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I have found that everyone suffers with addiction in different ways, we just suffer from a drug one. I journeyed my detox/ withdrawal off heroin from day 5 all the way to the present. I have journaled many experiences and have shown many of my stories on my channel. During this process I have learned much and continue to learn. I have found that we addicts need new people, places and things for sure!
People Overdosing and dying from addiction is real! I detoxed off heroin and know what its like to be stuck and not be able to stop using drugs. Intervention is sometimes necessary because I know the mind of an addict first hand. The way these drugs feel consumes the addict and they cannot think of stopping and follow through without proper help from others.
Addiction can be overcome. Cocaine, alcohol, benzos, adderal, ecstacy, opioids, heroin, steroids & mushrooms are just some of the drugs that I have tried. I wasn't addicted to all of those listed but I have experimented with these. The war on drugs is stupid and the stigma on drug addicts needs to change in order to help the drug addiction issues within America.
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I started doing drugs years ago as a teenage, got addicted to heroin. Spent my whole life fighting heroin addiction. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Got diagnosed with cptsd. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 6 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
Can you help me with the reliable source 🙏. I'm 56 and have suffered for years with addiction, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in Australia. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them
YES very sure of Dr.benfungi. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
Yes he's Dr.benfungi.Shrooms to me is a natrual healer. I know a guy who has used mushrooms in the same way and they have really helped him. mah dudes have safe trips all.
wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.
I was horrifically depressed since childhood. It was relentless. I assumed it would ultimately end me somehow. About twelve years ago I randomly accepted the offer from a friend of a few doses of mushrooms. I did them two consecutive nights alone. First night was pretty mild. The second night? Wow. I saw my depression from every angle, realized much. Next day: depression totally gone. Never came back, never coming back. It's like it's a forest far away I can remember, and could probably find again with enough effort, but it has zero impact on anything in my life or mind. They honestly saved my life and improved it immensely. I never did them again, either. I wish there was a good, organized way to administer them to people who would benefit from them.
This is amazing man, people need to realize that druggies are more than just druggies, they are people
Is that term ok?
Yes we r
@@alfredoreyes8058 He is clearly a male so yes calling him man is ok.
@@EE-ky5nt
the "D" word i ment.
Idunno what u ment.
They are also just ppl that have trauma, if we could see inside we would see a traumatized young child in most cases. We could never stand for child abuse but we turn away from adults with that in their bomes
Almost 4 months clean finally starting to feel alive again. It's possible everyone
Wow, nice. You are so powerful! Keep it up young Cody!
Congrats wish I could do it but don't feel like it's possible. How do you get rid of"the want" I want to get clean but again I still want it
@@heathercarlough8602 what are you using?
@@sepasoulfly3725 dog food
@@heathercarlough8602 so ask vet than
this video brought me to tears... I WILL SAVE MY BROTHER
Me too. very inspirational..
Lashae Evans I pray for your brother and yours too and mine it hurts too see them like this
Wow, I just choked up reading your comment. I am also hoping to help my brother, who is addicted to heroin, and keeps going back to it, destroying his life over and over...
Mine was lost to it. I wish you the best and will pray for their recovery. Don’t give up.
My brother beat it after 20 years and 2 relapses. He has been clean and sober for 30 odd years now. We didnt expect him to live much longer as he was so yellow and emaciated. But he managed to get into a great treatment centre here in Scotland, called CastleCraig Turned his life around, graduated from Uni and now works to help other addicts find their way back into society.
I am here on my bed, 14 hours on, the ride is on, ride to hell. Your words put some ease to my mind. Thank you.
You are loved and strong
@@meaghenstandlee6644 that was sweet of you :-)
Facts
I'm here on my bed being a bad person :(
@@EE-ky5nt I'm listening to you :-)
Sending love to everyone who feels ashamed or just fling through this disease ❤
Save me some too
God bless you ❤️
@danielalmond7823 Man this video was 3 YEARS AGO WOW! I'm glad he left this video up so when someone likes my comment im reminded of HOW FAR IVE COME I still say sending love to everyone i hope you all are still going storng on your recovery and giving yourselves grace. ❤️
I been watching Derek since day one. Evrytime i needed uplifting i watched him make my day.
No brother, THANK YOU... it takes a lot to put yourself out there like this. I just wanted to say thank you for the support and encouragement. I hope you are still doing good and healthy.
Just did it in 30 days.Going back to the old military saying,"IF IT SUCKS DO IT!"It sucks everyday.Straight since 11 5 18!
