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Detransitioning after 25 years. From self centredness to surrender
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 12 ก.ค. 2024
- No-one survives the sincere inquiry into the nature of their own identity. Who am I, why am I, why am I in pain... am I real ?
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💔We all eat lies when our hearts are hungry...
Okay WOW! YES! "We all eat lies..."
love this quote
So true
This comment is so profound.
Not truly. That's just another trick of the "romantic" mind.
The Way, The Truth,and the Life is leading us home.
Jesus heals and transforms us !
This is so profound and it's the conversation that needs to happen: the real one. There's a danger in forcing the souls of deeply traumatized people. We must never forget that. Keep doing what you're doing.
Such a deep wisdom to wake up to this morning. So grateful for your fearless peeling back to self. Sitting there in your garden made it easy to focus on your words.
I too woke to this message. First time here though Sam's channel often appears in my feed. I don't know that I can add further words to the perfection of this moment's experience with Sam.
"The catastrophe of the selfish life." Bravo!
I have mourned many years of trauma and even more years of inviting more trauma into my life due to unresolved issues of the initial trauma. Accepting that others won't acknowledge what happened and that I need to move on from what I don't want in my life and that will be framed by others as selfishness is something that I'm finally coming to terms with. Many blessings to you dear Sam. Your eloquent descriptions of your process of healing is in turn very healing to others.
Yes, it is so difficult to let go of that need for resolution found in the simple acknowledgement of our experience by others. Growing past that need is work in progress for me and as you say, we mourn.
Blessings to you too. May you find peace. X
Very well written. If we don't grieve, we end up just swimming in circles down the drain getting worse and losing ourselves.
Me too! I am a Christian and I am so alone I can't handle this anymore.
With all these stories, I can relate even though my story is very different. I am a Christian but so alone I can't handle this life anymore.
@@anitarose7915please hold on. You are valuable and lovely, although yes, life is full of pain. 😢. I share your faith, as well. God will repay the years the locusts have eaten.
Belief in God really does help make sense of so many things. God bless you 🙏❤
What a treasure you are ❤🙏💜
"You come into contract with the shear immensity of your own brokenness." It couldn't be put any better than that. Its a hell of a journey.
In the brokenness, in our wretchedness is where we find His infinite love for us. It surpasses our reason, a complete mystery. Praise be to God ❤he loves us as we are
@@Liselotteyes Liselotte was my grandmother's name.
I'm in an emtyness now I'm beyond who I thought I was, everything and nothing has changed. I just realised I don't exist in the past anymore, there is still yearning to be who I was before, but that I can only do that moving forwards. I've dismantled everything that isn't me and the more I do it the more I am. I hadn't noticed how far away from me I was until I'd spent enough time alone. Who am I can only be lived and not explained is where I'm arriving.
Thank you Sam and to anyone asking themselves these questions, I love you ❤ be nice to yourself, that's the difficult bit.
You be nice to yourself too...sounds like you've come a long way to finding you. Whatever your beliefs I do pray that God will bless you on your journey. A sudden thought...I feel I'm meeting the real me, bit by bit...it's a strange thing, and I take solace in knowing that we are known by God already and that we are safe in him...sorry if it sounds like a preach, but I know he loves us and is a God of restoration, love and healing. May that continue to be your experience. 🙌
@@vivienlee610 I've accepted God n he sends me angels to remind me. Thank you, you've a good message please don't apologise for sharing it ❤️ ever.
We all need to spend more time alone… not listening to the distractions of the world! In that quietness we can actually hear our God.
Keep Going Sam, I have a history of terrible trauma as a child, and we do what we need to do to survive, your a suvivor and you are coming back to core soul self, sending you all my love, we can do this xx
Thank you Lynn. Wishing you well in your own process. X
hi sam, its nice to see you again. that place looks so peaceful and you look peaceful, too
Thank you, yes, I do feel peace.
I have never transitioned or self-harmed in any serious way, but I have self-sabotaged and acted from a place of desperate delusion and been unable to face the reality of shame and selfishness. And I have spent years running away from things that only existed within.
I love life and I am grateful every day for the privilege of experience, and the clarity of perspective.
All that is to say thank you for sharing your story. There is a sense in which it is universally relatable, or at least for me, despite my very different form and life story. Thank you Sam. Glad to be sharing the world with you.
