How to become mentally unbreakable? Just after listening to a part of this video and watching and listening to many of these videos, I know that if you can do it, we can do it. You've grown and developed from a fragile rose and blossomed into a giant tree with roots big and deep enough to touch every heart. I may not know you personally, but seeing you grow in front of our eyes and develop, it is truly an honor that is rarely presented.
girl “I have this darkness in me” really hit close, we might have it but its not a part of us. small steps, rock bottom hurts and hope is hard to hold on to sometimes, but we can do it(placebo)
me too.my depression comes from emotional abuse from family.most days are really hard but I remember being happy before.we will get there again.good luck
It feels like I am hearing my own story from another person. I also got into depression when I was 14. This was the year when I started to understand how f*** up my family was and how badly it affected me and my loved ones as well. I went through rabbit holes of trying to understand what was wrong with me because I felt so out of place. It was a though journey and I am not sure if I will have to face the same phases of panick attacks, anxiety attacks, then depressive period where it's hard to get myself to do the damn tasks and at the end when I am numb to everything and there is no hope or no reason of living. Plus the self harm thoughts of ending it all. I am currently in my normal stage like I have stopped giving an F. But I a trying to live and not be too serious as well. It's hard but yt stories helps a lot. Thanks for sharing I felt so peaceful because of this.
All that suffering has shaped you into the person you are. I am so proud that you endured it and I truly believe it was worth it, because it has made you into the amazing person you are (even if you were briefly a bird shit covered sweaty potato 😁). Thank you for the video and being so vulnerable with us.
Soon I will be 17 and its been more than 3 years that I struggle with most of the sh*t that you talked about and honestly I feel like you are like an older sister who is talking to me. One of the things that I will remember is to never giving up even if I think that there is no more hope, cause at the end we are so proud of who we are now. And now that I overcome dark thought I always say this sentence to myself: move ahead but never forget. Honestly I truly think that every bad sh*t that we overcame makes us stronger and yeah I love your content and the way that you explain everythings. I think I fell in love with the way you think lol. But truly I respect you and I hope that your life is going to be amazing 🫠🫶🏻
as someone who went through some similar things I’m sending you virtual hug and thank you, your video reminded me that I shouldn’t look down at where I am now bc I genuinely overcame a lot and I’ll overcome my today’s struggles as well ❤ If you’re reading this I hope you will randomly find money on sidewalk
Thank you. I needed to hear this. Genuinely am struggling a lot right now with depression social anxiety. I feel alone. Like I feel I am by myself sometimes. And the reason why i feel like that is for petty stuff I must say but I am not doing well right now. I thank you for speaking up and being open💙🙏
Wish I could give you a hug. Still loving your videos. You're so relatable and real. Never forget your worth, you've seriously impacted my life for the better. Never forget that.
im so so sorry about how you felt. you didnt deserve ANYTHING like that. i just wanna tell you that im soo so proud of you for getting better and even just existing. it was probably very hard. thank you so much for sharing your experience. sending you looots of love. take care
I relate to this a lot It's so comforting to hear your story, and I hope I can come to accept my past as much as you have in order to healthily talk about it and open up to others Thank you so much for being you
I am much older than you but I can relate to you. I am proud of you for being so strong, compassionate and resilient. There were dark times in my life and I doubted that I would ever make it. However, I surprised myself for being able to survive. I can't agree more with you, you have to stop letting yourself feel like a victim. Changing your perspective is the key to move forward and thrive.
dude its actually crazy how much I can relate to your experiences! thank you so much for sharing them and not only letting me feel that I am not alone but that the journey IS HARD but rewarding too!!
I've been struggling for the past 2 years or so trying to overcome anxiety and depression. I'm 19 this year and in my second year of uni as an Interior Architect student and I've been really pressured and stressed about any friendships and relationships and uni work. I've felt like there's so many people who are there for me yet for some reason I'm still struggling to love what I'm studying, to love the people around me, and most of all to love myself. Some days feel like Cloud 9 while others feel like HELL. There are times I want to do so much (both for leisure and for uni) but I just have NO motivation at all. But anyways I wanted to say that I really appreciated this video and learnt a lot from it. I feel motivated that I'll be able to work things out I just hope this motivation lasts now. Thank you so much, and I'm so happy for you that you've found solitude and tranquillity in your life girl :)
Thank you for sharing your story Mei. You had a very painful past, but I'm glad that you're able to let go of it and was able to continue on. I hope that everyone who is struggling on their own journey will eventually conquer their darkness. You have my support!! As for my story, I had social anxiety starting in 7th grade which lasted till 12th grade. I would be afraid of meeting my friends lol(ig cus i was more afraid of being judged by my friends then by strangers). And i would just be in a constant state of panic. I was able to resolve my anxiety by exposing myself to and taking the initiative to socialize with people and realize that people were a lot less judgemental than I thought. I've also gone through 3 depressive episodes. The most recent one was during my first year of college. It started a bit before winter break when I began binge eating. During the second semester I self isolated myself and watch TH-cam videos all day mindlessly. I went to less than half of all my class sessions. Now I'm about to enter my second year of college. Every summer is like a mini gap year for me and I'm really glad that this has been my most productive summer and that I'm more back to my 'normal' state. I'm worried that I might relapse once I go back to school but I'll try my best to not let it happen.
