something about the repetition of certain parts and the slow change of sound quality is unsettling. the noise, the echo, even the visuals, feels like everything just fades away and there's nothing you can do but listen and witness it slowly consume you....impending darkness. this is a work of art
yeah, this like a worrying terapia. At start you fell good, but traumatic event just happened (a break, idk), and you just watch how memories disapears from your permanent imagination.
Everytime i feel like im on the right path and headed in the right direction, life derails my train and i crash. And then i start again from the same station but have to travel twice the distance. Its hard but i make it my life goal to not give up and always climb over those hurdles.
Could be like rentering a memory over and over again in hope to find the same energy and happiness you felt there, but not being able too. So that memory Begin slowly fading and mix to the point where you don't know what you felt there
Partly it is was to make the listener unsettled from the beginning, but I also needed the song to be longer than it is. Otherwise, the audio degradation would be too abrupt and wouldn't have the same effect.
for me, sometimes a song long forgotten will get stuck in my head, but only certain parts will repeat over and over in my head, sometimes the parts overlap each other or blur into the background, the original song lost to time. that's what i interpreted that part as, and the added part of the other chorus blended into the background encapsulated the feeling of everything blurring together and that feeling of empty bittersweet loneliness this song gives very well
Dementia is one of the most terrifying mental illnesses imo. I would never wish it on anybody. I don't want to forget my entire life just to die forgetting who I even was or who that person I once love is.
Sometimes, before your simpatic system forgets how to function, so all of vegetative functions begin to slowly shut down (like breathing(you have to control by the small shards of yourself), heartbeat, and digestion) you can gain your consciousness back for your last 1/60 minutes (sometimes it can happen even for longer). By consciousness i mean the remainings of it, a shadow of you, of your fading mind(it can happen not right before you are dying, there is no pattern and it happens rarely)
@@firekoovin3347 he said that he's empty, so perhaps he's hungry Snickers will fill him up That being said, I can feel the Snickers coming inside of me
I love the detail the background gets blurry first, the girl staying the most detailed, but even after more time, even her face leaves, not even remering her Voice
it’s like a memory you’re trying really hard to hold onto but it’s only fading faster and faster and that explains why some parts repeat because you’re trying to remember how it originally went down. but it’s not working in any way.
Not minding the fadeaway part, it reminded me of the way my brain usually plays a song, especially when a melody stucks in my head, repeating parts we liked the most and excluding parts we didn't noticed or just don't remember properly. I really liked it about your edit.
This is not a song about a happy relationship, but a song that makes you look at your experience with both happiness and sadness, emptiness even. Remember, you you WILL find true happiness that you deserve
If I can't find true happiness, might as well fake it till make it. I hope (please call a mental facilities, I've been making up fake scenarios way too much that it's not even healthy anymore)
This genuinely made me tear up towards the end. Having memories of some cherished person slowly withering away as its likely the last thing you have left of them just hits me personally. In some way, the video makes me relive memories I never had, or rather wished I had.
I swear man, everytime I listen to this song even in remixes it feels like something breaks inside me, made too many mistakes in my attempts to get into relationships but as Martin Merten says, "You burn enough bridges, the only direction to move is forward"
aw man, hell naw. Now i cant return the bittersweet feeling that i always got when listening to this song again, even when i play the normal version the sense of dread keep coming
a good opportunity to say "haha dementia moment" if it wasn't for the fact that this is definitely close to the experience of it. Imagine being with the love of your life for so many years, all together through happiness and sorrow, joy and pain, thick and thin, and many all else. Then one day, you just forget about them. All your memories together, all the hardships you've been through together, all the small happy things you've both had in all the years together; All gone, with no warning. Maybe there was a warning, but are you sure you can even remember?
This is deeply touching, the true dread of desperately trying to cling to memories until they just become mere shapes. Lost kitten was and still is a song that game me a certain wistful feeling, but now it has been brought forward. Amazing video!
It reaches the second verse at such a weird point I thought it wasn’t even there. Leads me to imagine one of them never made it to the end, not even a breakup or lack of courage but just flat out died. They aren’t even here anymore, and all that’s left is bygone days and a future that can never come.
the way it repeats few times but at the mid to end and the audio that slowly getting muffled as if the memories with her is slowly losing and the end of the song shows you have forgotten her
All we have is our memories. In the end we will die and they will melt away like tears in the rain. Hold on to them while you can and guard them jealousy.
