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Notes to Self 444
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เข้าร่วมเมื่อ 4 ต.ค. 2023
"Note to Self" is a podcast about connection - the connection between our past and present selves, between our dreams and realities, and between our shared experiences as human beings. We explore themes like self-discovery, resilience, personal growth, and the incredible power of intention.
So, whether it's the faded post-it note stuck to your fridge, the digital memo on your phone, or a heartfelt letter to your younger self, these notes serve as a testament to the wisdom, strength, and vulnerability that make us who we are.
Join us on "Note to Self" as we explore the profound, the ordinary, and everything in between. Together, we'll uncover the hidden gems in the scribbles, the doodles, and the heartfelt messages we leave for ourselves.
When studying numerology, the number four is associated with transformative energy.
Remember, your notes are a reflection of your journey, so make them count.
So, whether it's the faded post-it note stuck to your fridge, the digital memo on your phone, or a heartfelt letter to your younger self, these notes serve as a testament to the wisdom, strength, and vulnerability that make us who we are.
Join us on "Note to Self" as we explore the profound, the ordinary, and everything in between. Together, we'll uncover the hidden gems in the scribbles, the doodles, and the heartfelt messages we leave for ourselves.
When studying numerology, the number four is associated with transformative energy.
Remember, your notes are a reflection of your journey, so make them count.
Polygamist Divorces I caused some upset
Melanie was born & raised in a polygamist cult called the Apostolic United Brethren. Her father is the current prophet & leader of the AUB.
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Melanie was born & raised in a polygamist cult called the Apostolic United Brethren. Her father is the current prophet & leader of the AUB. #notestoself #444 #divorce #healingjourney #self #selfcare #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #aub #flds #sisterwives #mormonpolygamy #mormon #cult #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown
Polygamy Q&A PT 6/6 Nov 13
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This video is a "Live" from TikTok where Melanie & Cory give their opinions on polygamy & their own personal experiences growing up in the culture of polygamy in the AUB. The video is their opinion only & intended for entertainment purposes only. #notestoself #444 #divorce #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormonpolygamy #mormon #exmormo...
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Polygamy Q & A Pt 1/6 Nov 13
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Polygamist women, financial assets & divorce.
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Thank goodness he didn’t marry one of your sisters!
Right! The sister that really liked him never even came close to living polygamy.
I love hearing about how you met and fell in love ❤❤❤
Thank you 🥰. We are filming our podcast about that.
In SW Maddie said it was because her family was public, she would have had to cut them off completely to be welcomed to the Mormon church
@@emilythomas2269 yea shame on the main LDS church for putting her through that
I would think if they gave marriage certificates that would be legal proof of polygamy and could get them prosecuted
@@emilythomas2269 no one gets legally married more than once. That wouldn’t even be prosecutable
It sounds like you needed a better divorce attorney. Utah is an “equitable property” state. By rights, you were entitled to half of ALL property acquired during the marriage. Unfortunately, because divorce is frowned upon in Utah, and considered shameful by society, divorce attorneys are not as aggressive as they should be, and judges are not siding with the law - they are being guided by social norms rather than the law. However, fighting an unjust judge is an expensive undertaking, and a young “trad wife” won’t have either the money, family support, or knowledge to know how to plan such a campaign. I’m sorry you got reamed so badly. I’m impressed that you managed to create a decent life for yourself out of the ashes. I hope you go to law school - even if you are 55 years old - and find a way to change the law in Utah, either through the practice of law, by becoming a judge, or running for public office and working to pass laws that will better protect women.
@@ReneeJoan yes Utah is. I would have gotten more equitable share but he lied, stole, hid & sold off our assets even with a court order stating he couldn’t. He went to jail many times for defying court orders. He didn’t care though. He felt above the law
Cory is your 2nd & 3rd husband 😂
@@emilythomas2269 😂😂 We joke about it often. My 3rd husband is my favorite one 🥰
He couldn't have achieved ANY of that without you at home taking care of the house and children. This is what makes me so mad!
