5 Scariest Drug Experiences (Crazy Stories)

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  • @DerekLambertRecovery
    @DerekLambertRecovery  4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

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    • @CMoore8539
      @CMoore8539 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @Derek Lambert Love the hat, and it totally suits you, too! You truly are a Warrior! It takes a Lot of strength to stay clean for 4 years! If you could, would you speak on paws and how you fought off the cravings in early Recovery? I know many that are battling with it, and just can’t seem to stay clean because of that paws stage of Recovery. Any help would be helpful.♥️

    • @kylebrender5244
      @kylebrender5244 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Hey Derek Magic Mushrooms got me clean. They are anti addictive. They help you in ways you can’t imagine. If used correctly and responsibly they work better than anything.

    • @DerekLambertRecovery
      @DerekLambertRecovery  4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@kylebrender5244 I'm open to these ideas

    • @swnplays7782
      @swnplays7782 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Bruh youre a head hunter. Referal scumbag.

    • @jamesnewman8011
      @jamesnewman8011 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ayahuasca helped crack open the door to spiritual living. Mushrooms helped me inventory my defects. I also did 12 steps of AA. Been sober 4 years now.

  • @mrkipling2201
    @mrkipling2201 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    If I hadn’t have watched your day 5 video, I wouldn’t have believed you were on any of that stuff because of how healthy you look. Just that should be the inspiration for people to say “ I want to look like that and be in that position that you are now.” Respect from England 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿.

  • @TylerWattt
    @TylerWattt 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Was literally just thinking to myself that I hoped you uploaded today and then I see you did, keep on grindin man!

  • @RoAdamClausen
    @RoAdamClausen 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    I've tried almost everything you talked about in this video, yet I always told myself I never did "hard drugs" bc I never used heroine. How sick and twisted is that?! I had (still have) the exact experience/permanent sides you talk about from Adderall. But for me, it was from being addicted to Phentermine for 4 years. I developed a weird social awkwardness and social anxiety. Thank you for using your experiences to educate. I'm looking forward to more top 5 videos.

    • @KatelynIngle
      @KatelynIngle 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Ro Clausen adderall made me think I was God briefly. Horrific anxiety ever since.

    • @KatelynIngle
      @KatelynIngle 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I only took adderall bout 5 months but it was scary. I was under tons of stress which I’m sure added to it.

    • @nicolasklock6955
      @nicolasklock6955 ปีที่แล้ว

      Just curious why were you even addicted for obesity pills like does it even make you high or?

    • @mortalmedicine
      @mortalmedicine 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      What were the permanent side effects you have experienced?

  • @CMoore8539
    @CMoore8539 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Awesome Video, Derek!!! A lot of people share the good things about these drugs but they don’t tell you about the side effects. Thank you for sharing the whole truth about them! Sending Lots of Love and Respect to you and your beautiful family, always!😎♥️✌️

  • @Rawyalty220
    @Rawyalty220 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Great video. I love these top 5 videos keep em coming

  • @colinclement2752
    @colinclement2752 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Being afraid of the "predator" while tripping on psilocybin is pretty damn funny

  • @karie3
    @karie3 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Great video! Looking forward to all the videos you mentioned here that you said you will go further in detail. Active addiction is so sick, makes you do things that you swear you would never do. This is a great video series, Top 5, it will show people who are in active addiction how bad it can really get the longer you stay in active addiction.

  • @SalGL
    @SalGL 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    God Bless you for being so open and honest. Love and continued Blessing's. XOX

  • @russellcampbell4999
    @russellcampbell4999 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Thanks for being honest I'm sure we all have similar if not worse stories hidden away you at least show people that life can go on no matter what you have done in the past.

  • @ggraemeffrance5434
    @ggraemeffrance5434 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    What a video man keep up the good work

  • @danielt9656
    @danielt9656 ปีที่แล้ว

    Found you a while ago through Cg kid and been watching your vids here and there. Love your content brother. Noticed you haven’t posted in a while hope you’re all good and just taking a break from TH-cam

  • @dustyundercoverlocation911
    @dustyundercoverlocation911 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I so needed that video today because Iv had the worst nightmares off coming down off cocaine... They are based on my life in London where I had to leave everything ✔any one experience that ❓💞💯

  • @KatelynIngle
    @KatelynIngle 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Opiates for 3 years and adderall for 5 months.. i had a terrible psychosis on adderall 40 mg a day.. opiate withdrawal is terrible man.. I wanted to die so bad... it takes a while to get happy and content again..

