Hi there! Long term HL survivor. I was first diagnosed in 1990. I was stage 2 it was only in my chest and neck. The treated me with high-dose radiation and part of the protocol then was to automatically remove the spleen even if there was no sign of cancer in it. They radiated that area too. I’m told that they don’t even do that today, but the reason they did was because HL will most likely return if it does to the spleen, and back then, it was harder to treat. 2 years later, when I was 27yo. It returned. This time stage 3 near my groin. That time they gave me high-dose chemotherapy for 8 months. It was hell, but I survived. I’m now 58 years old and lived a wonderful life, normal life. It never returned. My Dr. told me just look at it like we just didn’t get it all, but we will this time! 30 years cancer free! You got this!! 🙏🏻❤️
My heart absolutely sunk when I saw the title, I'm so sorry this is happening to you. I'm a BMT nurse & I just want to say that your videos help me gain perspective - thank you for your vulnerability. There are so, so many incredible people (like yourself) who have had a stem cell transplant and are out there thriving and kicking ass. You can do this.
I am so so fucking sorry. I can’t believe it. We were pretty much both diagnosed at the same time, we’re the same age but I had stage 3 Hodgkins and you were a few months ahead of me in your journey. Your uploads helped me through every step of the way, I felt less alone, especially as it was during the pandemic. When you finished treatment your videos gave me the strength to carry on, now I’m two and a half years in remission. I’m devastated for you Kam. Fuck cancer. Sometimes is easier to talk to strangers about tough things, my dms are always open to you. Sending all my love x
My sister was diagnosed with Splenic marginal zone B cell non- Hodgkins lymphoma in 2011. They treated her with Rituximab. She had to be admitted, the drug was administered at half strength, with a nurse right by her side monitoring. It took two days with several stops and starts. It worked. She's been in remission ever since.
Hi Kam, I have NHL PMBCL. After chemo July last year I was “cancer free.” In January I found out it’s back. 🙃 May you find the grace to fight through this, Kam. This ain’t a sprint it is a marathon. I would be mad at myself for all the bad things I may have done to my body in the past, but then I realize I should also celebrate the good. May the good things we’ve done to our body help us shoulder on, and help us fight through the days that we are weak from cancer.
& I’m always your friend first, but if you ever have questions about transplant, you can ask me & I’ll answer whatever you need to know without any unsolicited advice ❤️
deepest prayers and a survivor. Keep the strength and the faith. Miracle happened for me, it can happen for you as well. We are with you, power through and be YOU!
Hi Kam. I feel for you so much! I have just recently received a relapsed follicular lymphoma diagnosis, after being in ‘remission’ for 4 years. I feel your anger, disbelief and disappointment. As you say, it all feels so surreal. I went for my 3rd bone marrow biopsy yesterday and am awaiting the results. Thinking of you so much and keeping you in my prayers 💕. Hang in there!
My heart hurts for you! You are young and beautiful and in the prime of your life - in a perfect world this wouldn't be happening to you. I think you are doing the right thing by sharing your thoughts and feelings. You will undoubtedly help someone else in the process. This also allows others to hope, pray, and send out as many positive thoughts for you as the universe can withstand! You aren't alone. Sometimes we all need reminders that people truly care. Hugs to you sweet Kam. 💞
My son in November before thanksgiving received the all clear cancer free after so much trauma and sickness with having Hodgkin Lymphoma. I have been so happy but the fear of it retuning has been a constant with me. Sweetie my heart goes out to you and I’m praying the treatment isn’t terrible and you remain cancer free forever this time.
I am so sorry you are going through this. My daughter and I watched your videos after she was diagnosed with HL at 27 years old. It helped so much! Holding you up to the light and sending healing energy your way!
Oh, Kam. I’m so sorry that this is happening. I’m a silent viewer but over the years you have definitely inspired me. I’m sending positive thoughts to you and your healing ❤
Fuck I’m so sorry. I’m at the same amount of time out of chemo as you and pretty sure I’ve relapsed too. It’s shit and I relate SO MUCH about the feeling guilty for putting others through it. We’ve spoken before a while back. I’m just so sorry. Praying these months go by super quickly for you.
Girl, everyone, I know that has had ths cancer has had a relapse. But everyone I know that has had the relapse has had a full recovery and has had no more relapses. My one friend is going on 20 yrs. And the other 2 are going on 15 yrs. So sorry to hear you have go through it again. Praying with everything in me your out come is the same.
