So, I've got cancer

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    Also, when I recorded this email, I didn't have my full schedule, but now I do. My first treatment begins....drumroll please, literally as this video goes live. So, there's a very good chance that I'm reading the comments right now while getting my first round of chemotherapy. I've also gotten my. PET/CT which showed that the cancer has not spread anywhere from its original location in my left armpit/chest area, which is very good news.
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  • @vlogbrothers
    @vlogbrothers  ปีที่แล้ว +69709

    Reply with some good movie and media recommendations here. NO BUMMERS. Hank, as someone who found the film Big Bird Comes Home a little emotionally overwhelming (because Big Bird leaves home and gets very scared before, get this, eventually coming home again), here are my recommendations:
    1. All nine Fast and Furious movies in order (there are bummers but the bummers happen alongside, like, cars in space, so they do not feel like huge bummers)
    2. Harvey (zero bummers)
    3. Happy Gilmore (lowest stakes of any film ever made)
    I love you. We all love you. You've got this. -John

    • @rainbowslinkies
      @rainbowslinkies ปีที่แล้ว +2929

      Bob's Burgers!

    • @Giodoot
      @Giodoot ปีที่แล้ว +1542

      A Short Hike is a lovely switch game

    • @mikaylameans1939
      @mikaylameans1939 ปีที่แล้ว +1694

      Velocipastor. Can't go wrong with the best c movie of all time

    • @enna250
      @enna250 ปีที่แล้ว +373

      Project X - a very stupid and funny movie🎉

    • @ulogy
      @ulogy ปีที่แล้ว +259

      Harvey is SO GOOD

  • @royce6485
    @royce6485 ปีที่แล้ว +21507

    Only Hank Green could break the news while educating about cancer so well

    • @TVNerd_3
      @TVNerd_3 ปีที่แล้ว +119

      I think only the Green brothers would be able to do that

    • @finian2
      @finian2 ปีที่แล้ว +332

      Aye, I think it's also a coping mechanism for him as well though. Breaking down a stressful situation down into the facts to explain to himself why he shouldn't worry.

    • @blackjackmedia2959
      @blackjackmedia2959 ปีที่แล้ว

      He should have educated himself about the lethal injection he is such a zealot for. The tin foil hat nutters said it caused Cancer but this genius laughed at them. He's not laughing now. Karma is a b!tch

    • @raighnman179
      @raighnman179 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      ​@@finian2him and stuff made here are god

    • @blackjackmedia2959
      @blackjackmedia2959 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@finian2 it will be long & fruitful as long as he didn't follow this fools advice & get the lethal injections.

  • @renaigh
    @renaigh 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +11571

    Hank, I can't stress enough that you have to repress the urge to start a Totally Legal Chemistry business during this difficult time.

    • @pastelsparadox
      @pastelsparadox 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +445

      Currently laughing and crying at the same time

    • @sharnedenner7196
      @sharnedenner7196 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +126

      Epically underrated comment! Take two likes from me 😂 #imtheonethatknocks

    • @dornian_gray
      @dornian_gray 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +281

      Hank-senberg

    • @somefuckstolemynick
      @somefuckstolemynick 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +62

      @@dornian_gray You're god damn right.

    • @zajmahal8589
      @zajmahal8589 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +60

      love a uniquely American probelm

  • @Leonagraphy
    @Leonagraphy 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +659

    For everyone watching now, don’t worry! He’s now off of chemo and in remission!

    • @LifeofaDepressedIntrovert
      @LifeofaDepressedIntrovert 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +14

      Thank You!

    • @Danninorway
      @Danninorway 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

      no spoilers!

    • @spongenoob4409
      @spongenoob4409 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      Thank you!! I’m so glad!!

    • @gymnasticsgirlie0647
      @gymnasticsgirlie0647 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +38

      @@Danninorway Spoilers? Hank is a real person, not a character in a movie.

    • @fireball2275
      @fireball2275 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

      @@Danninorwaybro that’s a human being

  • @brekkfish1842
    @brekkfish1842 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +987

    I was just diagnosed with cancer today. This legitimately helped me calm down and stop spiraling... Thank you. I'm so scared,

    • @caidynsorrensen7615
      @caidynsorrensen7615 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +63

      You’ll pull through be strong 💪🏼 ❤

    • @jamesd5463
      @jamesd5463 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +41

      Im waiting on results. I understand where you are coming from. I cant say anything to make it better but you are not alone and its ok to be scared so dont beat yourself up.

    • @NeverTakeNoShortcuts
      @NeverTakeNoShortcuts 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +35

      Be strong. I survived.

    • @davidholaday2817
      @davidholaday2817 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      ❤️

    • @Scareth
      @Scareth 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +16

      Don't be scared! If it's you're time to go, it's you're time to go. Death need not be feared, just live and love until your last breath and you'll have no regrets. I'm 20, if I die tomorrow ill be happy. I will move on to the next life and begin anew.

  • @osmosisazman
    @osmosisazman ปีที่แล้ว +4550

    I'm a doctor and I'm gonna say something Hank Green would say. My heart sank when the ultrasound tech said lymphoma but when you further clarified Hodgkin's lymphoma, I let out a loud sigh of relief. You got this, Hank. Get well soon. Take all the break that you need. We all love you, Hank.

    • @eucamong
      @eucamong ปีที่แล้ว +114

      Same, all in all, the sigh I let out as I heard it was HL was big. We're all rooting for Hank

    • @batmeme9349
      @batmeme9349 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Can it evolve into something more dangerous?

    • @abigailchiesa1337
      @abigailchiesa1337 ปีที่แล้ว +163

      @Batmeme The survival rate for Hodgkin’s lymphoma remains VERY high even in the later stages of the disease, from my understanding

    • @EddieDubs
      @EddieDubs ปีที่แล้ว +25

      @@abigailchiesa1337 tons of famous people have had it and they're all either still alive or died from something else. He'll be ok.

    • @muscleman125
      @muscleman125 ปีที่แล้ว +98

      @@batmeme9349 one of the most highly treatable cancers with very promising statistics for 5+ years of life after diagnosis. Many people with Hodgkin's will completely recover and even those diagnosed late into the disease often go on to live for a long time after being diagnosed.

  • @petemiller2598
    @petemiller2598 ปีที่แล้ว +4746

    I am an oncology nurse. If I ever got you as a patient, I would first have to personally thank you for getting me through nursing school. Think about that. How many people in the healthcare system have had their lives changed because of you? I'm sure many of the techs, nurses, etc that treat you have seen your videos in school if they are young. Best wishes and get well soon!!!

    • @summergengler5975
      @summergengler5975 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Joseph #Biden2024 what an unhappy person you must be

    • @celestegodfrey7124
      @celestegodfrey7124 ปีที่แล้ว +159

      Amen. I wouldn’t be a nurse without some of Hank’s videos to help me pass my tests.

    • @natalieelizabeth9052
      @natalieelizabeth9052 ปีที่แล้ว +97

      @@petemiller2598 thank you, I just reported

    • @juliad.847
      @juliad.847 ปีที่แล้ว +87

      Also a nurse here (cardiology ❤) and I couldn’t agree more. You helped me get through nursing school, too!

    • @misslenorelee6322
      @misslenorelee6322 ปีที่แล้ว +113

      i wrote in my comment but ill repeat here. Whilst Hank feels out of control he has most likley influenced his own care just from the amount of clinician's and scientists hes inspired and gotten through med/Nursing school.

  • @jflaugher
    @jflaugher 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +678

    My ex-wife had Hodgkins Lymphoma right after she gave birth to our second child. She was diagnosed at a very late stage - she was at stage 4a - and they put her on chemo. After half a year of chemo, she hadn't gotten any worse but she hadn't gotten any better either. The issue was 3 fold: She often felt physical pain; she didn't have much of an appetite and wasn't eating; and she was having trouble sleeping. That's when a friend introduced her to medical cannabis and it literally saved her life. Suddenly any pains she felt seemed tolerable; she felt hungry again; and she could sleep at night. After a year, she was in remission. That was 22 years ago and she's still alive and well.

    • @Scar-jg4bn
      @Scar-jg4bn 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +35

      That's incredible, so happy for her!

    • @d3vitron779
      @d3vitron779 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +25

      THC and munchies saves lives I guess

    • @tomasjenco5609
      @tomasjenco5609 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +27

      weed out the cancer! ♥

    • @A.Useless.Goddess
      @A.Useless.Goddess 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      cannibas is a godsend. happy you two are healthy!