I like this mix, all I know is if the original makes me think of someone giving up a child unwillingly. This one feels like losing someone important to you permanently. Like the original gave me the vibe there was still hope but this one, it makes me know that I've lost them forever and eventually you forget little details of them. Until one day you forget their voice and their face only thing you remember is their presence in your past.
idk, I idk how to feel, since I learned about demensia and the caretaker albun is just a burning memory I have develop a fear to forgot my memories, forgot those special moments, I dont fear death nor being forgotten, I fear forgeting those who I love and the moments I had with them, this video was soemthing special, idk what else to say, something unique thanks
I really really love the repetitions, whenever I hum a song unconciously, I usually sing my favorite parts again and again, and you captured that quite nicely
This sing has such a special place in my heart and this vr just hits even harders, it feeling like b9th waking up from a dream about a person i miss but also desperately trying to find what i had with them again in other people, but every time it gets more faded and distorted till all i have left is memories
you ever look at a hot girl and then have like a instant memory rush of what could've been? like if you talked to them, you became friends, then you confess she says yes, then your relationships escalated, you proposed, she said yes, got married, had kids, live together, had grandkids and then grow old together? yeah this song is like that.
Thank you...this is... so sweet and...painful, so this is how it's feel to be forgotten... it's getting peaceful finally...thank you... i can rest now...thanks...
The singer is female. Her voice is whispery and the audio is slightly reverbed, but during the pre-chorus the reverb is made even louder. In the chorus the reverbed audio is accompanied by a duplicate of it but played slightly late to make an echoing sound. The guitar and drums make for a country and homey feel, its melody is repetitive. However the reverb and echo of the voice is actually an instrument in itself. Keeping the repetitive melody from being boring. During the build-up for the pre-chorus you can hear the guitar’s notes get slightly higher. Eventually the guitar’s notes get jumpy and playful, with a new addition of wind chimes. The wind chimes make for a very innocent child-like feel. Adding a blissful youth feeling to the warm home feeling of the guitar. The, suddenly taht innocence stops at the chorus. The guitar and drums are much more louder and vibrant, the addition cymbals sounds like thunder crashing. Like the sound of broken plates in an argument, or that deal of psychic damage you get hurt by. The song starts looping a second time since in this remix, as the name suggests, it all fades into a burning memory - aka corrupts the audio. The audio becomes more dissonant and muffled overtime. Not only are you experiencing the same rollercoaster of emotions from the original song. But now that you’ve listened to it normally the author pulls you back in by playing it a second time but with the deterioration. It’s like listening to a person overcome a battle only to relapse and fall even harder in the second round.
This one does a much better attempt at memory lost for me. Just a little thing at first like a repeat of first sorta peice and a slow change into it. I wish to relay my own memory lost but it's difficult to say instead of showing. It's sorta like this but more fierce and brutal than what a simple five minutes can show. Maybe 10-15 if I were attempt my own version. Instead of a simple blur like it shows, we go by slowly over it, maybe a show of what time is in the corner. 0-1 to week. No change at all as the days are happy and fresh in mind. 2-5. Maybe slight changes towards ones perspective, a little bit brighter, a small smug. 6-8. The pictures go faster in-between this time as you focus on other things in life. 9-11. A missing object, or two in the background. More so focused on her than the small things like bottles. 12-16 Music distortion maybe appears in video, and a slight blur is on the edges. 17-20 It happens around here for me, when memories become a sick feeling. It becomes dark and places and events switch. A drink in the cold and shes bad covered in conffedi, but why? 21-23 Events happened, memories are fully back and it pains to remember what happened. 23, you miss her. 24-26 what the end piece shows but missing faces, only an idea of what is grashed. 12, once more, it's fun to think about it's only been twelve weeks since you last remembered, right? Oh God. Wait. What happened during that day. Something looks, stange when gou look at those photos. It really did, change. That's the sorta fear I feel, almost every day yet choose to ignore due to knowing all shall be dust, no matter what changes. You can take pill, feel happy about it working for a bit, but then realize the change was far more strange. Life goes in faster to counter act you remembering better. Maybe I should try and show others what it means to have this bad of a memory, yet I feel it wouldn't be much. I write this to say, don't forget, become something before you yourself forget that letter.
