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I have found that everyone suffers with addiction in different ways, we just suffer from a drug one. I journeyed my detox/ withdrawal off heroin from day 5 all the way to the present. I have journaled many experiences and have shown many of my stories on my channel. During this process I have learned much and continue to learn. I have found that we addicts need new people, places and things for sure!
People Overdosing and dying from addiction is real! I detoxed off heroin and know what its like to be stuck and not be able to stop using drugs. Intervention is sometimes necessary because I know the mind of an addict first hand. The way these drugs feel consumes the addict and they cannot think of stopping and follow through without proper help from others.
Addiction can be overcome. Cocaine, alcohol, benzos, adderal, ecstacy, opioids, heroin, steroids & mushrooms are just some of the drugs that I have tried. I wasn't addicted to all of those listed but I have experimented with these. The war on drugs is stupid and the stigma on drug addicts needs to change in order to help the drug addiction issues within America.
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Derek Lambert I’m from the uk bro I’m on day 1 and I’m just about to give in
D Sean Don’t give in hang in there a little longer you can do it. Just hang on.
kkcarpen1 thank you, I didn’t/haven’t give up, I was this close 👌🏽 but my mom crying stopped me and I just put up with it, it does come in waves, it got a bit easier but now night time is here it’s horrendous again! I’m on my 6th bath ! :(
@D Sean
How are you doing, man?
You got this - stay strong
Don't give up, okay?
I hope you're feeling all right, as well as can be expected anyway
You Tube still hanging in there thank you! Just wish I could sleep now !!! I’m tired of being tired and not being able to sleep! :( even sleeping tablets aren’t touching me!
the sleepless nightd, tossing & turning & not being able to lay still for 5 minutes IS TORTURE!!!
Would ginger ,chamomile and peppermint tea help?
Or taking a hot bath with Epsom salt?
WOW! It sounds like it...Were you able to read anything...Like a boring or very technical book to put you to sleep.
I've been going on 20 days/night of no fucking sleep. I'm starting to go outta my mind. I just want to give up so I can fucking sleep
spetzie5 get to a doctor asap. They can give you xanax, trazodone or hydroxine for your particular situation. Just it will be a short term fix to hold you over for a few weeks to 1 month supply
I know 3 days of hell for me. Felt like i was running a marathon in my bed and no sleep for almost four days when your exhausted is hell but im day 15 now back to work and starting to feel normal again these videos help when im craving
I pray that anyone who is going through this finds the light and overcomes this.
Laugh Laugh you need to fuck off, you came in the comment section and you’re constantly here just belittling everyone who is/knows people going through the toughest shit of their lives.
@@laugh7830 dont drink coffee, smoke cigs, or drink alcohol ever in your life then, lets see how long youd last haha
@@barnacleboi2595 If ya ask me he wouldn't last long i can tell ya that
@@laugh7830 never judge as you dont have a clue about how he feels people use for a reason and battle for years its the devils shit.
My girlfriend is my light that stops me relapsing.
I’m going on 11 months clean from heroin and meth. You can do this . You can survive. Prayers are with everyone still suffering those lost and those in recovery.
I'm 4 months sober off everything, but the depression has got me in a terrible way. It feels like this is just how my life will be now
Never 4 get .its a revovlving door .Circumstances can change ur life in an instance (Bearevements ect) thats when u have to be strong and dignified no one is ever immune to circumstances in life .The useing part usually is sitting there, just waiting no matter how long ur free from Mind /Mood altering Chemicals Thats when u are always challenged Its quite insidious how one's brain / mind whatever, or wherever, Trys to outwit you sneaking in thru that revolving door be always Aware in times of stress to be Aware Kundalina yoga is a very helpfull exercise .even on good days .
That hella good I'm 2 months that shit feel good ass fuck that how long it really take to clear yo system ah 1year to get back to normal i swear
Well done 👍👍
Bless you. I'm scared to start my journey
I started doing drugs since my teenage, got addicted to heroin. Spent my whole life fighting heroin addiction. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
Can you help me with the reliable source 🙏. I'm 56 and have suffered for years with addiction, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in Germany. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them.
YES very sure of Dr.benfungi. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
How do I reach out to him? Is he on insta
I would like to know from those who have solved PTSD and anxiety, if they have solved it definitively and how to understand what quantity of psilocybin to take and when, for how long. And can you really heal without having an addiction?
Thanks to everyone for helping me understand, I want to understand if it's
something that can help me solve the problem (I have c-ptsd)
From my experience it really works excellently! It doesnt even need to be a full hit. With potent shrooms 2-3 small ones will still make a difference. It will be a few hour cosy rumbling arount in bed time, not being able to sleep with a brain in full gear and some color effects on the walls but afterwards its just calm and you feel amazing and gain your freedom. Psilocybin is different dudes, its the only "drug" I would recommend to someone who genuinely wants to get better. There is no addiction, withdrawal, or negative side effects. It's just pure healing., far more effective than any anti-depressant. You can thank me later
I helped my girlfriend get off of heroin. It's still a journey and she gets triggered but she's staying strong. I'm proud of her.
