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"its gonna get better"
Yeah
It only gets worse in reality
I was on a downward spiral and it culminated in a bit of a breakdown. But after im seeing the sun rise up again. Sometimes you need to go through the whirlwind to see the sun afterwards
@@IranianKiddo-b6zSadly can confirm this.
@@IranianKiddo-b6z Sometimes, but not always.
It's not lonely in Silent Hill. Pyramid Head is always just around the corner when you need a friend.
Only if you're James.
But hey, who knows what other f*cked thing your psyche projects into Silent Hill for you to face!
Sometimes I reflect on life and think what could have been.
I was always different and i never really fitted in.
Maybe I'm ugly or was never up to your standards. I never really understood the signs, but I know I have a great heart and maybe one day, someone will see that in me.
As time passes I realise things aren't the same anymore. People are different, they change and move on. You become a memory.
If I'm to be alone, then so be it.
😢
the most important person to accept you is yourself, if you dont, then you'll always be looking for that acceptance because you're missing it, accept yourself and live your life so that you dont waste time looking for it, that time can never be reclaimed, those memories are all thats left
@@blackwaltz3135 You are right. But sometimes it seems impossible
The most important friend you will find in yourself. 😉
It doesn't matter where i am or how many people are around/with me.
I always feel lonely
And you always misspell lonely which is worse
@@DeeTeaDee Jeez, leave the guy alhone will you?
@@WadeWilson72-47 or what
i feel the same way brotha…so maybe we aren’t alone after-all?
Me in life 😢
I accept loneliness and this scary world..., I have no choice..🤫😔🥺❤️
we all have to go with our guts and hope for a better tomorrow..🤛🏽
I’m not being rude when I say this, for the best quality of life, I want you to consider not using emojis. It’s too much. Especially the feminine ones. I wish you well and no harm.
@@checkthelist There is no reason at all to tell you why I use emojis, you can interpret it however you like, just understand that you should not judge someone based on two emojis, you are the one who feels so intelligent.
@@behi.ah1991 up to you man, just a suggestion
@@checkthelist ah yes true masculinity is avoiding heart shaped emojis at all cost. there's nothing wrong with femininity and maybe consider OP's sentiments instead of silly emojis first? i respect your tone but think before you comment
Muddy water is best cleared by leaving it alone.
This channel really is just peaceful, another great ambience.
Embrace solitude as a valuable companion. It may seem challenging at first, but it offers you the chance to discover new insights, grow stronger, and find clarity. Being alone isn’t as bad as it seems; it can be incredibly beneficial and enlightening
Tough times we live in.
The world is cursed, but still, you find reasons to keep living.
I have accepted that i already had my best times, accepting that theres no more Love and Luck coming into my life.. no more fighting, no more waiting... i am tired and waiting for the end
😢
I feel exactly like the way you framed your comment, I sure did not had fun in 20+ years. I miss my early days so much, It kills me inside.
@@ShadiFagihi You're not alone, friend. But it's up to you to find meaning in your life, please do not give up!
If you hold on long enough, your luck will always change. Please don't give up.
The meaning of the world we live in is movement.
Thank you again for these ambience music videos, all of them make me feel so relaxed and peaceful. Wish you the best
you too
@@GNOTEE
I liked this soundtracks from silent hill are very peaceful
Work has been so hard for me lately. This channel helps putting me to sleep. Love the silent hill games.
I hope things get better for you, what do you do for work?
Time to read. Thanks for another great upload 😁
standing out in the open like that is everything but cozy
Every day, faking the smile so you dont burden people with how your feeling... nobody really cares... you gotta hold your own out here... only the strong survive and i encourage you to stay strong and keep holding your light in the darkness, and only then you'll find the real you !
Sometimes you need to be strong enough to be weak. It's not a burden to others, that's just the lie depression tells us
Thank you...just what I need to forget all problems in mind for a few minutes 😌
I love the danger of Silent Hill, with the possibilities of the end of Castaway and the which crossroad do I take now, then the amazing ambient music.
still existing in case things get better.
At your worst, it only can
Keep rising
this. everytime i think of leaving i tell myself there must be a reason to all that, i am still missing something
@@bibixmoxxie you can always go lower imo
Same
Yesterday I lost her… she’s gone. Only thing I do now is study to this music and think about her. I’m going to miss her soo much. I don’t know why everyone always abandons me…
"it's gonna get better"
but it never gets...
i'm tired of waiting for something different...
