1:02 *well my dad is with my mom so... He's not in pain anymore* Those words feels like a hot knife running through butter, being that the butter is your heart.
i remember watching this 3 years ago and i couldn’t imagine the pain you were going through, i couldn’t imagine losing a parent. i lost my mom to depression with this global pandemic and i felt and still feel so heartbroken. it’s been a month without her and it still feels so weird, i feel lost at times, especially waking up every morning and expecting a phone call or text from her telling me something crazy or funny or just wanting to chat. i miss her every single day.
I lost my dad unexpectedly in 2018 and have slowly watched my mom drink herself away since.. she recently has been given a diagnosis of cirrhosis of the liver and 1-3 years to live.. if that.. I’m not coping well.. It so hard losing a parent and all l have learned from it is to go day by day.. don’t force or stop your emotions. What ever you feel is normal and it’s your way of coping. Good vibes to you.
@@aerryn420 my mom has actually gone through the same thing when she was 14. Her father passed away from cancer and her mother drank a lot as well and due to it she passed on soon after. I am so sorry. You deserve the absolute best in life and things will get better. I hope you have amazing friends and family ❤❤
I S S Y Because she is saying, *heart snaps in half* like is someone supposed to laugh at that? An initial reaction wouldn't say that this comment was grief like Sarah's, it's supposed to be funny when this isn't a laughing matter.
i don’t even know who you are, but i’m sending you all my love. they’re in a better place now, and they would be so proud of you for being so strong. all my love, and stay strong 💗
sara i live in Jordan , come visit me...dont be alone..u can have ur own room, the house is big enough...i cook for u and take care of you...i honestly mean it. u are in my prayers
Can’t believe it’s been 3 years. They say times supposed to heal you but it never does when it’s someone you love that’s left a big impact on your heart . Thinking of you xx
My Dad passed away suddenly two and a half weeks ago. Yesterday we laid him to rest. The pain is an unbearable pain like no other that can never be put into words. Trying to find comfort in others who know what I am going through. Empty is the most adequate way explain this pain.
Giulisss Purtoppo è morto suo padre, fra l'altro nel giro di due giorni, prima stava bene poi tutto in una volta si è sentito male, è andato al pronto soccorso ma l'hanno rimandato a casa dicendo che non era niente di grave (da quello che ho capito), poi è stato male di nuovo, lei ha chiamato il 911 (per noi sarebbe il 118) e in due giorni se ne è andato nonostante le cure dei medici. Poi non so se lo sai ma anche sua madre purtoppo è morta credo un paio di anni fa e da quello che ho capito anche lei in modo veloce e inaspettato....
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"Thing have been such a nightmare and i can not wake up cause it's my world,it's my life."
My dad died today.. july 24 2019. I will miss him dearly. We are Never Alone sweetie. Thank you for this video. You are Beautiful, just like Me. Edit: my best friend died September 22nd 2019. Hug your Loved Ones.
@@grace90183 we had a terrible relationship. I recieved my predisposition for drugs and alcohol from him and nothing else. He wasn't a bad Man, but he was a raging drunk. I am more Angry than anything else. Death makes me Mad. Idk why.
I don’t know why I return to your videos periodically. Reading the comments and seeing I’m not alone in this means the impact you leave on first time watchers is immense. So many of us leave the same comment “I first watched this years ago and find myself coming back to rewatch”. Why do we do that? Because we’re going through heartaches in our own lives? Your heart and soul is raw and open to us all. Perhaps we see ourselves in you. Perhaps we see you at your lowest moments and know that you have navigated your way through them-and alone, at that, and that gives us obnoxious hope that we can get through our own tragedies, because you did. I even have a partner and adult children and brothers, and I’m facing the deterioration of my mother but I’ve never felt more alone. Going through and organising her accounts is heartbreaking how she has kept everything in order but is now failing to stay on top of things. Thank you for helping me and others to prepare us for our own loneliness in whatever form that presents itself. I always wish the best for you x
I cannot place into words how impactful this comment is. Thank you for taking the time to leave such a heartfelt comment. I am still shocked to this day that it's already been so many years since I posted this video. The comments, more specifically the comments you are referring to are the ones that keep my sanity at ease and it reminds me I am not alone in this journey we call life. Through the thick and thin of it all, the ups and downs, the darkness and the light. I am a little speechless as sometimes being reminded of the things we are all going through can be an instantaneous wakeup call. My heart is out to both you and your Mother. Its wild you left this comment because I have been wanting to make a video where I talk about pain, grief, and cleaning... I am still organizing both of my parents things and I couldn't agree with you more... it's eye opening to see how organized and put together our parents were. It shocks me to see all they are capable of. It's also inspiring because maybe one day we can be just like them. Although we all feel this loneliness, it's comforting to know we are not alone and some of us are feeling a similar pain. Thank you for taking the time to leave this comment and come back to this video. I truly wish this video will continue to be a "safe" place for us all, even through the pain and hardships. I promise I am always a comment or email away if you ever need someone to talk to or an open ear to listen.
This comment really hit home for me. I just went on a rabbit hole of trying to find Sara’s profile again, my TH-cam watch history said I watched in 2017, 6 years ago as well. We love you Sara.
elle r everybody does. Not saying it isn't bad but everybody loses their parents some day. Does that mean everybody is the strongest person? She also claims that God punishes her for her former live. Do you want to explain that to a child that gets beaten and molested by someone. "Sorry but you get punished for a reason. Your soul did something bad in it's former life". That is so ignorant
I'm a big guy and I cried like a baby watching this video,I'm 26 and my dad passed away from cancer about a year ago,until today I tried everything in my power not to think about it,just pushing the thoughts away,but I've had a really tough couple of month and couldn't take it anymore,I broke down today,I'm completely lost, i don't know what to do, everything reminds me of him as we used to work together, every tool that he ever used,every piece of clothing,I miss him so much that I feel like 50% of me died that day but I never wanted to show it to anyone cause ive always felt that If I hide it than one day it will go away, but it didn't, I dont know what the solution is but I hope you have other family members around you that love you and support you,if I didn't I wouldn't be here right now,people say that the pain will go away but it never does, we just learn to hide it from people and pretend that everything is normal,when its not,how can it be normal when all of a sudden someone so important to you simply one day disappears without any trace,just gone and all we have left if memories and things that belonged to that person,I'm finding it really hard to believe in God but I try everyday as its the only hope we have that not everything is lost and one day just maybe one day I will get to tell him how much I missed him,Kocham cie tato
exactly, the pain and sadness will never disappear but we'll just learn to hide it ... that's exactly it ...... my dad died two years ago and still can not absorb it just because he was not sick or had an accident, just died just ...... died on vacation, my mom flew home without dad terrible, terrible, terrible when waiting at the airport and returning only one parent :-( :-( everyone is watching us from heaven
Sara K listen life isn't over for you okay. I'm going to say this with all my heart and all my life I know it must be difficult to have both of your parents have let go of the grass and go to another place to go but they must be drinking wine and eating fancy things and scones 😂 they're in a better place now. Sara listen life is just going to be full of little surprises some that might make you happy and others that will make you sad. I'm saying this from my own experience so I had lost my uncle around when I was 7or8 and I'm 13 now i will say that when I found out that my uncle had passed away I didn't believe it but last year is when it really hit me and when I cried and I felt like there was nothing else for me because he was my father figuire because my dad wasn't around he had gone to jail and if you only knew how lucky you were and are to have had a father that stuck around but guess what my great aunt had now been diagnosed with cancer and she had been for almost a year and yesterday that I saw her she said she felt her whole body giving up on her that she couldn't do it anymore and let me just tell you that at my age you shouldn't be depressed you should be hanging with friends and stuff like that well I am really much of a lonesome persona then people think but let me tell you something sara when you saw that your dad passed away and maybe thought you were alone you had nothing else you wanted to do but cry just remind yourself you have us and me life isn't going to be easier but you will always have something to live for that people love you for. I'm going to tell you now that you have really showed me what life is going to be like and not to give up and I hope you read this because what I saw in this video was a really heart broken girl with a really strong mind and body because that's what you are. You are the definition of what a strong person is and what they would represent and you are one of my biggest role models and thank you sara I thank you so much
I can't believe it's been over a year now. I remember first seeing this and my heart broke for you I thought "baby no:(". I hope you are doing okay now. I send my love and support to you always.
