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  • เผยแพร่เมื่อ 25 พ.ค. 2016
  • started this not thinking it would have end the way it did at all. its an emotional time. if i offended you with anything i said in this video, i know religion is a touchy subject in some peoples lives but thats not the case with me. differerent folks with different strokes. if it will harsh my mellow please try and avoid commenting please, i think its clear to see my mellow is on thin ice lmfao!!!! thank you for those that show the love. and those that hate. i love you too i promise, you just see differently than me and theres nothing wrong with that. i would like to do a questions and answer video for my next video so for any of you who choose to read the description box please leave any questions you would like me to answer down below. be strong kids. its the only option there is. these are just my thoughts, nothing more xoxo Sara (sorry about the length, those who are meant to see this will see)
    IM NOT RELIGIOUS IM SPIRITUAL IF YOU FOLLOW GOD I RESPECT YOUR CHOICE TO DO SO. THERE FOR RESPECT MY DECISION OF NOT FOLLOWING HIM. DO NOT TRY AND FORCE GOD ONTO ME THATS NOT WHY I MADE THIS VIDEO

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  • @sarakyoutube
    @sarakyoutube  8 ปีที่แล้ว +1551

    Yo if y'all have someone thing negative to say Or don't like something I said Either go to someone else's channel or just keep it to yourself. I'm here to help people who are broken like me. Not have you individuals who call yourselves humans try and break me down even more on the most vulnerable video I have on my channel. Have some decency. I know you were created with at least a little. Thanks -Sara.

    • @hilalaydin1696
      @hilalaydin1696 8 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      i have never seen someone and felt such love for them at first sight. lol. im so sorry if it's annoying but i really want to know your feelings and thoughts about the quran and just in general about everything that's going on in your mind right now.

    • @july1996ful
      @july1996ful 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I hate being broken

    • @rhv6490
      @rhv6490 8 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I hope that you'll find your way to happiness 💖💖

    • @sarakyoutube
      @sarakyoutube  8 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      +zquad for life finding happiness isn't a journey , it's a state of mind while on a journey. I'm very happy, thank you

    • @HelloDahhlang
      @HelloDahhlang 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      thank you for this.. i agree with some things you said. im very skeptical because ive been lied to my whole life by a religion(LDS) and its crippled me with what to believe in everything.. is there even a god? i dont believe anything now.

  • @wrapmeindreams
    @wrapmeindreams 8 ปีที่แล้ว +840

    "When you go through stuff, it ages you." Hit the nail on the head. I'm 20 and I feel about 80 years old. And I find it hard to relate to people my age who haven't gone through the heavy stuff. I almost get jealous of people who still have a dad, and they don't cherish what they have. You don't know what you have until you don't have it anymore I guess.

    • @litanygreen1881
      @litanygreen1881 8 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Im in high school and feel trapped. I have no friends because no one can relate to the things iv been through. and if they can they arent in a place of peace that I can handle. Any advice?

    • @milanova5061
      @milanova5061 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I get jealous too... lost my dad 8 years ago and I don't even know what it feels like to have a dad anymore

    • @milanova5061
      @milanova5061 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      Just turned 21

    • @el5530
      @el5530 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      I feel like 20. Not that much older but still😂

    • @doudoul1850
      @doudoul1850 8 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      i lost my mom 4 years ago and it feels like yesterday painfull as ever. after her death i feel like i aged 80 years...

  • @Indrea13
    @Indrea13 7 ปีที่แล้ว +304

    Sometime I come back here because I really feel this girl understands me. I even feel connected to her when her voice breaks or she starts crying. So honest

    • @miriam3253
      @miriam3253 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Andrea O. Same

    • @calliecd
      @calliecd 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      me too. i’m still young, but i’ve been through hell in these past years. and it has matured me. I feel so connected to her and I relate to her so much. I understand everything she says bc I go through the same type of things she does. she truly is special.

  • @sevay
    @sevay 7 ปีที่แล้ว +339

    "Somebody who is whole will never ever get on the same level as someone who is completely broken and shattered..."

    • @brittanydummett4116
      @brittanydummett4116 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sevay wow that's fucken deep 😐😐💜❤️

    • @alexisrene5854
      @alexisrene5854 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sevay can you explain this to me idk if that’s good or bad

  • @victoriahunter5485
    @victoriahunter5485 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2056

    Title really grabbed my attention.

    • @isabel-eq8gm
      @isabel-eq8gm 8 ปีที่แล้ว +99

      it honestly did, haha.

    • @noone-re3zp
      @noone-re3zp 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      HAHAHAHAHA

    • @rousy5856
      @rousy5856 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      smøl bean♥

    • @_christina_xoxo_2303
      @_christina_xoxo_2303 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      +Issie Hali ikr

    • @manga4774
      @manga4774 8 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      yeah Why is this in my recommendations

  • @sarakyoutube
    @sarakyoutube  8 ปีที่แล้ว +565

    for everyone begging and begging me.... just ordered the Quran. give me a lil time and ill let yall kno my thoughts

    • @helgastarkey4036
      @helgastarkey4036 8 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Hi Sara, so... I used to think like this too, but then I was raped. There is no cute way of saying it so there it is. That person, who is a soul like me, does life work like that for him too? Did he do that to me because it had to happen so *he* could learn something? I don't know you, and I do believe you *will* be with your mom again like you have to, there has to be a way, you know? But what about all the fucking horrible people that MAKE this Planet such a Hell? What is their plan like what how does this work for rapists and criminals and all that terrible people? I would like to know your opinion on *bad people* and what is their plan and stuff. You are very interesting, just subscribed. :)

    • @fnz182
      @fnz182 8 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      if you have any questions we are here for you! you might need to visit an islamic centre for further understanding if you ever find some time

    • @ayishan3619
      @ayishan3619 8 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      You should also watch Yusuf Estes and Bilal Phillips . Please check out these people. There are many more too. Please search deen show on TH-cam. The host is Eddie. He is awesome

    • @arwamuth
      @arwamuth 8 ปีที่แล้ว

    • @UmmFulaana
      @UmmFulaana 8 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      It's Ramadan now, the last 10 days started :) This was the time the prophet received the book from Gabriel, perfect time

  • @deth6ex670
    @deth6ex670 7 ปีที่แล้ว +655

    wounded healer

    • @sarakyoutube
      @sarakyoutube  7 ปีที่แล้ว +197

      i loved this

    • @deth6ex670
      @deth6ex670 7 ปีที่แล้ว +73

      Sara K a wounded healer is always stronger than a regular healer because they have the scars of the battle. They know what's it's like , they're more powerful. I'm glad you're exploring different realities other than this third dimensional base , we can reach ascension together and not recycle back here .

    • @kf10126
      @kf10126 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      great comment!

    • @MsXpert01
      @MsXpert01 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Hit the nail on the head!

