Trauma Is a Portal Where Evil Gets In, Unless You Fight It
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Most experts don't talk about this, but there's a very real phenomenon in the world that is commonly known as Evil. And while it's not scientific, it's recognized in all peoples, all countries, across history. It's metaphysical, but shows up tangibly in the form of abuse and neglect of children. We don't want to risk passing on the evil that was done to us: In this video, I share with you one of my most powerful videos, about the evil nature of abuse, and why healing is necessary on multiple levels.
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I started crying when you said neglect is the worst of all. I tend to downplay my trauma but I was neglected, dismissed, invisible. It happened to me, and I’m at peace with it. I forgive them, I absolve myself. This is why I’m working on recovery, so I can be a force of good in this world.
@@InspiringMen85 👏🤗🤔
It’s not easy to get across the real harm caused by the absence of anything.
@jojojo8835 so true
Right there with you on this path my beloved beautiful stranger🙏💜
Same ❤
I am with you on this one. Evil is real and sadly many think it is an outdated idea. It is not.
wow, this nails what i've come to believe, that Narcissism is a spiritual war, not just a physical / mental one.
Definitely
Human evil is not about demons or supernatural, it comes from people not knowing who they are, being completely possessed by their ego's. We all have the capacity to go down dark paths and become increasingly evil in our behaviour as we become cut off from the Truth of who we really are. If we ALL knew who we ALL really are, evil would be impossible, I saw this in an NDE.
@@annemurphy8074 Well said
I agree .When
I read and see the narsistic behaviour on others I see that they do these behaviours through psychic connection.
@@annemurphy8074So how do people get completely possessed by their ego ib the first place?
To whom ever reads this, i hope you have a wonderful holiday
Thank you 🙏🏻 right back at cha
You too
Remember how strong all us trauma survivors are.... A lot of people couldn't survive what us trauma survivors have.... we cannot let the evil win!!
Exactly
Yes, we are so strong! 🥲
We are still here how strong is that!🎉❤
Amen
Thank you...I just said that today. I try to keep in mind the fact is these mean people would break at the slightest taste of what we have been through. My heart breaks that people can do such wicked mean things to others. Especially those who get a laugh out of it. Very nefarious.
Poor children. So much sadness in homes. Thank you for helping me. I am 66 and still sufffer from broken relationships.
You are not alone.
God bless you
keep on truckin....it can get way better...we do not buy into their lies about us...we can have a life, a good one, with friends...
Remember the old saying.. "The best form of revenge.. is success..."..
Amen
Lord!!! 👑
Jesus!!
Amem
I lost my strength Anna, bcz of evil intervention in my life. Sexual abuse, beatings, fun- making, humiliation, bullying, insult, and neglect, name it, I had it. On top of it was the attack by the dark forces, weird dreams of demons, and very real attacks on my mind. My memory was damaged at an early age but I am fighting.
Good wins through you. I'm glad you're here.
I was there too...keep on fighting. Embrace the light!!! love.
Focus on the good. Psychic Susan Lynn on TH-cam is very encouraging and wise. ❤
Maybe they gangstalked you
I'm so sorry for what you've been through. You did not deserve any of it. You deserved love, security and validation. You still deserve love, security, and validation. I struggle daily from the neglect. I can't get back what I didn't get as a kid. But at least now after decades, only a couple years ago, do I have a name for what I never could explain. I pray for healing for all of us.
Most of us who were traumatized as a child do not put evil out in the world, we keep the evil inside and keep attacking ourselves.
yup.
But a look at the backgrounds of the likes of Hitler, Stalin, Caligula and countless others shows she is right. Evil does seep in during childhood, and like fuel oil from a sunken vessel a mile below, it can suddenly surface later when those abused, neglected and traumatized children are adults.
I needed to listen to this today. ‘Once you get hurt by an evil action, it functions like a seed that can sprout later in your life’.
It's demonic. And very patient. 😢 It waits until you're weakened. It's subtle. It gets you to do something wrong, and then its got you. 😢
Finally someone said it!!! 👏👏👏👏
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Thank you for discussing the spirit realm. It reminds me of something Jesus said about the devil, saying he is a thief who "comes to steal, kill and destroy," but thankfully He went on to say, "but I have come to give you life until it overflows." I have experienced a lot evil, but turning to Jesus for His healing touch, knowing He loves me and doesn't see me as damaged goods because of my trauma, but as someone who is precious and beautiful makes ALL the difference.
