Meet Ellie, Leaving a Legacy for Her Son | My Last Days

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  • After battling breast cancer and a brain tumor, Ellie is predicted to live for only a few more weeks. In her last days, Ellie is doing everything she can to prepare her son and family for her passing. Tune in to the CW on May 22 to watch the newest season of My Last Days.
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  • @sofiasimon9083
    @sofiasimon9083 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20465

    No child deserves this ...dear Lord watch over them

    • @melissapowellwright3097
      @melissapowellwright3097 5 ปีที่แล้ว +87

      not one..

    • @dilsdil7949
      @dilsdil7949 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Not lord..own karma

    • @jamescharles6646
      @jamescharles6646 5 ปีที่แล้ว +81

      Sofia Simon I cried through the whole thing it’s to sad

    • @Allie969
      @Allie969 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      amen !

    • @sarah19817
      @sarah19817 5 ปีที่แล้ว +55

      Dils Dil how would it be karma getting cancer

  • @meplusDavid
    @meplusDavid 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6402

    This woman who was dying had more hopes than many of us who are alive, and well.
    Rest in peace, Ellie.
    Your story touched me.

    • @Mea_Davis
      @Mea_Davis 5 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      Right!!! I'm so happy but so sad. She was so strong and brave.

    • @meplusDavid
      @meplusDavid 5 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      @@Mea_Davis she was. I hope her son grows up to be someone his mom would be proud of. I wish him the best.

    • @PiecesOfJenus
      @PiecesOfJenus 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Jimin is my cutie pie, I agree!!

    • @Loumains
      @Loumains 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Jimin is my cutie pie amen to that your so right to many people moaning over silly stuff watch this and reevaluate your life priorities ❤️

    • @leshagayle5991
      @leshagayle5991 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Your right about that

  • @punpun5888
    @punpun5888 2 ปีที่แล้ว +624

    I love how they celebrated her last days, telling her how much they love her and how much they will miss her, but mostly making her happy about her life, it wasn't meaningless, it worth it

  • @kait_herring
    @kait_herring ปีที่แล้ว +363

    I don't know why I even watch these.. I can't stop crying. What a strong and inspirational woman, and her sweet son.. ugh. RIP.

    • @sophicakes22
      @sophicakes22 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Same I’m pregnant and these hormones got me a mess 😢😭 this lady is so strong and inspirational.

    • @ajaybhagwani8155
      @ajaybhagwani8155 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Kat

    • @jpatino786
      @jpatino786 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I don't know why either it just really attacked me 😭

    • @zahirahjahmad2530
      @zahirahjahmad2530 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I know!!!

    • @AnitaDil
      @AnitaDil 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Let’s not forget dad in all this, he’s had it rough too and came out of it. A very loving husband and father.

  • @ItsMandaGomes
    @ItsMandaGomes 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5399

    The second she asked him where is mommy gonna be and he said in my heart
    INSTANT WATERWORKS

    • @jessicawilkerson2417
      @jessicawilkerson2417 5 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      manda gomes I know..I can't imagine being in her position but it could happen to any of us..it remind me how short life really is❤️

    • @lesleywalwyn4384
      @lesleywalwyn4384 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      I commend this lady for her strength and endurance. Her personal faith in God is evident and a reality. This to me has made the difference where she can face death with the assurance she will be with God and can leave a deep legacy for her son. X

    • @amydodd3169
      @amydodd3169 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      This is a good way to show you just how how short life really is

    • @motomomo5766
      @motomomo5766 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      i cried when he said that

    • @nikkisins8966
      @nikkisins8966 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I'm halfway through and been teary eyed the whole time

  • @kateilers2510
    @kateilers2510 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5295

    When she died on the day she predicted, I lost it. Tears everywhere.

    • @litchtheshinigami8936
      @litchtheshinigami8936 4 ปีที่แล้ว +342

      Kaitlin Eilers when people are terminally ill they often can feel it coming..

    • @gulalatas9163
      @gulalatas9163 4 ปีที่แล้ว +206

      same prediction happened to my relative and my neighbour.one saw it in dream,the other one woke up from the coma and said that angel told him that he ll die 3 days later and told his wife that they also showed him where he ll be in after life.then he forbid his wife from crying after his death.he went into the coma right after that and never woke up.died exactly 3 days ater like he said

    • @sweenbean6628
      @sweenbean6628 4 ปีที่แล้ว +241

      My birthday was coming soon and my mom kept asking my aunt about it. She would say "When is the girls birthday?" (I'm a twin). She wanted to wait til she saw us turn 21 before she passed.. She made it, but was in a deep sleep.. She passed the night of our 21st birthday. Best present I could have ever recieved... As messed up as it sounds, It was a good feeling to know she was no longer suffering.

    • @arianna2197
      @arianna2197 4 ปีที่แล้ว +72

      My daughters grandpa passed the day he predicted as well. Just a month ago his last words were "i want to live" which was a song played at his funeral.

    • @dianascott6955
      @dianascott6955 4 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      I pregnant I cried so hard ..

  • @dippindaisy2033
    @dippindaisy2033 ปีที่แล้ว +396

    That child got the best possible way to heal. He had time to accept and say goodbye. I hope he's doing well. Doing what his mother taught him. I wish all the best to him and his family.

  • @gemgemms
    @gemgemms ปีที่แล้ว +457

    Not even a word in the dictionary could describe how beautiful this was.

    • @danielleelias685
      @danielleelias685 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      So true.

    • @metalprincesses5073
      @metalprincesses5073 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      And emotional too 🥰💖💞

    • @lawrenceperfetti6994
      @lawrenceperfetti6994 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      So true I'm so sad

    • @elizabeth2087
      @elizabeth2087 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      It was wonderful to see this.Even at upsetting times. It ended up a beautiful party of family and friends having a wonderful time together celebrating the young woman's life .

    • @CHELSEABuckhannon
      @CHELSEABuckhannon 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I agree ❤❤❤❤

  • @cleliaann
    @cleliaann 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4826

    no parent should lose their child.
    no child should lose their mom.
    no husband should lose their wife.
    my heart goes out to this entire family. such a beautiful video. RIP Ellie. thank you for touching us all. 🙏🏼❤️

    • @teteitbc9462
      @teteitbc9462 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      👍

    • @ratcoon917
      @ratcoon917 4 ปีที่แล้ว +56

      What about no child should lose their dad
      Or no wife should lose their husband
      I got ur point though

    • @cleliaann
      @cleliaann 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      Ratcoon no kid should lose their dad, but that’s why I put parent so it could potentially be the dad in the situation too

    • @tired247
      @tired247 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @Sir Bang-a-Lot yea, go back to your retirement home, creep

    • @Threshroge
      @Threshroge 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      yeah but God is a cruel dick with a noose around your neck threatening to char you for infinity if you don't see him as amazing for doing this.

