i turned 20 today and nobody gratulated me, just to get the picture right i’m a positive and happy person and people seem to like me in school and at work but despite having many connections i can’t find the right friends that care about me no matter what, this makes me feel lonely sometimes and i’ve always pushed through with a positive mindset but being 20 now with no real friends no partner and no real connections it feels really lonely and idk how to deal with that feeling, probably nobody is gonna read this but it feels a little better right my feelings down
Happy birthday 🎉 it's late but I mean it ❤ about friends, I'm 33 and let me tell you, keeping friendships can be tough. Human connections are complicated sometimes but you're young. You'll find your person/people.
It’s 1:05 am. Freshly divorced male here writing this. 26 with twin daughters who are 3. Sometimes I feel like a failure. But when my girls sit on my lap to watch a movie or I hear them play and giggle I’m reminded by how beautiful life is. Give yourself a pat on the back. Get back on that horse and ride cowboy. You ain’t done yet 🤠
Hey you have two human beings who live with you and care about you. Imagine other people same age as you living alone in their apartments (me lol). Lets keep on grinding toward our goals soldier!
I’m 16 year old student of high school in Japan.I like to study while listening to these music.and I always get courage to think that everyone is working hard everyday in their own different places.
it's 1 am on Monday. I'm 24 yo girl, my husband is already sleeping in our bedroom. He has to get up early for work. I stayed up to read a book for a little. It's peaceful. We spent great Sunday cleaning up and doing laundry, talking and reading, drinking tea together. I love my husband and I love my life. But if somebody told 20-year-old me my future would look like that, I wouldn't believe them. i was so lost and depressed. Didn't know what to do with my life. Lonely. So please, don't give up and keep hoping. Maybe you don't believe it now, (like I didn't) but it's gonna get better.
It's 1 am on a Monday. I'm a 26 yo woman, my partner is already asleep. He has to get up early for work, and so do I, although I'm insomniac. I'm interested in the kind of life you live. Sounds so peaceful. May I have it too.
We all have that one experience when we were a child. Can't sleep, deep in the night, mom and dads asleep so ss the siblings but you are still awake. You stand up look around the room and the window catches your attention. You walk up to it and stare outside at the stars, trees, plants, pavement, and many more as you blankly take all of the scenery where once was a bright and lively place is now quiet, dark yet very peaceful.
12am. I’m in my thirties. I’m reading through these comments and there’s a lot of you far younger than I, facing struggles I once faced myself. Life is hard. Anyone who says it isn’t just hasn’t met their demons yet. Things will test you. You will lose your way. However, if there’s one thing I’ve learnt, It’s ground yourself. Find your corner of peace and cherish it. Be present. Sometimes when thing’s really get on top of me, it’s because I’ve found myself being absent. Alive, but merely in body. Take that late night drive. Take that walk in the cold air. Look at what’s around you and take it in, breathe it in and re-establish yourself in the here and now. Appreciate the little things. The sights. The sounds. Hold onto the small things that make you, you. Celebrate them. You could be on this Earth 100 years and still not really understand it all. That’s fine, we’re not meant to. Never were. Life is fleeting, but that’s the beauty of it. When it gets too much, get back to basics. Honestly, I’ve no better advice than just be at one with yourself. Be humble. Once you realise we aren’t special and it’s perfectly okay to just exist and be a small part of a living, breathing miraculous ecosystem that is Earth. It takes the edge off. Keep being you.
Thank you brother, I don't know much English but I translated this and your message really helped me a lot. I'm going through a moment in my life where it's hard for me to move on, but as you say, that's life.
I found this exactly at 1:00 am in my recommended videos. Listening to this while trying to forget my problems, my low self-steem, and the feeling of not achieving anything in life no matter how hard I try. I'm just trying to hold on to something, and that something right now is this video, not because it makes me feel better, but at least it doesn't make me feel worse. Tomorrow will be better, I hope...
1:13 AM. 18 year old girl, gonna move to my dorm and start my freshman year of college this week. I wouldn’t say my life has been particularly hard or traumatic but it’s been stressful to the point where I’m almost glad I’m getting out. I hate saying it, it makes me feel bad, I know my mom means well but she’s been the cause of a lot of issues for me whether she means to be or not. She’s been emotional all this week and last week about me moving.. It makes me feel horrible about moving out, but I know I need to. I know I need to get out on my own and I know I’ll feel good to finally be able to be my own individual person without worrying about her looming over my shoulder every second. I’m excited to be out on my own, but nervous. I’m ready to get a job, have my own friends, my own life, hopefully get a boyfriend for the first time, all that good stuff. But it’s stressful. In the minutes prior to me texting my mom, asking if I could move out, I was shaking and about to cry, and felt sick to my stomach because I was so afraid of how she’d react. Similar things like that have happened throughout my life, and that’s plenty evidence for me to know it’s time to leave. As much as I love my family it’s not worth always being around them if they cause me that much emotional and mental stress. Anyways, thanks for listening to a stranger rant on the internet. If there’s anything else I’d want you guys to know, don’t wait as long as I did to be assertive about what you want in life. Growing up as a Christian (I still am) I was always taught to put others before myself. Not that that’s a bad thing, it’s always good to consider others, but don’t be afraid to consider yourself too. Don’t be afraid to stand up for yourself and your boundaries, because if you don’t, you’ll be miserable. I know I’d be. Remember that people love you, remember that people care.. And remember that if they truly do, they’ll respect you, and respect when you put yourself first. If they truly care, they’ll understand. It’s not selfish to put yourself first once in a while. It’s not selfish to watch after yourself, don’t wait 18 years to finally believe that. Stay safe out there. Remember that I, God, and so many other people love you. And remember to love yourself.
I love how you are always so positive and cheerful. I genuinely hope you stay safe and continue to find happiness in everything you do. It’s inspiring to see how you navigate challenges with such grace bestiieeee!!!
thank you for leaving this comment. I hope that you find a fulfilling purpose for yourself in the coming months that makes you feel whole. I'm at a similar stage in my life where there are both endless possibilities and also threads from your "past" life that try to keep you there. I've learned that when you solely focus on others, you end up neglecting yourself and feeling like you're an echo of a person, never really there. I hope that you can overcome this feeling and find a way to truly assert yourself in this tumultuous world we live in. stay safe my friend.
read your story... it hurts me deeply honestly.... but stay safe out there too, lil sis... God loves you and all of us do too... stay healthy and strong
Im 14 years old, studying hard as i listen to this music, i hope that if i see this comment again, i wish that i got the life i always wanted. I wish to get my parents a house, a new car, and hanging out with real friends in the future. I wish my hardwork will pay off one day
My parrot died today... He was squeaking in agony the whole night... I was with him, talking to him, helping when he could not get up, searching for help, but none of the vet clinics had the doctor for birds at night. he died an hour before the doctor arrived. He looked like he was still there... Sitting and looking at me with his empty eye... I think at the end he was smiling a little... I hope he is ok in the place he is now. I miss him so much...
I'm very sorry, it must have been awful but I'm sure he appreciated everything you have done that night, that's why he was smiling. It wasn't your fault and he knew that. The fact that you tried to help however you could is enough. He must have felt so loved, you're a great owner.
I'm a Japanese university student. I've been suffering from bipolar disorder for the past year, and it comes on daily and I feel like I don't deserve to live, but this playlist has helped me feel better. I hope happiness comes to those listening to this playlist.
Hello! I'm just a 15 year-old student who is doing homework for Monday. If you really want to change, you'll have to start taking good habits, and that's what I'll do. I spent the whole day playing video games and now I'm I regret the time I wasted, so I won't waste it anymore! Cheer up guys, if you feel like me, we can still change to be happy in a future with the results.
ayy, i'm 15 too... and the chances of me reading this right before almost starting to play a game is crazy. I'm not gonna play anymore lmao, got a workout in instead. btw here's quote: "if you want to change the world, start with making your bed" so make that bed bro😉
I wasted so many times playing videogames that I can't play them rn and I'm 21. If you find the balance there's no problem with videogames or watching a movie. And keep improving yourself, I wish I started at 15 bro.