Stay focused on the goal! You got this ❤ I am battling my second cancer dx in three years so I know it’s easier said than done but seriously do your best to stay positive. No one deserves this horrible disease 😢
You are so young! Life is so unfair at times! I'm so sorry your going through this again, keep positive and fight this. Wish you all the luck in the world, you got this 💜
I know how you are feeling right now cos I had Non Hodgkin's lymphoma and mine did the same then I was offered a stem cell transplant that was in 2006 I am now cancer free so plz don't worry you need to ask them about you having one you can and will beat this just plz don't worry
I hate this for you sweetheart ❣️ I'm a nurse and I worked with cancer in the past, Its heartbreaking, But I've seen so many miracles 🙏❤️Your in my prayers hon, You've got this ❤
I am so so so sorry to hear this news. Although I only “know” of you through TH-cam, you have been incredibly resilient. You’ve built an amazing life and still have one and can be proud of only yourself for that. There are no words but I am praying for you, and you’ve got this.
Your so right about the mental aspect, when I was diagnosed with non Hodgkin lymphoma, I literally didn’t look in the mirror for 5 years. I had two bone marrow transplants,1 being my own cells ,didn’t work then had my brother who was a perfect match this was 21 years ago . I was diagnosed at age 28,believe I had it since I was 25.I’m sure this many years later there are better treatments, I battled it for 5 years,it just kept coming back,it was a long road. I’m now 56 and am battling kidney failure and need a transplant due to all the chemotherapy and radiation treatments. I still feel it was worth it ,because I know I wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for the treatments!!
I am so sorry to hear this distressing news. I can only imagine the anger and disappointment that you are feeling. A friend of mine had lymphoma when he was 23, it came back at 25 and he had to go through a similar protocol as the first. We are both 71 now and cycle together often, so don't give up hope.Try to get your mind in battle mode, get yourself as rested as possible with a good diet. Ask questions and make sure you get answers from your treatment team!
I’ve been following your journey since the beginning You are a beautiful soul and inspiration. A dear friend had a stem cell transplant in hopes of curing lymphoma. He is now 6 yrs cancer free and living a healthy life. I will pray that your journey is the same. Never forget the positive influence you have had on so many. Stay strong, beautiful girl 💗
Oh, Kam. I don’t know what to say except that you are an inspiration. I’m just so sorry you’re having to confront this again. Thank you for sharing if only so we can try to support you with healing thoughts from afar. Sending you and your family much love. Until we can have that coffee in London - big hug. 💞✨ xxx
survivor myself. There is always hope. You beat it once, you CAN again, and treatments are good for this disease. Talk with your doctors and take JOY in others, we are here with you, thank you for letting us know! We are here! You are in my prayers!
Sending positive and healing vibes. We fell sick at around the same time and have been through recovery and relapse, so I feel some sort of connection to you. I'm a friend of your friend Cassidy's (we lived in Kiev at the same time). If you want to talk I am here. x
Fuck. I am so so sorry. Just can't believe it is happening to you again. I was diagnosed with HL at the end of 2022 and went through treatment until the middle of 2023. You and your videos helped me so much. You gave me hope and I felt like I could beat it too. So I just want to thank you and send all my love and support for you. It sucks so much, but I am sure you will get through it like a pro and beat cancer for good. You did it once, you can do it again. Lots and lots and lots of love.
Hey Kam. I’ve been watching you for the past two years and I cried when I found out you were Cancer free the first time. Reading this title broke my heart but I believe everything happens for a reason even when it makes no sense. Your so strong Kam. It sucks that this is happening but your such a fighter and you have so much support and love behind you. Sending all my love. You’ve got this! ❤️
You have every right to be mad! I hate everything about cancer. I was dx’d with breast cancer 18 months ago. As far as I know, I’m cancer free but the worry is always there that it will come back. Prayers for you.
Good luck kam, you got this and you'll get through it. You helped me a lot with your vids when I had cancer as well (at 21 too) so thanks. Dissociating is totally normal, but take care of yourself and please don't feel like a burden. it's not a burden for your family and friends to help you out, they want to be there for you so don't refuse the help.