  • @kstic
    @kstic 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10660

    I cried my eyes out the whole video, I don't think I could ever accept death as well as she did

    • @idkmantbh
      @idkmantbh 4 ปีที่แล้ว +124

      Same i can't even imagine the heartbreak but i cried so much and i almost never crie during videos.😫😫😖

    • @gulalatas9163
      @gulalatas9163 4 ปีที่แล้ว +67

      why?u already know that u ll die one day and accepted it.does it matter when?i grew up with seing cancer around me.almost everyone in both sides of my family,including my own parent got it.some survived,some died because of the late diagnosis.my uncle is fighting with brain cancer and we are waiting for his time.my dad is stage 3 prostate cancer and medications are slowing it down but cant stop it so he ll die in a year or 2 cause he is almost 80.i got used to with this thing so much,so long,im age 44,just waiting when i ll get my own news.so im very carefull.but i prefer to know when i ll go like she did so i wont waste time about stupid stuff.i ll happily make my peace,i ll say see u guys later instead of goodbye to my family and i ll be greatfull to have a chance to do it.

    • @xavieranderson3691
      @xavieranderson3691 4 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      Same. I am a guy and this got to me. I was feeling the pain man..

    • @melaniereed4016
      @melaniereed4016 4 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      I'm Casper same! If you don’t cry your eyes out watching this, you are not human. 😔

    • @jakedamuss99
      @jakedamuss99 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      700th like

  • @magsmonteiro2333
    @magsmonteiro2333 ปีที่แล้ว +185

    Even though her pain was immense, she eased everyone else’ before she passed. What a lovely soul.

  • @warcraftarenas8770
    @warcraftarenas8770 ปีที่แล้ว +183

    It's so great to know Jalen can always watch this video for the rest of his life whenever he misses his mother, and enjoy the last moments he had with her, & What a great human being Andy & Van Winkle are.

    • @ajaybhagwani8155
      @ajaybhagwani8155 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Wa

    • @anovemberstar
      @anovemberstar ปีที่แล้ว +6

      It will take a really long time before he could watch this and feel happy. The pain of her loss will mean its too heartbreaking to watch for quite some time. But it is rheye for him when he is ready for it

  • @sharonojay9786
    @sharonojay9786 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2339

    Me: nothing..
    TH-cam recommendation: time to cry

    • @carilacorra856
      @carilacorra856 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      Sharon Ojay 😩 Seriously!! I just sobbed so hard!

    • @tinem3108
      @tinem3108 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Omg true I had the longest crying session in my life. I still can't stop. It's so sad but at the same time so incredibly beautiful how she sees the world and enjoy her last week's its just so strong and beautiful.

    • @pearlmcnatt4479
      @pearlmcnatt4479 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Agreed!

    • @DavidNasr
      @DavidNasr 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      It always be like that

    • @OWA_Wiffleball
      @OWA_Wiffleball 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Agreed

  • @SakuraOtsuka908
    @SakuraOtsuka908 4 ปีที่แล้ว +822

    When you cry so hard you can't breathe and everything clogs up 😭😭😭

  • @Cat.Theorangecat
    @Cat.Theorangecat 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    I know this is a 6 year old video but it’s my first time seeing it. My sister, 51, has terminal pancreatic cancer and yesterday I found out she only has weeks to live now. What a beautiful video. 💜☝🏼

    • @silentnight9655
      @silentnight9655 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I'm sorry about your sister. Be strong and take care.

    • @Cat.Theorangecat
      @Cat.Theorangecat 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@silentnight9655 💜

  • @Big__Sister
    @Big__Sister ปีที่แล้ว +61

    Read a comment that said, "I don't know why I watch these...I can't stop crying." I know that my river of tears is from being overwhelmed by the beauty of the story/persons involved more so than sadness. Crying in this way feels like a release of tension. I feel energized after experiencing the grace and expressions of love.

  • @corndog3019
    @corndog3019 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2950

    “they can’t take care of it, so mommy has to die.” no one should ever have to speak those words, this is heartbreaking. i feel so sorry for all of ellie’s family and friends, r.i.p ellie❤️ this shouldn’t have to happen.

    • @Butterflydeafgurl
      @Butterflydeafgurl 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Curlyheadpickle 1980 same here... 😭

    • @P3rky.P17
      @P3rky.P17 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I’m crying my eyes out

    • @rosehillfarmnc
      @rosehillfarmnc 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Worst thing I've ever had to tell my kids. Watching the innocence of childhood wash away in a moment knowing they will never have a normal childhood. Knowing you are causing them so much pain, life long pain, and there is nothing I can do to change it.

    • @mineisnever3911
      @mineisnever3911 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      that part makes everyone cry..😭

    • @aureol40012
      @aureol40012 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      It seems a little passive aggressive, it certainly risks the child thinking it’s the fault of the doctors.

  • @JamyangKingYoesel
    @JamyangKingYoesel 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2731

    I stopped complaining about my fortunate life and started thanking god for everything he has gifted me with

    • @liquidcane3745
      @liquidcane3745 5 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Amen!

    • @yummymummy5093
      @yummymummy5093 5 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      I am a divorce, have three little boys and I am a mini stroke survivor. I feel so blessed to be able to look after my boys. R.I.P Ellie.
      Best wishes for your son.

    • @hll_ktty_h
      @hll_ktty_h 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Jamyang Yoesel wow deep

    • @LadyYella
      @LadyYella 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Amen sis

    • @annhughes1503
      @annhughes1503 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      This is so sad feel sorry for her son after watch

  • @janetdawkins8672
    @janetdawkins8672 2 ปีที่แล้ว +131

    I’m crying for a total stranger a beautiful, brave woman and although she knew she was going to pass, the light , the love, the strength, the laughter and still being a great mum till the end R.I.P Ellie. Love to your family and friends.

    • @user-yq4qk4dx3g
      @user-yq4qk4dx3g ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Горько и больно за женщину милую но как ей повезло с родеыми и родным с ней милые милые милые Аминь 🙏🙏🙏💖💖💖💖Прими ее душу господи

    • @avisgreen32
      @avisgreen32 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      How are u ? :are 6:35 u still with us?

  • @missionsquirrel
    @missionsquirrel 2 ปีที่แล้ว +94

    She prepared her son for their parting so wonderfully 💕

  • @kilmoturtles1
    @kilmoturtles1 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1746

    The boy hugging his bear... brought a 40 year-old man to tears.

