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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 30 ก.ค. 2024
- would everyone shut up for a sec and make me famous?
M o r e M i a
Patreon ► / miacole
Instagram ► / miaisdivorced
Twitter ► / miaxcole
TikTok ► / miaisdivorced
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Business Inquiries ► miacolebusiness@gmail.com
Tip Jar ► cash.app/$miaisdivorced
F e a t u r i n g
@KhadijaMbowe
@FDSignifire
@cjthex
@NoahSamsen
@BenFromCanada
@victorythecreator
Additional Clips taken from
@xoxofest @ContraPoints & @LindsayEllisVids
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C o n t e n t
i interviewed a trans guy ► • Video
Encanto Power & Demigods ► • Encanto: The Implicati...
The Yassification of Texas Chainsaw ► • The Yassification of T...
i threw away my childhood to be an influencer ► • i threw away my childh...
Social Media and Nihilism ► • Social Media & Nihilis...
10 video essayists who put me to shame ► • 10 video essayists who...
SCOOBY-DOO IS AN INCEL ► • SCOOBY DOO IS AN INCEL...
Bo Burnham Destroyed Me ► • BO BURNHAM'S INSIDE DE...
Lesbianism in Movies ► • LESBIANS ARE REAL AND ...
T i m e c o d e s
0:00 An Existential Horror
2:00 Part 1: Temptation
7:53 Part 2: Consistency
11:02 Part 3: The Longevity of Creation
14:52 Part 4: Fear of The Mob
23:49 Part 5: Small Channel Purgatory
26:41 Part 6: Mental Health
29:05 Part 7: Positivity
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M u s i c
► Wii Shop Music
► White Bat - Last Stop
► Mac Miller - Jet Fuel (instrumental)
► Super Smash Bros Brawl Theme
► Habanera (by Bizet) by Bizet
Creative Commons - Attribution 3.0 Unported- CC BY 3.0
creativecommons.org/licenses/...
Music provided by FreeMusic109 / freemusic109
► That Handsome Devil - Charlie’s Inferno (instrumental) re prod. Acorlei
► Satie - Gnossienne No. 1
► Wii Sports Title Theme
► Mac Miller - The Spins (instrumental) re prod. Jesus Benavides
► Tyler, The Creator - Are We Still Friends (instrumental)
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T a g s
#miacole #youtube #mentalhealth #videoessay #collab
the existential horror of creating content online, youtube, youtube, youtube and mental health, khadija mbowe, cj the x, fd signifer, noah samsen, ben from Canada, victory the creator, mia cole, how to be a youtube, video essay, mental health, canceling, contrapoints, natalie wynn, collab, mia cole interview, mias cult, miaisdivorced, vaush, noah samsen vaush, vaush drama, vaush controversy, solving the debate bro problem, noah samsen debate bro
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thank you for watching my video. - ตลก
I am extremely confused
Have you considered more rats?
Yes. Yes I am
@@ickystickynicky4620 at all time, just not sure if i should start filling the fridge before or after the freezer with them
You’re confused?? I’m confused bro
_I think you should be more considerate with the confusion. It also has feelings, you shouldn't say it's yours before asking for consent._
FD signifier's biggest video yet, The hunger by contrapoints, and this have all come out on the same week as the start of my summer. I legit think I'm being rewarded for my sins.
@Leo Mejia RIGHT LIKE WE ARE BEING FED
It does feel like im being spoiled
Sin further.
Don't forget CJ the X also released a new video just 4 days ago. So I'm satiated for the next 6 months at least
@@RhizometricReality If we don't sin jesus died for nothing.
Mia Cole and CJ the X in the same video is like having Ladybug and Cat Noir doing a TH-cam team up and who would have thought that we live in a wondrous world where that is the reality?
often I tell myself it’s dumb to feel so much dread over ~TH-cam things~ but I really needed this little bit of validation - and a solid reminder that I should get back into therapy
tiffanyferg in the chat!! ❤️
yeah so apparently therapy is good actually?? i also had to be convinced to go back but once i did,, good shit, i recommend
hi tiffany
This video gave me anxiety… but in a good way?
thank you jessie gender i hope to induce varying amounts of anxiety in all my videos ❤️
💕💕💕💕
hi, same?
I was just on a mass effect video essay, how did we get here
JESSIE STOP
It's so good to see Contra's babies growing up and doing well for themselves
natalie x mia crossover when???
@@miacole It's been eight months. Natalie's last video was eight months ago.
COINCIDENCE?!