    • @micheleseeya8320
      @micheleseeya8320 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sara k I feel you girl this is from amee
      I hope you get this message also I love you girl

  • @organiquebboutique5720
    @organiquebboutique5720 7 ปีที่แล้ว +347

    you are absolutely right about "going through things in order to grow up"

  • @tylerpistachio6927
    @tylerpistachio6927 8 ปีที่แล้ว +551

    Some people go through nothing at all and suffer serious depression. Just food for thought.

    • @novacanella
      @novacanella 8 ปีที่แล้ว +86

      I was thinking the same thing. It's really important to remember that anyone can have depression no matter what they've been through but this video is still so important & inspiring

    • @sara-nj9qk
      @sara-nj9qk 7 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      i took some food for thought, it might be poisoned

    • @zaradrawings
      @zaradrawings 7 ปีที่แล้ว +161

      well suffering from depression is going through something? depression it self is something to go through.. if that makes sense

    • @BloodHardCandy
      @BloodHardCandy 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      sa ra |-/

    • @suhanaahmed4960
      @suhanaahmed4960 7 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Tyler Pistachio it's all to do with neurotransmitters and hormones just as much as it is to do with your experiences

  • @Notesofcitrus
    @Notesofcitrus 7 ปีที่แล้ว +682

    I've watched so many of your videos tonight and I can't seem to form any words other than thank you. Thank you so much for making videos.

  • @imrhyne
    @imrhyne 7 ปีที่แล้ว +138

    That "I wanna be with my mom" hits me! Made me cry. Be strong and be tough girl! I'm so amazed on how you handle stuffs. Thanks for being such an inspiration. So glad I found you!

  • @carolinemiller1583
    @carolinemiller1583 7 ปีที่แล้ว +230

    Sara.. You're the wounded healer. You've helped me through my own personal hell in some ways. love love love you.

    • @sarakyoutube
      @sarakyoutube  7 ปีที่แล้ว +96

      i cannot tell you how much this comment means to me, thank you for this

    • @carolinemiller1583
      @carolinemiller1583 7 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Sara K omgg Sara I'm so happy you replied im crying.. You are touching so many people's lives and I am so proud of you for speaking your truth. hope your mellow's never harshed by anyone

  • @SarahJingles
    @SarahJingles 8 ปีที่แล้ว +173

    I started crying not even half way through because of how real i know this is

  • @Samanthaledesma1997
    @Samanthaledesma1997 7 ปีที่แล้ว +280

    You're so beautiful, you don't deserve the hurt your going through

    • @sarakyoutube
      @sarakyoutube  7 ปีที่แล้ว +155

      thank you so much but its life

    • @ruhbhabrose2353
      @ruhbhabrose2353 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Samantha Ledesma if we see someppl just dont deserve what the are going through and someppl just deserve the hell but .sometimes we don't get what is good for bcuz just for some lesson nd tears and if we dont know what pain is ,then how could we'll able to enjoy the pleasure -that's all is sum up in 4words (LIFE MUST GO ON)

  • @madisonmcgettigan3296
    @madisonmcgettigan3296 6 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    Every time I’m having a panic attack or depressive episode, I watch your videos & calm down almost instantly. You’re truly a gift to this world sara k

  • @sararenee6809
    @sararenee6809 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1309

    You have such a beautiful mind

    • @sararenee6809
      @sararenee6809 7 ปีที่แล้ว +71

      I need that "perk up" as you call it, thank you so much.

    • @norime5572
      @norime5572 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Sara Renee and such a beautiful Face 😍

  • @emmatruby4251
    @emmatruby4251 8 ปีที่แล้ว +294

    I love these no makeup just talk videos tbh

    • @ihavenoclue123
      @ihavenoclue123 8 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      me too but both is great too hahah ((:

  • @djoseph2504
    @djoseph2504 8 ปีที่แล้ว +216

    “The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.”
    ‭‭Psalm‬ ‭34:18‬ ‭
    This life is temporary. Jesus said blessed are the poor in heart for their's is the kingdom of heaven. God is there to comfort you. Seek Him and He will be found. God bless you!

    • @danielle7187
      @danielle7187 8 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      So weird cause I really needed this and this verse really just hit me

    • @mynameisno9336
      @mynameisno9336 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I love this! Thanks for putting it out there!

    • @djoseph2504
      @djoseph2504 8 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Jesus changes everything.Your identity comes from God, being a child of God. He truly loves you. You don't have to go through this life on your own.The things of this world that we go after for comfort (like drugs etc), will never satisfy, they will only keep us hanging. Jesus gives us thr true peace. Because we belong to Him. Any addictions/depression/God is willing to take it all and give you a life that matters for the kingdom of God. He is willing, are you willing to receive Him? He says, "come to me all who are weary and burdened and I WILL GIVE YOU REST". God bless you!

    • @mynameisno9336
      @mynameisno9336 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      +Sara K Sara there is no need to wait. It's your own choice. You have to accept Jesus Christ into your life and he will give you peace.

    • @sarakyoutube
      @sarakyoutube  8 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      +Strange Jess this is the best comment anyone has commented. All these people are trying to get me to "except God" all this and that. I'm sorry you guys but all my faith will not go into the hands of an invisible man. That sounds straight ridiculous. I'm in charge of my life. My happiness. Everything. I am. Not anyone else. I am very happy for everyone who believes in God and is content but I'm not like everyone else. I planned my life and death. Not some random man in the sky

  • @danaalmasoud8618
    @danaalmasoud8618 5 ปีที่แล้ว +42

    I come back to this video everytime i forget why im on earth. thank you for sharing this.

  • @Frufru-
    @Frufru- 7 ปีที่แล้ว +113

    You really make my mind open up

    • @sarakyoutube
      @sarakyoutube  7 ปีที่แล้ว +68

      that is what i was paced here for, thank you

  • @cheychey2056
    @cheychey2056 8 ปีที่แล้ว +331

    the title snatched me

    • @brittanynicole9340
      @brittanynicole9340 8 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      this comment no s*** made me laugh so hard i cried

    • @jvci07
      @jvci07 8 ปีที่แล้ว +82

      Same it snatched my weave

    • @leslieportell3764
      @leslieportell3764 7 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      I'm crying

  • @KosovasDragonfruit
    @KosovasDragonfruit 7 ปีที่แล้ว +726

    You're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen, inside and out. I'm just blown away by your wise words.
    Stay strong. Everything will be fine in the end. Trust me.
    Greetings from Albania. You've got a fan over here.

    • @sarakyoutube
      @sarakyoutube  7 ปีที่แล้ว +230

      i appreciate that very much, thank you

    • @samsritimaharjan6455
      @samsritimaharjan6455 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Sara K iloveyou

    • @silentvideos9370
      @silentvideos9370 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      girl what u just saied >> kinda of is what Islam says >> u should real the Quran

  • @leomunoz3821
    @leomunoz3821 7 ปีที่แล้ว +185

    This has made me look at everything.. all of this in a whole new different way. You help me... help me not do things that will not let me live.. my life. I thank you so much.