    • @ThomasBryant
      @ThomasBryant 5 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      ditto

    • @verlesiaevans3966
      @verlesiaevans3966 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      It did the same to this 48 year old woman as well

    • @lzshow
      @lzshow 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Ditto

    • @joannehodge2038
      @joannehodge2038 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Also this 56 year old woman.

    • @ulilliareinhart3659
      @ulilliareinhart3659 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I’m 19 and I’m bawling like a baby rn

  • @glasshalffull4061
    @glasshalffull4061 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2989

    E. Exceptional
    L. Lovely
    L. Light
    I. Inspiring
    E. Eternal

  • @101N1
    @101N1 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    I’m sitting here hugging my daughter as tight as I can. Leaving her too early is one of my greatest fears.

    • @azpersonal
      @azpersonal 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Always pray

  • @r3reactrecoverrestore795
    @r3reactrecoverrestore795 2 ปีที่แล้ว +152

    I just feel so bad for complaining about trivial things that I go through. I am so blessed to have seen this. Thank you, Ellie. Your mom was right; you are truly an inspiration.

  • @Kaylaaisbeast
    @Kaylaaisbeast 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6762

    I haven't cried this hard in years. This hit me so hard.

    • @BigFineDoll
      @BigFineDoll 5 ปีที่แล้ว +74

      Same. To walk towards death with SL MUCH grace....what a beautiful human ❤

    • @linanicolia1994
      @linanicolia1994 5 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      you have a lot of compassion and empathy. It is a good thing.

    • @Seekyourtruth777
      @Seekyourtruth777 5 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      I bawled and had to stop the video for a bit to gather myself to continue watching . Luckily it was right during the part after her son spoke during the celebration of life and stripper came out . Lol 😂 my tears turned to a smile seeing how happy she was :-) she is an amazing woman

    • @pamrummel
      @pamrummel 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Your son is a beautiful legacy.

    • @planthimbo626
      @planthimbo626 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      this is so lovely, but hOW DID YOU WRITE THIS ONE WEEK AGO THIS WAS RELEASED TODAY,,, I'M SO CONFUSED.

  • @moonshine399
    @moonshine399 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2327

    Phrases that broke my ❤:
    - My mom has to die
    - I'm really going to miss her

    • @MM-ov8on
      @MM-ov8on 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      ArmyNurse :3 glad he has a loving caring dad

    • @AlexanderNathan2346
      @AlexanderNathan2346 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I broke at I named her Ellie and that her heart.

    • @shemarlove1409
      @shemarlove1409 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      😭😭😭

    • @MELCHORINA
      @MELCHORINA 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      And chacha chicken

    • @trixvanvliet2669
      @trixvanvliet2669 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      ArmyNurse :3 ❤️💪🏾

  • @Sunflowerzengarden
    @Sunflowerzengarden ปีที่แล้ว +25

    My brother was her husband!! My sister in law was diagnosed with terminal cancer a few months before our father passed away.
    My sister unfortunately succumbed on the same day of our fathers passing 2 years later. His grace and patience, dedication and unwavering faith was the most beautiful thing I’ve experienced in life! God bless you husbands that don’t give up

    • @azpersonal
      @azpersonal 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      God bless your brother and their son

    • @hollyb98401
      @hollyb98401 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Ellie was ur sister in law?

    • @Sunflowerzengarden
      @Sunflowerzengarden 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      @@hollyb98401 no my brother suffered the same loss as her husband! I guess I worded that incorrectly.

  • @novadivine3910
    @novadivine3910 ปีที่แล้ว +66

    Honestly, this is my worst fear. Leaving my son in this world without a mommy. The difference is that he doesn't have a father to fall back on like this wonderful man. I hope her soul is resting in radiance and that Jalen is doing well 💜

    • @kellyfostercash8026
      @kellyfostercash8026 ปีที่แล้ว

      That is also my biggest fear my friend, my son doesn't have a father to lean on or have his back.

    • @Lbree1077
      @Lbree1077 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@kellyfostercash8026 you're gonna be just fine. You're gonna find someone to love your baby just as much as you do. I know it ❤️

    • @Lbree1077
      @Lbree1077 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      you're gonna be just fine. You're gonna find someone to love your baby just as much as you do. I know it ❤️

  • @baileyspeltbeefy1768
    @baileyspeltbeefy1768 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6432

    I’m sure this will mean a lot to her family and mainly to her son. It’s a forever something he can look back on and remember how smiley, happy, and strong his mother was.

    • @jessicapabstconrad
      @jessicapabstconrad 5 ปีที่แล้ว +74

      Bailey Spelt Beefy YES. My mom has been gone for 10 years and I’d give just about anything to hear her voice or watch videos of her.
      This will be priceless for little Jalen❤️

    • @baileyspeltbeefy1768
      @baileyspeltbeefy1768 5 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      Jessica Conrad I’m so sorry for you loss❤️

    • @starlastarbright9221
      @starlastarbright9221 5 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      Bailey Spelt Beefy, I totally agree with you. I lost my baby brother Jason in August 2018, then in September 2018, I lost my daddy, then about a week later I lost my own son Cody, he was only 23 and also he had a baby born the same day he died.

    • @eviem70
      @eviem70 5 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      Tina Monroy omg I’m so deeply sorry for all your losses. I can’t even begin to imagine your pain. So sorry

    • @starlastarbright9221
      @starlastarbright9221 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@eviem70 , thank you

  • @DTruth850
    @DTruth850 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3176

    Wow that child has a very mature understanding of what’s happened. Many blessings to Him and Father.

    • @yourstruly_777
      @yourstruly_777 4 ปีที่แล้ว +92

      She helped him prepare. Often times death is sudden and kids don't get to prepare. She gave him an awesome life gift.

    • @amberlocsaknot
      @amberlocsaknot 4 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      He is also very young to where I do not think he understood the magnitude of death, kids can be ok, it affects them later after some time, that is why counseling and talking is much needed after the fact.

    • @yourstruly_777
      @yourstruly_777 4 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      @@amberlocsaknot kids are devastated by death. You must be talking about babies. This child is old enough to fully understand and feel this loss. I know people who lost their parents young and believe me they understand, and it hurts them deeply. They typically become very angry by 11 or 12, and it's not just puberty. It's puberty and a deep deep hurt they have to work through.

    • @amberlocsaknot
      @amberlocsaknot 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @@yourstruly_777 that's exactly what I said.....you must have not understood??? He knows she is dead but cannot fully comprehend that she is gone forever until he is older, like I said and you repeated only adding an age to your reply?

    • @amberlocsaknot
      @amberlocsaknot 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@yourstruly_777 you contradicted yourself....if they become very angry by 11-12 than they did not grieve and understand death. I.e. too young to understand the magnitude of death, young enough to know things are changed yes.