Hi I know exactly how you feel- Our Lord truly loves us. God bless, blessings from UK x x ✝️🙏🏻
@sianmary1978 God bless you! I'm writing a memoir about my healing journey as I recall my relationship with my wonderful late husband, Tim, who died of AIDS in 1995 a month shy of his 32nd birthday. He was deeply traumatized by his mother all his life. He turned his mother's rejection inward and engaged in self-destructive and self-sabotaging behavior, which led him to contracting HIV. Thankfully he truly encountered the love of Jesus a year before he died, but it was too late by then because the virus had ravaged his immune system. Nevertheless, he NEVER stopped loving God. Even when he lived day and night in a hospital bed in our home, he saved up his strength to attend church EVERY Sunday morning AND Wednesday night service until the day he died, playing his tambourine with perfect rhythm with all his mighty! And I am proud to carry on his legacy as I love and serve the Lord.
Amen to that sisters 💕🙏
Knowing God is knowing evil!
I’ve felt the presence of evil in my last relationship. The deliberate, malicious harm of me through words and actions and feeling he enjoyed it too.
Many of us sleep every night with our worst enemy without us being aware of it. Disguised as the one who has promised to protect and love us.
I’m so sorry that happened to you
Yes, it is hard to wrap your good heart and mind around the fact of sadism. Sadistic people who gain pleasure from the suffering of others, not only from the natural events of life, but events they calculatedly orchestrate, sometimes over long periods, just so they can enjoy watching the negative results and the emotional impact it has on their victims. Once you have someone like this in your life, it changes forever. But they are sly and clever and two-faced chameleons, so that when you try to tell people there is a monster in the closet, they open the door and there is nothing there, so you look crazy and foolish, which is part of their sinister plan.
It helps to know you are not alone in your experiences, and there are many others who still have the Light in their heart despite the dark attention they have received from these sub-human entities. Love will always win. Love is the Law of Life.
"Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good."
Romans 12:21
"Where the evil gets in" very poetic and sadly true
🔥This is the most factual video I have ever seen on this subject. Listen to this. Believe it. Then work on your trauma with these facts at the forefront of your thinking, on the front lines of your defenses. Employ these solutions. Realize this is real. This is what happened to us. We can do this. We can be free. 👊🏽👍🏽
I believe that Jesus has saved me, alongside your videos and therapy I have changed. I’m still working and having battles but at least I’m not in the darkness anymore. Thank you for talking about this 🙏 May God heal us all
Amen! Me, too. ❤Jesus is so good! The battles are still hard, and it can be hard to watch family still live in darkness, but it is so beautiful to know Jesus and put it all in His hands. 💕
@@alexr.3504 tis so good to trust in Jesus 🎶
Amen.
Amen ❤❤❤❤
Hallelujah 👐
You are right about emotional neglect, and the men in jail. We don't often realize how much consistent neglect can wear a person down.
And this is why those inmates have no tolerance for child abusers in their midst.
This is what I was discussing with a friend the other day. We wrestle not against flesh and blood. Trauma is from the gates of hell and is a gateway for the enemy to come in and out. I was abused as a child and it affected the way I thought, how I saw relationships, my finances, decisions I’ve made about my life, everything. It left an imprint on my life that only Christ was able to get rid of. Daily I have to make the decision to remain in the growth mindset. However, the traumatic experiences I went through made me resilient, and it’s as if God preserved my life and I see life from a different lens. I choose to be a light, to be hope, to pursue goodness and peace and love. I choose healing and I refuse to allow evil to prevail. God’s love will always overcome evil! I wish more therapists would speak on the spiritual effects of trauma. It’s needed. I made the decision to end the cycle. It’s a battle indeed but one I’m willing to fight with the Lord on my side. Thank you for shedding light on this!
Amen ! The Lord is all that is good and he can and will get us up and over the toughest of times 🙏🏼💖✨🥰
Incredibly validating
This is pure heavenly gold..
