Okay I just cried almost the whole video. You just helped turn my lonely Christmas around from being mopey and sad and now I’m going to go for a hike cus feeling more motivated after this video.
Yesss hiking is so medicinal!! Build to yourself good memoirs. Build goodness in your life, be your best friend. I send you a warm hug from Puerto Rico ❤
After listening to this I realise that how much alone I was! Managed all this on my own without any support or help from someone..instead of feeling proud I feel so unsupported and abandoned😢
Merry Christmas everyone ❤ Im alone another Christmas... But resigned i almost enjoy being a recluse ... Once i start feeling physically healthier i can reconnect with people again . Yes i agree there is so much to be grateful for ..i love most of life .
This video made me realize I am this person for a lot of people and the one person who helped me the most with these things was my mom who has passed away 😢 no wonder I miss her sooo so much
6:00. I paused and have been struggling for 10 minutes trying to recall ONE person who ever stopped to comfort me for anything. I cannot. Not one hand on shoulder, hug, or sitting next to me in silence even for a minute during any of the multiple losses I've endured. WTF? I can only conclude that I am the monster, which I've spent decades trying to identify and fix. I just give up on all people, stay friendly, but keep to myself now. It's the only way to reduce accruing more losses.
Sometimes its ok to ask for help or comfort. As simple as "im having a hard time can you just sit with me for a fee minutes". If you've been trough a lot, you may tend to process everything later so you may seem fine and strong in the middle of the storm cause you seem fine to the outer world at that moment. Also do small acts of kindness to strangers it will come back to you❤
This was my only gift.🎉 and it is absolutely perfect. Thank you for remembering us today. Thank you for helping me recall a couple good memories and a couple of people who were undoubtedly gifts in my wild and crazy journey. So, in my aloneness today. You brought me joy. Making you now one of those people. Blessed Be 🙏 ✌️ 💜
I spend Christmas with my Dogs! they are full of Unconditional LOVE! They like my cooking and give me Kisses and Love many times a day! Today (Christmas) we took a hike and met many other people doing the same thing with their dogs. My dogs have taught me many other things about Unconditional Love.
funny how everything just came to me on its own, nobody taught me anything. but yea, there were people who did good things for me too, and i appreciate that. thank you very much Anna, you are a wonderful person and have helped me tremendously on my journey
I am TOTALLY ALONE. I ended this year with a dislocated shoulder which is EXTREMELY PAINFUL. I’m 70 years old and I’m strong usually. But I have lost so much. I’m seeking hope …
Thanks so much for posting this today Anna. Like many others, I struggled to find people to fill those roles. I remembered some and that was really nice. At one point, I just had a sense that there was someone there, but I couldn't recall anyone specific. When I struggled to find someone, a lot of grief came up. It was an interesting exercise. Healing is a tough journey sometimes and, for me, dark days make it difficult to find any light...and, I know I will not always feel this way. But, finding trustworthy, good people is really, really hard. Thanks again Anna for the work you do. You're one of the good ones 💖
I have been alone for the holidays for years and what I learned is that you can’t rely on people to show up for you, remember you, think of you, or even call you. I put my energy into my masters degree, into painting, into art and into myself. I stopped caring if people called me, texted me or even remembered me at all. It is a very liberating feeling. The moment I stopped caring about others acknowledging my existence and found my own identity within myself I found contentment. The world and people aren’t going to change, it is my view and my perception that changed.
But….how many times have you reached out and called someone or went to visit someone or even text them. You can be the good for them. As Anna says… it bounces right back to you 💕😘💕
This, for me, is reminding me that I actually did almost everything without any help. Since I am alone and estranged from everyone this just reminded me how alone I am and basically always have been. I would have preferred self focus instead of highlighting the distance between myself and the world.
This was wonderful. I felt my physical heart expand at each and every question as I recalled all those people!! Unbelievable Christmas gift!! Blessings!!