How you doing these days?
i saved my brother josh ..i paid 2300 for rehab for him he was 6 months sober off heroin and then i get that call at 734am march 19th 2017 josh and my old brother and my brother in law were dead from a drinking and driving accident . you looks like my older brother alot like alot alot .. its comforting in a way to watch ur videos
Carrie Boyer I’m Very Sorry for your loss.♥️
fuck that's brutal sorry to hear that hope you and your husband are doing well. have a boy or two and give them your brother's names
So sorry for you loss hunni ❤
Extremely sorry to know this . Life is really fucked up i guess . I have other story .... i better shut my mouth or else fuck i dont even wanna recall it . Just be strong lady ! :)
Carrie Boyer I’m so sorry for your loss 🙏🏻
this warms my heart seeing someone so happy and free im on day 7 been sleeping and im so happy to say im clean and free!
I've tried many times and gone 5 days with absolutely no sleep, no food and can barely drink I have to force myself to take a mouthful, it doesn't seem to get any better I've almost fainted and get to the point where I'm almost hallucinating I'm so physically week yet no sleep..
I watch your videos as of late. I never saw this one. With the background music and the fire crackling around you, makes it so much more real... I’ve been stuck on methadone for almost SIX years now
Its so sad to see all of my beautiful brothers and sisters on here struggling with this demon of addiction it seems as though we've all been down this road, what bothers me even more is how common the shit is. I just wish everyone the best and i pray you all overcome your addiction. Much ❤ 🙏 ❤.
Me thinks this is part of covert warfare. Now that Biden is open bordering, a river of Fentanyl is once again able to flow into these United States.
From where? C.H.I.N.A
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I'm starting today, and I'm so scared to go through hell for the next week or so but I'm ready. I'm so tired of living this way, I cannot do it anymore. I need to get sober ASAP. And I know this time I'm gonna make it, I know I will.
you can do it Alma! make sure your somewhere safe and that you have no access to drugs. what exactly are you coming off of? how much of that drug a day were you taking?
+Derek Lambert I don't think CT is for everyone. I have personally stayed clean getting on methadone/suboxone, and doing a short taper with those, and then get clean without much of withdrawals. It is not how you get clean or what you need to go through but the choices/decisions we make that determine if we will use or not and stay clean. It comes to choice, whether you CT or do it through another substance or whether you have intense WDs or not-it does not matter, it really does not influence your decisions to do opiates. It really comes down to choice. I have CTed many times and always still gone back, same with doing other substances to come off drugs, always gone back, but I made the choice to be done with, made the choice to put my health, my future, family and self-respect first, and was off, it would not have mattered if I had CTed, I still would be where I am now, but CT can affect a lot of people in negative away, it can make them use and God-Forbid over-dose. Many people make the decision to not do drugs, so getting on meth or sub and doing taper with that is the best, IF you CHOOSE to stop. And meetings can help some but again don't make any difference as your still telling yourself that you need these and ur addict, personally I don't want to identify myself as an addict or even ex-addict. I just put it down to bad phase in my life and move forward. Your title is dangerous and misleading, its what worked for u, not necessarily works for everyone. Sorry but why suffer when u don't have to? stopping drugs come from choice and within in, not simply by CT.
+Celtic Spirit I never spoke about how to stay quit, but how too quit. there is a big difference. I'm coming from my experience on this matter. No where do I say those methods don't work, but that they didn't for me. I agree that the problem centers inside and the drug is a symptom.
+Celtic Spirit title says "how i quit heroin" not "how to quit heroin"
My fingers and toes are crossed for you best of luck your not alone.
Thank you, brave soul. Glad you're still with us. Hope my daughters make it. Thank you for your honesty, and making it through the fire baptism. Recovery is worth it!!
This video made me realize I needed to quit opiates 2 years ago. I relapsed a few times and was in and out of being sober. Now I'm 6 months and never going back 💘
I wish I would've never touched this shit, I'm so sorry
rite man im 28 did dope 8 years . been in out treatment and court system been on probation for 5 years now and going .
Me too buddy Im sooo sooo sorry for it all.
With the help of my loving wife, who never gave up, kratom and a little will power I am going on three months clean from heroin. I know this sounds chessy as fuck but it does get better so much better. Fuck addiction!
Never Give Up!!!♥️
Chris Juarez don’t worry you will be ok Iam going thru it also
My brother I salute you and the lord Jesus saved me from heroin and my addiction I’m now 7 months clean thank you Jesus
2 days clean, cold turkey. Man your video is an uplift to us in the struggle of it it is a hand while drowning. Your blessed and doing great thing for so many. Look at the amount of comments....thank you. Sincerely. Thank you.