    • @sarakyoutube
      @sarakyoutube  7 ปีที่แล้ว +79

      there is never a need to thank me

  • @syifadeasaayulia8272
    @syifadeasaayulia8272 7 ปีที่แล้ว +74

    sara, i really wish i can talk to you in person.

    • @Wolfblvck
      @Wolfblvck 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Dea Ayulia I do too

  • @TheSparkyify
    @TheSparkyify 8 ปีที่แล้ว +93

    inshallah you do meet with your mum again i serioulsy do understand what your going through - last year so i was 15 going on 16 my sister was diagnosed with cancer and now terminally diagnosed let me tell you the pain and struggle weve gone through no 15 or 14 whatever should go through death or watch their loved ones die infront of their eyes and not be able to do anything. im 16 now and people do ask how the hell ive stayed strong and honestly i dont so i understand everything but i genuinally want to say you are such an amazing person and just keep your head held high. if my sister can hold on then i can if i can then you can. i now im much younger than you and you probs wont see this but please know im here for you and inshallah you and your mum will be reunited - make this your goal in life and keep you living for your father helping him and keep you motivated. you are no way cocky or stuck up and those who do they are irrelevent. thanx

    • @TheSparkyify
      @TheSparkyify 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      sorry this is my bros account

    • @teas8435
      @teas8435 8 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I hope you are doing well you can do it all ❤️

    • @kamoreo
      @kamoreo 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Literally the exact same thing happened to me with my nan, my love goes out to you ✨

    • @purplebanana7066
      @purplebanana7066 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      +Mr Sparky Wowoow are you Turkish??

    • @TheSparkyify
      @TheSparkyify 8 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      +Purple Banana haha im iraqi kurdish

  • @katigrace3979
    @katigrace3979 8 ปีที่แล้ว +125

    so i read some of the comments on here and it really kind of pisses me off. yes, she has a youtube channel that is public, yes her comments are public, yes there are trolls on the internet...but for the people who are telling her that she needs to not cry about it (because she put it out there) and are saying that people can comment whatever they want...yes, technically people can say what the fuck ever they want to. that doesnt mean that you should. i guess thats how you tell the difference between decent people and shitty people. you have the right to say nasty mean shit if you want to. thats common sense...but the fact that you actually have the urge to do so, then do it, shows who you are on the inside...mean and nasty. period. you can excuse your behavior by saying that she put her videos on here for the world to see...and you can say what ever you wnt...that there are negative people out there and she needs to deal with it...but thats not true. there are thousands of other channels just like hers. if you dont like what you see than you have the right to look else where as much as you have the right to say mean shit. and if you are siting on your ass in your house watching another persons life on the internet...and they do or say something the ignites that mean nasty person inside you that wants to hurt someone else...than you seriously need to look in the mirror and reevaluate yourself....because no matter what you think your rights are, you do NOT have the RIGHT to hurt another human being...

    • @katigrace3979
      @katigrace3979 8 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      and yes, i realize that this video is old...i dont care

    • @lastdays8500
      @lastdays8500 7 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      Crying actually helps people.. so I don't get it either why people are criticising her for getting emotional over this stuff. This world is nuts and its getting worse. The thing I don't get.. is that I bet you those few people haven't experienced what she has gone through like what she was trying to explain. She has been through these experiences to help others in need. If people can't get that through there heads, then don't comment anything so insensitive and useless because it doesn't help anyone out! Opinions should be expressed but not negative ones like some.
      I'm stronger because I had to be,
      I'm smarter because of my mistakes,
      I'm happier because I've overcome the sadness I've known
      and I'm wiser because I have learned from my life.
      Never blame anyone in you're life.
      Good people give you happiness.
      Bad people give you experiences.
      Worst people give you a lesson and best people give you memories.

    • @rachealteh624
      @rachealteh624 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Kati Grace

    • @danielletasch4295
      @danielletasch4295 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you for that beautiful opinion Kiki Anndria.

  • @komal_1184
    @komal_1184 7 ปีที่แล้ว +98

    Bae YOU ARE INSPIRATIONAL you are TALENTED you are INTELLIGENT you're PERFECT. Dont listen to crap that people say everyone is born for a reason no one has an amazing ideal life just look for the good part of it

    • @komal_1184
      @komal_1184 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i think thay make up is an art a born talent which only a few people have and you are one of em you guide a million people more like every day there's nothing to be sad about

  • @nuramalinalukman9466
    @nuramalinalukman9466 7 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    by far, the best video of yours. and sara, thank you for reminding me and for showing how strong can a person be.

    • @sarakyoutube
      @sarakyoutube  7 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      there is no need to thank me

  • @savagegalr
    @savagegalr 8 ปีที่แล้ว +198

    You are very beautiful without make up

    • @bk-xg5wt
      @bk-xg5wt 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      This isn't what the video is about

    • @sbabiegurl
      @sbabiegurl 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      extremely beautiful holy shit i was mesmerized the whole time.. and by her soulful talk

    • @lanaroganovic3506
      @lanaroganovic3506 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      yes

    • @corpsebats6684
      @corpsebats6684 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      Your just saying that to make her feel better I hate ppl like you my friend told me the same thing but in the end she backstab me when we got in a fight and mentioned my acne and how ugly and disgusting my skin looks . So don't be fake please

    • @savagegalr
      @savagegalr 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      +Corpse Bats you don't judge a book by its cover.

  • @nicolemarie6553
    @nicolemarie6553 8 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    Am I the only one that wants to cry just seeing her crying? I identify so f much with you. I love your mind and soul, they are so beautiful. You inspire me and I'm sure you inspire so many people too.

    • @lylasky4849
      @lylasky4849 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      no you're not the only one

  • @spookysimp
    @spookysimp 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Being broken gives you the capability to see the world through new eyes. You executed what you were saying perfectly, I love your channel.

    • @sarakyoutube
      @sarakyoutube  7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i loved this comment... thank you so much

  • @dylantyler8123
    @dylantyler8123 7 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    i find you extremely inspirational. i have a playlist on youtube called reflect and i go to those videos when i'm needing help, and half of that playlist is made up of your videos. i find you very helpful and touching, i'm a guy and by society's nature i tend to try not to open up about anything but something about watching your talking videos has opened my mind to more of a capacity where i've been able to start opening up in a way that's beneficial for my personal life and the life i have with my girlfriend. your talking videos are a source that i use when i need that little push in my life, so thank you for making the videos you make regardless of what people have to say.

    • @sarakyoutube
      @sarakyoutube  7 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      you have no idea how happy this comment just made me and it make me even more happy that my videos are able to help you. its hard to be open.. trust me i know, but once you start it starts to get easier and easier. there is never a need to thank me and if you ever need someone to talk to you know im always here

  • @melaniemurphyofficial
    @melaniemurphyofficial 8 ปีที่แล้ว +219

    I just found you darling and I love you

    • @katiemccreedy9378
      @katiemccreedy9378 8 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Melanie!

