What A Cocaine, Meth, Sex, And Alcohol Bender Is Like
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 12 ต.ค. 2023
- Why do people go on benders and what are they like? I share my experience going on them as an active addict. If you are struggling with addiction www.na.org and www.aa.org are great resources.
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Worst thing is morning when sun comes out you just coming down no more come hungry
You feel like shit asking your self wtf did I just do
Even after I stopped using I still hated staying up to see sunrise get that grimy feeling
Brother, I know you already know this but I’m going to type it anyway just in case.
Ignore all the negative comments. What you are doing is great and it helps tremendously, especially for people like myself who are currently defeating vices and overcoming addictions/ evil spirits. You sharing these validates the struggles that we have and gives us comfort to know we’re not the only one. Not only that, it’s also reassuring to know there’s guys who successfully overcame the same or even worse cases of addiction and is now living a beautiful life as a result overcoming.
Lastly, it commend you on your great courage you have to share your deepest secrets with us solely for our benefits and no benefit to yourself. Thanks brother
Agreed, good comment 👍🏻
Amen😊
Psychedelics and psilocybin in general are just amazing with so many health benefits. Psilocybin mushrooms treatment saved my life honestly from Cocaine addiction and depression. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Georgia . Really need!
Hey! Yes very sure of Dr.benshrooms. a single dose of shrooms saved me from Alcohol addiction. 6 years clean. no cravings. this doesn't sound weird to me in any way shape or form. Nature's little miracles.
I hate that psilocybin gets grouped with drugs like cocaine and heroin. Mushrooms are a remedy, not a vice!
How do I reach out to him? Is he on insta
Yes he's Dr.benshrooms.Lsd and psilocybin are amazing teachers along its dmt mah dudes have safe trips all. Shrooms are blessings from nature.
The raw honesty is so Refreshing
I love benders.. I just HATE everything that comes after... Feeling like garbage, 1 month or so to recover to become myself.
I love how Eric exploits my feelings about a recent bender I went on to push me to like and subscribe to this channel. Good work.
Been a watching you a while now and love your content and what are doing to help others. I struggle with alcohol abuse but it's nowhere near as bad as it was years ago. Big love from Dubai!
Exercise a lot and you’ll get sober easier 🫡🇺🇸🇮🇱
Twelve-step programs seem to disagree, but sometimes people just outgrow addiction and move on to other things in life.
I appreciate what you do here Eric
Thanks for your videos
You are so right on.
thanks so much for your work!
I hear your stories and i see myself 3 years ago Been an addict for 12 years sober since 2020🎉
I do this ALLLLL the time, but with ecstacy and downers. Its exactly how you said, you hit it spot on. No eating,no contact with the world,sex,no tv or hobbies except sex,dark cloud feeling, more drugs, up for days. I'll literally take 10 x pills thru the span of 3 days balancing it with xanax. You hit it spot on.
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Like why , why do ya use drugs with sex are you like doing it cuz it’s like cool and dope ( get it 😂) or is it more of like you guys are trying to feel a Dark void within yourself ?
Great testimony
He’s pretty accurate when it comes to this situation.
Ain’t none of this excuses why you would do that to your wife. Your honesty whilst refreshing took me aback when you mentioned having a wife
From the stories, I think she was also an alcoholic and/ or drug addict, I imagine it went both ways tbh.
You are an expert and you are certainly qualified enough to become a professional in that field… my brother was an addict for 25 years and every drug worker/professional I met that was an ex user was far superior to those that learned out of a book… this is fact imo.
Thankfully you quit this bad behavior.
Im glad you share with others.
One of my old work friends was on a coke/booze bender. Easily 100 empty cans and kept saying he was going to 'check out' line after line. Didn't look like fun. Ambulance was sitting outside too. Killed my buzz.
Yeah it sounded awesome at first but you shattered that at the end, shit sounds terrible. Well done 😂
Ive had several chances to become a millionaire and now im glad the freak things that prevented it from happening were there to save me from something like these benders youre talking about
Love this guy x
Ultimately it was the “comedown” from coke that ruined it for me. I found that opiates helped the crash so much that I stopped getting coke and just got opiates. Not the best way to get off it because I ended up developing a habit that was just as bad a problem but addicts do what we do. The anticipation of using (especially a bender) is a high (or dopamine hit) as well.
The event itself never lives up to the hopes and anticipation of the user. Once the party starts the fun is over really as it has to ultimately end in pain and suffering and self loathing. Stay sober people it’s a real life that you enjoy living not a jail sentence like active addiction
Yeah, replacing one drug with the next isn't exactly helping. 😅
The title alone was me 3 weeks ago in Vegas
My benders have been just drug use in my room for months on end until no money left but i never will understand how people cheat even with tremendous amount of drugs i suppose just comes down to personality being uncovered when disinhibited great vid tho
I can't wait for mine 🚀
@kikelomoedward4964I did this twice around my birthday got scammed so hard talked to one guy for days about sports and my family and still got scammed be careful
its so godddamn clear that you are proud as fuck about your story dude.....
