Thank you for listening to the LORD'S leading to make this documentary. He answered many of my questions through it. For those featured in this documentary, keep walking in faith, God will do the rest.
I'm so glad these people are allowed to tell their stories. So many are being attacked, dismissed and shunned for doing so when it doesn't fit the current narrative.
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My niece transitioned after 2 years of living as man". Went on T, had a double mastectomy, married a woman. Sadly, she ended up regretting her decision. She told me and my sister, ( her mother), that it was the worst thing she could have done. She sadly committed suicide at the young age of 25. And to think parents are allowing their minor children to make the life altering decisions and even encouraging it it totally disgusting. And no one wants to hear the bad stuff about transitioning. They just want to get on the trend train. It's the cool thing to do in school. It's so sad. RIP Rebecca. We miss you so.
I’m a progressive. Just wanted to get this out of the way in case anyone thinks that only right-wingers feel the way I do. I work as a healthcare provider in psychiatry This indeed should be mandatory viewing for anyone looking to change their sex as well as parents of children who say they want to be of the opposite gender. Children cannot make such permanent decisions about their biology, their bodies. I still remember a 16 year old patient of mine who for over 2 years insisted that she felt like a boy. I lost contact with her for a while, but she returned to my practice with her boyfriend. She explained that she felt that her gender dysphoria was no more. We need to let children become adults, give them counseling to get to the root of their dysphoria.
Absolutely. I believed I’d turn into a boy when I was very young Couldn’t bare how my body was changing at age 11 either. I found it really scary. In todays world what would they do to me 😢 I have a husband, children and grandchildren. Basically, once I became a young adult female I was totally cool with who I was. Why has it become the way it has when what I describe should be common knowledge to professionals
Rejection of people as children or in youth and all abuse projected upon them I think can cause some to reject themselves to this degree. Society is to blame for the hurt to people. Decency and a conscience is never taught
Some detransitioners have said that they were threatened by the trans lobby for speaking publicly about their experience. Some also said that they had a lot of help and encouragement while they were transitioning but they were literally abandoned when they decided to detransition.
A big part of the lie is that if a person says they are trans, they want it 100% unquestioned. They don't want the argument weakened. Might reveal all the other lies. Typical of a cult
And those, their own people, who are shunning and treating them bad, not us heterosexual people. I could care less what you "think" you are. I let God sort that out.
I work in a psychiatry medical group. Our practice is seeing an exponential spike in patients with transition regret. What's so frustrating and shocking is psychiatry professionals fear speaking out about this because the medical community is brainwashed by money and fear. My hope is more stories come out and brave professionals speak up regardless of their fears. We need to prevent this from happening to more people, especially children!
The medical community also gave in to money and pressure over the injection for a virus. The people who tried to speak out about adverse reactions were silenced. I'm happy to see people speak about their personal experiences because it might be a welcome warning to others before irreversible damage is done.
@@sherylpayne5851 I 100% agree! Sadly, we lost some amazing professionals at my organization. All because they did not feel comfortable taking the vaccine. Vaccines typically take years to test and to force people to take what essentially was experimental should be a crime! My body my choice apparently doesn't apply here though.
I never realized the struggle never stops for so many. My heart breaks for all the broken lives that never received the compassion and understanding they so badly needed. I'm glad they shared their stories to help others understand.
My heart breaks for these people… to be hurting so bad that you hate who you are and feel “transitioning״ is how you escape that pain (even if you don’t want to admit it..) I hope all these people can find happiness.
Their faces are altered both with operations and hormone therapy. They will never look as masculine as they would have, had they not subjected themselves to such treatments.
@@porkypile Yes I know, but there are just some people who I find hard to see if they are male or female. Just like there are girls who are not feminine and sexy at all, but that's another story :)
Most people dont make a "cut my boobs off, lol" decision. Either way, the world we live in is sick and it's run by sick people. Ask Ye and you will understand who runs the show.
It’s all about teenage hormones!! Geez, doesn’t anyone remember it sucked, you felt crazy, you got hair, you got your period, but we all knew that by 18-20, it would all be fine…and it was!
14:45 FINALLY, it is said, "I was sexually abused and that was the point of changing genders." I know so many people this has happened to!! You have to get to the root, not just the symptoms.
It needs to be said. I too know of a female who was assaulted by her male family members. So she turned herself into a man to never be vulnerable again. It is such a common theme
I was sexually abused with dysphoria, but not with gender dysphoria. I didn’t feel a connection to myself at all. My name doesn’t feel like mine and my body. Sex abuse really messes with children’s psyche. I’m not surprised some end of getting sex changes because of that dysphoria.
I had 5 brothers and I desperately wanted to be a boy when I was little. I'm so glad I was born in the 1960s because if I'd been born in this generation, they would have totally screwed me up! I am 100% female and glad for it.
I, too, grew up with brothers and used to run around when I was little with my shirt off because my brother did it so I figured I could as well. My mom had to explain to me that I'm a little girl and girls have to wear their shirts. I didn't understand but obeyed my mother anyway. I played with their toys and felt like whatever they could do, I could do as well. I never felt like I was a boy or wanted to be one, I just felt better hanging around with guys and being athletic. Turns out, I clean up well and am very much a female who is good at sports and I guess I was considered a tomboy. I was also born in the 60s and my parents just let me play with my brother's toys because I also played with my girl toys, too.
Look for order of the barbarians,, this to me explains what's happened over the last few years and what's to come. It tells you about all of this gender shit, this is what the WEF want, if you do read this it may not dawn on you sraite away but it will sink in.
It is okay to change gender tho🤦♀️ trans people are overwhelmingly shown to be much happier after transitioning. Detransitioners take up a very small percentage of that, and if you actually were in LGBTQ circles, you'd know quite a few of them detransition, not because of regret, but because they have to die to pressure from family etc
@@mina6mina I've been in the community for decades. Compared to 5-10 years ago, when everyone came out as Trans, there's been a *HUGE* surge of de-transitioners, who AS ADULTS regret their decisions that some of their *parents* pressured them to make, or just got caught up in identity crises. Their parents accepted then as Trans, but shunned them as ANYTHING else. If you were Trans, you had a medical problem, if you were G or L, you were a FILTHY SINNER, so a LOT of people carved themselves up in the name of GOD.