Thank you so much guys for the comments, this is ironic but im in the same situation like my main comment lol, im saying a lot of times "i will change" and everyday im doing my homework in midnight, dont worry i will change this now for @chibisteve i started to make my bed everyday, i think thats a good beginning 😅 for @ldtig8099 youre right, i can play videogames and be a good student with good healthy if i organize my time, the problem is not the games, is how much time i spend to the games, so i have to change this for @kennethward4605 yeah, its time to change, not tomorrow, NOW Sorry if my english sucks, i tried to type this comment with no translator or something like that, well its time to go, good luck guys!
That comment reminded of me once being 15.. now I will turn 24 and life hits hard. This innocence really pured my heart late at night. I hope you will have a good and bright future.
As you grow, you'll realize that your feelings are not that important for other people. You have to do your job even though you don't feel like to. You are not the center of the world. There's no bad thing or good thing, it's just your perspective of it. It's not depressing, it's maturing. We learn how this world works.
This fcked up for me, feels like everything is wrong, not how it meant to be. That's disappointing me, I just hope my desire to quit don't overcome my fear of death
That is not what maturing is. Maturing is realizing that you’re responsible for yourself and you have to invest in the nurturing you’ll receive with the right people.
crazy algorithm, saw & clicked this at 00:58. currently studying for a major exam that would essentially determine my future. really stressed out and studying for the last internal school exam of my life before the real deal. i hope everyone is well and cheer up
Hello, I don’t usually comment on videos, but to anyone reading this, I’m proud of you for making it this far. I know it seems pointless coming from a stranger, but you are so very strong for enduring the hardships in life. I’m 17 years old, turning 18 in less than a few months, and I went essentially my entire life being autistic but not being aware of what was “wrong with me.” because I was not diagnosed at a young age. I have also struggled with major depressive disorder, anxiety & other issues for unfortunately long as I can remember. I have been nearly physically harmed for things out of my control, and felt as if it was a ‘sign that I wasn’t meant to be here’ but I wanted you to know that the universe is not working against you in the way that you believe it it is. It is possible to get better. You are the farthest from hopeless. As corny as it sounds - you will never be alone, despite how desolate depression may make you feel. You are so cherished and appreciated. You were meant to be here. Your creation was not a mistake. You are not a mistake.
Hey I know this a little strange but your almost exactly like me and I want to let you know this so you don’t feel as alone, because I know that reading your comment made me feel like I’m not alone and that I’m not the only one my age like this, so thank you for this, truly.
@@AvalonsImagination cant believe it too, but i also have been diagnosed with it without knowing, im also 17, soon ill be 18 too, and it makes me feel like, life is a paper towel or smth. to be honest, i still cant assimilate how does it change anything, being aware of autism... but when i read something like your comment, i feel different, like some things do make sense now. anyway, thanks, for supporting in a way whoever reads your comment, i hope everything goes well for you, and whoever reads this.
Listening to the dark, deep, and ethereal music, I read each comment. The commenters might come from different countries, yet they are all listening to the same music and sharing their inner thoughts and feelings. The world is vast, and while everyone seems far apart, they also feel very close. How incredible it is! Various thoughts intertwine, composing a vibrant and complex life. This is the perspective of an ordinary person from China who loves diving into TH-cam.
I keep finding these channels full of this music that makes me long to be in the dreams I had as a child...I don't know whos making it all but whoever you are, thank you. It brings a deep, sublime kind of calm like nothing else does.
Guys anyone reading this, it's just bad times not a bad life. You have all life in front of you. Just stay strong when ur low and enjoy when its high. Life is full of ups and downs. Just don't care and you will be closer to the point when u can say ur happy ❤🔥
God you are all so young. I got divorced after twenty four years. I started life over, new job, new home. I have my kids but I am alone in the world. It is lonely some of the time, but I discovered cooking decorating, and doing things that make me happy, for once. It is almost 2am. Football is on, I am working on another manuscript, and life isn't that bad. Chin up all!
Who I thought was the love of my life broke up with me. I know no one's ever died of love but...he was my first love, I'd never fallen in love before...and he was my first boyfriend, the first person that ever took an interest in me, the first to hold my hand in public, the first to kiss me with pride as I was his first time in all of that too. All the promises we made, all the plans we had...he just gave up on us when times got a little harder. I thought he'd choose me notwithstanding the circumstances, as I would have...but he didn't. He broke up with me and expected me to be his friend and remain in the friend-zone ( it's been two weeks, of course I'm still in love) while he was already meeting someone else two days after we broke up. Now we're in a "0 contact" situation...he was my ideal, my person, my everything...and supposedly I was his...and still he let us die so easily...I miss him with my heart and soul and can't imagine me falling in love again. I fell in love with his soul... I miss him so much that sometimes I can't even breathe...but reading all these experiences from you guys...I know all of us will be okay... it's strange how comforting it can be to "connect" with others, especially on the Internet. I'm glad I found this video! I hope each one of us will get better soon🥺❤️🩹
The first love is always something special. You won’t forget it and one day it will turn into a good memory. I remember when i broke up with my first love at 22. It was horrible, I thought the pain in my heart and chest would kill me. But now at 30 I am so happy that it didn’t worked out with my first love, because my partner now makes me so much happier. I could never imagine. I think it’s god’s plan. What I’m trying to say is: it is okay to be sad. You will heal, you will grow, you will change. And believe me one day you will fall in love again and will be happier than ever. 🫂
It's 0:22 rn. I turned 16 today, and today i got to see how many ppl actually care and how many don't even know I exist until I have the means to do something for them. I'm normally a positive person but today just hits different.
damn, i need you to know you are not alone feeling those bitter feelings right now..and you'll get through this, we all will. and a very happy birthday to you..
Currently trying to deal with PTSD induced insomnia. A fear of sleep and the unknown future. There's a comfort in here. The music reflects my soul atm. In pain, melancholy but slightly hopeful.
Hey man, I can't relate exactly, but I can somewhat. I have terrible anticipatory anxiety, and I find myself often waking up with my heart racing and in a cold sweat while on the verge of tears about the future. You aren't alone.
its 1:51 am. 18 year old lad about to start another year of school/collage and my future feels uncertain. I feel like im at a point in my life where im not happy with, My desire of becoming an artist always feels like im being held back whether it be my lack of motivation, my crappy mental state at times or even my mum treating me like I dont know any better due to my autism. It sure dosent help with my bad home life and future responsibilities being a adult now. At points I feel like I should just give up. but dispite that I still have hope, I know im not at the point in life where I want to be, but i'll make it the end. so to whoever somehow reads this, just remember that even if everything seems bleak or just want to give up, you will get to where you want eventually. you still have time, keep going.
It is the 1:01 am an 18 year old girl, I understand your feeling of being repressed but despite this you should not give up, do not let anything or anyone stop you, pursue your dream, take care of your mental state and sometimes family life can be bad and stressful, I trust that you will overcome everything in this life, I wish you good luck, stranger..
im 14 year old guy. i know that i havent explored or experienced the real world yet but im already tired. the mundane cycle of waking up and doing school doing chores, playing video games then going to bed is kinda depressing and im sick of it. i wish there was more to life then this, but i havent even grown up to see my future, so hopefully life gets a bit less boring :). anyways i hope what your going through you get through it and have a bright future :D
I turned 26 today. My life was great till one year ago. I went from being on top of the hill to zero. Now am on negative. I feel so bad but i refuse to let this win. I know i can get back to the top of the hill. If you are reading this, i hope you believe with me that you can get out of whatever is eating you up. Amen!
1.04am. 27 y/o now struggling to finished my research paper while deadline looming. Currently taking masters degree because i wanna push myself harder. But recently life felt like spiralling, a never ending loop. I love doing routine, but at the same time i hate routine. So now im working on my work time table, my mental health, physical health, and spiritual. You got this.