    • @cheri6360
      @cheri6360 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Happy for you it was only three years. Your withdrawal probably wasn’t as bad had it been more years? Maybe I am totally wrong, but either way I’m happy for you you! How are you doing now?

    • @KatelynIngle
      @KatelynIngle 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@cheri6360 I’m doing much better thank you!! Feb the 12th made 1 year off everything! Hope you are well!

    • @theangry8876
      @theangry8876 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Opiate withdrawal is hell

    • @vincentcohoe5746
      @vincentcohoe5746 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      do not personally findout from experience what Protracted Opiate Withdrawal is.

  • @dianeb2349
    @dianeb2349 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Thanks so much for sharing Derek. I started following Jess first and came across your channel several weeks ago. Your stories have helped me so much. To understand more about addiction. I lost the love of my life in 2017. He overdosed. I have a friend, whom I just hung up with, who is a drug addict/ alcoholic. We just talked about him going to rehab in Scotland for three months. We know this is his last chance. He’s been fighting addiction for years. So many times when he came over and left again I thought it would be the last time I would see him yet he’s still here. But I know he won’t be for much longer if he doesn’t go to rehab again and stay sober. It’s tragic. I truly hope he will stay sober this time. He deserves it. Everyone deserves a second chance to a good life. I am not addicted nor have I ever been addicted to any substances myself. I have tried several drugs when I was younger but it’s been years and years. But as you can see I have dealt with addicts. My heart goes out to everyone who is currently struggling and their families and friends. It’s very rough.
    Thanks for being such an inspiration. Can’t say this enough but I’m so proud of you. You’re doing great. I watch every single video. Much love to you Derek!

    • @elexis3728
      @elexis3728 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Who’s Jess? I’d like to check out that channel

    • @CMoore8539
      @CMoore8539 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Jill Jill Jessica Kent has a channel too.

    • @mpayne8206
      @mpayne8206 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Being addicted is a lonely place and very hopeless at times.... Having said that I have to believe that the helplessness of being a loved one of an addict has to be one of the worst feelings in the world.

  • @alexandrajunikka1642
    @alexandrajunikka1642 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Stay strong 🙏🙏🙏

  • @ryana3416
    @ryana3416 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Bro... mushrooms. I was 17years old. My ex gf and I decide to drive 2 hours south to nyc while tripping. To go ice skating. While driving on the thruway. We pull up to the toll booth while tripping balls. Toll booth dude says your cars on fire🔥. Holy shit. Now I start losing all control. I remember some saying drinking milk will calm the trip down. Im running in a town off the thruway looking for milk. I couldn't even use a payphone. Cell phone weren't around at that time. It was nuts

  • @DrPhil-gg6hk
    @DrPhil-gg6hk 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Your The Best..!

  • @jerryduford3254
    @jerryduford3254 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Man I can relate I've done some gnarly things lol good stories Derek I'm finally clean after 5 years of hell!

  • @rosieborsellino703
    @rosieborsellino703 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I've been there horrible.. So bless to be here a alive and better 😬😊❤️🙏❤️🙏

  • @karliann1
    @karliann1 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    It's crazy how hydro went from seemingly innocent weed to hydros..opiates....after I took x on new years Eve 2000...i woke up sooo depressed after it sucked so bad

  • @davidgochenour8028
    @davidgochenour8028 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    " I'm not here for morals" I think I like you more after that statement, your a good dude..

  • @tampadeal2619
    @tampadeal2619 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    There are some people who just shouldn't do (or shouldn't have ever done) drugs. Just doesn't mix with their body chemistry

  • @jamesnewman8011
    @jamesnewman8011 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sad to hear about your alcohol issue with your wife. I have been there too. I hope that for today you are better than you were yesterday, and yesterday you were better than the day before. One day.