That's awesome & shes lucky to have you! Good luck to y'all!
The triggers are the worst they can last years, it's like when you quit smoking everything triggers you at the start accept opioid triggers are slightly different you almost become euphoric thinking about it or you will walk past a place that you were high.
Be patient with her it takes a really special person to help someone through this. Xo my partner was the same it was hell watching them torture themselves and be tortured after for almost 2 and half years.
My now husband did the same thing 4.5 years ago for me when we started dating. I haven’t used in 4 and a half years. We now have got married and have 3 children together. I wish you both the best !
@@jordanplans4611 good for you J I hope you have put some good distance between the pain that drove you to use and the life you have now. Xo
Can you please tell me how?
That’s Da Demon Leaving Your Body Bro You Gettin Yo Soul Back You Turning Pure Again💯💯💯💪🏽💪🏻
I like that way of putting it.
Fukin the most sharp spot on comment that is the pure TRUTH
Love ur comment... BEST COMMENT of the day💯❤
You damn straight about that sentiment!
Ive been clean for 3days
Start date 12/26/2020
God i pray this is it .
How are you, Laney?
God bless you
Im just reading throw the comments and seen urs. How are u doing now?
Awsome hang in there. We quit. my wife and I Monday. It's now Saturday. It's been ruff but I no it's worth it! Good luck!
How’s it going?
Heroin and CrackCocaine addict for 12 years ....Now been totally clean for almost 21 years.
I do hope your doing ok.
How did you do it? I have about the same amount of time addicted.
Addiction is hard man, your doing great 🤙🏼
Drake Stoller why do i see you commenting in every video i watch 😂
just jasmin yup
just jasmin There’s no way man 💀
Drake Stoller i’m serious
@@onjah6408 same lmao I see him everywhere
You seem like a very good person, just in a very bad situation. Keep your head up, we support you
Hey are you on snapchat?
On day 5 there was NO WAY I could lay in bed and record a video like you are telling your story. I was screaming, crying, running to the bathtub to sit in scalding hot water just to feel a pain that would try to help me forget the withdrawl pain, or vice versa in ice water, tearing at the walls, screaming to God praying to take me out. What you’re doing is a STRENGTH I can’t even imagine. YOU ARE A TOUGH DUDE! I see nothing but SUCCESS for you! You’re doing a Navy Seal training for H detox!!!
Dude I felt the same way I didn't start to get the worst of it till like day 3 and at day 5 I was ready to do myself in, I gave up and went to the methadone clinic, my body's in bad shape from injury's and illness and I was afraid if I tried cold turkey again I mite die
If you go cold turkey do it under medical care bro...DONT do it alone!!! It will never work alone. The demonS in your head are more than 1 person can deal with!
@@dejpsyd0421 100% true!
hi m8 same i wanted kill myself climbing the walls wanting to rip my nuts of myself il be honest had to go on methadone i thot id die thats honest im from uk so its free in our country but respect to this guy but good news is im of herrion for two weeks not going back that shit cold turkey couldnt do it wish i could
@@paulcawkwell5555 I can’t believe Methadone is FREE in the UK! Here in the States Methadone clinics are privately owned, usually charge around $50 - $75/week, CASH! The shop owners have NO incentive to help you get off evemtuallly. Actually they have every motive to keep increasing your levels so they keep you and the hoards of patients flooding the office every morning every day! What a CASH COW! I wish I owned one.
So how does it work in the UK...where do they start you when you first walk in? Do they test and counsel you each week...do they eventually ween you off? What about Suboxone...have you heard of that?
As a fellow alcoholic and addict. This made me feel less alone. One day you’ll be telling your story to a crowd of millions and you’ll save lives. Thank you!
And here I am bitching because I haven't smoked weed in a few days...
me too lol
Ernie CS bruh me too🤣
weed can be addictive bro that shit gets bad too
We all opiate addicts wish it only was weed
@@nilacof yeah just realized that in the worse way lol the past few days has been awful with no weed...
Day 5 and I was puking and shitting myself. Sneezing every 5 seconds. Couldn't smoke, or barely talk. Your doing great for day 5.
Same here .. I think dude was only a snorter
right there is NO way I was going on and on for 33 mins talking. I was literally crying and curled up barely able to say a word. just moaning in misery. this is crazy to me
nick adz I’m a snorter and my wd is fucking hell. That fent is no joke. Stays in the body longer so it takes a couples days of wd to take my subs.