    • @JULIA-xx9uf
      @JULIA-xx9uf 8 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      fuck you.

    • @liarodmora24
      @liarodmora24 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@JULIA-xx9uf why tho?

    • @JULIA-xx9uf
      @JULIA-xx9uf 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@liarodmora24 gurl i dont Know i cant remember saying that

    • @liarodmora24
      @liarodmora24 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@JULIA-xx9uf lol 😊

  • @vicnicandlipstick
    @vicnicandlipstick 8 ปีที่แล้ว +106

    "There's no way there is a God based on all the stuff I've gone through." That right there is IT. Girl. You see yourself right now right? Living? Although it's just at a day by day get by... You're still alive and breathing. God is there for those who go through things like you have and still are. The reason you're still up and walking, breathing and talking, thinking your beautiful thoughts is because He is still there. God didn't make these things happen to you. He knew they would and knows what's to come, but He didn't cause any of it. In order to heal and restore your soul, go to Him. Nothing is going to get better and you won't see and realize unless you run to His open arms and then you will find peace and understanding. You will KNOW. I'm praying for you ❤️

    • @vicnicandlipstick
      @vicnicandlipstick 8 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      "Earth is a training ground for the soul." You are absolutely RIGHT! God created earth as a test. That's what I think of it as. Earth can be hell at times and on different levels for different people. It's about experience. What you do and believe through and by the end of your experiences is completely up to you. That is the freedom that God allows. You are allowed to believe and put faith in whatever you choose but just know that earth is just a test. God wants us to go through our own hardships and pain but without forcing Himself upon us. He's there for you if you call to Him and have faith! Once we die and reach Heaven, it will be oh so worth it. Especially for souls such as yours. But you just have to be willing to have faith.

    • @adriannageorge4185
      @adriannageorge4185 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      I agree.

    • @michellemiranda1547
      @michellemiranda1547 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      +Good times Bad times the thing is if a Christian believes that following our God will be what saves someone or restores their life, how much would they have to hate others to not want to share that with them?

    • @Joxii
      @Joxii 8 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      In Islam there is a quote saying "God places no burden greater than one can bear" or something along those lines. I know it's not overly relevant but I think it just links back to the idea that, if there is a god, he/she would never bring suffering upon us that we can't handle and get through.

    • @Liiimes
      @Liiimes 8 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      This is bullshit. If there was a god, he wouldn't let all the horrible shit that happens in the world happen to children and every living thing every fucking day. If he ''loves every human and living being'', he would NOT let them suffer either mentally or physically. And stop talking about what god wants or what he intended because YOU DO NOT KNOW and you sound stupid talking about it, seriously.

  • @callmesenpai4333
    @callmesenpai4333 7 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    I don't know what to write and I'm sorry for what is going to come, cause it's going to be a big mess of my thoughts. All I know is that things get better, whatever we go through, we are strong enough to "overcome" it, even if that sounds super positive and stupid, it is true. We will never be "unbroken" again, but we will stand above our brokenness. We need more people who say things out loud on the internet like you. People who reach a wide crowd - like you on your yt channel - can change something. I truly believe in this. If more people (for example some "pop stars") would open their mouth and say something about this world-which people are ruining at this time with their wars, hate, etc. - they could be moving something.

    • @callmesenpai4333
      @callmesenpai4333 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      You know like you say, Rosa Parks for example. She started something big. And so can we. I hope so. Sara, you are a great person for making this kind of videos, for helping people. I really respect you so much. It doesn't matter if you're 19 or 91 - your mind is great. Thank you for sharing your thoughts.
      Much love. x

    • @sararenee6809
      @sararenee6809 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Call Me Senpai very well said

  • @powerpufflesbo
    @powerpufflesbo 7 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    ok this is kinda random but i sometimes use this video to fall asleep. her voice is really soothing for some reason.

    • @HS-ie8tj
      @HS-ie8tj 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Damsel in distress asmr

    • @meghand6864
      @meghand6864 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Her voice is like a Disney character voice, in a good way. It's lovely!

  • @mariamhere5409
    @mariamhere5409 8 ปีที่แล้ว +80

    Muhammad (s.a.w) was an orphan from birth his father died before his birth, his mother died too when he at a very young, he was than looked after by his grandfather who also died when he was eight years old. God took these precious people away from him for a reason. It was because he went through so much that he was able to connect with so many people. His life and his ability to connect to people inspire more than 1.6 billion people today. You’re right you do have a goal! You are one of the rare gems this world has! STAY STRONG for your self, your dad and you subscribers!
    I hope you make it big so more people can hear what you have to say.

    • @Chococupcake561
      @Chococupcake561 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      So beautiful and well said!

    • @hallsp9
      @hallsp9 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      Very well said 💕

    • @hatyer3308
      @hatyer3308 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      beautiful, I didn't think about it like that

  • @Tokgabi
    @Tokgabi 8 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    Oh, girl. I feel you, your experiences are personal to you, but I understand you. I went through a life of surgeries to correct my cleft lip and palate deformity. And my adoptive mom was my best friend and the wisest resource. She got cancer when I was 19 and I was next to her at 22 when she died. I'm 26 now. I know you've got good friends and you make yourself tough to the hardship, but we fight through all of it to get by. You ever need to blast, you can message me, whatever. And lastly, dude, if you're hurting, you gotta let it hurt. You can only fight it for so long before it manifests somewhere else. Could happen tomorrow, could happen in couple years. Just know your feelings are always valid, it's never stupid.

  • @victoriaphinney2238
    @victoriaphinney2238 7 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    Cried a good 3 times. I never really look at your comment section on your vids for some reason. It's weird how people can view your channel and not understand your messages and have a completely negative view of you.. idk I just found that weird. Like the videos like this ALWAYS touch me, and after I watch them I feel like I have gained a new perspective on life. Idk, if you're reading this then just keep doing what you're doing girl I love you.

    • @meegejuuu2305
      @meegejuuu2305 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Victoria Phinney I am reading the comments and there are alot of people being supportive. There will always be mean ignorant people who spread negativity when you put genuine emotion out there, sadly.

  • @Julia-hj7nn
    @Julia-hj7nn 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    i respect you so much for making this video. Hopefully you continue to help people by sharing your thoughts, i know you've really helped me.

  • @stellapm
    @stellapm 8 ปีที่แล้ว +107

    post-puberty thoughts on religion of a 19 yo. just what the world needs.

    • @aysiasantana5862
      @aysiasantana5862 8 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      ??????

    • @stellapm
      @stellapm 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      +Aysia Avellaneda !!!!!

    • @sarakyoutube
      @sarakyoutube  8 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      the fact you think your cute makes me giggle

    • @stellapm
      @stellapm 8 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      +Sara K also *you're

    • @hinasakukimi
      @hinasakukimi 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      huh when did she say it was what the world needed

  • @wildprincessStina
    @wildprincessStina 8 ปีที่แล้ว +94

    i feel you, i loss my Twins girls July 4 2015 ...... one pass away inside me and one passed away 6hr after she was born. the drs and I did all we could to save them. :'( it was a big wake up call.. thats all i can say.