  • @bernadettelamontagne3836
    @bernadettelamontagne3836 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Lost a good friend to cancer this past year. One thing that she did in her last days, which I deeply appreciated, was she told me how she wanted to be supported. This is so important because how people want supported can change from hour to hour. Sometimes she wanted to reminisce about what she could do in the past, sometimes she wanted to redirect to what she could do still in the present, other times she wanted to look to the future. Sometimes she just wanted to feel sad, sometimes she wanted to celebrate life, other times she wanted to be cheered up, other times she just wanted to be together. I'm really grateful that she was so honest with me so that I could be as good of a support as possible.

    • @thehangingparsiple5692
      @thehangingparsiple5692 ปีที่แล้ว

      How treasured your memories of her must be!
      Bless you for being the solid support she needed

    • @EvonneLindiwe
      @EvonneLindiwe 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      🙏🏿💐 I’m sorry

  • @maximus1318able
    @maximus1318able ปีที่แล้ว +63

    I hope Isaac, his father and her family/friends are doing ok. As someone who lost a parent to cancer at 8 years old, I know the feeling all too well. Would love to see an update on how they all are.

  • @zilaneroglu1331
    @zilaneroglu1331 4 ปีที่แล้ว +619

    Jaylen if you see this you are the most strongest boy ever

    • @nikkigarcia_2007
      @nikkigarcia_2007 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Jaylen.. if u can see this..
      i also agree.. and please know that the angels will be with ur mom♡ she is around u♡ u will see ur mom when its ur time to leave here on this earth... u can also ask her 2 come 2 u and she will in ur dreams... when she does it will be a valadation 4 u from her that she is ok n not far... im so sorry 4 ur loss♡

    • @nikkigarcia_2007
      @nikkigarcia_2007 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      she has a Jaylen... :-)
      i have a ♡Jayden... :-)
      #ThatsReallyCool♡

    • @clarissasomerville7912
      @clarissasomerville7912 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@nikkigarcia_2007 Lol😂😂😂 that's so crazy those would make a good boy and girl name for boy and girl twins 😁😁😁😁

    • @jasmynaminah
      @jasmynaminah 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      jalen* is was stronger than i could ever be

  • @marieshikoh
    @marieshikoh 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1146

    She is dying with a smile am alive sad and mad about life I should be grateful
    The way jaylene is kissing her mom it's heartbreaking

    • @puffymuffin9064
      @puffymuffin9064 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Yes she is bless have to live your life as if it's your last because no one's the time or day that God will call us home..such inspirational story and may she RIP

    • @marieshikoh
      @marieshikoh 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@puffymuffin9064 true

    • @catinawhite1253
      @catinawhite1253 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Lord forgive us. Thank you for another day. God bless her baby in Jesus name. Amen.

    • @candylady618
      @candylady618 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      She’s at peace!!!

    • @DinaDeng.
      @DinaDeng. 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I pray things get better for you soon merry ♥️♥️♥️♥️

  • @m2lazy4u
    @m2lazy4u 2 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    What a strong woman. Such grace about her life. I'd be a whine crying all the time. I really admire her.

  • @UnfilteredAmerica
    @UnfilteredAmerica 2 ปีที่แล้ว +166

    I’m literally crying like a baby. This was so touching. Ellie, I look forward to the day we meet in the next life. Fly high. One love.

  • @kates7819
    @kates7819 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1606

    she never for a second ever thought about herself, it was always about her son.
    she is a true mother

    • @jerseyshorehealthandwellne9104
      @jerseyshorehealthandwellne9104 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Amen!

    • @maries.5587
      @maries.5587 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      Okay but you can still be a „real mum“ even if you don‘t think about your kids 24/7. You can still be a „real mum“ and also make time and space to think about yourself. Mums don‘t have to sacrifice everything for their kids, that‘s a really toxic thought. I get that this woman is really inspiring and admirable but we can‘t hold all mothers to these standards...

    • @kates7819
      @kates7819 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Marie Morgen oh most definitely, sorry if my comment came off like that. that wasnt what i meant

    • @michelle7205
      @michelle7205 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@maries.5587 um I hope you dont have any kids because sorry to break it to you but you dont get to bring in an innocent soul into this world and think you dont have to think about them. Once you have kids its no longer about just you in any way or form. Your children need you so its about add about them 24/7 that doesn't mean its less about you but it means they will ALWAYS be included in every decision you make. The lady who made the commment said NOTHING wrong.

    • @maries.5587
      @maries.5587 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Michael Miller I’m sorry if it came across that way, but I never meant to say that parents don’t have to think about their kids. This is so obvious that I didn’t include it in my comment, but OF COURSE bringing kids into the world makes you responsible for them, we’re all aware of that. And I’m not asking for parents to become neglectful and abandon their kids, obviously. What I found problematic about the comment was solely the part about “not thinking about herself for a second” and how apparently that makes her a “real mum”. I commented because I didn’t want mums to read that comment and feel guilty about not completely sacrificing their lives to their kids and neglecting their own needs. When I wrote that part I thought about mums who want to go back to work and not be a stay at home mum, who want to meet up with friends sometimes, who need some alone time after playing with their kids. Nowhere did I say that mums should stop thinking about their kids. But as long as their kids are in safety, I think they’re entitled to breaks and alone-time if they need it. And they’re allowed to still make time for their own needs. I’m only 19 and don’t plan to have kids any time soon but I know that if I ever were to have kids I would definitely need to take care of my OWN needs aswell in order to be a good mum. In my opinion “not thinking about themselves for a second” is holding mums to an unrealistic standard that will do more harm than good - to mums AND their kids. At least that’s what I think. I didn’t mean to start a fight and I surely didn’t mean to accuse the commenter. Your assumption about how I’m going to be a bad mum however was really hurtful and completely unnecessary, especially coming from someone who doesn’t know me at all. This comment was not about me and you shouldn’t have made it about me.

  • @kate7667
    @kate7667 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1471

    my youtube recommendations are deadset on making me cry

    • @uyrot
      @uyrot 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      kate rowe deadset on making people emotional tbh

    • @emilyfan505
      @emilyfan505 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      For real. Along with this video one of my recommendations was a video of people reading the last text a loved one sent them. Like damn TH-cam, why you want me to be sad. 😢

    • @fuckablepancakes
      @fuckablepancakes 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Ikr

    • @amberlocsaknot
      @amberlocsaknot 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Forreal?!!!! Like why damn I just balled my eyes out the whole video! This was beautifully presented though! If I ever get cancer and it's terminal I now know how I want my kids to remember me and how to talk about it.

    • @yxng_kk5227
      @yxng_kk5227 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Kate Rowe that’s so weird. How can you cope with that.