Take imodium
Seriously. I was legit crawling around on my hands and knees crying, puking, pissing, dry heaving, sneezing, and forget about smoking. I couldn't even stand the smell I'd cuss my roommates out if they'd smoke around me when we were sick. Misery. Hell. Praying for death. 3 years 3 months clean now thank God. This guy doesn't look so sick but everyone handles it differently. I was a wimp when it came to withdrawal.
Edit: oh and yawning. God, the yawning.
i like the way this guy talks and acts in general. seems comfortable in his own skin, which is always nice.
Yeah, he’s a very likeable, easy-going bloke.
I felt this video with every inch of my soul. I used to do pills , throw up and then do more. Ugh I'm almost 3 years clean. So happy for you & anyone else battling against addiction
Omg. I’ve been looking for this comment. I used to throw up just to get high again the next hour too! I still do unfortunately.
Why would you throw up your pills ?
I threw them up bc I had done too many, not purposefully threw them up
@@Tania-lq7ld opioid pills?
Throwing up after snorting fetty pills . Then do more I know exactly wat your talking about it was horrible lol
“step mom... well mother in law now” *SWEET HOME ALABAMA*
I was thinking the same thing
Same here 😂😂
So I'm not the only one that noticed that
🤣🤣
lmfaooooo
this is my third time watching this. I' so deprived of friends that this just seems soothing to hear and know I'm not alone....
etherealmist76 same
etherealmist76 I know the feeling, but I hope you are feeling better
etherealmist76 me too
Me to, going to try to quit for good myself.
etherealmist76 I hope life is going better for you now, stay strong, you aren't alone.
Good luck with your recovery bro.... don’t get back on the heroin man... stay clean :)
This video is from 2015.
Dylan Marquez47 abstinence is a lifetime commitment ;)
You have described my life up til 7 years ago. Just passed 7 years clean
Congrats man! I'll be hitting 5 years in October this year. What a journey.
FANTASTIC!!
That feeling is a demon ripping out of your body. Once that demon is done fighting and is out of your body, you will instantly feel better, more pure.
Aha
The pain now will be worth it man. Dont give up.
hes been sober for almost 4 years lol
Laying on my couch in my hoodie smoking a cig and withdrawaling rn while watching this. Cig tastes like ass. Im cold af. But I feel a little better. Thanks man
X2 bro well be ok
Omaha Joe shit man i saw you on another video comment this week but i cant remember which
@@sebastienlavallee8320 I get around lol
Omaha Joe haha yea me too i guess lol
Omaha Joe the most reliable viewers should get paid too on yt
My dad was an opioid addict.
He would get high amounts of OxyContin daily for 14 years until his death, to treat severe chronic pain.
He said, being dope-sick is worse than the actual pain from his chronic Pancreatitis.
He told me "never accept opiod medication, it's hell"
At one point he wanted to escape his addiction and he stopped taking the OxyContin, after 7-8 days he realized that the dope-sickness only got worse, there was no sign of it ending, and he eventually gave up.
Stay strong my man. You can do this
He's been sober for 3 and a half years
I lost my dad to drug addiction man feels bad dude he died almost 2 years ago man I’m glad you pulled together for your children man good luck stay clean dude
Moral of the story, don’t do heroin.
moral of the story is dont think it cant happen to you
did you even listen?
Thats not how it works, it just kinda happens
@@jacobmungia2440 Not injecting yourself with heroin is more poisonous than heroin itself. Heroin withdrawals can kill you if you stop using all the sudden, it's really not that simple.
Withdrawals from heroin cant kill you..u may feel like ur gonna die but you wont...alcohol and benzos are the withdrawals that will kill u
It's not that easy. Can happen to almost anyone
I remember having to kick oxy’s ,daulids, black while sitting in a 8 by 8 cell in the county it was the worst thing in the world lights never went off and the pain was so intense couldn’t walk anywhere just had to lay in the bed and move around for a week that was the last time I used I wouldn’t wish that on my worse enemy
I know i was in the county man i was so sick no one wanted me around i couldn't stop throwing up using a 62 in for days makes you real sick god bless
Hate to say it bro but it's truly a blessing doing that way hope you had a good celly ...Lotz of respect for you
I wouldn't wish jail detox on anybody. Not even my worst enemy. The system needs to really stop treating it like some sort of sick solution.
@@nickf527 yea, I was so fkn sick one-time in LA county jail, I had to be put in hospital ward, then the med tank. Now you have to be Damm near dying to get a little help. Yea, your right they straight just don't give a mad fk
White or black, detox in jail, feeks the same!