Oml 😂
Tryna hide it and what not 😂😂😂
Drug addicts think that is cool TO BE A LOW LIFE HAVING SEX ADDICTIONS WOW THEIR PARENTS ARE PROUD IM SURE I’m clean and am NEVER GOING BACK IM BETTER THAN THAT
How many times can this guy upload the exact same thing?
as many times as he relapses, so once a week. Remember hes ''sober'', only addicted to Adderall, tramadol, xanax
He stinks.
It ridiculous how many times he's said the same shit
@@brencelthe says he’s sober since 2017, I saw him drunk on a TH-cam live (that he deleted immediately after!) in 2020. 🫡🇺🇸
The videos are different subjects wdym
This dude is just Jason Sudekis’s character from “Eastbound and Down.”
Have you ever had run in with hotel staff or patrons due to excessive partying?
Welp - where do I sign up for the sample pack..??
Yep sex drugs & drinking that’s what I was on benders when I was on benders in my early teens clean 4 years now (im 28) you explained it so well I almost lost my fiancé she’s still with me luckily and settling into a new 4 bedroom home😊. Also I used to watch a lot of porn or call hookers and all my family & gf (fiancé) at the time they knew I was on coke they used to call me, my sisters called me my fiancé now my dad mom etc called me they would think I was dead or missing for 3-4 days. my work bosses etc I would just call in sick or holiday in a hotel room etc it was disgusting bro glad I quit. Im lucky I stayed cocaine late when I already had a good paying job & I saved up about £20k but £15k plus 2-3 years salary which at least 60-70k went down to coke when I was living alone before I met my fiancé so I didn’t go into debt or finical crisis bc I saved alot before I was on coke
All your videos are the same 😂 what do you want a 'benders' medal 😂
😂😂😂😂
Expecting forgiveness from everyone that really hits home because it’s genuine regret once your back to normal
Sounds like fun to me!!! Lol. Except the meth part,eeww.
Sound like a good time
Hâve not had a bender it’s been 2 year clean
Hell yeah drugs sex drinking and loud music I used to love benders
There will be dudes/gals here saying lets party,party and make jokes and then there's the folks who are so anti-drug they preach against a joint or the occassional beer. Moderation in general is the key to balance in life...doesn't matter if its sex, shopping, drugs or alcohol. Some folks know how to turn it off and some fall down hard the first few times they "party"..Some folks are genetically prone to addiction more than others etc. But one thing, if you're not careful it (really any substance)/will eventually trap you. You look around and realize your new set of friends are all there bcs the same reasons you are..everyone around you is seeking the same thing you are. It becomes hollow and sick. To "party" a little bit can be fun within reason, but like this guy is saying eventually its a dark journey. Its lonely, its dark, its selfish and bad all around.
Want to know what a bender is like? Throw a small snowball down a big hill and look at what you’re left with. That’s the equivalent of what you’ll snort over three days and about how fast it’ll add up…
Your videos have the opposite effect for me- I want to do some coke every time I watch your videos… (I stopped years ago)
Sheeesh
Is there anything you haven’t been on really unbelievable
Could smoking marijuana help with dealing with cocaine withdrawal
Not when you’re jacked to the gills on Adderall like this clown.
💯 it helps. But stop doing coke. 🫡🇺🇸
It can help. As long as the guy you get it from isn’t the same guy and you distance yourself from anyone you did it with
I wanna go on a bender
😂 don’t
No you don’t craig
Nah you don’t
Sounds cool
Eric I let my husband hit rock bottom + he ended up dead. I strongly disagree with that advice.
This guys just a smack head 😂
Can you do a video about how you get weird and weirder sexual fetishes and fussier about which porn videos to watch etc
U too far gone man
This is interesting
Definitely happened to me
It's because you're literally building a tolerance to the porn you're watching and keep trying to get more and more dopamine release from extremely specific fetishes and characteristics and keep on searching and searching for the that ultimately sexy porno video till you've been watching hot babes getting destroyed in every possible way for 24 hours and have 200 porn tabs open lmao.
Bro ur a fukin g man my best friend is a major cokehead b hes now doing ice shits breaking my heart. I've tried to show him ur vids but he jus won't watch it
He has to want to quit you can’t just suggest it to someone
Eric, I think there are about 5 videos worth of content on your channel which you recycle over and over with a slightly different title. I’m glad you found success on TH-cam doing this. But it’s time to try something else for the sake of your subscribers
Jesus Christ came to save sinners LIKE ME !
Lord lead us not into temptation!
Jesus deliver us from every evil!
It's the sad life of coke users
First viewer
Man this sounds awesome I want to try drugs
Anyone else notice how he conveniently puts the picture of his girlfriends @$$ in the camera shot? 🤷♂️🤡
Are you still.married to your wife if you don't mind my asking please?
dude this is the only thing you talk about lately it has nothing to do with a higher cause you're just telling war stories
So, what is he supposed to talk about then? What’s his “higher cause”? Maybe this is he’s way of helping others, by sharing. Let him do what he wants to, and if it helps just one person, that’s great!
Mabye it helps him to talk about it i feel like we should just be greatful that he chose to share his story
so fucking what? This is great content.
It helps addicts remember why they stopped using.
lots of videos lately about "cocaine and fucking" "meth and fucking" "sex parties on drugs" rehashing the same thing. it's obsessive.
Stop posting the same crap about the past and move on with your message about the future.
Chill Craig