  • @avoccrs8367
    @avoccrs8367 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    I broke down when the dad cried I'm crying may she rest in peace I love you all sending prayers to their family

  • @nekocindy551
    @nekocindy551 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    She didn't predict it- she was going to that party come hell or high water- she held out. She was that strong. Her son is going to be amazing, not that he isn't already. To Ellie's Husband. You are a fighter, a warrior, and an amazing person to have loved to greatly, and to have lost. She is never gone, only out of sight. My husband is my caretaker, leaving him one day is my greatest fear. I hope if it happens though, that like you, he knows how grateful I was...and how much I love him. Forever and Always.

  • @jesuslopezzz2125
    @jesuslopezzz2125 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1518

    That kid is strong. When he gets older nothing will stop him

    • @deva1133
      @deva1133 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Morgz Cox he is super strong

    • @KatheringPS.103
      @KatheringPS.103 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Amen

    • @ramynovver4071
      @ramynovver4071 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Yes cus him mom will be watching over him.

    • @a.m.thomas9366
      @a.m.thomas9366 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      He doesn't fully understand yet, but I know God will help him.

    • @JesusIsGod.
      @JesusIsGod. 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Absolutely nothing. My God!!!

  • @shayroberts795
    @shayroberts795 5 ปีที่แล้ว +733

    When he said “she’s been the best mom so far to jalen, how are you gonna raise a son without a mom” lord I cried so hard. All of my love.

    • @deva1133
      @deva1133 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      shay Roberts and she said he was like I dnt even kno wher to start, ain’t nothin like a moma, I’m cryin my ass off rite now

    • @reflexionesdelabiblia6711
      @reflexionesdelabiblia6711 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      that made me think a crazy thought...I would buy him one outfit for every year of his childhood. then my mind went to how the dad is gonna know what clothes to buy him. That's where my mind went. oh so heart breaking.

  • @valeriehartman3705
    @valeriehartman3705 2 ปีที่แล้ว +42

    I tried to fight the tears, but couldn't when seeing that young boy. My heart cried for this beautiful bright child.

  • @nellabozhko6941
    @nellabozhko6941 2 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    This little guy is so brave and strong. It's not enough for a parent to live on in a child. Children deserve their mom

  • @052696bri
    @052696bri 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3181

    Ellie you’ve changed my life forever. I will forever be a better person because of you.

    • @davixoxo4227
      @davixoxo4227 4 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      Brianna B. I swear to god I feel the same exact way.

    • @veemarie3746
      @veemarie3746 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      SAME.

    • @DinaDeng.
      @DinaDeng. 4 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      Me tooo starting today I’m going to be more grateful for the things I have and not take anything for granted

    • @myaboyd4916
      @myaboyd4916 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Same i look at life different because of you

    • @francoisr4036
      @francoisr4036 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      There people talk so much bullshit. Nobody changes the life by watching a video. Tomorrow they are gonna be the same, with the same worries and evilness.

  • @NenehB06
    @NenehB06 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2711

    "Goodbyes are only for the people that see with their eyes, but for the people that love with their hearts there are no goodbyes"
    Amazing❤🙏🏾

    • @haileymartin307
      @haileymartin307 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Ria B I don’t like how there is 666 likes so I’m liking it so it’s not that number anymore.

    • @Sacred_Heart333
      @Sacred_Heart333 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      666 is not what we have been programmed it to mean....just a simple reminder to keep our thoughts and intentions positive...to be grateful for each other and our Blessings✨🙏🏾✨

    • @christyrhodes-fortune8938
      @christyrhodes-fortune8938 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Goodbyes are for everyone and they are final . There isn't anything a person can to stop these. I pray you have more good days than bad and more happy than sad

    • @yalocalwhiteegirl8878
      @yalocalwhiteegirl8878 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      🖤🖤

    • @Saphie420
      @Saphie420 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Waterworks!

  • @brooklynsofyasamaniegoervi995
    @brooklynsofyasamaniegoervi995 2 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    The fact that this kid ,little Jalen goes to my school and asked me to be his Valentine a couple of days ago. The fact that he had to grow up without a mom it just breaks my heart 💔. It just hits different you know. 🥺😭

    • @brooklynsofyasamaniegoervi995
      @brooklynsofyasamaniegoervi995 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @Jase he’s good we are still friends, never went past that. He has a new girlfriend and they are happy

    • @angeminc
      @angeminc ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@brooklynsofyasamaniegoervi995 Good for him, that girl is a lucky little girl. He seems like such a sweet little boy.

    • @jessicajohnson8378
      @jessicajohnson8378 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@@brooklynsofyasamaniegoervi995 how old is he now?

  • @simplyxaxby2732
    @simplyxaxby2732 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    I love how she told her child the reality, she wasn’t going to live to see him graduate, or have kids. She was just true with him. It gave the child an idea of what’s going to happen, and she was gentle. That’s what I call an amazing mother. She lived an amazing life and inspired many people. RIP Ellie.

  • @andreacruz7679
    @andreacruz7679 3 ปีที่แล้ว +600

    When the dad starts crying...I can’t 😭😭

    • @eviem7534
      @eviem7534 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      it’s heartbreaking 💔😭

    • @allenright3742
      @allenright3742 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      He truly loves his wife Ellie

    • @leemark1912
      @leemark1912 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Doctors are legal Killers, doctors kill people legally, doctors kill people by the law, doctors kill his mom, all the people believe doctors are God. Go through much pain being killed by the doctors. The doctor set the date to kill her. I am a researcher on photodynamic therapy, that is using rare earth doped nanoparticles, injected into the blood, circulate around the body, it's a caused of cancer, not treat cancer, she was killed by the doctors.

  • @QueenKLuxx
    @QueenKLuxx 4 ปีที่แล้ว +909

    When the lady in blue said, “Goodbyes are only for those who see with the eyes, because for those who love with the heart there are no goodbyes” I literally fell apart!!!
    Ellie 💜

  • @nancykithisya8153
    @nancykithisya8153 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    I admire how she accepted her departure. It leaves me with mixed reactions. I cry as I smile 😥😊

  • @mozheng7010
    @mozheng7010 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Just imagine when we had to go to the otter side someday, knowing a good friend like Ellie is there greeting you, how comforting it is

  • @loren760
    @loren760 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1625

    She prepared her son for her passing amazingly

    • @claudiakrizay
      @claudiakrizay 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      My mother wrote me a beautiful letter. I took care of her for her last two months when she was dying of ovarian cancer. My father had just died of cancer of the pancreas. i Don't think my dad really believed he would die but my mother seemed to know she hadn't much time left. She prepared me for her death well, probably better than my dad prepared me for his. When my mother died I was sad but not shocked because she had prepared me. I didn't believe my dad would die until the day before he actually died. I think its so important to prepare your loved ones when you know death is imminent- like Ellie and my mom did. i wasn't a child when they died- I was 36 but there was still a troubled child inside of me.

