What's snorting cocaine like? Addicts First Experience with cocaine
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 18 ม.ค. 2022
- This is my first experience with cocaine and also the start of a cocaine addiction that ruined my life until I got sober. It is raw of the feelings I got that lead me down one of the many dark paths of life.
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I could remember several years ago cocaine addiction actually destroyed my life. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my mom recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
No doubts shrooms are 100% blessings from nature. Indeed nature's little miracles
Hey mates! Can you help with the source? I suffer severe anxiety, panic and depression and I usually take prescription medicine, but they don't always help. Where can I find those psilocybin mushrooms? I'm really interested in treating my mental health without Rxs. I live in Australia don't know much about these. I'm so glad they helped you. I can't wait to get them too. Really need a reliable source 🙏
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Thanks for sharing your experience, this would help my son.
How do I reach out to him? Is he on insta
This is the most accurate description of it I’ve heard anywhere
I’m trying to quit so bad it’s not fun anymore I’m looking out the window everybody is out to get me. 15 yrs And I’m 31. I hate my kids seeing me like this.
The struggle is real reaching out for help makes a difference
The self awareness in this comment but also the subject matter is gonna make me call 🧢
You got this! I had the same and if i can do it YOU definitely can do it!
@@nob9705 ?
@@nob9705 how is wanting to stop cap? I was just like him when I was on drugs
I appreciate that you have been so open. I am glad to hear you are better and that you realize that you don't need drugs to feel good about yourself. Way to help others.
Goddamn you nailed this. Spot on description and narration of what it is like to find the drug that really calls to you. Very well spoken, my man, and glad you're better now.
The way you talk about it, you can tell that you still love it.
I'm thinking of trying it
well yeah, anyone who tries it knows it feels amazing. he also knows how much it's ruined his life though which outweighs the positives for him.
that's how i feel. how is this helpful to anyone struggling?
@@garyrobertson6778Listen to some of his other videos. The truth is coke is fun as hell but it will ruin your life if you can’t restrain yourself.
you're chill man i'm stoked i found your channel
Thanks for sharing this with us. The importance of knowing that others have walked the same path gives hope.
Did 2 lines one night like 9 years ago to know how it feels, and never again. :)
I’m really glad to hear that you’re in a much better and happier place in your life now! Great video as always! ❤️
Really appreciate that ❤️
This is also the story of my life..
Thanks for sharing..
Be strong bro.
Man oh man thx for giving me insight and experiencing, vicariously, a close friends life
Thanks for being so real on your story
I noticed that a lot of cokeheads really aren't that interesting but when they do it they think they are the most interesting person around.
are they actually then? or you mean they just think they are
They just think they are@@TheCurtisdavies
Thanks for sharing your story, I really like that you said” it didn’t spawn off as a hardcore addiction…. It spawned off as this phenominal wonderful experience.”
Thank you for sharing this. It's very educational
Thank you for sharing! I’ve never tried this myself but always felt curious. I’m glad that you found your way out and that you’re even helping others. I wish you all the best!
Appreciate that!
Remember curiosity killed the cat, don’t bother
@@pet81 Meow! - Sorry I couldn't help myself, It thought that it would be funny. Yes. I should continue not to explore that curiosity as I clearly don't have that many neurons to begin with
Same
This was such an accurate depiction of the first time partying with charlie. Glad that you're doing better.
That paranoia is real asf I sit there in pure silence staring out my window at 4 in morning looking for shit that’s not even there
As somone with adhd struggling with addiction, drugs like speed and cocaine in a way helped me at the time to cope and feel calmer and more focused than my normal state so I continued to use and start taking cocktail of substances not knowing what the next years of my life would become
Im at a difficult point in my life where im trying to make steps forward and I have by quitting heroin and going on a script and thats that dealt with for now but overcoming being addicted to light is a hard battle but one I'm determined to do not just for people i love and care about but for myself because I'm sick of it and dealing with all the things brought by it
Years of lost time with loved ones and letting down those who care and finally just over 7 years of using i can see the damage ive caused and what using has done to my life and health
Congrats to you dealing for dealing with them demons and sharing knowledge and experience on this topic need more people strong enough to be open about their own struggles in life !
Thanks for sharing your story. Appreciate you and your wisdom.
Stevie Nicks summarized it very clearly in an interview: ”Cocaine is not good for you”.
but the thing about telling kids it's not good is they've never been addicted so they don't understand the level of how bad it is. that can actually encourage them to do it because they either don't know how dangerous it is or want to find out.
This Video May Have Saved My Life thank You Brother im still struggling but your video gives me HOPE
How you doing man?