Typing this at 4AM. Been suffering constant restless nights, strange spells of mania or something similar, and overall deep in thought over many things. I have no friends or social life at all. Im isolated, jobless, and have no form of purpose or anything fulfilling going on. I had hopes that were previously expunged from relentless chronic sickness and pain. Im sitting up right now in my bed, because i physically cannot lay down, wishing all would just fade away into black. Im tired.
7:59 PM. I am 14 years of age, im repeating a grade in school, and im stuck on a thin edge where pne wrong move i will fall to my left is what i want, what i want to achieve and to my right, a place with everything but what you want and im not sure on what side should i drop to so i keep my balance cause sometimes what you want is something that might not be there forever that was what i felt like when i learned i had to repeat but thats in the past now, im about to be 4 weeks in at my new school and im missing some stuff but i still keep going but just "keep going" isn't going to take me far and i feel anxious about knowing that and i feel the same way to about my crush and to be honest confeswinf your love to someone is a leap of faith 99.9% of the time just like everything else when i want to do this but not sure if i could do it on time or whatever i try to remember its a leap of fatih (ik that line came from spiderman into the spiderverse but it is sooooo true) Edit: if you you dont understand my comment its fine you can read other peoples comments instead
15 yr old student here, i feel disgusted to be diagnosed w depression and anxiety at an early age but this music makes me rethink life and maybe things will get better. i hope.
Never be disgusted u r a surviver u r ..remember that and been diagnosed never make u less of who u r.its gonna get eventually better this is coming from a surviver herself ..love you take care
I miss my father so much. I feel the pain crushing me inside. It was back in 2019, before covid hit. But i still feel his loss like it happened yesterday. I dont think i will ever stop missing him. I wish i could go back, in being his baby, and he smiling at me. I miss his smile so much.
I'm so sorry, friend. Your father is looking at you, still loving and waiting. We'll all rest in peace someday, try to do everything you wanted in your life to be happy. That's what your dad would want.
I often fall asleep to such videos, but it is to this that I have the most unforgettable dreams, or rather memories from childhood, from now on this is my favorite video with soothing music
When I listen to this song, I feel as if I am sharing my thoughts with people all over the world who are struggling with various problems. Everyone here is a character in the magnificent tapestry that is humanity, and there is surely something that only you can do right now. Even if we are far apart, we are together for this moment listening to this song. Let's do our best ;)
Even though the songs here give me a sense of blue feelings but peace, they motivates me a lot. A stressed Vietnamese girl with overwhelmed peer pressure, I hope this time might come through
4:30 am. I have written a new chapter to my fanfiction, which have dark vibe of silence and lonely nights. I appreciated such playlists while i was in university, and by now i appreciate it even more, because it sets me in the right flow of feeling, which i want to convey through my writing, that i consider as a hobby and pleasure of transorming my own doubts and struggles into something special and unique also close to other people, who will read my works.
Watching this on an old Toshiba Satellite A505 a nice lady in my art class gave me. The feeling of nostalgia is real with stuff like this. It's hard to believe I'll be starting college in a few months. Goodnight to anyone who reads this :)
1:54 6 minutes till 2:00 am thinking of what have I done, is there a future for me is there hope, I feel down and feel like failure and a disappointment to my mother and father, how bad of a influence have I been to my younger brothers and sisters, why I'm I still around here, money is not lasting for me, its getting tuff these days, but I know I will get thru all these things and so are you can do that too we just need to keep going for something better
i always listen to this everytime im about to sleep. falling asleep to this, without minding any of my life problems and just hoping to successfully "shift" even though i know it wont work is just so peaceful. i know, im dumb to rely my life on a thing called shifting. but that's the only thing that could heal my depression. im hoping for a better life, yet, i cant achieve that. i fell in love with this boy last year, i absolutely have no idea why but its just the "love at first sight" thingy. i never confessed my feelings to him, because i know he would hate me for that. i love june because that's the month when we met, but june this year is just painful to me. he gets a girlfriend.. i know, its his choice and i have no rights to prevent him from having a girlfriend. i know, i know, i really know but it's just so painful. he's the first ever guy that i loved so much, but he fall for anyone else. its really painful.. i dont know why. i just want him to be mine, yet im scared to talk to him and let other girls surpass me. i once made a hate(?) account but its just my thoughts that i cant hide anymore, so i let it all out on that account. my bestfriend shared it to his girlfriend, and then she told him about it. i never meant to say that, it's just.. im tired. does he ever knew that im trying this hard just to be with him? now im just a pathetic loser who only can hate in his eyes.
I don't know how to express what this music makes me feel, it relaxes me after a very stressful day, despite being a young adult of 18 years old I don't know what to do with my life, just relax with music
guys I’m hoping to become a real estate agent in my city soon one day and I just want to make myself proud and make the people around me proud. It’s hard keeping up with life and feeling sad but I hope y’all know there’s always light at the end of of the tunnel. Keep pushing, you are enough and you don’t need anyone. Enjoy your life and love yourself to the fullest extent and never let anyone make you feel less 🙏🏽
“Even the darkest clouds still have sunshine on the other side” Things will get better. They didn’t make the saying “the grass is always greener on the other side” for no reason.
I turned 20 now and i never felt so indecisive like this moment in my life. Cant find someone who i can really tell my problems and dealing with life alone it’s really hard shit ( I can’t even trust my mom, she left me). Only my success can fix me but idk if i will not turn crazy until that day.
14 Year old listening to this rn. [Tw mentions of sh and abuse] Im just some random kid, recently ive been facing some extremely hard mental battles, being put under an EEA recently and having my whole family find out about my self pain (ifykyk) addiction. Im barely taking in the days, forgetting things constantly it's like my brain is full of fog constantly, thinking back on things from a few hours ago feels like trying to remember a dream and im hearing talking in my head. And worst of all im being abused by a man in his early 20's with no one to go to for help I'm probably going to be admitted to a mental hospital tomorrow. I just hope it gets better, I hope I get to feel safe and okay like a normal kid eventually I just want a break from the years of struggling. I just want to be okay
never be silent about your right you're the only one affected , ask for help from those who are older than you believe me they will help you and stand by you life is shorter than that please dont be silent , if you don't move you will be destroyed remember that my friend .
im random 14 year old kid too, i hope what your going through will get better. although im not going through the same situation as you everything feels foggy too. like everything is just a fever dream. get better bro 💪
As I’ve grown older, I realized quickly that I don’t need a slew of friends and family around me. I seek tranquility, transparency and joyful moments. I pushed aside the so-called friends that were either backstabbers, fake or just too materialistic. Same with family. I have a small circle of people that are genuine and true. Peace of mind is everything to me and I won’t let anyone destroy it.
1:20am. I just want my brain to stop for once. Stop the overthinking. Stop the ruined moods over a minor inconvenience. Stop the bitterness in my heart. I think I'm healing, and then I realize I've got more to unpack, and it goes deeper than I thought. I just want to turn it off, the pain.
I feel terrible. It's one o'clock in the morning, and I'm listening to this. The person dear to me found more interesting people, our communication began to decrease, which made me more detached and thereby further spoiled our communication. Every day I hurt myself and I want to end everything.
I'm sorry to hear about that. I kinda understand what you mean. It's a really complicated feeling, how the relationship starts to slip away no matter what you try. Honestly that happened to me a few months ago for the only girl I ever loved and, it was really tough to accept the fact that I couldn't change anything, it hurt me a lot. I know that your situation is killing you too, and making you feel down, but trust me that everyday will be different even when it won't be a lineal process. You will get over it, may be you are not finding people tinge near around you because the weren't meant to be near you, I believe that sometimes the universe/God/destiny traces a path that we should take and we need to try yo figure out how to adapt to it. I know it's very easy to say "wait" or "keep faith", no, I've heard that before, the only think that helps me is suffer but understanding that's the life I had and I had to learn something, hoping that this was meant to happen for a reason that I cannot control, so I'm going through the right way
10:23pm central time. I come home to an empty apartment with just my things. I have a wife and 3 kids who love me but dont live with me because things got hard in this economy and I couldnt take care of them all by myself. Eventually trauma got the better of me and i lashed out. I feel ashamed of myself that it came to this and i lost the one thing that really mattered to me the most. They were everything to me and now im alone until i figure out how to deal with the cards life has dealt and get past the past. If you made it this far into this comment please! Dont let past trauma dictate your future! I regret alot and can no longer feel joy.