@@shinymommy me too! This happens way more often than not especially in religious dominated states
They’re upset because they’re bitter. Gurl I support you.
@@Jade-3000 thank you 🙏🏻 I definitely don’t take it personal. It’s their experience they are projecting
Some of the comments on the previous video were just plain crazy. There's a movememt to end no fault divorce that wants to keep people--especially women--trapped in marriage. All the people wno commented that the only reason you should be able to get divorced is infidelity either dont believe abuse happens or dont care.
@@inkst8ndwrtch my ex is probably leading that cause. He’s so upset about no fault divorce
💯 % agree Kody is such a fake. He is just as much a drama king as Robin is a drama queen
It appears that way
Kody & Robyn hired a really BAD PR firm!!! You're right, it is manipulation. Manipulation of Meri's money! That is all!!!
It’s so sad
hello i have a few questions and id like to mail u if u would allow me to im not some weirdo i promise im a momma and a wife i live in florida and ive followed your show through sister wives and im trying to do my own pod cast id be very happy to get any help thank you
Yes please, my email is in my bio
100% on your side. If feathers were ruffled, that’s their problem.
Thank you 🙏🏻
Interesting I didn't know the AUB lost 'religious status'..
Yea quite a few years ago
It seems that NARCISSISTIC INJURY is an imaginary concept. Men just gravitate towards selfishness as a rule. They are bolstered by our society, cultures and religions. Every man I dated ( for a period of time)was exceedingly thoughtful and generous…….. in the beginning. Then gradually, little by little, they became incredibly focused on only their comfort and concerns. It can’t be that 80% of men have a psychological ‘injury’. My experience seems to be reflected in legions of stories told by women and seen by women for hundreds of years.
Honestly with how many toxic our society is towards masculine energy I’m surprised it’s only 80% of men. I would think closer to 100% & women too
Ayahuasca! I am very interested in hearing about that.
We will be doing a podcast on it.
How do you feel about the claims from Katie Joy's "Without a Crystal Ball" channel.? I find her gregarious and inflamatory regarding the polygamist lifestyle that she knows nothing about...but would like your opinion since you have both lived it (and I have not).
I can thank her for giving me inspiration to start my own channel. I decided I could speak my truth better than anyone else, especially someone who likes flashy headlines & clickbait. 😉😉
I read on another creator’s video comments that another polygamist claimed Big Love was based on his family. He was Brady of My Five Wives. Of course I believe you! Also AI overview says Big Love was not based on My Five Wives. The commenter may have been mistaken.
Yea that wouldn’t even be close to accurate. 😂😂 thanks for watching us
Thanks for the breakdown! Could you help me with something unrelated: My OKX wallet holds some USDT, and I have the seed phrase. (alarm fetch churn bridge exercise tape speak race clerk couch crater letter). What's the best way to send them to Binance?
Wrong account
This is for Cory: before they tried to baptize me, I had to earn money from house chores or me and my brothers’ legit shoveling and newspaper businesses to tithe. My dad helped me calculate the amount (10% I usually paid in dimes 😁). When the missionaries stop by my house I give them homemade brownies or cookies and a cold drink. They know I’m not ever going on their conversion list, but they’d often offer to mow. I never let them but in hindsight I think they’d prefer yardwork to knocking on doors and I should’ve just said “sure”. This was a very good live!
Thank you. An honest days work is almost foreign to the younger societies today. We have fed & supported missionaries for years even though we aren’t active anymore.
Pop psych has an email in the information portion of their channel and I think they’re in the Denver area, but they do zoom like interviews too
That’s awesome. I’ll have to connect with them
Have you ever seen the clips of Robyn ‘break dancing’? Lmao, look that scene up. As far as being too tall to model - it’s true. I had several interviews w an airline who had offered me employment I’m 5’2 ish. I turned it down bc of the relocation and needing another full time job just to be on call - so i referred an attractive friend of mine - she was turned down at 6’2” for being too tall for safety in the aircraft - go figure.
