"I want to give my body a shot" I think this is extremely brave. And I wish more people would try to do that before decisions are made. I wish nothing but the best for you! Good luck!
hey so nice to see an update from you! definitely big changes and they all sound good and right for you. its a process for us all and everyone has their own unique identity to navigate the world. i am so glad that you have this and the real world communities who can understand the non-traditional trans narrative and all that goes along with it for each of us. good luck!!! you're gonna be great.
I used to watch your videos loads back in the day when you were meepmarmoset, and I suddenly had an urge to see if those were still on the internet. I couldn't find the one I was looking for (which I completely understand, the stress of having something you made years ago when you thought differently still being on the internet) and I remember when you posted this video. At the time I completely didn't understand what you were saying, but here I am all these years later a proud nonbinary person, and everything you said in this makes so much sense now. It's strange how peoples' perspectives change, isn't it? I always loved your videos, I loved how it was just you talking honestly to a camera and how you were smart and funny (and as confused as I was, at times) and it was a pleasure to see some of them still up on the internet. Hope you're doing well.
It's great to hear from you again. I feel like you explained yourself well in this video. I have felt very similarly and reached the same conclusions about myself and gender as you have. Thank you for sharing that. It's a perspective not often heard on youtube and it is good to hear that another person has gone through the same struggle as I have. Thanks again and I look forward to more videos!:)
@blueheeler25 I'm glad that my video helped you. I don't necessarily regret the choice to take testosterone, I do like the remaining effects and often miss taking it. I see it as a step in my life that was necessary in order to figure out what I truly felt about myself. Thank you for the comment, and good luck with everything.
Extremely insightful and courageous video. I completely agree with the view that current societal constructs attempt to force everyone into "either or" gender categories. For what it's worth, I believe you, and others who share similar views, are ahead of your time. The other meaning of "transgender" is "trans-gender", that is, "beyond gender". More like a spectrum than a continuum, even. Best wishes and never stop being yourself, no matter how that may evolve. Dr. Neil
@cameraboi1229 Thanks for the comment, I wouldn't call what I'm doing detransitioning, just taking it in a different direction: a more natural approach, but perhaps your friend and I may have some stuff in common, and I'm not against communicating with anyone who could help along the way, or open my eyes and heart to another perspective.
For a few years now I've been wondering what's been going on with me.I thought I could be a transman but for some reason it just didnt fit, nor does 'gay' fit with me either.'Bi' almost clicks but gender-wise,it was only until recently that I thought about it hard and what you said in this video is EXACTLY what I have been thinking Im beginning to feel more at peace and confident now, glad I didnt jump in and go for testosterone as well.Thanks for posting this and good luck with getting clean :)
Hey, it's great to see you again. It seems like you have overcome great obstacles, and it takes a brave person to speak in public about it. Stay strong, and be yourself, whenever you find yourself.
@ilikethesharpie Not creepy at all. Thanks for finding some kind of relevancy in what I have to say, and taking the time to watch me despite what I now see as narcissistic behavior. I hope that I can help as many people as possible get past gender all together. Thank you for the positive comment and the support. Peace.
Gender is constructed by society. You have the right to feel however- and so if you feel like a particular gender then fine and the same goes for anyone leaning towards genders and those in the grey area inbetween. Today is the first day of the rest of your life- it's never too late to start over =]
I have a friend who also de-transitioned due to some dependency issues. If you would like their name as a source of support let me know I would be happy to help. Best to you.
I'm always happy to see videos from you! I would like to ask you some more questions about your experience but don't want to invade your privacy (you've already shared so much). Please let me know if you're open to an email.
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"I want to give my body a shot" I think this is extremely brave. And I wish more people would try to do that before decisions are made. I wish nothing but the best for you! Good luck!
hey so nice to see an update from you! definitely big changes and they all sound good and right for you. its a process for us all and everyone has their own unique identity to navigate the world. i am so glad that you have this and the real world communities who can understand the non-traditional trans narrative and all that goes along with it for each of us. good luck!!! you're gonna be great.