Wisdom from God.
" Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good."
Romans 12:21
Yes, Amen! ❤
Amennnn
✨Amen ♥️
If there really was a god, there would be no evil. If your god is so powerful, why hasn't he destroyed evil? I am not being critical of your faith in something if it helps you, but from my personal experience, those that claim to be Christians seem to be worse because they think they will be forgiven for their crappy behavior. They use their god as an excuse to justify their lies, deception, and abuse of any living thing.
@melanief6113 .
My heart goes out to you that you've been hurt by so-called "Christians".
All people are imperfect, and all of us have a free will to choose good or evil. Otherwise, we would be just be programed robots. To love requires a free will and a choice.
If God destroyed all evil , there would be no humans on the planet. All of us have done something wrong. Rather, He gives all of us mercy and the free will to choose to receive His love and forgiveness and then to pass that to others. People have struggled with the problem of evil for millennium, but there is a way to overcome evil with good.
God’s mercy on us all. 🕊️
What an awesome explanation of evil, so much wisdom
Why is a mother who ignored the trauma of my father's violence called a narcissist ? Also the trauma remained thru marriages until 77 when I remembered all trauma that occurred! I am a new person with much therapy. I live by myself. The difference for me is I never transmitted my trauma to anyone else. Something was active inside me that kept the trauma from being put on another. Thank Jesus. I'm in my 80s now, life is so sane.😊
I can say the same thing. I don’t lash out. But I have been lashing myself without mercy. I’ve learning to stop some of the lashes of that whip. It is better.
oh my god! this! this! bringing spirituality back into my life has brought clarity. i can "see" the negative energy from others so openly now...
How do you see it?
@ilsedemolder3973 I honestly can't describe it to you beyond saying it's a "feeling" I get in my gut...I used to ask myself if it's my deregulation coming back, or maybe my overactive mind was spinning stories again, but I've learned through practice how to slow my once overcrowded mind, and think clearly...maybe it's the fact that I'm no longer functioning from a state of fear and self-doubt...maybe that's just it, and now I can literally "feel" the energy that's not good for me...
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How about seeing our own 'bad energy where she is talking about ?
@marijkevv11 when we identify our own bad energy, and make the effort, put in the work thru therapy, and self reflection in an honest, truthful way, to change, then you will start to know, feel and see it in others
The hate part she's talking about, I just never had it in me to ever hurt anyone so that rage was inward as a teenager. As I got older, it turned into self loathing. I've come a very low way but knowing the truth of the Gospel and who God says, instead of believing the lies is so healing. These videos are helping to heal that little girl.
Literally same. As a man I’m fearful of confrontation. I could never live with myself to hurt another person even if they attack me first.
Wow thank you for writing this. I never really connected my level of self hatred to the anger of trauma and my past. I was raised in fear, anger, and hostility and I always was proud I never developed into using anger against others. Like my sibling has. But now I see. I've known that I'm harsh on myself and such but I feel like I see it so much clearer now. What a shame. Well at least we have the chance to grow and change. Thank you again and take care.
This is so true.
But self-hatred is still hatred, and still destructive.
All of us are beautiful (and flawed) in our own ways, but hatred never solves anything.
Same here
The Bible says our fight is not against flesh and blood, but against spiritual evil.
I came from a neglected childhood. It got so bad I was removed from the home not once, but 4 separate times. The first time I was 2. I truly wish I had this information 30 years ago. I still try to do good, and fight when I feel actual evil urges. Like when my anger flashes up, and I don't expect. Through Jesus, I am pushing through.
God bless you❤
Amen. I feel for you. It’s not easy to relearn how to react to life. Good for you. All we can do is our beat
Yes.. yes, I did tap "like" before I watched. I have confidence in Anna.
The title speaks volumes and depths of absolute Truth👌💖
Me too!
Me too
Me too😊
Me too!! 😂❤
You hit this nail right on the head. 100% accurate.
Well said. Thanks. Jesus has helped me survive and heal! Yes, good is more powerful than evil!
It is God who save you and not jesus imagine you forget God the one who created jesus your giving thanks to a creation rather than a creator I swear I'm confused with Christian's beliefs in islam we don't worship mohamed we worship God alone
Good video !
no-one talks about this !
and its so true and very important.