this feels like right after a breakup and the time after, at first you can remember everything vividly, the feels, the smells, then the memories fade until its just a muddied puddle of a experience you once had
I don't know bro,I think I'm wrong, it's been over 2 years and I still can't forget it completely, there are days when I'm fine, days when I don't think about anyone other than her,The strangest and most painful thing about all this is knowing that she has already been with many other people, she is living her life, she has dated, broken up and is dating another guy, while I continue to wait to see if she will come back. A part of me still refuses to believe that all the "I love you" "it's forever" "we are two against the world" was all a lie, everything disappeared in the blink of an eye, I know is cliché to say that, but unfortunately I was one more of an "I can fix her" sorry for the bad english, not native here
I think the worst part of all this is feeling like you're not the same person anymore, that you're not so kind, innocent or even that you don't care about others as much anymore, since the "incident", it seems like I don't I'm more the same
@@hoppa7326 Time heals bro, when we are in this situation it seems like the world is a much darker place than it really is. At the end of May of this year, a friend of mine came and confessed to me, saying that she liked me for a long time but that I couldn't see it. We dated but unfortunately things didn't work out as she is moving to another country at the end of this year! What I want to say is that the longer you stay in this spiral of sadness and ''oh I don't feel like myself'' etc., the longer it will last and the longer you will stop experiencing good things. Try to enjoy the little things in your daily life, I know very well what it's like to be in this position, but believe me, regretting and suffering every day, thinking about it, blaming yourself for someone else's mistakes is not the way out!
I like how the person remains the last thing to really fade, as if they were the thing that really mattered. Ironic in my case, as faces are the thing I tend to forget first.
After thinking about it, if someone would to loose all that they remember, especially what they hold dear just forget everything about who they were and who’s everyone they ever knew, is that even better than being gone entirely?
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Everything at the end of Lost Kitten
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@@HeraldOD 😚
honestly expecting it to slowly transition to that lol
It's just a fading memory...
Yes... ehhh
I don't miss her, I miss the way I felt back then
It's ok, you have Mumei now.
Yeah, that's what it always is
@@Chrispykinsreal
but it still feels like i miss her
"But Because of her. you Felt that way."
Nostalgia Fan vs Dementia Enjoyer
Made me laugh out loud
same pfp🤝
based
I AM THE STORM THAT IS APPROACHING
PROVOOOKING
BLACK CLOUDS IN ISOLATIOOOONNN
@@Rei_geDo Impressive. Very based.
it feels kind of like letting go of someone you loved, or like having a dream about them but then waking up alone in a cold bed.
this hurts..
A Bad Dream by From Indian Lakes reminds me of the description you gave whenever I listen to that song..
Why must you hurt me this way
Waking up in a warm bed doesn't help either
most of the time, this is me. but i still laugh it off like a maniac.
something about the repetition of certain parts and the slow change of sound quality is unsettling. the noise, the echo, even the visuals, feels like everything just fades away and there's nothing you can do but listen and witness it slowly consume you....impending darkness. this is a work of art
you can do something
click pause
yeah, this like a worrying terapia. At start you fell good, but traumatic event just happened (a break, idk), and you just watch how memories disapears from your permanent imagination.
frog in boiling water moment
Dementia in a nutshell
Bro i died laughing hearing this video with 2x speed
this was intense, we've jumped from nostalgia train right into tragedy railways
Everytime i feel like im on the right path and headed in the right direction, life derails my train and i crash. And then i start again from the same station but have to travel twice the distance.
Its hard but i make it my life goal to not give up and always climb over those hurdles.
This feels like dementia but also dejavu. Everything at once as your vision and memory just fades in to one, as you die.
Hm, so like someone that has dementia but sees or hears something that sounds familiar, but they can't remember why it feels familiar.