    • @brisingarinstaridavis7084
      @brisingarinstaridavis7084 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Totally Fantastic But
      So Devestating
      Made me cry 😭😭😭💔💔💔

    • @claudiakrizay
      @claudiakrizay 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@brisingarinstaridavis7084 Stupid and pointless emojis

    • @rominao.v.9145
      @rominao.v.9145 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@claudiakrizay *Chill, it’s a way of expressing emotions that can’t be read.*

    • @darleneachille491
      @darleneachille491 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yes she did!!!❤️🙏🏽

  • @mschyni728
    @mschyni728 5 ปีที่แล้ว +609

    He named his bear Ellie 😢❤❤👏
    That's amazing.

  • @olefella7561
    @olefella7561 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    You can see the pain on her face... Sad place this world we live in... Sad sad place. 😔 🙏🏾 💕

  • @bliven8704
    @bliven8704 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I’m seeing this years later. I hope dad and Jalen read this and know people like me still hear the story of your family’s love and strength and feel that power. The strength and joy Jalen was raised with is breathtaking. God bless you all.

  • @lacigonzalez2317
    @lacigonzalez2317 5 ปีที่แล้ว +811

    When he started singing I broke down rip 😭🥺😪☹️

  • @mishawnlove5765
    @mishawnlove5765 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2198

    Lord I have no reason to be ungrateful, please forgive me. ❤️

    • @dawn112170
      @dawn112170 5 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      Amen

    • @musicmangm7572
      @musicmangm7572 5 ปีที่แล้ว +55

      You made me want to pray too. Heavenly Father forgive me for feeling sorry for myself. I have been blessed and I thank you. Please bless Elle and accept her into your presence. Amen

    • @mishawnlove5765
      @mishawnlove5765 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Musicmangm7 Amen🙏🏽

    • @myahb1065
      @myahb1065 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@musicmangm7572 amen

    • @MollyMcBooter
      @MollyMcBooter 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Just Des 💖

  • @RyanVictorArdis
    @RyanVictorArdis 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    my mom named elisabeth ppl used to call her elli, mother eli , mom elli, aunt elli, sister elli and she passed away too from breast cancer 5 years ago, this video bring so much memory and happiness and tears, RIP ellie and my mom elisabeth thank you everythng

  • @abigailvincent4909
    @abigailvincent4909 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    This made me cry so much! Her sweet son and when her husband cried saying how do you raise a boy without her mom. The pain on her dad’s and mom’s face. All shall be well with your son

  • @taylorweidler4498
    @taylorweidler4498 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2193

    I dont get how she is so prepared to pass on. she's a very strong woman

    • @yamanz6712
      @yamanz6712 4 ปีที่แล้ว +120

      Taylor Weidler anyone gets tired of suffering with an incurable disease.They get to the point when they really want to pass away

    • @taylorweidler4498
      @taylorweidler4498 4 ปีที่แล้ว +58

      Ya Manz I know they do but having a child and knowing that your gonna die and having to prepare to leave your child is just i cant even put it into words

    • @yamanz6712
      @yamanz6712 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Taylor Weidler oh most definitely!! I’m with you 100% on that.I feel that way about leaving my family behind.A mother leaving her child I know it must be very very very difficult to leave her child behind.

    • @taylorweidler4498
      @taylorweidler4498 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Ya Manz it has to be so difficult

    • @Ken-xv4sb
      @Ken-xv4sb 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Phillipians 4:7

  • @anomalix4860
    @anomalix4860 5 ปีที่แล้ว +779

    "Be happy, be kind, be joyful, because this may be your last day" this hit me so hard

  • @toads8438
    @toads8438 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    This woman was such a beautiful person. Even in her last days she still made those around her laugh. RIP Ellie i hope to some day be as strong as you.

  • @yasnielchristfollower9525
    @yasnielchristfollower9525 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    I cried so much! This story was so poignantly heart-breaking, yet reflective. May the Lord grant her mother, father, her son Jalen, husband, and extended loved ones grace to go on. She undoubtedly left a legacy! Be loving, caring, and happy, enjoying every second of life. R.I.P., Ellie, we will all see you one day, as you said it yourself :)

  • @deciphermysoul926
    @deciphermysoul926 4 ปีที่แล้ว +242

    As soon as her husband started crying, I balled, I literally broke down soo hard.

    • @queenmak-rblx8270
      @queenmak-rblx8270 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      deciphermy soul same, it’s really hard for me to cry but I just felt tears falling down my cheeks 😞

    • @mamajourneysjourney1776
      @mamajourneysjourney1776 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Me right now

    • @catharineburke4494
      @catharineburke4494 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      The father is "Crying" but there is no tears

    • @nikkiniks9695
      @nikkiniks9695 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@catharineburke4494 people grieve in very different ways. i think you should consider that just because his process is different, that doesn't make it any less genuine or valuable.

  • @yesigutierrez8375
    @yesigutierrez8375 4 ปีที่แล้ว +353

    Who else was only half into the video and was already balling 😭😭

    • @xavieranderson3691
      @xavieranderson3691 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Me. I'm a guy and I told my slef I'm not you g to cry and now in a mess.

    • @deciphermysoul926
      @deciphermysoul926 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Im not Even half way and i can’t breathe.

    • @arianajackson1257
      @arianajackson1257 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Not even half 😭😭

    • @anniesundquist861
      @anniesundquist861 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      i’m not even a fourth into the vid and i’m balling

    • @devanypadilla7743
      @devanypadilla7743 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I was only a couple of minutes in and started crying

  • @lorrainesaltmarsh2836
    @lorrainesaltmarsh2836 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I think that Jalen's dad will have a lot of help and support with raising him from all the friends and family. RIP Ellie 🙏 you have your angel wings now. You will always be in the hearts of everyone you loved and who loved you.

  • @thehobbist5544
    @thehobbist5544 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    My friends mom died from colon cancer at 39. We visited my friend and his family for a little vacation and the next month she was gone. Even though she wasn't my mom I still felt the pain through my friend. I can't imagine what this would be like if it were my mom.

  • @allispossible8447
    @allispossible8447 4 ปีที่แล้ว +440

    The filming crew was peeling onions the entire time...my eyeballs are still sweating 😥

  • @shelbigray4713
    @shelbigray4713 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1795

    We complain about so many things.... I just cried so bad! This is just... Omg.

    • @tinanz985
      @tinanz985 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Yes me too. Omg I'm going to enjoy every second of my life!

    • @nathaliejaber5770
      @nathaliejaber5770 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Me too. Im just so grateful now for everything i have.