Wow my addiction to pain killers started the same way. Wisdom teeth removal. Everything went down from there. 10 years, marriage, babies (pregnant with my 3rd girl), new home, I am 2 years sober. I was never on heroin, thank the good Lord above. But the struggle of addiction is hard no matter what you're addicted to. It's still an every day battle for me. But you're damn sure I remember the withdrawal and I be damned if I ever go through that again. Congratulations on your success! Super proud of you on fighting this nasty demon🖤
May God bless you and heal you... continue to share and encourage people...🙏
Luckily those doctors are getting arrested but the bundle getting people hooked on pain killers after minor surgeries or dental work
In addicted to lean/codeine and the withdrawal is the same. I can’t get past the 3-4 day.
i’m proud of you man 💪
I've been clean for 17 years now. You're on a roll, brother
Frfr he is ive only been clean 6yrs I went hard for 10 years had to stop 3 kids later and I’m 35 Tired given dude my money I work for
I’m coming up on two years!
Came off IV heroin and meth
Good job
Three years here...you're gonna be absolutely fine, not like you don't know that already!
Im going almost 2 years overdosed 2 times the last time made me snap i have family that love me and i didn't realize that cus i was to high
150 days clean today and I feel so amazing! Much love to anyone struggling with addiction. If I can stop you can
Still clean?
yes sir 250 days today!
@@wesleybohannon1 Great. Are you able to function normally now?
I got 7 years off heroin next month! Keep going, the time will start to fly and it will become a goal within you to keep it going the more years you knock off!
I'll be 1 year clean in 10 days!!
Legend has it he’s still liking comments to this day 😂
Indeed, I am
So what
Hes actually bad ass and has helped tons including me
@@brittanychezem3900 totally agree with you. I have so much respect for this guy.
@@DerekLambertRecovery are you still clean pal ?
Your candidness is unmatched. Thank you.
I suffer bipolar disorder, depression, and anxiety. I've been on valium for over a year since my mom died, & if I don't have it, I feel really sick😪. Praying for everyone going through addiction, it's a disease.
Candace Powers
When I lost my dad I tried to escape the grief by using drugs and I ended up with a 12 year addiction to heroin and crack cocaine, it took me dozens of times to quit but thankfully I’ve now been totally clean for nearly 21 years. I do hope your doing ok.
@@Mr11Worcester I'm actually doing great& it's been day 9 with no valium. I'm sorry to hear about your father& congratulations on your sobriety 🤗, it's not easy. Glad you were able to overcome your addiction!
Yes please stay clean. Drugs are what killed my brother. It's horrible. I lost my brother as well as my best friend
Candace Powers
Well done to you too, keep going and be strong x
@@Mr11Worcester likewise. Thank you so much😍
Nights always the worst. Stay strong brotha ♥️
Awesome comment, but this video is from 2015 lol.
This is really sad. I am *SO* glad you got clean. I really feel bad for you brother. This is not easy to watch for any person to go through hell. You are an inspiration. Keep your head up man. I am SO proud of you man.
The damn anxiety and the DAMN INSOMNIA. OH MY GOD WAS THE WORST THING. AND THEN TRY TO GO TO WORK. What got me thru it, I just got pissed at myself, payback for all the people I hurt, this is retribution AND THAT STRANGELY GOT ME THRU IT. ALSO MY AMAZING WIFE AND MY AMAZING DOG. I'm no one special, so If I can do it anyone can do it.
Yeah man, everything sucks but after days of insomnia,, you'd give anything just to get some real sleep. I myself would think I deserved it too. Part of that mentality for me is what makes you use tho, to escape ur guilt or depression or maybe ur unhappy with where your at in life, like a cycle repeating itself. The people that get clean break that cycle and dont go back, it's really hard, but the rewards are insane.
@@borgattiautosales I know it. I’m so glad I’m not on dope anymore. I was an IV user for 18 yrs.
@@imastounded4376 I graduated to IV use too when snorting wasn't really doing anything anymore. But man, 18 yrs of that and you got clean finally....Respect! I got clean because my last withdrawals were so bad, I said never again and I haven't touched the shit since. That was 5 yrs ago.
Ya I had bad case of restless leg syndrome.. I kno this is bad but Xanax helped me get past the dope withdrawal but then ur substituting one withdraw for another but inky if u don't abuse the Xanax n only use it to kick the dope over 4 weeks which is how long it usually takes
@@MoejiiOsmanTV ur not gonna have those benzos withdrawals from a months use. Those horror stories of benzo WDs are from longer term use of them, I had a script once of some low dose valium and I would sleep for an hour or 2 at most taking more than they said, while dope sick. Wasnt really worth it for me. I took a half a dog bone once at 4pm and passed out till 7am the next day.That shit is strong. I'm just so glad I dont go through that crap anymore. Whatever helps you get clean is fine with me. Congrats!
I HATED nights. I couldn't wait until I heard the first train of the morning go by at 4.55am.
Ya I had bad case of restless leg syndrome.. I kno this is bad but Xanax helped me get past the dope withdrawal but then ur substituting one withdraw for another but inky if u don't abuse the Xanax n only use it to kick the dope over 4 weeks which is how long it usually takes
It's my 12th attempt and it's 5am..horn of a train
@@kaveshroxyandmax4162 it's an intolerable sensation. It's one second at a time. Try visualizing colours. It's meant to stimulate a certain part of your brain. I didn't know this at the time so I'm not sure if it works. I DO remember trying anything though.