BUT IT ALREADY BEEN 1 HOUR AND I AM STILL LISTENING THE SAME DAMN SOUND 😆
I can never promise you it WILL get better. Only that it CAN. And the only way to find out the difference is to keep playing the game
No puedo dormir sin estos videos
Gracias
This kind of ambience always helps me to sleep. My journeys trough nights always ends up in this kind of videos. Thank you.
Loneliness has followed me everywhere my whole life
All my friends burned bridges with me, struggling really hard to accept the loneliness. Maybe it will get better someday.
Este canal es increible, suelo sufrir de mucha ansiedad diariamente, este tipo de melodías me hace sentir mucho mejor. Sigue así.
I’ve learned that you are your own best friend. At very least treat yourself well and with respect. Just try to enjoy life for what it is and fight to at least live comfortably before kicking the bucket. The world exists to be observed.
мудрая мысль.
Accepting? It's already part of me. 😌
الاحساس بل فراغ عندي صار اكثر من كلشي ، مداكدر استمتع بلحظتها ولا ازعل بلحظتها ولا انقهر ولا افرح بلحظتها ، بلحظتها احس اكو فجوة كبيييرة بداخلي ما تتفاعل بلاحاسيس .
Love you guys.
Been just loving your music for the past 2 months. Wish I could listen to it on Spotify! Still, much love and a big personal thank you 🙏
Thank you, I’ll try making a Spotify soon. Just need to pick a distributer
I have lived like a boy whose life seems to end painfully. And yes... I want to rest now... because I don't know what I'm really doing here, I do what is normal for a person, work, live together, feel... but I have always felt alone, since I was a child, always alone among so many people. I dreamed of heaven, I dreamed of what it would be like to find peace, wondering if God brought me on a whim or as a mere filler destiny so that others would succeed, but as I grew up I only felt and understood that neither of those things were true, I simply had the misfortune of existing... I really want to leave now... so I don't feel so out of place anymore, and the title of this video, the music and the feeling it transmits to me make me feel understood. I am accepting loneliness. I am: Accepting the Loneliness. I am like James, in that same sense, carrying guilt, sadness and I am like Heather, always ignoring a past, running away from it... and I am like Harry Mason, always searching in that empty city... in my case... searching for a place where I don't feel alone and rejected, where I don't feel crazy and outside of this life. I am tired. I still dream of a heaven for myself. I still pray that my eyes will hold up every night, I still pray that one day when I wake up everything will look so bright, as if every meter was a great plain where the grass grows, where the mountains look so beautiful, where the light doesn't hurt the eyes, where I don't care about life and time. Where I don't care about anything anymore, where I can lie down forever on the ground and see wonderful things. Today was a bad day, a bad moment, a bad trip, and right now it's a bad cry, the moment is so bitter that I don't want to sleep even a single hour. It's scary to be here, it's scary to be with myself right here.❄
There is nothing left to ask for.
When you're on the brink of death, there's a very specific, ominous kind of sadness, emptiness, loneliness, and yet peace that might come over you. This somewhat invokes that.
Loneliness is my best friend
Beautiful ✨️
I have become so accustomed to the darkness that the light is unknown to me.
Deep
I would like to be in a relationship, but I like being alone... I don't know what's wrong with me, sometimes I feel like I really want to have someone, I would like to love someone, talk to them, cuddle them, and sometimes I feel like I like loneliness and want to be alone...
Avoidant attachment style
I love it!
I see in this comment section a lot of people seemingly deppressed saying that they feel lonely. I cannot understand why they don´t feel OK while being in this state. Loneliness is incredibly helpful to the life of a person if there is not people worth of being with you. With this point Im not pretending to claim to be better to another person, is simply a person different to you that neither you or that person can contribute to one another because of the vast differences. However, loneliness is not just simply being without anyone, it could also manifest when you see someone in social media posting a photo in a social event such as a party. This person may seem to be with people and happy, but is very likely that he posts that picture in a party to feel happy since that person does not like the people who are with him and is boring. Loneliness can manifest in many ways and one of them (the one i think is the worst for the paradoxical it actually is) can be to feel lonely in a group of people.
