What Cocaine Withdrawal Is Like
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- I was a cocaine addict and at one point was doing 1-2 8 balls of coke a day, I quit cold turkey, and this is what I experienced.
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Ive been doing 2-3 grams a day the last 5 1/2 months with my wife. At first it i felt i could control it but lately ive felt like its starting to control me. So last night we both broke down and said enough. Today was our first full sober day in 4 months
Hey man congratulations bro I’m really proud of y’all man. it’s not easy but it’s worth it. You’ll start to see life for what it really is
Stay Strong!!
Stay strong ❤
Hey may I ask when did you feel like you started getting addicted? So far I’ve done it once and it was a day ago. I didn’t take any today but I want to get some tomorow ( 40 bucks worth ). Is that enough to be addicted ?
wtf are you@---TOM
I did everyday use of cocaine (1-2 grams/day) and alcohol for 6 years. I am sober for the last 9 months and I feel I got my life back!
❤🎉
amazing bro working on getting mine on track 2 gonna quite drugs this week
So awesome and so proud man
How long did the cravings and body aches and brain fog last before you finally felt strong and clean again?
I started doing drugs since my teenage. Got addicted to cocaine for over 17 years. Cocaine addiction actually destroyed my life. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
Amen God bless people. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, cocaine, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health.
YES sure of Dr.alishrooms. Did straight shrooms in few days. Left me like a blank slate after words, no more addictions, pains, ptsd and depression. Shit saved my life, all thanks to Dr.alishrooms
Ive done shrooms last month in my house. It taught me how severely traumatized I was from alcohol. I healed from many mental traumas from my past and was able to forgive, let go. Shrooms to me is a remedy not a vice. I even felt more refreshed the
morning after. So no hangovers. No
depression mood for days. No anxiety.I now
have a more calm mind
How can i find him? Is he on Insta
He ships! Got mine shipped here in UK
I know it’s not long but I’m one month without using , I feel so much better already
Well-done!!! Keep trying 👍😊
One day at a time, I'm clean 7 year's now, stay encouraged and good luck with your sobriety.
Congratulations
Hope ur still pushing keep up the good work !
20 years sober from it. The anxiety and panic when i quit was unbearable
20 years! Not bad man. I’m trying to stop but it’s the thoughts in my head
I’m trying to stop but your right the anxiety and panic are unbearable that I can’t get past it to get clean. What should I do
Believe it or not, the anxiety and panic attacks or because of your ADHD probably. ADHD alone can cause panic attacks and major anxiety issues so without something calming You down, Like Cocaine for people with adhd, it kind of calms anxiety a bit like it does for eric. It did for me as well at one point in my life
@@SAMEntalhealth so go on a adhd med??
@@Young3blunah you go talk to a therapist
Coming off a 2 day bender and fed up with myself. Starting my journey to turn my life around today.🙏🏽
How you feeling??
hey man keep your head up. as long as u get back up and learn something from a relapse
I’ve came out to family and wife about my addiction. I’ve hid for 5 years I’m tired of the double life. My neck hurts my emotions are crazy. This sucks. I’m day 2 clean. These voices exactly. It’s so hard
I did the same thing. telling my wife was the worst thing I ever had to do. I am now in a rehab center
Proud of you man! It is hard to see the hurt on the people's faces you love. Don't stop fighting!
Don't give up!!!!
Where at bro….
I haven't touched cocaine since Christmas. Used to LOVE the styff .
I had told myself once in a while treat. So far haven't touched it since.
Smoking good quality cannabis is what works for me.
❤️
Weed is just another addiction .try to have some hobby or some sport .
Sport is the solution
@@Gabbbb410 weed is harmless
@@Gabbbb410it really is man and I loved weed and used to say yku can’t get addicted been off it for 2 months but I go worse drugs im off it bc I want a new job and it led me in a bad path starting to think weed kept me from bad stuff but either way weed IS addictive it’s the safest drug tbh but still too much isn’t good
Im about 3 months sober after 9 years of using coke everyday. 🥵
....also: he used to care about everything: his home and vehicle.....now everything is piling up and he doesn't care.
Congratulations
Congrats bro
Congratulations
Nice bro! How are doing now?
No physical withdrawal from cocaine. The power of the psychological withdrawal should not be underestimated though. I stopped in an instant. My young daughter standing at the bottom of my hospital bed was enough to achieve that. I was admitted with a potential heart attack. A terribly deceptive drug. Most of us are self medicating. Keep strong.