Hi Anna, I got the biggest smile when you said think about the person who introduced you to beautiful artwork, a book or song. I immediately thought about you. You spoke many times about Pete Walker's book. When I read it I had many epiphanies, I felt a shift in my life. I understood so much more about my childhood trauma and how I've actually healed in a way that I didn't even realize. It also allowed me to see the trauma of my siblings. I was always caught up in my own damage. They didn't get out unscathed either. His book allowed me to have a lot more clarity since breaking free, that I'm not as stuck as I once was. A really big thanks to you for that too! I now have understanding and sympathy for my siblings who are still tethered to our narcissistic mother. It is a beautiful piece of artwork!! Thanks ❤
Merry Christmas 2024 to all here and to dear Anna. 🎄I am grateful for all you give. You are that person my guess is for many of us. I realized a few things during this video that I am grateful for that I hadn't thought of before. I also realized some things that I need to work on. I am alone every holiday (I am 71) and I have had to find a peace in that and not allow loneliness in like it did in a HUGE way in the past. I lost my dog, Gracie, 1/2/24. She was my last family and best/loyal friend. I wish all the best 2025. 🙏♥️ Thanks for your work, CCF! 🧚♂️💕
@Rut-vi7iz thank you dear, I appreciate the kindness! Sending you the best of wishes too ♥️ It's OK to feel down and tired, And simultaneously hope for/ focus on making this new year count.. making it one where we move forward until life feels more bright, and a little lighter ! 🙏 (please excuse my weird grammar, English is not my 1st language! 😅 /love from Scandinavia)
Bless you, I love this meditation so much! I had so many knock backs when young, so wanted to be the one who reaches out in the way that others didn't reach out when I was struggling. It really does change everything, well nearly everything 😊
I really needed that, so thank you for sharing it again ) :) Although there were only a few instances where people were kind to me I am eternally grateful ) :)
Merry Christmas, Anna! You are a true blessing to so many people. This video was perfectly timed for today for those of us who are alone or who are feeling alone. Thank you for your help in shifting our perspectives, filling our hearts and souls with love, hope, better awareness and gratefulness. God bless you always! ✝️🎄❤️🫂🎁
I raised 175k and Maria Luisa Clare is to be thanked. I got my self my dream car 🚗 just last weekend, My journey with her started after my best friend came back from New York and saw me suffering in dept then told me about her and how to change my life through her. Maria L. Clare is the kind of person one needs in his or her life! I got a home, a good wife, and a beautiful daughter. Note!:: this is not a promotion but me trying to make a point that no matter what happens, always have faith and keep living!!
This made me realize how little support I’ve had in my life, and how the few that have been there helped save me. Most of all I want to thank YOU for helping me with this and all of your videos. You are a God send like I have never had in my entire life of 71 years. What a wonderful Christmas gift right before I go to sleep.❤✌
I was very excited to give nice gifts to a few people this year and to receive some high dollar items from my bf. The anticipation to open my presents was killing me. I felt like a little kid again. However, on Christmas Eve, my son did some stupid teenager stuff and put a damper on the mood. After i opened my gifts, the satisfaction i thought I'd have just wasn't there. I felt empty and discontent. This video was refreshing as it took me to more meaningful times in my life and refocused my attention onto the things that matter most.
I love this video. Gave me a whole new perspective and I realized why I struggle so much. Most of these had no name bc I had to do it myself. But of the ones I could answer I kept coming up with the same two people. And I am grateful for them and I hope to be that person for others this new year 2025💕
I am sorry for how you feel. 🙏💔 Please reach out for help to find a way through this time to a life where you find peace. That is what I had to do when I felt all was dark not that long ago. It was a process. But I had to find and to hold on to a lifeline to find my way back. God bless and watch over you. 🙏♥️
I am sorry you have arrived at this point. Please consider reading Loiuse Hay's Book , "You can Heal Your Life" as well as working daily with Anna to reregulate your emotions if you had childhood trauma. It is possible to feel content within yourself and see the world as your playground. It is a matter of discovering deep seated beliefs. Challenging them and affirming your worth.