Yep, I worked for an airline for a few years but only in customer service. I couldn’t be a flight attendant
It did look like Truley was being playful..it's not like she was trying to hurt him or draw blood. Also seems she more comfortable to express herself around David. (Like running thru and breaking them up.) She always seemed really awkward around Kody.
@@tonicarter5444 I’m happy for her that she has that
Holy cow , thats so incredibly abusive. Why be so spiteful to the mother of your children? It doesnt make sense
Not at all. The children suffer too not just the mother
Good for you girl
Thank you 🙏🏻
I came to the same conclusion but I thought it was rooted in Kody's obvious narcissism rather than the show actually being part of the religious expectations. There is a psych concept called narcissistic injury. @poposych YT CREATOR Dr. David Colarossi does same great, in depth analysis of the show as a loo licensed psychologist and also with his wife. Do you think your dad, as prophet, believes Kody is also a narcissist? If Kody had remained in the AUB would they ever consider mandating Kody to get mental health assistance? We haven’t even reached the Garrison crisis yet, in the time line, so I am wondering what type of self reflection Kody will begin after that tragedy. There have also been a lot of evidence that Kody is regularly drinking alcohol, in public, and that some of his family are worried that Kody may have a problem with alcohol. Is that common in the AU! Even though the religion says no drinking? I did see another comment a few weeks ago that thought the doctrine was to avoid intoxication versus total abstinence. Can you clarify? Thanks for doing a fabulous job go ING an honest take on this secretive community.
No stranger to potato and egg dinners here!
@@teena4rl211 I love it
They say we have a worship Gene I would like to Corey I don’t think I got that worship Gene obviously Corey didn’t either. I questioned everything thank goodness my family really wasn’t that religious. We were just exposed to it and by the time I was 12 Nobody can answer any of my questions so I left
@@laneneal3510 that’s interesting. Some do fall into worship easier than others.
Corey's comments. 😂😂
@@teena4rl211 😂😂 he keeps me laughing daily
Omg the adhd comment 😂 I honestly follow along with her perfectly and fill in the blanks on my own. I didn’t even realize something was left out until Cory said something lol but I have adhd too! 😅
@@glowingluxe6525 😂😂 he always reminds me to finish my sentences too
Ok, love you all, but you’re talking about kidnapping and say you can just drive away from the AUB at the same time? Make it make sense?
@@kellydougherty7989 oh shoot I can see how that could be confusing. I apologize. The girl that got kidnapped was from the AUB because her mother had left a different polygamist cult & joined the AUB. So the men from the other polygamist cult came to the AUB and kidnapped her back. Hopefully that makes sense. It wasn’t members of the AUB doing the kidnapping.
Benjamin Brown also worked in the family bakery running dangerous equipment as a child.
Yea that’s crazy too. Many of us had to as younger children.
I love your philosophy on laughter. Sorta of like King Benjamin, I like when he and some of the other stand ups tell jokes about being in the churches (both AUB and LDS). If you know, you do laugh.
@@laurieerickson7205 so true
I’d better go watch this video in question. Was it Kody and Nathan trying to be incognito 😂?
It was polygamist women and financial assets video. Just a few videos back
I find it interesting that the Mormons believe in this celestial afterlife and that’s what you’re doing here on earth is to make sure you get there yet. They’re so into survival on this planet with the extra food learning how to hunt there’s a economy there.
I love you guys. I love James. I love pop psychic I like Sarah and I like Katie. She gets all the info and I love Amanda with her humor and so those are the ones I watch.
@@laneneal3510 awesome. We would work with them for sure
I love you guys. I love James. I love pop psychic I like Sarah and I like Katie. She gets all the info and I love Amanda with her humor and so those are the ones I watch.