Dear Sis, your new subscriber here,who is so glad to find someone of my age on this platform this strong,inspiring and relatable.I want to really really thank you for being open and genuine like this. Let's just say I am seeing myself in the past you except a few parts. I too keep seeing the journeys of people who transformed , wondering if I be able to turn out like that.I am too having a painful craving to be heard,seen and connected, meanwhile wondering if I deserve it in the first place..And guess what,that desire was being met while hearing you talk! I was thinking how nobody seems to relate to my thoughts and feelings or take them seriously, and then here you are!I too keep thinking I just have to put in more effort,more action. Tysm❤.. I don't know how I will turn out but, seeing you give me hope. 💜You're so cool dude!
Seeing-girls getting influenced by girls on social media to what extent they have gone where they don’t even care about there health, forget about there passion plus goals ,forget to live the way they want to live.they are coming to a point where they don’t know what they are doing.if we keeep changing for other people then when will we standup for ourselves we should be r own role model in life set are own standards not trying to replicate shit people beauty standards Beauty is subjective we should define it for ourselves and other people define there’s It’s been 3months that I turned 18 listening to her about what she had been through and how she learned from her experiences is helping me build my standards in my life.thank you for creating this kind of content where I can learn from elder sister(Meiqiii) and analyse which part of me that I should Change and which I shouldn’t. I am so proud of you girl ❤️love u always and forever.all the best for ur journey ahead.seeing you I can say for myself that we are a work in progress ☺️
mei, thank you for sharing this video. I found comfort realising another person has similarly felt and endured such experiences. I can especially connect with particular struggles deriving from being an individual of an Asian cultural background. Your channel provides raw warmth and understanding from a world that’s distant from displaying vulnerability. Also a great reminder for us that the process of healing is not a smooth lane with sunshines and rainbows, it can be zigzagged, where some days are worse than others, and that’s perfectly okay. Stay safe and healthy. Lots of love 💞💞
I can relate to the over achieving thing in high school. I went to a really small high school (there were just 14 students in my class at some point) and I began doing everything to avoid getting bored, but actually it was just a coping mechanism to deal with the drama that comes from feeling like I was stuck in a perpetual and mundane status quo. When covid became a thing and I didn’t need to go to hs anymore I remember like legitimately feeling like I was saved by the bell. Other than that, I’m sorry you had to go through the stuff you went through and I’m so glad you’re doing better.
I'm trying to get better. At tge beginning of this year i was severely depressed. It was scary yes i was always sad but this was a type of pain that I've never felt. I cried, i hated everything and everyone. I locked myself in my room during my 15th birthday because i didn't feel that i deserved any type of celebration. I want to end it all i had those thoughts every single day from April. It was scary but it give me hope a feeling of happiness knowing that i can finally end the pain. I'm doing better now but i still struggle a lot but i have amazing people, friends and family that care for me. I really love your videos and I'm thankful that you were comfortable enough to share this with us. It gave me hope. Thank you ♡♡
Genuinely, thank your for sharing. Your story/journey is definitely an inspiration for those who've live in the deepest pits and even those who aren't even close to it. I'm happy that you decided to keep moving forward and never give up every single time there was that moment of letting go. Yes the world may not care about an individual person, but there will be (at least I believe) at least one person that does. You're already one of my favorite youtubers (and each new video solitifies that) as well as many people in the comment section and have inspired so many people, big and small. It always takes a spark to start a fire. Keep doing what you are doing and may those trapped in the dark (I'm using KH speak xd) be brought back to the light.
it feels like the same situation as yours but yea right now i'm 23 and I start with my healing journey. No one can help you, just you and yourself. Take yourself with golden sunshine and feel what you feel right now but don't get stuck with it. Time will eventually heal you with the right time. I love youuu🫶💐
I just want to truly thank you for talking about this so openly. The past year has been really tough for me and there were times where I had no hope. But this video really helped me to remember that things get better in the end❤ stay strong!!!