I know you are overwhelmed. Many lymphoma patients relapse. Try to think of you have treatment options. You have a tough road ahead but you are not alone. We are rooting for you. You are young and strong.
This popped up on my feed. Your feelings are very valid, all stages of grief and anger. You seem like such a strong person, I hope your treatment goes well. Take care and love from the UK. Xxx
brooo 🥺🥺🥺 i haven’t been watching for a bit and just now decided to check back because u were honestly a huge part of my lymphoma journey! i started treatment around the time you finished and this channel was a huge comfort. i remember not wanting to get up during chemo days and having to put on your videos almost as a way of gently hyping myself up. (ur videos are very calming but they also made me want to get through chemo) this isn’t ur first lymphoma journey but i still very much wish u have what i had with ur videos then.
I do not think you had it twice. It was in remission but always there. Cancer never goes away. I was diagnosed with NHL in DEC 2018 had chemotherapy for six months and maintenence for two years. My cancer symptoms will come back not if but when.
I've been following your journey ever since my own HL diagnosis in Feb 2022, your original chemo journey helped me massively going into it. Wishing you strength and good outcomes x
Oh my … I am sooooo sorry and it really is so maddening! It just SUCKS. Sending prayers of mercy and gods hand of healing guidance be with you and your family .
I hope this makes you feel better. One of my best friends mom had the same cancer for years and she made it through its been a whole decade. You got this baby girl. Praying for you look to God for everything. Love ya
Thank you honey here I am complaining about little things in life and losing my mind over little things and here you are fighting for your life thank you for bringing me to my senses I was literally just going through a really rotten situation mentally where I'm about to rip my hair out and then I ran into this video and it totally wakes one up shakes one up to one's reality which isn't that bad 😢😢😢😢 Praying for you sweet angel you're so young 😢😢
Hi Kam. I have been thinking for hours what to say, but I have no words really. Thank you for letting us know. I wish you all the very best battling the journey ahead. Rob
i love you! i love you! i love you!! i am praying that your spirit gets nurtured and cared for in this season of life! we are aching with you ♡ peace be with you ♡
I wish you the best ❤️ just went through treatment for lymphoma and your videos were the first that I saw when I was diagnosed. They helped me a lot. I’m sorry you have to go through this.
I’ve recently been following your journey as my best friend started her 1st round of chemo 2days ago for lymphoma and I want to know how best to support her and understand what she’s going through and you have just been amazing at how you have handled it all 2yrs ago with such a positive attitude and full of grace so I’m absolutely devastated to see this new news come up that it’s returned😢 and I’m surprised they didn’t offer you a stem cell transplant back then as my friend has been told 6months of chemo then the stem cell transplant to aggressively attack it. I will hold you close to my heart and in my prayers sweetheart and I’ll pray they treat you just how your body needs for the best outcome 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 sending you lots of love and gentle ((hugs))💖
I stumbled across your video and it wasn't until the end that I thought I might know why! Social media being what it is, I have a "friend " (lol I follow her on TikTok!) and her then boyfriend, fiancé and now husband is close to your age and maybe 6 months ahead of you treatment wise. He just went through a stem cell transplant. Because I'm in the medical field I started following them. Her name is Kaycee. I'll go see if I can get more of a name and maybe you can get in contact with her. They seem like darling people! Isn't the internet/social media bizarre?! I'm following you now and have high hopes for a full recovery! You've got this!
Ok! Her last name is Ziefle. I feel like they will be so so helpful! Also, I agree with you, you had some little asshole cells that were hiding. So frustrating but very common!
I’m so sorry to hear that your cancer is back. Thank you for sharing your honest feelings. I am new to your channel but appreciate you sharing. I am sending you lots of positive vibes and prayers! Stay strong!
Your sharing made me cry - I’m a colon cancer survivor and cannot imagine going through all that again. My heart breaks for you - please know I carry you in my prayers. I hope you feel some comfort or support from this community.
You got this Kam,you are so positive,even with this new treatment...Keep up this attitude,your support system got your back....God bless I am praying for you....❤
my sweet baby, I feel so horrible reading your title. I’m so sorry you are going through this, this is an evil world. I really hope you beat this and continue to thrive.