What a fantastic post and exercise to practice! You’ve out done yourself, Anna! It’s such a great way of aiding the healing process and getting you out of your negative comfort zone. I couldn’t think of a person for every scenario you put out there but that’s ok. It made the few I did have even more special. I really like the idea of going out into the world and bringing good into it by helping others in those ways. Thank you! Merry Christmas! ❤
This was one of your best videos, Anna. Two thoughts: 1.) One of your many gifts is the timbre of your voice. It is calming and soothing, which is an enormous plus in your line of work. On a similar note, the cadence of your delivery is on point-very gentle, purposeful, and calming. And 2.) and this has nothing to do with the price of tea in China, but if I were a female named “Anna,” I would want to know this-there’s a song by the band Toto (that brought us “Africa,” and “Rosanna,” if you remember) named “Anna,” and I absolutely love it. Look it up on TH-cam and give it a listen. It will be your husband’s new favorite song-particularly if he’s into ‘80s music, which we all know was the absolute best decade for music. The end. 😊
My struggle is coping with the new administration coming in and dealing with all the emotions that will be an avalanche of despair. Being alone on the holidays i’m used to but this is something i’m not 😢
Although I couldn't find an example to everything you've listed, most of the ones that I remembered are with people that aren't in my life anymore. A classmate from high school, a friend from middle school, a random person that I've met during university. Not one example from current friends or siblings. Interesting.
Reaching out to say you are not alone and friends often make the best family. I hope you find some bit of encouragement and joy this day to take you forward in this journey.❤
Okay I just cried almost the whole video. You just helped turn my lonely Christmas around from being mopey and sad and now I’m going to go for a hike cus feeling more motivated after this video.
Yesss hiking is so medicinal!! Build to yourself good memoirs. Build goodness in your life, be your best friend. I send you a warm hug from Puerto Rico ❤
That's lovely ❤
We're all rooting for you :) -Calista@TeamFairy
Merry Christmas to all 🎄 you are not alone ! We are all here 😊
After listening to this I realise that how much alone I was! Managed all this on my own without any support or help from someone..instead of feeling proud I feel so unsupported and abandoned😢
Same most of the things she mentioned i did them all alone. And I couldn't stop crying because of that
Try to feel proud, you deserve that.
Merry Christmas everyone ❤
Im alone another Christmas... But resigned i almost enjoy being a recluse ...
Once i start feeling physically healthier i can reconnect with people again .
Yes i agree there is so much to be grateful for ..i love most of life .
Merry Christmas!
This video made me realize I am this person for a lot of people and the one person who helped me the most with these things was my mom who has passed away 😢 no wonder I miss her sooo so much
6:00. I paused and have been struggling for 10 minutes trying to recall ONE person who ever stopped to comfort me for anything. I cannot. Not one hand on shoulder, hug, or sitting next to me in silence even for a minute during any of the multiple losses I've endured. WTF? I can only conclude that I am the monster, which I've spent decades trying to identify and fix. I just give up on all people, stay friendly, but keep to myself now. It's the only way to reduce accruing more losses.
🙏 May God bless you! I'm sorry your having a hard time. 🤗
So sorry to hear this, I hope that one day this changes x
Sometimes its ok to ask for help or comfort. As simple as "im having a hard time can you just sit with me for a fee minutes". If you've been trough a lot, you may tend to process everything later so you may seem fine and strong in the middle of the storm cause you seem fine to the outer world at that moment. Also do small acts of kindness to strangers it will come back to you❤
This was my only gift.🎉 and it is absolutely perfect. Thank you for remembering us today. Thank you for helping me recall a couple good memories and a couple of people who were undoubtedly gifts in my wild and crazy journey. So, in my aloneness today. You brought me joy. Making you now one of those people.
Blessed Be 🙏 ✌️ 💜
Merry Christmas to you! I’m raising my cup of tea to you and your wild and crazy journey.