I net the social worker from where I lived as a child !
She told me I was miracle ??
All the children of my street in England are serving huge prison sentences as adults !
I was shocked !
its true I have a lot of empathy for the underdog !
ive always been like that since I was a child , and its probably the reason ive just finished 33 years with a couvert narcissist !
Her mask finally came off !
it hurt at first but its probably a blessing in disguise !
I'm in a village in the middle of France , totally isolated !
but GOD has surrounded me with blessing after blessing !
ive made some great friends !
people I will never forget !
all sent by GOD !
GOD bless you all !
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Forgiveness is crucial to move on with peace.
I think this is the most important video you’ve ever made. Those caught up in political hatred have unhealed childhood trauma wounds which made them vulnerable to the crack cocaine that feelings of superiority gives a person who doesn’t feel like they are worthy or enough. I know I’d be in that group had I not done my healing work. Actually, I was in that group before I did my healing work. There by the grace of God…
Thank you so much for your honesty ❤
This is so true!! I was neglected first, molested second as a child, abused third as an adult.. my parents opened the doors to many evil doors in my life. I lived in fear growing up.. literally knowing evil and Satan as a child, before I knew the Lord and was saved at 16 , I should have been dead many times.. the Lord has kept me safe throughout the years… even saved though those generational curses lingered.. I was traumatized more until my late 40s with demonic dreams and attacks.. it was almost a second born again Christian experience where I was brave and faced my fear head on!! I’m 55 now. , I still isolate to this day.. I am stronger and I look a Satan in the face and stomp all over him also ! I’ve had to learn to forgive my predators for my own sake and health!!! When i get stuck in my head with bitterness my body aches with inflammation arthritis…. It’s about LOVING!!!!! Love helps you heal… especially those that have done you wrong you may have to love and walk away too! And love yourself… I grew up with shame and guilt put on me by other people… break free!!!!! Hold those accountable!!! And expose EXPOSE EXPOSE!!!!!!
Thank you for your spot on comments. My narcissistic father sought to destroy me; indeed, I often contemplated un-aliving myself. He wanted to destroy the light within me, and nearly succeeded. But that light shines brightly now. So grateful for the Love that heals all. God did not allow the light to be extinguished. Thank you so much Anna for speaking the truth.
I broke the "evil" cycle by not having children.
Me too.
Hurt people, hurt people.
same...same;.. hugs from Belgium
Lucky 🍀
Same here. My GC narc sister did not and her two children are even messier than we all were. They'll keep passing it along, but I've washed my hands of them.
Likewise. It's going to stop with me.
❤ I love the power behind your words!❤ Thank you for calling out the truth of the matter of neglect or abuse. Yes, there is evil, but there is also good. 🙏🏼
I feel I want to tell me story for me and maybe I connect with others. Am 35, the youngest in a family of 5 plus members. coming from a Muslim abusive family that I left at the age of 18. I was sexually abused by my brother and physically abused by different members of the family. I was neglected and was the Cinderella of the family, their servamt and assistance until i revolted and left the house. Lost my religion 10 years ago due to the correlation amd impact on the culture I was brought in. I adopted a list of western values as I felt much more human. I haven't visited my family in a while now though I keep in touch with only the femalefigures in the family. Ive been doing this trip on my own, as I've always felt smart and special, but I am finding it so hard to be accepted in my culture, i try to be good person and reject the evil upbringing that seeps into my body, but everyone around me here is just the same. I can't deal or change this society, it's just hard and the damage is deep. I know it because I spent years figuring what's wrong inside me, and the more I go out and interact with the people out here, I figure things more about them and me.
As an empath, I can relate and agree with your statement of good and evil.
I pray that those that have endured will turn their hearts to God bc He can help you through Anything. 🙏
Thank you for all your teaching and advice in these difficult circumstances.