  • @CrescoSonitusMediaGroup
    @CrescoSonitusMediaGroup 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    large up derek

  • @patrickbateman4541
    @patrickbateman4541 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    You're an amazing story teller! You manage to make the serious subjects funny in a way too, entertaining to listen to and educational ofc. 11:41 lol

  • @Discovering_Nicole1
    @Discovering_Nicole1 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Ugh, All of our stories are so so crazy!!! Glad we are past that!!!

  • @mpayne8206
    @mpayne8206 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Not really related but has anyone had sleep paralysis?? That's some scary s*** right there!! I didn't know what was wrong with me for a while.

  • @Nat929
    @Nat929 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Glad you recovered from drug use. I'm just learning about Adderall after my brother overdosed on it last year at 55 years old. Previously, my brother was badly addicted to meth for at least 10 years, and the affects on him were absolutely horrendous. He had meth mouth so bad, with chipped and sharp teeth, it was very difficult for him to eat, so he had all of his teeth extracted. Also, because of muscle and fat loss in his face, he actually looked like a skeleton in his face and he wasn't underweight. He looked at least 20 years older than he was. Several years ago, he moved to Florida but could never find meth there. So, he faked that he had ADHD to get Adderall. I wasn't familiar with Adderall and didn't know that it was so dangerous. Last year, my brother overdosed on Adderall and died. I don't know how much he was taking, and when he died, he was drastically underweight. His death was devastating, we were badly abused as kids, and he was self-medicating.

  • @Schizniit
    @Schizniit 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Man, one of my worst ever drug experiences I ever had was on mushrooms and people act like I'm crazy when I say I hate them

  • @joeyciminello4393
    @joeyciminello4393 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Dude I did the same thing with the subs. That's what got me to stop using. It was like oh u don't like withdrawal....took a sub (whole 8mg) and it was the worst night ever. I never wanted to ever feel like that again. I am on subs now and honestly it's been a life saver

  • @lenileni7232
    @lenileni7232 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    lmao i lovbe how he wanted to leave names out then 2 mi n later says kurt and derrick..LOL still high are weee??? LMAO

  • @thaspacegoatae3419
    @thaspacegoatae3419 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Great vid man, I took mushrooms about 8 times they are great at around 0.5 grams with a beer and some weed. But full on shroom tripping scares the hell out of me, I also had many panic attacks from robotripping on dxm and called the police on myself they were not happy at all.

  • @ericeamon3026
    @ericeamon3026 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    My last experience with adderall was so close to the same. I was on 7 of the 30mgextended the orange you talked about. And i was at the beach i was up for 5 days it was horrifying on the 5th night. I had the worst migraine and felt horrible anxiety and was hallucinating people talking to me and comi g into my room

  • @filgood76
    @filgood76 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    My worst experience with a drug was on a micro point!!! Omg, when it peaked it sat on a couch in the back of the disco and my heart was pumping so hard and in the rhythm of the bass drum...i litterly thought it was gonna to explode. Awfull experience!

    • @rockinroberta9925
      @rockinroberta9925 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      👋

    • @patrickbateman4541
      @patrickbateman4541 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Micro point?

    • @filgood76
      @filgood76 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hey B🥰

    • @filgood76
      @filgood76 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yes or micro trip. Its a type of lsd and comes in form of a sandcorn. Very, very potent stuff!!😞

  • @iwasanMBTInerd
    @iwasanMBTInerd 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    My only time ever taking drugs was shrooms. I had the worst panic attack of my life and it was also the first.
    If you have never experienced a panic attack before, it can be very terrifying because it affects your body and causes all sorts of weird sensations like burning, convulsing, paranoia, vomiting, and trembling. It lasted 16 hours. I didn't even see anything remotely psychedelic.
    It just fucked up my body to where I had no control over it even though I was fully conscious and aware the whole time and I didn't know why, which was the terrifying part. Ever since then I will occasionally have minor panic attacks.
    Fuck drugs. I used to think they were spiritually enlightening but my dumbass had never even tried them before. I've also heard stories of people seeing demons from psychedelics.
    Drugs are better off being thrown into a mass pit and burned to ashes in my personal opinion.