    • @user-zv3kf3tq6t
      @user-zv3kf3tq6t 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      then what caused your divorce

  • @Dlaxzor42069
    @Dlaxzor42069 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +26

    To anyone just seeing thus video now, his cancer is now in remission

  • @Kwiteee
    @Kwiteee ปีที่แล้ว +96533

    You are a boon to this world Hank and we're all pulling for you

    • @limeyell0w945
      @limeyell0w945 ปีที่แล้ว +585

      hes a what

    • @rogersminecraftnightmare
      @rogersminecraftnightmare ปีที่แล้ว +188

      Hank can get through this!

    • @HippoEnjoyer
      @HippoEnjoyer ปีที่แล้ว +1793

      @@limeyell0w945 boon, like a blessing

    • @allykat5899
      @allykat5899 ปีที่แล้ว +86

      I'm so sorry to hear this. I hope you get better soon.

    • @umairashraf5167
      @umairashraf5167 ปีที่แล้ว +360

      Fancy seeing you here, how you been?

  • @abbizeiger2622
    @abbizeiger2622 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +326

    "I wanna be fun-goofy-science guy. Not, like, struggling-with-anxiety-cancer guy."
    Hank, we are capable of imagining you complexly. :)

    • @vialoxn
      @vialoxn 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      YES A MILLION TIMES

    • @vialoxn
      @vialoxn 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      what a beautiful piece of wisdom and so well said Abbi.

    • @heatherr9959
      @heatherr9959 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      +++

  • @fandal
    @fandal 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +399

    I'm a 14 year Non-Hodgkin's Lymphoma survivor. Gone through Chemo and Autologous Stem Cell transplant. It was a long year at the time. I had a fairly high stress technical job at the time. The job helped me move the focus from the sickness and keep me going day-to-day without falling into depression, but helped keep me on task for both work and my medical efforts. You got this.

    • @daveythesearcher
      @daveythesearcher 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Well done 🙏🏼

    • @CakeGamesTheMC_Man
      @CakeGamesTheMC_Man 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Sigma mentality (cringe intended)

    • @thegentlemandude
      @thegentlemandude 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      not cringe @@CakeGamesTheMC_Man

    • @chriserony
      @chriserony 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      It's insane to me that you still have to work while getting treatment for cancer in what could potentially be one of the last years of your life if things don't go well.

    • @fandal
      @fandal 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @chriserony It was my decision. I needed to be grounded and, frankly distracted by work. I should clarify that when I did the stem cell transplant part of the procedure, I was off work for 6 months to recuperate. I could not have worked during that time.

  • @annahayden
    @annahayden 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +101

    Hank,
    My father is a research scientist who happens to be the lead inventor on two current lymphoma treatments (I think they’re called rituximab and ipilimumab). His father, my grandfather, had lymphoma. My dad wanted to buy him some more time, so he started looking into treatments and gave his father an additional several years after his third and I believe final relapse (his cancer was aggressive). My dad isn’t super open or communicative, so I didn’t know any of this until my family watched your video. Here’s the thing. I’ve had an enlarged, hard lymph node for years that I didn’t really think much of, but I watched this video of yours when it was posted around three months ago. It prompted me to look up the B symptoms of lymphoma, most of which I had been complaining about to my doctor for months, but I thought for sure that couldn’t be what I was dealing with. Just in case, I scheduled an appointment with my doctor. I felt around to see if I had anymore enlarged lymph nodes, and I did. I have even more today. I mentioned it to my doctor at my appointment the other day and she put in urgent orders for imaging after feeling my lymph nodes. I have a CT scan scheduled for next week and an ultrasound the following week. I just want to thank you. I don’t think I would’ve addressed any of this or learned about my family history had I not watched your video. Regardless of my imaging results, I feel incredibly grateful to exist at the same time as you so as to have seen your video, as well as be my father’s daughter. I also saw your most recent update that you are officially in remission. Congratulations, sending all my love to you!! Thank you x1,000,000 Hank ❤️❤️

    • @misirlou5179
      @misirlou5179 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      hope your well man itd be cool to see an update if your comfortable, but i wish you well regardless

    • @annahayden
      @annahayden 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      @@misirlou5179 my CT is scheduled for the 6th (that’s considered urgent where I am) and I was told not to expect results for at least a week. My ultrasound is scheduled for the 15th and I should get those results by the following Monday hopefully. My doctor already spoke to my ENT and I guess I have to call to make an appointment for a biopsy for the initial hard enlarged lymph node. I’ll definitely post an update for you when I get my results though. I’m all good if not a bit stressed and fatigued! I appreciate your kind words!

    • @dashaparkadze3852
      @dashaparkadze3852 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      Thank you for sharing you motivated me to check myself too, Good luck and I wish you well!

    • @annahayden
      @annahayden 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      @@dashaparkadze3852 I’m so glad you decided to check yourself. I regret not doing so sooner. Doing routine checks is extremely important to one’s long term health and I hope more people will watch Hank’s video or read my or someone else’s comment here and decide to do the same as you. Thanks for your kind words, same to you! Have a lovely night!

    • @casedistorted
      @casedistorted 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Let us know how it goes, always good to hear when people beat these things.

  • @DailyDoseOfInternet
    @DailyDoseOfInternet ปีที่แล้ว +8736

    Love you Hank!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • @pumasalad
    @pumasalad 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +654

    When I was diagnosed with Hodgkins Lymphoma in 1998, the doctor said "The bad news is you have cancer, the good news is we can cure this one." Good Luck Hank! We love you and all that you do!

  • @sarahallred4095
    @sarahallred4095 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +180

    No worries Hank you will always be three things for me personally:
    1. That one science guy I watched as a kid who made me really into science and is the reason I am on my way to being an underpaid Physics Teacher
    2. The author of a book series I enjoyed tremendously through audible, that made me so happy for so many reasons, that I didn't even know was authored by that one guy who taught me science as a kid till after I had completed both books (they really are incredible journeys to be apart of a whole experience that I am just in love with and they have so much social commentary that I really appreciate and I hold those flawed mf characters to my hearts)
    3. The funny guy who really likes Canadian geese for some reason and who the internet has deemed hilariously the guardian of the grass (and your "straight I mean ehh" moment was just golden for me)
    Cancer can never reach the level that these other identities are on, I mean like it goes to me with like the fact that John Green is your brother, is it true yah, does it probably affect your life massively yah, does it have anything to do with the way my brain compartmentalizes you, absolutely not, I have way too much autism for that.

  • @StormEngineer
    @StormEngineer 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +36

    I've been diagnosed with brain cancer (glioblastoma multiforme) in July when I was taken to the ER in critical condition. I was mostly out of it and I only remember a few fragments of that day, a few seconds each. I had my emergency surgery that same night, so I really never got a chance to actually process it. I woke up after surgery before the thought of "I have a brain tumor" could even sink in. Now, watching this video, I see so much of my own feelings in you. Especially when you said "I'm OK but I'm not OK", that was just such a perfect summary of how I felt, and to a small degree, still feel. It really helps me to see someone else talking about going through something similar. Thank you for sharing!
    P.s.: My surgery went really well, I've completed radio and most of chemo. Chances are everything is good. :)

  • @thejesuschrist
    @thejesuschrist ปีที่แล้ว +9917

    Dude, sending positive thoughts your way my dude. Love you.

    • @umey3445
      @umey3445 ปีที่แล้ว +551

      No prayers? Actually, I suppose they pray to you not the other way around

    • @Mioochii
      @Mioochii ปีที่แล้ว +44

      Yes send prayers too 🤗

    • @mraduldubey9614
      @mraduldubey9614 ปีที่แล้ว +131

      @@umey3445 Jesus knows better

    • @VanessaMagick
      @VanessaMagick ปีที่แล้ว +394

      @@umey3445 How the hell is he gonna pray?
      "Uh, hey dad. Job's been good. Look, need a favour,"

    • @berrybread7215
      @berrybread7215 ปีที่แล้ว +46

      @@VanessaMagick don’t knock it till he tries it

  • @sgr0
    @sgr0 ปีที่แล้ว +459

    Retired cancer researcher here: You did EXACTLY the right thing. Good job.

    • @_M1ko-fr_
      @_M1ko-fr_ ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@notafakeaccount6954..

    • @MrGruggs
      @MrGruggs ปีที่แล้ว +7

      ​@@notafakeaccount6954 ...

    • @rebelush8730
      @rebelush8730 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@notafakeaccount6954 …

    • @Elutai
      @Elutai ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@notafakeaccount6954 ...