grief i've learned, is really just love. its all the love you want to give but cannot. All of that unspent love gathers up in the corners of your eyes, the lump in your throat, and in that hollow part of your chest . grief is just love with no place to go.
I remember the day you posted this so vividly. I remember where I was, what I was doing and just sitting crying with you. It's hard to believe it's been three years. You are such a vibrant being. I wish this life could have been more gentle on you, but you are so so strong. I admire you so much, always sending you support & love, xo
Myah Alanna Myah you are an amazing friend! Please talk to her and probably make her feel better! Thank you for that ! I literally can't stop thinking about her 💕
For those who say she's just looking for attention.. YES she is. Stop thinking that you guys are better than anyone. She has no dad and mom anymore, she can have you to support her but you don't have the guts to see that someone in pain feels like shit. We are all brothers and sisters, we need to support eachothers, if not, God would've made Adam without Eve. Now just shut up, leave or understand that your sister needs you.
As the anniversary is coming up, I just want you to know we are all here for you, you are an inspiration for all of us and we are all willing to give back. I remember when you uploaded this and my stomach just dropped at the thumbnail before I even started watching. I cannot begin to imagine the pain you have been through, losing your parents and surviving that terrible accident. I'm proud of you for being here with us and putting yourself out there and talking to us, from mite wars to book recommendations to storytimes to beautiful makeup tutorials. Love you Sara, you're wonderful.
Sometimes when I need a cry, I come to this video to cry with you, and I listen to you. We are strong at the end of the day. I love you Sara, you're my friend and have been for a while now. Stay unfiltered and raw dude.
she just looks so empty and despairing... it's heart breaking... if you watch her struggling not to break and still trying to be brave and incredibly mature when she's trying to explain ... Sara if you're reading this I am truly sorry for the pain and emptiness you're feeling right now. I honestly think your soul and strong sense of being will help you through this xxx
I don't think I've ever seen a video of yours before but I saw you in my suggested videos and had to click. I knew it was going to be an intense video and I hate to see anyone in pain. I wish you the best Sara.
This still hits as hard as it did when I first watched it 3 years ago! It’s just popped up out of nowhere.. and it took be straight back to being awake at some stupid hour, crying with you watching this video. Now I see you have a smile. This makes my heart happy x
I've been told the same thing over and over too but I suggest just don't fuck with that. Like, life is terrible and sometimes it eflects in your eyes, but still, it shouldn't have the power to change anything. No matter if it's about other people's opinions or your feeling about yourself. I don't know, maybe it's just me, maybe I'm oversensitive but people saying me something like this since my young age... I've always been like: fuck off, even if it shows up... I can still carry on, I can still have moments, when I'm truly happy and yes, WITH trauma, WITH grief, I CAN CARRY ON for myself and for ones I love and respect. I feel like sadness, pain, these are just empty words trying to close up our whole lives and experiences in little cage just to let others think they know, what's going on and that they can help or just tell you to put yourself together one day. Like... I have no words I'm sorry, it's just stupid. I really don't like hearing that from anyone.I feel miserable and weak then.
I know it's been 2 years and this is really late but remembering this quote helps me 2 years after my loss. ''I carry them with me. What they would have thought and said and done. Make them apart of who I am. So even though they are gone from the world they're never gone from me.''
Ashley Custer Why? She has over 500k subs. She makes great money. More than enough. I think it's awesome to shoot her a nice message or comment, but there are people out there and in GoFundMe who actually need help.
Even though your world is crumbling, I ask you don't forget to eat. Sleep, my dear, when you are tired, eat when you feel hungry, cry when you feel broken, reach out when you need help. There is nothing else one can say. I only ask that you remember the love they felt for you and love yourself that much. I mean this more than I ever have, I'm sorry for your loss. I'm sorry.
Skyla Valentine is that sounds like the lyrics to eat by Zion.t but it's so fitting I love that song ❤ it helped me get through so much. I hope she will be okay.
I remember watching this video and dreading this pain. May 2019 I lost my father, I am broken and lost. This video has a whole other level of meaning to me😞😞😞
I watched this video for the first time right after you posted it, and my heart broke for you. I remember thinking “I can’t imagine” bc I had never experienced a loss like this. I lost my dad and brother different times within this past year. They both died alone. I still don’t understand it and I don’t think I ever will, it’s just too hard to grasp with my limited human thoughts and emotions. I’m taking it day by day and came back to this video for a little help processing. I still send you so much love 4 years later, with a little more understanding ❤️❤️❤️
Nicole Leonard - I can't imagine 1000 people thumbed this down to be mean. I think some people thumb it down because they are sad and it's counterintuitive to thumb up something sad. But, yeah, some people are insensitive. Mostly the thumbs down are in sympathy.
Been watching you since I was 15. I’m about to be 20. My dad died a week ago because of cancer. Still can’t believe he’s gone, I can’t even cry or be sad cause every time he enters my thoughts my head just shuts down and I can’t realize it... 08.02.21 ♥️ Ku ru7maluch Baba.
I remember I saw this video when you first posted it. My dad just died and idk I thought of you and wanted to watch this vid. It’s nice to know I’m not alone and there are other people who have gone or are going thru this. Thank you for this. Really thanks for your channel
Do not stand at my grave and weep. I am not there. I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glints on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumn rain. When you awaken in the morning's hush I am the swift uplifting rush Of quiet birds in circled flight. I am the soft stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry; I am not there. I did not die. (Mary Elizabeth Frye)
I remember watching this video when it first came out and thinking it would be impossible for me to survive loss like that. For some reason I think of this video often, all the thousands of TH-cam videos I’ve watched and this one has never left my mind. Now many years later, my mom passed in September and my dad is currently in the hospital with heart failure. I finally figured out how people survive such loss, you just do. One day at a time 🖤 seeing your current videos give me so much hope, thank you.
im crying..... her beautiful eyes dont deserve a tear.... she is so beautiful and a pure soul.... im so mad at the universe... she should not be dealing with this at a young age...