    • @wildprincessStina
      @wildprincessStina 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      btw i made it to 26 weeks...

    • @ildikonemeth3549
      @ildikonemeth3549 7 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      I'm so sorry for your loss! :( Be strong!

    • @hilala3803
      @hilala3803 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Justina Pullen you are so strong! I'm sorry

    • @missclark8593
      @missclark8593 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Justina Pullen sorry for your loss :( x

  • @riverayaneli
    @riverayaneli 7 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    Just like there's a heaven, there's also a hell. The devil was once an angel. He now runs the earth. That is why life is hard. Just like Adam and Eve sinned, that is why this world is full of sins. That is why we go through what we go through. But having God in your life, no matter what struggles you go through, he will be there to help you get through it. The only way you'll go to heaven, is if you repent and accept God like you're only savior. Life is nothing compared to eternity so just know that God has your back if you have his and he will assure you that you'll be happy for eternity💖

  • @jessicapoole9928
    @jessicapoole9928 7 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    Best thing I've watched. I love you. I love this.

    • @sarakyoutube
      @sarakyoutube  7 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      thank you, i really appreciate that

  • @bellekiss1088
    @bellekiss1088 8 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    "إذا أحب الله عبدا ابتلاه" it means if allah(god) loved a person he will make him suffer in life to see if he will fight or not .and to see if he have enough faith in god .please read quran .luv nd peace from Algeria 😙

  • @jessicaverduzco9960
    @jessicaverduzco9960 8 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    this video literally explained all the things i couldn't sum up into words. you're so wise with your words and are so incredibly knowledgeable and i just want to thank you so much for sharing this. it's truly enlightened me and opened my eyes to move of this world and life itself. thank you

  • @georgiethompson9404
    @georgiethompson9404 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    I am so sorry for everything you have gone through, this video brought me to tears... Your such a lovely girl who deserves nothing but happiness.

  • @huntercoty1292
    @huntercoty1292 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Can't even explain how much I relate to this video and you in general . Such a beautiful mindset and outlook on life. Appreciate what you share .

  • @beautyaddictedxo
    @beautyaddictedxo 8 ปีที่แล้ว +70

    I feel like I can connect with you so much Sarah! I've struggled with acne for years, I lost my grandma from cancer last year, almost lost my brother from a tragic accident, my best friend dropped out of school because she's a herion addict, my parents got a divorce, emotionally abusive people in my life. I'm only 18 and graduating high school tomorrow. People at young age can go through a lot, you're not alone. I'm so sorry everything you have gone through. Just watching you makes me feel how you feel and I get the same way.

    • @sasheeptotally1736
      @sasheeptotally1736 8 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Hope the graduation goes/went well x

    • @beautyaddictedxo
      @beautyaddictedxo 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      +Footie Fanatic thanks! It went great! Officially a high school graduate!

    • @mayamaya-ry3eg
      @mayamaya-ry3eg 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      +Maddy White congrats!❤

    • @beautyaddictedxo
      @beautyaddictedxo 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      +mayya elba thank you so much!

    • @lapharmacie98
      @lapharmacie98 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      congratulations, I hope you achieve everything youve dreamed of and find true happiness, whatever that means for you

  • @killphaser25
    @killphaser25 8 ปีที่แล้ว +146

    I was focusing on how beautiful you were and in so much pain. May Allah grant you ease and guidance. Please read the Qur'an. Listen to lecturea my mufti menk.

    • @killphaser25
      @killphaser25 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      By*

    • @aphr0d
      @aphr0d 8 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      I doubt she wants to, in her description it says she is not interested in religion. I'm glad you want her to find happiness though, and I'm sure she will find it!

    • @elysain
      @elysain 8 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      4 days ago she said she bought it❤️

    • @japanesegame9653
      @japanesegame9653 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      +elysain엘라이션 That's amazing!

    • @jeninealsouqi8909
      @jeninealsouqi8909 8 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      +u got de memez b0ss? It's a free country so they can say whatever they want ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

  • @sarahbeckley822
    @sarahbeckley822 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    You are so strong & beautiful. Thank you so much for the video. I hope you'll stay strong!!! Sorry for everything that happened.

  • @jessilane5675
    @jessilane5675 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    You are so strong, you have a great way of explaining what you believe in and it makes so much sense. You are a very wise girl

  • @emallen6787
    @emallen6787 7 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    You have so much courage to do this and be this open to so many people, you're a strong, successful, beautiful person and I really look up to you as well as many, many more people do. Stay strong gurl, we support you x

    • @sarakyoutube
      @sarakyoutube  7 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      thank you so much, this really meant alot to me

  • @user-ek4fj7fc5u
    @user-ek4fj7fc5u 8 ปีที่แล้ว +97

    the title of the video caught my attention

    • @sarakyoutube
      @sarakyoutube  8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      People say I used my titles to "get views" wanted to set it straight

    • @user-ek4fj7fc5u
      @user-ek4fj7fc5u 8 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      +Sara K Even if you did use the titles to get views that's perfectly fine..everyone does that, its youtube. But I think this title is the best you could have chosen..no other title would better describe the content of the video. It might sound silly but that lonely little dot is like a work of art. It's so expressive and filled with emotion...standing there with nothing else around it..

    • @bk-xg5wt
      @bk-xg5wt 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ikr

    • @Amanda-pj2cp
      @Amanda-pj2cp 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      same

    • @haifa3465
      @haifa3465 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      +( Έρις ) woah, that's really deep

  • @xonikkiecal
    @xonikkiecal 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Oh my god. I love your mind and it's beautiful. I believe exactly what you say and it's so weird to finally find someone that sees life as I do. I thought I was terrible bc I believe life is something more than what we are made to believe. Please never change your spiritually bc it's so pure and beautiful and understandable. Thank you for making videos.

  • @dr_amalia
    @dr_amalia 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    I come back to this video almost every day.. I'll find a way to download it...
    You are so wise, Sara. Your spirit is so aware of its surroundings and knows how to handle it.
    You have enlightened me and given me so much strength.
    Thank You So Much.

  • @morgankenna4311
    @morgankenna4311 8 ปีที่แล้ว +154

    Can people stop commenting about the bible please 😂 sorry, no offence

    • @ariannaortega8125
      @ariannaortega8125 8 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      No one said you had to read them lol

    • @Tionaintown876
      @Tionaintown876 8 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      These people are annoying and they don't know it

    • @lovedrakexx
      @lovedrakexx 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      'id rather not, no offense.

    • @tamarah.277
      @tamarah.277 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      +Keep Going ??? fake man???

    • @tamarah.277
      @tamarah.277 8 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      +Keep Going Jesus is a historical figure, take a look inside of a history book.