I realised after watching this video that my trauma made me transition into drugs. If I were a child today, they would possibly push me into gender transitioning... I was blessed with good therapy from several psychologists over a decade that allowed me to find a true self who did not have to take drugs. I thank God that I had no lasting effects from that time. 🙏
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You've opened my heart like a little flower blooming this morning. I've never heard anything so wonderfully expressed. Maybe it's just my time to "get it", but thank you for putting so much into perspective. We are already enough. I needed to hear this.
You are quietly send hope to so many❤️
OH MY! "With our attention, we worship". Yes! So profound!
Thank you for your wise words. You impart your thoughts in the most mediative and prayerful way. Silence spreads outwards from you and is your great gift.
His voice feels like a cradle .... listening to him soothes the part of me who cries out endlessly that she's not okay..... Thank you Sam.
I hear this voice inside myself too . . . .
I hear you Lauren. Though I do feel a dawning peace, there are times I still feel so broken, so much pain and loss, it comes and goes. I think our resistance to actually feeling our own heartbreak causes more suffering. Our capacity to be present with that suffering is far greater than we realise . Healing is feeling, don't stop learning how to feel and all will be well.
I wish you peace .
Love
Sam
@@Call-Me-Sam Thank you Sam, I also have been transitioning out of my old self into life. Oddly, lately, I am hearing that I must "protect" that resistance, and all the pain it brings, protect it with all my heart..... I tried for most of my life hating the resistanace, trying to spiritualize it, get rid of it, even "love" it, but I hadn't yet see its truth: it was innocent energy, only misguided. It, too, wanted to be given a job, . It didn't really want to destroy, it didn't really want to be hurtful ..... Sometimes
The sensations are immense, over my heart and throat, and they used to scare and confuse me. Now I protect those sensations and bring them back into my body instead of trying to throw them out of my body. They belong to me, and they have such a crucial role in my healing safety. "Crucial" = "crux" = cross = LIFE. God bless Sam.... i'm with you.
This is helpful to me , thank you.
@@Call-Me-Sam I'm glad.... A huge reversal happened to me, where now thee thing that I used to hate and fear, that terrifying inner condemnation and self-hatred, I am now gently protecting within me, and giving it a new respect and importance.... to lift me higher. I read somewhere, and I agree with this statement: "The whole truth can't haunt you if it serves you." It is a most amazing reversal, to find power in your old enemy.
@@lauren4434 have you watched “Hi Ren”?
People miss the fact that the point of that song is that when you finally stop struggling against the quicksand, you stop sinking, and eventually find firmer ground.
(Quicksand metaphor is mine: Ren’s brilliant lyrics much more mirror what you’ve shared here. ❤)
Excellent testimony to the Dark Night of the Soul. God Bless you.
I am so grateful to have discovered your channel. There is so much conversation today about transition and detransition this is so far outside what I have known and understood in my life. To find someone so openly sharing these experiences is so helpful to me in my struggle to understand. Thank you so much for your courage to share your experiences.
Thank you
Thank you. 'We're all just walking each other home.' Ram Dass
"We are all already something" ❤ These few words will be on repeat in my mind today. Thank you Sam for being you and rooting for you at this pivotal threshold of discovery. Your honesty and eloquence are a panacea to a lot of the ills and uncertainty of trauma 💓🕊️💕🍀✌🏽🦋🥰
Thank you .
Profound. Utterly real. Thank you. Thank you.
Thank you Sam. I have never identified with anyone ever like you. Trauma does this exact thing.There is a solution. You speak it. I thank you from the bottom heart.
Dearest Sam, I’m sending you the biggest hug. Healing trauma is deeply painful. I live with a condition called Moebius syndrome, and the main characteristics are the underdevelopment of the 6th and 7th cranial nerves responsible for eye movement and facial expression. For decades I ignored my condition and felt deep shame, with a deep need to be loved. I was abused by my mother. I’m having a wobble at the moment, but know that I am just peeling another layer away to get ever closer to my true authentic self. You are an inspiration to be sharing your story so publicly, and showing your vulnerability. You are a true inspiration, and I send you so much love on this journey of healing ❤️xxx
Hello. Gosh ! it is hard being here, being human. I'm sorry your mother was abusive and for how you suffered. When someone writes such a personal comment, I often have a look at their channel. I looked at yours. The human voice is such a beautiful instrument . This morning it is you that has been an inspiration to me, showing yourself so truthfully is humbling for me to witness. Thank you. Much you love to you too. XX
@@Call-Me-Sam I loved what you said in your video. We are all perfectly imperfect, and that is something I am learning to accept. I have shared a little of my story on my channel, but never really had the courage to open up more about it. You are such an inspiration; more than you realise. Thank you for saying such lovely things about my singing. Much love to you, beautiful soul ❤️
Loving prayers going with you Dear Sam
Thank you
Dearest Sam, I am so glad to hear from you! I am blessed to have met you. Yes, your eloquence is outstanding, you have a message to share. It seems that regardless of the original trauma, we all need to get back to finding our true identity. What I am finding out in my 60’s is that even our deepest hurts can serve their purpose, if we let them. My experience also in regards to healing is that we have what we need, we only have to be able to see it. God bless you! I have not arrived yet but I have definitely left that place of self imposed identity) sending you my love and sending love to all who love true and are determined to find it.