I'm crying too I can't imagine what she would be going through right know. I'm just praying and wishing. I know she's strong, she's amazing and she will get through this. It's just painful because she has gone through too much already
I remember watching this video when you just posted it. Now I lost my dad a month ago. I know the pain. I’m so sorry for your loss. They’re in. Better place watching over you babe. I’m glad you actually posted this video. It makes me feel like I have someone to relate to & pretend we’re coping together. Love you girly. You’re strong. ❤️
I don't know why this popped up on my timeline and I don't know why I decided to click on it, and I don't know what was keeping me here to watch the whole thing, but I did. And this is so raw and so beautiful and so real. I commend you for being this brave and honest putting this video up. I know my words won't help, but thank you for being you. I'm sorry you have to go through this. You are beautiful inside and out and I appreciate you. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
I remember watching this video And was thinking how strong you are ect and little did I know I would be Sharing your pain I lost my dad January 2018. This video mind blows me on how I can exactly now feel what you feel.
I came back to this and cried my eyes out. I love you so much, I wish I could take your pain away. You sometimes just remind me to be grateful for everything I have. I realise how stupid I am when I complain about things. Thank you endlessly for that
I love you Sara and i hope you're doing better. I know life is very stressful at the right now. Time really does help, ive learned that. Patience and allowing yourself to forgive yourself for the things you really can't control is what helps. Im literally angry at the world all the time but i know that it does make me feel so much better to just really talk to myself and tell myself its okay. everything it going to be okay. just breathe. I really am sorry for all the widespread emotion you may feel and the feeling of not being safe, i feel it all the time and from personal experience writing to myself has helped alot with the emotions i feel . Sending you positive vibes and energy. i truly hope you'll find a way to cope and feel better, cause girl im still trying to lol. but i love you and pray for the best for you. If you ever want to talk please message me (:
Sara, I know this video was made a year so my comment seems late, however, I was unable to articulate my thoughts and feelings. I feel like it’d be fake to say: you’re so strong. my condolences. Because you deserve so much more than that. You deserve the worlds arms wrapped around you and you deserve mirth, love, light and peace forever. You are a pillar of strength and resilience. Thank you for being honest and not being a bullshit artist. 💫❤️
"And I just want to sleep and lay down and cry, but I know my dad would smack me if I did that." Sara, be brave. Your dad and mom would stay with you in your heart for as long as you need it.
even though i don’t watch your channel and videos, as this is the first one i’ve seen, i really do hope you’re doing better and having positive people surrounding you❤️
My uncle was recently diagnosed with cancer and today I was finding really hard and I remembered this video. I can’t explain it but I just cried and watched this video at the same time and it really helped I don’t know why. But thank you for sharing this and keeping this uploaded. I hope you’re coping a bit better now.
I don’t know why I chose to rewatch this after so many years. But I had this weird sense of time watching it, where I was sending you so much love, healing, soothing energy from the future, but feeling like it was still relevant and having an effect. Time is weird. You are a strong and beautiful soul. God bless.
I can tell that you are a person that has suffered greatly in life. I resonate with the way that your brain works. I find your strength empowering & familiar. I’m suffering greatly myself, whilst grasping on to healing in whatever way I can. Just found out we share the same birthday, just wanted to say that I see & hear you, & resonate♥️
I have never seen this girl before but this breaks my heart I am literally crying along with her. Your parents are watching over you in heaven and they are so proud of you. Cuddle those pets
You are so strong and brave. To be so young and so grounded...your parents would be so very proud of you. They must have been wonderful people to create such a beautiful soul like you. Know that you are never alone. xoxo
You are most welcome sweetie. Never stop spreading your light. You are changing the world in more ways then you realize. Stay true to you, and keep uploading these videos...if only for therapeutic purposes. They will help you and so many others. Peace and Blessings to you always.
Sara, I consider you my best friend and well, I don't know why I'm writing this right now on this video... A comment you won't even see but something in me wanted to tell you- you make me strong when life gets tough.... You really really do. You got no idea dude!
i remember the first time i watched this when you posted it, i hope you’re doing well and know that you are loved by many. you’re such a strong and beautiful woman 💜
Dear Sara, you are a person on the completely opposite side of the world from me, a person I've never met or talked to, but here I am, feeling what you feel, crying with you, hearing through your brave words, to the shivers in your obviously unfairly overloaded heart. I don't have any words of consolation, just know that you're not alone. In your house, you have your animals and plants and a shitload of people who love you through this tiny screen.
I was questioning why random videos like these pop up in my recommended, but when I watched it, it was one of the realest and heart-wrenching vids I've ever seen. God bless you, girl. Stay strong, and I wish you the best.
I remember watching this in 2017, it litteraly broke my heart...you are such a beautiful soul and definitely deserved better, but I'm so glad you're doing better and are keeping making videos!!! Love from France
i feel so ashamed of being mad with my dad or feeling like he doesn’t love me. even if he doesn’t love me i will never stop loving him. this really humbles me. rooting for your strength and prosperity babe!
In the best possible way. Kinda like being heartbroken and calm at the same time. This didn't happen to me so I don't feel that heartwrenching pain and yet I relate so much with how you're feeling that I want to cry with you
After i lost my mother i suffered every single day of my life for 4 years.. it took me 4 years to learn how to deal with the horrible images stuck in my head of her in her last moth of her life.. they still come sometimes, but it’s easier to just think about something else. She was the person i loved the most, and losing her was the worst thing ever happened to me. But I fought , i wanted to die too, I had a strong depression, but I had to stay strong, because that’s what she wanted me to do. Hang in there, this are things that change you forever, the wounds won’t heal, but you will learn how to make the pain bareable in order to keep living.
Nobody is prepared for this specific tragedy....I dont know you but I happen to click on your video and....i empathize with you so much baby. you have my deepest empathy honey. I miss my papa too...I hope the pain eases soon.
i remember watching this years ago. i just remembered it too before i have to go visit my dads resting place. it’s his birthday soon. his first birthday without him here. i miss him so much. it’s comforting knowing i’m not alone in this painful journey of grief.
I lost my father 6 years ago I could give my life to see him and huge him and tell him how much I love him ,I still feel like its just yesterday, I still wish that I will see him soon, i still think thats its maybe a nightmare. Losing someone you love is heartbreaking.
I thought I was the only one who thinks about that. I'm also very scared. At the same time; we shouldn't always think too much about it and just remember to hold our loved ones close every night. Treat everyday like it's your last and their last. You never know when someone's not going to be there anymore.
I watched this video when you barely had post it & I always come back to this and realize how much of such a strong person you are. I’ve been subscribed ever since because of this exact video. You’re such a strong soul and I hope blessing come to you.