Eddy Herrera I can’t even watch a TH-cam video when I’m in withdrawal. Kudos to you!
Congratulations, man! Keep it moving. God bless.
Im from Chicago an I've been shot I've been beat up by 5 or more cops i had my arm an leg broke an by far Heroin witdraw or DOPESICK is the worse pain i ever felt in my life.. If fear an respect heroin
Dang! Heroin is the Monster.
This is the only support system for me . I can not afford to have one here in my country so i must have to keep on watching your channels just to keep myself motiveted to stay clean ! Thank you Derek brother you are and your family is one wonderful miracle for people like me ! Just watching your vids and of your family keeps me motivated . Me and my girlfriend are going to get marry this july and she went through hell by tackling my addiction problem .
I'm proud of you for going through that pain. And you're right about the reality setting in by each hour.
Thank you so much man, I have about hit my breaking point and am about to quit for good. I can't continue living like this. Once again, thank you for giving me hope. I am almost 23, I can't continue being on the needle. I will not die a junkie. I wish everyone the best of luck in their recovery.
You won’t brother stay strong
Sober?
I am the hospital for like 14th time detoxing off of alcohol
You are totally right man everything you say
I also withdraw that I’m on 17th day now
Thank you Derek for making these videos! They are helping so much! All the best to you!
Thank you for the video man. Im 2 weeks clean. Took a sub to early and went through hell. Whenever i have cravings i watch your videos and stay inspired to stay clean. THANK YOU!!
get lonely without . pains gone .hard to deal with. people dont understand . sober since dec 29 2019
Nice. Stay Powerful!
I loved your testimony.. So inspirational and made me feel like, "I CAN DO THIS." You have something about you that others feed off of. You're positive and give me hope that I am good enough to do this too. Thank you
I needed to hear that
Sharing again. There are so many people struggling right now. Please keep telling your story Derek.♥️
Many Blessings to you!!! Stay steady, day by day, hour by hour. KUDOS TO YOUR WIFE FOR HANGING IN THERE!!!💝
Well done to you. Wonderful video and full of inspiration.
You seem so content.
That's one of the most hard core things I've ever heard. Way to go man!!!
My husband is about to go to rehab.hope the sun shines in his eyes looks yours when he returns sober.thanks for sharing.
did he?
Aw Derek you seem so sad 😞 today! I’m watching every video you put out and you are sooooo inspiring! Don’t be sad you’re doing an amazing job helping people like yourself. You won’t be doing this job forever - you’ve got so much to give to people. You have Christmas coming up and Kurt coming home to look forward to 😁😁.
thank you man your video might be the reason I'm alive tomorrow
Very happy for you & your family. Stay strong
Almost on day 8.. Thanks for your honesty brother. The pain & hell we go through, is a right of passage for us getting sober.
No one ever said u have to do it cold Turkey. But more power to ya. It def builds character. I SALUTE YOU.LOL
@@michaelnunns6577 id never recommend it. You can die or ruin your body. I quit oxys cold turkey. I believe i ruined my body. 95 days of bed sweats. Isn't normal
Hey man, thanks for posting this. A good friend of mine was trying to get off heroin, and I showed her your video. You were right, this works. Thank you so much, this was very helpful. She laid on the couch and took the pain for several days, just soldiered through it. I was by her side the whole time, it was absolutely heartbreaking. I showed her this video, and it really made a difference. Keep doing this, you are truly helping people. I've never used hard drugs, so, I was totally unequipped to help. This information was very useful. From the bottom of my heart, thank you my friend
keep it up man.... That life blows life is beautiful..
Great video. I'm a new subscriber from Scotland loving all your advice thanks for caring my friend
Well done fella. So proud of you. Long journey ahead but you got this.
I'm on day 33 of sobriety myself ( alcohol ) and feel great. The weight is falling off me and I'm sleeping better.
this is the realist video and talk that I have heard so far. mad respect to you my man. bout to do it myself.
Look how far you have come Derek! Love you ❤️
Wow......I have been following your Mythvision page and I LOVE it and I've learned so much then I see this.....how amazing!!! I am about to go thru the same thing with my 29 yr old gran son. He lives in VA and I love in GA. Kinda in a low population area and 45 min south of Atlanta. He has cried and begged me to come here. He said "Gran Mom I need you!" So I'm going to be there with him 100%. I would have never thought you went this route and went thru this!!! I see this was 5 yrs ago for you! Congratulations!!! I needed to see this video!!!
thank you. I am going to be doing it this weekend. God Bless.