I’ve never actually heard of anyone transitioning to female/male and then wanting to go back to their original sex. Great story and brave people to speak up.
As a requirement to graduate? That is a stretch. Psychology is not part of the curriculum until college. Teach children skills such as financial management and career skills.
but their wives usually don't have sex with them, so they put their sex life on the altar of their relationship, but it's their choice. just so you don't have too many illusions
The confusion of gender starts at an early age and is something I experienced. You know you are different and just want to fit in. It is a real situation alot of people are in. You think life would be better if you were born the way your mind sees you. I struggled to be a boy and hide how I felt I was supposed to be. When I first was in drag I saw the inner me in the mirrow and felt completely natural. I got sad after awhile because I felt I was losing the real me. When I took everything off I saw me again and felt I worked really hard to a accept myself. I believe God knows our struggles and is aware He made us all different. Today I accept myself and embrace my unique self knowing I am not a mistake. I have met several trans people over the years and see their struggle but see they are just human like everyone else. I feel fortunate to be different but embrace myself as I am.
So are you trans? Did you have surgery or did you stay as you were born? Honestly I feel for ppl who battle this. I can't imagine the pain. I was an alcoholic and tht was hell enough but I overcame it. We all have different battles. I just pray you live. You deserve to.
When you are young most times you feel like this. It is not necessarily due to gender dysphoria. Yes, you can look at the other gender and think it will be easier. But at the end of the day your brain remains. It is not a magic trick. My high school years were awful, I felt I cannot fit in at all. Yet when I went to uni and found people that had similar interests everything suddenly changed. Please have patience and maybe try to focus on the things you love. I'd you love drag, do it. But changing is a very difficult thing that needs a lot of consideration. I have rule in life: fixing something that is not broken might actually break it. Which is what happened with the people in this documentary
The doctors are more than happy to "double dip"... alter, then repair. At one time, these surgeries weren't approved unless the patient had lived a certain amount of time as a transvestite, and after a time of psychological evaluation and therapy. Not anymore. Hence the rise in dissatisfaction and suicides. It's so important that those under 18 not be permitted to have such life altering surgeries.
My sister suffers from gender dysphoria. It’s been heartbreaking seeing her struggle with her identity through the years. She’s 28 now and thankfully has not had surgery but the hormones have really affected her. She’ll have times of clarity where she sees how bad it is for her and will start detransitioning, then relapse and go back to hormone therapy. It’s like an addiction. Our family loves her no matter what, but it’s like she can’t love herself. We pray for her continually. These testimonies were so encouraging. ❤
Its because testosterone is a drug. She is basically an addict to a drug. I pray for her and rest of your family to find peace ❤ It must be super exhausting.
I wish this was around when I was in highschool. I had a gay friend, who was attracted to straight men only. We drifted apart as we got older, after he started birth control pills. He got his surgery and years later committed suicide because of it.
My God! What a heart wrenching story. I lost a friend to AIDS and if nothing more he reminded me of how much he needed his Dad's acceptance and family unity. The family was so dysfunctional so he relocated to a major city where the Gay lifestyle was celebrated... I digress! RIP to all the souls that feel out of alignment with destiny. Sex is not a cure all - neither are same gender loving relationships.
The saddest part of human identity is that there is no acceptance of uniqueness. We are all extremely individual. The only peace as a person for anyone that doesn’t fit into what people think we all should be like is when we embrace how each of us experiences life so uniquely as intrinsically unique. This doesn’t have to do with beliefs or with transitioning or anything else but truly loving each other for who we are as being completely one of a kind.
TRUE, and we may never, as there is a battle for just the basics of acceptance of each other racial makeup and or religious beliefs. Until those are addressed anything else is just may be considered a passing phase.
@@chlofene I agree but as you yourself said, “a passing phase” which I will double down on. This too (that which prevents us from embracing each other) shall pass and I don’t mean this biblically.
Young ones need to see this. Gender changing is ...very regrettable. Maturity gives wisdom that youths don't always possess. It is essential to make INFORMED DECISIONS. THINK. WAIT. LEARN.
I am so glad hear the stories of people who have traveled a long and painful road that few of us can imagine, but who found wholeness and peace at last. Let us assure young people that it is wonderful to be born a male and it is wonderful to be born a female. You can find your true self without having to destroy your body in the process.
The insanity that is required to allow children to pursue "transitioning" and call it "affirming care" is beyond my comprehension. To create laws that allow the government (schools) to get between parents and children who have decided they, as children, want to be something they're not and never can be is nothing but evil. Thank God there are people like these willing to bear the cost of telling their stories. THAT, is courage.
One of those small towns was virgina city. Im soooo glad these people are telling their stories!! ALL children, parents, teenagers and young adults need to hear and watch these stories before making any life changing gender decisions
God bless all these brave people for speaking out. Here we have honest souls expressing the torment they went through as a child which caused their gender dysforia.
I'm a trans woman and it makes me feel nothing but compassion for those that shouldn't have transitioned. Their stories are as important as anyone's. I don't know how they got there, but that sounds like a whole other kind of nightmare. I'm glad you have a voice.
I'm curious if you had gender dsyphoria, because I thought depression went with that? People are so incredibly different, so many factors, and it truly is a big decision to have surgery. Glad you don't regret.