This video explains EXACTLY what I have discovered though my journey of admiting the trauma of CSA I lived and it truly amazes me how you can put it into very coherent and smart words. From the bottom of my heart I only want to Thank you for the GIGANTIC difference you’re making. If it wasnt for your honest insight into what abandonment wounds and neglect wounds to our brain and our way of thinking I would still be lying to myself about Connections and stuff I create in my head that dont match reality. It’s a tough world and evilness is a force that gets stronger every time we treat ourselves BADLY as a result of what we experienced in childhood
Thank you...for casting the lights on the darkest part of traumatized psyche. The denial and the delusional of our shadow side is hard to see and manage it's destructive forces..Your words and insights, empathy are priceless. To all of us dealing with this challenges of life. Don't give up 🤗🤗💙🙏
👏🏼Thank you for speaking on this. I wish western medicine would acknowledge this and our overall healing of the mind and body.
A thousand bazillion likes to the context of this vid! Everything said is exactly how it feels trying to try to understand the how and why of otherwise seemingly good people, who engage in bad abusive behaviors; there is an air that there is something more to all if this; the innate sense that there is an negative "evil" that attacks and afflicts humanity, and surreptitiously make otherwise good people behave badly.
Well said. It’s absolutely demonic. If you pay attention to patterns and behavior there is no way we all experience these things in beings that seem otherwise human.
Im late diagnosed autistic, not empath, and my natural way of operating is kindness and love. I was so isolated with my kids for so many years , that when i needed to make social contact later in life, i made the unknowingly mistake of not realising other people functioned like me.
After diagnosis, i realize that its more normal to have some evil, than not. I made myself a fool being myself. You dont win by being loving, and empaths have harmed me just as bad as pathologichal people
I think there you are describing the sin of omission. We are all only human but God loves us all ❤
Great video. I discovered via the Holy Spirit, that gossip is slander. speaking badly of others is harmful to the speaker as well as the target. God will win in the end, but we have to try individually. GOOD is Subtle.
this was so true of Me . I was Attacked from childhood into Adult hood even now I attract evil from time to time but I have learned to see it coming , and try to avoid this , I only have faith in Jesus ,
Don’t repay evil for evil. Don’t retaliate with insults when people insult you. Instead, pay them back with a blessing. That is what God has called you to do, and he will grant you his blessing. - 1 Peter 3:9
I was neglected & abused. I continued the trauma pattern until I was in my 50s. I'm 73 now and grateful for my healing. But I still have days when it's a struggle. My CPTSD symptoms are mostly gone, most of the time. When I have a bad day, God is the father I run to. He has never failed me.
I agree with this aunty. COMPLETELY!❤
Thank you for this.
My dad always said, "don't get sad, get angry" and I never understood him. Now I see how destructive that mindset can be 😞
Yes I do believe that abuse is an evil. My ex husband inflicted this evil on our beautiful daughter. I am quite sure that it was because she was so beautiful in body and spirit. And because I loved her so much.
I hope your daughter is no longer with that godawful ex husband. A beautiful spirit can break. 😢 I also hope she and you are both happy right now with your lives.
@jessicatsao92 yes I divorced him 20 years ago to save my sanity, never got any answers from him as our marriage deteriorated. Only found out about the abuse 2 months ago as my daughter is undergoing trauma therapy. She has no conscious memories of abuse, but all the symptoms. I saw so many counsellors during and after my marriage... Not one identified the true cause of my own extreme anxiety, or even suggested it, it was me 'overthinking'.
@@pixie3458I can relate x
So your ex husband had trauma too I suppose? It is difficult to look at abusers that way I know from experience
Until very recently, I didn't have the words to describe what happened to me, but I knew from an early age that I didn't want to risk passing it on. I instinctively knew that something was "off" about me or at least my development was "off". Even an autism diagnosis at age 51 didn't fully explain this. I'm now 55 and not only childless, but I haven't been in a relationship for almost 30 years. I used to feel lonely and beat myself up for not taking chances on relationships, but not so much anymore. I'm more interested in identifying and overcoming the residual effects of evil in my own life. I don't consider myself a spiritual person, but I do believe evil exists. Although pretty intense for me, this is an extremely validating video and ultimately gives me a lot of hope for the future. Thanks for posting it! ❤
Thank you for this content, it’s comforting, allowing many people to feel seen and heard. I believe the Lord Jesus has been healing me from my childhood trauma and PTSD and still is doing so amen hallelujah ❤
Oh Anna, such a wonderful video! It makes me so sad to see others filled with rage online. I understand pain has caused this, but it doesn’t make it right or better. Lifting one another up, and focusing on the positive and truth is only thing that wins! Healing is possible, but you must want it. Keep shining!