Beautiful story Derek. I'm happy for you.
im 24, single mom. ive worked very hard and i was able to put myself and my son in a stable and good environment. i tried heroin 5 weeks ago and have been doing oxy 30s for 6 months. i was just arrested for the first time today and my son had nowhere to. i am taking my last hit of heroin. my son is leaving for a week and im going to detox myself. this was inspirational. i will probably watch all your videos as help.
Jordan Kitts how are you now
yentl back on, lol
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No update ?
heroin most of the time is for LIFE.
Im a big fan im so happy for you and your family , some love from ireland. You helped me get off the drug. Ive been through all you have been through. Cold turkey is the hardest thing but i think it makes you stronger. It makes me stronger.
Thanks bro all your videos are great I just had a major surgery and I'm back on the shit as soon as I left hospital. Over the summer I quit methadone cold turkey and will never use that stuff again. Im getting to about the 3rd day an next thing I know I'm using just to relieve the pain. I'm gonna keep watching your videos and others I know I can do this and I need to before I die. I want this so bad I really do so here I am again starting my detox this time I will make it
Carrie from Detroit.. Wow .. I remember watching this video & all of your earlier ones while I was dopesick.. that was a few years back !! I finally went to treatment, got myself into therapy, joined NA, & have been clean since June 17th 2019 🙌🏼⭐️ Yours was the very first recovery channel I’d ever watched.. I’ve watched all the recent videos, too.. Thank you for helping me during some of the darkest times in my life.. We do recover
much respect bro, hope ur still going strong
thank you for your video♡ inspirational! stay sober, one day at a time.
Your story has touched me brother! Second day of withdraw for me,watching this and your other videos il definately push through now and make it.
God Bless you.goid for you.hope your still clean and fighting the good fight!
You are so right about everything you said. There will be pain and tears. Im big on AA or NA meetings cause they do help. So does counceling cause secrets or stuffing makes you sick. Another good advice is get a sponser or home group at an AA or NA meeting. Proud of anyone out there that has or is trying to make a step into sobriety. Life is good!!!
Well done, friend! Congrats, you are the man!
Congrats !! To all of you!! Who say" JUST CLEAN FOR TODAY" everyday!!
Thanks for posting this brother.
Nice motivational video man!!
Well Done Derek, Fighting myself. Off to CA in half hour. Great Video. You speak Great. Keep them posted and keep giving. They help :D
Thank you my brother, your words were very inspirational and hit home with me especially about switching one thing for another. I always lie to myself saying i will just take some subs to get clean and then i will smoke tons of weed lying to myself again saying this will help me get clean when all i am trying to do is numb myself to feeling anything which is what has gotten me into trouble always. Day 1 today and i am ready to start this journey of hell knowing i can do it even though it will be hell and it will be much better than the life i have been leading. Thanks again bro.
Wow man this video really hit deep inside, good job brotha god bless you and your fam.
Love this video. Very emotional
Great video. Brought me to tears
I pray you are still clean! I can't even imagine! It was hard enough for me to quit smoking 20 years ago. I am blessed I made a choice in my twenties to not drink or do drugs. Great job! And you are only a failure if you quit quitting
Good morning Derek. Day 5-6 thanks to you man.
Hey man I needed to hear this, not sure how you are doing now but it’s been since I was 17 years old that I’ve been struggling with opiates more recently fentanyl and overall heroin. It has been the hardest and most painful journey of my life. I am 24 and tonight I did my last two bags (insufflated) nasally and now I plan to cease all use going cold turkey. The only method that has worked and because of the pure pain and depression I go through during it all, kicking cold has been how I’ve always stayed clean for any significant time(1y7m in 2014) the memory of the struggle itself is so strong it keeps me sober honestly for the first few months without a problem. I just wanted to say thanks for making me feel not so alone tonight it’s 2 am and I am so scared to start this morning but I have to. Pray for me brother and my girlfriend showed me this video she never used anything not even alcohol or cigarettes; NOT EVEN properly. She has learned a lot throughout all of my AA/NA meetings she’s been with me to and has my back throughout it all and is 100% going to support me this time again. I only have her and luckily I haven’t driven her off with scumbag shit like lying stealing etc. unlike all of my family and old friends. All I have is her and this video gave me an honest and subtle push to keep going that’s a blessing brother, you are a blessing and have helped me with this video I don’t feel as alone in this tiny moment before the intense few days I have coming. I can’t live like this anymore my brother overdosed and was not able to receive narcan or even discovered in quick enough time 2 months ago and I miss him. Somehow through pure grace and miracles all of my overdoses I was revived even by homeless, pedestrians, train commuters, I have lost count🤢. I can’t do it anymore though and I needs the prayers and positive energy of the whole world right now like Goku’s spirit bomb😩🤞🏾🖤. Anyone reading this going through it you’re not alone and it is possible. I will update eventually on my progress and be totally honest with anyone that comments. Thanks Brother 🙏🏾 One Love ☝🏾
Here we go... into the valley of the shadow of death yet I fear not. For thou art with me. That means all of you out there who also feel my pain. Goodnight everyone.