  • @sobomarino
    @sobomarino 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +79

    I’m 19 and I just got diagnosed with Hodgkin’s lymphoma yesterday, thanks so much for your video it’s been a rough couple weeks but it’s been a big help watching someone else go through the process at the same time, thanks Hank :)

    • @distancia8277
      @distancia8277 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Can i ask what signs in your body made you get a check up or diagnosis?
      I searched about Hodgkin's because I'm a little worried but only got more worried lol

    • @sobomarino
      @sobomarino 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

      @@distancia8277 I got lucky. I had bad chest pain for about a week, first day I had it I went to hospital and they told me I’d probably just annoyed my chest wall by stretching in a weird way and it’d go away in about 10 days - but I should get a chest x Ray just in case. It went away, it’s been about a month and i haven’t had it so I can assume it’s unrelated. On the x Ray they found my lymph nodes were massive, after a few more scans and a biopsy I was told it’s cancer. I’m stage 2 no symptoms pretty much. Only breathlessness which is due to the fact that in my specific case it’s in my chest and pushing on things but other than that no weight loss, night sweats or any standard lymphoma symptoms. What symptoms have you got? Whatever it is no harm in getting an X-ray just in case. Apparently cases have skyrocketed since covid.

    • @TM-dk9xn
      @TM-dk9xn 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      What a coincidence. Did you get the shot?

    • @flashlight5287
      @flashlight5287 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      Did you get the covid jab?

    • @flashlight5287
      @flashlight5287 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@sobomarinocases have been sky rocketing since the jab… not Covid itself…. The timeline for Covid was end if 2019 and beginning 2020…

  • @anapontopina86
    @anapontopina86 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +62

    This is strangely the most enlightening, the deepest, bravest, vulnerable and the most light hearted explanation of a cancer diagnosis and its consequences.
    I wish you a fast recovery and a strong health!

  • @simonegiertz
    @simonegiertz ปีที่แล้ว +8552

    You got this!!

    • @birtarb07
      @birtarb07 ปีที่แล้ว +145

      I thought about you while watching this video Simone and was so happy to see your comment, I hope you are doing well also ❤

    • @Efreeti
      @Efreeti ปีที่แล้ว +1

      🤘❤‍🩹

    • @bryguy0052
      @bryguy0052 ปีที่แล้ว +50

      Yup people barely even mention Brian anymore so hank will be fun science guy again in like 4 months :)

    • @icefeatherchan
      @icefeatherchan ปีที่แล้ว +3

    •  ปีที่แล้ว +14

      How are you everywhere giving the good vibes where you are needed at? ❤

  • @SA-mn1ux
    @SA-mn1ux 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +739

    Only Hank would casually do a whole video on the details of what cancer he has while announcing he has cancer. Legend beyond legends.

    • @chocdolphin8905
      @chocdolphin8905 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

      Technoblade is one of those legends as well

    • @rougesavior7200
      @rougesavior7200 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@chocdolphin8905true

    • @JCFinlay
      @JCFinlay 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      That's what technically makes this video educational and therefore allowed to be over 4 minutes you see. (I hope this joke is funny and not callous)

  • @c0mput3r80y
    @c0mput3r80y 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +87

    Less than Two weeks before this video was posted, my mom lost her life to cancer. I would never wish what happened to her on my worst enemies. We are here to fight alongside you.

    • @erfanehtesham7353
      @erfanehtesham7353 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      Sorry for your loss💔

    • @dustinakadustin
      @dustinakadustin 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      I recently lost my grandfather to cancer and my uncle is going through chemo at the moment for it, really sorry for your loss.

    • @ATXDavid167
      @ATXDavid167 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      So for the loss of you and your family’s Mom🙏❤️

  • @trentvictus
    @trentvictus 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

    Hank, just wanted to reach out. Your symptoms matched my wifes,, we finally were able to get it checked out and like you said it's scary when things move fast, but thankfully we have answers, like you said good news it's Hodgkins Lymphoma shes a few months behind where you are progress wise, starting Chemo next week. But this video, may have saved her life. Thank you.

    • @untappedinkwell
      @untappedinkwell 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Good luck to your wife as she undergoes treatment. Hopefully she'll also be looking at complete remission in a few months!

  • @marymelchior9558
    @marymelchior9558 ปีที่แล้ว +683

    As a cancer survivor- you can beat this. If your chemo is going to cause you to lose your hair, dye it some fun color.

    • @icevalkyrie_
      @icevalkyrie_ ปีที่แล้ว +1

      im better than this content

    • @WhiteStars12
      @WhiteStars12 ปีที่แล้ว +57

      @@icevalkyrie_ very poor taste

    • @larion2336
      @larion2336 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@icevalkyrie_ my farts are better than your farts

    • @icevalkyrie_
      @icevalkyrie_ ปีที่แล้ว

      @@WhiteStars12 i make 10x better content than this stay mad

    • @phillemon7664
      @phillemon7664 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      @@icevalkyrie_ OOoh... yikes... maybe you should turn your botted comments off for now. Lest you want to lose subs.

  • @amy-mo9qc
    @amy-mo9qc ปีที่แล้ว +3690

    Here for you through all of this. We love you Hank

    • @asimplestrawberry
      @asimplestrawberry ปีที่แล้ว

      ++

    • @autumnthornton2337
      @autumnthornton2337 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      +

    • @amy-mo9qc
      @amy-mo9qc ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Dear Hank and John this week gave me a feeling that some type of news like this was coming. I'm glad you're on a journey of meaning Hank, but mostly I'm excited for your journey of healing. So glad that you have such a lovely community of family and friends.

    • @stumpthegreat
      @stumpthegreat ปีที่แล้ว +1

      +

    • @ThousandTimesBefore
      @ThousandTimesBefore ปีที่แล้ว

      ♥️

  • @carazy123_
    @carazy123_ 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +30

    Hank, my mom had cancer when I was younger, fought hard, and survived. Wouldn’t you know, it was Hodgkin’s lymphoma. We wear the purple for you, man.

  • @ParkorEnderman
    @ParkorEnderman 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

    You're in remission now Hank. Things are okay. And I hope things go well for you in the future. Thank you for everything

  • @alexanderedwards1875
    @alexanderedwards1875 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +644

    23 year old brain cancer survivor here - don’t underestimate the power of staying positive and finding the silver linings during treatment!!! You’ve got this!

    • @TLC717
      @TLC717 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +32

      My 26 yr old (high functioning) autistic son has brain cancer. He finished 33 radiation treatments in March. He's on oral chemo now. His tumor is inoperable. It really comforts me to hear about brain cancer survivors.

    • @karenmelchior6160
      @karenmelchior6160 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

      Echoing this. In my experience, hope is the thing you cling to and that no one can take away from you. Also the drugs to counteract the side effects of chemo are very fine-tuned. If you need help with any of the side effects, ask for it. They were a game-changer for me. As for light material to keep you occupied: Tom & Jerry cartoons; Spirits of San Francisco, by Gary Kamiya; Chicken Soup with Rice, by M Sendak; Hawaiian Slack-Key Guitar music. Big hug!

    • @caryngoldsmith6782
      @caryngoldsmith6782 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      Here, here! I’m 16+ years post Stage 3C ovarian cancer survivor. Attitude is everything. Positive thoughts to all currently on the journey.

    • @mrmusic248
      @mrmusic248 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      alexanderedwards1875: 70 year old kidney cancer survivor here.
      Call me Mr. Lucky !!!
      I had a portion of my left kidney removed in 2019, and to my great joy, they got all the tumor.
      I had no chemo or anything else afterwards.
      Here's to our continue good health !!!!!

    • @arcaelum2022
      @arcaelum2022 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I don't know if you will see this answer but people like you gives a lot of hope ! I'm currently well treated in chemo after surgeries and rad for a Medulloblastoma since dx 7 month ago. I'm curious to know what type of tumour was it if you want. There's a discord group for brain tumours and we don't have many 20+ years survivors.

  • @CuriousRobyn
    @CuriousRobyn ปีที่แล้ว +527

    “A year from now would’ve been better” is the ULTIMATE John Green thing to say. Thinking of you, Hank. You’ve got this!

