs I’m in the broadcasting business too. I have covered major events as well as sporting events. I have also covered KKK rallies here. I see both good and evil in this business. The best thing to do is give it your best no matter what. Have fun and enjoy the people you come in contact with. If they are rude or evil, please get away from them. Your safety is so important. You have a true passion for what you’re doing. Let your brilliant light shine. Remember there’s no such thing as failure when you give it your best. Failure can only exist when we don’t attempt to bring forth our talents and gifts from God. Some things may not work out, but it doesn’t mean that you failed. It only means not at that moment. Keep up your amazing work and live your best life. I’m so excited to see what you will create next. #Number1fan
Wow. That just ripped my heart out. Life is so amazing and so cruel at the same time. Thank God they got married. Back then (not too long ago) many didn’t know just how bad life could be if a gay couple wasn’t married and something happened. Thank you for sharing your story.
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My condolences to you my dear. I also lost my partner/fiancé almost 15 years ago and it still hurts after all of these years. Also, my eldest sibling just lost her partner over 2 weeks ago to cancer and then she lost her ex-husband two weeks later. I know it's not going to be easy for her and it does take time to heal the pain of losing a loved one. You only have the memories that you will always treasure in your life. I wish you nothing but the very best in life and if I could give you a big hug I would. Take care of yourself sweetie. ❤
Beautiful 💕
I dont personally believe in an afterlife, but brother, that was beautiful. Sending you nothing but love and wish you all the happiness in the world. ❤❤
Beautiful
You move just a finger
say the slightest word
something's bound to linger, be heard.
You are not alone.
Beautiful love story, difficult to process life. I hope that what you said is true for all of human kind.
Awww this is just so sad but some how u find strength in watching this as well
Im 26 yr old. My partner and i are only a month or 2 away from adopting our child. I fear that anything were to happen to him. I cant ever bare the thought without tears flooding my eyes. Im glad this man has made peace and carries his loved one in his heart.
“I don’t want to die, because I just found you” awwwww
Dam bro u made me cry i love this type of stories..wish u the best bust his in a better place now and he is dont trust what they tell u he is in a better place
Time with our loved ones is all we have got..the precious memories will stay with us forever ..💛
Let's make the most of it.
Felt really bad for him ..it's not that easy..but true love just makes you stronger.
Great Video
I can't stop crying
Wow -- guess it was definitely meant to be with him finding the other's poem!
Now he is an angel watching over you!!!
😭 so tragic and powerful! 💔
Oh my god. Thank you.
This was hard to watch this is so sweet
So true. I believe if you found each other here, you’ll find each other there. Only this time you know who you’re looking for. And, you’ll know because he waited once for you, he’ll wait again.
I just feel so sad , for you............at least in knowing you , he knew true happiness , before passing .........
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"I don't want to die because Ive just found you" he said.