thank you I needed to hear this....
This man been thru it all and did everydrug .
You are such a strong person! And an inspiration to all not only addicts ❤️ my boyfriend has his problems and you have helped us both with them thank you so much for everything you do ! You deserve to live a wonderful life ❤️
Man it would be really cool to have someone like you that understands to help me get through. I have no support and it's so hard to get going
God bless you man. You are speaking the truth. I've been on suboxin for about 2 and a half years following a 4 year oxy contin addiction. I lost everything. The subs have allowed me at least to get most of my life back. I work full time every week and pay my own bills. But I know the time is coming that I will give up the subs for good. There is so much more to life that feeling high. The feelings and emotions that real life (god) gives your , are much more powerful and long lasting than any drug. I detoxed from subs before for 3 months. It was extremely hard like you said but I was almost back to normal. Then a breakup with a girl I loved dearly tempted me right back into a Dailey habit of subs. Props to you for getting off opiates and keep on keeping on man. Don't ever turn back NO MATTER WHAT. don't let any demon or the devil talk you into thinking it's OK to do it "just once " or that " you can let loose once and a while " because that's how the devil gets you. And these drugs are most certainty pure evil . Anything that controls your mind and stops you from feeling god and true life has to be the devil. So again , God bless you man and thanks for sharing your story. It's truly inspirational. I'm sure I speak for many addicts when I say thank you. It's stories like yours that help others to do the same. And CElTIC SPIRIT.... it sounds like you are just making excuses and that will get you nowhere fast. There is no such thing as " needles suffering" like he said , you HAVE TO GO THRU PAIN. so deal with it. It's the only way. If you fear your life is at risk , then go to inpatient. But making excuses and denial is a sure way to stay addicted. I hope this video helps people to realize the path to life and to stop living in death.
thank you for your encouragement and spiritual uplift.
Derek Lambert i wish that i could watch this video when it has been uploaded coz my love nd life partner(would be) had been indulged himself in this bad habit for 2-3 years ..i gave him my seven yrs nd want to spend my whole life with him as a Wife now .. I can't live without him... We r going to be a married couple shortly but m afraid whether he is trying to leave this nd taking Bupernorphine medicine .. Pls suggest me what to do.. i just want to know is this habit can be leave forever... I m not so good to understand ur accent.. So if u don't mind can u pls explain here ur story in short nd a permanent solution that how my life partner will get recovery.. does he need detoxification nd other regular medicines instead of Bupernorphine.. Nd is this tablet safe nd has no addiction power... Pls save him nd my life too.. Nd m really happy for ur recovery and a good life.. God ßless my ðear 👐
Appreciate it brother... I needed this
Brother , Iam ayman from from Egypt , iam on heroin for years and just to let u know , afer watching ur video i just Got a huge push forward , fuck it , i will go Cold turkey from now , thanks alot for the video , you are amazing bro , may god protect you all the time , wish me luck , See ya later bro .
Chaka guess we went back like almost everyone
The Same Now
THanks
Ayman Mamdouh now its been 11month since u post this comment....how are u now??
I stopped for a year, i traveled outside the country, all was okay until i came back to home, i relapsed for a month, and now i traveled outside the country again, terrible life style.
Only 3 days off of herion & I needed this. Thank you ❤️
Triple6 Nightmare I'm 11 days
37 days sober from iv blk from an 8 yr run . Riddled with anxiety and depression. It just has to get better. Thank u for your story
I'm 9 days clean now and alls I can think of is taking another hit even though my body has stopped hurting.temp has zeroed out.you have been so fucking inspiring.i need to thank you from the bottom of my heart.thank you Derek.
Can you help me to atleast go that far (9 days ) , I have lost everyone I cant talk I cant share I dont trust me anymore , will you ?