Psychological withdrawal = your dopamine receptors are fried. It can take years to recover and that definitely shouldn't be underestimated.
yes----it can give you a cardiac arrest out of nowhere ...I'm shocked I got away without ending up in the ER ...I probably should have gone a couple times.
@@ElSantoLuchadorthis is so fucked. When you quit you might have to be depressed for years
How much coke you did to get a heart attack and for how long ?
How extensive was your use
You hit the nail on the head bro!!!! With when closing your eyes the racing scary thoughts keep you from falling asleep! Mine was with opiates but same thing!
I attempted to save my 14 year relationship with someone who refused help with cocaine and alcohol addiction, this helps me out a lot as to why, I just figured he didn’t love me enough . Thank you so much for this informative video
Never done drugs ever my habits are good herbal tea and exercise 4 days a week dont let anyone bring u down people think coke aint a drug nor is it addictive silly people out there
Wishing you the best in your recovery.
Thanks. I've been trying to stay clean, and have had a few recent setbacks. I'm really not trying to give up because of my lapse of judgement though. Taking it one day at a time. Your story helps put things in perspective.
Great to see you talking about this stuff. I was addicted to meth from 16-19, then addicted to weed and booze from 19-25. Then addicted to pills from 25-35. Finally got sober, and have been from drugs for 14 years. I'm still addicted to other things, just not things that are illegal. I smoke, drink way too much caffeine, eat way too much sugar, but here I still am. I don't think the trait ever goes away, you just have to manage, and focus on it. The truth is through all of it, I learned 1 thing. You have to want it.
14 months clean… still craving. What keeps me going is that if I do it, my ability to brush it aside in my mind ends.
Bro you hit the nail on the head. It's a routine almost sacred then you take it away and it's a mofo. Proud of you bro.
ugh the voices. those are the worst. I'm a recovering addict from heroin. been sober 3 years. I feel that. the routine is very hard to break ... I had to move down south to actually stop and luckily I did. I couldn't get sober up north. I had to create a new routine for myself and get out of that environment. Yes, I agree, it is the best decision to get clean. I promise you, it gets better. it's freaking hard but you can do it. to any addict struggling keep going. it DOES get better ❤️
All the love it is a fight but so damn worth it
@@EricBZink agree!
@@EricBZink can Suboxzon help someone that’s a Coke addicted quit?….
Never been str8 addicted to any drug. But over the past decade ive come to a slow but obvious realization. Im addicted to addiction. Substance no matter what it is "did and do keep a cap on hard drugs. Meth herion pills ect ive kept at bay after a short stint with adderalls in hs" coke has been a new one. But that was still a few mo ago n its just off n on here n there. Done it various times over the years but cant go on a bing for more then 2 to 3 days.
Weird part. When i go completely dry of susbtance "mainly to prove i physically dont need it. Fir reasons of balancing health"
But the weird thing is when i go completely sober. I end up affecting my life worse then any drug has. I lose jobs, drop hobbies friends and start self isolating full bore. After a few weeks im in constant pain and overly accuetly aware of my body, heartbeat. Feeling my blood move in my vains. Feeling food and gases mive through my intestines
Why am i mentioning this. Idk hoping someone can figure it out. Therapy and pshys have not been much help. In fact after seeing them i fell down the hardest paths i was in. And relied way to much on an abusive relationship. But the buggest reason for doing substance. I cant stand being sober. Anxiety depression, my skin is crawling i just cant get comfotable in my own body
Now before ya get worried. I do balance everything out. I watch many videos and do hours upon hours of research for everything "hence finding this vid" if i see any corralation between how o feel and someone who is addicted. I stop and change to something else
Recently quit weed and alch. Was a bad binge drinker. But weed was the worst. 4-600 a week for last decade nonstop. Anxiety is down bad. But i feel like it shpuld do me good. 2 weeks sober from it. Next thing to go is nic because my lungs are fcked
Either way. Not sure why i listed this. Guess just looking for an external non professional opionion. In which i get more honestly and personal experience i trust more then a study on an age group and time period i dont fall into. Many external factors and drugs dont tent to hit me like most
Coke for one slows me down n makes me tired. Relaxed. Ready to take a nap for 6-10 hours
Where as to sober im hyper. High energy, cant sit still and avg 3 hours or less of sleep per day. "Recent binge on snow acrually fixed sleep schedule before i parked binge last week" prior to that i had gone 6 mo without more then 3 hours of sleep per day. Occasionally got a 30 min nap in tho