    • @aidykathleen367
      @aidykathleen367 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I am absolutely weeeeeeeeping :’(

    • @andrebecker1167
      @andrebecker1167 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      How can i be so selfish to complain about just small things !!! Be strong boy !!!

    • @TiffanySmith-gs8vj
      @TiffanySmith-gs8vj 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Shelbi Gray yes me too I just cried! Omg

  • @theunknownseed
    @theunknownseed 2 ปีที่แล้ว +64

    I always wondered how my mom felt dying 3 days before her 26th birthday and leaving me a 7 year old without a father behind. This brought tears to my eyes. I managed I'm 28 years now, it's been a bumpy road still is but I'm pushing through with no family or whatsoever. Looking at her son, how energetic he is and the amount of love he is receiving, he will sure make it big. I wish him all success ❤️❤️

    • @carolhutchinson7763
      @carolhutchinson7763 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      No grandparents, aunts, uncles or cousins? Who raised you after your mother passed away?

    • @Palmetto-J
      @Palmetto-J ปีที่แล้ว

      .

    • @theunknownseed
      @theunknownseed ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@carolhutchinson7763 my mom left me in the care of my step grandmother (her step mom) who is very sweet but has no voice over her kids, so I grew up being abused and passed from one family to another back and forth. Ended up being homeless but still managed to complete high school. I started working at age 19 and helped my step grandmother with bettering the home condition only to be kicked out and called an outsider, I mean I am. It just a lot I don't think I can write everything here. They don't owe me nothing, I owe myself a better future and hopefully build a family of my own one day.

    • @ellebekker6307
      @ellebekker6307 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I am so sorry.
      My mother was raped and died giving birth to me. I had no father to take care of me. I ended up being adopted by a nice family when I was 3. I grew up not enjoying any of my life. When I was in middle school I made friends with the daughter of our school counselor, I grew a deep personal relationship with Mrs. Reynolds. In 8th grade, I was having intense suicidal thoughts and depression. So I talked to Mrs Reynolds. She told my parents (who had no idea that I was struggling with my mental health.) They found me trying to kill myself. I was admitted to a psychiatric ward. I really have to thank my middle school counselor. She saved my life.

    • @theunknownseed
      @theunknownseed ปีที่แล้ว

      @@ellebekker6307 aww man I'm so sorry 🥺💔 your life has a purpose and I wish the universe will be more kind to you❤️

  • @boobeethecurious
    @boobeethecurious 2 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    A beautiful woman, a beautiful soul, and just a wonderful being all together. Rest in Peace Ellie. I am grateful to have learned your story.

  • @mads7963
    @mads7963 5 ปีที่แล้ว +587

    I cried my eyes out. There is nothing like a mothers love for her child❤️ She was an amazing person.

    • @minniebryan2325
      @minniebryan2325 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yes😢

    • @annhughes1503
      @annhughes1503 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Mads Derrico yes

    • @fallonsumpter9969
      @fallonsumpter9969 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I did too. This is very painful for me to watch 😢😢😢😢

    • @MsT-xm8xz
      @MsT-xm8xz 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yessss goodness 😍

  • @amandalynnagain
    @amandalynnagain 5 ปีที่แล้ว +278

    The way he just can't stop kissing his mother is literally ripping me apart

  • @jr9655
    @jr9655 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I came back to watch this year's later. And after my mom has passed on. I feel even more compassion for young Jalen.

  • @latoyawilson1671
    @latoyawilson1671 2 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    It doesn’t matter how many times I watch her story. I break down and cry she was a very strong woman. Ellie has inspired me to live my life and don’t complain about things we can’t fix. Things can be way worse. RIH Ellie 🙏🏾

  • @adriannag5271
    @adriannag5271 4 ปีที่แล้ว +566

    I cried sooo hard at every part especially when jalen told ellie what his favorite memory was.

  • @Wild-Moonchild
    @Wild-Moonchild 5 ปีที่แล้ว +575

    I have never seen anyone pass away with so much love , hope, joy and dignity. She made her son understand that love lives on past death. That she truly will always be in his heart. Fly free Ellie.

    • @liliana933
      @liliana933 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Lily Xero did she died?.

    • @Wild-Moonchild
      @Wild-Moonchild 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@liliana933 Yes she did.

    • @Victoria-lu6dr
      @Victoria-lu6dr 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Lily Xero how do u know?

    • @Wild-Moonchild
      @Wild-Moonchild 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@Victoria-lu6dr It says so in the documentary, at the end. It says she died two days after the part where all her friends and family say bye to her. You kinda should watch the documentary till the end.

    • @Victoria-lu6dr
      @Victoria-lu6dr 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Lily Xero time stamp?

  • @stephanies7937
    @stephanies7937 2 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    Wow, I "stumbled" upon Ellie's story this morning, just when I really needed to find it most. I've been going through some very difficult times lately, & wasn't sure where to go next. Ellie was an amazing woman, w a very amazing family. So amazing, that I find myself completely jealous of all the love & support she is surrounded by. Which makes me feel ashamed, because she is dying of terminal cancer, on her 40th birthday. And everyone who loves her gathered together to give testimony about who Ellie is, how bravely she lived her life, and how much she loves them all. Especially he only child Jayden. The bond between them is beautiful to see, yet agonizing to watch. The pain of leaving her son behind must be horrendous, yet she tells him without any hesitation, that she really isn't leaving him. She will be there in spirit, and through Jayden's memories of her.
    In this harsh and punishing world we now live in, it can be almost impossible to live w even the smallest scrap of dignity and courage. Yet, Ellie left this testimony behind, to remind us ALL, that life, even in sickness and pain, is such a blessing. A blessing we should all be grateful for, and to NEVER take it for granted, or squander it, because our time here on earth is so short. Yet, after we pass, we still have forever to be together.

  • @lisamcilvainartpage8838
    @lisamcilvainartpage8838 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Why do I watch these videos that drop into my feed?😢😢 I watch because they make me stop and think and thank god that I have today. That’s all we have. RIP Ellie.

  • @bubblez04
    @bubblez04 4 ปีที่แล้ว +724

    I couldn’t imagine losing my mother... jaylen is so so strong 💪🏾

    • @celenajones6352
      @celenajones6352 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      My mom passed away in 2012, and I miss her very much and think about her everyday. :( You're so lucky to still have your mom.

    • @anniembombo526
      @anniembombo526 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      He is very young, but in the future he is going to miss her and cry.

  • @mariahmckinney8421
    @mariahmckinney8421 5 ปีที่แล้ว +326

    "I'm holding a bear and it has a heart that represents love... and I named it Ellie"
    That part just broke my heart :'(

    • @snmali-cg5fx
      @snmali-cg5fx 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That's so sad

    • @bluexblondebaby
      @bluexblondebaby 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Me too. It’s right where I lost it.