Can you help me to atleast go that far (9 days ) , I have lost everyone I cant talk I cant share I dont trust me anymore , will you ?
@@himanshurajput7762 properocontact@gmail.com send me a line brother
@@himanshurajput7762 hey you ok? You still need help? Check my page for tips on withdrawl. I'm here to contact, Dsutphin91@gmail.com. I quit fentanyl so it was quite a road
You know better. Don't go back.
Well done mate 👏
cravings are so intense but i watch these videos to remind me .💯.
I'm 2 years, I'm so happy when I see people get out of it cause it's quite a journey to keep it.. Our brain chemistry needs months and months to adjust and just feel alright.. Yeah the first week is hell but most of us go through that again and again.. And then go do and all over again, same painful cycle over and over. The true success is keeping it, it's quite a struggle.. A big journey.. You just got to really want to and realize everyday that dope is the enemy.. And get involved with a group like NA.. Yeah ❤️ NICE vid..I was at a suboxone clinic for 10 years. But I had relapses .. and was on and off.. . It helps but it's the best when you're off of everything and you are OK.. To wake up needing nothing is the best feeling in the world! Power and love to all who are still struggling and those who have overcome.. You are amazing! Love your self man God loves each and every one of us and we are all perfect..we just got to see that.. It's true.. You can do it and after you do it it's amazing.. ❤️
I'll be showing someone close I love this video. Good effort mate you are a shining star.
thank you for your kind words
Derek Lambert I can't do it the pain is unbearable
great job man i know its hard one day at a time
Man im from puerto rico and you are talking the real deal im watching your video and im crying right now beacuse of your honesty and true words im 3 weeks sober now and im still trying to fill the emptyness in me and the sadness im going to talk and comunicate more like you said sorry for my bad english but your words make me feel that im not alone thanks man again from pr💪
Congrats!
Well done bud!
Thank you ,I needed this x
God bless you and Congratulations!!! Keep going strong!!!
i got you brother....Going to quit this shit from today.I thought today i will take lst but it never happen till you do it.Sooooo after you video i got some hope and one day at a time i will be clean....Thank you
How can somebody dislike this?
Not disliking just seeing it differently.
its very d e p r e s s i n g.
PIRANJA BEATZ because they’re sober straight edge and have never touched even a cigarette before in their life!
Drugs don’t affect everyone the same so people like my dad would dislike this because he doesn’t understand how to get hooked on drugs in the first place...
@@2purdy319 Who? HE smokes like a fiend.
I'm so proud of you, Derek. Thanks for your videos. Very encouraging. Keep it coming. I'm struggling myself, and I have been going through an excruciating situation recently with my (ex)husband. It makes things so much tougher to take. Nevertheless, I know I will get past this some day. Hopefully sooner rather than later. Much love to you and your family. You're in my thoughts.
The most real video I’ve seen about withdrawal
This was really soothing to watch with the snow and music in the background
Thats fire ash honey they are at a N.A. gathering
Southern Grace That’s Cool!!!♥️ I’ve been clean almost two years. I think that the hardest part is the work afterwards. I think that Derek is Excellent at helping others to become Unafraid.♥️
It's not snow, it's embers from the fire floating around
@@CMoore8539 What is this work you are referring to?
Death is a step away and never flinch if you deserve it ! I deserve it bcoz of what I did to my parents my sister and to my friends and I am moving out of anger just to not let them sink on my death , dont want them to feel this shit anymore . I was not a good man but i hope my last flashes would be good . You did good brother , you really an inspiration of many . And on literal note I wish and hope god gives you my days of life . Will make sure nothing like heroine will be on the other side , haha . Tc buddy
I’m on day 13. I’m going to beat it this time
Thanks for your video man I really helps I lost my wife over heroin and she was the woman of my dreams, if you haven't did it yet don't you will lose everything
I like this video Derek I found it to be very informative at a time when I need lots of information lol I'm going through this very situation and it's the toughest thing I've ever had to do I don't know how I got myself into this mess or how to get myself out of it all I know is I love me at least I think I do I used to a little lost with little love and support so I really appreciate you posting this hopefully soon I'll be able to post my own... thanks again for sharing...!
sincerely,
your fellow opiate soon-to-be ex Junkie 🤞
( although I prefer just Gina💋)
Congrats brother
this vdeo help me lot y wont i subcribe.. proud to be new fans♥️
Congratulations stay strong God bless youu ❤😊
You are all amazing❤️ Don't be so hard on yourself. Watching videos like this is the first step.