It's 19:28 now and I did my daily tasks that I planned and I'm happy. If I had done the same thing 3 months ago, maybe I wouldn't have been so happy. I'm with my family now and I was alone until now. It affects one's mood so that you can spend time with parents and people who are really good. In loneliness, a person gets lost in his own negative thoughts. Bad habits are not strong enough to ruin your future if you know how to deal with them.
There were many troubles to study and human relations, so I couldn't take time to sleep. However, I was able to relax and spend by listening to this music. I want to be a good person like you. I think that there is disturbance part of English in Japanese. Sorry.
It's 0:15 am, I'm drawing some pictures and yet i don't know what to do in this life. After my friend got job offer in our university i felt strange. While she got the work, I was sitting without knowing who I want to be in this life. I'm not feeling envy about her job, i really happy she got this offer. But this shit just triggered some thoughts in me. I'm feeling myself useless, everything i do feels so small and meaningless, i just don't know how to end all of this and focus on anything. I didn't intend to write this comment, but i just felt I should. I know nobody cares about it, but still it's felt kinda easier after all. I don't wanna my friends to be drown in my stream of thoughts, so i chosen this video to be my diary. Well, i hope my english isn't that bad after all so anybody who decided to read this understand what i meant. Hope you have a great day
I’ve been through some rough times, but I think I’m coming out of the other side now, keep going forward everyone, there is hope out there, I wish the human race could all work together for a common goal instead of fighting each other, I love you all x
I love the late nights in NYC. Subway is less busy, more peaceful and you can be alone with your thoughts watching the lights of Manhattan from afar on the IRT
I've been struggling with my mental health a lot the past year or so. I'm in my 30s now and i don't feel so indestructible anymore. The world gets more scary and less fun. Sometimes i feel like I'm losing touch with reality. I don't know if anyone will see this but if you do, please can you comment to let me know you're there. I don't have many things that acknowledge my existence anymore - i got rid of social media a few years ago and I see less and less of friends. Thank you.
12am. Doing homework for my masters degree, first year first sem. I am studying the field that I have always been interested in. But when I got here, I thought may be I aimed too high. The courses are not hard. I am just dumb. But I cannot quit. All events in the past decade has been engineered in such a way that I reach this place in this time. I got this opportunity and I cannot let it go.
I'm 21 years old, depressed, overthinking things, antisocial and introverted. I don't have friends, I don't go out for fun. I feel like I don't need anyone except one person. She means the world to me, I think I did something wrong, we talked a long time ago, I'm constantly worried and maybe sometimes she thought I was doing it directly. I miss her a lot, I've been trying to reach her for a few days because she changed hers pages. I don't even know what will happen to me, whether I am facing a decision or whether I will continue to work or study. Still, I feel like it's not interesting right now, just let me be with her. I pray for her, dream with her, wake up randomly at night because I think she wrote on messenger. I've never felt this way for anyone, and day after day, all I think about is that if I can't be with her, I'm going to have to disappear from life to rest forever.
00:45 a.m. I'm a 21 years old on going degree survival. Next month will be my third semester in the university. It's really hard to keep studying because it's not like I want to but because of my parents. I hope I will survive the entire 4 years and get my degree. Wish me luck if somebody see this comment 😊
life has been pretty hard for me lately. and the only things that are getting me though it all is the love god has shown me and this music, it's pretty nice to see that im not the only one who feels this way thanks guys in the comments and thank dude for making my life a little bit more meaningful
![［Playlist] Quiet Time at the Aquarium](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/rqRp0_O4ZaU/mqdefault.jpg)
Listen on Spotify - spoti.fi/3l0BFgw 💙
nice
i turned 20 today and nobody gratulated me, just to get the picture right i’m a positive and happy person and people seem to like me in school and at work but despite having many connections i can’t find the right friends that care about me no matter what, this makes me feel lonely sometimes and i’ve always pushed through with a positive mindset but being 20 now with no real friends no partner and no real connections it feels really lonely and idk how to deal with that feeling, probably nobody is gonna read this but it feels a little better right my feelings down
Happy birthday bro ❤️🎉 you're not alone🫡
It's late, but happy birthday bro! You are not alone 🙌. I hope you can find right people in your life.
This may sound a little old, but you really are never alone, Christ is next to you always. Just ask Him:). Happy birthday for all the ones to come!
Happy birthday 🎉 it's late but I mean it ❤ about friends, I'm 33 and let me tell you, keeping friendships can be tough. Human connections are complicated sometimes but you're young. You'll find your person/people.
Happy bday bro, i can’t say I love you cus no homo, but I’d share by burger witchu
It’s 1:05 am. Freshly divorced male here writing this. 26 with twin daughters who are 3. Sometimes I feel like a failure. But when my girls sit on my lap to watch a movie or I hear them play and giggle I’m reminded by how beautiful life is. Give yourself a pat on the back. Get back on that horse and ride cowboy. You ain’t done yet 🤠
You got this, mate.
hey, you are still young. Might be hard the first couple years but eventually you will get used to it. Keep trying young man.
Hey you have two human beings who live with you and care about you. Imagine other people same age as you living alone in their apartments (me lol). Lets keep on grinding toward our goals soldier!
Hi im korean, 16 years old. Im sorry your story. I want to say you that cheer up! and never give up👊👊
Only can ride if you have somewhere to go... or have anything that matters in life to you
I’m 16 year old student of high school in Japan.I like to study while listening to these music.and I always get courage to think that everyone is working hard everyday in their own different places.
for me japan feels like home although i have never been there
As a 16 year old student of high school in the United States, work hard and good luck!
from India (: i also like to listen this while studying
Here is me :)
A 16 year old high school student from India
As a student in Korea, we can be everything we want, have a good night!
it's 1 am on Monday. I'm 24 yo girl, my husband is already sleeping in our bedroom. He has to get up early for work. I stayed up to read a book for a little. It's peaceful. We spent great Sunday cleaning up and doing laundry, talking and reading, drinking tea together. I love my husband and I love my life.
But if somebody told 20-year-old me my future would look like that, I wouldn't believe them. i was so lost and depressed. Didn't know what to do with my life. Lonely.
So please, don't give up and keep hoping. Maybe you don't believe it now, (like I didn't) but it's gonna get better.
I will also turn 24 and I really smiled at your comment. So nice and a bright life being married. I hope to have that one day too.
It's 1 am on a Monday. I'm a 26 yo woman, my partner is already asleep. He has to get up early for work, and so do I, although I'm insomniac. I'm interested in the kind of life you live. Sounds so peaceful. May I have it too.
진짜 새벽에 들어오면 시간별로 이 플리 꼭 뜨더라
사람들이 그 시간대에 많이 클릭하나보지
We all have that one experience when we were a child. Can't sleep, deep in the night, mom and dads asleep so ss the siblings but you are still awake. You stand up look around the room and the window catches your attention. You walk up to it and stare outside at the stars, trees, plants, pavement, and many more as you blankly take all of the scenery where once was a bright and lively place is now quiet, dark yet very peaceful.
Heaven on earth
I’ve definitely experience this
Yes..
Thanks...
12am. I’m in my thirties. I’m reading through these comments and there’s a lot of you far younger than I, facing struggles I once faced myself. Life is hard. Anyone who says it isn’t just hasn’t met their demons yet. Things will test you. You will lose your way.