@@CrappyChildhoodFairy off to make a matcha. 🍻
I spend Christmas with my Dogs! they are full of Unconditional LOVE! They like my cooking and give me Kisses and Love many times a day! Today (Christmas) we took a hike and met many other people doing the same thing with their dogs. My dogs have taught me many other things about Unconditional Love.
funny how everything just came to me on its own, nobody taught me anything. but yea, there were people who did good things for me too, and i appreciate that. thank you very much Anna, you are a wonderful person and have helped me tremendously on my journey
I am TOTALLY ALONE. I ended this year with a dislocated shoulder which is EXTREMELY PAINFUL. I’m 70 years old and I’m strong usually. But I have lost so much. I’m seeking hope …
You are not totally alone. Other 70-somethings often share your feelings of isolation. Reach out to others, you'll find support if you want it.
I undetstand. Think back of good moment you may have had in the past...
Sending you a virtual hug from Mexico 🇲🇽 🤗❤
I'm 70, too. I hear you, Marian. Big hug. 🤗❤️
That's so tough. I will keep you in my prayers Marian ❤
Thanks so much for posting this today Anna. Like many others, I struggled to find people to fill those roles. I remembered some and that was really nice. At one point, I just had a sense that there was someone there, but I couldn't recall anyone specific. When I struggled to find someone, a lot of grief came up. It was an interesting exercise. Healing is a tough journey sometimes and, for me, dark days make it difficult to find any light...and, I know I will not always feel this way. But, finding trustworthy, good people is really, really hard. Thanks again Anna for the work you do. You're one of the good ones 💖
I have been alone for the holidays for years and what I learned is that you can’t rely on people to show up for you, remember you, think of you, or even call you. I put my energy into my masters degree, into painting, into art and into myself. I stopped caring if people called me, texted me or even remembered me at all. It is a very liberating feeling. The moment I stopped caring about others acknowledging my existence and found my own identity within myself I found contentment. The world and people aren’t going to change, it is my view and my perception that changed.
, congratulations for your awakening 😊
But….how many times have you reached out and called someone or went to visit someone or even text them. You can be the good for them. As Anna says… it bounces right back to you 💕😘💕
This is Amazing!! What a wonderful gift!! I'm thankful for your book this year❤
This, for me, is reminding me that I actually did almost everything without any help. Since I am alone and estranged from everyone this just reminded me how alone I am and basically always have been. I would have preferred self focus instead of highlighting the distance between myself and the world.
This is absolutely beautiful. God bless🙏🏽💝
Love u Anna Runkle! Merry Christmas to u and yours and thx for all you do
I've always felt the emptiness & never belonging anywhere, especially not in my family. Xmas day was just me & Netflix
This was wonderful. I felt my physical heart expand at each and every question as I recalled all those people!! Unbelievable Christmas gift!! Blessings!!
Have a great Christmas Anna and everyone reading this ❤
God has taught me all of this! Amen 🙏🏽💕🙏🏽
Thank you so much for this! Was a real blessing. 🙌🙌
Your definitely a light in this world Anna. A true gift for humanity ❤😌
Hi Anna, I got the biggest smile when you said think about the person who introduced you to beautiful artwork, a book or song. I immediately thought about you. You spoke many times about Pete Walker's book. When I read it I had many epiphanies, I felt a shift in my life. I understood so much more about my childhood trauma and how I've actually healed in a way that I didn't even realize. It also allowed me to see the trauma of my siblings. I was always caught up in my own damage. They didn't get out unscathed either. His book allowed me to have a lot more clarity since breaking free, that I'm not as stuck as I once was. A really big thanks to you for that too! I now have understanding and sympathy for my siblings who are still tethered to our narcissistic mother. It is a beautiful piece of artwork!! Thanks ❤
Thanks for sharing this! We're so glad you're here :) -Calista@TeamFairy
Merry Christmas 2024 to all here and to dear Anna. 🎄I am grateful for all you give. You are that person my guess is for many of us. I realized a few things during this video that I am grateful for that I hadn't thought of before. I also realized some things that I need to work on. I am alone every holiday (I am 71) and I have had to find a peace in that and not allow loneliness in like it did in a HUGE way in the past. I lost my dog, Gracie, 1/2/24. She was my last family and best/loyal friend. I wish all the best 2025. 🙏♥️ Thanks for your work, CCF! 🧚♂️💕
Merry Christmas 🎄
I long for this season to be over and done with
Sending you encouragement and the best wishes for the new year. I understand. ❤
@Rut-vi7iz thank you dear, I appreciate the kindness! Sending you the best of wishes too ♥️
It's OK to feel down and tired, And simultaneously hope for/ focus on making this new year count.. making it one where we move forward until life feels more bright, and a little lighter ! 🙏
(please excuse my weird grammar, English is not my 1st language! 😅 /love from Scandinavia)
This is so nice. Thank you ❤
Bless you, I love this meditation so much! I had so many knock backs when young, so wanted to be the one who reaches out in the way that others didn't reach out when I was struggling. It really does change everything, well nearly everything 😊
Merry Christmas Anna! God Bless You for the work you do and how you help so many others! Peace and Blessings to you and yours 🤗🙏🏽
Happy Holidays :) -Calista@TeamFairy
How is it you always know. I’m disregulated- disconnected & lost.