@@ItsErin-R yes i can't tell you what i am going through right now....
But thanx for your concern. I appreciate and i will try this... I am bathing with hot water and playing with my dogs.. Let's see what night is going to bring today.. It's 4:19 pm now and i have 2 buprenorphine tables only with me right now. 😢
@@ItsErin-R and it feels a little better when someone else understands the feeling you are going through... Gives you a little strength. 🙏
I've been searching for videos of people getting off drugs. This was the best video I've seen . Thank-you . I'm ready to have a clean life . I will probably watch this video everyday for the next week . I'm terrified right now but I'm so sick of this . Pills have controlled my life for about 10 years now!!!! thank-you
super proud of you. that is really tough to do, stay strong 💪🏼
Man. I respect you so much from this change. Just your journey alone shows anything you put your mind to can happen. Keep up your hard work and push for even more goals
Actually this is a very brave act. Been there...spoiler... and that's not the worst part of it.
I'm also here for whoever needs a few words. Blessings to all!
@Jedimaster 024 I couldn't agree with u more. To me the worst is over day 5 or 6
@Jedimaster 024 blessings 🙏
Love this. More people need to share this part of addiction. And be this honest so we all don’t feel so alone.
I cant imagine how many people this helped, thank you for sharing your experience !
I hope this inspires others who think it's too late
I commend you for documenting your process. It was one of the hardest things for me to fix in my life, and it took so long for me to do so. I'll never go back, I've gained so much value in my life without it, it just can't compare
Glad you're clean mate. You're pretty brave to post this. Everyone has issues and it takes a big man to identify them and do something about it.
You can do this! I'm 5 months sober today from heroin. I've been to 12 rehabs (the cycle) and haven't made it past a month until now. Every day is a miracle. Thank you for posting this you have no idea how many people this is gomna touch.
I'm currently addicted to Fentanyl and I'm on probation so I have to detox myself or else I go to jail barely going to my first ever rehabilitation center for 30 days I take off in a few hours wish me luck
This guy is a very strong and a powerful person
Rory Litt No he is weak....5 days and he’s still dying? Get your ass up you baby..
@@chewie2055 I guess your comment was suppose to be cute or whatever but the internet give you trolls that confidence you'll never have in real life..
Princess Chewie you’ve Obviously never been through it. Don’t judge asshole
Princess Chewie you fucking idiot... I was still DYING on day 5 about a month ago. I’d say it was like day two or three... still no relief after say 5 and I relapsed. I’m on day 3 again right now. Shut ur freakin mouth.
@@chewie2055 lucky you that you've obviously never experienced this Hell.. it takes some people many weeks, even months to feel normal again.
I watched this remembered how it was. I got clean over 15 yrs ago but turned to booze. I have stage4 cirrhosis, chronic pancreatits and a slew of nightmare medical shit. I am a hospice patient now. I am 52 yrs old. I cant stress enough how sorry i am that i put all the bullshit in my body. There is nothing my drs can do for me except to give me pain meds to keep me comfortable until my last breath. Never thought i would be at the end of my life at 52.
Wow. I am so sorry. The biggest hugs to you ever. Try to forgive yourself before you leave this earth. Get close to God and just be at some sort of peace. You aren’t dead yet, and I know your circumstances are grim, but try to make the most out of it and have sort of quality of life. Hang in there and I wish you the absolute best.
Thank you for opening my eyes to this. I used to judge people that were addicts but now I have more understanding. You're strong and very smart. God bless
♡♡♡...
You should never judge day surgeries have created more addicts than anything. One accident can kick this off.
This brings back some bad memories. Been clean for 13 years now
💪🏽👍🏽🙂
👏👏
Well that should keep u clean for another 13 years .😇
I hope you pulled through and are still here today living a good life.
He’s doing great. Helping lots of people get clean
As a teen I didn't know what withdrawls was, I just took it like a champ and went on with my day. Now I'm 40 and cry like a lil bitch with the first snot nosed sneeze and yawns!😂🤣
Been there just like that!
Haha. I know the feeling. It def gets harder as we get older.
@@alan2698 It can get harder, but if you keep your body healthy and stronger you can handle a lot more and get through it easier. Healthier and strong the easier it is. The longer you have been using is really the problem also. When your a kid your younger probably stronger and you havent been using very long either so its almost always going to be easier. I mean imagine a weak 75 year old man who has been using opiates since his teens get cut off cold turkey. OMG it would be bad.