Sometimes my best way to shed the lonely feeling a bit is to help a piece of history resurface. Just now i returned from a short walk. Lots of road work in town this summer. Lots of different driveway ends, and sidewalks dug up. I don't have a metal detector, i just look for things usually with a light. So yeah, just now, i found this heavy metal wheel in the rubble! At first i thought it was an old sewer joint, but i don't think so. Ridges around the edge makes it look very much like an old iron cart wheel. Cool! I have not gained anything really except - adding to the collection of forgotten and discarded. Oh well, off to check some more streets.
i kept telling myself.. i deserve all of this.. i should accept it and will never be happy in this life... i hate myself so much
I also feel this way. I deserve all the bad things, because I did bad things to people I loved. It all comes back :(
@@mayamartich9866 no it doesnt come back, some people do really bad things and they get away with it, sometimes there is no real reason for why things happen and there isn't need to find one. Maybe there is, but its probably beyond our reach or understanding. Live your life with no regrets, its important to forgive yourself, in doing so you will replace the (self) hate you have in your heart into love, progressively. You will be able to give your love to others as you used to, and feel good about yourself by doing the good around you. be at peace, i give u all the love
@@sinistar8794 Thank you❤️ It is not easy...
There are some things in life we have to accept we can't either control or change them for our good whatsoever. But there is always something we can control. The way how we deal with things. I used to hate myself a lot back in the day. Thought I was doomed to fate like this and have no opportunity to change my fate to the better. One day I realized that it was me who held me captive in this cage of sorrow. My own mind twisting me down the spiral of depression. And that is only me who could save myself. So believe in yourself. Learn to accept. And most important.
Learn to love yourself.
Have great one.
i lost my mom and the title is hitting too hard. i lost all my friends, everything because i couldn't handle life. now i accepted the loneliness and will wait for life to end.
I'm sorry for your loss, that's terrible. I hope things turn around for you at some point
I hope you'll get better. Maybe time heals, just please don't give up on life. Life can be seen beautiful and interesting only if you put some efforts and look from other perspective. Please try to gain your strength again, i believe you can🙌
keep your head up stay strong sorry for your loss can't even imagine how tough that is. Sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together whatever life throws at you, you can do it just one step at a time is all it takes keep going.
I'm so sorry, I can understand you more than well. I'm also waiting for life to end, nobody knows how long we'll wait, how much it's going to hurt. I hope I don't feel bad when the time comes.
I wish you peace and luck...
Some days I just gotta accept the reality that there's no one looking for me like some mystical force pulling two souls together. After losing everything including the woman I thought loved me more than anything turning my back in the rest of the world, and condemning myself to solitude is better than letting another snake wrap itself around me to squeeze the life from me just seems more comforting. Solitude is my curse, loneliness is an old friend and darkness is my cloak of comfort.
Maybe it's okay to recognise that you've lost something and it wasn't a curse. Maybe it's okay to feel the pain. Feel it and let it go. It's the only way to be free of it.
Still existing in human form, my soul left earth long time ago.
Want to leave this planet so bad. I don’t know how I got to where I am
Some day, it will get better, it has to be...
I see a lot of sad people whenever I click on these videos. It makes me sad. Fearful, even, for how my life will turn out. I'm still young. Gonna be entering my 20's now in a month. I don't want to end up like this.
I might not have experienced enough of life's bad days to say this, but It doesn't feel right just to stay quiet about this.
I grew up in a poor family. Lived in a shithole of a place. Went to a kip of a school. The only things we could afford for entertainment were books from the local library. I played games on their public computers, rented out used games from their stock and played them on an old Wii my friends brother gave me when he moved off to college. Food was hard to come by. Didn't help that I was born with severe OCD, tourettes and autism.
But my father worked his arse off to provide for our family. My mother worked her arse off to provide for us. Because of them, we managed to get out of there. We live in a decent place now.
What I'm saying is, those two went through tougher times than me. They had every right and reason to pack up and leave this mortal coil for good. But they didn't. Because they had me. They had my brother. They had each other. And until the day I die, I will keep their personal struggles in mind. No matter what the future brings, there's always something in this world worth fighting for. It could be your family. It might be a pet. Hell, you might just be waiting for that new episode of your favourite show to come out, or for your sports team to finally get a comeback.