Thank you Monica. It is hard being human. I can't help but think we are in a classroom, learning through suffering, to transcend our personal pain and to give ourselves to others and to God. I wish you well. X
Many people are too invested in one decision to the extent that it becomes impossible to then later admit it was the wrong one...so sad. The stories people tell themselves: when I'm slimmer, when I've had cosmetic surgery, when I've transitioned, when I'm rich, when I'm famous whatever....these are like anything in life no guarantee to happiness. And who really even lets themselves believe they have made the wrong decision when everyone around them told them it was the solution. So it must be, but it isn't. You should be applauded for your honesty and more people need to hear this before making such enormous decisions
I remember my brother coming to me when he was about 15 yrs old. He told me he thought he identified as female. I told him i would be there for him through any journey. I knew he was struggling with being a gay man because in my family that just wouldn't have been acceptable. I believe he thought if he was to be a woman instead of a gay man, then he would be accepted. For many years I supported him coming out, I protected him against my monster of a father. Eventually he was able to accept his true identity as a gay man. Regardless of if he had transitioned, he was my sibling. We have been there for each other all of our lives through familial trauma. I feel sad that not everyone has a person who accepts them for who they are 100%. I wish you love and strength on your journey. You are a beautiful person and you matter. Seeking who you are meant to be is accepting who you are, because you are enough. ❤
that' s not who he is at all. Why condemn him to that in your own mind? it's the condition he is in after going thru things you hint at. but you being there for him is a good thing. he still needs more help from God. pray for it. God loves him and wants him 100% healed, transformed and enlightened. God wants better for him! same for all others in these dilemmas.
Bless you, Sam - you are well on your way! Well done - we support you all the way. Sorry I can't donate; I'm a widow living in Cyprus but my heart is with you in your quest.
I just stumbled upon this video, it now resides in my bookmarks under 'beautifulness'.
Thank you Sam. You are an amazing person. No apologies needed. Stay well.
“Can you include everything?” I recently had what I call my Biden moment - where I froze with fear and became incoherent. And, I can include that part of me. But, as you say Sam, it is hard to live through becoming conscious of the deepest wound inside us. Being with ALL that we are. I have waited to hear from you again. Thank you, Sam, for the fellow-feeling and shared healing. You talk brilliantly.
Wow. Your wisdom is inspiring. Thankyou for sharing. Sending so much love to you.
very profound, thanks for sharing.
I have been experiencing an extremely painful awakening realization and clarity and this video appeared. This is the most poignant and truthful and hopeful testimony, the utter exhaustion you mention being the start of freedom. You have such profound wisdom and I just keep thinking of this verse. Rev 21:4 “And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes: and death shall be no more, nor mourning, nor crying, nor sorrow shall be any more, for the former things are passed away.” Your former shell has passed away and you have not clung to it - you couldn’t anymore. I believe your tears have watered the garden you will walk in. I’m very inspired by you. I admire your tremendous courage. God bless you.
Thank you Claire, God bless you too. I'm definitely work in progress, as are we all of course . Our path can meander and wander but always we go toward God.
I totally hear you. You are telling my story.❤❤❤
Sam- thank you for putting all of this into words. God bless you for this and for helping others that don't understand that truly we are all imperfect and how hard it is to let go of the trauma. We drag it with us like an eight hundred pound safe wherever we go, and it's never out of mind. It IS selfish. I get so much from your videos, thank you. 🤗
I am not trans and never have been, but your videos just randomly popped up on my feed. I love stories about the human experience. You speak so eloquently and are so insightful. I've gone back and watched some of your first videos as well. New subscriber! I look forward to watching more of your videos.