@@whomst855 goddam that is actually tragic as hell man
Could be like rentering a memory over and over again in hope to find the same energy and happiness you felt there, but not being able too. So that memory Begin slowly fading and mix to the point where you don't know what you felt there
Wow, at first I found the repetition of the song strange but then I understood what you wanted to do and it was amazing, congratulations man
Partly it is was to make the listener unsettled from the beginning, but I also needed the song to be longer than it is. Otherwise, the audio degradation would be too abrupt and wouldn't have the same effect.
for me, sometimes a song long forgotten will get stuck in my head, but only certain parts will repeat over and over in my head, sometimes the parts overlap each other or blur into the background, the original song lost to time. that's what i interpreted that part as, and the added part of the other chorus blended into the background encapsulated the feeling of everything blurring together and that feeling of empty bittersweet loneliness this song gives very well
Dementia is one of the most terrifying mental illnesses imo. I would never wish it on anybody. I don't want to forget my entire life just to die forgetting who I even was or who that person I once love is.
Unfortunately its not a mental illness...
Sometimes, before your simpatic system forgets how to function, so all of vegetative functions begin to slowly shut down (like breathing(you have to control by the small shards of yourself), heartbeat, and digestion) you can gain your consciousness back for your last 1/60 minutes (sometimes it can happen even for longer). By consciousness i mean the remainings of it, a shadow of you, of your fading mind(it can happen not right before you are dying, there is no pattern and it happens rarely)
@@ЛукаПивович it's such a sad fate, as you regain some sense of self, you parish
Death: "It's time to go."
i come to take your soul
It was her time to go...
listening to any version of lost kitten makes me feel something inside me is empty
edit: how the hell did this get 1.5k likes
Have Snickers
You're not you when you're hungry
@@seratarsybagusibrahim5018 10 for effort and origionality but 0 for an off meta joke. kinda unsure if it was good or not :/
truuuu
@@firekoovin3347 he said that he's empty, so perhaps he's hungry
Snickers will fill him up
That being said, I can feel the Snickers coming inside of me
@@seratarsybagusibrahim5018 GIVE ME SNICKERS THEN
This hits different when you have crush on someone and you're slowly giving up on them because you know you just can't have them
keqing main story 🥲
that's my situation...
"You got my eyes, but you can't be mine."
@@itsme_indira real
@n_o1166 stay strong boss we're in this together
I love the detail the background gets blurry first, the girl staying the most detailed, but even after more time, even her face leaves, not even remering her Voice
In due time everything fades like rust and humus.
humus?
@@Chrispykins th-cam.com/video/zTSCJBz21fI/w-d-xo.html a reference to this gem
One day the crude biomass you called a temple will wither
@@minitntman1236 blessed is the machine....
@@minitntman1236 omnissiah save us
it’s like a memory you’re trying really hard to hold onto but it’s only fading faster and faster and that explains why some parts repeat because you’re trying to remember how it originally went down. but it’s not working in any way.
Not minding the fadeaway part, it reminded me of the way my brain usually plays a song, especially when a melody stucks in my head, repeating parts we liked the most and excluding parts we didn't noticed or just don't remember properly. I really liked it about your edit.
it all lead to this, sitting alone in a nursing home slowly forgetting the person you spent your life with and not even knowing where she is now
This is not a song about a happy relationship, but a song that makes you look at your experience with both happiness and sadness, emptiness even.
Remember, you you WILL find true happiness that you deserve
If I can't find true happiness, might as well fake it till make it. I hope (please call a mental facilities, I've been making up fake scenarios way too much that it's not even healthy anymore)
@@psychwardgirl fake it till you make it is the biggest lie and cope ever, been trying this all my life after all
Be realistic don't let this propaganda get to you, you will probably never be happy
What if what I deserve is a bullet in the back of my head? 😅 I kinda suck. A lot.
@@RMadaraPlay bro chill just because u had it bad doesnt mean u have to make ours worse
"All loneliness is based..."
-The Lost Kitten
i am based
I'm ultra based
Based on what?