@@laurykristensen6239 Yes I had massive dysphoria, It manifested as stress and I ignored it as long as I could. So like you know when everything is coming down on you, too much pressure, anxiety and there is nothing you can do to stop it, that is what I would relate it to when describing my stress. I ignored this for a VERY longtime and it started to manifest as physical pain. I felt like I was being electrocuted in my hand and face, my blood was cold. I can't call it depression because I didn't lose interest in my life and the things that I love. And yet, it was so excruciating, I truly questioned if I wanted to live, and almost took my life, which is what lead me to finally come out. I transitioned 3 years ago and I don't feel that stress anymore, and haven't since. I have felt small degrees of it when dealing with dysphoria with things about my body I can't control, but not on that level. I never feel like death would be easier, like I did before. I honestly don't mind answering any questions, since you did so very respectfully. :)
@@laurykristensen6239 I did have dysphoria, but it manifested as stress and anxiety, not depression. As I aged, that stress manifested into physical pain, like I was being electrocuted and I had ice in my veins, ALL the time. It made me not want to live, which lead to me finally coming out to those closest to me. Afterwards, I went through Therapy and I asked my therapist at the start if they ever worked with people that she found out wasn't trans, and she had, with multiple. I was like GOOD. I told her, "I don't care if I am a Man, a Woman or something in between. I just want to know the truth so I can FINALLY live my life and be happy." I went through the process, And I told her I was transgender and she was like, "I know, I wanted to hear you say it before we moved forward". A few months later I socially transitioned, a year after I had come out to a chose few. It was a year before I could even ASK for a consult to speak with a surgeon, which I absolutely thought about a VERY longtime before I went down that road. It was almost another year before I even got to speak to someone, and it wasn't even a surgeon. Then I had to speak with their psychiatrist, they said it could be several sessions, to determine if I was a candidate for surgery, basically, am I ACTUALLY transgender. Actually scheduling the surgery was ANOTHER year. And I never doubted it. I am so happy now, all the time. I have bad days. It's hard, because people really hate people like me right now, but never because I transitioned. And it's not a cure all for life's problems, its just takes care of that one. But, being right for once is pretty rad.
Thank you for making this mini documentary and keeping it up to this day. I hope everyone within this video is still doing well. I hope this video can help the brain washed men and women in this mad world accept reality and not go under the knife for unnecessary future pain and suffering.
I saw this in 2018 when it first came out, but it's seems more relevant right now, so I'm glad it's on TH-cam. I feel terrible for those with gender dysphoria. I cannot even begin to imagine how it would be to always feel uncomfortable in your own body to the point that you become suicidal.
That's such a good video. The statement " it starts out changing your anatomy but it's really that you don't like your inner self" ...so true . But Jesus cares deeply and can help people with gender dysphoria to find their true self and be happy in the gender He made them
I respect these people who are sharing their truthful experiences. They're helping others to increase understanding. And my ❤️ goes out for their very hard Lessons learned.
I've don't think i've ever heard of a detransitioner who wasn't sexually abused as a child - they were never actually trans, they were just heavily traumatised.
@@MaiaPoet not really, I was speaking from my experience of hearing from detransitioners, I never said that they ALL have this experience; that’s unreasonable to believe. I’m just stating a pattern that I personally have picked up on.
Some people have described their vag---noplasty as an "open wound", it hurts, sometimes doesn't heal well and discharges a foul liquid, it also needs to be stretched otherwise it would close again. That sounds awful.
@@ingGS Here I am sitting here a biological female and thinking oh my God there's no way I could do all of that. So thankful I don't have to worry about it.
People are complex. Sex, gender, gender identity isn't a one size fits all and has a wide spectrum. I'm glad these people made life work for them and can find some happiness in it.
Deepest gratitude for having the privilege of listening to this.what an incredible testimony to the power and strength of the human spirit and the redemption found through faith.
Thx for sharing your stories By the way a lot of heterosexual relationships don’t have sex…. The importance is intimacy & being accepted for being yourself
Eye opening doco. I'm sure the decision to detransition was not a light one but it was theirs to make. Wishing each of the men success in their lives with God's blessings. Thanks for the upload. ☺️🙏🏽
Omg I am so happy Billy found love! The whole time I thought we was alone with the dogs and kept thinking wow he is so lovely I hope he finds a woman to love him. So sad this is real 😢
I thank these wonderful people for sharing their story and struggles. Because of their humble hearts so many can be warned of the pitfalls and tragedies that come with sex changes.
This has to be such a difficult life to live. To feel foreign in your own body has to be the most difficult thing to live with day after day. My heart goes out to these folks and anyone struggling with feeling as if they were born in the wrong body. 😔
I agree. I can remember how awkward and embarrassed I felt when I first began to get breasts and I wore sweatshirts because I hated anyone noticing and I really disliked the attention from men. I could not have lived with myself if after all these years I felt that way still about my body. How much worse must it be for people who hate their whole selves?
I am going to come out and say that there will be many adults who are going to HATE their parents for allowing or pushing them to transition as children, before their minds are mature enough to understand that maybe you are just gay, which doesn't mean you don't want to be your gender. Actual trans people are such a small amount of the population, there is no way all these people today are truly trans, and are sadly at times, influenced to make this change. God bless all these people.
You are so right ! But the problem is that society and now doctors tell you that you have to affirm your "trans" child, and I've seen cases of children being taken away from their parents by CPS, because they refused to do so. It is so unbelievable what's the world has become
This is very touching. It’s amazing how God changed these people. God is always good. Just walk towards Him and he’s gonna shower you with all the good things you truly deserves.
Cutting off or adding an appendidge does not constitutes a change. The problem is above the neck. One is the sex they were born as. Think think. Phases pass.on a rare occasion nature makes a mistake. There is only one of each person ever born, that is a privilege honor it.!!!
I think the most difficult, most painful part of all, for these trans people, is when, thinking they are the sex they have in mind and after the sex reassignment surgery, they realize the shock of their emotional partner, when in bed, the latter sees the "penis" the trans person has, that doesnt look like an actual male organ. I imagine it can be devastating, in terms of image, for the trans person. The disappointment, for the trans person, realizing that this isnt what you thought it would be. Future candidates should ask the surgeon concrete questions, and ask for pics before making any decision.
Im sorry for ur heartache that u went through ur whole life ur grandma was only trying to ease ur heartache and help you. Shame on mom and dad for not talking to u hopefuly helping you. God bless.
Thank you for sharing this and letting them tell their life story. It's sad how they were lied to and deceived. The underlying cause is not being addressed and dealt with. This is a mental, emotional, and spiritual illness. The fire has been lit through social media and every other means now, so unfortunately, more especially children are falling into this destruction. As for these individuals, keep the faith. God is with you. He's got the whole world in his hands.
Doctors are making a lot of money! Where is the moral medical ethics? There is no guilt on their work. They can experience more living cadavers to teach their trainees. It is a woke way of thinking!
Thank you all for sharing your true stories. I hope you’re journey can prevent others from doing this to themselves. I hope this will resolve some of your past mistakes and traumatic memories. I pray 🙏🏽 for you all to have a complete and healthy life.