  • @nicolesandoval5444
    @nicolesandoval5444 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I could never accept death the way Ellie did. I cried my eyes out from the beginning to the end. My heart hurts for her child, I know if it were me and it was my time to die, leaving my child behind in this world would kill me faster than death itself if that makes sense. 😭

    • @theeverythingkid
      @theeverythingkid ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I understand, I'm nearly 17 ( in a few days) and my mom just diagnosed with breast cancer

  • @AM-br4ix
    @AM-br4ix 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I lost my Mother in August 2011...and there will always be that hole in my heart! But I had an Amazing Mother who I am grateful to have known and been my Mom! I could have not asked for a Better Mother as mine, Angela Marie (Donatis) Manzi from Syracuse, NY. Miss you Mom....but your personality lives in me and through my Life!
    May this family be strengthened by their faith, and keep Pressing Onward with the Good Fight of Faith! God Bless you all ...so sorry for your Loss!

  • @Jenbrinkerjackson
    @Jenbrinkerjackson 5 ปีที่แล้ว +761

    I've never switched gears from crying to laughter so fast "Is that your phone?"

    • @Wild-Moonchild
      @Wild-Moonchild 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      OMG you too? Yea one minute I was crying then she had me laughing.

    • @Alphacentauri819
      @Alphacentauri819 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yes :)

  • @judith3192
    @judith3192 4 ปีที่แล้ว +169

    My Mom passed away from cancer when I was 13. This video was so hard to watch, and I wish I had these goodbye moments with my mom. I will miss her forever.

    • @bcolerl8915
      @bcolerl8915 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      She's in a better place now. Idk know how old you are but I know it is one of the hardest things. Stay positive and live your life to the fullest.

    • @sabca3499
      @sabca3499 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      stay strong ur so brave

    • @gabriellalibraa
      @gabriellalibraa 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Judith Giller-Leinwohl rest in peace to your mom who is getting protected by Angles

  • @charmcitynaturalhair4638
    @charmcitynaturalhair4638 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    My beloved grandfather passed on February 9…rest in bliss, Ellie

  • @treypowell2597
    @treypowell2597 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I never usually cry at these videos, but this one did it. If you are a kid watching, please tell your parents that you love them

  • @mariyah7992
    @mariyah7992 4 ปีที่แล้ว +679

    This is one of the saddest stories I’ve ever heard. This just goes to show that good things don’t last very long. I hope god stays very close to this family. This is probably one of the best moms to ever exist in the history of mankind. Every like is one prayer for this family.

    • @mariyah7992
      @mariyah7992 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You don't have to be rude about it, just keep scrolling.

    • @mariyah7992
      @mariyah7992 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Plus im not asking for likes

    • @OmarAbdulMalikDHEdMPASPACPAPro
      @OmarAbdulMalikDHEdMPASPACPAPro 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Mariyah Michelle Yeah, it's sad, but also inspirational! 😢🙄 I gave you a like/"thumbs up"! I like your profile picture, btw!

  • @mcpoopi
    @mcpoopi 4 ปีที่แล้ว +454

    E. Excellent
    L. Lovely
    L. Loving
    I. Inspirational
    E. Even when gone still remembered

  • @tawnikitari
    @tawnikitari ปีที่แล้ว +15

    I cried through this entire video. I'm always so worried about my health because I have 3 boys. They all need me. Children are not supposed to be without their moms 💜 Bless this family 😔🙏🏼

  • @justinhunstad1760
    @justinhunstad1760 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    In tears watching this. Recovering in bed from a brain surgery to remove a tumor while I await the pathology results. Went down this rabbit hole of legacy videos as I consider making videos for my sons if I get bad news from the pathology. When she mentioned having friends come over and clean I can't express how much these small acts of kindness mean and the constant stream of support I received. You don't realize how loved you are until you get the bad news.

  • @josefineG
    @josefineG 4 ปีที่แล้ว +705

    Now go out and live your day. Stop complaining. This woman is a role model and I am crying !!

    • @vernamorales2064
      @vernamorales2064 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yes

    • @ramayiraman601
      @ramayiraman601 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yes True Mothers Loves is Always Forever!! 🌹🌹🌹🌹

  • @sweetbeeluvera1450
    @sweetbeeluvera1450 4 ปีที่แล้ว +499

    Heavenly father watch over this baby and keep him strong and healthy!

  • @shannonumanzor9452
    @shannonumanzor9452 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    She's definitely in heaven.

  • @muttaqeendreyer5200
    @muttaqeendreyer5200 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Forgive me every body but I just feel jealous rite now. She is so loved it's so beautiful, I'm nearly 42 stage 4 cancer, 3 children and I feel so scared and alone. She is me hero. I hope you are OK Jallen

    • @carolhutchinson7763
      @carolhutchinson7763 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm so sorry to hear this. Maybe we can pray for you. I have metastatic cancer but no children.

  • @bri_2105
    @bri_2105 4 ปีที่แล้ว +362

    Who else just put there phone down and just broke down thinking of your parents I’m so grateful for them 😭😭🥰🥰

    • @user-ii2sq9lz6f
      @user-ii2sq9lz6f 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Bri _210 ik 😭🤧❤️

    • @BlankCanvasProductionss
      @BlankCanvasProductionss 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      My mom's gone so be gratful EXTREMELY 😭💜

    • @josephvincent796
      @josephvincent796 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      My dad just passed away from cancer enjoy every second of life

    • @squidwart8345
      @squidwart8345 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Joseph Vincent My condolences ❤️❤️❤️

    • @daviddenava7319
      @daviddenava7319 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Joseph Vincent im sorry for your loss my condolences go out to you and your family🙏❤️

  • @shayjtarot
    @shayjtarot 5 ปีที่แล้ว +560

    Dear God, please hold this family in your loving hands 💐

  • @AlexanderNathan2346
    @AlexanderNathan2346 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    This is by far the saddest video I’ve ever seen and one of the few videos that’s made me cry. A mothers love is truly something beautiful and her relationship with her son is truly beautiful to watch. I hope he has a great future and I hope she is resting easy.

  • @blubbernuggetsss
    @blubbernuggetsss 2 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    My mother has had cancer 5 times, currently going through a pill form of chemo. Her hair’s growing and she’s starting to gain her energy back. Videos like these make me hold her a little closer and tell her I love her one more time before bed. Thank you Ellie for sharing your story. I love you mom 💕

    • @NEPAS77
      @NEPAS77 ปีที่แล้ว

      That's amazing! Cheers to your mom and more happy years with her!