So what are your thoughts/opinions on my rambings. Worst case jusy view it as a small study group. I aint looking for help, i got it balanced very well. Mainly just tryna find the why and how to fix. Maybe there is a day when i can do substance fir the sake of doing it "to enjoy n party on" vs a break from life/my head
-mental list "as this tends to help understanding"
Diagnosed list -got diagnosed at 8- the big 4 ill leave out the other's
-chronic/clinical depression
Bad enough on sober days i often drift in and out of psychosis
-anxiety
Peaked around 24 7, biggest thing to send it into panic attacks is timeframes. Even on minute things like when to get a shower before work. If behind on time i spiral instantly
-compound post tramatic stress disorder, caused from many different instances. The result is a fck load of triggers that i dont know off hand till they happen. When it gets triggered i step back, leave situation. Calm myself down, come back apologize and make ammenda to any damage caused "usually none due to stepping back" and continue on with work needing done
And bipolar disorder. But could also be seasonal depression while living in a state where the season can vary by the day. So some days are manic. Others are low. And some just have unbridled rage "i call off work. Stay home. Work out. N try to relax"
I feel you because im the same i have always been addicted to something but somehow i will abuse whatever im addicted too then i will quit it cold turkey i feel its in our head the feeling of been worry that we are doing something wrong and that we need to be on a mission i have always been strong and battle my addiction and my addictive personality but drugs always end up fucking you up because deep inside of you while your doing them you know your doing something extremely fucked up and wrong but wanna enjoy the feeling of fighting your mind and thoughts and addiction to know that you are in control but trust me im like you but it takes me while to get out of of the new addiction i have hopefully this is gonna my last experience with been addicted to any drug and start enjoying life and be addicted instead to working out cooking etccc stay strong and my advice coke is very tricky you will not know tell u find your self fighting the feeling of wanting it stay strong stay clean ❤❤😊
thanks for sharing your story Eric, I'm sure it has helped some of us in our own struggles
Absolutely just helps to know we are not alone
I wish my sister could hear this because this is the most accurate and honest account of this type of addiction. You describe this exactly how it really is! ❤❤
My addiction meant I had to cut people out and I’m now two years clean in august after 10 years of addiction.
Sadly me and my sister still don’t talk.
Everything takes time dont lose the faith thats blood no matter what.
With time you two will reconnect, as long as you leave that door open the love wont go away
Your strong ❤
You speak such honesty and I will try to take your advice
Wish me luck I been struggling with cocaine addiction I’ve quit for like a week and went right back but this video makes me wanna quit for good I’m tired of my nose being stuffed up and dripping I’ve been addicted for about 3 months now imma try to stay off it I’ll update in a couple weeks
Wya bro bro
I’ve been off of it since that day been 3 moths clean my nose ain’t fucked anymore it did help to stop not gonna lie best thing I did
I’m about to start my sober journey and really loved your video
Thank you for sharing you story!!
Thank you. Thank you. Thank you for sharing this private moment.
Thank you for this.. I’m currently struggling with a boyfriend who is a addict and this gave me a good insight
Could we talk privately ? As I think my bf is going through it
I'm trying kratom for opiods wd 2 days in and I don't feel any relief 😢
Fair play for having his back, your a good person
My ex girlfriend of 5.5 years struggled with dealing with my addiction. If she hadnt left me i wouldnt ever have gotten sober. It took that pain and another 6 months of addiction before i got sober. When i got sober i started to really understand what it was i put her through - she really was alone in our relationship at the end. Ill never forget nearly overdosing puking in my bed completely blacked out while she had to sit there cleaning my puke and holding me up so i wouldnt choke and die on my own puke and waking up having no memory of it - i was in so much denial that i never considered how it made her feel until years later when i got sober. Its taken a lot to forgive myself for it. As far as i know shes happy and im sober now. We all end up where were supposed to be in the end.
Did you give up on him? I'd love an update, good or bad.
Yes, you are a warrior 👏🏼👏🏼🙏🏼
Great video. Share more stories.
Hard to believe you survived that much coke daily! That is scary, so glad you kicked it. I am 62 and have been doing it fairly regularly for a few years after 30 year hiatus .