Yes! Thank you so much for your response. I feel the same way.
Hate/anger gives you energy and it’s addictive
Hate/anger are energizing. I need more energy. It is so seductive, hard to turn away from if you feel disempowered. You are so right.
@ grappling with it now!! Guess we’re in it together. Strength and warmth to you Cynthia
Not for me. It drains me.
I’ve been boiling in anger for the last four days. Unhinged rage. I joined the call this morning and didn’t feel better right away but as the day has gone on I’ve felt better and better. I think I’m re-regulated. At last.
Yay! Hope to see you on the Daily Practice call again!
Nika@TeamFairy
Thank you for pulling it all together. The spiritual aspect of evil and how it moves in the world is one of THE most important subjects we have to become aware of. I believe we are in a collective initiation about getting to know and overcoming evil. And the first step to that is to put our blinders down. We have to know evil to be able to overcome it.
And you wonder why we have so much anger and hate in the country? She is expressing some important things. Y'all need to go by my old workplace. What a drama filled, negative place where some good people get undeserved abuse.
I experienced CONSTANT EVIL from both parents
Most People don't care or even crave evil
Thank you Anna so much for this. Exactly what I needed to hear.😊
Thank you, Anna, and thank you Jesus who taught me my value.
While I was married, I always said my husband was the devil incarnate. I could feel his pure evilness. Even after I left n filed for divorce, his abuse continued through shared custody. When our son left for college, the last of the abuse-triangulation-finally stopped. 20 yrs later, my relationship with my son is still healing from the damage his father did to our relationship.
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Evil is real as it gets. Thanks for clearing acknowledging it's reality.
It’s hard when your own father was the evil. Then your childhood bullies.
It’s hard .. it truly is, but the beauty in finding the Lord is something I never EVER could imagine coming out of my mouth.. I listen to this song called Praise by Brandon Chandler .. I think some versions have other guys in it.. but it just lifts me up and keeps me moving every single day!! I need it to be reminded that there is good, I am good and I can be happy. Also my dog is a very wonderful way to find my way out of depression. Sending positive vibes and prayers to you. 🙏🏼💖✨
My Faith in Jesus has helped Heal my Trauma from Childhood Abuse! 🙏💜🙏💜 I too have felt the Presence of of Evil! 👿
I am so happy you're covering this, Anna! 🙏🙏🙏💜 I have been praying about this.
I have always known I am one of many in a long line affected by a generational curse. Evil is definitely the correct word to use here. Connecting the dots with the information I have gathered regarding parents and grandparents led me to these conclusions many years ago. But to hear someone else voice this same idea is powerfully validating. Thank you!❤ I don't know how far back it runs in my ancestral line or where it even began, but I have ended it. I have NEVER understood how someone who KNOWS what narcissistic abuse is like, because they have experienced it firsthand, could then turn around and repeat the same abusive behaviors with the next generation. It simply doesn't make any sense to me and I've spent the majority of my 54 years attempting to forgive my mother, grandfather and great grandfather. I know this is a bit harsh, but in my mind, there is NO EXCUSE. I have made many mistakes as a mother myself, but I have never allowed that evil to steer how I have treated my daughters. I have never torn them down with my words and they are now both kind-hearted, intelligent and very successful women today. They know just how proud of them I am, and how deeply loved and cherished they are by their mum.
So wonderful to hear ☮️
i left the church. i don't believe in hell and heaven.
but i know there is good and bad, right and wrong.
love is good, hatred is bad.
to feel superior or inferior is wrong, to feel equal is right.
in my worst times i always told myself "i do not want to hate". i always knew this.
but you also need to allow yourself to *feel* all the feelings: anger, grief, despair, even hatred if it's there - feel it and then see what you need in order to feel better. don't suppress these emotions, but don't act on them eiter.
Thank you for speaking on the deep reality of the subject. And you’re right, nobody talks about it.