I used to watch your videos loads back in the day when you were meepmarmoset, and I suddenly had an urge to see if those were still on the internet. I couldn't find the one I was looking for (which I completely understand, the stress of having something you made years ago when you thought differently still being on the internet) and I remember when you posted this video. At the time I completely didn't understand what you were saying, but here I am all these years later a proud nonbinary person, and everything you said in this makes so much sense now. It's strange how peoples' perspectives change, isn't it? I always loved your videos, I loved how it was just you talking honestly to a camera and how you were smart and funny (and as confused as I was, at times) and it was a pleasure to see some of them still up on the internet. Hope you're doing well.
It's great to hear from you again. I feel like you explained yourself well in this video. I have felt very similarly and reached the same conclusions about myself and gender as you have. Thank you for sharing that. It's a perspective not often heard on youtube and it is good to hear that another person has gone through the same struggle as I have. Thanks again and I look forward to more videos!:)
@blueheeler25 I'm glad that my video helped you. I don't necessarily regret the choice to take testosterone, I do like the remaining effects and often miss taking it. I see it as a step in my life that was necessary in order to figure out what I truly felt about myself. Thank you for the comment, and good luck with everything.
@Raven051 Thanks for the support. I do hope to make some more videos. Glad that I'm not the only one who's been through this.
Extremely insightful and courageous video. I completely agree with the view that current societal constructs attempt to force everyone into "either or" gender categories. For what it's worth, I believe you, and others who share similar views, are ahead of your time. The other meaning of "transgender" is "trans-gender", that is, "beyond gender". More like a spectrum than a continuum, even.
Best wishes and never stop being yourself, no matter how that may evolve.
Dr. Neil
@cameraboi1229 Thanks for the comment, I wouldn't call what I'm doing detransitioning, just taking it in a different direction: a more natural approach, but perhaps your friend and I may have some stuff in common, and I'm not against communicating with anyone who could help along the way, or open my eyes and heart to another perspective.
For a few years now I've been wondering what's been going on with me.I thought I could be a transman but for some reason it just didnt fit, nor does 'gay' fit with me either.'Bi' almost clicks but gender-wise,it was only until recently that I thought about it hard and what you said in this video is EXACTLY what I have been thinking Im beginning to feel more at peace and confident now, glad I didnt jump in and go for testosterone as well.Thanks for posting this and good luck with getting clean :)
Hey, it's great to see you again. It seems like you have overcome great obstacles, and it takes a brave person to speak in public about it. Stay strong, and be yourself, whenever you find yourself.
@Aviorwolf Thank you for the comment and support. I definitely hope that I continue to evolve along the path of "no gender".
@SELKILKT Thanks, I am starting to feel better. Working toward being a healthy functional person.
@ilikethesharpie Not creepy at all. Thanks for finding some kind of relevancy in what I have to say, and taking the time to watch me despite what I now see as narcissistic behavior. I hope that I can help as many people as possible get past gender all together. Thank you for the positive comment and the support. Peace.
@badger5402 Thanks! I certainly will enjoy life as much as possible.
Also, you may enjoy the book Gender Outlaw. A few things you have said reminds me of that book.
Nice to se u again :) this must have bean so tuff 4 u :( hope u feel better now and thanks 4 sharing!
@LoganJHayden Thanks! I plan on being myself as much as possible. :) Hope you are well also.
amazing video, thank you for sharing
@kyleboyftm Thank you. :)
Gender is constructed by society.
You have the right to feel however- and so if you feel like a particular gender then fine and the same goes for anyone leaning towards genders and those in the grey area inbetween. Today is the first day of the rest of your life- it's never too late to start over =]
@MeepMarmoset that sounds good :)
I have a friend who also de-transitioned due to some dependency issues. If you would like their name as a source of support let me know I would be happy to help. Best to you.
I'm always happy to see videos from you! I would like to ask you some more questions about your experience but don't want to invade your privacy (you've already shared so much). Please let me know if you're open to an email.
@ladyspuds :)