Wow you're facing my biggest fear, I pray for your strength.
same
same
Kaenicole same
Kaenicole same
Kaenicole I don't know what I'd do. Amen!
I just wanna hug her
me too...
Rime Hodeib me too.I feel so bad:(
Just am I.
Me too she is so inspiring and so so kind with a big big heart 😥😔🌹💖
And me
I remember watching this at 14 and after four years it has never left my mind, you're amazing Sara. 🇧🇷
Me too
Samee
i was 15 or 16 i think 🥺
Eu tbmmm
Same! I came back today to rewatch it
1:02 *well my dad is with my mom so... He's not in pain anymore*
Those words feels like a hot knife running through butter, being that the butter is your heart.
Her Dad Not Pain Cuz He Dead
😥😥😥😥😥 her tears.......
@@AXCWZ dont want understand her mom died so now that her dad die he is if her🤦🏽♀️
princess lora i look disrespectful 😥 sorry
it hurts because you can feel the sadness and loneliness through the camera
Mili Whitz u don't need to remained her she'll read the comments anyway
N I don't think that will hurt her, she already knows how she feels.
That wasn't my intention... Sorry if it offended anyone i feel really bad for Sara and i hope she's okay
Mili Whitz don't be sorry u said nth wrong 💛💛💛💛
That's actually pretty deep!
"Well...my dad is with my mom, so... He's not in pain anymore...so yeah, he's not in pain anymore...I sure am." My heart 💔😪
River Lane Feeling really bad for her 😔
River Lane what happened to her parents ?
Ela L Her parents died.
Ela L did you even watch the video?
River Lane 😭😭❤️❤️🙏🙏
i remember watching this 3 years ago and i couldn’t imagine the pain you were going through, i couldn’t imagine losing a parent. i lost my mom to depression with this global pandemic and i felt and still feel so heartbroken. it’s been a month without her and it still feels so weird, i feel lost at times, especially waking up every morning and expecting a phone call or text from her telling me something crazy or funny or just wanting to chat. i miss her every single day.
I want you to know we are all here for you, I’m always here for you as well. I am sending you and your family my condolences
My whole heart goes out to you! Much love and I hope you take the time for yourself to heal during this time. ❤❤
I’m so sorry my dad died from cancer and I can’t get over that to but luckily I still have a parent some people don’t 😭😭
I lost my dad unexpectedly in 2018 and have slowly watched my mom drink herself away since.. she recently has been given a diagnosis of cirrhosis of the liver and 1-3 years to live.. if that.. I’m not coping well.. It so hard losing a parent and all l have learned from it is to go day by day.. don’t force or stop your emotions. What ever you feel is normal and it’s your way of coping. Good vibes to you.
@@aerryn420 my mom has actually gone through the same thing when she was 14. Her father passed away from cancer and her mother drank a lot as well and due to it she passed on soon after. I am so sorry. You deserve the absolute best in life and things will get better. I hope you have amazing friends and family ❤❤
My dearest sara, I think about you everyday. You are a light in this world. Never forget that! We love you so very much.
"'Well my dad is with my mom so" *heart snaps in half*
You're making a joke about it and it's not funny.
How was she making a joke?
I S S Y Because she is saying, *heart snaps in half* like is someone supposed to laugh at that? An initial reaction wouldn't say that this comment was grief like Sarah's, it's supposed to be funny when this isn't a laughing matter.
+This is actually my dog I know youre jealous her heart snaps in half as in her heart breaks
This is actually my dog I know youre jealous She wasn't making a joke... she was saying that this hurts her.
"now it's just me, and my house.. and my animals and my plants." 💔
Same ☹️💔
Like me everyday HAHA
That really really broke my heart...
i don’t even know who you are, but i’m sending you all my love. they’re in a better place now, and they would be so proud of you for being so strong. all my love, and stay strong 💗
That right
مشكوره حبيبتي
We.need.more.people.that.are.as.nice.as.you
He’s currently burnin in hell 🔥🔥😈😈
I cannot believe it is a year and a half.. sending you love
Thank you my love... that was hands down the hardest day of my life
I hear you I lost my mom when I was 16. I get you more than you know. Sending you more ❤️
@@sarakyoutube Love you sara! I wish nothing but utter happiness and peace of mind for you in the future.
@@sarakyoutube your strongness is an inspiration
@@sarakyoutube I've only just staret watching you and I know this was a while ago but I'm sending you loads of love xxx
When she cries its so numb... and that's the worst cry. I hope her the best.
m loha what happened i dont wanna watch a 15 min vid
mike jordan cryface her dad died
m loha both of her parents passed away
Oh okay sry for her loss 🙌🙏
Sassy Girl they both died
sara i live in Jordan , come visit me...dont be alone..u can have ur own room, the house is big enough...i cook for u and take care of you...i honestly mean it. u are in my prayers
leila andwolf this is so sweet
leila andwolf sweet heart.
leila andwolf i love this. i love people like you. i love you. the world needs more people like you! ♡
love your wonderful soul ❤️
leila andwolf i love this
Can’t believe it’s been 3 years.
They say times supposed to heal you but it never does when it’s someone you love that’s left a big impact on your heart .
Thinking of you xx
I came back to this because I remember watching this when my mom first died and now I'm losing my dad.
This is exactly how I feel. Empty.
moonlight xo I’m sorry for your loss honey✨💗
I know I lost my mom in January. My condolences to all dealing with the loss of a parent. May our loved ones RIP.
My Dad passed away suddenly two and a half weeks ago. Yesterday we laid him to rest. The pain is an unbearable pain like no other that can never be put into words. Trying to find comfort in others who know what I am going through. Empty is the most adequate way explain this pain.
Much love to you, I hope that everything is okay ❤❤❤
I am sorry.
this broke my heart, i'm so sorry for your loss love. stay strong beautiful.
Bella Krupa aynn
I am not english, I love Sara but can someone explain me what happened? because i don't understand. sorry for my bad english.
+Idïl i'm italian. I can read english, but I have difficult to listen its. You can write, don't worry
She has lost his father.
Giulisss Purtoppo è morto suo padre, fra l'altro nel giro di due giorni, prima stava bene poi tutto in una volta si è sentito male, è andato al pronto soccorso ma l'hanno rimandato a casa dicendo che non era niente di grave (da quello che ho capito), poi è stato male di nuovo, lei ha chiamato il 911 (per noi sarebbe il 118) e in due giorni se ne è andato nonostante le cure dei medici. Poi non so se lo sai ma anche sua madre purtoppo è morta credo un paio di anni fa e da quello che ho capito anche lei in modo veloce e inaspettato....
"Thing have been such a nightmare and i can not wake up cause it's my world,it's my life."
Özlem Mutlu i cried so much at that moment
Özlem Mutlu but girl can we just talk about your last name? You're blessed!
Ahahahah actually i don't like my last name just because of the silly jokes .. But yeah i'm tryna be happy af
My dad died today.. july 24 2019. I will miss him dearly.