Thank you,PLEASE continue to share...someone will be delivered as well.wish I had known this info for my fiancee who lost his battle
I have massively cut my drinking down and my coke cravings have really dropped off. Not completely but it has helped me big time.
What helped me alot was going hiking it clears the mind and put some relaxing music on my headset then once I got tired of that trail I would find a new trail to explore
Damn the human body is something amazing. Ppl Cheer at ppl who deadlift 300kg but the mental and physical strain your body went through is like lifting tons every second.
Happy u recovered
I fell of the wagon 2 nights ago. 3.5 gram binge with a loss of almost £900 on top from other things. It’s not the end of the world, but equally, I fell for it after 2 months sober. I’m feeling positive and ready to start from day one again. I’m going to beat this for the long term.
Mate I'm struggling, ordered a ticket and the anxiety came over me just now rang the dealer back and told him I don't want it now!! Feel like shit right now 😐
@@user-gd5tc2lm9m go take a shower, get in bed and get back on the phone and call a friend/family member you haven’t spoken too in a while - with all the lights off - I know it sounds crazy, I know it seems weird, but do it. Assuming you’re in the UK?
@@user-gd5tc2lm9m how did it go fella?
@@user-gd5tc2lm9mI could never
doing 2 to 3 g a day...on and off. usually 3 to 4 days a week. I start to get afraid - this is why am watching this guy. trying to find the motivation to do a long break. not easy with coke. he explains very well the issue. life is becoming suddenly much more real and anxiety is present. I dont feel bad when I dont use but feel much better when I use. and I can see I use more and more :-(
Addiction is like a little friend in the corner that you can always fall back on, but without it in situations of self-doubt/anxiety you have to fall back on YOURSELF. And that does not come easy. Just dealing with weed right now but it's crazy hard to have the same level of fun without it at the moment
Keep up the good work 👍
Just left my ex a couple months ago because of his withdrawal behaviour and him refusing to help himself. I tried so hard to support him and he was not pleasant.
I had a spike of use during pandemic, two years doing coke practically every day. Trying to shake it off, managed to cut down to maybe 4g a week. Right now decided to go cold turkey and going 5th day drug free. Thank god I never stopped exercising and that's what's keep me sane now. Voices in my head are still there but trying to counter act them by reminding myself how much havoc and destruction it brought to my life. Needed to cut off certain people from my life and avoid situations that could trigger use again. I never drank alcohol though so that might make it tiny bit easier
Hope you are still doing well
Just think about the bad parts and whatever you hate about it
Great watch, im going through it now after 15 years it's been a month and I'm feeling great from getting out off hell, still getting the devil's voice in my head telling me I've been a good boy for 4 weeks and I should treat myself 😰😰😰😰😰.. a constant battle but I'm going to win👍
Appreciate the video - I’m terrified of what’s in my mind waiting for me
I was just your 65000 sub lol. Glad your sober now man.
Yesterday night I stopped. Was on ym way to the dealer after finishing my gram for the day - record amount for me. I just forced myself to turn around at a U turn, got a pack of cigs and went home. Today, I experienced about two hours of withdrawal, it literally just passed. Gonna get some herb to help me sleep and hope for the best.
Graduation God bless youu 💛 stay clean 🙏
I’m so late seeing this video but man thanks so much this is very helpful to me..I’m ten days clean and i can’t stop the night sweats it’s so aggravating
Keep pushing bro and u right it is hard🙏
@@sheenajay878 thanks friend how about u are u good
I'm gakked out of my skull watching this. Man this is tough
I do it when I have the extra money but when I’m broke I don’t go nuts I definitely crave it but I don’t sell my house for it
Wow that’s a lot of candy a day. Probably if you used it less often you wouldn’t have had all the problems, but I totally understand what you’re saying. Great video and thanks for sharing. Best wishes to you. ❤️💯❤️
Bro your saving my life I literally do everything you say
Im in the process of trying to quit my alcohol and blow routines……. I do what you do go hard af on my 2 days off ……..i look forward to it
I hate the deep sleep, I hate the coughing like if something is stuck in your throat.