Thank you Sam. Your thoughts are helpful for people generally who are trying to come to terms with whatever is going on in their lives. Not just regarding identity (transitioning/detransition) or childhood trauma. I think everyone at different stages of their lives, are pretending to be something different for all sorts of reasons, but they know it's false.
Hey Sam! You look so well! You're smiling!
I am ! Thank you.
one of the best people
Hello stranger. I hope you are doing well. X
@@Call-Me-Sam I hope to be at least a little more than a stranger to you one day. Working on it
Bless you for your struggle to the truth and the light. Praying for your peace, contentment and healing through this process 🙏🏻
Thank You. I'm reveling in the silence of my apartment today listening to my neighborhood, feeling the mid Atlantic summer heat knowing its ok that I don't do more than this right now. I was bored and scrolling through my subscriptions and this is the second video of yours that I've watched. Very difficult few weeks, you said everything I had no words for, someone else saying them is comforting, maybe like training wheels to accept reality now that the illusion is gone. Its scary out here but I can breathe.
Your garden is beautiful ❤Thank you for inviting us in.
Jesus Christ said “I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life, no one come to the Father (God) but by Me.” John 14:6
When we find Him, we find truth. He is drawing you himself. 🙏
He doesn't need Christianity. He has already seen the Light. No offense - he just needs to heal and we need to give him the space to do it in: our hearts.
@@mariaetheridge8343 No offense taken but what we must understand is
Jesus didn’t come to make a new religion of Christianity, Rome did that. Jesus came to show us Truth, to give us eternal lLife and ultimately to a bring us back into relationship with our maker, Father God. This has nothing to do with the religion of Christianity.
@@FollowTheWay247 You don't need Yeshua for eternal life. King James is the one who translated the bible for his ruling of the people. He even misused the word "young" for Miriam as virgin in his new translation. King James version of the Bible is made up and the names of the people have all been changed. Calling him Jesus is just following a man made religion. That wasn't his name nor did he ever even go by the name Jesus.
You look so good! Very real indeed, and loveable as always, Sam.
Thank you Karin. Lovely to see you here again.
❤️❤️❤️ you are so aware of truths and illusions, it seems rare for people to really think deeply enough like this about reality and about the self. it is relieving and painful at the same time to be so aware and see thru things so much but still be stumped by the mystery of it all. you are such a beautiful human, you r in my thoughts and prayers ❤️
Well said and thank you for your prayers
You are an amazing human being.
Thank you. I am certain that we all are.
Thank you Sam. For your honesty. Vulnerbility. Authentic self. You do have unique gift to share. And you have courage , so much courage. If you build it ( patron) people will come. I would love to share a hug with you. From US.
Thank you
Sam, you are totally fearless. Perhaps you do not think so, but I'm sure many others agree with me. You have the most incredible ability to speak openly, clearly, intelligently, and without fear.
Besides being here on TH-cam, I truly believe you could make a huge mark in this world by speaking on stage in front of audiences everywhere as a motivational speaker.
I see it. You have that gift.
That is kind of you but honestly, each video takes a lot of contemplation and introspection and then , I still struggle to let go of what I want to say and surrender , then, something comes out fully formed , spoken from a deeper place of understanding.
Hopefully, this will get easier now but still, work in progress. .
Hey let’s not push the man. In due time. In due time. Read Ecclesiasticus 😅
I am always humbled by the profound insights that you share so eloquently. I watch each of your videos over and over so that I can glean every nuance.
Thank you so much for your videos, Sam. You have no idea how much you are supporting me on my journey. Putting into words feelings that i couldn't place. Sharing your journey so that others might heal. You're so wise, insightful and real. You're a healer. Love you ❤
Please write your words are so important ❤ They may ease your journey. God bless.
"Perfectly imperfect. Beautifully flawed". Oh i love that you are encouraging people to embrace that. I wish we would would celebrate it. Perfection is an incorrect and limited concept, that requires us to believe there is one "way" only. Stifling. No one should have perfection as a goal. It's only destructive. You speak so much sense with a sincere vulnerability. Thank you Sam. ❤️
I very much relate to your intense feelings of shame and guilt. I still continue to struggle with them and to not hide myself away. I will tell you one book that was extremely pivotal for me, The Idiot by Dostoevsky. I cherish it. I think it would help you as well. Prayers for you, Sam.