We are Never Alone sweetie. Thank you for this video. You are Beautiful, just like Me.
Edit: my best friend died September 22nd 2019. Hug your Loved Ones.
i am so sorry for your loss 💓 stay strong.
DeenanTheKemon I I’m so sorry, Rest In Peace ❤️
Sorry for your loss❤❤
@@grace90183 we had a terrible relationship. I recieved my predisposition for drugs and alcohol from him and nothing else. He wasn't a bad Man, but he was a raging drunk. I am more Angry than anything else. Death makes me Mad. Idk why.
DeenanTheKemon I mine today
I don’t know why I return to your videos periodically. Reading the comments and seeing I’m not alone in this means the impact you leave on first time watchers is immense. So many of us leave the same comment “I first watched this years ago and find myself coming back to rewatch”. Why do we do that? Because we’re going through heartaches in our own lives? Your heart and soul is raw and open to us all. Perhaps we see ourselves in you. Perhaps we see you at your lowest moments and know that you have navigated your way through them-and alone, at that, and that gives us obnoxious hope that we can get through our own tragedies, because you did. I even have a partner and adult children and brothers, and I’m facing the deterioration of my mother but I’ve never felt more alone. Going through and organising her accounts is heartbreaking how she has kept everything in order but is now failing to stay on top of things. Thank you for helping me and others to prepare us for our own loneliness in whatever form that presents itself. I always wish the best for you x
I cannot place into words how impactful this comment is. Thank you for taking the time to leave such a heartfelt comment. I am still shocked to this day that it's already been so many years since I posted this video. The comments, more specifically the comments you are referring to are the ones that keep my sanity at ease and it reminds me I am not alone in this journey we call life. Through the thick and thin of it all, the ups and downs, the darkness and the light. I am a little speechless as sometimes being reminded of the things we are all going through can be an instantaneous wakeup call. My heart is out to both you and your Mother. Its wild you left this comment because I have been wanting to make a video where I talk about pain, grief, and cleaning... I am still organizing both of my parents things and I couldn't agree with you more... it's eye opening to see how organized and put together our parents were. It shocks me to see all they are capable of. It's also inspiring because maybe one day we can be just like them. Although we all feel this loneliness, it's comforting to know we are not alone and some of us are feeling a similar pain. Thank you for taking the time to leave this comment and come back to this video. I truly wish this video will continue to be a "safe" place for us all, even through the pain and hardships.
I promise I am always a comment or email away if you ever need someone to talk to or an open ear to listen.
This comment really hit home for me. I just went on a rabbit hole of trying to find Sara’s profile again, my TH-cam watch history said I watched in 2017, 6 years ago as well. We love you Sara.
@@sarakyoutube🩷
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Watched this a month after it was posted…just randomly popped into my mind 2 minutes ago… definitely a safe space ❤
this is one of the strongest people ive ever seen
elle r mine too. stay strong beautiful.
elle r not really..
B linker She have lost her dad and her mom?
elle r everybody does. Not saying it isn't bad but everybody loses their parents some day. Does that mean everybody is the strongest person?
She also claims that God punishes her for her former live. Do you want to explain that to a child that gets beaten and molested by someone. "Sorry but you get punished for a reason. Your soul did something bad in it's former life". That is so ignorant
B linker You must know they are 3 childrens, 21, 16 and 12! That's hard enough.
I wish I could give you a hug through the screen
jessiepaege same:(
jessiepaege I love you so much!!!
jessiepaege ikr
So sweet 💕
I'm a big guy and I cried like a baby watching this video,I'm 26 and my dad passed away from cancer about a year ago,until today I tried everything in my power not to think about it,just pushing the thoughts away,but I've had a really tough couple of month and couldn't take it anymore,I broke down today,I'm completely lost, i don't know what to do, everything reminds me of him as we used to work together, every tool that he ever used,every piece of clothing,I miss him so much that I feel like 50% of me died that day but I never wanted to show it to anyone cause ive always felt that If I hide it than one day it will go away, but it didn't, I dont know what the solution is but I hope you have other family members around you that love you and support you,if I didn't I wouldn't be here right now,people say that the pain will go away but it never does, we just learn to hide it from people and pretend that everything is normal,when its not,how can it be normal when all of a sudden someone so important to you simply one day disappears without any trace,just gone and all we have left if memories and things that belonged to that person,I'm finding it really hard to believe in God but I try everyday as its the only hope we have that not everything is lost and one day just maybe one day I will get to tell him how much I missed him,Kocham cie tato
Nasze dusze sa niesmiertelne i wszyscy sie spotkamy po drugiej stronie, tylko trzeba wytrzymac tesknotę, wlasciwie zycie to tylko chwila 💓
Sorry for your loss ❤
exactly, the pain and sadness will never disappear but we'll just learn to hide it ... that's exactly it ...... my dad died two years ago and still can not absorb it just because he was not sick or had an accident, just died just ...... died on vacation, my mom flew home without dad terrible, terrible, terrible when waiting at the airport and returning only one parent :-( :-( everyone is watching us from heaven
eliška bumbari That is so horrific. I’m so sorry for your loss luv❤️
@@SnapszDuhh
thank you for these words ❤️ Thank you for understanding
Your eyes are always trying to say something that has been hidden inside u for so long.....They will fade if u cry
@Ονομάτιος Επιθετίδης that's what happens when you cry so much
@@youhan9460 why only that eye tho
@@anouska.r583 she had an eye infection
@@user-ol3sb8jy4w thanks :)
There isn't any pain worse , than silent pain😭
KK'S World The silence is a shout which hopes.
this video is so real.
real life isn't as pretty as they make it out to be
this is the truth. i hope you begin to feel better soon. just know you have us all by your side
Sara K listen life isn't over for you okay. I'm going to say this with all my heart and all my life I know it must be difficult to have both of your parents have let go of the grass and go to another place to go but they must be drinking wine and eating fancy things and scones 😂 they're in a better place now. Sara listen life is just going to be full of little surprises some that might make you happy and others that will make you sad. I'm saying this from my own experience so I had lost my uncle around when I was 7or8 and I'm 13 now i will say that when I found out that my uncle had passed away I didn't believe it but last year is when it really hit me and when I cried and I felt like there was nothing else for me because he was my father figuire because my dad wasn't around he had gone to jail and if you only knew how lucky you were and are to have had a father that stuck around but guess what my great aunt had now been diagnosed with cancer and she had been for almost a year and yesterday that I saw her she said she felt her whole body giving up on her that she couldn't do it anymore and let me just tell you that at my age you shouldn't be depressed you should be hanging with friends and stuff like that well I am really much of a lonesome persona then people think but let me tell you something sara when you saw that your dad passed away and maybe thought you were alone you had nothing else you wanted to do but cry just remind yourself you have us and me life isn't going to be easier but you will always have something to live for that people love you for. I'm going to tell you now that you have really showed me what life is going to be like and not to give up and I hope you read this because what I saw in this video was a really heart broken girl with a really strong mind and body because that's what you are. You are the definition of what a strong person is and what they would represent and you are one of my biggest role models and thank you sara I thank you so much
Daniel Wilkerson I know exactly
I know exactly what you mean
whoever disliked this video is a sociopath who has no heart
literally a tv then why bother watching
Or thier people who believe you should grieve on your own .....