I love your videos! I’m in my 50’s, born in 1968. Growing up in In the 1970’s I remember the doctor, the dentist, orthodontist, etc. our family went to were all men. Now my doctor is a woman, the dentist I go to is a woman. I believe as the world has been coming out of that old school misogynistic world women are now finding their voice in every aspect of society. Your content is awesome!!! I hope it reaches young women that grew up in polygamy and encourages them to make better choices for their life.
Thank you! 🙏🏻 I appreciate the support. I love seeing women blossom into their best self. We have so much to offer & the world is a better place when we as women see that in ourselves. 🥰
I think Janelle would definitely go back to him if he cried in front of her
I’m curious if she would
I am hopeful that we underestimate Janelle's strength! She has already gone through the greatest pain a mother can face. In my opinion she is trying to survive this loss and live her best life. There's no room for Cody & best life in the same sentence! 🙏For Janelle!
@ 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
She'd never go back to him...
When did your mom start her very first thoughts of leaving and how long did it take her from that point to actually leave?
We’ve been asking her to leave for over 20 years. She has left many many times before. This one has been the longest for sure,almost 5 years now.
Robyn is not shy. Robyn is conforming to what Kody wants of her. BIG DIFFERENCE.
Oh! But she’s not shy with him! The have a close intimacy bond! Means, she gives him sex he likes. Which isn’t intimacy by itself.
@@cathywithac very big
Also, Pop Legal Psyc podcast has given you a shout out. I think one of them said that they have reached out to you.
Yes, I’m planning a time with them now.
Is James @MyTakeOnReality James? I love him.
@@deemattina6234 yes, he’s my moms favorite
James is the man, I almost always learn something new from him - like his guest last week, her knowledge of the law and the time she took to explain everything was very valuable information. I understand why he’s your mom’s favorite, Melanie. He’s got that intelligence and common sense I’m used to, he’s one of the best. Suki on TLC needs him to be a referee for Kody and Robyn in the Tell Alls because TLC never gives them the hard questions that the ex wives get. He has contact info I believe on the information part of his channel description.
Someone said not a good cookie smelling bakery. They must have never smelt bread baking. It's heavenly.
@@deemattina6234 I know I thought the same thing. I love fresh baked bread
I have a theory about Kody’s “safe” speech. If Meri was abusive to everyone (verbally & emotionally), then all the stories make sense. Why no one checks on her now, why the wives don’t talk to her. It would also explain Kody melting the ring, and why Kody wouldn’t tell her he was done. She isn’t “safe” to talk to or tell things to. To me he is using trauma speech. PS I do not believe he is a victim, but that he has adopted these things he has heard people say
@@emilythomas2269 I tend to agree with you on this one. 🥲
But he still used her to hold secrets, get info, money. She was his henchman
So who did your parents put in the cabin? Troublemakers like Cory? 😂 So many international viewers!! Melanie & Cory you are world famous!!
@@emilythomas2269 it feels unreal. Thank you for being so supportive of us. The cabin had 2 wives in it and the big house had 7 wives
@@NotestoSelf444 You were the first podcast I have ever subscribed to and I am intensely enjoying your videos. I am 3 weeks from getting my masters degree in Behavior Analysis, and mentally analyzing the behavior in the sister wives family is my break from work and school. For my work I am a registered behavior technician working to improve the lives of kids with autism and other developmental delays. Interacting with you online is the highlight of my week!
How big was the big house Cory? Bedroom/bathroom
It was about 7000 sqft with 12 bedrooms, 5 bathrooms & 3 levels on the mountain
@ that sounds huge in theory but not when you factor the amount of bodies
Cory mom was born in the 40s
Yep 1947. She’s almost 78
Meri and Jenn did a Fridays With Friends on tik tok and instagram. At one point Meri said, "She's so pretty. She's so pretty and shy". LOLOL
@@lisamiller8470 oh wow I’d love to have seen that.
My granny used to say coffee makes you black. We're African American 😅 soooo maybe 🤷🏾♀️.
It’s funny these little sayings. We were even really aloud to talk about coffee
Hahaha. My mom said it stunted your growth. I’m Almost 5’1”. Maybe?!