Thank you, I shall add it to my growing stack of books to be read ! Thank you for your prayers . I wish you peace
Really profound and moving, thank you. I lost my best friend 2 years ago as her son is trans and I wouldn't bow to new pronouns, though I respectfully offered not to use the old ones either. I wish she could see this video, I miss her.
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Sounds like a genuine offer from you. Shame she wouldn’t accept it.
"We are all already something, we are all already enough." I agree Sam...we're already whole, we're already part of everything. This is such a beautiful insight. I am personally a follower of Buddhism and your thoughts speak to buddhist philosophy. We are what we think. We are what we pay attention to, etc. Thank you for sharing, I thoroughly enjoy listening to your journey and discoveries because you're speaking to all of humanity, to our human experiences.
Thank you Rachel. It seems I am stumbling into eternal truths. 😊
People live and die without realising this…
You’ve articulated this so so well.
Thank you for speaking on a pain so many of us have suffered. I have no doubt that your words will inspire others.
Thank you.
Thank you once again Sam for putting so eloquently what is so difficult to describe. I am working on forgiveness of self, and all the hoops I have made that self jump through in order to gain love from a broken family. Go gently beautiful soul….❤️ I am sure your vulnerability is giving so much solace to so many people….❤xxxx
Thank you Kate . May you find forgiveness and peace . X
@@Call-Me-Sam thank you Sam, you too…..❤️ We’ll get there I am sure….xxxx
This profound wisdom applies to so many different types of people. You are an incredible person, thank you for sharing this important teaching.
Sam, you speak so much truth. Thank you for your truth. Thank you for helping other people through theirs. If they listen carefully, they can move through it also. I would love to be healed instantly, but I keep forgetting what I need to remind myself of, I have to keep going back to keep reminding myself of these words. They help so much, they are words of wisdom. Blessings to you, Sam, and all of us trying to move through suffering.
Bless you Sam, you have more insight than most people talking nowadays. What a gift you are to share with us
Thank you for sharing your journey and giving hope to everyone who is or has been in a similar life situation. God never turns His back on anyone. He is always waiting for us to acknowledge Him and return to Him.
You are putting the most profound spiritual truths into words. Thank you.
From selfishness to selflessness. We lose our identity like a drop of water that is going back to the ocean where it began. This is the stage of life after adulthood, and it is beautiful as well as frightening. Luckily, there are others who have made this journey before us and who have left us their experiences.
True words . Thank you
Wisdom and compassion are borne from suffering. Thank you for your wisdom and your spirit.
Agreed . Thank you
Self awareness is a true gift. X
I am awestruck. You are already something unique and powerful x
So glad you are continuing to be gentle with yourself in your healing 💗☺️🦋... It's really the only way to be..."titrating slowly" as our body speaks to us expressing what it needs at just the right time 💗💗💗
Thank you Sam for your honestly, clarity of speech, and profound connection I feel listening to the love in your voice.
Wow, we are perfectly imperfect. This is beautiful, this feels beautiful
So pleased to see you, Sam. Hugely profound thoughts and issues 🌼
Nothing outside can solve our being which is inside. We are all human beings whatever our bodies are whatever our roles are whatever our minds are even. God bless you.
I actually love you so much ❤️
Sam!! So good to hear from you. I've been praying for you and looking forward to another video from you. You are wise beyond your years and your wisdom touches my very soul.
I think Patreon is a great idea. I will definitely subscribe when you get it set up.
Blessings to you from the USA.
Thank you so much Sam. You are enough. You need to take time for your own healing.
Thank you again for sharing, Sam! Your thoughts become deeper and I need to see this video more than onetime. Take the time for every video Sam- your proces can’t go faster than it goes. A set up with interviews or QandA seems a good idea!! That gives inspiration to you and watchers. Bye!
You have evolved as spirit tremendously and I love to listen to you Sam!
You are more than enough, your heart and compassion evidences it xxx
the way you are and show up is a blessing
Thank you Sam for another inspiring video. Your reflections and wisdom are improving my life. I feel hopeful again. ❤
Ah ! Louise, thank you for letting me know . I wish you well in your own healing .
I would definitely be interested in the patreons idea ❤
Thanks for letting me know.
Do you read Wayne Dyer's books?
I haven't. My stack of books waiting to be read seems to be growing !