It a mfker after a week or2 it gets better its a fking night mare after 1 year of being clean I still was dead felt dead no energy got on the subs after a year off methadone
Glad this came up on my recommendations glad to see u pushing great lengths to recovery. Good job brotha
You're a lucky man, my sister lost her life to this junk. Keep a good head on those shoulders and keep up the good work, 3 and a half years is incredible. Much love to you
“It’s like God coming down from heaven, giving you a hug.” Wow, that’s an amazing description. I dated a heroin addict gears ago, and he could never explain to me why he did heroin, but I guess this sums it up.
actually this sums up not only heroin effect
''Kissing God'' is an old English term for heroin's effects..I think from the 1960's
@@Oakleaf700 wow, I have never heard that phrase. So interesting.
Why people initially take and then why they continue to use has always been separate things in my experience. I continued to use because I would be sick as hell without it. I used so I could feel normal and get up in the morning. When I first did opiates they actually made me sick. The same thing with alcohol and nicotine. It does start to feel euphoric but that stage doesnt seem to last very long. Any euphoria I started to feel was the instant relief in not feeling like death minutes before.
This is very inspiring. Upper withdrawals are a breeze compared to shit like this. I wish i never touched an opiod in my life. Keep fighting the good fight. ❤🤞
It’s crazy how this drug can be heaven and hell!
Yeah whoda thunk mixing chemicals in your body would surprisingly have negative effects when you stop! 🤯
Only heaven the first month, after that ur just chasing the dragon hoping to get that first hit again that was nirvana.... After that month ur just trying to stop being sick. Xanax helped me kick but it can lead to Xanax withdrawal so I wouldn't recommend it it by I have anxiety so
Exactly makes no damn sense fells so great when ur ready for ur next use and u do it however ur way of using it but it destroys everything in ur life not slowly but very quickly and if u try to get off of it I go thru hell
Good job man making a good change in life I’m on 95 days sober from a few things god bless
When I was a heroin addict I could never smoke cigs when sick
When I try to use tobbaco I puke
I was thinking the same thing, especially when hungover 🤢
Yeah it's tough smoking when sick
Yup
The nicotine kinda sobers up faster and makes everything worse
Dude, I made the choice to quit cold turkey after doing fentanyl for 10 years and am just searching TH-cam tonight for videos of people going through withdrawal because I just wanted to watch and know that I’m not alone people have gone through this and understand what I’m going through and I’m feeling the thoughts creeping in my head trying to break me and I found your video and it helped get me through a moment where I just needed someone to keep my attention and gets me through this moment and you video did just that,how raw and real you talk I could just relate to everything. Thank you for posting this…. I make it to day 4
I’m in the same spot, I’m on day 3 rn. I would like to talk to you about how you’ve gotten through it so far
9 months clean.....took me 27 days to feel better and to start working out. Gotta fall in love with yourself then the rest will follow. F*c@ fetty
@@markbove7724 I used my bad drug buying habits to seek out enough methadone pills to start a 60mg taper. Took last shot waited 12 hours took 60mg methadone and then minus 5 mg every 24 hours. Zero symptoms other then sweating if I didn’t stay in AC or by a fan but nothing like what it could have been. It got me to day 11 then slight discomfort not taking anything anymore but skipped horrible withdrawals doing that. I had a 10 year straight high high dose habit too zero clean time I those 10 years. But you could do a 40mg taper over 7 days and be ok for some people which is how they detox you here in a medical detox that doesn’t use suboxone
You seem like a cool ass dude! I'm glad that you're back on the right track man!
Bro i can see that youre a really smart person,good job
I always come back to these videos from you Derek when I get sober. I’ve been sober and relapsed a free times but this time I’m almost 8 months clean from fentanyl. It’s been a journey but having support around me helps a lot.
I admire you for sharing this extremely personal time of your life, just posting this you could inspire people to have there first day clean.
i finally took a shower so im on my first day clean.
Thank You derek lambert for making this vid you inspired me too quit dope for good!...going 1 week strong thanks man
arsen v congrats to you im on day 5 for my second time kicking opiates we can do this
how are you guys now? I watched this and now I have a year and a month
How comes this is going viral 4 years after it was made?
opiate epidemic at an all time high maybe
Lucas BMX mabey because people need to hear his story and advice more now than ever..
TH-cam works in mysterious ways 🙂
Everyone was still getting too high to notice ppl trying get clean
he kept himself clean
The restless legs, and diarrhea are THA FUCCIN WORST part of withdrawal💯💯I hope you're doing alright now.
Restless legs ...freaking sucks
Good luck man keep fighting
Never do drugs you will regret it,
Except cannabis, lsd, mushrooms, dmt, mdma and certain steroids can all be used Without abusing and most people don’t regret using any of them unless they abused them... your hearts in the right place and I’d probably agree with pills and heroin. But it’s not true that you will regret any drug you ever do.
capatheist Ive done steroids serval time’s it come’s with alot off bad side effects, also the great feeling you have will make the chance greater to use it again also to remain gains you have to cure serval times a year the other drugs you mentioned are a great experience and not that dangerous, but meth, cocaine, heroin, don’t touch those, this will follow you the rest off your life. I can tell.