However, if there’s one thing I’ve learnt, It’s ground yourself. Find your corner of peace and cherish it. Be present. Sometimes when thing’s really get on top of me, it’s because I’ve found myself being absent. Alive, but merely in body. Take that late night drive. Take that walk in the cold air. Look at what’s around you and take it in, breathe it in and re-establish yourself in the here and now.
Appreciate the little things. The sights. The sounds. Hold onto the small things that make you, you. Celebrate them.
You could be on this Earth 100 years and still not really understand it all. That’s fine, we’re not meant to. Never were.
Life is fleeting, but that’s the beauty of it. When it gets too much, get back to basics. Honestly, I’ve no better advice than just be at one with yourself. Be humble. Once you realise we aren’t special and it’s perfectly okay to just exist and be a small part of a living, breathing miraculous ecosystem that is Earth. It takes the edge off.
Keep being you.
Thank you brother, I don't know much English but I translated this and your message really helped me a lot. I'm going through a moment in my life where it's hard for me to move on, but as you say, that's life.
Christ is King
Wow ❤
@@Broro1811 whoever and wherever you are..I wish you the best always. This really hit home.
@@lpaaard You got this man.
Thank you to everyone opening up. I needed to hear all of this.
I found this exactly at 1:00 am in my recommended videos.
Listening to this while trying to forget my problems, my low self-steem, and the feeling of not achieving anything in life no matter how hard I try.
I'm just trying to hold on to something, and that something right now is this video, not because it makes me feel better, but at least it doesn't make me feel worse.
Tomorrow will be better, I hope...
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
I feel the same friend. But our opportunity will show up, whe? Idk, but soon. Be patience.
Tomorrow will be better.
Have faith that tomorrow will be better, I’m right there with you!
1:13 AM. 18 year old girl, gonna move to my dorm and start my freshman year of college this week.
I wouldn’t say my life has been particularly hard or traumatic but it’s been stressful to the point where I’m almost glad I’m getting out. I hate saying it, it makes me feel bad, I know my mom means well but she’s been the cause of a lot of issues for me whether she means to be or not. She’s been emotional all this week and last week about me moving.. It makes me feel horrible about moving out, but I know I need to. I know I need to get out on my own and I know I’ll feel good to finally be able to be my own individual person without worrying about her looming over my shoulder every second.
I’m excited to be out on my own, but nervous. I’m ready to get a job, have my own friends, my own life, hopefully get a boyfriend for the first time, all that good stuff. But it’s stressful. In the minutes prior to me texting my mom, asking if I could move out, I was shaking and about to cry, and felt sick to my stomach because I was so afraid of how she’d react. Similar things like that have happened throughout my life, and that’s plenty evidence for me to know it’s time to leave. As much as I love my family it’s not worth always being around them if they cause me that much emotional and mental stress.
Anyways, thanks for listening to a stranger rant on the internet. If there’s anything else I’d want you guys to know, don’t wait as long as I did to be assertive about what you want in life. Growing up as a Christian (I still am) I was always taught to put others before myself. Not that that’s a bad thing, it’s always good to consider others, but don’t be afraid to consider yourself too. Don’t be afraid to stand up for yourself and your boundaries, because if you don’t, you’ll be miserable. I know I’d be.
Remember that people love you, remember that people care.. And remember that if they truly do, they’ll respect you, and respect when you put yourself first. If they truly care, they’ll understand. It’s not selfish to put yourself first once in a while. It’s not selfish to watch after yourself, don’t wait 18 years to finally believe that.
Stay safe out there. Remember that I, God, and so many other people love you. And remember to love yourself.
I love how you are always so positive and cheerful. I genuinely hope you stay safe and continue to find happiness in everything you do. It’s inspiring to see how you navigate challenges with such grace bestiieeee!!!
thank you for leaving this comment. I hope that you find a fulfilling purpose for yourself in the coming months that makes you feel whole. I'm at a similar stage in my life where there are both endless possibilities and also threads from your "past" life that try to keep you there. I've learned that when you solely focus on others, you end up neglecting yourself and feeling like you're an echo of a person, never really there. I hope that you can overcome this feeling and find a way to truly assert yourself in this tumultuous world we live in. stay safe my friend.
read your story... it hurts me deeply honestly.... but stay safe out there too, lil sis... God loves you and all of us do too... stay healthy and strong
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
God loves you too, more than you could ever know, keep on trusting Him girl, you can do it
Im 14 years old, studying hard as i listen to this music, i hope that if i see this comment again, i wish that i got the life i always wanted. I wish to get my parents a house, a new car, and hanging out with real friends in the future. I wish my hardwork will pay off one day
Amen..u are a good child thinking of your parents
@@abah6956 of course 💓 they're the reason why I have a roof on my head, and why I have food on the table :)
Woke up at 4am made some coffee and a sandwich and went outside to look at the sky, and listened to this song ahh this makes me feel so peaceful❤
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
My parrot died today... He was squeaking in agony the whole night... I was with him, talking to him, helping when he could not get up, searching for help, but none of the vet clinics had the doctor for birds at night. he died an hour before the doctor arrived. He looked like he was still there... Sitting and looking at me with his empty eye... I think at the end he was smiling a little... I hope he is ok in the place he is now. I miss him so much...
I'm so sorry, pal. Be strong, be brave. Your birdie is in a better place now. It would like you to be happy.
I know your feeling, but i'm pretty sure he is in a good place, feeling your love with him. You're good, you made what you could, and that's perfect
it's going to be okay ❤
Sorry to hear, rip
I'm very sorry, it must have been awful but I'm sure he appreciated everything you have done that night, that's why he was smiling. It wasn't your fault and he knew that. The fact that you tried to help however you could is enough. He must have felt so loved, you're a great owner.
I'm a Japanese university student. I've been suffering from bipolar disorder for the past year, and it comes on daily and I feel like I don't deserve to live, but this playlist has helped me feel better. I hope happiness comes to those listening to this playlist.
Hello! I'm just a 15 year-old student who is doing homework for Monday. If you really want to change, you'll have to start taking good habits, and that's what I'll do. I spent the whole day playing video games and now I'm I regret the time I wasted, so I won't waste it anymore! Cheer up guys, if you feel like me, we can still change to be happy in a future with the results.
ayy, i'm 15 too... and the chances of me reading this right before almost starting to play a game is crazy. I'm not gonna play anymore lmao, got a workout in instead. btw here's quote:
"if you want to change the world, start with making your bed"
so make that bed bro😉
I wasted so many times playing videogames that I can't play them rn and I'm 21. If you find the balance there's no problem with videogames or watching a movie. And keep improving yourself, I wish I started at 15 bro.
Keep improving! And to anyone who reads this, it is never too late to start.
Thank you so much guys for the comments, this is ironic but im in the same situation like my main comment lol, im saying a lot of times "i will change" and everyday im doing my homework in midnight, dont worry i will change this now
for @chibisteve
i started to make my bed everyday, i think thats a good beginning 😅
for @ldtig8099
youre right, i can play videogames and be a good student with good healthy if i organize my time, the problem is not the games, is how much time i spend to the games, so i have to change this
for @kennethward4605
yeah, its time to change, not tomorrow, NOW
Sorry if my english sucks, i tried to type this comment with no translator or something like that, well its time to go, good luck guys!
That comment reminded of me once being 15.. now I will turn 24 and life hits hard. This innocence really pured my heart late at night. I hope you will have a good and bright future.
As you grow, you'll realize that your feelings are not that important for other people. You have to do your job even though you don't feel like to. You are not the center of the world. There's no bad thing or good thing, it's just your perspective of it. It's not depressing, it's maturing. We learn how this world works.
This fcked up for me, feels like everything is wrong, not how it meant to be. That's disappointing me, I just hope my desire to quit don't overcome my fear of death
That is not what maturing is. Maturing is realizing that you’re responsible for yourself and you have to invest in the nurturing you’ll receive with the right people.
crazy algorithm, saw & clicked this at 00:58. currently studying for a major exam that would essentially determine my future. really stressed out and studying for the last internal school exam of my life before the real deal. i hope everyone is well and cheer up
How did it go man?