@@Ashghaus what everybody have way to grive we not the same
I can't believe it's been over a year now.
I remember first seeing this and my heart broke for you I thought "baby no:(".
I hope you are doing okay now.
I send my love and support to you always.
AWWW😞😞😞
grief i've learned, is really just love. its all the love you want to give but cannot. All of that unspent love gathers up in the corners of your eyes, the lump in your throat, and in that hollow part of your chest . grief is just love with no place to go.
your comment is poetry, i'll never look at grief the same way again
svetlana Olbutova whats grief?
jaimee burnett are you a writer? this is beautiful and sad but still beautiful
jaimee burnett 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
so true!
WE got you. We're not going anywhere.
Potato Face gofundme.com/sara-k-support-fund
isn't that fake?
Zoriex no it's not fake why would she lie about this sort of thing
i think Zoriex meant the website.
This was 2 years ago today I'm still so proud of you I can't imagine how horrible that this event was we still all love and support you 💜
I remember the day you posted this so vividly. I remember where I was, what I was doing and just sitting crying with you. It's hard to believe it's been three years. You are such a vibrant being. I wish this life could have been more gentle on you, but you are so so strong. I admire you so much, always sending you support & love, xo
my love... my beautiful love. please stay strong.. we are here for you. message me anywhere at any time.
Myah Alanna Myah you are an amazing friend! Please talk to her and probably make her feel better! Thank you for that ! I literally can't stop thinking about her 💕
Myah Alanna Thank you for guiding me to this video on Twitter ❤ she deserves all the support she can get.
Myah Alanna yes
Cheyenne Jame
Myah Alanna this is why I love myah she cares sm abt other people and not just her channel. I hope Sarah will stay strong we are always here for her💕
For those who say she's just looking for attention.. YES she is. Stop thinking that you guys are better than anyone. She has no dad and mom anymore, she can have you to support her but you don't have the guts to see that someone in pain feels like shit. We are all brothers and sisters, we need to support eachothers, if not, God would've made Adam without Eve.
Now just shut up, leave or understand that your sister needs you.
Amen!! Your right
preach
Jin eomma With 6 son ARMY
Tae Hyungs elephant 2203 ARMYY
Rita Honora amen
As the anniversary is coming up, I just want you to know we are all here for you, you are an inspiration for all of us and we are all willing to give back. I remember when you uploaded this and my stomach just dropped at the thumbnail before I even started watching. I cannot begin to imagine the pain you have been through, losing your parents and surviving that terrible accident. I'm proud of you for being here with us and putting yourself out there and talking to us, from mite wars to book recommendations to storytimes to beautiful makeup tutorials. Love you Sara, you're wonderful.
Sometimes when I need a cry, I come to this video to cry with you, and I listen to you. We are strong at the end of the day. I love you Sara, you're my friend and have been for a while now. Stay unfiltered and raw dude.
she just looks so empty and despairing... it's heart breaking... if you watch her struggling not to break and still trying to be brave and incredibly mature when she's trying to explain ... Sara if you're reading this I am truly sorry for the pain and emptiness you're feeling right now. I honestly think your soul and strong sense of being will help you through this xxx
I don't think I've ever seen a video of yours before but I saw you in my suggested videos and had to click. I knew it was going to be an intense video and I hate to see anyone in pain.
I wish you the best Sara.
pigeon same I saw her on suggest and it sucks that she went through this, stay strong
pigeon me too, I wish the best for here and I hope she knows we all care
pigeon same thing with me.I don't think there's anything I can do though, so the least I can do is to stay strong and wish you the best of luck.
pigeon I see you the first time,too. I am now an lovely subscriber♥ I wish you the best of luck for your future and send amazing wishes from Germany
pigeon iu
I just watched my mom pass away a few hours ago. I've already lost my dad. So I'm coming back to this for strength. I'm so broken right now
sending love❤️
i hope you are doing better now.. sending all my love
Sending you love 💕💕💕💕
This still hits as hard as it did when I first watched it 3 years ago! It’s just popped up out of nowhere.. and it took be straight back to being awake at some stupid hour, crying with you watching this video.
Now I see you have a smile. This makes my heart happy x
Same sis
she had so much pain inside her ,that's what her eyes r reflects in every video
alot of people say that;/
Sara K that's what reality is
I've been told the same thing over and over too but I suggest just don't fuck with that. Like, life is terrible and sometimes it eflects in your eyes, but still, it shouldn't have the power to change anything. No matter if it's about other people's opinions or your feeling about yourself. I don't know, maybe it's just me, maybe I'm oversensitive but people saying me something like this since my young age... I've always been like: fuck off, even if it shows up... I can still carry on, I can still have moments, when I'm truly happy and yes, WITH trauma, WITH grief, I CAN CARRY ON for myself and for ones I love and respect. I feel like sadness, pain, these are just empty words trying to close up our whole lives and experiences in little cage just to let others think they know, what's going on and that they can help or just tell you to put yourself together one day. Like... I have no words I'm sorry, it's just stupid. I really don't like hearing that from anyone.I feel miserable and weak then.
Wakanella well said 👏
I am sad to have found your channel this way. I am sending love and hugs to you.
I want hug you , too❤️
Jennefer Luckett that's how I found her too 😢
This is the first video I'm seeing by her to sad I found her this way. But I hope you feel better
Same here. 😔 Prayers for you girl.
Me too. This video was recommended to me and Idk why. This makes me so sad 😢
Stay strong 💔❤ .. We are with you, you are not alone
دنجب
I know it's been 2 years and this is really late but remembering this quote helps me 2 years after my loss.
''I carry them with me. What they would have thought and said and done. Make them apart of who I am. So even though they are gone from the world they're never gone from me.''
the pain in her face and eyes just breaks my heart in half. i'm so sorry sarah. my heart is with you
aj jonasson gofundme.com/sara-k-support-fund
Ashley Custer Why? She has over 500k subs. She makes great money. More than enough. I think it's awesome to shoot her a nice message or comment, but there are people out there and in GoFundMe who actually need help.
Beulah307 are you serious? She just lost her dad she has so many expenses to pay now that her dad died
Beulah307 you don't make money based on subs ......
Even though your world is crumbling, I ask you don't forget to eat. Sleep, my dear, when you are tired, eat when you feel hungry, cry when you feel broken, reach out when you need help. There is nothing else one can say. I only ask that you remember the love they felt for you and love yourself that much. I mean this more than I ever have, I'm sorry for your loss. I'm sorry.
Skyla Valentine Literally took the words out of my mouth👏🏾
Skyla Valentine such a perfect comment
Skyla Valentine is that sounds like the lyrics to eat by Zion.t but it's so fitting I love that song ❤ it helped me get through so much. I hope she will be okay.