Yo Hann Don‘t take to much, i had never a big problem with it untill i took it to another level and got really crazy the weeks after, got also pills against schizophrenia, throwing my dumbells trough my house, also really horrible nightmares what looked so real, did never used it again, but in normal amounts i am pretty sure it won‘t go wrong.
Just dont take any drugs and youre fine. No need to poison your body.
*never get addicted to drugs**
I've gone cold turkey in jail and rehab but at home it's so much harder bc you know you can feel 100% better and normal instantly
jtuno122 hope you clean man
Hope you got it together ! Peace be with you
You seem cool bro. Sorry about your dad. He probably went through a lot in the service. Hope you’re still sober, doing good at your business, and loving life bro. 3 years clean in February, heroin and meth.
Stay strong king look how far youve cone
Good lookin dude with good Opportunities don’t mess it up man your doin good
this was in my recommended exactly when i needed it. crazy. so many people need to hear this. thank you for sharing your story. you are a funny guy!!! so strong. i see it in your eyes. stay off the shit! in my thoughts 💗
Ive gone through lots of things in life, ive broken my arm, shattered my hand bones, damaged the main nerve in my arm, shattered my leg below the knee, and I would gladly go through ANY of those before going through opiate withdrawal. Its hell on earth, and seconds feel like hours. The restless leg syndrome is horrific, and for me it causes this through my arms and legs and DOESNT STOP. Impossible to sleep, etc. etc.
Just thinking about RLS makes my stomach turn and hands sweet. 🤮🤮🤮🤢🤢🤢
tinker man And me.
U are spot on. U fall asleep for 15 min, but felt like 4 hrs. I'm on 40 of methadone from 90. Still taperingb1 a week.
good shit man, stay strong.
this dude real life staring into the flash to tell his story 😂 respect ✊🏽
Sober 27 years booze free. Yours is the 1st that didnt romanticize ur high. You emphasize the mental, physical and spritual aspects of addiction.
3+ yrs clean. Keep going. You couldn't make me go near it anymore. Every word you speak is true. !
Thank you so much Derek!
I'm on day 4, earlier today I was really hurting, the legs-the aches-the tiredness yet inability to rest... I was a gram a day tar IV user BTW, I watched your videos, and will continue to, I left and went to a meeting and I feel soo much better just talking to people. Thanks a ton for the inspiration!
Chingo Bling I hope you have found peace with yourself now? i realized the key is learning how to love yourself.
I have been clean for the most part since that post...
I have dabbled here and there, I still enjoy the warm energy which opiates give me, but I have not allowed myself to slip back down into the hell which was my addiction.
I can't allow myself to do such a thing, it's so hard to get out of and so physically demanding. Makes any other sickness I've ever had feel like a cakewalk.
I've got a great job again and I'm trying to keep focused on work and building a family.
Derek, keep your head up and best of luck to you in any of your endeavors.
look at that^ soon after I was going to methadone clinic every day, then lost my job, then back to IV, now getting clean AGAIN
@Daniel Shemtov dude been fighting this demon AGAIN
@@DerekLambertRecovery DUDE, im back again.
Going on 5 years sober, started when I was 13 in a middle class family. My mom has nerve damage and I took her Oxy’s, trams, fentynal. I am so sorry for doing that to my mother. But I am sorry for her in 2 ways -
1. For stealing from her
2. She will be on those pills and drugs the rest of her life because of her trigeminal neuroalgia, and somehow I am the one who will pursue to continue to live life.
Yeah ? Funny that they dont prescribe fentanyl lol so how did your mum get it
Zero Cool, they DO prescribe Fentanyl. I was prescribed Fentanyl patches for MS, for many, many years. What are you talking about?
@@drmck7990 Wtf lol How do you think everyone gets it??
To those who have been judgmental on here , he sees every single comment and you are not helping or encouraging him to recover. He knows he shouldn’t have done the drugs. He understands he did them even when he knew the consequences of them. Telling him he shouldn’t have done the drugs isn’t gonna take it back. It’s a vicious drug and I hope you stay sober. Keep on going!
I love you! I'm ok, not worried about anyone who has negative things to say
The best thing we can do is to pray for them to Jesus! He is God...He can heal them and help them overcome it!
@@lydiapetra1211 hi seen your comment im not being rude but can you answer me this question as nobody else seems to be able to answe it if god is the true creator then there can only be 1 there are many gods allah buddah an many more so which is the true creator interesting question hey no preist as been able answer me yet
@@crazyc3558 hi there, how are you?.. thanks for your question..I really appreciate your question..