Did you pass??
Exploring the cosmos, we find not just stars and planets, but our place in the universe.
We are all lost. We will find an answer. You got this.
Hello, I don’t usually comment on videos, but to anyone reading this, I’m proud of you for making it this far.
I know it seems pointless coming from a stranger, but you are so very strong for enduring the hardships in life.
I’m 17 years old, turning 18 in less than a few months, and I went essentially my entire life being autistic but not being aware of what was “wrong with me.” because I was not diagnosed at a young age.
I have also struggled with major depressive disorder, anxiety & other issues for unfortunately long as I can remember. I have been nearly physically harmed for things out of my control, and felt as if it was a ‘sign that I wasn’t meant to be here’ but I wanted you to know that the universe is not working against you in the way that you believe it it is.
It is possible to get better.
You are the farthest from hopeless. As corny as it sounds - you will never be alone, despite how desolate depression may make you feel. You are so cherished and appreciated. You were meant to be here. Your creation was not a mistake. You are not a mistake.
Where did you copy this comment from? Ah yes, the other million ones, exaclty the same. 🤣
@@donniecatalano Writing eloquently doesn’t mean that I copy comments. Hope this helps.
Hey I know this a little strange but your almost exactly like me and I want to let you know this so you don’t feel as alone, because I know that reading your comment made me feel like I’m not alone and that I’m not the only one my age like this, so thank you for this, truly.
@@AvalonsImagination cant believe it too, but i also have been diagnosed with it without knowing, im also 17, soon ill be 18 too, and it makes me feel like, life is a paper towel or smth.
to be honest, i still cant assimilate how does it change anything, being aware of autism...
but when i read something like your comment, i feel different, like some things do make sense now.
anyway, thanks, for supporting in a way whoever reads your comment, i hope everything goes well for you, and whoever reads this.
Thank you... Thank you. Thank you... Thank you... 🥀....
I don’t know what Im missing it but I miss it so much. maybe just everything. everything what we had, just every moments of us
Listening to the dark, deep, and ethereal music, I read each comment. The commenters might come from different countries, yet they are all listening to the same music and sharing their inner thoughts and feelings. The world is vast, and while everyone seems far apart, they also feel very close. How incredible it is! Various thoughts intertwine, composing a vibrant and complex life. This is the perspective of an ordinary person from China who loves diving into TH-cam.
I keep finding these channels full of this music that makes me long to be in the dreams I had as a child...I don't know whos making it all but whoever you are, thank you. It brings a deep, sublime kind of calm like nothing else does.
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
Guys anyone reading this, it's just bad times not a bad life. You have all life in front of you. Just stay strong when ur low and enjoy when its high. Life is full of ups and downs. Just don't care and you will be closer to the point when u can say ur happy ❤🔥
God you are all so young. I got divorced after twenty four years. I started life over, new job, new home. I have my kids but I am alone in the world. It is lonely some of the time, but I discovered cooking decorating, and doing things that make me happy, for once. It is almost 2am. Football is on, I am working on another manuscript, and life isn't that bad. Chin up all!
Sigue así bro no te rindas !
Who I thought was the love of my life broke up with me. I know no one's ever died of love but...he was my first love, I'd never fallen in love before...and he was my first boyfriend, the first person that ever took an interest in me, the first to hold my hand in public, the first to kiss me with pride as I was his first time in all of that too. All the promises we made, all the plans we had...he just gave up on us when times got a little harder. I thought he'd choose me notwithstanding the circumstances, as I would have...but he didn't. He broke up with me and expected me to be his friend and remain in the friend-zone ( it's been two weeks, of course I'm still in love) while he was already meeting someone else two days after we broke up. Now we're in a "0 contact" situation...he was my ideal, my person, my everything...and supposedly I was his...and still he let us die so easily...I miss him with my heart and soul and can't imagine me falling in love again. I fell in love with his soul... I miss him so much that sometimes I can't even breathe...but reading all these experiences from you guys...I know all of us will be okay... it's strange how comforting it can be to "connect" with others, especially on the Internet. I'm glad I found this video! I hope each one of us will get better soon🥺❤️🩹
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
U will be better❤
The first love is always something special. You won’t forget it and one day it will turn into a good memory.
I remember when i broke up with my first love at 22. It was horrible, I thought the pain in my heart and chest would kill me. But now at 30 I am so happy that it didn’t worked out with my first love, because my partner now makes me so much happier. I could never imagine. I think it’s god’s plan.
What I’m trying to say is: it is okay to be sad. You will heal, you will grow, you will change. And believe me one day you will fall in love again and will be happier than ever. 🫂
i normally click on these videos, not for the music, but for the comments. why is everyone commenting their time😭
I click on it for both!
1:46 am 🤭
I don't know how, but that is these exact time I read your comment, 1:46am.@@melaniemacalister
@@Lily-e9r7n whoa 😮
It's 0:22 rn. I turned 16 today, and today i got to see how many ppl actually care and how many don't even know I exist until I have the means to do something for them. I'm normally a positive person but today just hits different.
damn, i need you to know you are not alone feeling those bitter feelings right now..and you'll get through this, we all will.
and a very happy birthday to you..
@@ophiura. Thank you... Genuinely, I needed that...
@@StudiousIndivisual-f4s im glad
Currently trying to deal with PTSD induced insomnia. A fear of sleep and the unknown future.
There's a comfort in here. The music reflects my soul atm. In pain, melancholy but slightly hopeful.
Hey man, I can't relate exactly, but I can somewhat. I have terrible anticipatory anxiety, and I find myself often waking up with my heart racing and in a cold sweat while on the verge of tears about the future.
You aren't alone.
@tallstar513 Appreciate the kind words friend :)
I am getting better. Just baby steps. We'll make it.
@@MichaelNVADE Indeed we will. Life goes on, we got this.
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
its 1:51 am. 18 year old lad about to start another year of school/collage and my future feels uncertain.
I feel like im at a point in my life where im not happy with, My desire of becoming an artist always feels like im being held back whether it be my lack of motivation, my crappy mental state at times or even my mum treating me like I dont know any better due to my autism. It sure dosent help with my bad home life and future responsibilities being a adult now. At points I feel like I should just give up. but dispite that I still have hope, I know im not at the point in life where I want to be, but i'll make it the end. so to whoever somehow reads this, just remember that even if everything seems bleak or just want to give up, you will get to where you want eventually. you still have time, keep going.
It is the 1:01 am an 18 year old girl, I understand your feeling of being repressed but despite this you should not give up, do not let anything or anyone stop you, pursue your dream, take care of your mental state and sometimes family life can be bad and stressful, I trust that you will overcome everything in this life, I wish you good luck, stranger..
im 14 year old guy. i know that i havent explored or experienced the real world yet but im already tired. the mundane cycle of waking up and doing school doing chores, playing video games then going to bed is kinda depressing and im sick of it. i wish there was more to life then this, but i havent even grown up to see my future, so hopefully life gets a bit less boring :). anyways i hope what your going through you get through it and have a bright future :D
I turned 26 today. My life was great till one year ago. I went from being on top of the hill to zero. Now am on negative. I feel so bad but i refuse to let this win. I know i can get back to the top of the hill. If you are reading this, i hope you believe with me that you can get out of whatever is eating you up. Amen!
1.04am. 27 y/o now struggling to finished my research paper while deadline looming. Currently taking masters degree because i wanna push myself harder. But recently life felt like spiralling, a never ending loop. I love doing routine, but at the same time i hate routine. So now im working on my work time table, my mental health, physical health, and spiritual. You got this.
Hope that you've achieved everything you wanted
!
Typing this at 4AM. Been suffering constant restless nights, strange spells of mania or something similar, and overall deep in thought over many things. I have no friends or social life at all. Im isolated, jobless, and have no form of purpose or anything fulfilling going on. I had hopes that were previously expunged from relentless chronic sickness and pain. Im sitting up right now in my bed, because i physically cannot lay down, wishing all would just fade away into black. Im tired.