@@degeneratepieceoffilth1239 based on deez nuts
@@degeneratepieceoffilth1239 On me
Me everyday as i forgor and forgor that i have forgor and sometimes rember about it just to forgor again and repeat
I will be back in a month or year to see this comment again 💀 always the nice thing
Hey one month passed come here
@@Justice777-socialist He forgor 💀💀💀
@@Justice777-socialistI'm back now lol can't believe i forgor this variation of lost kitten
@@waterteafan9264 ok now cone back again
Lost kitten but is just a burning memory
This genuinely made me tear up towards the end. Having memories of some cherished person slowly withering away as its likely the last thing you have left of them just hits me personally. In some way, the video makes me relive memories I never had, or rather wished I had.
I swear man, everytime I listen to this song even in remixes it feels like something breaks inside me, made too many mistakes in my attempts to get into relationships but as Martin Merten says, "You burn enough bridges, the only direction to move is forward"
You'll get there someday, Osage-chan.
we believe in you!!
I'm living my canon event rn
U bastar- nvm
aw man, hell naw. Now i cant return the bittersweet feeling that i always got when listening to this song again, even when i play the normal version the sense of dread keep coming
why do I feel so horrible
Have you drank water today? What about eaten? Make sure yo treat yourself, bro.... ♥
@@pindy6109 this is seconded
@@avacado4706start luxuriating in your septic tank, filthmaxxing bliss is always one hand in the toilet away
Lmao same
@@pindy6109 Hell yeah brother, make sure your bed is clean and that your blankets are warm.
a good opportunity to say "haha dementia moment" if it wasn't for the fact that this is definitely close to the experience of it.
Imagine being with the love of your life for so many years, all together through happiness and sorrow, joy and pain, thick and thin, and many all else. Then one day, you just forget about them. All your memories together, all the hardships you've been through together, all the small happy things you've both had in all the years together; All gone, with no warning. Maybe there was a warning, but are you sure you can even remember?
This feels painfully like when you know you had a magnificent dream but can't remember a single moment if what just happened
Don’t forget.
Skill issue
@@crabking9223 goes hard
dementia is literally the cruelest health problem in the world, worst than cancer or anything imo
Having this on loop while dealing with a breakup and slowly watching the person you love develop feelings for someone else just fits
No more dreams, anon. It's time to wake up.
It is the 41st millenium.
The emperor protects
Heh, Millennium.
This is deeply touching, the true dread of desperately trying to cling to memories until they just become mere shapes. Lost kitten was and still is a song that game me a certain wistful feeling, but now it has been brought forward. Amazing video!
Losing even the luxury of feeling this emptiness.
It reaches the second verse at such a weird point I thought it wasn’t even there. Leads me to imagine one of them never made it to the end, not even a breakup or lack of courage but just flat out died. They aren’t even here anymore, and all that’s left is bygone days and a future that can never come.
It's basically an art piece now. Nice.
this is what waking up from a dream feels like
pov: you are dying of alzheimers and your happiest times flash in your mind
omg 🤣
the way it repeats few times but at the mid to end and the audio that slowly getting muffled as if the memories with her is slowly losing and the end of the song shows you have forgotten her
this is visceral to listen to
"One must imagine Sisyphus happy..." -Albert Camus
Truly an audiovisual experience
Don't cry. The accident wasn't your fault.
the what
I wasn't anyone fault (I lied)
which one? There are so many...
It is my fault
cap
Listening and watching this, I recall the times where I searched for something, and see links being purple, even though I dont recall opening them.
All we have is our memories. In the end we will die and they will melt away like tears in the rain. Hold on to them while you can and guard them jealousy.
i'm only 19 and i'm already terrified of dementia
Dementia really hitting hard
They got it. They want it. They give it away.
The supreme version, thank you for this masterpiece.
and now i wanna cry all of a sudden
I like this mix, all I know is if the original makes me think of someone giving up a child unwillingly.
This one feels like losing someone important to you permanently. Like the original gave me the vibe there was still hope but this one, it makes me know that I've lost them forever and eventually you forget little details of them. Until one day you forget their voice and their face only thing you remember is their presence in your past.
This song brings me good and bad memories.......
Why do I feel so empty now…
at the end of time.... there is lost kitten. How are ya doing little buddy?