There is One Creator God...He revealed Himself to the Jewish people in ancient times...if you get a chance to get a Christian Bible and read the Books of Moses... especially Genesis...that explains the begining...now the Bible consists of the Old Testament which was pretty much God revealing Himself to the Ancient Israelites- Jewish people... also promising a Savior who will come...now if you jump to the New Testament..The book of Matthew...God reveals His Son Jesus and His Spirit: the Holy Spirit...so we know that God is One with 3 distinct persons : the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit...
Also if you read the Book of John in the New Testament...that's also very helpful in explaining things.
Please let me know if you have any questions.. thanks for talking to me.
The Bible is God's Book of Revelation...God revealing Himself to all His creation.
@@lydiapetra1211 what a pile of shit. Why would God create all us addicts in the first place? And don't go tell me to read the 'good book' because I have been banged up most my life and read it cover to cover many times, but that is all it is a work of fiction. Not a very good one at that, except the old testament which is like a horror novel with the 'good lord' commiting more evil acts than Satan is given credit for! Who in their right mind would want to spend eternity with that fuckin lunatic? Not to mention all those old biddies caterwauling that ghastly church music all day and night. Amazing how those are the same people who run rock and roll down and think that what they're squaking out is in any way listenable for an hour never mind eternity. You don't need anything but your own determination and will power to get off the shit, and some help from other real people not fictional spooks from a bygone era.
One year ago I was listening to this Religiously.
Thank God I'm still sober 1 year after 🙏
I’m so proud of you and thank you for doing this . My son is homeless and a heroin addict . Been trying to save him for years . I’m so afraid he will die . Your showing me it’s possible to get clean I’ll watch it all . Thanks from Canada 👍🇨🇦🇨🇦🇨🇦
Try to push him towards methadone or buprenorphine. At least it's safer.
It is possible. Ive done it
Methadone helps, but either way it can be done
Been there a few times, people say it's like the flu and it is but the mental side for me is worse than the physical, ur head goes crazy knowing u can take all this pain away if u just pick up the phone, plus the fact u get no sleep for a week sometimes, it fucks u up man, well done tho
Trainspotter82 I agree! The psychological effects are worse than ANY physical withdrawal symptoms. To me anyway...
Trainspotter82 You can do it...symptoms only temporary....before you know it youll be you again
@@kitty2karenlongjacket406 I think you can feel the physical effects getting better or worse while the mental effects feel like they are going to be forever but for me just putting it out of my mind completely worked best, the whole aa thing with remembering dates I wasn't feeling and it made me obsess and was more like a trigger for me
I came off methadone and heroin cold turkey after 10 years of daily use and am six years clean with a wonderful life. Work out every day and feel good. Coming off cold a high dose like that after that many years is so far beyond the flu that it can't even be compared. The misery and hell cannot be put into words. And getting a severe flu can be pretty miserable, but this was so far beyond the flu that I would have given my house up to trade that dope sickness for the flu or pretty much any sickness. Sickest I ever was in my life by far, plus the mental aspect which you mentioned, which is in a lot of ways ever worse, close to the point of unbearable. I can see how the mental aspect can break a person for sure, which is why some people commit suicide in severe withdrawal. I always hated when people compared opiate withdrawal to the flu. Their are also different levels to opiate withdrawal. Methadone is strong shit and the withdrawal when coming off is nothing short of hell.
@@kitty2karenlongjacket406 Yeah the mental withdrawal can break a person if severe enough. I think that's what causes people to commit suicide a lot of the time. The depression and anxiety more than the actual physical pain, but it depends on the person too.
You have my respect man, i hope you get through this. Ik that shot can be hard.
Im glad you came off. I came off 12 years ago... i know what is it like. Im clean ever since thank God. Have my own business, family, and happier than ever.
youre such an inspiration man
Stay strong homie ... uncle has been going through this for 10 years and it is sad to see my cousins without a father.. hope your doing well
Keep fighting this pal love from the uk 🇬🇧
Every second seems like 5 hours withdrawaling. Im so happy for you and your family you're over this.
Good job on your recovery. I was addicted to opiods and withdrawaling was so bad i wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. Everything your describing i went through. Withdrawls are horrible....💀💔
Im trying to get into cleaning myself, but its so hard, specially with the amount I can get in hand real quick😔 I got all to be on it everyday. Im glad you came out from it beautiful😉
On a different note...you are one damn good looking guy.
@RANDOM VIDEOS DAILY DAILY lol
But but.. he is a guy
@@chicofromph33nix64
Yeah?
Danika Fernandez yeah! Dude isn’t fukin gay! And doesn’t need some other dude telling him he looks good smh .
BoSS MaN Why? Men can’t handle compliments?
Good for you man really dude look at any progress as progress, my father was not as lucky heroin took him when I was 6 you got this man it's not worth your life
Derek you are a great human being...god bless you bro for willing to help people... 💯 I have been clean for almost a year feels good
I think your story is gonna give people a heads up, I hope you stay clean and healthy, we all support you and want to see you continue to overcome the addiction. Keep up the amazing work!!