I am so happy that you were able to overcome your struggles. I have yet to get to the point where you are, but listening to your story gives me a lot of comfort and inspiration to draw from. Thank you for your videos and sharing your thoughts with us.
Hi thank you so much for this video. I’m going through anxiety and depression, almost unalive myself at 15. I’m feeling better than before but now I just feel numb. My self esteem is so bad that most days I feel like I’m not worth enough to just live. All that to say that you gave me hope that I can actually overcome all of this I just have to take accountability for my actions and trust the process. Have a great day!
I love how real you always are. This video in particular displays so much growth. To be able to speak about past hardships so openly is very admirable. Btw if you don't mind disclosing, what's your field of studies at uni?
Your are not what you feel and what you go through, you're what you decide to be so ,keep going and one day you'll look back and realise that you accomplished everything you wanted❤
As a 19 year old on my second gap year thank you for this video. I relate a lot to you and I'll be joining university next year. I have gotten better mentally but I hope I can be brave like you and expand my world view
I'm so thankful to you for this video. In 2022 i was in 9th i was so mentally weak, self harm, overthinking, crying everyday, compassion, insecurities and victim weak mindset that's everything i carried around me i would get bad grades all the time it felt terrible. in the end i failed my 9th class but instead of repeating the year, in 2023 i took year gap my parents wanted me to because everything got so bad that my mental health started affecting my physical health. Instead of healing and taking care of my mental health i started to become more insecure because i used social media, posted myself to become popular in my friends group i wanted attention. Which was so stupid. i stopped self harm but my weak mindset was still there but in 2024 i healed myself physically and mentally but then i started thinking that I'm left behind i did homeschooling and in 2024 I gave my 10th exams seeing my old classmates step in 11th grade it felt like i made a huge mistake by taking a break for an year i still sometimes feel like this i get so worried what if i fail again will i stay behind again. Anyways the point of me telling this all was that listening to your story and knowing you also took a year gap, it made me feel better that it's not a bad thing to stay behind to heal yourself even if i didn't take that break i would still end up failing again because my mindset was not on the right place, i was mentally weak thank you wo much for always making me feel like I'm not the only one thank you for the comfort i love you ❤️🤍🤍
Sorry if this is gone through you, everything is going to be okay because remember, God is here for you know matter what, and he will put his hands on you, stay bless🙏🏾🤍
Yeah, back when I was in sixth grade I got very depressed and every day felt the exact same and I remember telling my mom I was tired and she said you should sleep more something like that but it wasn’t like that I was just tired of my life I use to cry every night before I went sleep.
this video is honestly so inspiring. i am struggling with social anxiety and depression, so i was wondering if you have any tips to stop struggling with social anxiety?
You not need to worried everything in this life because temporary but you must worried life after this journey because that eternity...i just remind you all that end of time is near prepared with do charity to your goodness in eternal life...
Hi meiqi. I am 16 years old. While watching this video,i understood "i guess i dramatise everything happened to me' During all summer,i felt my self useless.I was watching the stupid movies and i was reading wattpad all day a long.I ate and i slept.That was my daily routine.My parents didn't let me go out by myself,i just can go somewhere with my parents or my brother. But now,thanks to my aunt,she helped me a lot.I go to the gym and guitar course. But i feel like,i just healed my self physically,not mentally. Because i am down mentally. I have deep issues with my mother,she's overwhelming me a lot and it destroys my self-confidence.(my parents divorced,cause of that reason my dad cannot help me because they don't talk) In addition to this,my relationship with dad is weird. I had 2 friends.But if i do not write them,they'll not write me back. I do not consider this such as friendship. They do not write me and i feel so sad,i feel my self unnecessary. But when i write them and they reply at that time i am trying to be funny for them. I am so alone,because of that reason i try to do everything they like me,they accept me,they love me. But at that time i feel like "This is not real me,this is just their ideal friend personality" If you read that until here,thanks.What would be your advice for me?
This made me realise so much things. I just found your channel today. I watched a few and i feel i learned so much. I want to have a channel about healing (im still healing) i want to heal with other people that have went through something like i went through and i want to help people! Do you have any tips on starting a channel?
