Feeling shitty about feeling shitty | Hear me out
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 26 พ.ย. 2024
- Filmed this a month ago. Had moved to Seattle for about two weeks. Struggling with the ups and downs AND feeling guilty about it. We really just need to think about our path to healing as a SPRING instead of a straight LINE. Sometimes it feels like we're going backward, sometimes it's the "same old", but we are ultimately still moving forward. You got this. I got this. 💪🌱
Yeah, I understand what you mean. There's a real shame attached to feeling bad or going through painful episodes when everything is starting to go your way and it can even seem like the world is conspiring against you. I still feel ashamed of who I am but I'm making progress on becoming more. I'm really happy that you aren't letting your guilt for feeling bad spiral downwards. It's hard to stay the course and it's something you should be proud of. Sorry for the meandering thoughts there but I have trouble organizing them. I think that you will do great things in the world.
😭😭😭Thank you for this beautiful and touching comment. It means a lot. I've been letting myself feel all the love around me lately and it has been incredible. I hope you remember that you are not doing this work alone, that you are so resilient and you 100% got this. 💪🔥🌈 Please try to let that shame just ride through without giving it thought or power next time. You are a beautiful soul with a strong will and heart. And that overrules everything else.
Thank you for sharing your experience and feelings. It's so important. I'm sending you all the love, strength, hugs, and cookies. 🍪You're always welcome to share more ^_^ Happy to make a new friend.
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Mei! I totally love the emotions you want to feel list I may try that myself. Love that you shared this though process I never know how to say it out loud you really made my day by posting this video. Love you lots miss u girl ❤️❤️❤️
😭😭😭😭😭 Wish i could give you a big hug!!! Thank you for your beautiful comment booboo 💞🧁️🌻
You mentioned all those labels you’ve identified and have immense layers of imprints and conditioning and expressed your plight of having to work through them All but it doesn’t matter how many you have or how heavy they are there’s one linchpin to it all and that is you the real you not all those other things you’ve attached to if you see you are not those things in your mind just as shadows flee in the presence of light so does illusions in consciousness I love you may you be happy
YESSSS Larry! I'm with you on this. It's so hard to "reprogram" my brain and beliefs and to dismantle these internalized perspectives. Thank you so much for your friendship and support. 😭💞You're such a strong human and inspiration. I'm slowly learning to let go of many things including these labels and my past hurt. I think i'm finally ready to not be "the victim" of my circumstances. It took a long time. But i'm getting there :) Hope you're feeling powerful and beautiful too ☀️🌱❤️️
Thank you so much for sharing Mei. I can understand the feelings of guilt for not feeling better, I think those feelings can be linked to those that care about us, personally, I don’t feel guilty anymore because I’ve identified the world and our lifestyle/hustle bustle etc as the problem not me. The world has taught us our value is linked to what we achieve and blah blah, talking about “be somebody” , we’re already somebody; We have value, it helps me to remember that everyday
As for a normal path/situation that will result in optimal emotional/mental balance, i think you make a great point about the securities (financial, social etc) and how they are linked to us reaching the normal path. Me for instance this year has been a bit tight on financial security and that has in some ways added to my already existing dread of living.
It really does feel like everyday is a battle. It’s reassuring to know I’m not alone in this, we just need to keep fighting. Love you wishing you the best 💪🏼
!!!! I'm so happy to hear this development and shift in your perspective that helps you remember your inherent value and power ❤️️Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts. It warms my heart! I hope things start running more smoothly soon financially. 🙁 We'll chat soon, yes? And yes. an everyday battle. BUT WE GOT THIS. 💪🌈So much love to you, Great General Renpa!!
Can we have a 10 Hour version of you talking? haha just kidding, it does feel better listening to you
Too kind!!! Thank you for these words, it means so much!! It truly feels good sharing out loud and then to feel validated and supported through your comments is just 💥💞😭 too good. It's always scary putting myself out there, being vulnerable, and getting ready to be "attacked" for my views. But so far so good 🙈I'm so grateful for the connections we're able to make out here and just be there for one another. It's so beautiful and moving 😭😍🎈All the love to you!!
Romans 5:1-5
King James Version
5 Therefore being justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ:
2 By whom also we have access by faith into this grace wherein we stand, and rejoice in hope of the glory of God.
3 And not only so, but we glory in tribulations also: knowing that tribulation worketh patience;
4 And patience, experience; and experience, hope:
5 And hope maketh not ashamed; because the love of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost which is given unto us
Thank you for sharing :))
What's your name? I want to pray for you. I understand how you feel. Christ Jesus be with you always. His return is very soon.
Thank you for the love, Bryan. I hope you don't think less of me as an atheist. I am proud of the work I've put into my mental health and healing and am excited for more self-exploration and meaningful connections :) Hugs to you!
@@FeelTalks no not at all. I'm curious now why you are an atheist. Either way you're a beautiful person.
@@bryVegas That's sweet of you to say, Bryan. Thank you :) I believe in higher powers and I believe that there are energies out there that I don't understand. But I just choose to be an atheist because as of now, I am not convinced of the existence of a specific God or equivalent entity. I truly appreciate you asking, being curious, and not thinking less of me for my beliefs :) Hope you're holding on and doing well lately 🌱
@@FeelTalks been a lot better. I don't think I'll ever be the same I guess...whatever that means. But I am trying to learn to always be ok with whatever comes my way in this life. Stay strong friend