Oh kam, i am so sorry. I found you during covid soon after you were first diagnosed, i watched all of your vlogs through chemo and was cheering you on from behind my phone. It has made me so happy seeing your videos of you living your life to the fullest the last couple of years and putting the cancer behind you, i am so sad for you that you have to go through this again. You have such an incredible support family online that will be with you every step of the way whether you share your journey again vis vlogs or not. Youre in my thoughts, sending so much love. *hugs* you are truly a warior
I too got my Hodgkins Lymphoma back after being in remission for 18 months. I had more intensive treatment culminating in stem cell transplant. Treatment is not nice but you can do it. Being positive is the best thing. I was never angry or never said 'why me'? There are people worse off than you.
I am so sorry. Your videos were such a light for me during my treatment and this video completely breaks my heart. You can do this!!! You are strong. You are beautiful!!!
Oh my darling my heart breaks for u having had cancer twice myself i feel every inch of your anger. You are more than entitled to feel this way, its the toughest process in life you’ll ever have to deal with. The only advice i can offer u is take each day as it comes, cry when u need to, be strong when u feel u can be but just be you! Like u say youve been here before, u know what to expect and u will beat this again but this time for good!! 👍 Sending all my well wishes love & support to u. Time flies so u will soon be back up in the air again ✈️ living life to its fullest! Hold on tight darling this is just a another blip in life to make u the person u r only much stronger then u ever knew u could be 💪 ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Just wanted to send my love & support. I cannot fully understand what you are going through so I don't want to disrespect you by trying to do so. I hope the process goes smoothly and you can get this chapter of your life over with. Be well
Kam, I'm so sorry to hear about this horrible situation you're in. I followed you on your last battle and you really amazed me about how strong you were and still are! I'm a medically retired Oncology RN and I loved what I did because I felt I was caring for the most amazing and strong people. The only thing I would like to mention is, ask your Dr if they have a machine at their facility that would allow you to use your own Stem cells. My Nephew was able to do it and it really decreased the possibility of rejection from a donor. (not very often it happens, ie:rejection that is) I'll be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers and I know you got this! ❤ ❤ Sending much love and hugs from Michigan 🙏🏼🤗🥰
Recurrences happen. Mine did after 6 months. 31 years later im still here and good
What kind of cancer?
@@sharondavidson7412 same Hodgkins lymphoma
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What king of treatment you had for the relapse ?
mine too, 6 months after surgery
Hi there!
Long term HL survivor. I was first diagnosed in 1990. I was stage 2 it was only in my chest and neck. The treated me with high-dose radiation and part of the protocol then was to automatically remove the spleen even if there was no sign of cancer in it. They radiated that area too. I’m told that they don’t even do that today, but the reason they did was because HL will most likely return if it does to the spleen, and back then, it was harder to treat. 2 years later, when I was 27yo. It returned. This time stage 3 near my groin. That time they gave me high-dose chemotherapy for 8 months. It was hell, but I survived. I’m now 58 years old and lived a wonderful life, normal life. It never returned. My Dr. told me just look at it like we just didn’t get it all, but we will this time! 30 years cancer free! You got this!! 🙏🏻❤️
Cancer is killing way too many people, you are very lucky 💪
Did you change your diet after during/cancer?
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My heart absolutely sunk when I saw the title, I'm so sorry this is happening to you. I'm a BMT nurse & I just want to say that your videos help me gain perspective - thank you for your vulnerability. There are so, so many incredible people (like yourself) who have had a stem cell transplant and are out there thriving and kicking ass. You can do this.
I am so so fucking sorry. I can’t believe it. We were pretty much both diagnosed at the same time, we’re the same age but I had stage 3 Hodgkins and you were a few months ahead of me in your journey. Your uploads helped me through every step of the way, I felt less alone, especially as it was during the pandemic. When you finished treatment your videos gave me the strength to carry on, now I’m two and a half years in remission. I’m devastated for you Kam. Fuck cancer. Sometimes is easier to talk to strangers about tough things, my dms are always open to you. Sending all my love x
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I am really sorry kam :( u got this and we are here for you!
My sister was diagnosed with Splenic marginal zone B cell non- Hodgkins lymphoma in 2011. They treated her with Rituximab. She had to be admitted, the drug was administered at half strength, with a nurse right by her side monitoring. It took two days with several stops and starts. It worked. She's been in remission ever since.