Kudos for taking on the subject of evil, something even religious leaders shy away from. But in this video it seems “hate” and “anger” are used interchangeably. Victims are entitled to their anger, righteous anger can even be used for good. It is only when anger turns to hate that it is bad. It is a crucial distinction. Victims should never be shamed for their anger.
Gbless you! You're my favorite. So much truth coming from you! Thnx 🙏🏻♥️🥰🎄🤶🏻🎅🏻
Thank you for this powerful video. I am still working toward Love. Even when it seems impossible.
I never thought that trauma as a way that evil is spread but it makes so much sense and it is so so sad. Everyone needs to perceive it this way. I can't imagine that is wouldn't have a positive effect. Thank you Anna!!
Feeling kinda seen by this, so thank you. It’s true, how many people have never experienced really evil stuff. Especially people in the coaching and therapy field. The times I have shared the hard stuff, saw my therapist get overwhelmed, dissociate and or cry. The holidays are so hard for me to deal with, the things I wrestle with, and that after decades of therapy, books, coaching and constantly applying adaptations and reframes, as well as having separated from my family and toxic friendships nearly 20 years ago. Through out all these years, I thought if I went at it as hard as I can go, be consistent, believe and apply I would be in a place so much better than where I am. I know these feeling will not be this intense as they are right now. I have a wonderful wife and son, I spend a lot of time away from them on the holidays because I can only contain my stuff for so long. Needless to say I split a lot of firewood with maul this time of year.
In my experience I discovered firsthand that Jesus is the only real way out of this darkness. I never expected to say this, coming out of the new age deception. However, Holy Spirit is the only spirit that can fill you with the light that will permanently eliminate the demonic forces and principalities we battle daily. Deliverance is a lifestyle. Jesus even said himself that some will not come out but for fasting and prayer. God led me to do a 3 day water fast in my darkest hour after serious trauma and loss and the darkness fled, as stated in Scripture. Try it. What do you have to lose? Blessings to all. 🙏🏼
This explains so much and also makes me feel liberated to know it’s a battle against evil. I was very neglected by my mother and my dad wasn’t around. When I was child, (between 11-12) I used to have a reoccurring dream that always took place inside the living room of my home, and I was always laying on my living room couch in a deep paralysis, but conscious of everything. In my dream, it looked as though there were demons, fighting angels or some sort of energy. It showed multiple dark energy entities and white energy entities battling each other. I did not grow up in a religious home. I am the baby of four, but I remember always being alone and no one ever being home. My siblings would take care of me from time to time, but they were teenagers and didn’t want the responsibility, so I spent most of my time neglected. The night before I went to church for the first time, with my neighbors., I had that same recurring dream but this time it changed. All of the sudden the dream began, and I was laying with my paralysis on the couch, witnessing the battle in my living room. However, this time all the white energy entities made a circle around all the dark energy entities, held hands and began to chant. One by one all of the dark entities began to dissipate into the roof and disappear until all that was left was an empty circle of white energy entities. Then the white energy dissipated into the roof and into the sky, and I never had that dream again. I went to church for the first time the next morning and something came over me, letting me know that the battle had been won. To this day, I still don’t understand what I was seeing, but I have faith it was god. Our house was on top of a bar and downstairs. There was a lot of illegal activity going on Like prostitution drug, dealing, stealing, etc. Despite how much evil and neglect i was surrounded by in my childhood Jesus was there for me. At 21. I decided to get baptized and truly understands the love of Jesus. Fast forward to today and I am now mother of two young children and I do everything completely alone and some days are really hard. I hope and pray that Jesus and God can keep me in their good graces so that I don’t fall to evil and revert back to the patterns that I grew up in with my own kids. In Jesus name amen 🙏🏻
So wonderful to hear your success 🙏
As a trauma survivor I usually turn to my priest on this issue. Am glad to see a discussion about this. I used to pray that I would be the last one in my family to go through this.
How to thank you for this? Nothing seems anything like adequate. For what it’s worth, thank you a million times over. This channel and community are a lifeline.❤❤
You're very welcome!
I’ve recently been plagued with dark thoughts and feelings of shame because of it. This video really helped me understand my problem and encourages me to hold onto my hopes and continue working on my healing. Tonight I won’t jump. Thanks.