So please, try keep in touch with your families. If you can't, do so with friends. If you have neither, try taking in a pet. If you can't afford it, then maybe you could find a local community hub. If there are none in your area, make the commute. If you physically can't, use the Internet. There's always another way. You *can* be happy. You *can* keep fighting. You *can* find love. Just hold onto your life. Hold on and don't let go. Because even though fog looks like it may not clear, that doesn't mean what you're searching for isn't there. You just need to have the drive to find it.
Start small at first. Don't jump into the deep end and expect the good times to come rushing toward you. Build it up. Like an avalanche. Start off with a small little snowball. Reach out to others in your community. Make that ball bigger. Make it faster. Keep reaching out. Keep making yourself stronger.
Please, just hold on a little longer. The bad times can't stay forever. They won't stay forever. As long as you keep your head, and fight for something, you will find your happiness.
Everyone on this planet deserves a chance at a happy life. Just because you think your chance is gone, doesn't mean it actually is. Maybe it wasn't really your chance. Maybe you'll get another. And if not, make one for yourself.
Boy. That was the stuff i need to listen at least once, you're amazing aight
Thank you
@@BigG-mo7by
keep on keeping on bro
if you pay attention to the rain on screen you'll see smiley faces
it's not rain
How much you smoked
silent hill is peak
coming home from work tired, once again alone thinking about the past when I was just a happy, outgoing boy full of imaginations.
lost a great girl, i dont even know what im going to do to move forward kinda lost idk what to do honestly
It's hard, but it's part of it. Then there's the new strength and perspective that doesn't come easily, but means everything.
move on
workout is the best medicine imo, take care of yourself
PS1 graphics is a cake of blurry horror and dreamlike.
Remind me of cry of fear atmosphere
You are never alone loneliness is your loyal friend. He is always there. When you having a short good time do not for get about your loyal bud loneliness.
I think the closes to a Silent Hill sounding song I've heard from a band, is Micah by Russian Circles.
Being unheard, dismissed, and questioned daily
We all live in our own version of Silent hill. Heaven or hell.
i bet he killed all the enemies in the map to be able to save this video haha
Beautiful ❤
Спасибо!
In my restless dreams,
I see that town,
Silent Hill.
You promised me you'd take me
there again someday.
But you never did.
Well, I'm alone there now...
In our 'special place'...
Waiting for you...
Waiting for you to
come to see me.
But you never do.
And so I wait, wrapped in my
cocoon of pain and loneliness.
I know I've done a terrible
thing to you. Something you'll
never forgive me for.
I wish I could change
that, but I can't.
I feel so pathetic and ugly
laying here, waiting for you...
Every day I stare up at the cracks
in the ceiling and all I can think
about is how unfair it all is...
The doctor came today.
He told me I could go
home for a short stay.
It’s not that I'm getting better.
It’s just that this may be
my last chance...
I think you know what I mean...
Even so, I'm glad to be coming
home. I've missed you terribly.
But I'm afraid, James.
I'm afraid you don't really
want me to come home.
Whenever you come see me,
I can tell how hard it is on you...
I don't know if you
hate me or pity me...
Or maybe I just disgust you...
I'm sorry about that.
When I first learned that
I was going to die, I just
didn't want to accept it.
I was so angry all the time and I
struck out at everyone I loved most.
Especially you, James.
That's why I understand
if you do hate me.
But I want you to
know this, James.
I'll always love you.
يعبر عن الحياة
Its going to be okay, its going to be different this time.
المكان الذي يقف فيه مكان جميل
you know you are never alone as long as you can hear static on your radio.
Not really loneliness, more demoralization, but they can feel similar. I like being alone though. Just wish I had motivation to DO things in live, I don't, also just have no hope for humanity left. I don't care, so I've accepted it. Safer, calmer, quieter.
why is this recommended to me how is it accurate
It’s not getting better. It just getting used to about it. You gonna pushing away people even who wanna staying with you. You will learn how to eat, see, feel, think by alone. That’s not really what you want in deep inside of you, but it feels safe and comfortable like staying in your room and close door at midnight. So quiet.