6 months clean off of coke and i can honestly say for me personally there was no withdrawals quit using alcohol cause if i wasn't drunk i didnt think about it outta sight outta mind kinda thing
Been using every weekend with alcohol . My legs are gettin worse they hurt and are sore ..ive been praying and tryn to shut it down. Never use to be this bad . Its like i stopped caring..anxiety induced for sure
I quit on Wednesday after 6g and losing 3 days waking up not knowing if I was actually dead... this helped alot
Thank you for that message I believe you should have spoken for more than 11 minutes we both have the same thing in common and going through the same withdrawals I'm still in active addiction and I need help
How long you beeb using it for ??
ASK GOD FOR HELP. GOD LOVES YOU. YOU ARE STRONGER THAN YOU THINK. YOU CAN DO ANYTHING YOU SET YOUR MIND TO. 🤍🙏💪
I had restless leg so bad i couldnt stop or feel it. I was in a wheelchair for like a year, started with one leg then hit the other. And yes even during the day. 24/7 restless leg. Im glad i couldnt feel them. Guess it was triggered by PTSD, i found a dog and i became emotionaly attached to him big time, two weeks later my legs slowly came back and i could walk. Still have restless when i sleep but i can stop it and feel it now
I remember buying it without knowing I had even ordered it. Lucky for me, it started giving major paranoia and mild psychosis after an hour every time I did it. So I was so sick of the paranoia it made me stop. But yeah your brain is very good at getting what it wants so you’ll have these constant conversations in your until you just buy more
I was 6 years clean but then I had one of my close friends pass away , just last year then my uncle passed away also the same year witch made me relapse, but I have been now a month clean I can definitely say some times are harder then others not to want to do it again .
I was coke addict for awhile too… i remember a week before going into treatment I had a mild stroke…no one knew..it was terrifying. I also remember waking up from dreams about it with a bloody nose…
Did you ever smoke weed after doing coke? And if so did It give you like uncontrollable shakes?
@@KwabenaSarpong47 💯🥹
@@ThemMetroKids1 😂😂😂I thought I was gonna have a stroke or something
Great video. I had to leave Santa Monica in 1987 for South Africa. To escape from coke. It's the best drug ever. Our worst nightmare,only because we didn't have enough money 😅
You got this
I just started doing it daily as of late, it’s scaring me, mom and brother are very worried.
Let me start this of by saying I’m 18 years old, I’m currently in the army and got hooked around 6 months ago, got found out on a drugs test maybe 2 weeks ago, about to lose my job, spending even more on it, around 2g a day wasting my finnal wage before being booted, what do I do
Jeez. Just hearing that amount scares me. I just immediately think about a heart attack.
Good video
Bro make a video of the time line on coke withdrawl etc and yeah
Awesome energy bro….what made you decide to quit? …before your help from your family kicked in ? 🙏
I spent twelve years and the voice is still there even after all the time between me getting sober. I cut everyone loose. You have to remember this sobriety is about one thing. It has to be about just me.
I currently live with the father of my three children, he is and addict, almost going on fourth year, What Can i do to help him? I feel So brooken and crazy, ive known him for 18 years, so it breaks my heart that he is about to throug away his life.. he ruined Our aconomy lost jobs and his licens.. i have no idea What to do..
It's like breaking up with the hottest girl in the neighborhood. Nothing physical, just heartbreak......
Can you talk more about how you coped through the symptoms of withdrawal.
Just quit my self 4 days clean I had bad constipation so bad glad I’m not the only one
Man I just relapsed after 14 days FUCK! I was so proud of myself too…
Well…here’s to day fuckin one….
Start again❤ come to Jesus, trust me He will help you! Surrender your life to Him and give the Battle to Him I pray that you will achieve victory forever ❤
Ty for sharing 🙏🏾
Have you relapsed if so could you talk about it and how you dealt with it
Man its an absolute nightmare, I keep relapsing and spiraling further…
How are you doing?
Like a roller-coaster. I'm cocaine user every weekend spend my whole check on it fucking sux. Always starts with drinking den goes downhill from there. Keep trying ❤.. I use to cry every morning after using all night long and pray and swore on everything that was my last time. Nope was back on it couple days later. It's a hell of a fight but right now I broke that weekly use cycle I'm going on a month. Feel great have much more money Dan b4
What about when your doing it alone and drinking twice a week about 40 beers and two bottles different days and about a seven
Thank you brother, ive been clean well over a year with only one relapse in Colombia. But im going strong and feeling better working out
Stay strong
I did coke for 20 years when i quit i had no withdrawals to speak of.Maybe for a fews days after taking it you feel deprssed.I also did oxys and methdone for 10 years now thats withdrawl i felt like death for weeks i didnt sleep right for a month.I wanted too die it was so bad.