  • @gabby444
    @gabby444 8 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    i feel this too, im only 17 and ive gone thru SO much as well and sometimes i ask, "why me?" or wonder why i cant live the "normal" life a 17 year old would live. but then i feel like i could help others who feel like who feel like theres no way out.
    you are so lovely, and smart. i hope things get better for you (: and btw i love the fact that you're not like any other youtuber that will edit out stuff to seem perfect. this is so real, im very happy i came across this video / your channel

  • @ImmaBeRockDatBody
    @ImmaBeRockDatBody 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    this really makes you dig deep and think about things that never even crossed your mind. i love this and we have the same frame of mind when it comes to some of what you said.

  • @xfreeloveee
    @xfreeloveee 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    I always cry when I watch your videos but it's needed. You talk about real shit that not everyone is willing to speak about but everyone can relate to one way or another ......everyone feels pain either they deny it or not. Im sorry you have experienced pain like this so young but that pain has mad you a beautiful person ❤️❤️

  • @leah6649
    @leah6649 8 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    Once she started talking about how animals are reincarnated people who were "selfish and didn't learn what they were supposed to learn in their last life" I realized she is delusional, unstable, and irrational. I can't believe there are people who think like this, it's just such a delusional fantasy. You need to come back down to reality.

    • @sfreer4462
      @sfreer4462 8 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Chill? Let her believe what she wishes to believe

    • @laurenhills239
      @laurenhills239 8 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Hopefully Leah you will become reincarnated into a bug so you will get stepped on.
      How do YOU know what is real and what Isn't real?

    • @ThimbleFox350
      @ThimbleFox350 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      It's called meth. She's on meth.

    • @leah6649
      @leah6649 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      ***** I believe in science, logic, and reason. I don't believe in god, heaven, reincarnation, etc. I understand why some people believe in god, but I don't understand how someone could manage to convince themselves that reincarnation is factual.
      ***** It might not be rare, but it is crazy. I know a lot of religious people but none who believe in reincarnation.
      Sarah Julien 😂

    • @laurenhills239
      @laurenhills239 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      leah I'm NOT saying that it is... However who are YOU to say that it's not true?
      There is always a possibility for everything.
      I myself am not religious, but I do believe people who are cruel to other humans and animals will eventually have to pay for their wrong doings.

  • @jazmaneplauger4720
    @jazmaneplauger4720 8 ปีที่แล้ว +61

    I grew up in church and I am now like the black sheep. It says in the Bible that God created Earth and the animals and man, but who created God? That was my question when I was like 5. I have always questioned the Bible and no one I know seems to do the same. It's just automatic, "It's true because it says so in the Bible". Ok, but how do we know that the Bible is even true?

    • @Emmewantspeace
      @Emmewantspeace 8 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      don't let them control you. once you start to question things, you have the power, so they tell you to "have faith", meaning believe without facts and believe without doubt. why would anyone do that? God is a man made hoax in order to keep everyone under control. they wouldn't have ever hurt and killed and punished people who didn't believe in god, if it wasn't a form of control. it's ok to be your own religion. love and light, xo

    • @jazmaneplauger4720
      @jazmaneplauger4720 8 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Emme I semi agree with you. Some people though believe in God, Jesus, Heaven, and Hell because of comfort reasons. For me, my grandpa passed away when I was 16 and I spent that first night with his widow and I couldn't sleep because I was crying that whole night and then I smelled my grandpa and felt his hand rest on my shoulder. Because of his passing I needed comfort in knowing that he is somewhere happy and healthy. So I do believe in a creator and some sort of afterlife. I just don't believe what the Bible portrays because how could a creator be so incredibly sexist, evil, and homophobic? I do have faith, I have faith of my own beliefs and not what the Bible says.

    • @joackerman8057
      @joackerman8057 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      It's a little something called faith. You can choose to believe or not..

    • @saraxortega
      @saraxortega 8 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      If someone created God then he wouldn't be God. If that makes sense. He's the start of it all

    • @MaA-ly3lw
      @MaA-ly3lw 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      No one created him, you should read the Quran and you'll find the answer.

  • @fitorea.4366
    @fitorea.4366 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Oh god u touched my heart ! The ppl who talk bad about someone sometimes dont even know what the person has been truh or is going truh right now ... They should think first before they talk, look at theirself before they talk, they should put theirself in your situation and then think of if they would still hate on you ... I just love this video, those words are so well said ! I'm thankful for everything i have and i try to be there for my fam as long as i can ! Thank u for those words they really pushed me up!

  • @cestlaviesophii
    @cestlaviesophii 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    I completely agree with everything you've said. I am so glad that I've found someone who thinks the way I think. Im 25 and have been through a lot as well. The only thing I would add is that I don't think we are only on earth for the struggles. There are so many amazing things also, I know you haven't experienced those things yet, but they will come. Friendships, baring children of your own, connecting with the souls of animals, the beautiful sights (as you mentioned). Anyway, I'm thinking of you and I know that you will do amazing things here on earth ❤️

  • @PlugsandHair
    @PlugsandHair 7 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    I love you so much. I'm crying as you're getting teary eyed.. You are so spiritual and with this intelligence comes the negativity.. You are making a difference. You are making a difference in my night and I don't think I'll have to take an anxiety pill tonight.. your rambling is so soothing and it's how I think and I feel understood...

    • @PlugsandHair
      @PlugsandHair 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      and I know when people say we choose our life's path most don't acknowledge rape or sexual abuse so I'm trying not to let that get to me

  • @christfollower8256
    @christfollower8256 8 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    darling, there is a living God, which little people know about. you have the key to the door. let him come in, invite him into you're heart, have faith. God gave us a choice to choose to live with him or not, the right decision is him. i don't have a religion, i have a relationship, which is so real. Nothing can replace the love and comfort of a living God, it sounds so sureal, doesn't it? the truth is that he is alive, he IS LIVING!

    • @christfollower8256
      @christfollower8256 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      just to let you know, i'm not FORCING God into you, but consider it, cause life is damn awsome with God!

    • @lindsey4951
      @lindsey4951 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Christianity is the biggest religion on earth, you are the majority, not a minority.

    • @christfollower8256
      @christfollower8256 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      +Alannah Bennington he is a God for a reason, a human can'tt create humans, right? so our God is more than that, i find it so hard to believe there are lost souls on earth who genuinely disbelieve in God.

    • @Solisun4
      @Solisun4 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Beautiful message! God bless you!

    • @SuperCrazyNinga
      @SuperCrazyNinga 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      There is no god so be quiet

  • @kellyfinley4419
    @kellyfinley4419 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    You have opened up my mind so damn much. I love you, I mean that. You are the truest beauty there is. Thank you for being you, & sharing these videos. I want to hug you big 💜 You're an angel to show me and many others that life is what you make it..just thank you. You are everything. No worries on the memory thing- that's all of us, I know about your injury- please know my heart loves yours.