If only every woman oppressed in Afghanistan or Saudi Arabia and every country where women suffer for being females could just stop all of the hatred towards them by saying “I identify as a man”. If trans ideology had anything in it for women then this would be a revelation. I do feel sorry for all of the men on this video - they are very brave to speak out and I hope it brings them some therapeutic relief to speak openly about it.
These people are so incredibly brave. They have been brave since they transitioned into the other gender to this entire journey of coming to terms with the trauma that sort of created all of those issues and eventually getting to the point of detransitioning and being ok with who they are.
Rene is a brilliant author. She made hand bound beautiful books for her closest friends and hand colored some of the pages. I have one of these books. She also wrote her life story. I have not seen her for years and I just randomly watched this video because she said to me one time if she knew then what she knew now she would never have had the surgery. I am happy to see she is still alive and still writing. I knew her by another name but I won't mention it here.
I still don’t understand how it is legal to mutilate human beings. The Dr’s say that it’s to relieve the patient of the anxiety that comes with gender dysphoria. There surgeries will be seen as the frontal lobe lobotomy of modern medicine. We will look back in horror as to how these people were treated. I admire the courage and perseverance of the people who took part in this documentary.
going through puberty is difficult enough. many kids are sad and a bit confused at that point. what they need is understanding and counselling. when people are sad they often grasp at the first thing they think will make them happy. "if only i were rich, if only i were prettier, if only i were a different gender, etc." happiness does not come with superficial realities. teens need to be loved and appreciated as they are.
Thank you for telling us your stories!!! You all are really heros for telling this and hopefully helping someone going through the same thing!! GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!!! ❤❤
That’s why people are so protective of parents letting their children make decision to take hermone therapy. These people made a choice as adults. Children dont have the same mental capacity or consent as an adult.
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@@sophiamarquis I was discussing this channel only in my comment. You are clueless. If the video 'does not reach the internet' then it not of this channel because it is an internet channel only, not a TV channel. So why are you accusing it of Russian propaganda? Your English comprehension is clearly very poor.
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Oh so now you want your peckr back. Wow.
Hi doctor can i contact with you please
Thank you for listening to the LORD'S leading to make this documentary. He answered many of my questions through it. For those featured in this documentary, keep walking in faith, God will do the rest.
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I'm so glad these people are allowed to tell their stories. So many are being attacked, dismissed and shunned for doing so when it doesn't fit the current narrative.
RT Doc was banned in US because of stories like this. They called it "russian propaganda"
That's correct Clarissa. It's important to give a voice to everyone. We already received emails from people who urge us to remove the movie otherwise they will unsubscribe. The movie will remain online, we are not going to censor ANYONE or close ANYBODY's mouth. Everyone deserves to share their story. Thank you for supporting this. X
@@RealWomenRealStories so much respect for your integrity. Thank you for uncompromisingly making room for women's stories.
@@RealWomenRealStories you are incredible, thank you so much for standing up for detransitioners 💗💗💗
@@RealWomenRealStories Thank you for your journalistic integrity. You are heroes like Julian Assange.
My niece transitioned after 2 years of living as man". Went on T, had a double mastectomy, married a woman. Sadly, she ended up regretting her decision. She told me and my sister, ( her mother), that it was the worst thing she could have done. She sadly committed suicide at the young age of 25. And to think parents are allowing their minor children to make the life altering decisions and even encouraging it it totally disgusting. And no one wants to hear the bad stuff about transitioning. They just want to get on the trend train. It's the cool thing to do in school. It's so sad. RIP Rebecca. We miss you so.
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I'm sorry for your loss.
You cant change your sex
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I'm so sorry for the loss of your sister.
I’m a progressive. Just wanted to get this out of the way in case anyone thinks that only right-wingers feel the way I do. I work as a healthcare provider in psychiatry
This indeed should be mandatory viewing for anyone looking to change their sex as well as parents of children who say they want to be of the opposite gender.
Children cannot make such permanent decisions about their biology, their bodies.
I still remember a 16 year old patient of mine who for over 2 years insisted that she felt like a boy. I lost contact with her for a while, but she returned to my practice with her boyfriend. She explained that she felt that her gender dysphoria was no more. We need to let children become adults, give them counseling to get to the root of their dysphoria.
Epic! I can attest that feelings are fleeting! Whew!
Why stay in such a wicked place? Get out,
repent and go and sin no more. The truth sets you free 🥰
@@smp6441 You stay and let your life speak
Absolutely. I believed I’d turn into a boy when I was very young Couldn’t bare how my body was changing at age 11 either. I found it really scary. In todays world what would they do to me 😢
I have a husband, children and grandchildren. Basically, once I became a young adult female I was totally cool with who I was. Why has it become the way it has when what I describe should be common knowledge to professionals
Rejection of people as children or in youth and all abuse projected upon them I think can cause some to reject themselves to this degree. Society is to blame for the hurt to people. Decency and a conscience is never taught
Some detransitioners have said that they were threatened by the trans lobby for speaking publicly about their experience. Some also said that they had a lot of help and encouragement while they were transitioning but they were literally abandoned when they decided to detransition.
A big part of the lie is that if a person says they are trans, they want it 100% unquestioned. They don't want the argument weakened. Might reveal all the other lies.
Typical of a cult
not only are they abandoned, they are outright attacked. That's why no one in this video wants thier location shared.
And those, their own people, who are shunning and treating them bad, not us heterosexual people. I could care less what you "think" you are. I let God sort that out.
Not surprised a bit
there's pressure on both sides. this is a personal struggle for adults. we all should stay out of it
I work in a psychiatry medical group. Our practice is seeing an exponential spike in patients with transition regret. What's so frustrating and shocking is psychiatry professionals fear speaking out about this because the medical community is brainwashed by money and fear. My hope is more stories come out and brave professionals speak up regardless of their fears. We need to prevent this from happening to more people, especially children!
Oh BOOOO-HOOOOOOOO
@@Seaside_Gal glad to see you crying over this. It's a sad situation
Yes. I work in a psych hospital and our adolescent units are full. Suicide attempts, self-harm and so much confusion. Sad.
The medical community also gave in to money and pressure over the injection for a virus.
The people who tried to speak out about adverse reactions were silenced.
I'm happy to see people speak about their personal experiences because it might be a welcome warning to others before irreversible damage is done.