Yeah, I’m doing this like for 10years. There were many people passing by my side. But there is no one make me felt like ‘This is what feels having true friend.’ I’m just sick of dealing with people. Just doing minimum business relationships, that’s all.
People never know who truly i am. This is really sad to me but I’m also feel sorry to people who just passing by.
this is great
In my restless dreams I see that town silent hill
The visual atmosphere cant be matched.
Damn I'm reading these comments, am I the only one who's here just because they like Silent Hill?
Not the only I promise
Same.
Loneliness okay. Regret and self-caused traumas don't get better.
Harry needs to find his daughter. There's no time to get wet with the emotion.
You can see it too? For me it's always like this..
You are alone in this universe, you are born alone and die alone and spend eternity alone.
One path, to death. The other, to lifeless existence.
mi ricordo quando guardavo questa grafica e dicevo, come sonno realistici i personaggi..
"Have you seen a little girl? Short, black hair..."
Here's Harry Mason wondering; "When will I be like Silent Hill 2 Remake? Explore the town that started it all in UE5 goodness."
"Oh, James just texted saying he wants a special weapon called "Pillow" for NG+. Why a pillow? How did I get a text? Flauros has Wi-Fi"
Edited because I typed "Flauros" wrong. Still has great Wi-Fi and the only way to order pizza from SH PHD. Silent Hill Pyramid Head Delivery.
I feel horrible about myself
It will get better, you just need to take one step at a time. It is in our nature to feel bad about ourselves, to be ashamed. Everyone feels like this at some point in their lives, but we have to realize that we cannot be perfect.
All of us have something that we would rather change about ourselves. But this is the beauty of life. What would we do if we had it all from the start?
I wanted to disappear and become one with the void
🐝⭐🐝
It's Quiet. Too Quiet.
dokkodo moment
accepting heaven. Hell is full, full of people, like the asylum in the darkness the xbox game. Heaven is accepted real loneliness. Silent hill is a game which knows what really heaven and hell are for real ; the same thing saw from different points of view, but, many things in the same place which makes feast with the agony of each other... will never and cannot ever and ever been seen as positive by a single one. The reality is, which, silent hill is limbo, is purgatory and heaven in some other parts of the game, so this part in the video, is certainly a purgatory-heaven like chamber. Only in some parts silent hill is truly hell, the other parts hides god and his fever dream, which like in a matrix is dreaming all the rest of a psychologically infected reality. A hybrid reality ; half quantistic and half mental. Under the belly, is mental, purely sensations.
is it a game or an animation, if it's a game, then what kind of game?
At least loneliness and emargination remove the fear of death.
Let me be James 😭
Ver todos los comentarios en inglés me hace sentir aun mas solo xd
A mi igual
when you study human nature and psychology
I will confess today to the girl I love I hope I don't regret it
Good luck. It's the right thing to do regardless of the answer
She rejected me and she wants us to stay friends but this thing hurts me so what do you think bro@@GNOTEE
@@GNOTEE She rejected me and she wants us to remain friends but this thing hurts me what do you think bro
@@xdeln sorry man, at least you’ll never live with the regret of not asking. It hurts but give it time. Be proud
where do we go now
"krrrrrrrrrrrrrrr"
Like it's 1999 happy new year!!! Don't that s❤uk now brother in law sister in law inforsmet!!!
I'm lithium honky 😊 ! !beep beep 🚚🍁
a coward should always die alone, thats what i am and i should die alone. sorry mom, sorry i couldnt be the son u deserved. i love you mom.
Why do you say ur a coward?
@@loriegarcia3590 always cowered in life, never truly stood up for myself.
i just live now because i dont want to hurt my mom by offing myself cuz outside of that, i truly feel worthless most of the time.
thanks btw for asking, i appreciate it!
@okdok3742 oh OK, well you Shouldn't off yourself, I know we don't know each other but, it's not worth it,things eventually get better for people,and if people attempt offing themselves and manage to survive, it's a regret they will have too live with the rest of there lives.Your not worthless ,your time will come when u see what your here for. God bless you.
@@loriegarcia3590 thanks man, i appreciate u communicating with me!
i cant and wont do it, i couldnt hurt my mother like that.
hope ur doing better than me man, cheers!
@okdok3742 your welcome and God bless you and your mother.
Demons
"where art thou gone? Arthur my beloved pooch" ah emote😂