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It's Quiet. Too Quiet.

The ps1 graphics still look good till this day 😊

In my restless dreams i see that town silent hill

coming home from work tired, once again alone thinking about the past when I was just a happy, outgoing boy full of imaginations.

I’ve learned that you are your own best friend. At very least treat yourself well and with respect. Just try to enjoy life for what it is and fight to at least live comfortably before kicking the bucket. The world exists to be observed.

I don’t have a sad story that happened recently I’ve just been depressed most of my life. I’m turning 18 in a few months and I haven’t truly been happy since I was 8 or 9. I hope everyday that something will change, maybe tomorrow.

good moody music for cloudy, stormy days

The visual atmosphere cant be matched.

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Im nothing, man. That's how i feel. Miserable. Incomplete. Ugly. Hopeless. Stupid. Damn, i 30 years old and feel so fucking bad in every way possible. I could blame my severe depression and high anxiety... but i've been felling like that since ever. I feel like i ain't even got a chance to live all my life. Fuck! My heart, soul and spirit are truly broken. Just rock bottom, dude. My mental health has gone years ago. Since then i only existed. And no, this is not "self-pity" or whatever; im just talking how i feel. Maybe only my death can heal myself for good.

Well, that's it, i guess. Im 30 years old and i feel like this since ever. But... i'll kill myself probably this year. So, whatever. I mean, no way i can stand this shit for more time. My life have fuckihg stuck. No job, no friends, no girlfriend, no good time, no self esteem, no career, no mental health, no nothing. Damn. Sucks when you know that part of this is your fucking fault. Then you try to mix this with severe depression, anxiety and a lot more. I"m done, man. I always plan my suicide and i not complete... But fuck it, one way or another this time will be real.

I’m so lost

I want to go back to 2007-2012 and playing runescape again with my friends from back then

I accept that i already had my best Times, accepting That theres no more Love and Luck coming into my life.. no more fighting, no more Waitimg... i am Tired, i waiting for the end

The music on your channel really help me combat procrastination and actually get work done

I love your channel and this music. Great work!

It’s not getting better. It just getting used to about it. You gonna pushing away people even who wanna staying with you. You will learn how to eat, see, feel, think by alone. That’s not really what you want in deep inside of you, but it feels safe and comfortable like staying in your room and close door at midnight. So quiet. Yeah, I’m doing this like for 10years. There were many people passing by my side. But there is no one make me felt like ‘This is what feels having true friend.’ I’m just sick of dealing with people. Just doing minimum business relationships, that’s all. People never know who truly i am. This is really sad to me but I’m also feel sorry to people who just passing by.

Loneliness is my best friend

Hey man, I know you can't make these forever, but I'm hella glad you did. Perfect tones for drifting away.

spotify please. i don't want to listen to any other music ever again

I would like to be in a relationship, but I like being alone... I don't know what's wrong with me, sometimes I feel like I really want to have someone, I would like to love someone, talk to them, cuddle them, and sometimes I feel like I like loneliness and want to be alone...

It was her, The whispers of the wind Eyes wide shut from the gush of emotional torture running through my mind body and soul. It was her The loud laughter, the silent cry’s The rough scars from a gentle touch. Carrying me through the test of time was regret and depression from the pressure of empty promises. It was her, She shows no remorse nor concern about our trials and tribulations. Mercy was not of the night her heart realised there was another character in our chapter again aWaiting its role . It was her, Still I mourn her disappearance in my book of life, our stories torn from the pages. Pain on paper, was it regret that made me do it?. I crave her smell, her beauty, the taste of her soul flourishing with mine. The art of love has always been completely changed. She lives on, I live not a day without peace of mind. Faded in flesh, lingues in my mind. Hopeful is the day of her return to me. Though I vow my life to another with child, my heart and mind the battle ground. Where is home. Who is home?. Was it her?

I am lost and I am afraid to feel

Beautiful ❤

It's not lonely in Silent Hill. Pyramid Head is always just around the corner when you need a friend.

i just want to see my mum again

I hope dont find you again...

W compilation

Muddy water is best cleared by leaving it alone.

I miss feeling

my fav song to study

Harry needs to find his daughter. There's no time to get wet with the emotion.

Want to leave this planet so bad. I don’t know how I got to where I am

There is more peace in solitude with dogs, cats, ambient music... than could ever be found amongst the physical presence of humans.

this is great ❣❣

amazing 💖

The day passed without me knowing how much I had done to myself.

there are no mirrors in the strangers world

One path, to death. The other, to lifeless existence.

How did I get here? I remember I was a kid being amazed by the sun golden rays hitting the dust in my windows at home. Home. I don't have a home now. All I've been left is myself. And I don't have that either. I don't know where I'm going. But maybe I'll meet you there.

This kind of ambience always helps me to sleep. My journeys trough nights always ends up in this kind of videos. Thank you.

accepting heaven. Hell is full, full of people, like the asylum in the darkness the xbox game. Heaven is accepted real loneliness. Silent hill is a game which knows what really heaven and hell are for real ; the same thing saw from different points of view, but, many things in the same place which makes feast with the agony of each other... will never and cannot ever and ever been seen as positive by a single one. The reality is, which, silent hill is limbo, is purgatory and heaven in some other parts of the game, so this part in the video, is certainly a purgatory-heaven like chamber. Only in some parts silent hill is truly hell, the other parts hides god and his fever dream, which like in a matrix is dreaming all the rest of a psychologically infected reality. A hybrid reality ; half quantistic and half mental. Under the belly, is mental, purely sensations.

What game is this???

I don't even know how to put my emotions into words. I just feel lost. I'm here eating fast food in hopes it'll make me feel better and fill the void, but it never does. I want better for myself.

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