  • @abbeyj2994
    @abbeyj2994 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    6 minutes in, and this is amazing. You are an amazing human being. Your beautiful mind is inspiring.💙

  • @JasmineMurillo
    @JasmineMurillo 8 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I haven't gone through the same things you have, but I feel like In this video , there's just something that everyone , every person can relate to, I feel connected in a way through this... I have those moments too here and there ... But we all have a purpose believe it or not whether it's for good or bad... We will never truly understand the reason as to why this or that has happened to us, but I feel like we only have the power to think about what WE think was the reason it caused what happened.... To think about how much the world has evolved and it's crazy how even after what we call life and we may not be here anymore the world doesn't stop evolving and it probably never will, it's eternal ... I swear I love finding people who are open minded about anything and everything just like you... People that can relate to anything in a way without going through a specific tragedy or what not... I swear I'd love to talk to you girl, the conversations would be endless 💖💖💖💖 stay strong

    • @JasmineMurillo
      @JasmineMurillo 8 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Stay strong as always girl ✨💖💖💖

  • @vitoscaletta4878
    @vitoscaletta4878 8 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Well since the start I've loved your vids. But I couldn't even get through the beginning of this one because I know what its like. I am also 19, BUT i have been through quite alot. It was hard to see you like that but I understand where you're coming from. Maybe not in the same exact way. but in a way we could relate. I like people like you. And I like youtubers like you. Because this, in my opinion is what TH-cam is about. But not only does it help younger people understand life a little better, but it helps older people understand life a little better also. I can tell you I've been through way more than most older people I know. And if they put you down or say that you're just some know-it-all, those are the type of people who have closed minds and aren't open to what anyone else thinks or feels or any extra advice or knowledge they could receive. I do wish there was a way for me to message you this lol (if there is i feel like an idiot😂) but either way I thought you might want to know that you're not alone and the majority is with you. If you're wondering why I couldn't watch the beginning, its because it's jard to see you cry. Really hard.😕 Also, i dont even know if I'm making sense anymore because I'm speaking from my feelings and tend to ramble on anout everything. Moral of my story is, you're not alone. Continue to make amazing videos please. I dont really watch the make-up ones because it doesnt apply to me lol😂 but I do watch all your talking ones. And yeah I just yup you know. Just be yourself and continue to be yourself. Sorry for the long ass comment😂 Hope your days are better though.💛

    • @vitoscaletta4878
      @vitoscaletta4878 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      also, if i didn't make it clear in my little rebuddle😂 i do learn from you and your experiences in your videos. Your videos help and its amazing. its just nice to see someone your age who thinks like you. Ignore what all the negative people have to say. You make a great point in this vid and the whole vid is worth watching. 100%👍😳😌

  • @imhungry2926
    @imhungry2926 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Also i absolutely love your talking videos, thank you so much and as you said yourself in one of your previous videos, it will get better :)

  • @mariewiinholt5899
    @mariewiinholt5899 7 ปีที่แล้ว +111

    I freakin love you

  • @Alexzandra92
    @Alexzandra92 8 ปีที่แล้ว +76

    I'm so happy I found this video, I'm so happy I found you here on youtube. Thank you.

  • @joannaflores7511
    @joannaflores7511 8 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I broke as soon as you said, "Earth is like summer camp, somewhere you get sent to, to TOUGHEN up."

  • @carliehardee4798
    @carliehardee4798 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    this is so beautiful. I know how badly you want to leave this earth and for you to stay here and go through all this... It's memorizing. I've personally never been through a loss, But I felt every emotion you were feeling during this.

  • @stellawhite354
    @stellawhite354 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    I can't explain it but I feel like you have voiced everything I feel and believe and think. it's amazing and I feel risen somehow

  • @veecee83
    @veecee83 8 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I'm 32 years old and let me tell u what u have done for me... i watched your video about your mom and it touched me so much. after I watched it, I got up and hugged my mom and just sat with her. she was shocked because I am not affection. but that's going to change. I'll never take her or my dad for granted ever again and all the bickering over lil dumb shit is going to stop. so thank u. and even though we have different beliefs, I believe all our struggles are for a reason. and I KNOW you will be reunited with your mom one day. much love to u ❤

  • @lisaguilliot
    @lisaguilliot 8 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    It's crazy how much I relate to you in a way that I couldn't express, I just feel like there are less and less people who care about the true purpose of life and what really matters until it's too late, ya know.

  • @Samantha.Necole
    @Samantha.Necole 7 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Really made me think, I'm so curious about other things you have an opinion on. I love this.

  • @sueseo3058
    @sueseo3058 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    thank you. this video....i needed it. i sound hella selfish and ungrateful but this talk almost makes me want to thank you for going through all this shit and pain to connect with me and all the people out there who are going through similar hardships. in no way am i saying it was good or fantastic to go through what you went through, no i believe its terrible for anyone out there to go through even the slightest bit of what you described. but we all know life doesn't work that way. thank you for posting this and trying to put your thoughts out into the world. thank you for being real and passionate about your feelings and thoughts.

  • @itsmemaria9327
    @itsmemaria9327 7 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Wtf shes gorg her imperfections made her beautiful

  • @Bababridgie
    @Bababridgie 8 ปีที่แล้ว +64

    I understand your reasoning and it's interesting.. But I think you're here because the world IS so bad.. But this world needs more souls like yours. The people who have gone through the most shit are always the most understanding, wise, responsible etc. because we've all felt what it was like to suffer or to have consequences or what not. So we always always think twice about everything or understand when someone else is hurt. (I'm not religious AT ALL) but I do believe that bad things happen to great people in this world so that we will understand what TRUE happiness on earth is like. If there was no darkness how could we distinguish what lightness it. What's a high without a low. Yes, a life was taken from you, but how about in the future if you make a new life of your own. That's the beautiful thing about it. My mom passed away on 2013 also.. Liver & kidney failure. I went through a year of severe depression. But I soon realized the positives that could come out of it. Sara you've

    • @Bababridgie
      @Bababridgie 8 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Inspired me so so much. I don't care what the trolls on TH-cam have to say about you, because from someone who truly has hurt you've helped me a lot. I felt understood, you took the words out of my mouth. You felt like an instant best friend to someone who just found you a week ago. That, right there is what I think your purpose is. You're a blessing.

    • @tdfhurtjnvdweyuhjudsfrustu8863
      @tdfhurtjnvdweyuhjudsfrustu8863 8 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      since no one else will, I just want to let you know I appreciate your comment a lot.❤️

    • @dilag.623
      @dilag.623 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      i love your comment too. Thanks for taking the time to type this

  • @jordansmith4273
    @jordansmith4273 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    just from watching a few of your talking videos i just love how you think and tbh we think very much the same, i havent gone threw as much stuff as you but ive had alot of shitting things happen to me as do most people and i just love coming across your videos bc u shine light on the fact the life fucking sucks but we have to get up and work threw it and we cant just give up bc its hard. thank you so much for being so damn real!