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
I am sending hugs and good vibes to you!!
7:59 PM. I am 14 years of age, im repeating a grade in school, and im stuck on a thin edge where pne wrong move i will fall to my left is what i want, what i want to achieve and to my right, a place with everything but what you want and im not sure on what side should i drop to so i keep my balance cause sometimes what you want is something that might not be there forever that was what i felt like when i learned i had to repeat but thats in the past now, im about to be 4 weeks in at my new school and im missing some stuff but i still keep going but just "keep going" isn't going to take me far and i feel anxious about knowing that and i feel the same way to about my crush and to be honest confeswinf your love to someone is a leap of faith 99.9% of the time just like everything else when i want to do this but not sure if i could do it on time or whatever i try to remember its a leap of fatih (ik that line came from spiderman into the spiderverse but it is sooooo true)
Edit: if you you dont understand my comment its fine you can read other peoples comments instead
ay man, im 14 too, i just entered 8th grade, so if you want i could help :) hopefully things get better
15 yr old student here, i feel disgusted to be diagnosed w depression and anxiety at an early age but this music makes me rethink life and maybe things will get better. i hope.
Never be disgusted u r a surviver u r ..remember that and been diagnosed never make u less of who u r.its gonna get eventually better this is coming from a surviver herself ..love you take care
@@larazey6761 thank you i love you take care aswell love
keep your head up stranger
thanks for letting me listen to this. it makes me focus on studying and relax, it's great to listen to it while painting and drinking coffee 😋✨
댓글들을 읽어보면 국적 상관없이 모든사람은 누구나 아픔을 하나씩을 갖고있네요
많이 힘들고 지치겠지만 우린 할 수있어요 같이 힘내봐요
The comments under this video are special. With the music, I find it's like time stops.
I miss my father so much. I feel the pain crushing me inside. It was back in 2019, before covid hit. But i still feel his loss like it happened yesterday. I dont think i will ever stop missing him. I wish i could go back, in being his baby, and he smiling at me. I miss his smile so much.
I'm so sorry, friend. Your father is looking at you, still loving and waiting. We'll all rest in peace someday, try to do everything you wanted in your life to be happy. That's what your dad would want.
I often fall asleep to such videos, but it is to this that I have the most unforgettable dreams, or rather memories from childhood, from now on this is my favorite video with soothing music
When I listen to this song, I feel as if I am sharing my thoughts with people all over the world who are struggling with various problems.
Everyone here is a character in the magnificent tapestry that is humanity, and there is surely something that only you can do right now.
Even if we are far apart, we are together for this moment listening to this song. Let's do our best ;)
the best times to write stories and ponder where you've truly been in life
I hope whoever reading this comment may your all stress go away & god bless you with love, health, happiness ❣
it always calms me down in the middle of night when I'm swerving in my head. Thank you.
I know to you that I am just a stranger on the internet, but I am here if you need to vent or want advice.
Even though the songs here give me a sense of blue feelings but peace, they motivates me a lot. A stressed Vietnamese girl with overwhelmed peer pressure, I hope this time might come through
Guess what, I'm lestening to it at 1am. Feels nice!
4:30 am. I have written a new chapter to my fanfiction, which have dark vibe of silence and lonely nights. I appreciated such playlists while i was in university, and by now i appreciate it even more, because it sets me in the right flow of feeling, which i want to convey through my writing, that i consider as a hobby and pleasure of transorming my own doubts and struggles into something special and unique also close to other people, who will read my works.
Watching this on an old Toshiba Satellite A505 a nice lady in my art class gave me. The feeling of nostalgia is real with stuff like this. It's hard to believe I'll be starting college in a few months. Goodnight to anyone who reads this :)
1:54 6 minutes till 2:00 am thinking of what have I done, is there a future for me is there hope, I feel down and feel like failure and a disappointment to my mother and father, how bad of a influence have I been to my younger brothers and sisters, why I'm I still around here, money is not lasting for me, its getting tuff these days, but I know I will get thru all these things and so are you can do that too we just need to keep going for something better
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
Dude, it's LITERALLY 1am, I opened TH-cam to turn on some music and this video came up. The algorithm definitely knows something
i always listen to this everytime im about to sleep. falling asleep to this, without minding any of my life problems and just hoping to successfully "shift" even though i know it wont work is just so peaceful. i know, im dumb to rely my life on a thing called shifting. but that's the only thing that could heal my depression. im hoping for a better life, yet, i cant achieve that. i fell in love with this boy last year, i absolutely have no idea why but its just the "love at first sight" thingy. i never confessed my feelings to him, because i know he would hate me for that. i love june because that's the month when we met, but june this year is just painful to me. he gets a girlfriend.. i know, its his choice and i have no rights to prevent him from having a girlfriend. i know, i know, i really know but it's just so painful. he's the first ever guy that i loved so much, but he fall for anyone else. its really painful.. i dont know why. i just want him to be mine, yet im scared to talk to him and let other girls surpass me. i once made a hate(?) account but its just my thoughts that i cant hide anymore, so i let it all out on that account. my bestfriend shared it to his girlfriend, and then she told him about it. i never meant to say that, it's just.. im tired. does he ever knew that im trying this hard just to be with him? now im just a pathetic loser who only can hate in his eyes.
I don't know how to express what this music makes me feel, it relaxes me after a very stressful day, despite being a young adult of 18 years old I don't know what to do with my life, just relax with music
guys I’m hoping to become a real estate agent in my city soon one day and I just want to make myself proud and make the people around me proud. It’s hard keeping up with life and feeling sad but I hope y’all know there’s always light at the end of of the tunnel. Keep pushing, you are enough and you don’t need anyone. Enjoy your life and love yourself to the fullest extent and never let anyone make you feel less 🙏🏽
best music for late night gaming
“Even the darkest clouds still have sunshine on the other side” Things will get better. They didn’t make the saying “the grass is always greener on the other side” for no reason.
Every person I met gave me one lesson, "Live alone because no one's staying forever."
I just broke up my with 3 years relationship and youtube recommend me this. Thanks dude, I will just go coding and focus on my startup.
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
Sorry to hear about that, hope you’re okay!
I turned 20 now and i never felt so indecisive like this moment in my life. Cant find someone who i can really tell my problems and dealing with life alone it’s really hard shit ( I can’t even trust my mom, she left me). Only my success can fix me but idk if i will not turn crazy until that day.
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
I can't sleep without this
A heavenly delight to the ears, I hope to be on your playlists someday.
14 Year old listening to this rn.
[Tw mentions of sh and abuse]
Im just some random kid, recently ive been facing some extremely hard mental battles, being put under an EEA recently and having my whole family find out about my self pain (ifykyk) addiction. Im barely taking in the days, forgetting things constantly it's like my brain is full of fog constantly, thinking back on things from a few hours ago feels like trying to remember a dream and im hearing talking in my head. And worst of all im being abused by a man in his early 20's with no one to go to for help
I'm probably going to be admitted to a mental hospital tomorrow. I just hope it gets better, I hope I get to feel safe and okay like a normal kid eventually I just want a break from the years of struggling. I just want to be okay
I wish you the best.❤
never be silent about your right you're the only one affected , ask for help from those who are older than you believe me they will help you and stand by you life is shorter than that please dont be silent , if you don't move you will be destroyed remember that my friend .
im random 14 year old kid too, i hope what your going through will get better. although im not going through the same situation as you everything feels foggy too. like everything is just a fever dream. get better bro 💪
wishing you it gets better
As I’ve grown older, I realized quickly that I don’t need a slew of friends and family around me. I seek tranquility, transparency and joyful moments. I pushed aside the so-called friends that were either backstabbers, fake or just too materialistic. Same with family. I have a small circle of people that are genuine and true. Peace of mind is everything to me and I won’t let anyone destroy it.
Wherever y’all are have a good night and God bless.
9:58 pm here , i will listening it 3 hrs later 😇
The visuals and music here are so soothing. I can feel my stress melting away, keep up the fantastic work.