  • @cj5273
    @cj5273 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I was laughing so much at the Predator story lol

  • @setyx.
    @setyx. ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I once found some pills in my dads bedside table and i was like nice i found some drugs so i took one pill and after 30 min my penis started to hurt turned out it was Viagra 💀

  • @thugnificendo
    @thugnificendo 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Lol i remember dro and baby dro days lmaooo

  • @mpayne8206
    @mpayne8206 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I had precipitated withdrawals when I got the vivitrol shot. I was able to pass a drug test but was only three or four days off of opiates.... Oh my God that was the worst feeling of my life. Three straight days of feeling like I was being electrocuted from the inside out!!

  • @ashleyslater6263
    @ashleyslater6263 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i had a blackout experience and it was horrible

  • @jessiec.9169
    @jessiec.9169 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love your stories...
    I had a very similar case when i took 100+ shrooms n made tea drank every drop and then ate the cooked down black sludge of what had been the shrooms.. Dude... It lasted over 24 hours... I saw SO many colors n patterns and because i was in a comfortable place for some reason i was okay with not being able to see reality until i tried to close my eyes n lay down. I turned off the lights and the patterns explode..n I thought it was pretty cool for awhile n when I went to close my eyes the patterns didn't change...at all. Whether my eyes were closed or open I saw the same geometric patterns over and over and i couldnt sleep. After hours of this perfectly geometric neon light patterns.. I just wanted it to stop..after 16+ hours of feeling so damn motion sick i stumbled my way to the bathroom..and when I got there i looked in the mirror and no joke..my whole face looked like a real life skull..i freaked out now mind you its like 4AM n im in my parents house.. Literally convincing myself the only way to fix this neverending trip was to end it all. Just turn me off permanently was the only way I saw myself ever being okay again. Thankfully I didn't make it stop. But I can see how people take their lives when tripping.
    I've had a bad experience on every single drug you listed! Thanks for sharing your experiences.... It really helps to hear/know that someone else is as dumb as me..
    ❤ from Florida
    Also I've brought my husband back from exactly what you went through almost dying from overdose! And im so stupid here I am trying to keep him just breathing..cause there was no waking him up. But then the reality hit me that im smaller in body weight we technically should have both beeb dead! I honestly feel it waa the adrenaline that kept me awake so I could keep him alive. Meanwhile both kids under 10 are sleeping in the next room..and all i could honestly think/feel was anger & jealousy because now im starting to sober up and I didnt get to get that high.... Its like the sickness takes over you to the point you are basically begging to die and you don't even realize it at all. #hardlifetimes
    Thank you Derek, you really have inspired me to make better decisions!

  • @pinderg1376
    @pinderg1376 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Bro I keep vomiting whatever i eat and even water its been 7 days off of heroin

  • @shanborshaunshangpliang4198
    @shanborshaunshangpliang4198 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    But myself I've an unusual experience u know during withdrawal I used to ran every hours to the bathroom and take a bath with cold water no mater of the summer or winter..but I find it very helpful u know..

  • @a_living_legend3816
    @a_living_legend3816 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Fuck drugs I wish I’d never done them

  • @kaimier3406
    @kaimier3406 ปีที่แล้ว

    Please Never Mix adderall with Tramadol ( Serotoninsyndrome)

  • @danielt9656
    @danielt9656 ปีที่แล้ว

    Them ecstasy/mdma hallucinations are on a different level, they are so delirious and seem so real. Me and my mate were rolling and ate way to much M and started wigging out and hallucinating and shit. I was sitting across from him at the table, my best friend known him since I was 10 I kept forgetting who he was and was seeing him as some sort of evil pirate. I was sitting there and remember who he was and we’d chat then I’d mung out for a minute or 2, eyes in back of head sort of thing then I’d come back to and I was just like ah fuck that evil pirate dude is back again wtf where did Kyle go ?? Then I was walking down the road and kept seeing little shadow kids playing on the street and this was like 2am by the way and I’d walk up to these kids and it would just be a bin or something. Taking to much E/md and getting to that state is one of the weirdest states I’ve ever been in and the come down you get if you let yourself get to that state is the worst, 3-4 days of proper depression zero serotonin. I’ve done that so so many times and think it’s probably the drug that’s done the most damage to my brain.