4:09 is literally how i feel while i am in unexpected situation in school
idk, I idk how to feel, since I learned about demensia and the caretaker albun is just a burning memory I have develop a fear to forgot my memories, forgot those special moments, I dont fear death nor being forgotten, I fear forgeting those who I love and the moments I had with them, this video was soemthing special, idk what else to say, something unique thanks
Ah ghosts of the past, my favorite form of lingering memories
I've always been the "things come and go" type of guy, but mahn this song gave me fear of loosing something
The ocean might wash away the greatest sand castle you built as a child but never forget the people who helped you build it in the first place
@@Thepreacher_1 I'm taking that line to my grave, thank you! And Merry Christmas!
@@christiiesudiscipulus3192 Merry Christmas!
damn, i feel like this is going to be in everyone's recommendation xd, nice work man.
holy shit the ending part is scary.
welp you were right
Damn, my wife disappeared after I drank the pill the doctor gave me
Sorry for your loss.
I really really love the repetitions, whenever I hum a song unconciously, I usually sing my favorite parts again and again, and you captured that quite nicely
Great… now i feel even more miserable.
This sing has such a special place in my heart and this vr just hits even harders, it feeling like b9th waking up from a dream about a person i miss but also desperately trying to find what i had with them again in other people, but every time it gets more faded and distorted till all i have left is memories
No! Goddamnit! NO! I'm not letting you go! You'll always be with me in my memories! ALWAYS!
“I miss being happy, it all feels so empty”
This is like a more modern version of "everything at the end of time" I really really like this, I want mor!
when you have a dream you want to remember but you wake up and your dream you wanted to keep fades away throughout the day.
you ever look at a hot girl and then have like a instant memory rush of what could've been? like if you talked to them, you became friends, then you confess she says yes, then your relationships escalated, you proposed, she said yes, got married, had kids, live together, had grandkids and then grow old together? yeah this song is like that.
and when you forget her/his smile...then you know...is over
Everything will be lost by the power of time.
Thank you...this is... so sweet and...painful, so this is how it's feel to be forgotten... it's getting peaceful finally...thank you... i can rest now...thanks...
Us bro us
pov : Your Schizophrenia is slowly healing
I don't know why I ghost people I care about.
This feels like experiencing death
This is so beautiful man.
This with good bone conduction earbuds is a trip and a half the audio degradation feels less auditory and more in your head idk how tf to explain it
The singer is female. Her voice is whispery and the audio is slightly reverbed, but during the pre-chorus the reverb is made even louder. In the chorus the reverbed audio is accompanied by a duplicate of it but played slightly late to make an echoing sound.
The guitar and drums make for a country and homey feel, its melody is repetitive. However the reverb and echo of the voice is actually an instrument in itself. Keeping the repetitive melody from being boring. During the build-up for the pre-chorus you can hear the guitar’s notes get slightly higher. Eventually the guitar’s notes get jumpy and playful, with a new addition of wind chimes. The wind chimes make for a very innocent child-like feel. Adding a blissful youth feeling to the warm home feeling of the guitar. The, suddenly taht innocence stops at the chorus. The guitar and drums are much more louder and vibrant, the addition cymbals sounds like thunder crashing. Like the sound of broken plates in an argument, or that deal of psychic damage you get hurt by.
The song starts looping a second time since in this remix, as the name suggests, it all fades into a burning memory - aka corrupts the audio. The audio becomes more dissonant and muffled overtime.
Not only are you experiencing the same rollercoaster of emotions from the original song. But now that you’ve listened to it normally the author pulls you back in by playing it a second time but with the deterioration. It’s like listening to a person overcome a battle only to relapse and fall even harder in the second round.
i thought listening to this almost everyday will numb down that annoying little pain of realization of my reality
yep, still painful👍
when u want her but she dont want you
POV you finally take your meds
1:27 I love this detail that they changed
This is surprising accurate to how I try and remember songs I haven’t heard in a while
All those core memories about an old sweet relationship that suddenly ended, slowly fading away
But better things are comming
I really love him so much, I miss him, I really want him back
This one does a much better attempt at memory lost for me. Just a little thing at first like a repeat of first sorta peice and a slow change into it.