    • @IdentifiantE.S
      @IdentifiantE.S ปีที่แล้ว +4

      ❤❤❤❤❤

    • @Kinuoxx
      @Kinuoxx ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I snorted lol

  • @sankalppandey
    @sankalppandey 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +73

    you've contributed soo much to the world through your courses
    hoping that you'll get better soon

  • @calipigeon
    @calipigeon 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +66

    Can we get an “EVERYTHING IS TUBERCULOSIS JOHN!!!” Tshirt? 😂
    Edit/addendum: Hank you don’t have to worry about your image changing much. You’ve already done so many things, and are such an amazing person that this is just a blip in the history of your life. And the way you still handle it with humor and optimism is what I think of when I think about you. Cancer isn’t going to define you, it’s just a poopy little disease. Like tuberculosis.

  • @HollyJaneYT
    @HollyJaneYT 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1283

    32 year-old stage IV cancer survivor here, I got through two horrific diagnoses despite the doctors predictions. Don’t underestimate the power of humor and positivity. Listen to your gut instinct as well to the doctors. Play the cancer card when you need to, now is not the time to be a hero. Now is the time to sleep, watch movies and get out into nature. All of those trump being beholden to other people.
    Finally. You’re in fight or flight mode now and will be in that “survival space” until you get the all clear in a few months time. So above all, give yourself time to process what is happening/has happened. That might not make sense now but when you get through the worst of it, you might find yourself in a period of “what-the-fuckery-just-happened-why-do-I-kinda-feel-depressed” and you will need to sit with it. That’s also normal, it’s rarely talked about, and you will be fine.
    There are millions of people rooting for you. X

    • @connorcookbird1433
      @connorcookbird1433 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +37

      Hey I am an 18 year old cancer survivor just 7 months out of treatment and I really agree with everything your saying. About positivity and humor, when I was around other kids in treatment I always tried to spread positivity cause if we only have a couple years left then why not try and live it happily.

    • @modicantspeakenglish
      @modicantspeakenglish 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      👍

    • @xAndii92
      @xAndii92 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Amen

    • @samakshkhaira6195
      @samakshkhaira6195 15 วันที่ผ่านมา

      How are you now

  • @scribbledover
    @scribbledover 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +983

    I am a doctor, and relaxed immediately when you said it was Hodgkin's lymphoma. I'm glad you got on to it early. All the best with treatment, Hank. You got this.

    • @rosalindr4975
      @rosalindr4975 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Funny how it’s a growing problem since the miracle vaccines

    • @IndigoIndustrial
      @IndigoIndustrial 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +109

      I'm a medical researcher and cancer survivor. Hodgkin's is in that weird "cancer but not really bad cancer". Worse than basal cell carcinoma but not as bad as pancreatic cancer.
      Early diagnosis means cautiously optimistic.

    • @ariyanaf4205
      @ariyanaf4205 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      Cytotechnologist here - had a huge sigh of relief too

  • @RJ-yn8hc
    @RJ-yn8hc 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +21

    I feel honored that you are sharing this with us. You will always of course be fun, goofy science guy. This is a difficult period in your life and you're allowing us a glimpse into your struggle, your humanity, your vulnerability. You express your views with a thoughtfulness and clarity that is inspirational. These videos will help so many people who are fighting cancer and it makes me think even more highly of you that you were brave enough to create them. I wish you the very best of outcomes. We are all rooting for you.

  • @9.5Nubbins
    @9.5Nubbins 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    I noticed an (extremely) swollen lymph node on my clavicle in July 2014. Within a week I had a biopsy and discovered I had stage 4 DLBC non Hodgkin's Lymphoma. I had a few night sweats 6 months earlier, but nothing else and never felt sick. I did 6 rounds of RCHOP, with the last one being Jan 2015. I had another scan in march 2015 and was 100% clear. Had my port removed in Jan 2016. Now 8 years later, its never come back.

  • @jedigowd12345
    @jedigowd12345 ปีที่แล้ว +642

    My sister was diagnosed with this at age 17. She is now 40 and has a beautiful family.
    You’ve got this Hank. We’re all with you ❤❤

    • @Buffalax
      @Buffalax ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Congratulations to your sister. Same here.

    • @bshepherd6901
      @bshepherd6901 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I have a friend who has had it 2 times since childhood. She is doing amazing.

  • @hollymcquithey149
    @hollymcquithey149 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +905

    Hi Hank,
    I'm currently a pancreatic cancer researcher with a Master's in Oncology. Without your videos, I wouldn't have the knowledge I have today to do what I do. Without you, I wouldn't have passed biology, chemistry, biochemistry, you name it. Your knowledge became my knowledge and I became a better student, cancer researcher, and person because of that. You've helped develop a whole new generation of scientists that will fight for you every day, knowledgeable because of what you've taught us. You'll always be the goofy science guy to me. Good luck, and I can't wait to see what's next.

    • @SBKhuram
      @SBKhuram 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      That's so cool !

  • @animeshrine
    @animeshrine 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    Wishing you a quick and complete recovery, Hank. Been watching you for years since the early days of SciShow. Get well soon

  • @unlimitedpower3157
    @unlimitedpower3157 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

    Hank, I haven't really watched your content in a while, but I remember my science teachers using your videos all the time. Your coverage, mixed with your personality made those lessons amazing to work with and helped me hold onto my enjoyment for science into adulthood.
    No matter how major or minor this is, we're rooting for you! Stay strong, stay positive, and never feel pressured to make content you physically can't do while recovering. You got this!!!

  • @ChippyGaming
    @ChippyGaming ปีที่แล้ว +6042

    Absolutely everyone is rooting for you Hank!!

    • @pogocoordinates
      @pogocoordinates ปีที่แล้ว +18

      Yes!!

    • @Wabbits09
      @Wabbits09 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      We all are! Hope you pull through! Also ily chippy

    • @Ichikue
      @Ichikue ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Everyone!!!!

    • @imnotgood5776
      @imnotgood5776 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Never knew you were here.

    • @hiddenlights2809
      @hiddenlights2809 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Chippy!

  • @mcjeebus
    @mcjeebus ปีที่แล้ว +671

    My mum had that form of cancer and she got treated well and she's still going strong 30 years later.

    • @DeathnoteBB
      @DeathnoteBB ปีที่แล้ว +30

      I know I don’t know Hank and this is parasocial, but that still makes me feel a lot better and I really hope Hank gets well soon.

    • @Hoyeaaaaaaah
      @Hoyeaaaaaaah ปีที่แล้ว

      @Thawne lol ur a fuckin loser

    • @bethanyfield6035
      @bethanyfield6035 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That is wonderful news ❤

    • @zoyadulzura7490
      @zoyadulzura7490 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      That is very encouraging. Glad your mom is doing well!

  • @ninakennedy4092
    @ninakennedy4092 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    We are here for you Hank. You are an amazing teacher. Sending positive energy and prayers your way. Get well soon.

  • @IslasMiss
    @IslasMiss 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    You helped me so much through med school Hank, thank you! I send you a lot of love and support. I will pray frequently for your fast recovery and for you to have a treatment as peaceful as possible

  • @lindanosek2066
    @lindanosek2066 ปีที่แล้ว +654

    As a 14 year cancer survivor, I have two recommendations: focus on what you need to do to recover and laugh every day. I pulled out all my Rocky and Bullwinkle DVDs and lost myself in goofiness. Big hugs!

    • @user-gy3yf9hy6h
      @user-gy3yf9hy6h ปีที่แล้ว +12

      I am glad to hear about your recovery. I am a researcher who works in cancer treatment and I'm happy that Hank's isn't terminal and it can be treated.

  • @amandaweinberger4994
    @amandaweinberger4994 ปีที่แล้ว +598

    Hey, Hank. Don't worry so much about being imagined as The Cancer Guy. You have taught this entire audience to imagine complexly for years.

    • @jewel819
      @jewel819 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      Exactly! We contain multitudes ❤

    • @jasongoodman4959
      @jasongoodman4959 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      What a perfect response. Totally agreed!

    • @Ariel-ps8je
      @Ariel-ps8je ปีที่แล้ว

      +++

  • @wxb200
    @wxb200 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    I'm gonna keep you in my prayers. Your videos are always very interesting. There are few people that can convey information in such an incredible way like you AND your Brother do. God Speed, my Dude. You got this!

  • @autumnle8641
    @autumnle8641 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Praying for you as you're fighting the good fight! So thankful for all your videos helping me finish my prerequisites to get into the dental hygiene program!

  • @drken62006
    @drken62006 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +765

    I’m a 42 year old Stage 4 Hodgkin’s survivor, diagnosed at age 35. My best advice is to try to maintain your normal routine, activities, and hobbies as best as possible. The more you feel like you are maintaining your normal life, the less the cancer will seem like a big deal. Eat healthy, stay active, focus on positive things and you’ll get through this. 👍

    • @stupidcreativity7414
      @stupidcreativity7414 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

      I didn’t even know it was possible to be cured of stage 4. Congrats!