❤
Sending you love, hugs and healing energy ❤️🤗❤️🩹
Glad you are here with us and you are safe ❤
Because it's 2024 and we are buckling up for 2025.
Cyber 🫂 hugs to you…I can relate…please feel seen ❤️🩹
I really needed that, so thank you for sharing it again ) :)
Although there were only a few instances where people were kind to me I am eternally grateful ) :)
This is so sweet and such perfect timing! Thank you so much! 🥹
Glad you're here :) -Calista@TeamFairy
Merry Christmas, Anna! You are a true blessing to so many people. This video was perfectly timed for today for those of us who are alone or who are feeling alone. Thank you for your help in shifting our perspectives, filling our hearts and souls with love, hope, better awareness and gratefulness. God bless you always! ✝️🎄❤️🫂🎁
Thank you for your kind words. We are so happy to have you in our community :)
-Calista@TeamFairy
I don't know why i burst out crying....
Love your videos, I’m omnivorous and pension off at 37 now 43 getting $83,000 biweekly. This video has truly inspired me in so many ways!!!
I’m feeling truly inspired.
Can you provide additional insights about the bi-weekly subject you mentioned?
$83k biweekly is extraordinary, please more context.🙏🏻
I raised 175k and Maria Luisa Clare is to be thanked. I got my self my dream car 🚗 just last weekend, My journey with her started after my best friend came back from New York and saw me suffering in dept then told me about her and how to change my life through her. Maria L. Clare is the kind of person one needs in his or her life! I got a home, a good wife, and a beautiful daughter. Note!:: this is not a promotion but me trying to make a point that no matter what happens, always have faith and keep living!!
Whoa 😲 I know her too!
Miss Maria Luisa Clare is an incredible person who has brought immense inspiration and positivity into my life.
I meagerly kicked off with $2k, and the results have been Jaw-dropping TBH!!!
This made me realize how little support I’ve had in my life, and how the few that have been there helped save me. Most of all I want to thank YOU for helping me with this and all of your videos. You are a God send like I have never had in my entire life of 71 years. What a wonderful Christmas gift right before I go to sleep.❤✌
That was me today. Thanks❤
Glad you're here :) -Calista@TeamFairy
Anna Runkle you are one of my inspiration people💜Grateful for the good you bring into the world for us crappy childhoods💜
Hope you are having a nice holiday, Anna.
Appreciate this channel. 🎄🎄🎄
Happy Holidays :) -Calista@TeamFairy
I was very excited to give nice gifts to a few people this year and to receive some high dollar items from my bf. The anticipation to open my presents was killing me. I felt like a little kid again. However, on Christmas Eve, my son did some stupid teenager stuff and put a damper on the mood. After i opened my gifts, the satisfaction i thought I'd have just wasn't there. I felt empty and discontent. This video was refreshing as it took me to more meaningful times in my life and refocused my attention onto the things that matter most.
I love this video. Gave me a whole new perspective and I realized why I struggle so much. Most of these had no name bc I had to do it myself. But of the ones I could answer I kept coming up with the same two people. And I am grateful for them and I hope to be that person for others this new year 2025💕
I am lost. I am so empty. Nothing helps. The world is so negative. I don’t want to live through it anymore.