@@jonjhon8491 everyday is a struggle i relapsed after almost a year sober from snow but now I'm coming back 10x harder
That was a very well description of your experience. Hopefully more teenagers and young adults see this and it changes their minds.
Im very blessed i never went down this path. Not anywhere near the same thing but i have an addiction addiction to sugar and in large quantities 😔
Your Amazing Thanks For Teaching Us Your Experience’s ❤️
I get it man you described it perfectly.. thank you
For me Alcohol was definitely the Real Gateway Drug !!!!! Anytime I’ve tried any type of hard drug , alcohol had been in my system . Alcohol always gave me the courage to get more fucked up ! :)) lol
Alcohol is more than just a gateway. It's the only other drug besides benzos where you can actually die from withdrawal.
Same, Alchol should be classed as a high classed drug, not only can you easily get addicted, it can ruin a lot of quailty in life and makes it much easier to trying other drugs, especially crack, cocaine even crystal meth which sadly I had all 3 whilst being intoxicated
The worst 2 words in life
........ fuck it
...... hahaha
Thanks for sharing your story. I subbed to your channel a little while ago and am now about to binge on a lot of your ADHD videos. Still too scared to make the appointment to start the diagnosis process, scared I'm just going to be told that I am in fact neurotypical just lazy and horribly unorganized and that I should just get it together already.
I appreciate that and got a lot of new content coming out now. Found my motivation again❤️ anything you want me to share about adhd I am more than happy to
Boom another one ! Lols It's amazing for a good half hour and then ya gotta reup cheers !
These are helpful vids man. Keep tellling the story. People don't know. It needs to be discussed openly more---so people realize it ain't as good as advertised. It 's not a party starter---it's a party ender.
Graduation God bless youu 💛 stay strong love ❤️ your self!!
Great video, brother! Where can I get that hat?
Omg thank you for sharing this I know it will help some ppl come to realize that addiction will lead to unhappiness I had the same experience but with meth same thing you try it one it feels good then you try it again 2 weeks later then it become Eli be a week and then it slowly turns into everyday smh 🤦🏻♂️🤦🏻♂️ it’s fun in the beginning but that will nvr last for anyone better not to try it and wonder then to try it and live the life of an addict I never got bad I was 17 when I tried it luckily I quit in 4 yrs took a whole year to quit after I reliazed I didn’t wanna end up like all the older meth addicts living on the streets smh I feel like it’s the same for all hard drugs they just have different highs 😕
At 1:26 you start smiling, thinking about your first time and telling the story. Stay 💪, and thanks for sharing.
I noticed that too man lol I smiled for him lol
Alcohol is the gateway drug. Lowers ur defense mechanism. Good luck.
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Alcohol isn't a drug lol
@@Yahshuaismyeverything sorry to say it, but alcohol gets you way more fucked up than a lot of other drugs, and its addicting, so how isn't it a drug?
@@Yahshuaismyeverything ahh yes it is It's addictive that causes addiction alters your state of mind has it withdrawals and you blow your money on it.... so yes its very much a drug!
coke and alcohol is bread and butter. tough combo. i wanna stop doing blow but still want to enjoy a beer here and there but everytime i sip i sniff
It’s like pancakes and syrup
Glad I never mixed the two. I can still enjoy drinks and not get a bag
During my 21st birthday party, our dealer dropped around with bags of coke. I'd never tried it much before, but that night, I went in hard. Snorted a load of it. Then didn't touch the stuff again afterward. It's an expensive drug to be taking and it doesn't really do much other than give you a second-wind when you're already pounding back drinks. Makes you talk an awful load of shite too, to the point you feel embarrassed by how much of a mess you were the night before.
Lol yeah. You can talk utter cobblers on the stuff.
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Jesus Eric this nailed me brother!! Exactly me 💯.. I remember my grade 8 teacher outta know where's in class said cocaine and how it's the most addictive drug ever it's like he knew I would one day yet back then when he said that I was like never and here I am 43 years later finally sober thank god!! Almost a full year it's behind me
I never got hooked but you're right... it's a fun drug Eric. I left it behind years ago though.
I was addicted to coke too. I relate so much to the beginning of that… One of the worst times for me was when I was doing like you 2 8 balls a day… I had a mild heart arrest.. I was clean for like 4 years until a month ago… and it it was horrible. Not the same..
I did a whole 8 ball last week within 8 hours, i was fuckin wired seeing shadow people cuz i havent slept
“I wasn’t feeling like I was divorced anymore” classic
I loved my first time, a bit too much! Felt more alive than I’ve ever felt and super confident. I then spent years chasing that same feeling.