    • @lionemessithegoat
      @lionemessithegoat 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Get well soon buddy.I hope you will be fine soon!

    • @lolahahaa1376
      @lolahahaa1376 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @ChrisSchafferOfficial2you’re not funny

    • @DeimosPC
      @DeimosPC 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @Chris Schaffer 2 How is that remotely funny? You're a disgrace.

    • @ridelikeagirlaus8751
      @ridelikeagirlaus8751 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      When my friend was diagnosed in 98 her doctors told her to not give anything up for the sake of treatment. Basically they said if you work full time, keep working full time, if you are athletic keep doing your preferred sport, if you study keep going to school. They even said that changes in diet would not necessarily improve a prognosis. Essential they said that Hodgkins treatment works best when patients basically lived their lives the same as they did prior to the diagnosis. Other that having to schedule chemo and being mindful of the power immunity she definitely felt that was the best advice she go during her treatment.

  • @sadiec6738
    @sadiec6738 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +725

    Hey, Hank. I was diagnosed with Hodgkin’s Lymphoma in 2013. Our stories are very similar, but mine took much more invasive measures to diagnose. Three things I wish someone had told me:
    1.) Shave your head while the choice is still yours. I can’t speak to the male experience, but chemotherapy doesn’t come with very many “choices.” It’s going to feel like you don’t have much bodily autonomy. Take it where you can get it.
    2.) you’re not going to be able to donate blood or organs after this. Given your pre-existing conditions, this was probably already off the table, but blood and lymphatic cancers make it a forever no.
    3.) Drink plenty of fluids. So many fluids. More than you’ve ever had in your life. And let them give you all the drugs to sleep through infusions. You’ll have a less miserable time if you sleep through the grossest parts.
    There’s gonna be good days and bad days. It’s not gonna feel like it goes by fast, but I promise, it’s a blip in time. Also, you have my permission to be anxious cancer guy. Life is never the same after this. But there is more. And you will put one foot in front of the other, every day you’ll get closer to the other side. 💚

    • @calebsousa2754
      @calebsousa2754 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      Such a great comment

    • @isthataspider7410
      @isthataspider7410 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      I just want more people to see your comment so i am replying

    • @gabi-lj8lu
      @gabi-lj8lu 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      So wonderful of you to leave such a meaningful comment

    • @caliharris898
      @caliharris898 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Replying to boost the algorithm and ensure more people see this

    • @Tarks_Coady_EFC
      @Tarks_Coady_EFC 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Replying so this gets to the top

  • @manonmincieli7309
    @manonmincieli7309 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    God bless you Hank ❤️ I pray that your treatment goes well and you make a full and quick recovery

  • @fermainjackson2899
    @fermainjackson2899 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +14

    Good luck dude!! You're strong enough to beat any cancer 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

    • @Sirdilophosaurusthethird2.0
      @Sirdilophosaurusthethird2.0 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      His name reminds me of the T. rex named Hank from prehistoric planet

  • @josie_99
    @josie_99 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +669

    "Easiest and most treatable cancer" is still scary as hell, Hank. It's going to be a struggle, but we're here for you Hank. You've got this. We love you.

    • @DarkenedSilhouette
      @DarkenedSilhouette 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      you think hes not scared shitless right now you bafoon. last 2 sentences is all you needed to say

    • @fr0styy156
      @fr0styy156 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I mean, it’s not the most treatable imo. It’s not the worst, though.

    • @sianblack3042
      @sianblack3042 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @gdog-tm6erwhat

    • @creekchub9714
      @creekchub9714 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@gdog skill issue

    • @creekchub9714
      @creekchub9714 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      ​@@fr0styy156 wydm "imo" it's cancer

  • @vdg396
    @vdg396 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1076

    My dad had a very advanced stage of Hodgkins lymphoma when I was a teenager and was covered in cancer, but miraculously, it wasn't in his bone marrow yet. He was able to do chemotherapy for 6 months and he's been 10+ yrs cancer free! Hang in there! Prayers for you Hank!

    • @kandavi7971
      @kandavi7971 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      I am so happy for you guys. Sending love!

    • @fxailing1201
      @fxailing1201 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Same happens to my dad during lockdown, weird how lymphoma cancer never reaches the bone or maybe it’s just me

    • @vdg396
      @vdg396 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @Fxailing I'm glad your dad is okay too! My mom's a cancer nurse so I know it can reach the bone, but we were just blessed and it hadn't... thankfully!

  • @DariaEats
    @DariaEats 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Wishing you the best. You've got this. Your power of finding joy is unbeatable.

  • @KillaBasel
    @KillaBasel 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    I hope you read this. Your videos have given my brain the break that I needed to get through the most horrible times of my life. I want you to know how much I appreciate you and your work. I wish I could provide some of the comfort that you've given me through the years. You are in my thoughts and prayers! ❤

  • @Anicosin
    @Anicosin ปีที่แล้ว +856

    True story, Hank, I’m a second year resident physician specializing in emergency medicine and toxicology, and you taught me basic chemistry and biology. Like, I *heavily* relied on you when I was studying in undergrad years ago. So, thanks for helping me be a doctor. Don’t know if you’ll see this, but you made a huge difference in my education and I have the utmost respect for you and wish you nothing but the best. Rooting for you, dude.

    • @georgiarn3915
      @georgiarn3915 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      I taught nursing and allied health courses and I used tons of Hank Green's Crash Course and SciShow videos in class and had them available for my online and hybrid classes. Generally my students really liked them and it made my classes more lighthearted and fun.😊

    • @moo8866
      @moo8866 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@aarons6935 what

  • @decepticon323
    @decepticon323 ปีที่แล้ว +811

    As a Hodgkin’s survivor myself, I know what you’re going through. I’m 3.5 years in remission. You’re going to be OK. My one piece of advice: you can choose to be fascinated by this whole process. That was the main thing that got me through diagnosis and treatment. Looking in the microscopes (I have a photo of my lymph cells now, how cool!), looking at the ultrasound, talking a lot to your doctors, seeing what hair looks like when it falls out, why some foods aren’t recommended during treatment, all of that.
    I’m sorry you have to go through this, but I’m truly looking forward to your novel perspective on this once you’re on the other side of it all.
    Choose to be fascinated. You got this.

    • @KentuckyJasmonster
      @KentuckyJasmonster ปีที่แล้ว +19

      such a great perspective!

    • @saraennis1402
      @saraennis1402 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      This is wonderful advice. Congrats to you on being in remission!

    • @spooniefullofsugar172
      @spooniefullofsugar172 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I love this perspective

    • @haberschnack
      @haberschnack ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Yeah, just the the process of every cancer treatment is fascinating. After you get over the harsh discomfort...
      Sorry that it got you too but the cancer wont win!!!

    • @RenameUranus2Caelus
      @RenameUranus2Caelus ปีที่แล้ว +9

      This is lovely. I love this.
      I CANNOT WAIT for Sci-Show Hank to be like "GOOD MORNING JOHN! LOOK AT MY BLOOD CELLS, JOHN!"
      It's gonna be great.

  • @busybellc7765
    @busybellc7765 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Hank you are an amazing person. Thank you for sharing your journey and your wisdom. Loving you. Stay strong.

  • @Mobile-ir6cv
    @Mobile-ir6cv 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    It has been 4 months since this upload and only today am I finding out. I’m so sorry to hear that you’ve had to deal with this, but I’m even more excited to see you in your latest upload hank! You’ve been a source of valuable and varying information in many fields throughout the videos I’ve watched over the years, and to know you’ve pushed through and are continuing to bring people like me this info seriously brings a tear to my eyes. Thank you hank, keep on kicking!

  • @amberjohnston4096
    @amberjohnston4096 ปีที่แล้ว +1461

    I just want to validate how scared and worried you probably are. I see you and hear you. We’re here for whatever you need.

    • @nickl2854
      @nickl2854 ปีที่แล้ว

      ^

    • @BonJoviBeatlesLedZep
      @BonJoviBeatlesLedZep ปีที่แล้ว +32

      Yeah. I'm still fighting cancer and the worries ebb and flow like crazy. You'll be fine one hour and feeling terrible the next.