Hi Kam, I have NHL PMBCL. After chemo July last year I was “cancer free.” In January I found out it’s back. 🙃
May you find the grace to fight through this, Kam. This ain’t a sprint it is a marathon. I would be mad at myself for all the bad things I may have done to my body in the past, but then I realize I should also celebrate the good. May the good things we’ve done to our body help us shoulder on, and help us fight through the days that we are weak from cancer.
I’m so frustrated & angry for you. You’re NEVER a burden. Here for you always, can’t wait to give you a big hug 💓
& I’m always your friend first, but if you ever have questions about transplant, you can ask me & I’ll answer whatever you need to know without any unsolicited advice ❤️
deepest prayers and a survivor. Keep the strength and the faith. Miracle happened for me, it can happen for you as well. We are with you, power through and be YOU!
I too was GRANTED A MIRACLE ✨🙏✨
Hi Kam. I feel for you so much! I have just recently received a relapsed follicular lymphoma diagnosis, after being in ‘remission’ for 4 years. I feel your anger, disbelief and disappointment. As you say, it all feels so surreal. I went for my 3rd bone marrow biopsy yesterday and am awaiting the results. Thinking of you so much and keeping you in my prayers 💕. Hang in there!
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My heart hurts for you! You are young and beautiful and in the prime of your life - in a perfect world this wouldn't be happening to you. I think you are doing the right thing by sharing your thoughts and feelings. You will undoubtedly help someone else in the process. This also allows others to hope, pray, and send out as many positive thoughts for you as the universe can withstand! You aren't alone. Sometimes we all need reminders that people truly care. Hugs to you sweet Kam. 💞
My son in November before thanksgiving received the all clear cancer free after so much trauma and sickness with having Hodgkin Lymphoma. I have been so happy but the fear of it retuning has been a constant with me. Sweetie my heart goes out to you and I’m praying the treatment isn’t terrible and you remain cancer free forever this time.
oh sweet girl i want to give you a biiiig old hug. sending you so much love and healing energy ❤
I am so sorry you are going through this. My daughter and I watched your videos after she was diagnosed with HL at 27 years old. It helped so much! Holding you up to the light and sending healing energy your way!
Oh, Kam. I’m so sorry that this is happening. I’m a silent viewer but over the years you have definitely inspired me. I’m sending positive thoughts to you and your healing ❤
Same...I was so devastated when I saw the words...I'm so sorry Kam, everyone's here 🫶🏼🫂
Fuck I’m so sorry. I’m at the same amount of time out of chemo as you and pretty sure I’ve relapsed too. It’s shit and I relate SO MUCH about the feeling guilty for putting others through it. We’ve spoken before a while back. I’m just so sorry. Praying these months go by super quickly for you.
Girl, everyone, I know that has had ths cancer has had a relapse. But everyone I know that has had the relapse has had a full recovery and has had no more relapses. My one friend is going on 20 yrs. And the other 2 are going on 15 yrs. So sorry to hear you have go through it again. Praying with everything in me your out come is the same.
Stay focused on the goal! You got this ❤ I am battling my second cancer dx in three years so I know it’s easier said than done but seriously do your best to stay positive. No one deserves this horrible disease 😢
You are so young! Life is so unfair at times! I'm so sorry your going through this again, keep positive and fight this. Wish you all the luck in the world, you got this 💜
I know how you are feeling right now cos I had Non Hodgkin's lymphoma and mine did the same then I was offered a stem cell transplant that was in 2006 I am now cancer free so plz don't worry you need to ask them about you having one you can and will beat this just plz don't worry
I am really sorry about this awful news. Life can really suck. Sending love and prayers, you got this!
I hate this for you sweetheart ❣️ I'm a nurse and I worked with cancer in the past, Its heartbreaking, But I've seen so many miracles 🙏❤️Your in my prayers hon, You've got this ❤
I am so so so sorry to hear this news. Although I only “know” of you through TH-cam, you have been incredibly resilient. You’ve built an amazing life and still have one and can be proud of only yourself for that. There are no words but I am praying for you, and you’ve got this.