Glad you’re in a better space
Thank god. Be safe brother.
im gonna rack some serious lines tonight
Never easy to kick your habit as it's an aggressively addicting drug especially when you have close-friends who use it, you need active discipline to stay sober. Also it's quite expensive habit to get into which provides bad productivity on your working days. Enjoyed your show and glad you're choosing sobriety
yeah meth used to chill me out and helped me focus on studying
The best story so true
What a rush I love the numbing effect I'm in love with the medicine
Do you still do any
Feels like being a kid again, a legit quote from me is…. Human beings should always feel this way!
I tried cocaine once....ended up trying it for three years straight and ruined my life and everything I had at the time
hello, hope you’ve recovered since
I also remember my 1st and only time I tried coke. Felt amazing. I knew I would never try it again as I just felt too good and would be trapped.
Its always a doubt…im 2 afraid to fall into it thats Why il never try it
Yeah I remember my first and only time doing coke. Such a great night..
That’s how it’s done though not abusing it u can have fun with it like everything just gets a grip on some people scarily quickly
I’ve been free of this bitch goddess for over 17 years now. No regrets that I quit. But when I first started doing it, it was amazing. Like any hardcore drug. That initial feeling is what you chase from that point on.
Thanks for sharing
Thats exactly how it was for me the first time as well. Doing lines and instantly getting back in the game to keep on drinking. It was crazy to feel instantly back alert and focused after being on an insane bender.
Even more so, same as you, going thru a divorce at that time and wanting to just feel good and not feel heartache and pain.
I knew it got bad when i would drink all day, pass out, wake up a couple hours later in the middle of the night, and proceed to pound beers and coke until i had to login to work at 8am, high and drunk off my ass. Coke is a beast
Had the opportunity a few weeks ago to buy some from a guy at work. Went to the atm to get money. At the last minute i chickened out and decided not to. Probably a really smart move.
I would love to be in a call with you, can relate a lot
Im 45 and this teminds me of me so much😂
You describe well.. I feel like I did a small line. Subscribed. Free coke.
I wonder how many addicts started from "Dudes you gotta try this..."
Amphetamine addict for the last 15 years. I AM SO FN SICK OF IT.
Brilliant, in moderation.
"If I could go back to that first time I would beat myself up cos that was the beginning of the end"💔
i don't understand the benefit of this kind of video. 95% percent of it makes me want to do coke--you make it sound so great.
God Bless you. Stay strong
thank you for this video man. i never did it but this might make me not try it
this is me with weed. weird, never felt an inclination to do cocke or any other drugs for that matter. but weed just pulled me in like no other substance.
Me too
I'm here bc I m concerned bout a friend. Maybe he is on drugs; eyes bulging, acting weird, not his usual self, a bit off, so maybe cocaine?! 🤷🏻♀️ I'm learning so I could help. Thank you for your channel 🙏🏾
Sorry you went through that my dude. Ive used a couple times and haven't been hooked. I don't know how to get anything so when i donget it its just 1g and i have no way to get more at all.
BUT 100% VERY VERY ADDICTIVE. I want more everytime. But i can't get more i have no way.
Im not at all saying do it. At all.
I also have ADHD and addiction hits us hard. It thrives of stimulus. It sucks. 😅😅😅
Why dont you switch to weed
@Nome Man I smoke weed.
I don't drink alcohol ever though.
I've dine the white 5 times ever and it's just to have fun and stay awake while playing video games. Gives me a boost in my quality of play aswell. Either way it's very very addictive. And most people shouldn't even do it. Especially those with money.
@@StarFinderWebb Yeah there sativa strain of MJ like sour diesel that will keep you awake and energized or shrooms rather than touching white or touching anything that you have to sniff or inject
@@nomeman5278 when I was 11 I used to get it by stealing it from my brother when he visited, which was only a couple times a year during the holidays, but hed stay for a few weeks to a couple months and mainly got weed but if I was lucky he'd go to some festival or something and bring home party drugs and coke
What’s it like for me: I’m lucky if I get a little rush but for sure my entire face will be infuriatingly itchy for days (from just 1 line) and I sneeze so much sometimes I sneeze blood.
I don’t do coke for obvious reasons 😂
Before discovering ecstasy cocaine was my drug of choice, but I couldn't do it in public because it made me too cagey. What I would do was buy a ball and go to a strip club where several of my friends worked, hook up with one (or more) and we'd go back to my apartment and snort, smoke insane amounts of cigarettes and have sex nonstop until it was gone and then sleep for like 12 or 14 hours.
I did this for years and somehow never got addicted to it. When I met my wife I knew it was time to get serious and stop and I just stopped. Haven't touched any drug since and never have craved it. I would crave the lifestyle once in a while, because I'm not gonna lie, I loved it, but the drugs? Quitting them just never bothered me.