  • @davidgochenour8028
    @davidgochenour8028 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Soon as he says. Act like predator, " I"m lile, " Oh know!"

  • @TheMiz_0
    @TheMiz_0 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I experienced a high on 1 tab of lsd and a gram of super mdma
    I saw monkeys chasing me with spanners. And I thought I was in the back to the future vehicle delorean. I also tried to climb a church where I was following a pig climbing up the church. And I got on the train was the first thing I thought I was time travelling and was talking to an actor who was dead

  • @nerdology1019
    @nerdology1019 ปีที่แล้ว

    The tramadol on top of the addy probably gave you bad serotonin syndrome

  • @evindejesusvisuals6407
    @evindejesusvisuals6407 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Is that a rage nation shirt

  • @lukatokic4238
    @lukatokic4238 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I cant use notin on empty stomach

  • @jordansullivan3087
    @jordansullivan3087 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Is there a way I can contact you? Maybe via email?

  • @Jason-os6tx
    @Jason-os6tx 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I don't know if it's because I've always been skinny and had a fast metabolism but I've always taken subs 12-16 hours after last using and luckily never gone into precipitated withdrawal... that's not to say anyone else will have my luck. I thank god i haven't experienced that and honestly i probably should have. I relate alot to this video, especially the part about drinking in an attempt to replace opiates. Honestly im in the middle of doing that now. And i started with percs moved to the 40mg stop sign opanas and then to dope. Idk why but i never come across many people that did opanas. Abs opanas were when i really started to get bad. So maybe that's why relate to these videos more than some others. If there's anyone else or there watching this video or reading this comment and you aren't as far gone as i am don't wait to get better. If you are as far as i and many others are you probably already know...i don't have to tell you... time machine would be nice huh?...

    • @DJGive1
      @DJGive1 ปีที่แล้ว

      What gets me about subs is how the less you take the stronger the effect.. those things must be distant cousins to Quaaludes... Great video glad i found your channel. Congrats on quitting. Some are functioning alcoholics and drug addicts and can use, hold a job, maintain relationships, not steal from others or rely on others to support drug habits,.. DMT is my favorite psychedelic currently, tho L and carrots are always good for a complete evening of entertainment.. be 😎

  • @jeffreyhunter4796
    @jeffreyhunter4796 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm in my drug addiction currently. I'm addicted to crack. When I don't have money I'm fine and full of life,but when I get high,I'm something else. I watch porn when I'm high for hours. I work at a tempt service and I'm always broke the next day. I can't seem to stop,even if I try very hard.

    • @jerryjudd7304
      @jerryjudd7304 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Your addicted to sex (porn) you need a program bro . Uppers and sex will ruin your life quick

  • @daviddoch4872
    @daviddoch4872 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    give someone in their 50s like Mark Lanagan. Old head with teeth. missing, eg hardcore self harmers. These are the stories of a Boston AA Meeting. A Sight Seeing attraction of Boston is there Meetings. Take a camera

  • @DJGive1
    @DJGive1 ปีที่แล้ว

    Psychedelics - must always remember that most are psycho suggestive drugs so one must stand strong in the respect of mind over matter. What you think is easier manifested in that state of mind. Remain headstrong and understand the powers of the drugs you are using.... Think well and be well...➰🕳️

  • @bobbrock4221
    @bobbrock4221 หลายเดือนก่อน

    It's not cool to do stuff like that when people are doing hallucinagins.

  • @chrisbeach2820
    @chrisbeach2820 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Love the hat bro #warr;or

  • @witchywomen6650
    @witchywomen6650 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    YUP Adderall destroyed my life.

  • @rockinroberta9925
    @rockinroberta9925 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    🍄

  • @williamw9086
    @williamw9086 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Help me

  • @Peter-yk2hh
    @Peter-yk2hh 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

    😢pleas dotbmess in cars can get Gunnel diwn

  • @solomontruthlover5308
    @solomontruthlover5308 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    9:45 is that shit real? Ha de fuck do both guys see the same thing

  • @tommyfishbone1303
    @tommyfishbone1303 ปีที่แล้ว

    😂😂

  • @Only2genders.
    @Only2genders. 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I you deserve their shrooms one I'm not gonna lie. You kind of deserve what they did to you?