    • @val.628
      @val.628 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      💕

    • @leela9003
      @leela9003 ปีที่แล้ว

      💗

  • @zivagoldman2001
    @zivagoldman2001 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1558

    Hank. I just want to say a couple of things here. 1. When you lose your hair to chemo, and it starts to grow back, don't be surprised if it comes back a little different from what you have now. Your hair could come back curly. Your chest hair will be thicker. Eye lashes may be longer. But don't worry. Eventually it will all return to normal in a matter of months.
    2. Eat what you can, when you can. You will find that food tastes differently. What you once liked is now gross. Even smells might change. My husband's doctor said "Even bad nutrition is better than no nutrition!", So, if you are craving junk food and can keep it down, then go for it. Your body is fighting. Now is not the time to worry about eating 'healthy".
    3. Keep a sense of humor. We say laughing is better than crying! You'll definitely have some down days, but if you can find the humor (even the morbid stuff) in your situation, laugh!!!
    Stay strong! You've got this!!! (From a cancer fighter's wife!)

    • @yeoinbird
      @yeoinbird 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +17

      solid advice!!!! ❤❤❤❤ WE LOVE YOU HANK!!!

    • @casanova1838
      @casanova1838 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

      Good advice brother

    • @dwillbecancelledsoon4086
      @dwillbecancelledsoon4086 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +25

      yeah a mate of mine ate almost exclusively lollies for 2 months because it was the only thing he could taste. Anyway, he beat leukemia 2 years ago and is thriving

    • @hopemkay1
      @hopemkay1 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

      Thank you for this! My father is currently going through chemo & he just started experiencing changes in taste. 🧡

    • @ravenhamilton863
      @ravenhamilton863 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      Beautiful beautiful message

  • @amandah2935
    @amandah2935 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    We are dealing with a recent cancer diagnosis in our family too. I call it prayers, but I’m putting good vibes out into the universe for you. You did a really good job verbalizing a lot of things I think a lot of people in this situation feel. Thank you.

  • @FransHenskens
    @FransHenskens 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Hey Hank, thanks for being a legend and making life a little bit more interesting for us all. Hope your treatment is not too painful, and is very much successful. Best wishes.

  • @MarjoleinVeenendaal
    @MarjoleinVeenendaal 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +757

    When I was 12 years old, my best friend got diagnosed with Hodgkin’s lymphoma. Now, almost 20 years later, she is doing well, and researching cancer. You got this Hank.

  • @Lightmanone
    @Lightmanone ปีที่แล้ว +485

    I've HAD this cancer. 20 years ago. Was treated, it wasn't pleasant, but it was certainly doable. You'll survive too. Hang in there Hank!!!!

    • @ninab.4540
      @ninab.4540 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      My ma had this and she survived. She did it, Hank can too!

    • @FuzzyKittenBoots
      @FuzzyKittenBoots ปีที่แล้ว +1

      hey, me too! I had it 15 years ago! At the time my doctor told me that "If you had to choose a cancer to have this is the one" :) Obviously it's always horrible to go through treatment but it *is* true that Hodgkins is usually the best cancer diagnosis you can get.

    • @emma9259
      @emma9259 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yeah, I had it 12 years ago myself- A very unfun series of months but I'm still here and in good health.

  • @ethanowens473
    @ethanowens473 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    This is the first time seeing this video. Pleased to say I've already seen the video saying he's in 100% remission. Yay!

  • @user-yy4we5jl9z
    @user-yy4we5jl9z 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Hank... I'm 32 and I went back to school because you taught me that I was never "too dumb" for college. I have ADHD and now I'm getting the help I need to finish Physican Assistant school after quitting several times.
    This summer, I'm doing research with Microglia, observing them under a microscope. I'm fucking DOING IT! ME! I've actually been so busy with that, that I'm bummed I just found this out! I will be posting my results soon.
    I could never...ever...have done this without YOU. You changed my perspective on STEM. Words cannot do justice the amount of pride, joy and confidence you've given me, just by making it easier for me to understand things. Made me excited to learn again. Given me hope... So many lives changed through what you have provided and I'm proud to have kids that I can share CrashCourse kids with now. We watch it together and we love your other co-hosts...they're now just as excited to learn about the world as I have become. I've been watching you for...eight...years?
    Thank you. We love you. We have your back. We're going to go blaze the trail of scientific research now, so you can take a break.

  • @Jordan_Falk
    @Jordan_Falk ปีที่แล้ว +564

    My grandmother was diagnosed with lymphoma 25 years ago. Her biggest fear was missing out on the birth of her grandchildren. I'm 23 now and she's still beating me at ping pong. Thinking about you and your family as you get through this challenging time, Hank.

    • @sebastiang7590
      @sebastiang7590 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      my father has bladder cancer, for the past few years back and forth we’ve been fighting it with chemo, the kind that he goes through just looks painful but just very recently we got done with his recent set of chemo (10 days) and now he’s back in order, went from level 2 to level 1 and got back to working with him in the back yard, it feels great to still have him mess with me and still show me he’s still strong :)

    • @sydbetta2358
      @sydbetta2358 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      this is the most warming comment. best of luck in your future w ping pong

  • @hobbyjogger
    @hobbyjogger ปีที่แล้ว +989

    I was diagnosed with Hodgkin’s Lymphoma a little more than a year ago. I went through six months of chemotherapy followed by a bone marrow transport. Tomorrow actually marks six months of being in remission. I’m starting what’s called maintenance chemo next week. It just helps prevent a relapse. Please feel free to reach out if you have any questions. As several have already said, we are all here to support you.

    • @MichaelRpdx
      @MichaelRpdx ปีที่แล้ว +67

      Yay for your doctors and their aggressive approach. It worked for me - stage 3B of Hodgkin's in 1976. I'm still here and happy.

    • @sourbeer051
      @sourbeer051 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      My brother was diagnosed in 2008 and has been fine since his remission. Pulling for all cancer survivors!
      I honestly forget about it until someone brings up hodgkins lymphoma. John talked about being identified as a cancer patient, I don't look at my brother that way at all, when it was new sure but since? Haven't thought about him in that way.

    • @ophilianecr
      @ophilianecr ปีที่แล้ว +16

      My mom had Hodgkins in 1998. She caught it early and was able to make a full recovery. She even got pregnant a year after chemo (unplanned); and my sister was delivered healthy and without issue. I feel so much more hopeful for Hank that he'll make it and stick around a very long time 😊💜

    • @smups1173
      @smups1173 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I have a very similar experience! Diagnosed with HL over a year ago, 10 months of chemo and a bone marrow transplant later I’ve been in remission for a short while after my first maintenance treatment. Chemo is no joke, you now have the greatest work-off excuse ever so do not feel bad about taking that time off! Take your time, and keeping your whimsy and pleasant nature will help yourself and those around you! Best of luck to you ❤️

  • @angelobellia2329
    @angelobellia2329 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Wow Hank. I am just commenting now after watching your recent upload saying you were in remission! I am so happy to hear that because you have taught me so much over the years. I had a very similar fight with Hodgkin’s lymphoma when I was 18 and it took me a similar amount of time through similar treatment. You’re stronger forever now.

  • @btbrilz
    @btbrilz 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Hank you have contributed SO much to the world. It’s time for you to take the time you need and you have no obligation to us. Take it one day at a time.

  • @achillesheal_
    @achillesheal_ 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +700

    Cancer guy is definitely not how people will imagine you Hank! You’ve cemented yourself as a pillar of knowledge and proof that learning can be exciting for many years now. Cancer will be an important obstacle you overcame in life but no illness on this earth will consume the legacy you’ve already built

    • @drywallman55
      @drywallman55 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @Scyth there is no scientific evidence to support the claim that cancer is caused by vaccines. Numerous studies have been conducted on the safety and efficacy of vaccines, and none have found a causal link between vaccines and cancer. It is important to rely on factual information and scientific evidence when making decisions about healthcare.

  • @Poo_Brain_Horse
    @Poo_Brain_Horse ปีที่แล้ว +604

    My girlfriend was diagnosed with stage 4 Lymphoma when she was 24. She went through chemo and a newer treatment called CAR-T cell therapy where her own immune cells were re-engineered to fight the Lymphoma. After her engineered immune cells were re-introduced into her body they got to work destroying the cancer, and within a few weeks there wasn't any remaining trace of it minus the scar tissue. After two years of no returns the doctors declared her functionally cured.
    Lymphoma is a scary disease but as far as cancers go it's very treatable! I wish you the best Hank.

    • @Ddvgh1
      @Ddvgh1 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Goddamn, that’s amazing! Glad to hear she’s doing well, hope the best for y’all.