Your so right about the mental aspect, when I was diagnosed with non Hodgkin lymphoma, I literally didn’t look in the mirror for 5 years. I had two bone marrow transplants,1 being my own cells ,didn’t work then had my brother who was a perfect match this was 21 years ago . I was diagnosed at age 28,believe I had it since I was 25.I’m sure this many years later there are better treatments, I battled it for 5 years,it just kept coming back,it was a long road. I’m now 56 and am battling kidney failure and need a transplant due to all the chemotherapy and radiation treatments. I still feel it was worth it ,because I know I wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for the treatments!!
im praying for you my love, my heart stopped when i saw this title. ❤
I am so sorry to hear this distressing news. I can only imagine the anger and disappointment that you are feeling. A friend of mine had lymphoma when he was 23, it came back at 25 and he had to go through a similar protocol as the first. We are both 71 now and cycle together often, so don't give up hope.Try to get your mind in battle mode, get yourself as rested as possible with a good diet. Ask questions and make sure you get answers from your treatment team!
I’ve been following your journey since the beginning You are a beautiful soul and inspiration. A dear friend had a stem cell transplant in hopes of curing lymphoma. He is now 6 yrs cancer free and living a healthy life. I will pray that your journey is the same. Never forget the positive influence you have had on so many. Stay strong, beautiful girl 💗
Oh, Kam. I don’t know what to say except that you are an inspiration. I’m just so sorry you’re having to confront this again. Thank you for sharing if only so we can try to support you with healing thoughts from afar. Sending you and your family much love. Until we can have that coffee in London - big hug. 💞✨ xxx
survivor myself. There is always hope. You beat it once, you CAN again, and treatments are good for this disease. Talk with your doctors and take JOY in others, we are here with you, thank you for letting us know! We are here! You are in my prayers!
Aww sorry to hear this Kam. You’re so strong and helping so many people through sharing your story!! Hoping and praying for the best! 🤍🤍🤍
My heart breaks for you…. Sending you lots of good vibes and love your way.
Sending positive and healing vibes. We fell sick at around the same time and have been through recovery and relapse, so I feel some sort of connection to you. I'm a friend of your friend Cassidy's (we lived in Kiev at the same time). If you want to talk I am here. x
Fuck. I am so so sorry. Just can't believe it is happening to you again.
I was diagnosed with HL at the end of 2022 and went through treatment until the middle of 2023. You and your videos helped me so much. You gave me hope and I felt like I could beat it too. So I just want to thank you and send all my love and support for you. It sucks so much, but I am sure you will get through it like a pro and beat cancer for good. You did it once, you can do it again. Lots and lots and lots of love.
Hey Kam. I’ve been watching you for the past two years and I cried when I found out you were Cancer free the first time. Reading this title broke my heart but I believe everything happens for a reason even when it makes no sense. Your so strong Kam. It sucks that this is happening but your such a fighter and you have so much support and love behind you. Sending all my love. You’ve got this! ❤️
So sorry to hear that you’re going through this again. I don’t blame you for being angry. Sending positive thoughts and vibes your way…
You have every right to be mad! I hate everything about cancer. I was dx’d with breast cancer 18 months ago. As far as I know, I’m cancer free but the worry is always there that it will come back. Prayers for you.
Stay strong. Shit happens in this Cancer Journey. As a CRC survivor - my mantra is "hope for the best - prepare for the worst".
My heart breaks. I followed your story during chemo and I am so sorry. 😢
Good luck kam, you got this and you'll get through it. You helped me a lot with your vids when I had cancer as well (at 21 too) so thanks. Dissociating is totally normal, but take care of yourself and please don't feel like a burden. it's not a burden for your family and friends to help you out, they want to be there for you so don't refuse the help.
I know you are overwhelmed. Many lymphoma patients relapse. Try to think of you have treatment options. You have a tough road ahead but you are not alone. We are rooting for you. You are young and strong.
This popped up on my feed. Your feelings are very valid, all stages of grief and anger. You seem like such a strong person, I hope your treatment goes well. Take care and love from the UK. Xxx
brooo 🥺🥺🥺
i haven’t been watching for a bit and just now decided to check back because u were honestly a huge part of my lymphoma journey! i started treatment around the time you finished and this channel was a huge comfort. i remember not wanting to get up during chemo days and having to put on your videos almost as a way of gently hyping myself up. (ur videos are very calming but they also made me want to get through chemo)
this isn’t ur first lymphoma journey but i still very much wish u have what i had with ur videos then.