Few days clean and my depression is thru the roof,just want a long run of days clean and for this to heal ,its awful,but im never using again this is ny recovery i can do it
Never was addicted to coke, but weed. I downplayed it always like your stance to coke and smoked everyday for many years until I saw the addiction and how my life was a mess. Completly sober for 2 years now and I never felt better.
I had a problem for a little over a year. My withdrawals were so bad some days even up to 2 months after quitting cold turkey. I kept having panic attacks and feeling like someone was clinching my heart for minutes at a time throughout the day. I constantly felt like i was having heart attacks.The restless legs kept me from being able to sleep so i would smoke some weed before bed. The last panic attack happened while i was driving about 2 months of being clean and i pulled over and started to call 911 because i seriously felt like i was going to die. It did go away with some slow breathing and soothing music. After that day i never had anymore pacic attacks or weird heart feelings. Fast forward 8 years and im still completely sober and my life is great. I thank god every day that i made it through that time . A lot of people dont get that second chance. But my clarity on life and discipline now is one if my greatest traits. If you or someone you love is battling addiction or going through withdrawals it will take time to get better and start with getting help. God bless everyone
How did you get through the mental war to not use again. I am struggling with it to stop using
@Unwritten7 coke literally almost killed me. I had a real fear of dying from it after I had a slight overdose one day. I forced myself to think that if I even did a little bit from then on that it would kill me. So in my mind I had no choice but to stop doing it. My advice is to first get yourself away from the people that have it or are bringing it into your life. You have to remove yourself from it. Delete your dealer's phone numbers. Then tell yourself every day that if you even do 1 line then you will die. This is what worked for me and got me through the weeks of hell after quitting. I really hope you can get past this 🙏
My agoraphobia basically makes me immune to substance abuse the idea of having to deal with a dealer to get my fix is more uncomfortable than any withdrawal 😂
I’m right there with you my friend!
Panic made it easy for me to put the booze away 25 years ago! Life got so much easier.👍
Exactly. That alone makes you want to stop the small talk is just ugh. Totally get what you're saying
Does that mean you don't even want people coming to your house? Genuine question because lately I don't want to leave the house or even have anyone come visit. It hasn't been "lately", it's actually been about a year and a half of this.
Any pills we can take or drinks to help with the grogginess??😓
I can't find a source anywhere for any good psychedelics in my area, I suffer some pretty bad depression and i got a chance to try K and man it was a miracle substance, I felt free,the only high or euphoria was from the relief of my vices being released, that's exactly what it did
The psychedelic experience is temporary but many people have permanent results
Mushroom completely turned my life around and my anxiety and panic attack disappeared and my personality changed into a much more generous loving person
Hit up
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He's got psych's*
I had 3.5 grams dried lemon tek most beautiful experience ever!!
@@Marksonfixedmatches where to search? Is it IG ??
I did a gram and stayed up till 6 am and woke up at 3pm and I noticed that when I woke up it hurts in the middle of my chest when I breathe in deeply idk why.
These comments give me hope. Ive been doing a gram a day for about 7 years. My body is shutting down. I need to quit but its so fing hard
My friend is hiding the facts, and the withdrawal symptoms is exactly what he's going through and he can't be honest with me but I know something weird going on and now I stepped back, I'm not sure how to address it that I know, and these withdrawals I'm not sure if it's because he ran out of money or just waiting on his next high.
isnt it cheaper/ better/easier to move to bolivia?
im not saying to do coke but you can chew the leaves. its way more natural and the effects are similar if not better without the downsides
after spending 2 months there recently ive decided i need to move there someday
the leaves arent considered a drug there and you can chew it in the craziest plcaes without judgement
Dude im going true the same situation i have stop since a week ago i wanna get my life back together
Mind giving us a video on what cocaine withdraw looks like from an acute phase? 6-12months of withdraw period
You sound like me after 6 years of abuse 3 to 4 balls a day... 12 years I was clean... then I fell off the wagon from a failed relationship... went clean 5 years fell off from another failed relationship... but everything u say is exactly how I went through withdraws...