I have some mental problems, because last year in my junior year, i was having problems with thinking about that was insulting for no reason while I'm in the conversation, and I'm making new friends and i have a great time with theme, but the point is i never talk to my friends and i never join a group of friends, i always being alone and looking at my shoes and my pants and it makes me want to stop my feet so badly, and I'm in a relationship and I'm trying to find a girlfriend and see if she wants to date me, i ask her if she wants to date me or if she likes me, i told her it's okay if she doesn't like me, and she was to shy with me, i didn't say she doesn't like me, she's not ready for the relationship yet, and she has a group of friends with her for her life, and I'm just to kind, i always be alone and i never had a friend who talks to me everyday or blah blah blah, junior year it's kind of sus, i don't why what happened to me, and I'm trying to keep my life together, i need to have a great conversation with my friends and i need to get out of my house and do something instead of playing video games, i ready need this, thank you so much for this Mei🥰❤️❤️❤️ i have somebody talk about me so bad and some of talk about me good so thank you for this because I'm doing my best to be kind and honest and lucky person, and I'm still single of the relationship. Like I said thank you for this, i really appreciate your thoughts about what happened to you in your high school because remember, God is here for protect you🙏🏾❤️ stay bless🙏🏾🤍
Extracurricular activities help. I was in band/marching band and did chess club for half of the time in high school and (although there were times where I felt lonely) there were other times where I didn't/where I had to interact with others. And other than that, it gave me something to work on (the music I had to practice or the songs I wanted to learn/transcribe). So finding something like that that you can dedicate yourself to can go a long way. I hope this helps, even a little
Yeah, good for you because I have some mental problems as a junior year, and I look at my shoes and my pants for no reason during school days, and I was feeling alone, I hate being alone, I'm trying to make plans before school days starts back, I definitely agree with you on that?!
Did you continue to go to therapy after that 1 session you had? and if yes, how long did you stick with it and what are some major takeaways you got from it? Did you also take any meds? Very validating and informative video! Thank you for this!
I started therapy again December of Gr 11 and stopped after a year(ish). I didn’t take any meds tho I did consider it for a while but I didn’t want any of the side effects. I think my biggest takeaway was just to have someone validate my emotions and listen to what I had to say. Hope this was helpful💜
I used to be cheerful and happy.would get euphoria Smetimes that made me feel awesome. now im completely numb to everything due to trauma and narcissistic abuse from family even my therapist said I need to cut them off :( I don't know if ill ever feel again.I feel like sh too
That’s crazy I just clicked this video randomly and because of the title and mostly everything you no kidding (except for me having an encounter with God)happened to me and feel the exact same way as you it’s crazy because no one understands. Honestly I’m a bit spooked because of how you described everything word has literally happened in my life and were the same age too😂 anyways is there a way to speak privately with you?
How to become mentally unbreakable? Just after listening to a part of this video and watching and listening to many of these videos, I know that if you can do it, we can do it. You've grown and developed from a fragile rose and blossomed into a giant tree with roots big and deep enough to touch every heart. I may not know you personally, but seeing you grow in front of our eyes and develop, it is truly an honor that is rarely presented.
girl “I have this darkness in me” really hit close, we might have it but its not a part of us. small steps, rock bottom hurts and hope is hard to hold on to sometimes, but we can do it(placebo)
I am dealing with depression right now, and your story gives me hope. I’ve been improving and I know I can do It. Thank you.
you can do it !! i believe in you
me too.my depression comes from emotional abuse from family.most days are really hard but I remember being happy before.we will get there again.good luck
i’m glad that you’re here with us
It feels like I am hearing my own story from another person. I also got into depression when I was 14. This was the year when I started to understand how f*** up my family was and how badly it affected me and my loved ones as well. I went through rabbit holes of trying to understand what was wrong with me because I felt so out of place. It was a though journey and I am not sure if I will have to face the same phases of panick attacks, anxiety attacks, then depressive period where it's hard to get myself to do the damn tasks and at the end when I am numb to everything and there is no hope or no reason of living. Plus the self harm thoughts of ending it all. I am currently in my normal stage like I have stopped giving an F. But I a trying to live and not be too serious as well. It's hard but yt stories helps a lot. Thanks for sharing I felt so peaceful because of this.
All that suffering has shaped you into the person you are. I am so proud that you endured it and I truly believe it was worth it, because it has made you into the amazing person you are (even if you were briefly a bird shit covered sweaty potato 😁). Thank you for the video and being so vulnerable with us.