I am sorry for how you feel. 🙏💔 Please reach out for help to find a way through this time to a life where you find peace. That is what I had to do when I felt all was dark not that long ago. It was a process. But I had to find and to hold on to a lifeline to find my way back. God bless and watch over you. 🙏♥️
I am sorry you have arrived at this point. Please consider reading Loiuse Hay's Book , "You can Heal Your Life" as well as working daily with Anna to reregulate your emotions if you had childhood trauma. It is possible to feel content within yourself and see the world as your playground. It is a matter of discovering deep seated beliefs. Challenging them and affirming your worth.
What a fantastic post and exercise to practice! You’ve out done yourself, Anna! It’s such a great way of aiding the healing process and getting you out of your negative comfort zone. I couldn’t think of a person for every scenario you put out there but that’s ok. It made the few I did have even more special. I really like the idea of going out into the world and bringing good into it by helping others in those ways. Thank you! Merry Christmas! ❤
So beautiful, thank you ❤️
Thank you for being a part of our community :) -Calista@TeamFairy
This was one of your best videos, Anna. Two thoughts: 1.) One of your many gifts is the timbre of your voice. It is calming and soothing, which is an enormous plus in your line of work. On a similar note, the cadence of your delivery is on point-very gentle, purposeful, and calming. And 2.) and this has nothing to do with the price of tea in China, but if I were a female named “Anna,” I would want to know this-there’s a song by the band Toto (that brought us “Africa,” and “Rosanna,” if you remember) named “Anna,” and I absolutely love it. Look it up on TH-cam and give it a listen. It will be your husband’s new favorite song-particularly if he’s into ‘80s music, which we all know was the absolute best decade for music. The end. 😊
Excellent meditation. My whole body fizzed. There was an energetic change.
That’s beautiful Anna! Thank you so much & Merry Christmas!
Happy Holidays :) -Calista@TeamFairy
This is a brilliant guided meditation. Thank you 🙏💚
Glad you're here! -Calista@TeamFairy
Thank you Anna. Merry Christmas.
Happy Holidays :) -Calista@TeamFairy
This was so heartwarming! Thank you for counting all those times and people in my life! ❤❤ I include you for helping me on my path.
Thank you fairy, marry Christmas ❤
Happy Holidays :) -Calista@TeamFairy
That's EXACTLY me!!
You're in the right place :) -Calista@TeamFairy
Thanks! Merry Christmas from Mexico! Anna Runkle!!!!
Feliz Navidad!
@@CrappyChildhoodFairy Thanks Anna! Spanish 10/10!
This came a t a very opportune moment. Thank you! I will be returning often. And.Merry Christmas!
This made me feel almost euphoric with gratitude and joy! Thank you. :')
Thank you.
This is just lovely. Thank you ❤
Merry Christmas Anna. You were the person I thought of who modelled for me being a good person. Thank you.
My struggle is coping with the new administration coming in and dealing with all the emotions that will be an avalanche of despair. Being alone on the holidays i’m used to but this is something i’m not 😢
It’s going to be wonderful..stop watching lame stream media for the love of God
thanks Anna, you brought many good into my life!
Thank you❤
Although I couldn't find an example to everything you've listed, most of the ones that I remembered are with people that aren't in my life anymore. A classmate from high school, a friend from middle school, a random person that I've met during university. Not one example from current friends or siblings. Interesting.
Thank you
I did it and none of the people in the exercise are family members :( sad
Reaching out to say you are not alone and friends often make the best family. I hope you find some bit of encouragement and joy this day to take you forward in this journey.❤
Life IS empty
U ok?
oh no, the apartment building i'm in was built by prisoners of war😅 still thankful for the house tho
amazin video x
Love me some crappy childhood fairy
I feel sad that I can’t name a lot of people you are asking for…
😢😢😢😢
💜💜
What?
Thank you so much 🥹
This was helpful. Thank you. ❤
Thank you.