Skyla Valentine 3
Skyla Valentine perfectly said..thank you!!
I remember watching this video and dreading this pain. May 2019 I lost my father, I am broken and lost. This video has a whole other level of meaning to me😞😞😞
I’m sending you healing energy and warm light my love. I am so sorry for your loss and want you to know I as well as many others are here for you ❤️
Cherish my condolences to you. I lost my mom in January 2019. Our parents are always special. May they rest in heavenly peace.
I watched this video for the first time right after you posted it, and my heart broke for you. I remember thinking “I can’t imagine” bc I had never experienced a loss like this. I lost my dad and brother different times within this past year. They both died alone. I still don’t understand it and I don’t think I ever will, it’s just too hard to grasp with my limited human thoughts and emotions. I’m taking it day by day and came back to this video for a little help processing. I still send you so much love 4 years later, with a little more understanding ❤️❤️❤️
You kinda remind me of lorde; both very unique and pretty.
92wishbone omg I was thinking like she does resemble someone...and you said it . it's Lorde
92wishbone yeah😍
92wishbone I know I was about to say that
92wishbone
Yyyaaahhhh
92wishbone oh yea she does
When she said "my dad is with my mom" my heart shattered.
Nicole Leonard same
Nicole Leonard - I can't imagine 1000 people thumbed this down to be mean. I think some people thumb it down because they are sad and it's counterintuitive to thumb up something sad.
But, yeah, some people are insensitive. Mostly the thumbs down are in sympathy.
Nicole Leonard wait! I saw this exact comment yesterday but it's from 3 hrs ago did u copy and paste or something?
Lillie LU Dè Ja Vu
I felt the same exact way..
Been watching you since I was 15. I’m about to be 20.
My dad died a week ago because of cancer.
Still can’t believe he’s gone, I can’t even cry or be sad cause every time he enters my thoughts my head just shuts down and I can’t realize it... 08.02.21 ♥️ Ku ru7maluch Baba.
I remember I saw this video when you first posted it. My dad just died and idk I thought of you and wanted to watch this vid. It’s nice to know I’m not alone and there are other people who have gone or are going thru this. Thank you for this. Really thanks for your channel
There is no word to describe this pain, not a single word.
Do not stand at my grave and weep.
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there. I did not die.
(Mary Elizabeth Frye)
FuckYeahSanja Thats so beautiful and true!!!
I read this at my mum's funeral
FuckYeahSanja what a beautiful poem but gosh the name ruins it x
So beautiful
This is the poem I chose for my Grandma's funeral :(
*even if this was a year ago. the way you speak and look..heartbroken. traumatized. This is so much to handle. I don't even know what to tell you.*
I remember watching this video when it first came out and thinking it would be impossible for me to survive loss like that. For some reason I think of this video often, all the thousands of TH-cam videos I’ve watched and this one has never left my mind. Now many years later, my mom passed in September and my dad is currently in the hospital with heart failure. I finally figured out how people survive such loss, you just do. One day at a time 🖤 seeing your current videos give me so much hope, thank you.
im crying..... her beautiful eyes dont deserve a tear.... she is so beautiful and a pure soul.... im so mad at the universe... she should not be dealing with this at a young age...
Ella A how old is she?
Вика Швырева I believe she is 20 possibly 21
shes going to turn 21 on june 9th.......
I'm crying too I can't imagine what she would be going through right know. I'm just praying and wishing. I know she's strong, she's amazing and she will get through this. It's just painful because she has gone through too much already
Jelena makeupvibes I think she has like older siblings who are like adults
This is the rawest video I've watched in years. Nothing has made me break down like that in a very long time.
I remember watching this video when you just posted it. Now I lost my dad a month ago. I know the pain. I’m so sorry for your loss. They’re in. Better place watching over you babe. I’m glad you actually posted this video. It makes me feel like I have someone to relate to & pretend we’re coping together. Love you girly. You’re strong. ❤️
I remember watching this and i still randomly think of you. Still feel the pain through the video.
her just pausing and reminiscing is just so real in this video. i'm so sorry and i wish i could help
I don't know why this popped up on my timeline and I don't know why I decided to click on it, and I don't know what was keeping me here to watch the whole thing, but I did. And this is so raw and so beautiful and so real. I commend you for being this brave and honest putting this video up. I know my words won't help, but thank you for being you. I'm sorry you have to go through this. You are beautiful inside and out and I appreciate you. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
I remember watching this video
And was thinking how strong you are ect and little did I know I would be Sharing your pain I lost my dad January 2018. This video mind blows me on how I can exactly now feel what you feel.
I came back to this and cried my eyes out. I love you so much, I wish I could take your pain away. You sometimes just remind me to be grateful for everything I have. I realise how stupid I am when I complain about things. Thank you endlessly for that
Sending you so much love & strength, babe!! 😔💖💖💖
Marvyn Macnificent Marvyn du bist auch hier.. Deutschland unterstützt sie auch❤❤
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Marvyn Macnificent 💖💖💖💖
Lisa Schäfer WARUM WEINT SIE HIER IN DJESEM.VIDEO???WORUM GIENGS ???KANN NICHT SO GUT ENGLISCH..BITTE KANNST MICH AUFKLAREN??DAAAANKEE😘💗
ihr vater ist vor kurzem gestorben und ihre mutter einige zeit davor
Never usually comment on anything, but I am so so so sorry babe. You are so strong🖤
Emptyglassofwhiskey wtf ya ass get out
Emptyglassofwhiskey your probably one of the people who disliked this video so maybe you should fuck off
Bohemian Corporal
wtf is wrong with you
I love you Sara and i hope you're doing better. I know life is very stressful at the right now. Time really does help, ive learned that. Patience and allowing yourself to forgive yourself for the things you really can't control is what helps. Im literally angry at the world all the time but i know that it does make me feel so much better to just really talk to myself and tell myself its okay. everything it going to be okay. just breathe. I really am sorry for all the widespread emotion you may feel and the feeling of not being safe, i feel it all the time and from personal experience writing to myself has helped alot with the emotions i feel . Sending you positive vibes and energy. i truly hope you'll find a way to cope and feel better, cause girl im still trying to lol. but i love you and pray for the best for you. If you ever want to talk please message me (:
Sara, I know this video was made a year so my comment seems late, however, I was unable to articulate my thoughts and feelings. I feel like it’d be fake to say: you’re so strong. my condolences. Because you deserve so much more than that. You deserve the worlds arms wrapped around you and you deserve mirth, love, light and peace forever. You are a pillar of strength and resilience. Thank you for being honest and not being a bullshit artist. 💫❤️
"And I just want to sleep and lay down and cry, but I know my dad would smack me if I did that." Sara, be brave. Your dad and mom would stay with you in your heart for as long as you need it.
this video is so human, thank you.
there is never a need to thank me
Sara K can you fcking explain me whats goin on girl
xd her dad passed away. Did u even watch the video? she has nobody. she's strong and I'm ecually so proud of her.
even though i don’t watch your channel and videos, as this is the first one i’ve seen, i really do hope you’re doing better and having positive people surrounding you❤️
My uncle was recently diagnosed with cancer and today I was finding really hard and I remembered this video. I can’t explain it but I just cried and watched this video at the same time and it really helped I don’t know why. But thank you for sharing this and keeping this uploaded. I hope you’re coping a bit better now.