Honestly, that's the level of idgaf that I need in my life. I still need to work on that
Soon I will be 17 and its been more than 3 years that I struggle with most of the sh*t that you talked about and honestly I feel like you are like an older sister who is talking to me.
One of the things that I will remember is to never giving up even if I think that there is no more hope, cause at the end we are so proud of who we are now.
And now that I overcome dark thought I always say this sentence to myself: move ahead but never forget.
Honestly I truly think that every bad sh*t that we overcame makes us stronger and yeah I love your content and the way that you explain everythings. I think I fell in love with the way you think lol. But truly I respect you and I hope that your life is going to be amazing 🫠🫶🏻
as someone who went through some similar things I’m sending you virtual hug and thank you, your video reminded me that I shouldn’t look down at where I am now bc I genuinely overcame a lot and I’ll overcome my today’s struggles as well ❤ If you’re reading this I hope you will randomly find money on sidewalk
Thank you. I needed to hear this. Genuinely am struggling a lot right now with depression social anxiety. I feel alone. Like I feel I am by myself sometimes. And the reason why i feel like that is for petty stuff I must say but I am not doing well right now. I thank you for speaking up and being open💙🙏
Wish I could give you a hug. Still loving your videos. You're so relatable and real. Never forget your worth, you've seriously impacted my life for the better. Never forget that.
im so so sorry about how you felt. you didnt deserve ANYTHING like that. i just wanna tell you that im soo so proud of you for getting better and even just existing. it was probably very hard. thank you so much for sharing your experience. sending you looots of love. take care
I relate to this a lot
It's so comforting to hear your story, and I hope I can come to accept my past as much as you have in order to healthily talk about it and open up to others
Thank you so much for being you
I am much older than you but I can relate to you. I am proud of you for being so strong, compassionate and resilient. There were dark times in my life and I doubted that I would ever make it. However, I surprised myself for being able to survive. I can't agree more with you, you have to stop letting yourself feel like a victim. Changing your perspective is the key to move forward and thrive.
dude its actually crazy how much I can relate to your experiences! thank you so much for sharing them and not only letting me feel that I am not alone but that the journey IS HARD but rewarding too!!
I've been struggling for the past 2 years or so trying to overcome anxiety and depression. I'm 19 this year and in my second year of uni as an Interior Architect student and I've been really pressured and stressed about any friendships and relationships and uni work. I've felt like there's so many people who are there for me yet for some reason I'm still struggling to love what I'm studying, to love the people around me, and most of all to love myself. Some days feel like Cloud 9 while others feel like HELL. There are times I want to do so much (both for leisure and for uni) but I just have NO motivation at all. But anyways I wanted to say that I really appreciated this video and learnt a lot from it. I feel motivated that I'll be able to work things out I just hope this motivation lasts now. Thank you so much, and I'm so happy for you that you've found solitude and tranquillity in your life girl :)
Thank you for sharing your story Mei. You had a very painful past, but I'm glad that you're able to let go of it and was able to continue on.
I hope that everyone who is struggling on their own journey will eventually conquer their darkness. You have my support!!
As for my story, I had social anxiety starting in 7th grade which lasted till 12th grade. I would be afraid of meeting my friends lol(ig cus i was more afraid of being judged by my friends then by strangers). And i would just be in a constant state of panic. I was able to resolve my anxiety by exposing myself to and taking the initiative to socialize with people and realize that people were a lot less judgemental than I thought.
I've also gone through 3 depressive episodes. The most recent one was during my first year of college. It started a bit before winter break when I began binge eating. During the second semester I self isolated myself and watch TH-cam videos all day mindlessly. I went to less than half of all my class sessions.
Now I'm about to enter my second year of college. Every summer is like a mini gap year for me and I'm really glad that this has been my most productive summer and that I'm more back to my 'normal' state. I'm worried that I might relapse once I go back to school but I'll try my best to not let it happen.
Dear Sis, your new subscriber here,who is so glad to find someone of my age on this platform this strong,inspiring and relatable.I want to really really thank you for being open and genuine like this. Let's just say I am seeing myself in the past you except a few parts. I too keep seeing the journeys of people who transformed , wondering if I be able to turn out like that.I am too having a painful craving to be heard,seen and connected, meanwhile wondering if I deserve it in the first place..And guess what,that desire was being met while hearing you talk! I was thinking how nobody seems to relate to my thoughts and feelings or take them seriously, and then here you are!I too keep thinking I just have to put in more effort,more action.
Tysm❤.. I don't know how I will turn out but, seeing you give me hope.
💜You're so cool dude!