I wish to relay my own memory lost but it's difficult to say instead of showing. It's sorta like this but more fierce and brutal than what a simple five minutes can show. Maybe 10-15 if I were attempt my own version. Instead of a simple blur like it shows, we go by slowly over it, maybe a show of what time is in the corner.
0-1 to week. No change at all as the days are happy and fresh in mind.
2-5. Maybe slight changes towards ones perspective, a little bit brighter, a small smug.
6-8. The pictures go faster in-between this time as you focus on other things in life.
9-11. A missing object, or two in the background. More so focused on her than the small things like bottles.
12-16 Music distortion maybe appears in video, and a slight blur is on the edges.
17-20 It happens around here for me, when memories become a sick feeling. It becomes dark and places and events switch. A drink in the cold and shes bad covered in conffedi, but why?
21-23 Events happened, memories are fully back and it pains to remember what happened.
23, you miss her.
24-26 what the end piece shows but missing faces, only an idea of what is grashed.
12, once more, it's fun to think about it's only been twelve weeks since you last remembered, right?
Oh God.
Wait. What happened during that day. Something looks, stange when gou look at those photos. It really did, change.
That's the sorta fear I feel, almost every day yet choose to ignore due to knowing all shall be dust, no matter what changes. You can take pill, feel happy about it working for a bit, but then realize the change was far more strange. Life goes in faster to counter act you remembering better. Maybe I should try and show others what it means to have this bad of a memory, yet I feel it wouldn't be much. I write this to say, don't forget, become something before you yourself forget that letter.
When you realize that it's better to just let her go
esa canción que escuchaste en todo el dia para poder recordarla al llegar a tu casa y terminas olvidando
it's just a burning memory
Damn the new caretaker song is a banger
this feels like right after a breakup and the time after, at first you can remember everything vividly, the feels, the smells, then the memories fade until its just a muddied puddle of a experience you once had
I listen to lost kitten on repeat
I don't know bro,I think I'm wrong, it's been over 2 years and I still can't forget it completely, there are days when I'm fine, days when I don't think about anyone other than her,The strangest and most painful thing about all this is knowing that she has already been with many other people, she is living her life, she has dated, broken up and is dating another guy, while I continue to wait to see if she will come back. A part of me still refuses to believe that all the "I love you" "it's forever" "we are two against the world" was all a lie, everything disappeared in the blink of an eye, I know is cliché to say that, but unfortunately I was one more of an "I can fix her"
sorry for the bad english, not native here
I think the worst part of all this is feeling like you're not the same person anymore, that you're not so kind, innocent or even that you don't care about others as much anymore, since the "incident", it seems like I don't I'm more the same
Hey, I know it's been like 11 months but do you have any advice? i'm basically in the same situation right now.
@@hoppa7326 Time heals bro, when we are in this situation it seems like the world is a much darker place than it really is. At the end of May of this year, a friend of mine came and confessed to me, saying that she liked me for a long time but that I couldn't see it. We dated but unfortunately things didn't work out as she is moving to another country at the end of this year! What I want to say is that the longer you stay in this spiral of sadness and ''oh I don't feel like myself'' etc., the longer it will last and the longer you will stop experiencing good things. Try to enjoy the little things in your daily life, I know very well what it's like to be in this position, but believe me, regretting and suffering every day, thinking about it, blaming yourself for someone else's mistakes is not the way out!
Pure piece of art
The last minute triggered my verzephobia SO badly though, and i sure wasn't ready for the glitch at 4:53
May I ask what fear is verzephobia?
@@t1inceptionist Googling is fast.
"Verzephobia is the fear of graphical errors, distortion, and visual glitches, especially in video games"
This is both beautiful and horrifying
I love the background getting blurrier 😮
videos like these always come to me in my worst, i find it so weird
I like how the person remains the last thing to really fade, as if they were the thing that really mattered. Ironic in my case, as faces are the thing I tend to forget first.
It feels like you have a great memories but because some sort of trauma you start to forget those memories slowly
me when i said i wont drink tonight:
The ending was done magnificently
After thinking about it, if someone would to loose all that they remember, especially what they hold dear just forget everything about who they were and who’s everyone they ever knew, is that even better than being gone entirely?
Damn,hits hard after a breakup
3:42 that one