Praying for you I’ve had Non Hodgkin lymphoma twice now currently cancer free. You got this❤ We are here for you.❤🙏
I do not think you had it twice. It was in remission but always there. Cancer never goes away. I was diagnosed with NHL in DEC 2018 had chemotherapy for six months and maintenence for two years. My cancer symptoms will come back not if but when.
I've been following your journey ever since my own HL diagnosis in Feb 2022, your original chemo journey helped me massively going into it. Wishing you strength and good outcomes x
I'm so very sorry. Praying for peace and complete healing ❤
Oh my … I am sooooo sorry and it really is so maddening! It just SUCKS. Sending prayers of mercy and gods hand of healing guidance be with you and your family .
you. are. not. a. burden. you are not a burden. I am so sorry you are reliving the trauma. I am so glad you are starting therapy
im so sorry. we are all here for you throughout everything
My heart breaks that you are going though this again. You are in my thoughts- sending healing energy your way.
I hope this makes you feel better. One of my best friends mom had the same cancer for years and she made it through its been a whole decade. You got this baby girl. Praying for you look to God for everything. Love ya
I’m so sorry, I’m praying for you🤍🤍 Lean on Jesus through this storm
Thank you honey here I am complaining about little things in life and losing my mind over little things and here you are fighting for your life thank you for bringing me to my senses I was literally just going through a really rotten situation mentally where I'm about to rip my hair out and then I ran into this video and it totally wakes one up shakes one up to one's reality which isn't that bad 😢😢😢😢
Praying for you sweet angel you're so young 😢😢
Sending you prayers for healing and comfort.
Kameron, everything will be fine!! YOU ARE A STRONG WOMAN!! Remeber always your force! Big Kisses.... 💪🌹🌹🌹
Hi Kam. I have been thinking for hours what to say, but I have no words really. Thank you for letting us know. I wish you all the very best battling the journey ahead. Rob
Praying for you beautiful! Words can’t even express how amazing and strong you are.
i love you! i love you! i love you!! i
am praying that your spirit gets nurtured and cared for in this season of life! we are aching with you ♡ peace be with you ♡
I'm a 2x survivor. i did a AUTO SCT. are they a pain? yep! is it worth it? YES! here i am few months away from 14 years CURED. it can get better
I wish you the best ❤️ just went through treatment for lymphoma and your videos were the first that I saw when I was diagnosed. They helped me a lot. I’m sorry you have to go through this.
I’ve recently been following your journey as my best friend started her 1st round of chemo 2days ago for lymphoma and I want to know how best to support her and understand what she’s going through and you have just been amazing at how you have handled it all 2yrs ago with such a positive attitude and full of grace so I’m absolutely devastated to see this new news come up that it’s returned😢 and I’m surprised they didn’t offer you a stem cell transplant back then as my friend has been told 6months of chemo then the stem cell transplant to aggressively attack it. I will hold you close to my heart and in my prayers sweetheart and I’ll pray they treat you just how your body needs for the best outcome 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 sending you lots of love and gentle ((hugs))💖
I’m so sorry this is happening again Kam. Sending love and prayers your way! ❤🙏
I stumbled across your video and it wasn't until the end that I thought I might know why! Social media being what it is, I have a "friend " (lol I follow her on TikTok!) and her then boyfriend, fiancé and now husband is close to your age and maybe 6 months ahead of you treatment wise. He just went through a stem cell transplant. Because I'm in the medical field I started following them. Her name is Kaycee. I'll go see if I can get more of a name and maybe you can get in contact with her. They seem like darling people! Isn't the internet/social media bizarre?! I'm following you now and have high hopes for a full recovery! You've got this!
Ok! Her last name is Ziefle. I feel like they will be so so helpful! Also, I agree with you, you had some little asshole cells that were hiding. So frustrating but very common!
So sorry to see this video Kam. The universe is so weird sometimes. My thoughts are with you
I’m so sorry to hear that your cancer is back. Thank you for sharing your honest feelings. I am new to your channel but appreciate you sharing. I am sending you lots of positive vibes and prayers! Stay strong!
Your sharing made me cry - I’m a colon cancer survivor and cannot imagine going through all that again. My heart breaks for you - please know I carry you in my prayers. I hope you feel some comfort or support from this community.
oh kam I'm so sorry :( this breaks my heart. hugs to you sweet girl
Sending you all the love Kam ❤
You got this Kam,you are so positive,even with this new treatment...Keep up this attitude,your support system got your back....God bless I am praying for you....❤
my sweet baby, I feel so horrible reading your title. I’m so sorry you are going through this, this is an evil world. I really hope you beat this and continue to thrive.