@@sherylpayne5851 I 100% agree! Sadly, we lost some amazing professionals at my organization. All because they did not feel comfortable taking the vaccine. Vaccines typically take years to test and to force people to take what essentially was experimental should be a crime! My body my choice apparently doesn't apply here though.
"You are now safe with me forever" what every hurting child needs to hear
A lie? Great parenting.
@barbidahoinsummer6769
The only Safety is found with our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ.
Yes
Barb I da Ho in summer... lol.
@@alexadam353 religion is often a large part of the problem
I never realized the struggle never stops for so many. My heart breaks for all the broken lives that never received the compassion and understanding they so badly needed. I'm glad they shared their stories to help others understand.
Of course it never stops. Mental illness rarely self-heals. Professional help is needed in most cases.
The hormones NEVER STOP …from everything I’ve seen it gets WORSE….the life expectancy is 60 to 70 at MAX w health issues THROUGHOUT 😞😞😞
There are a ton of these stories now but there are many who are afraid to speak up because they get attacked by the lgbt cult.
Billy and Walt are good men. God bless and keep them both.
My heart breaks for these people… to be hurting so bad that you hate who you are and feel “transitioning״ is how you escape that pain (even if you don’t want to admit it..) I hope all these people can find happiness.
The facial feminisation surgery doesn't make them look female, but messes them up to not look male.
Exactly they look strange
I know someone who transitioned from male to female. This person was effeminate while still male, so the transition looked natural.
@@adelerodriguez2432 In your eyes but not in the eyes of other's I'm sure...
I think they look lesbian.
Billy has one of those faces, that if I saw him, I couldn't tell if he was female or male.
I wish them all peace and happiness in their lives
Their faces are altered both with operations and hormone therapy. They will never look as masculine as they would have, had they not subjected themselves to such treatments.
@@porkypile Yes I know, but there are just some people who I find hard to see if they are male or female.
Just like there are girls who are not feminine and sexy at all, but that's another story :)
Its probably plastic
He said he had facial feminization surgery
@@Zuzzanna I don't understand your point. Are you saying that females are supposed to be feminine and sexy? What is the 'other story'?
This is sad...so many regret it cause it was a mental issue not a physical.... But we all make bad decisions
Most people dont make a "cut my boobs off, lol" decision. Either way, the world we live in is sick and it's run by sick people. Ask Ye and you will understand who runs the show.
Getting your penis cut off or your breasts cut off is a heck of a bad decision.
it's ALWAYS a mental issue. there's nothing physically wrong with any of the transitioners.
It’s all about teenage hormones!! Geez, doesn’t anyone remember it sucked, you felt crazy, you got hair, you got your period, but we all knew that by 18-20, it would all be fine…and it was!
God still forgives
14:45 FINALLY, it is said, "I was sexually abused and that was the point of changing genders." I know so many people this has happened to!! You have to get to the root, not just the symptoms.
It’s true
It needs to be said. I too know of a female who was assaulted by her male family members. So she turned herself into a man to never be vulnerable again. It is such a common theme
No, there are NOT 'so many people' this has happened to and it's not a blanket reason. Check yourself and what you sound like...idiotic.
I was sexually abused with dysphoria, but not with gender dysphoria. I didn’t feel a connection to myself at all. My name doesn’t feel like mine and my body. Sex abuse really messes with children’s psyche. I’m not surprised some end of getting sex changes because of that dysphoria.
I am so sorry for your abuse and pain. The abusers should have mandatory surgery.
I had 5 brothers and I desperately wanted to be a boy when I was little. I'm so glad I was born in the 1960s because if I'd been born in this generation, they would have totally screwed me up! I am 100% female and glad for it.
I, too, grew up with brothers and used to run around when I was little with my shirt off because my brother did it so I figured I could as well. My mom had to explain to me that I'm a little girl and girls have to wear their shirts. I didn't understand but obeyed my mother anyway. I played with their toys and felt like whatever they could do, I could do as well. I never felt like I was a boy or wanted to be one, I just felt better hanging around with guys and being athletic. Turns out, I clean up well and am very much a female who is good at sports and I guess I was considered a tomboy. I was also born in the 60s and my parents just let me play with my brother's toys because I also played with my girl toys, too.
Same for me, born in the 60's and very much a tomboy.
Same
I was born in the 80's I desperately wanted to be a boy when i was little but thank God I finally decided to just be a tomboy instead ❤
Amen! These times we're in now literally destroy kids' lives with the insanity that they impose! I am so glad for your sake. You dodged all this!
This should be shown in every high school health class if they're also pushing the agenda of its ok to change genders.
But it wont unfortunately.
Look for order of the barbarians,, this to me explains what's happened over the last few years and what's to come. It tells you about all of this gender shit, this is what the WEF want, if you do read this it may not dawn on you sraite away but it will sink in.
Informed consent. The only way you should make your personal health decisions.
It is okay to change gender tho🤦♀️ trans people are overwhelmingly shown to be much happier after transitioning. Detransitioners take up a very small percentage of that, and if you actually were in LGBTQ circles, you'd know quite a few of them detransition, not because of regret, but because they have to die to pressure from family etc
@@mina6mina I've been in the community for decades. Compared to 5-10 years ago, when everyone came out as Trans, there's been a *HUGE* surge of de-transitioners, who AS ADULTS regret their decisions that some of their *parents* pressured them to make, or just got caught up in identity crises.
Their parents accepted then as Trans, but shunned them as ANYTHING else.
If you were Trans, you had a medical problem, if you were G or L, you were a FILTHY SINNER, so a LOT of people carved themselves up in the name of GOD.
My heart goes out to these people sharing their stories. Also to the others who are on the journey
Yes, I do too. I pray teens watch this before committing to this drastic surgery. 😢❤️🩹
A man tricking another man that he's a "woman". Attempted rape.
This person has gone through so much. They have come out the other side and now is such a wealth of wisdom.
I’ve seen that Billy guy in other videos. He always has the sweetest attitude and demeanor. He is a blessing to watch.
He reminds me of the actor Eric Roberts . 😊
I hope this can be an eye-opening experience for everyone...
I’ve never actually heard of anyone transitioning to female/male and then wanting to go back to their original sex. Great story and brave people to speak up.
Cause the system doesnt want you to hear about it. This information is suppressed for political reasons.
Women are more likely to become a man. Sounds weird but true.