    • @grygaming5519
      @grygaming5519 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      It took almost two decades of research to understand what N-t cells (i dont know the full classification name and its too long to write) do in the body. Since for most the break down is this. Nt-Cells are regulators for Killer T-Cells, its the main job of the Killer T-Cell to seek out foreign and abnormal cells in the body and eliminate them. At times the Killer T-Cells can attack their host body due to non-functioning Nt-Cells and we call this an autoimmune disease. The Nt-Cells regulate what the Killer T-Cell can do when it comes to cleaning up old and diseased cells in our body, since Cancer is a mutation of a cell the Nt-Cell may not flag it for destruction but instead inhibit the Killer T cell from doing its job in destroying it. In short Cancer is more of a immune disease because the cell that's suppose to tell our killer T-cells "hey, this thing is not functioning/sick/dying eliminate it" is not working properly. So because of that understanding the new therapy of using T-cells specialized more to go after cancer and ignore the Nt-cell signals are a breakthrough in cancer research.

    • @chickenoodle3397
      @chickenoodle3397 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Medical Technology is incredible

  • @Nadamong631
    @Nadamong631 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    I am going to see the doctor tomorrow. I have had a enlarged lymph node on the right side of my jaw for about 2 months. It’s not visible but I can feel it when I touch it. I went to urgent care just to get it checked out and the doctor there said it wasn’t even that big of a difference but there is a little difference in it’s size compared to the one on my left side.It’s not painful or anything. I am so worried that’s it’s cancer and it’s all I have been thinking about non stop for the past week

    • @annahayden
      @annahayden 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      My unsolicited advice for you would be to push to have imaging done if you’re worried. My primary/initial enlarged lymph node is on my left side in my jaw. No one was worried years ago when it became hard and enlarged, but now I have quite a few hard enlarged nodes. I now need a biopsy of that one and am having imaging done of the others. Assuming you’re in America, if you’re worried, don’t wait. Say you want an ultrasound of it, that it’s bothering you, and if your doctor says no, say “okay, please put in my chart that I requested imaging and you denied it for future reference”. Then if they don’t reconsider, get a second opinion and again request imaging. You can always go into urgent care if it starts to hurt or bother you a lot and they can order the imaging if all else fails. Hope you’re doing ok! Try not to stress too hard over something you don’t know and can’t control if you’re able to. Sometimes it helps to talk with a counselor or psychologist about stuff like this too - I had an appointment with a psychologist offered to me because of the cancer risks in my family and what I’m currently going through, and I’ll be taking it. Sometimes the mental side is just as hard to deal with as the physical. Wishing you well :)

  • @JK-qr2ct
    @JK-qr2ct 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    I cried watching this. I've been watching you since 2015 on the Sci show at the beginning of my nursing journey as an ESL. I remember I would watch the body system video before I went to the class that makes A&P very easy (even though you were talking so fast but it was so convenient for the general knowledge that would be clarified during my actual class). I know you don't know me, but you have made many good videos that have helped me (and many more). I just wanted you to know that I have been a sufficient nurse for 4 years and you were part of it. Thank you so much.

  • @darcylynn216
    @darcylynn216 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1379

    It’s amazing to me that Hank Green made a cancer diagnosis video educational, funny, and touching. Cannot believe how lucky we all are to have Hank. Sending all the science vibes your way! May modern medicine do you well!

    • @voice_0f_reason
      @voice_0f_reason 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@marion882 not the place or time, dude

    • @probablyhuman9947
      @probablyhuman9947 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@voice_0f_reason its a bot

  • @TierZoo
    @TierZoo ปีที่แล้ว +17452

    Wishing you the absolute best, Hank!
    On the video game recommendation side of things, one I can recommend is a game called "Loop Hero". It's very chill; the whole premise is that it's a game that essentially plays itself. You just set up the world and press play and see how far your hero can go. It's got a banger soundtrack too.
    I hope you enjoy it, and I pray your time of treatment and recovery is both peaceful and effective.

    • @JONAS7789
      @JONAS7789 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      Friends
      Once upon a time
      Harry Potter series
      The office
      Brooklyn 99

    • @jaretanderson
      @jaretanderson ปีที่แล้ว +39

      Loop hero rocks +1

    • @sammycain
      @sammycain ปีที่แล้ว +224

      "Is Cancer OP?"
      Could actually be a good video to spread info on different cancers and how well we can fight them

    • @MsCunningLinguistic
      @MsCunningLinguistic ปีที่แล้ว +59

      Loop Hero is a lovely game! Although I could see the themes being, uh, Heavy, haha, seeing as it's narratively a game about pushing back against forces that want the absolute destruction and annihilation of your entire world. Hell, at its 'happiest', the game concludes that creation, recreation, and rebuilding is WAY harder and slower than destruction, so it might feel bleak to play if you're in a dark mindset. 😬❤️ In a similar vein, I would recommend Vampire Survivors- it's a little more hands-on than Loop Hero, but it's also a roguelite where you play 'passively' (in VS, the character attacks automatically, you just move them, so timing is key) and kill vampires, and Vampire Survivors have no story or deeper thematics to get tangled in. 🥰

    • @Levian-Durai
      @Levian-Durai ปีที่แล้ว +27

      I can't reply to the pinned comment for some reason so this seems like the next best spot!
      I'd suggest Deep Rock Galactic for some group fun. Dwarves in space mining alien planets, FOR KARL!
      Also Oxygen Not Included seems up Hank's alley. A colony sim game also set in space, you start in an asteroid with a tiny bubble of oxygen to start with, and have to expand and build your own oxygen supply, set up some food growth, mine and refine resources.
      The game heavily focuses on different gasses, all of which need to be managed in some way. The people and many machines produce CO2 that will suffocate you and your plants if not dealt with. There's chlorine gas produced by some plants and certain manufacturing processes, hydrogen produced by some oxygen generation methods, and a bunch of others, including the ability to turn metals into gasses in the right temperatures and conditions.

  • @ryanbuckley8243
    @ryanbuckley8243 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Just saw your short about remission, I have been loving dimension 20 with you and I'm so glad you are ok, I had no idea until today that you were going through this. When I saw you on dimension 20 I subscribed immediately because I absolutely adore you and your outlook on life and just everything. Such a wonderful person. Thank you for everything you have done to make me happy, to smile and to learn.❤❤

  • @kinnc135
    @kinnc135 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Oh man, I am sending you so much positive energy. I love listening to you and how you make it interesting and easy to understand! Thank you for educating us while going through such a difficult time in your life. I’m glad that it’s early and super treatable!!

  • @tired799
    @tired799 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +704

    When I was in middle school, you replied to my comment on one of your videos and helped me understand significant figures. I'm working on my PhD research now. Your cancer does not define how we see you, and I have been grateful to have your work as a resource throughout my education. Thank you, Hank.

    • @G_FRE
      @G_FRE 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      ❤❤

    • @rc9749
      @rc9749 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      His cancer does define his blind faith in the vax

    • @shadymistkennel
      @shadymistkennel 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      My favorite comment ever!!! ❤️

    • @zrivs669
      @zrivs669 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      So touching congratulations on your PHD!

    • @hatake1990
      @hatake1990 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      We love to see it! Congratulations!💗

  • @sarahlarsen835
    @sarahlarsen835 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +526

    Hank, you cannot be condensed into a reductive label like "goofy science guy" or "anxious cancer guy." You are a human person within a complex network of life, and you are enough. Always. As you are. You are loved. This community is holding you in our hearts.

    • @sarahlarsen835
      @sarahlarsen835 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      Here are some stories I reach for in times of crisis, in no particular order:
      1. Pippi Longstocking by Astrid Lindgren
      2. Any of the Winnie the Pooh stories by A. A. Milne (no one can be uncheered in the company of such a bear of very little brain and very expansive heart) 😊
      3. The television series Bewitched (Elizabeth Montgomery is an ICON, and she, like you, cared very deeply about community and human rights. The show itself is just silly and delightful.)
      4. The highly underrated Disney film called The Great Mouse Detective
      5. Tolkien's The Hobbit, because though Bilbo facea peril after peril, he comes through with courage and the help of his friends
      6. Roald Dahl's Matilda--the book OR the movie--can't go wrong here
      7. Singin' in the Rain
      8. Hairspray--what a glorious film 😄
      9. Any of Rick Riordan's books
      10. Arnold Lobel's Frog and Toad books
      (One hot tip: beware your brother's books--bummers galore!)😜

    • @heatherfairbanks4656
      @heatherfairbanks4656 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      +

  • @ruthbaker5281
    @ruthbaker5281 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +34

    We all love you, Hank. Only you would educate us about how cancer works (lymphoma vs solid tumor) in a very clear well while telling us that you have cancer.