It's not your fault. xoxo
You truly are a gift to everyone who’s ever needed your message. Thank you for being there for all of us Anna. God bless you abundantly ❤
Thank you for your kind words, we're so glad you're here :) -Calista@TeamFairy
Boy this is true…”we are ALL capable of the worst things!”… “there but for the Grace of God go I”…. God offers His Grace to us all and we choose to cooperate with that grace… or not… and when we don’t, that’s when bad things happen. I like to pray the Saint Michael prayer every day for protection: “Saint Michael defend us in battle, be our safeguard against the wickedness and snares of the devil. May God rebuke him we humbly pray, and do thou oh prince of the heavenly host, by the power of God, cast into hell satan and all the evil spirits who prowl about the world seeking the ruin of souls”.. Amen.
Over the years I've reflected on this immensely. It's absolutely true that with humans the choice to allow evil is palpable. I know that from such an early age I was subjected to it in it's varying forms through various people and situations. Then as a teenager and adult struggling to not be that way because of the severity of conditioning.
At this time with the revolting amount of cruelty and wickedness happening throughout our world we survivors can shine our light and help enormously because we are strong!!
I believe that this is true. Trauma is a sure way to enslave us to evil. It’s a literal battle that we can constantly fight. It opens up the mind to exactly that. This is a very good video.
This enabled me to relax and take a deep breath for the first time today, thank you. I was triggered this morning by unkind words/behaviours and it is too close to what i experienced growing up, it feels icky, triggering and yes, at times like evil. I am unwell, disabled and completley overwhlemed and i wanted to cry all day, when i desperately needed to just get myself together and complete something (which is always very challenging with the pain etc). The validation your words allow and space to process the things i am experiencing and have gone through in the past is really a beautiful gift, thank you 💖
This video was very helpful and reassuring for me, I help people with all kinds of traumas with my methods, its mostly energy healing work. I see all kinds of energies and these energies works just like you described. Light is always stronger than darkness, I witnessed it so many times, even in my own life. The light that is within us can transform all kinds of darkness, even if we perceive that darkness is stronger, it is not true, it just wants you to believe it and give up, so it can win and harvest your energy even longer. A good thing to know that a demon (which is an evil spirit) is actually nothing more than pain. The parts of us, that are in deep pain can turn into demons or demons can attach to those painful parts and memories and they can be really cuel and evil, but never forget that you can transform your pain (and your demons) with your own light.
Your statement that me being so angry and hateful to the bad people is grandiosity and hate on my part was mind blowing never looked at it that way before I don’t want to be that
Yes, and people also do it because they can't look at or even admit to their own flaws and dark side...So they project it onto others and get really righteous
We all are a being having a human experience. The true you, is the awareness that is untouchable , that is the witness to all experience. You are a light that was once covered in darkness. Choose the light, one choice at a time. ❤❤❤
I have been deeply neglected and it’s damaged how I relate to everything and everybody and single @ 55. Hosts of failed relationships and grown children and getting off drugs at an early age. This video made me apologize to my new daughter in law. My relationship with her is far what I expected but maybe I did this. This is far from the loving expectations I had for us. Definitely lonely and makes me pine over my last relationship. It was bad…. Anna God bless you. I’ll see you in an upcoming webinar on getting out of isolation. I hope I don’t miss it.
Absolutely, i agree with people who hurt abuse neglect children are definitely evil.thank you for this validation.
Thank you, Anna. You are so onto it.
I knew there had to be something more that is „not directly SCIENTIFICALLY proven (yet)“, but „works“ in the background…love your work! Stay healthy and happy & be BLESSED ❤
Thank you. I needed to hear this.
Yes all truth. Everyday the battle is real. Lots of prayers and meditation. Physically and emotionally weight lift to deal with it.
Thank you for speaking on this. It is very true.
Great work
Its spiritual warfare.
Yes!!! Even some pastors don't really understand this, or preach about it as clearly as this video!! God is the Author of Light, only!!
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You're a blessing, Anna! Everything you said is so true! I've found it is working in my own life. Growing up with neglect and abuse, I've found forgiveness and compassion are healing...toward myself and others. Unless we know their story, we offer love and grace. Being light and spreading love is the best feeling in the world!❤