  • @thegoof9803
    @thegoof9803 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    I feel so content while watching your videos. You rant & ramble on & I truly find that so beautiful. You say every single little thing & that brings me so much comfort because I am the same way. You use jokes to handle things & that brings me joy. You bring me so much hope, you have your downs but you always have such a genuine happy heart. Just know you're appreciated & thank you for these videos.

  • @HappyComfort
    @HappyComfort 8 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Poor girl! I'm so sorry you have had to go through so much at such a terrible experience! There's a very comforting brochure on JW.Org called "When Someone You Love Dies" if you want to check it out I think it would give you some coping skills and comfort. It helped me when my brother died. Hang in there Sugar!

    • @electric6131
      @electric6131 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm a witness and it's nice to see other people encouraging one another! Stay strong

  • @najahjholt2258
    @najahjholt2258 8 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Stay strong darling. I get you. This is the first video I watched of yours and I wish I knew you in real life. I'm 18. Been bullied. Have OCD. Have depression. Living in hell, but life is worth it. I'm sending my love to you. Life is not easy, but it is so much bigger than that. I can't even explain this, just... I get u okay. I understand. I hope you are holding up strong.

  • @lucydriscoll9040
    @lucydriscoll9040 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    you and your thoughts are so beautiful, thank you for this video

  • @renatemurumets610
    @renatemurumets610 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    i haven't seen more beautiful human in my entire life, you have such a gentle soul and you are sooo pretty inside and out!! you really made me think about the things that are happening in this world and like i don't know you're just so pure, i wanna hug you so much❤️ be brave and strong, i'm always with you, i love you so much!!

  • @BornWitch
    @BornWitch 8 ปีที่แล้ว +50

    So Hun ! It's like people gonna judge you gonna comment shits , gonna bully you 'cause everyone's jealous ! Who said you're not talented ? Of course you're ! According to me makeup is an art it's not everyone's cup of tea and that's why there's still makeup salons left to do make overs of others ! But you can do it much better than them so you're talented for sure ! You really don't need to listen others or respond to others negative complements ! Haters gonna hate ! Better go for it and do whatever you want ! If you've thousands of haters then there's more millions of fans and supporters ! Stop crying and being disappointed and depressed ! Be happy keep smiling and always remember mature ones cry silently and never let others know about her/his sadness ! Stupid comments are written for get ignored ! You'll get my words one day In shaa Allah !

    • @sarakyoutube
      @sarakyoutube  8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      thank you hahah but other peoples comments really dont effect me that much... thats not why im crying in the video at all lol

    • @BornWitch
      @BornWitch 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      +Sara K problems will arrive but that's what we should have to fight with by being confident but not crying ! Girl you're something ! You've thousands of people with you ! So stop crying and love yourself ! Enjoy this earthly life before you die ! This world is beautiful to look at ! And about to face it ? Then it's tough but to survive here being strong is the main exam taken by God !

    • @TheKatarinaGiselle
      @TheKatarinaGiselle 8 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      +Nuzhat Ameen Aronee She literally states that she doesn't believe in God in this video, so your last sentence doesn't hold much value. By the way, crying ahows strengtb, not weakness. mature, grown people cry. they cry in front of whomever..children, friends. everyone has to cry at some point, whether happy or sad. It doesn't prove you are anything and it is actually HEALTHY to cry.

    • @BornWitch
      @BornWitch 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      It's totally each other's point of view that if you're strong to hold your tears back in front of people or you're gonna cry the shit out! But the thing which she mentioned that not believing in God ! I'll not judge her in that part cause according to me when people are depressed at it's end point and helpless or God is not doing anything according to their wish or wants people acts savage and talks like there's no God , I don't believe in God and so like that ! It's actually a matter of time! If you really think there's no God then where were your soul before you get your body created and where you'll be after your death! How the hell human came to this world and about this world? Then who created this world, the whole solar system and everything!? Nothing is moving or created or stable by their own way! Better ask questions to yourself and read all holy books of different religion you'll get to know something that you're confused about

    • @TheKatarinaGiselle
      @TheKatarinaGiselle 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      +Nuzhat Ameen Aronee You seem to make a lot of assumptions against others that think differently from you. It's the way you word your opinions.

  • @ACoupleofTheKingdom11
    @ACoupleofTheKingdom11 8 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Can you make a video on how you came to your realizations? And a video on your view on animals? You're the realist, never change.

  • @emmamcguigan6382
    @emmamcguigan6382 7 ปีที่แล้ว +71

    I could fall asleep listening to your voice js..

  • @olaf.3205
    @olaf.3205 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I never comment on yt, but this video.... This year was the worst year of my life. I was diagnosed with incurable disease so I can only (well I should say "I must") take medicine till my last day on this crazy planet . And I can't control this illness, but the most frightening thing is that sometimes I can't even control my mind and thoughts. I used to be happy and healthy.. and it's sick how quickly you become a member of team "disadvantaged and mordibly depressed people"". For the past few moths I was like " Woahhh...What is happening? How, how the hell ?!". I was always kind of philosopher, thinker, my mind used to be my blessing and now it's a curse. I FEEL YOU, seriously. And when you said "Inside I feel like a 73 years old woman"..I started crying because of this fucking year I feel sooooooo "over-lived" ? And i'm only 20 for Gods sake.. I get your religion, I've also create myself one. I had to do this to survive. I know I can. Nothing is eternal. We will be happy again. The best is yet to come Sara ;)

  • @kpb718name6
    @kpb718name6 8 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Old souls recognize old souls!

  • @princesitapigi
    @princesitapigi 8 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This video was fucking amazing. Thank you. I have no words to describe how relatable this was. You deserve a million hugs Sarah, this was real, raw and honest. I just wish you could let yourself cry, as you said we're all humans. Crying helps. ❤

  • @vanessak.9168
    @vanessak.9168 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    When I first watched this at 15, I was completely clueless. Now I’m 19, I’ve never understood something so perfectly. I’m also spiritual now

  • @yeishlabauza1699
    @yeishlabauza1699 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    i think you are very strong and outspoken. not all people have the courage and strength to say what theyve been through and what they believe in. btw youre gorgeous!

  • @rana6218
    @rana6218 8 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    i know you don't want my pity but i feel like i owe you. I feel so so sorry for your loss and i can't imagine the life you're going through and i don't mean that in a bad way i just think you're so strong and so powerful. God bless your beautiful soul.

  • @Schubackk
    @Schubackk 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Not everything about our world is horrible and evil, there are so many beautiful things that happen too. Random acts of kindness, the unconditional love from a pet. There is so much good. We need to experience the bad so that we can appreciate the good.

  • @andiewhite8317
    @andiewhite8317 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Sometimes I go back in your videos and watch this one over and over again because it makes so much sense to me. Like my heart gets it.
    I love you Sara, never stop

  • @keishahuet9997
    @keishahuet9997 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Your mindset clicks with mine completely, I love you so much and you're so strong.♡