  • @pianoface
    @pianoface 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Absolutely great advice that this is your job now. With big life changing medical news there needs to be a big mental shift of priorities, how they need to shift, and what that looks like. Listening to your body more acutely will change things. Absolutely you can be all the things and still grieve as needed. Thank you for sharing and keeping us all posted, we love you.

  • @daviddadamo2290
    @daviddadamo2290 ปีที่แล้ว +435

    Hank, I’m a cancer doctor. I’m glad to hear the system has worked for you well. Yes, the prognosis is excellent. The treatment is no fun, but your doctors will get you through it, and your chances of cure are very high. I wish you the best.

    • @Crispy_DAWG
      @Crispy_DAWG ปีที่แล้ว

      Hi, my mom has two lumps located on her neck and the healthcare system continues to defer looking into them as potentially cancerous. Is there anything she can do or say to maybe get them to check because I’m concerned?

    • @swayback7375
      @swayback7375 ปีที่แล้ว

      Can I ask what you mean when you say “your doctor will get you through it”? I know the treatment is rough, but can they do much to ease that?
      I know opiates used to be fairly commonly prescribed for “cancer pain”, im thinking it’s less common now with the crackdown, and I know for some people marijuana can help with that pain, but that’s not universal, for me it helps with pain but it also makes me way more “in my head” which leads to racing intrusive negative thoughts and can often make me more in touch with my body which is kind of the opposite of what you’d want in that situation. I realize it’s more of an appetite booster than anything.
      Outside of those 2 things I don’t know what else a doctor could provide that would be helpful, I guess benzos could help some folks too.
      Thanks for helping people.

    • @daviddadamo2290
      @daviddadamo2290 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@swayback7375 Sorry, Social Media is not the appropriate place to make specific medical recommendations.

    • @swayback7375
      @swayback7375 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      That’s a funny way to put it… I’m sure liability is a hell of a thing for doctors but asking what appropriate options exist for treating cancer is hardly the same as recommendations.
      I’ve actually been kind of researching what I was basically asking you, I can’t really find much current info and considering the climate around prescriptions today I have a pretty strong suspicion that things have changed pretty quickly over the last few years, in fact the last few decades, I’m sure you know better than I do… but at my age all the older folks already died, many from cancer, and now my generation is up to bat, in fact I think this is the longest stretch in my life that I’ve gone without a loved one dying to cancer… I’m personally well overdue for a few checks myself but with no insurance I’m sure I have nothing to worry about it terms of dealing with a treatable cancer, I’m sure I’ll get plenty of recommendations then… I wonder if I’ll get treatment too 🤷🏼
      Cheers, don’t mean to sound negative towards you, you’re just a very important cog in a big messed machine, or rather, a pay to play machine, which is pretty messed up but has nothing to do with you. Have a good one

  • @FallOfMind
    @FallOfMind 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Odd as it may sound, this video has been very comforting for me, who is not only an addict but just also a person in their 30s now. Alot of things you've said here has brought me comfort in a time where comfort is a hard thing to have. I wish nothing but happiness for you and thank you for helping me through difficult times.

  • @robbd9935
    @robbd9935 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    I saw your TikTok this morning, glad to hear the positive update on your diagnoses!

  • @jarvis
    @jarvis ปีที่แล้ว +775

    wishing you the best hank ❤❤

  • @andrewhuang
    @andrewhuang ปีที่แล้ว +640

    We love you Hank

    • @AA-Ashley
      @AA-Ashley ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I wrote this, word for word, then saw your comment.

    • @mildhighgizz
      @mildhighgizz ปีที่แล้ว

      suprised to see you here

    • @ThunderBlastvideo
      @ThunderBlastvideo ปีที่แล้ว

      Ayyy my favorite music TH-camr

  • @mc909a
    @mc909a 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I’m so sorry this is happening to you. I love your work and would love to see the things you feel like making when you feel like making them. Take care of yourself

  • @bex2280
    @bex2280 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Long term fan of your work! Sending a million *gentle* hugs, you got this❤

  • @sallysmitgeddes2270
    @sallysmitgeddes2270 ปีที่แล้ว +684

    You can beat this... I had cancer and was diagnosed with cancer when I was 21 years old.. They gave me 6 months.. I'm 52 years old and still going strong... Stay strong and you are in my prayers ❤❤

    • @rosephinebakerson2701
      @rosephinebakerson2701 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      This gives me hope. Two time survivor, I'm 26. Terrified to age and potentially face The Big One. Thank you for the hope.

    • @tyresebukenya
      @tyresebukenya ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@rosephinebakerson2701 stay strong I believe in you

    • @Ateeta
      @Ateeta ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Love ❤️

    • @thetechboyorg
      @thetechboyorg ปีที่แล้ว +2

      ​@@rosephinebakerson2701 I will pray for you.

    • @soldatintelectual6544
      @soldatintelectual6544 ปีที่แล้ว

      Never heard this before

  • @fcon1350
    @fcon1350 ปีที่แล้ว +479

    My dad was diagnosed with Hodgkin Lymphoma in his late 30s, and he’s been cancer free for 30 years now. Be strong, stay positive, you’ll do great. You’ll get through it and it’ll be in the past before you know it 💪

    • @kwhite4302
      @kwhite4302 ปีที่แล้ว

      +

    • @ImBirdBrained
      @ImBirdBrained ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Congrats on you're dad kicking that crap to the curb.

    • @Complexxity_
      @Complexxity_ ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I was diagnosed when I was 12, 11 years ago. Same cancer. If your dad and I can do it, he can too!! 😁 YOU GOT THIS HANK!!!

    • @a-ms9760
      @a-ms9760 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I wish you well. I'm glad you addressed the old 'fight this cancer' adage, that always confused me too, as though we could have much influence over the outcome. There's really no 'fighting' to be done (in my opinion). The doctors treat us with the most modern available medicine, um yeah it's really down to the medicine and not the sword play fantasy in our minds.

  • @uzzyoops
    @uzzyoops 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    You will always be the fun goofy science guy in my eyes, Hank.
    Thank you for sharing and thank you for all that you've done and will do - you are a legend and I wish you the best on this challenge that I know you will overcome 💚.

  • @manishraghunath2284
    @manishraghunath2284 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Rooting for you. Best wishes for your recovery process. I am sure you will come back better stronger.

  • @brittanythebeast
    @brittanythebeast ปีที่แล้ว +315

    Hey Hank, I’m a Hodgkin lymphoma survivor as well, and so is my mother. Chemo sucks a lot and recovery is also tough. Give yourself lots of time and grace. Also, for anyone going in for a PET scan, the best flavor of oral contrast is Mochaccino.

    • @vlogbrothers
      @vlogbrothers  ปีที่แล้ว +95

      Thank you for this support and the excellent tip! Glad you are here with us, and thank you for sharing your experience with us. It's such an encouragement. -John

    • @daniellew.8109
      @daniellew.8109 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      They have mochaccino?! The hospital I used to schedule for only had vanilla

    • @kebab_boi
      @kebab_boi ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@daniellew.8109 as a Romanian I can confirm that I had no idea flavors existed. I just had to drink the liquid from an emptied soda bottle. It was only mixed with water, it was disgusting. I still gag whenever I think of it lol.

    • @lraab
      @lraab ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm glad you and your mom came though! My dad had to get a PET scan the other day and they gave him no flavor choices, he had to drink it in Crystal Light and he texted me to complain the whole time, haha.

    • @michelle8307
      @michelle8307 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@daniellew.8109 top tier advice

  • @lisbethlazalaguerin3597
    @lisbethlazalaguerin3597 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +897

    My mother was diagnosed with Hodgkin's lymphoma late last year and she just finished treatment last month. Her MRI came back looking very good and we're incredibly grateful. Sending my love, Hank.

    • @alyssa3532
      @alyssa3532 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      Sending love to her

    • @accidentalfan444
      @accidentalfan444 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      My dad has this too! Apparently it’s one of the less deadly ones but still very scary

  • @StoneKathryn
    @StoneKathryn 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I wish you nothing but the best for you in your recovery from cancer!

  • @PaNdeMic87
    @PaNdeMic87 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Hank, I just have to thank you for sharing your story so calmly, I myself was just diagnosed with lymphoma and the weight of finding our that I have cancer has certainly been easier to cope with as I've heard your optimism and knowledge about your own diagnosis.