Not only motivation and inspiration but you are also saving lives!
Seeing-girls getting influenced by girls on social media to what extent they have gone where they don’t even care about there health, forget about there passion plus goals ,forget to live the way they want to live.they are coming to a point where they don’t know what they are doing.if we keeep changing for other people then when will we standup for ourselves we should be r own role model in life set are own standards not trying to replicate shit people beauty standards
Beauty is subjective we should define it for ourselves and other people define there’s
It’s been 3months that I turned 18 listening to her about what she had been through and how she learned from her experiences is helping me build my standards in my life.thank you for creating this kind of content where I can learn from elder sister(Meiqiii) and analyse which part of me that I should Change and which I shouldn’t. I am so proud of you girl ❤️love u always and forever.all the best for ur journey ahead.seeing you I can say for myself that we are a work in progress ☺️
mei, thank you for sharing this video. I found comfort realising another person has similarly felt and endured such experiences. I can especially connect with particular struggles deriving from being an individual of an Asian cultural background. Your channel provides raw warmth and understanding from a world that’s distant from displaying vulnerability. Also a great reminder for us that the process of healing is not a smooth lane with sunshines and rainbows, it can be zigzagged, where some days are worse than others, and that’s perfectly okay. Stay safe and healthy. Lots of love 💞💞
Girl I LOVE you, I’ve been bingeing your chamber for the last days and I just know you’re helping a lot of people like me.
Regards 🇦🇷
I can relate to the over achieving thing in high school. I went to a really small high school (there were just 14 students in my class at some point) and I began doing everything to avoid getting bored, but actually it was just a coping mechanism to deal with the drama that comes from feeling like I was stuck in a perpetual and mundane status quo. When covid became a thing and I didn’t need to go to hs anymore I remember like legitimately feeling like I was saved by the bell.
Other than that, I’m sorry you had to go through the stuff you went through and I’m so glad you’re doing better.
I'm trying to get better. At tge beginning of this year i was severely depressed. It was scary yes i was always sad but this was a type of pain that I've never felt. I cried, i hated everything and everyone. I locked myself in my room during my 15th birthday because i didn't feel that i deserved any type of celebration. I want to end it all i had those thoughts every single day from April. It was scary but it give me hope a feeling of happiness knowing that i can finally end the pain. I'm doing better now but i still struggle a lot but i have amazing people, friends and family that care for me. I really love your videos and I'm thankful that you were comfortable enough to share this with us. It gave me hope. Thank you ♡♡
I’m struggling with anxiety and depression right now and everyday feels like hell . But your story gives me hope . Thank you meiqi ❤
Genuinely, thank your for sharing. Your story/journey is definitely an inspiration for those who've live in the deepest pits and even those who aren't even close to it. I'm happy that you decided to keep moving forward and never give up every single time there was that moment of letting go. Yes the world may not care about an individual person, but there will be (at least I believe) at least one person that does.
You're already one of my favorite youtubers (and each new video solitifies that) as well as many people in the comment section and have inspired so many people, big and small. It always takes a spark to start a fire.
Keep doing what you are doing and may those trapped in the dark (I'm using KH speak xd) be brought back to the light.
it feels like the same situation as yours but yea right now i'm 23 and I start with my healing journey. No one can help you, just you and yourself. Take yourself with golden sunshine and feel what you feel right now but don't get stuck with it. Time will eventually heal you with the right time.
I love youuu🫶💐
Cool video! Looking forward to the channel's progress!
I just want to truly thank you for talking about this so openly. The past year has been really tough for me and there were times where I had no hope. But this video really helped me to remember that things get better in the end❤ stay strong!!!
she's literally brightening up my day love you meii. start a podcast ma'am plsss
You are one of the youtubers who actually inspire me! Thank you meii❤
I am so happy that you were able to overcome your struggles. I have yet to get to the point where you are, but listening to your story gives me a lot of comfort and inspiration to draw from. Thank you for your videos and sharing your thoughts with us.
Hi thank you so much for this video.
I’m going through anxiety and depression, almost unalive myself at 15. I’m feeling better than before but now I just feel numb. My self esteem is so bad that most days I feel like I’m not worth enough to just live. All that to say that you gave me hope that I can actually overcome all of this I just have to take accountability for my actions and trust the process.
Have a great day!
the timing is impeccable omg
im struggling with anxiety but your video made me think so much and i feel really good !! i love your videos so much you are so inspiring !!
I feel you homie. Sending hugs.