Because test gets you high ...they're junkies
So many stories online!
So common, for some stories search Benjamin Boyce, he has had so many detransitioners on.
This should be seen by all Public/Private school students as a requirement to Graduate, especially 6th-12th grade.
11th 12th. I think 6th is too much.
Parents must educate, please share. What our kids are up against starts very very young.
As a requirement to graduate? That is a stretch. Psychology is not part of the curriculum until college. Teach children skills such as financial management and career skills.
@@Eli08ishI took sociology in highschool, there were segments of psychology as well.
So happy that they found someone who loves them. Their wives probably saved their lives. Wish them many many more years of happiness!!💜
but their wives usually don't have sex with them, so they put their sex life on the altar of their relationship, but it's their choice. just so you don't have too many illusions
The confusion of gender starts at an early age and is something I experienced. You know you are different and just want to fit in. It is a real situation alot of people are in. You think life would be better if you were born the way your mind sees you. I struggled to be a boy and hide how I felt I was supposed to be. When I first was in drag I saw the inner me in the mirrow and felt completely natural. I got sad after awhile because I felt I was losing the real me. When I took everything off I saw me again and felt I worked really hard to a accept myself. I believe God knows our struggles and is aware He made us all different. Today I accept myself and embrace my unique self knowing I am not a mistake. I have met several trans people over the years and see their struggle but see they are just human like everyone else. I feel fortunate to be different but embrace myself as I am.
So are you trans? Did you have surgery or did you stay as you were born? Honestly I feel for ppl who battle this. I can't imagine the pain. I was an alcoholic and tht was hell enough but I overcame it. We all have different battles. I just pray you live. You deserve to.
When you are young most times you feel like this. It is not necessarily due to gender dysphoria. Yes, you can look at the other gender and think it will be easier. But at the end of the day your brain remains. It is not a magic trick.
My high school years were awful, I felt I cannot fit in at all. Yet when I went to uni and found people that had similar interests everything suddenly changed.
Please have patience and maybe try to focus on the things you love.
I'd you love drag, do it. But changing is a very difficult thing that needs a lot of consideration. I have rule in life: fixing something that is not broken might actually break it.
Which is what happened with the people in this documentary
I cant relate ive loved being a male from the start
God loves you for you 😊.
Listen to the TLC song "Unpretty"
The bravery and selflessness is astounding. I hope many are spared this suffering ❤
The doctors are more than happy to "double dip"... alter, then repair. At one time, these surgeries weren't approved unless the patient had lived a certain amount of time as a transvestite, and after a time of psychological evaluation and therapy. Not anymore. Hence the rise in dissatisfaction and suicides. It's so important that those under 18 not be permitted to have such life altering surgeries.
My sister suffers from gender dysphoria. It’s been heartbreaking seeing her struggle with her identity through the years. She’s 28 now and thankfully has not had surgery but the hormones have really affected her. She’ll have times of clarity where she sees how bad it is for her and will start detransitioning, then relapse and go back to hormone therapy. It’s like an addiction. Our family loves her no matter what, but it’s like she can’t love herself. We pray for her continually. These testimonies were so encouraging. ❤
🙏🙏🙏
Encouraging of what? Your own desire for her to live as you wish....
Unfortunately, testosterone is a drug. It had addictive properties just like any other drug.
Its because testosterone is a drug. She is basically an addict to a drug. I pray for her and rest of your family to find peace ❤ It must be super exhausting.
@victoriavancartier7379 u sound the same as you write
I wish this was around when I was in highschool. I had a gay friend, who was attracted to straight men only. We drifted apart as we got older, after he started birth control pills. He got his surgery and years later committed suicide because of it.
My God! What a heart wrenching story. I lost a friend to AIDS and if nothing more he reminded me of how much he needed his Dad's acceptance and family unity. The family was so dysfunctional so he relocated to a major city where the Gay lifestyle was celebrated... I digress! RIP to all the souls that feel out of alignment with destiny. Sex is not a cure all - neither are same gender loving relationships.
It's more likely your friend committed suicide due to lack of acceptance by friends, family, and others in society.
So sad.
@@SepherStarNope he himself didn't accept himself. He shouldn't blame his family. It's his mind
Billie is so sweet. I hope all of them can find peace
The saddest part of human identity is that there is no acceptance of uniqueness. We are all extremely individual. The only peace as a person for anyone that doesn’t fit into what people think we all should be like is when we embrace how each of us experiences life so uniquely as intrinsically unique. This doesn’t have to do with beliefs or with transitioning or anything else but truly loving each other for who we are as being completely one of a kind.
TRUE, and we may never, as there is a battle for just the basics of acceptance of each other racial makeup and or religious beliefs. Until those are addressed anything else is just may be considered a passing phase.
@@chlofene I agree but as you yourself said, “a passing phase” which I will double down on. This too (that which prevents us from embracing each other) shall pass and I don’t mean this biblically.
Young ones need to see this. Gender changing is ...very regrettable. Maturity gives wisdom that youths don't always possess. It is essential to make INFORMED DECISIONS. THINK. WAIT. LEARN.
I am so glad hear the stories of people who have traveled a long and painful road that few of us can imagine, but who found wholeness and peace at last. Let us assure young people that it is wonderful to be born a male and it is wonderful to be born a female. You can find your true self without having to destroy your body in the process.
The insanity that is required to allow children to pursue "transitioning" and call it "affirming care" is beyond my comprehension. To create laws that allow the government (schools) to get between parents and children who have decided they, as children, want to be something they're not and never can be is nothing but evil.
Thank God there are people like these willing to bear the cost of telling their stories. THAT, is courage.
This younger generation should be more educated on this subject. I hope some see this video. Great video
One of those small towns was virgina city.
Im soooo glad these people are telling their stories!! ALL children, parents, teenagers and young adults need to hear and watch these stories before making any life changing gender decisions
Thank you for speaking out and sharing your stories! The world needs to hear your testimonies!
God bless all these brave people for speaking out. Here we have honest souls expressing the torment they went through as a child which caused their gender dysforia.
I cried...to think there may be hope for my daughter! Im still crying
Thank you so much for sharing
I'm a trans woman and it makes me feel nothing but compassion for those that shouldn't have transitioned. Their stories are as important as anyone's. I don't know how they got there, but that sounds like a whole other kind of nightmare.