Oh kam, i am so sorry. I found you during covid soon after you were first diagnosed, i watched all of your vlogs through chemo and was cheering you on from behind my phone. It has made me so happy seeing your videos of you living your life to the fullest the last couple of years and putting the cancer behind you, i am so sad for you that you have to go through this again. You have such an incredible support family online that will be with you every step of the way whether you share your journey again vis vlogs or not. Youre in my thoughts, sending so much love. *hugs* you are truly a warior
I pray to god for your full recovery and healing ☹️💔
Praying for a miracle that your healed and it bever comes back🙏🙏🙏
I'm so sorry to hear this... 😢😣 Praying for you to have a speedy recovery!! 👍🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 You can do it! Don't give up!
I too got my Hodgkins Lymphoma back after being in remission for 18 months. I had more intensive treatment culminating in stem cell transplant. Treatment is not nice but you can do it. Being positive is the best thing. I was never angry or never said 'why me'? There are people worse off than you.
I'm so so so sorry😞🙏 sending love and light to you
I wish you the best in health and I hope get cancer free soon. Merry Christmas!
Kam, Sending you huge hugs and tons of love!!! 🙏🏼🩷🩷🩷🩷
Hi, iam so sorry you're having to go through this 😔 I'm sending you so much love and positive healing prayers xxx🙏❤
oh Kam, i’m so sorry you have to go through this again. sending thoughts and prayers your way! ❤️🔥
I am so sorry. Your videos were such a light for me during my treatment and this video completely breaks my heart. You can do this!!! You are strong. You are beautiful!!!
I'm so sorry this is happening to you. Stay strong and positive and it's OK to have a big cry.
Good luck kam, you got this and you'll get through it
I’m so sorry 😞
Praying for you .. speedy recovery
I am so very sorry sweetie. I will be praying for you. ❤
I’m praying for you stay strong
Your youtube family loves you so much and we are supporting you every step of the way! You will get through this again❤
Oh my darling my heart breaks for u having had cancer twice myself i feel every inch of your anger. You are more than entitled to feel this way, its the toughest process in life you’ll ever have to deal with.
The only advice i can offer u is take each day as it comes, cry when u need to, be strong when u feel u can be but just be you!
Like u say youve been here before, u know what to expect and u will beat this again but this time for good!! 👍
Sending all my well wishes love & support to u. Time flies so u will soon be back up in the air again ✈️ living life to its fullest!
Hold on tight darling this is just a another blip in life to make u the person u r only much stronger then u ever knew u could be 💪 ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I hate this I hate this I hate this! I am so sorry! You are a fucking warrior! Sending you all of my love !
This is heartbreaking. I am so very sorry and sending you all the love in the world.
I truly understand your reactions on hearing your relapse because my cancer came back aftet 1 year..And my chemo have started...
Currently facing possible relapse too (waiting for results) of the same cancer ❤ your videos help me feel less alone
I don’t think I’ve ever seen your videos before- but my heart has broken for you. I know you can do this ❤️
I'm sorry you are going through this again. God's blessings to you always. ❤️🙏
Just wanted to send my love & support. I cannot fully understand what you are going through so I don't want to disrespect you by trying to do so. I hope the process goes smoothly and you can get this chapter of your life over with. Be well
So very sorry that you are having to go through this. Will be keeping you in my daily prayers!
Praying for you hard. For health, strength, hope and more! You got this💗
Kam, I'm so sorry to hear about this horrible situation you're in. I followed you on your last battle and you really amazed me about how strong you were and still are! I'm a medically retired Oncology RN and I loved what I did because I felt I was caring for the most amazing and strong people. The only thing I would like to mention is, ask your Dr if they have a machine at their facility that would allow you to use your own Stem cells. My Nephew was able to do it and it really decreased the possibility of rejection from a donor. (not very often it happens, ie:rejection that is) I'll be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers and I know you got this! ❤ ❤ Sending much love and hugs from Michigan 🙏🏼🤗🥰
I have just seen this and want to send you healing wishes and get better ASAP.
Praying for a speedy recovery ❤