Thankyou for your wisdom and honesty, it really helps...please take care xx
I loved hearing from you again ❣
Clarity is a wonderful thing, and it's beautiful to see you "dressed in clarity". It shines through. ❤
I have total confidence in your body & that your body will take care of Sam ❤
❤...p.s. what a gift you are, dear Sam, my brother. I thank God for you every single day.
Mark
Thanks for sharing as you do, Sam. You offer immense solace for other souls struggling for peace (like myself) with your words. I still feel like I have a mask on when I’m socializing, even while I’m consciously telling myself not to do it - but the fear/survival programming within my unconscious has more leverage than I care to admit, constantly in a state of trauma even while smiling. Escaping, as you say.
I moved back in with my mom several years ago out of sheer naïveté (to “heal” our relationship while saving money) - and I now struggle to get back on my feet because I’m constantly in emotional and mental pain. Thinking my wounds will heal with the proverbial knife still there.
But I find (as a sort of disease management) that it’s imperative for me to set time and space everyday to mourn; whether as a forgiveness practice or simply a soulful reset. That said, I cried a lot during this video just from knowing how much pain you’re in and moving through - but I also know the immense strength it takes for someone to take on a journey like yours.
Hi Gianni , you do have a gentle way that comes through in your words. Thank you for your compassion and insight. ❤️
I met a little girl who used to cut herself. She had some very difficult issues going on in her young life and she would cut herself to have some control over her feelings. I said to her (as the stupid adult that I was at the time), "One day, those wounds will heal up." Her response to me was, "Why would I want that? Scars are my story!" I was really amazed at how young she was but how wise she was. It's important that we carry our wounds with us because that is how others like me learn. You are brave. You are beautiful. You are unique. You are worth everything.
♥️♥️♥️♥️ You are an Inspiration ! ♥️♥️♥️♥️
Thank you, Sam…beautiful as usual. You speak to many of us in ways you’ll never know. Today you reminded me of how ALL of us are encouraged to accrue a sense of worth. I was given to understand worth had to be earned. It’s taken considerable time for me to see it was already there. What I sought was somewhere I never looked. Thanks, Sam for putting it so well-as usual. And thank you for David Whyte. Got ‘Essentials’, and it’s living on my nightstand!!
Hello stranger. Lovely to see you here .
I love your insight into the nature of identity! ❤
Love you brother you're awesome. And God loves you for sure. you may just be saving lives and souls. so glad you are sharing . i can feel the love in your words.
I love the way you speak so eloquently. I love a deep mind, I listened just to hear it. It would really be something to hear you articulate the light and the joy, when you can make even the negatives sound beautiful.
I send you blessings and courage and strength and kindness on your journey. Thank you for sharing your incredible story with the world.
Thank you for your blessing.s
Thank you Sam you are a ray of devine light. Be well brave soul. These days I tell myself I’m not broken I’m becoming.
You are in my prayers ❤
What an incredibly courageous video. Thank you for sharing your journey publicly, so that those who wish to support you and others going through anything similar, can better understand.
Lovely share ...
I've just had a couple of days of intensitiy and incredible-ness...
Seeing and experiencing my own sense of self absorption, and how it spirals me into a feeling of separation, hurt , unworthiness etc...
But then spotting it, dropping through it, and without that "me" ..teally being able to walk un the shoes of other and really be there for others, and in that, find that the love I give to others is reflected back, and that there really is no other ...quite humbling and a work in progress...
And I recognise from some of your video's, how you talk about this...about being in relationship...beyond the childush selfishness ...so im grateful for your sharings ...they are helping me navigate through this .
Much love to you, and you already know I support your idea to set up patreon ❤
Nice work Jazz. Thank you for sharing here and for your support .X
Love watching de transition stories. I don't think everybody's story is the same, some people have it completely different. I think the magical story about all people is that not one person is the same. I don't think de transition stories collapse others experiences, it's just your story. But I'm proud people are open to express themselves and share their pain. I honor you. Thank you ❤
Lovely garden and the birds chirping remind me of the abundance of life around us to encourage us in a day !
Wow!
I’ve followed your channel since before you took down the OG series. You ARE loved!!! You are stronger than you believe! God made you so you are worthy ❤
How amazingly eloquent you share yourself Sam, pain and suffering (especially in childhood trauma) is too common and your insights are poignant to me.
I have subscribed and will look into your story more as I go. Thank you.