I'm glad you have a voice.
I'm curious if you had gender dsyphoria, because I thought depression went with that? People are so incredibly different, so many factors, and it truly is a big decision to have surgery. Glad you don't regret.
@@laurykristensen6239 Yes I had massive dysphoria, It manifested as stress and I ignored it as long as I could. So like you know when everything is coming down on you, too much pressure, anxiety and there is nothing you can do to stop it, that is what I would relate it to when describing my stress.
I ignored this for a VERY longtime and it started to manifest as physical pain. I felt like I was being electrocuted in my hand and face, my blood was cold. I can't call it depression because I didn't lose interest in my life and the things that I love. And yet, it was so excruciating, I truly questioned if I wanted to live, and almost took my life, which is what lead me to finally come out.
I transitioned 3 years ago and I don't feel that stress anymore, and haven't since. I have felt small degrees of it when dealing with dysphoria with things about my body I can't control, but not on that level. I never feel like death would be easier, like I did before.
I honestly don't mind answering any questions, since you did so very respectfully. :)
@@laurykristensen6239 I did have dysphoria, but it manifested as stress and anxiety, not depression. As I aged, that stress manifested into physical pain, like I was being electrocuted and I had ice in my veins, ALL the time. It made me not want to live, which lead to me finally coming out to those closest to me. Afterwards, I went through Therapy and I asked my therapist at the start if they ever worked with people that she found out wasn't trans, and she had, with multiple. I was like GOOD. I told her, "I don't care if I am a Man, a Woman or something in between. I just want to know the truth so I can FINALLY live my life and be happy." I went through the process, And I told her I was transgender and she was like, "I know, I wanted to hear you say it before we moved forward".
A few months later I socially transitioned, a year after I had come out to a chose few. It was a year before I could even ASK for a consult to speak with a surgeon, which I absolutely thought about a VERY longtime before I went down that road. It was almost another year before I even got to speak to someone, and it wasn't even a surgeon. Then I had to speak with their psychiatrist, they said it could be several sessions, to determine if I was a candidate for surgery, basically, am I ACTUALLY transgender. Actually scheduling the surgery was ANOTHER year. And I never doubted it.
I am so happy now, all the time. I have bad days. It's hard, because people really hate people like me right now, but never because I transitioned.
And it's not a cure all for life's problems, its just takes care of that one. But, being right for once is pretty rad.
This is one of those that needs to be shown in schools.
Thank you for making this mini documentary and keeping it up to this day. I hope everyone within this video is still doing well. I hope this video can help the brain washed men and women in this mad world accept reality and not go under the knife for unnecessary future pain and suffering.
I saw this in 2018 when it first came out, but it's seems more relevant right now, so I'm glad it's on TH-cam.
I feel terrible for those with gender dysphoria. I cannot even begin to imagine how it would be to always feel uncomfortable in your own body to the point that you become suicidal.
The vultures circle them - all trying to make money out of it.
I’m glad the people in this story have found peace
It's amazing to see these people really finding their escence and accepting themself
The Creator is the Creator, nobody can replace what He has created: Man and Woman. Period! He is the PERFECT GENIOUS, He made no mistakes, men do !
THATS YOUR FAITH JOURNEY...NOT EVERYONE ELSE'S
This needs to be shown to all the young children who think that having a sex change will fix everything. Good Lord this is a nightmare
That's such a good video. The statement " it starts out changing your anatomy but it's really that you don't like your inner self" ...so true . But Jesus cares deeply and can help people with gender dysphoria to find their true self and be happy in the gender He made them
I respect these people who are sharing their truthful experiences. They're helping others to increase understanding. And my ❤️ goes out for their very hard Lessons learned.
I've don't think i've ever heard of a detransitioner who wasn't sexually abused as a child - they were never actually trans, they were just heavily traumatised.
No true Scotsman fallacy
@@MaiaPoet not really, I was speaking from my experience of hearing from detransitioners, I never said that they ALL have this experience; that’s unreasonable to believe. I’m just stating a pattern that I personally have picked up on.
@@heeeeresjohnny799you are correct.
Billy was a beautiful man before his transition!!! 😳😳😳😢😢😢
They don’t tell you that once you transition, you’ll never have normal sex again.
Some people have described their vag---noplasty as an "open wound", it hurts, sometimes doesn't heal well and discharges a foul liquid, it also needs to be stretched otherwise it would close again. That sounds awful.
No one should have to tell these people that. That’s kind of obvious.
How very very very sad 😢
@debidehm9129 the doctors tell them they will be female.. so they are misled lied to
@@ingGS Here I am sitting here a biological female and thinking oh my God there's no way I could do all of that. So thankful I don't have to worry about it.
this is making me cry.God bless you all.
I would give my arm to look like Billy before his transition. He was jaw-dropping handsome. What was he thinking?
The older gentleman's story is so awesome ❤ Thank God for saving him 🙏🏼
What these men and women have been through is heartbreaking 😢
GOD Bless You and the Brave Men in this Video!
Thank you so much for this documentary.
People are complex. Sex, gender, gender identity isn't a one size fits all and has a wide spectrum. I'm glad these people made life work for them and can find some happiness in it.
If your actions inspire others to dream more, learn more, do more and become more, you are a leader
Deepest gratitude for having the privilege of listening to this.what an incredible testimony to the power and strength of the human spirit and the redemption found through faith.
Thx for sharing your stories
By the way a lot of heterosexual relationships don’t have sex…. The importance is intimacy & being accepted for being yourself
Eye opening doco. I'm sure the decision to detransition was not a light one but it was theirs to make. Wishing each of the men success in their lives with God's blessings. Thanks for the upload. ☺️🙏🏽
This Dr makes me ill. Talking about such a horrific surgery so flippantly.
Omg I am so happy Billy found love! The whole time I thought we was alone with the dogs and kept thinking wow he is so lovely I hope he finds a woman to love him. So sad this is real 😢
I thank these wonderful people for sharing their story and struggles. Because of their humble hearts so many can be warned of the pitfalls and tragedies that come with sex changes.