Your parents raised one beautiful soul. They are together now, watching you grow into the beautiful woman they created.
I wish I could hug you and let you cry in my arms
Gabriella Irizarry my feelings exactly.
The same
Same
I don’t know why I chose to rewatch this after so many years. But I had this weird sense of time watching it, where I was sending you so much love, healing, soothing energy from the future, but feeling like it was still relevant and having an effect. Time is weird. You are a strong and beautiful soul. God bless.
I can tell that you are a person that has suffered greatly in life. I resonate with the way that your brain works. I find your strength empowering & familiar. I’m suffering greatly myself, whilst grasping on to healing in whatever way I can. Just found out we share the same birthday, just wanted to say that I see & hear you, & resonate♥️
I have never seen this girl before but this breaks my heart I am literally crying along with her. Your parents are watching over you in heaven and they are so proud of you. Cuddle those pets
Meaghan Kehoe same here this is the first video I've watched of hers and it kills me inside. I can't imagine losing my parents so young.:(
You are so strong and brave. To be so young and so grounded...your parents would be so very proud of you. They must have been wonderful people to create such a beautiful soul like you. Know that you are never alone. xoxo
this was a beautiful comment. thank you for this.
You are most welcome sweetie. Never stop spreading your light. You are changing the world in more ways then you realize. Stay true to you, and keep uploading these videos...if only for therapeutic purposes. They will help you and so many others. Peace and Blessings to you always.
DoLLface EMME What a great comment! :-) I was thinking the same.
Sara, I consider you my best friend and well, I don't know why I'm writing this right now on this video... A comment you won't even see but something in me wanted to tell you- you make me strong when life gets tough.... You really really do. You got no idea dude!
i remember the first time i watched this when you posted it, i hope you’re doing well and know that you are loved by many. you’re such a strong and beautiful woman 💜
Dear Sara, you are a person on the completely opposite side of the world from me, a person I've never met or talked to, but here I am, feeling what you feel, crying with you, hearing through your brave words, to the shivers in your obviously unfairly overloaded heart. I don't have any words of consolation, just know that you're not alone. In your house, you have your animals and plants and a shitload of people who love you through this tiny screen.
yup I agree..I will send you my love for her..
Joyce Li yes let's help her feel better I feel really sad because of what she's going through :/
Glo She has God too. I'm so sorry s
Sara.
Glo your words are beautiful, thank you for speaking for all of us . I hope she reads this ❤
I was questioning why random videos like these pop up in my recommended, but when I watched it, it was one of the realest and heart-wrenching vids I've ever seen. God bless you, girl. Stay strong, and I wish you the best.
I agree, this made me cry, i really hope she gets better.
Akiza7861 i was crying over a boy an hour ago and i saw this and forgot people go through worse shit than me
Akiza7861 same
+Alex I. inchallah she Will get better
I remember watching this in 2017, it litteraly broke my heart...you are such a beautiful soul and definitely deserved better, but I'm so glad you're doing better and are keeping making videos!!! Love from France
i feel so ashamed of being mad with my dad or feeling like he doesn’t love me. even if he doesn’t love me i will never stop loving him. this really humbles me.
rooting for your strength and prosperity babe!
And we can't even imagine how many sad stories this world offers...
This was so painful to watch.
In the best possible way. Kinda like being heartbroken and calm at the same time. This didn't happen to me so I don't feel that heartwrenching pain and yet I relate so much with how you're feeling that I want to cry with you
MAKAYLA XOXO I wish she could feel better
yeah seriously. why was this in my recommended?!? i was too curious since it didn't have a title
MAKAYLA XOXO yes it is pain full but sadly it is life
MAKAYLA XOXO very painful 😰😰
After i lost my mother i suffered every single day of my life for 4 years.. it took me 4 years to learn how to deal with the horrible images stuck in my head of her in her last moth of her life.. they still come sometimes, but it’s easier to just think about something else.
She was the person i loved the most, and losing her was the worst thing ever happened to me. But I fought , i wanted to die too, I had a strong depression, but I had to stay strong, because that’s what she wanted me to do.
Hang in there, this are things that change you forever, the wounds won’t heal, but you will learn how to make the pain bareable in order to keep living.
Nobody is prepared for this specific tragedy....I dont know you but I happen to click on your video and....i empathize with you so much baby. you have my deepest empathy honey. I miss my papa too...I hope the pain eases soon.
this video was my wake up call.
toll lion Same. I'm grateful for my parents and loved ones
i remember watching this years ago. i just remembered it too before i have to go visit my dads resting place. it’s his birthday soon. his first birthday without him here. i miss him so much. it’s comforting knowing i’m not alone in this painful journey of grief.
I lost my father 6 years ago I could give my life to see him and huge him and tell him how much I love him ,I still feel like its just yesterday, I still wish that I will see him soon, i still think thats its maybe a nightmare. Losing someone you love is heartbreaking.
Omg I'm crying so very sad I spend nights crying thinking about my mum passing I don't want it to happen in scared
sunsbookishgamesx ^^ I don't really think enough about how fragile life is and how quickly people can just pass
I thought I was the only one who thinks about that. I'm also very scared. At the same time; we shouldn't always think too much about it and just remember to hold our loved ones close every night. Treat everyday like it's your last and their last. You never know when someone's not going to be there anymore.
My deepest condolences. I wish I could give you the biggest hug, Sara. I'm truly sorry. So very sorry.
Elizabeth D 💚💚❤ *i like* 💚💚❤
totally agree
Elizabeth D ikr 😭 how old is she ? losing BOTH her parents? 😞 I'm sorry
I think she's 20. So sad to lose her parents at such a young age.
It’s been 2 years since I watched your video and I still think of you every now and then I hope you’re well and happy
I can see the pain in your voice..this is such a sad moment I’m so sorry sweetie I’m sending as much prayers as I can 💕😭💖
who the actual FUCK disliked this video...
Jazzy Cat maybe people who are sad that her dad died? I don't really know.
Jazzy Cat for real, damn.
Some stupid people say "she's using her dad for views" but I think she made this video because she needed to talk to someone..
3,000+ dumb asses
Ariana Martins مافهمتش وشبيها مسكينة بصح والله غاضتني ههه أختكم من الجزائر الشقيقة
"And I'm going to be ok, I'm just really sad" 😢😭
I watched this video when you barely had post it & I always come back to this and realize how much of such a strong person you are. I’ve been subscribed ever since because of this exact video. You’re such a strong soul and I hope blessing come to you.
This made me tear up I’m so sorry I’m here for you, your a strong women he’d be proud of you
i want nothing more than to hug this sweet girl and let her know that it WILL be okay.