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
@@SOUEIYAMAOKA I'll give it a listen
1:20am. I just want my brain to stop for once. Stop the overthinking. Stop the ruined moods over a minor inconvenience. Stop the bitterness in my heart. I think I'm healing, and then I realize I've got more to unpack, and it goes deeper than I thought. I just want to turn it off, the pain.
Such an irony for this video to appear actually at 1 am
午前5時、26歳です。友達はいません。パートナーもいません。趣味もなく、仕事も非正規雇用で、周りと比べて人生が周回遅れに感じます。
努力の出来ない人生でした。出来ない分頑張ればいいと聞きますが、そもそも頑張ることにも才能が必要だと感じています。
ここに来て、みんながそれぞれ悩み苦しんでいる様子を見て勇気を貰っている人が多くいますが、私は逆に辛くなってしまいました。
これから歳をとってもずっと沢山の事に苦しんで悩まなくてはいけないと気付いたからです。
今の辛さは遅れた思春期で、いつか気にならなくなる日が来ると思っていたけど、そうではないみたいです。
でも今日は同じ動画を見ている世界中の人のことを思い浮かべて、辛くてしんどいことは考えないようにしようと思います。おやすみなさい。
I feel terrible. It's one o'clock in the morning, and I'm listening to this. The person dear to me found more interesting people, our communication began to decrease, which made me more detached and thereby further spoiled our communication. Every day I hurt myself and I want to end everything.
I'm sorry to hear about that. I kinda understand what you mean. It's a really complicated feeling, how the relationship starts to slip away no matter what you try. Honestly that happened to me a few months ago for the only girl I ever loved and, it was really tough to accept the fact that I couldn't change anything, it hurt me a lot. I know that your situation is killing you too, and making you feel down, but trust me that everyday will be different even when it won't be a lineal process. You will get over it, may be you are not finding people tinge near around you because the weren't meant to be near you, I believe that sometimes the universe/God/destiny traces a path that we should take and we need to try yo figure out how to adapt to it. I know it's very easy to say "wait" or "keep faith", no, I've heard that before, the only think that helps me is suffer but understanding that's the life I had and I had to learn something, hoping that this was meant to happen for a reason that I cannot control, so I'm going through the right way
Dont worry 😎
10:23pm central time. I come home to an empty apartment with just my things. I have a wife and 3 kids who love me but dont live with me because things got hard in this economy and I couldnt take care of them all by myself. Eventually trauma got the better of me and i lashed out. I feel ashamed of myself that it came to this and i lost the one thing that really mattered to me the most. They were everything to me and now im alone until i figure out how to deal with the cards life has dealt and get past the past. If you made it this far into this comment please! Dont let past trauma dictate your future! I regret alot and can no longer feel joy.
The music and atmosphere it brings keeps me concentrated while I study. Thank you so much.
Love these.. just lay down and looked for one to play. It's 1 am...so..this one....easy choice
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
I'm sitting here listening waiting for dark to come sipping a cup of herbal tea. This is my favorite music to listen to to relax
It's 19:28 now and I did my daily tasks that I planned and I'm happy. If I had done the same thing 3 months ago, maybe I wouldn't have been so happy. I'm with my family now and I was alone until now. It affects one's mood so that you can spend time with parents and people who are really good. In loneliness, a person gets lost in his own negative thoughts. Bad habits are not strong enough to ruin your future if you know how to deal with them.
these images 😇 perfectly suited for this music🥲
There were many troubles to study and human relations, so I couldn't take time to sleep. However, I was able to relax and spend by listening to this music. I want to be a good person like you. I think that there is disturbance part of English in Japanese. Sorry.
Thanks, this melody help me calm down here in Gaza.
Hope everyone is safe
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It's 0:15 am, I'm drawing some pictures and yet i don't know what to do in this life. After my friend got job offer in our university i felt strange. While she got the work, I was sitting without knowing who I want to be in this life. I'm not feeling envy about her job, i really happy she got this offer. But this shit just triggered some thoughts in me. I'm feeling myself useless, everything i do feels so small and meaningless, i just don't know how to end all of this and focus on anything. I didn't intend to write this comment, but i just felt I should. I know nobody cares about it, but still it's felt kinda easier after all. I don't wanna my friends to be drown in my stream of thoughts, so i chosen this video to be my diary. Well, i hope my english isn't that bad after all so anybody who decided to read this understand what i meant. Hope you have a great day
2:30 AM Life is good, just chillin and playing some games while hearing some nice music
I’ve been through some rough times, but I think I’m coming out of the other side now, keep going forward everyone, there is hope out there, I wish the human race could all work together for a common goal instead of fighting each other, I love you all x
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
It is wiser to be alone,
Than to be in the wrong company. ✌️
I love the late nights in NYC. Subway is less busy, more peaceful and you can be alone with your thoughts watching the lights of Manhattan from afar on the IRT
Excellent for establishing a positive mind
Deep calming music... 🎉❤ ...
I've been struggling with my mental health a lot the past year or so. I'm in my 30s now and i don't feel so indestructible anymore. The world gets more scary and less fun. Sometimes i feel like I'm losing touch with reality. I don't know if anyone will see this but if you do, please can you comment to let me know you're there. I don't have many things that acknowledge my existence anymore - i got rid of social media a few years ago and I see less and less of friends. Thank you.
Hang in there buddy.
I know to you that I am just a stranger on the internet, but I am here if you need to vent or want advice.
The definition of AMAZING is FILLED WITH ASTONISHMENT AND WONDER,that's what the FATHER,the HOLY SPIRIT AND Jesus THINKS ABOUT you 🔥🔥🔥🤯💥
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
idk what this type of music is called but I like it
12am. Doing homework for my masters degree, first year first sem.
I am studying the field that I have always been interested in. But when I got here, I thought may be I aimed too high. The courses are not hard. I am just dumb.
But I cannot quit. All events in the past decade has been engineered in such a way that I reach this place in this time. I got this opportunity and I cannot let it go.
I'm 21 years old, depressed, overthinking things, antisocial and introverted. I don't have friends, I don't go out for fun. I feel like I don't need anyone except one person. She means the world to me, I think I did something wrong, we talked a long time ago, I'm constantly worried and maybe sometimes she thought I was doing it directly. I miss her a lot, I've been trying to reach her for a few days because she changed hers pages. I don't even know what will happen to me, whether I am facing a decision or whether I will continue to work or study. Still, I feel like it's not interesting right now, just let me be with her. I pray for her, dream with her, wake up randomly at night because I think she wrote on messenger. I've never felt this way for anyone, and day after day, all I think about is that if I can't be with her, I'm going to have to disappear from life to rest forever.
You are not alone 🙂
Bro I believe in you please don't give up you have more to live for than I do
00:45 a.m. I'm a 21 years old on going degree survival. Next month will be my third semester in the university. It's really hard to keep studying because it's not like I want to but because of my parents. I hope I will survive the entire 4 years and get my degree. Wish me luck if somebody see this comment 😊
(14 btw) hope you get your degree 🙏! survival sounds pretty cool too
Sometimes when I m awake in this situation I like to hear this 😢
happened to me too, cant fall asleep
please make 1h videos like this titled 0am to 5am plsss😣❤
I really like this 😂❤
Me relaja tanto cada vez que escucho esto 💙
I started listening to this at 6:00AM. See you.
힘든 하루를 보낸 모두에게 나아지길 기도 드립니다
오늘 하루도 수고하셨습니다 정말로요
아 좋다
I got an adrenaline rush while listening to this some reason.
1:09 AM I found this video. I remind myself I am strong. And I truly love her. I wish her happiness from the bottom of my heart.
life has been pretty hard for me lately. and the only things that are getting me though it all is the love god has shown me and this music, it's pretty nice to see that im not the only one who feels this way thanks guys in the comments and thank dude for making my life a little bit more meaningful
Midnight, 19. Im chilling, I just like the music