Great video! ❤ Would love to hear about how you overcame social anxiety it’s something i’m really struggling with right now
I love how real you always are. This video in particular displays so much growth. To be able to speak about past hardships so openly is very admirable.
Btw if you don't mind disclosing, what's your field of studies at uni?
Thank you so much for sharing your story, this took alot of courage! I cried because i relate so much, thank you
Thank you for sharing your story. You are so strong and inspiring😊
David Goggins mentioned! Carry those boats girl. Good luck on your journey. You can do it
Your are not what you feel and what you go through, you're what you decide to be so ,keep going and one day you'll look back and realise that you accomplished everything you wanted❤
I really really hope that you are doing better and I absolutely love your content!
As a 19 year old on my second gap year thank you for this video. I relate a lot to you and I'll be joining university next year. I have gotten better mentally but I hope I can be brave like you and expand my world view
Best of luck to you💜
Thank you ❤❤@@meiqiii
thank you so much i wish you the best in life ❤️💕
She makes me feel belonged 😭💙💙💙💙
Sending you a warm hug 🫂 ❤
I'm so thankful to you for this video. In 2022 i was in 9th i was so mentally weak, self harm, overthinking, crying everyday, compassion, insecurities and victim weak mindset that's everything i carried around me i would get bad grades all the time it felt terrible. in the end i failed my 9th class but instead of repeating the year, in 2023 i took year gap my parents wanted me to because everything got so bad that my mental health started affecting my physical health. Instead of healing and taking care of my mental health i started to become more insecure because i used social media, posted myself to become popular in my friends group i wanted attention. Which was so stupid. i stopped self harm but my weak mindset was still there but in 2024 i healed myself physically and mentally but then i started thinking that I'm left behind i did homeschooling and in 2024 I gave my 10th exams seeing my old classmates step in 11th grade it felt like i made a huge mistake by taking a break for an year i still sometimes feel like this i get so worried what if i fail again will i stay behind again.
Anyways the point of me telling this all was that listening to your story and knowing you also took a year gap, it made me feel better that it's not a bad thing to stay behind to heal yourself even if i didn't take that break i would still end up failing again because my mindset was not on the right place, i was mentally weak
thank you wo much for always making me feel like I'm not the only one thank you for the comfort i love you ❤️🤍🤍
You went through so much:( It takes a strength of character to survive these situations. You're a queen! And very inspiring. Good luck for the future!
@@Jay-jk7jv perhaps it was all because of social media 🥹
Sorry if this is gone through you, everything is going to be okay because remember, God is here for you know matter what, and he will put his hands on you, stay bless🙏🏾🤍
Build relation with Christ 🙏🏾🙏🏾🧡
Yeah, back when I was in sixth grade I got very depressed and every day felt the exact same and I remember telling my mom I was tired and she said you should sleep more something like that but it wasn’t like that I was just tired of my life I use to cry every night before I went sleep.
it happened to me aswel, love th vid
this video is honestly so inspiring. i am struggling with social anxiety and depression, so i was wondering if you have any tips to stop struggling with social anxiety?
might make a video later about that 💜
Nice job.
Have an amazing wonderful day girl. ❤❤
Thanks so much for this, truly
You not need to worried everything in this life because temporary but you must worried life after this journey because that eternity...i just remind you all that end of time is near prepared with do charity to your goodness in eternal life...
You go girl
Without watching the video, we already know this is a masterpiece:).
Thank you so much ❤
I do appreciate your message And I do understand what you are going through And I do want to say that I care about you
Hi meiqi.
I am 16 years old.
While watching this video,i understood "i guess i dramatise everything happened to me'
During all summer,i felt my self useless.I was watching the stupid movies and i was reading wattpad all day a long.I ate and i slept.That was my daily routine.My parents didn't let me go out by myself,i just can go somewhere with my parents or my brother.
But now,thanks to my aunt,she helped me a lot.I go to the gym and guitar course.
But i feel like,i just healed my self physically,not mentally.
Because i am down mentally.
I have deep issues with my mother,she's overwhelming me a lot and it destroys my self-confidence.(my parents divorced,cause of that reason my dad cannot help me because they don't talk)
In addition to this,my relationship with dad is weird.
I had 2 friends.But if i do not write them,they'll not write me back.
I do not consider this such as friendship.
They do not write me and i feel so sad,i feel my self unnecessary.
But when i write them and they reply at that time i am trying to be funny for them.
I am so alone,because of that reason i try to do everything they like me,they accept me,they love me.