Only when I’m drunk.! No booze no blow!
I have a problem. When you keep snorting after your nose started to bleed, and you just wait for it to stop and then do another one lol
How do U do coke I mean do U open month close and breath In can someone tell me please
Ive never done cocaine but lost a lot of friends due to this Drug. This video enlightened me as to why all my love and wishing for them to quit wouldnt stop.
They were very broken people, and had a history of drug use but only fell on cocaine because life had become too difficult for them to deal with, and coke was the easy way out.
Im so proud for your ability to overcome this and help others through it ❤️
Julie McCoy (from the Love Boat) knows..🌝😁
Ive had it about 5 times in my lifetime
Something i didnt get hooked on
Got offered that beautiful white demon one night after the bar for the first time boom never looked back that damn alcohol is the main reason
I gotta take a shit just reading the title of this video,i had z very bad cocaine habit,been clesn of off everything but pot for 6 years,having a kid changed me.
😆😆😆That's how I got. If one of my buddies just mentioned they were getting a bag, I'd instantly get the shits.
It's an occasional indulgence for me. I've only ever had it in Brazil (and I live in the uk now).
I won't lie, I get a massive urge for it when I drink and I wish I had better access to the stuff.
Luckily never been addicted but I'd love some right now! 😬😶🌫️
Some of my worst decisions were made at around my 6th or 7th beer.
3 beers = dealer but dont drink smoke weed
I'm trying my best to get rid of this addiction it's so hard
If you need a pen pal or someone to talk to feel free.
You can do it!!! If you also need someone to chat with, I'm here as well. I used it for 4 years.
Ask Jesus to help you only he can break addictions❤
I can help you
Keep trying, never give up
The problem with drugs is they feel great and can alleviate your mental and or physical pain.
I've done coke like 15 times. Idk I don't really like it... It can sober you up when you're drunk, but that's about it for me. It just was kind of whatever to me, and I plan to never do it again
I never liked Coke but i Loved the way it Smelled ..
That jaw lock 😂
I’m going down the rabbit hole
Same for me with meth and amphetamine.
I feel soooo incredible on it, I feel like yi can do everything and it actually makes me smarter (did IQ Test sober and on meth). Most importantly I forget all my problems..
dude it didn’t make u smarter, it just made u work harder with what u already knew. not like meth has a fuxking algorithm in it or something 🤣🤣🤣
Dam I use to do a gram a day and I got a gnarly ass sinus infection and that’s when I quit lol
Blessings to you. I am going through this right now. I wish I never tried. Anyone offers you that white lady, it's the devil, Run like hell. Now, I'm stuck with an addiction.
You’re not stuck with an addiction. Just tell yourself no more, cuz you know its bad for you
Yep, cocaine, she’s a seductive mistress!
damn
You aren't stuck with an addiction. You are stuck with yourself. You were an addict already, the coke just brought it out of you
@@v1sudo I actually quit in April of 23'. The cons outweighed the good and I got disgusted with the drug.
Thanks for sharing. Dont even know how it looks. You can sale me flour right now & get locked up.
I used to use cocaine but i was never addicted to it. I remember the first time i did coke. Off a tray on the center console of my mustang. I felt like running around, i had to get out of the car and move. I think the second time i did it i had smoked too much weed, i took a key bump of coke and was like instantly good. Idk how many times ive done coke less than 30, but me and 2 other people snorted over 2 grams in a couple hours.
God I miss doing coke. But you have to grow up sometime
"No matter how much I drank I wasn't getting drunk." God ain't that the truth.. I use to do a line thinking ill sober up to drive home..
How wrong I was ..
Long story but thank you for telling yours
I think I od on it ny throat iw closing and I'm deep breaths and it's scary man
First time i snorted it, it was amazing. Been clean for idk a year and a half. Zero interest in doing it anymore. But had some wild times on it til i overdosed 😂
whatever you do you need to have strong mind, im not active on drugs, but sometimes in good mood, when DJ in friends house or smt and fun just different, different as when going out balling and drinking, thats bad. Used Ketamine when studying help to focus and just to calm down the exam stress and adhd kicks. Doing amazing, never down or suicidel how some think
never being down is actually very unhealthy. if you're never feeling sad that's bad for you.
I always was expecting a high that never came with coke. so it was never my thing
If YOU ARE OVER 30 YEARS OLD AND SNORT COKE OR SMOKE CRACK ITS YOUR FAULT !!! They taught us bout this Shit in 6th grade
if you've never been addicted of course you don't understand how hard it is to quit. you want it more than anything and quite literally can not stop yourself from thinking about it. most people need to have no choice but to stop, by literally not having the ability to get any at all.