Did it for 2 years 8 months after a break up. I am 35. One day dealer told me how much he hates his job and ruining peoples lives. I went on a 3 day bender had first panic attack thought I was dying. Scared shit out me! That day I stopped cold turkey, said in prayers wouldn't touch it again, ever. 8 years later clean wouldn't even dream of being near anyone that does it. Its vile. Since I stopped my career has flown, had a gf for 7 years solid, spend time with my family, enjoy the basics of life, nature. How to do it is go 1 week without it, then do another week, then get to 1 month. After that 1st month you feel better and better, stronger, clear thinking. Also, delete those people out your lives that do it. You need to get out of that circle.
Thank you darling. I am preparing to Be a Gladiator. My last use today. I'm quitting cigs, bonze n yayo !! N hitting the Gym Every mothafukin morning n night. I must Fix Me back to Good Good. For me and my son. You have inspired me, thaaaaank uuuu soooooooo soooooooo much. Stay blessed n Strong. Plz say a prayer for me amoretti. Ethiopian love from Montreal mmmwaàhhh ❤🌹
@@habibaali5443 hope you're going strong, it's that first 4 weeks get through it and get out of the circle of people. Get your life back and clear your brain of that shit, its amazing how quickly you feel normal again and also how much damn money you save
6 years clean of coke and perks also meth. Only advice I can give is your worst day sober is nothing compared to best day high. A lot of mental work is involved.
I was clean until two days ago. A "friend" gave me a little bag and said go make yourself a line. I couldn't resist and when I saw the powder, I took half of it. I told him I was sorry, I couldn't help it. Seing it turns me into an animal. It becomes an obsession. More, more, more. But I'm not buying. I'm not looking for it. I just keep puting myself in situations where it is offered to me. At the worst of my addiction, I was 55kg for 1m75. I was taking so much coke, MDMA and alcohol my collegues were concerned. They thought I would make an overdose at some point. I had no limits. I don't wanna feel that taste ever again.
The day after tomorrow will be my second day clean...
My friend is addicted to it & his family and close friends know, but he doesn't know that we know. How would you approach him and suggest that it's time to quit? His family is extremely concerned and they also don't know how to approach this situation as he is depressed and they are afraid he might unalive himself if confronted in a wrong way.
I’m going through same it’s terrible
Im trying really hard to stop and I am reaching out for help but nothing... Can you please give me advice on how to stop
Would love a chat with u mate if u have time. Just every single thing u post is me and would love to get some advice x
From a ped???
Im an alcoholic and when i drink i wanna do coke i drink every day and do coke twice a week i only do half a gram each time i dont think im addicted because i dont do it every day but when i do after i finish the half gram after the last line i crave it and feel like shit without it i smoke weed to help me sleep but it takes 2h+ to fall asleep so i dont think im addicted because i dont use it everyday but when i do and i run out and craving more and feel like shit it makes me feel like iam
How friends should approach it? I have a friend who I fear for his life at this point, its been going for years, he has involuntary leg movement, he smells, but he says its under control when I approach the subject. It is really not.
thanks for this, i try to understand what my boyfriend is going through, i am there for him, but bad crowd who uses keeps him in and gives him a place to go, and he said it changed his personality, he said he was going to quit after over using too much, and i never say quit, just use less, but i guess its all or nothing, and when two days go by not using, it is hell around here with mood swings, irritability, and went from once a month to twice a week to five days straight, then off, and they dont see what they are doing to you as you stand by patiently , understanding, but its all about them and if you ask questions to try and understand they detach or change subject, and no accountability, you help them with their shit, they say they will help with stuff, but it cant happen as they are too stuck , and their brain in a bad place, he will help buddies with their shit doing coke with them but cant help in the relationship......... so hard. never know how to behave or what to say , walking on eggshells as i dont judge, only want to help.
Maybe you should look after yourself , you seem kind and caring, use a little of that on yourself
@@Tigerrfeet yes
Agre e
I am somewhat codependent , so find more gratitude in helping others, if that makes sense🙏🙏
Being codependent, happier helping others makes it hard sometimes with our empathy
I’m in a similar situation with my bf…it’s so so hard. Feel like the floor has been pulled out from underneath me. I want to help but it feels impossible. Hope things are better for you now. Hugs 🫂
Hi girl, it same for me- it's horrible with my bf- he has friends with whom he does coke, once he is in dip,he is moody, grumpy, no energy.I set boundary by not seeing him after he has done coke with friends to protect my peace.But is quite depressing to see this and be in this situation. At one point I need to choose myself if things will continue as they are.