But at that time i feel like "This is not real me,this is just their ideal friend personality"
If you read that until here,thanks.What would be your advice for me?
I really enjoy your talks and how real you are❤❤
This made me realise so much things. I just found your channel today. I watched a few and i feel i learned so much. I want to have a channel about healing (im still healing) i want to heal with other people that have went through something like i went through and i want to help people! Do you have any tips on starting a channel?
I have went through something similar, less extreme, but the thoughts were the same.
meiqiii, thank you
I have some mental problems, because last year in my junior year, i was having problems with thinking about that was insulting for no reason while I'm in the conversation, and I'm making new friends and i have a great time with theme, but the point is i never talk to my friends and i never join a group of friends, i always being alone and looking at my shoes and my pants and it makes me want to stop my feet so badly, and I'm in a relationship and I'm trying to find a girlfriend and see if she wants to date me, i ask her if she wants to date me or if she likes me, i told her it's okay if she doesn't like me, and she was to shy with me, i didn't say she doesn't like me, she's not ready for the relationship yet, and she has a group of friends with her for her life, and I'm just to kind, i always be alone and i never had a friend who talks to me everyday or blah blah blah, junior year it's kind of sus, i don't why what happened to me, and I'm trying to keep my life together, i need to have a great conversation with my friends and i need to get out of my house and do something instead of playing video games, i ready need this, thank you so much for this Mei🥰❤️❤️❤️ i have somebody talk about me so bad and some of talk about me good so thank you for this because I'm doing my best to be kind and honest and lucky person, and I'm still single of the relationship. Like I said thank you for this, i really appreciate your thoughts about what happened to you in your high school because remember, God is here for protect you🙏🏾❤️ stay bless🙏🏾🤍
Extracurricular activities help. I was in band/marching band and did chess club for half of the time in high school and (although there were times where I felt lonely) there were other times where I didn't/where I had to interact with others. And other than that, it gave me something to work on (the music I had to practice or the songs I wanted to learn/transcribe). So finding something like that that you can dedicate yourself to can go a long way.
I hope this helps, even a little
Yeah, good for you because I have some mental problems as a junior year, and I look at my shoes and my pants for no reason during school days, and I was feeling alone, I hate being alone, I'm trying to make plans before school days starts back, I definitely agree with you on that?!
@@IsaiahGraham2007 definitely hope it works well. I'm rooting for you
Mei Qi is a miracle
I wanna read the novel you wrote 🤧
How can i readyour novel?
I‘m still listening
not related but your room looks cozy and beautiful
your video popped up on my explore page and i looked through your channel and i thought... are we living the same life?
Did you continue to go to therapy after that 1 session you had? and if yes, how long did you stick with it and what are some major takeaways you got from it? Did you also take any meds? Very validating and informative video! Thank you for this!
I started therapy again December of Gr 11 and stopped after a year(ish). I didn’t take any meds tho I did consider it for a while but I didn’t want any of the side effects. I think my biggest takeaway was just to have someone validate my emotions and listen to what I had to say. Hope this was helpful💜
I want you to be happy.
I would like to read your novels for my English studies.
Are they available somewhere?
Same. If she wrote something, I would also like to read
I used to be cheerful and happy.would get euphoria Smetimes that made me feel awesome. now im completely numb to everything due to trauma and narcissistic abuse from family even my therapist said I need to cut them off :( I don't know if ill ever feel again.I feel like sh too
11:28 thid part is WAS REALLLLLP
your strong
❤❤❤❤
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If you cry because the sun has gone out of your life, your tears will prevent you from seeing the stars.
Rabindranath Tagore
where's the novel?
is there any way to contact you privately? 🥺
🤝
That’s crazy I just clicked this video randomly and because of the title and mostly everything you no kidding (except for me having an encounter with God)happened to me and feel the exact same way as you it’s crazy because no one understands. Honestly I’m a bit spooked because of how you described everything word has literally happened in my life and were the same age too😂 anyways is there a way to speak privately with you?
first!♥️
Good you have matured
Hehe one of the first :)
ur so strong🩷
Unbreakable? is that a jojo reference
Hi
Bruh
Ur so beautiful and Jesus loves you 💝💝
I don’t need advice from you on this topic. You don’t even make 6 figures.
what that supposed to do with making 6 figures?💀 Nobody wants ur opinion u sound like a bum
Y would you say that when she’s sharing her story trying to help people who are suffering, you need to stop being on TikTok
you don't know but you are helping me improve my English
Thank you for this!! ❤️🩹
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