This has to be such a difficult life to live. To feel foreign in your own body has to be the most difficult thing to live with day after day. My heart goes out to these folks and anyone struggling with feeling as if they were born in the wrong body. 😔
I agree. I can remember how awkward and embarrassed I felt when I first began to get breasts and I wore sweatshirts because I hated anyone noticing and I really disliked the attention from men. I could not have lived with myself if after all these years I felt that way still about my body. How much worse must it be for people who hate their whole selves?
I am going to come out and say that there will be many adults who are going to HATE their parents for allowing or pushing them to transition as children, before their minds are mature enough to understand that maybe you are just gay, which doesn't mean you don't want to be your gender. Actual trans people are such a small amount of the population, there is no way all these people today are truly trans, and are sadly at times, influenced to make this change. God bless all these people.
You are so right ! But the problem is that society and now doctors tell you that you have to affirm your "trans" child, and I've seen cases of children being taken away from their parents by CPS, because they refused to do so. It is so unbelievable what's the world has become
That is my feeling, people are gay and can't accept this. Nothing wrong with being gay.
You chose the surgery, live with it!
They have been hurt and traumatized usually. They deserve compassion and love .
Im so glad Billy has someone to look up to and talk to this about. I hope both of those men find piece.
So so many are coming forward. So glad for them.
True the complications in the operation is unavoidable mostly not covered by insurance we must accept that it is still experimental
This is very touching. It’s amazing how God changed these people. God is always good. Just walk towards Him and he’s gonna shower you with all the good things you truly deserves.
Praying that God will continue to bless these brave souls 🙏♥️🙏
It’s so crazy how something u thought u couldn’t change u can actually change but then after u change u can never go back
Because it’s MUTILATION
Cutting off or adding an appendidge does not constitutes a change. The problem is above the neck. One is the sex they were born as. Think think. Phases pass.on a rare occasion nature makes a mistake. There is only one of each person ever born, that is a privilege honor it.!!!
@@TararyzeMcg What is that?
@@Zeuswashingtonreally?
respect that they can admit they made the wrong choice 👍
I think the most difficult, most painful part of all, for these trans people, is when, thinking they are the sex they have in mind and after the sex reassignment surgery, they realize the shock of their emotional partner, when in bed, the latter sees the "penis" the trans person has, that doesnt look like an actual male organ. I imagine it can be devastating, in terms of image, for the trans person. The disappointment, for the trans person, realizing that this isnt what you thought it would be. Future candidates should ask the surgeon concrete questions, and ask for pics before making any decision.
Im sorry for ur heartache that u went through ur whole life ur grandma was only trying to ease ur heartache and help you. Shame on mom and dad for not talking to u hopefuly helping you. God bless.
Thank you for sharing this and letting them tell their life story. It's sad how they were lied to and deceived. The underlying cause is not being addressed and dealt with. This is a mental, emotional, and spiritual illness. The fire has been lit through social media and every other means now, so unfortunately, more especially children are falling into this destruction. As for these individuals, keep the faith. God is with you. He's got the whole world in his hands.
Doctors are making a lot of money! Where is the moral medical ethics? There is no guilt on their work. They can experience more living cadavers to teach their trainees. It is a woke way of thinking!
Really beautiful, wise people. So much wisdom from so much pain all of your lives. Best wishes to all.
Thank you all for sharing your true stories. I hope you’re journey can prevent others from doing this to themselves. I hope this will resolve some of your past mistakes and traumatic memories. I pray 🙏🏽 for you all to have a complete and healthy life.
If only every woman oppressed in Afghanistan or Saudi Arabia and every country where women suffer for being females could just stop all of the hatred towards them by saying “I identify as a man”. If trans ideology had anything in it for women then this would be a revelation. I do feel sorry for all of the men on this video - they are very brave to speak out and I hope it brings them some therapeutic relief to speak openly about it.
These people are so incredibly brave. They have been brave since they transitioned into the other gender to this entire journey of coming to terms with the trauma that sort of created all of those issues and eventually getting to the point of detransitioning and being ok with who they are.
These people are so brave and honest and authentic!!!! Wow!
Rene is a brilliant author. She made hand bound beautiful books for her closest friends and hand colored some of the pages. I have one of these books. She also wrote her life story. I have not seen her for years and I just randomly watched this video because she said to me one time if she knew then what she knew now she would never have had the surgery. I am happy to see she is still alive and still writing. I knew her by another name but I won't mention it here.
I still don’t understand how it is legal to mutilate human beings. The Dr’s say that it’s to relieve the patient of the anxiety that comes with gender dysphoria. There surgeries will be seen as the frontal lobe lobotomy of modern medicine. We will look back in horror as to how these people were treated. I admire the courage and perseverance of the people who took part in this documentary.
These stories are so important
I literally cryed watching this. God bless you!
In ten years we will look back on this TERRIBLE LIE AS THE MOST VILE OF LIES!!! To TAKE AWAY THE ABILITY TO ENJOY SEX OR IS DEMONIC😖😖😖
This should be watched by all who are thinking about starting on the path of body mutilation
going through puberty is difficult enough. many kids are sad and a bit confused at that point. what they need is understanding and counselling. when people are sad they often grasp at the first thing they think will make them happy. "if only i were rich, if only i were prettier, if only i were a different gender, etc." happiness does not come with superficial realities. teens need to be loved and appreciated as they are.
So sad ! Prayers for their healing
It’s sad that these people will be bullied for sharing their truth.
Thank you for telling us your stories!!! You all are really heros for telling this and hopefully helping someone going through the same thing!! GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!!! ❤❤
Bless everyone in this video. No matter what - try to be happy and peaceful. ❤️
That’s why people are so protective of parents letting their children make decision to take hermone therapy. These people made a choice as adults. Children dont have the same mental capacity or consent as an adult.
Anybody contemplating surgery should watch all these first.
This channel deserves 22 million subscribers, instead of the quarter of a
million it has currently. The reason is that it's only interested in the truth, in brutal reality, in compassion for all who suffer irrespective of their place on the totem pole of power.
@@sophiamarquis what false Russian propaganda? I support Russia. Any link.
@@sophiamarquis I was discussing this channel only in my comment. You are clueless. If the video 'does not reach the internet' then it not of this channel because it is an internet channel only, not a TV channel. So why are you accusing it of Russian propaganda? Your English comprehension is clearly very poor.
I cried when I watched this. Absolutely honest and beautifully done.