...yeah, probably, but a Fatt can dream.
So those were my first words huh?
…interesting Mia…very…interesting.
hi khadija mbowe, famed niece of candace owens, i hope you’re having a lovely day
Should we call you Khadija Mbowens?
😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
Secrets REVEALED! 8D
Mia, just remember, you got 1,000 views in one day. You could not fit that many people in a house. You could not sit down and have a conversation with that many people in a day. I know number go up makes neuron activate, but that's an incredible thing! You're doing great things!
thank you!! i try to remind myself this often but i it slips my mind a lot
@@miacole of course! life is fucking hard! consider this lady your newest subscriber! I look forward to seeing more of you, but more importantly I hope you take care of yourself!
@@miacole I’m pretty sure when Facebook was getting big I remember reading that 300 people is the absolute upper limit of people a person can know to any real degree at any one time.
You not only reach but have support from a lot more than that
It's a great accomplishment, but it's also not that big a deal! It's just Internet numbers, ok? Try not to get hung up on us too much.
If you take dinner to your neighbour, that's just as good. That's better, actually.
Broooo when you consider all the potential hours consumed evvverrrr like wut stoned, you are! 🧌 SoOO many hours!
I used to watch Doofenshmirtz do the same thing over and over again hoping that he finally takes over and be like "haha, silly Doofenshmirtz." But being in small TH-camr purgatory is looking at him and being like "Dude, how are you not suffering from creative burnout? Take a weekend my man 😩"
I've learned to respect his hustle.
omg i am doofenshmirtz
Just wanna let you know, for what it's worth, you're not making content for nobody. I like your stuff. That's like, 1 person at least.
I'll comment more often to let you know that 👍
this is so sweet thank you for this, it means a lot
OK but you and CJ made me feel OK with being a chaotic manic pixie ADD Bipolar trash goblin and for that I thank you
right? Watching them at 2x is so calming
@@user-sl6gn1ss8p 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
first time I watched CJ, they like physically jumped into frame and I felt that
@@caixiuying8901 ªs opposed to spiritually jumped into frame 💫
So quirky and special
Also what is this camera quality khadija? It’s like I wiped butter all over my laptop camera…
And yet, so lovely! Sorry... I sound like a creepy grandma... 😬
please tell me this is real
This is the exact same thing I had to say about mine
@@victorythecreator ya'll need to make a local recording of the videocall interview, and then upload the file so mia can use that instead in the edit
Moist and delicious? XD
29:03 The fact that I even considered that the BetterHelp ad-read wasn’t a joke says a lot about the current state of content creation
its a self-fulfilling process
@@COLORMIND.mp4 Me speaking my audible sponsorship into existence:
Wow. Cut me out of the thumbnail? Delete this.
"My heart may weigh more than a feather, but at least they have Mcdonalds in hell."
Only a truly gifted and warped mind can reveal such wisdom
this is actually a reference to how mia cole blew all of her money on mcdonald’s in a single month because she has mental problems and likes burgers
@@miacole #lovinit
@@miacole Waving from the Jack-In-The-Box parking lot as I sub to your channel.
Found this through FD Signifier and as soon as I saw the timecode titles (specifically 'small channel purgatory') I knew if was gonna hit me super hard and that I probably shouldn't watch it in my current mental state, but I did anyways lol. Great work, will probably watch again sometime this week; topics like this need to be brought up!
im fucking loving this new genre of ""commentary/video essay/lefttube""" that's just the most brilliant and unhinged stream of consciousness that forces me to pause every two seconds & rethink every thought ive ever had (ro ramdin, cj the x, mia). thank you for being the spokesperson of an era
little shards of my soul floating around on the internet in video form. wild shit
sometimes when a color in the background of the video is too bright I focus on it for a second, and then my mind acknowledges It, and is like, wow bright colors make brain go brrrr, and then I've already missed a bunch of stuff you said so I try to focus, but my mind has already acknowledged this bright color, and there is no going back, the more I try to stop looking at it the worse it gets. Then I'm spiraling in self loathing for a bit. Then I'm like maybe this fixation of mine relates to the video essay in someway. blah blah blah more spiraling, and now I have to take a mental health break because I saw a color.
cw: colors
Hold on Mia I gotta make this About Me for a sec
Years ago, there was a moment in which I'd accrued a social media following, and I very much could have delved into this space. I backpedalled HARD when I clumsily dipped in a toe, and had it bitten off. Part of me wondered ever since if I should have pursued it, but seeing the mental CrossFit regimes you and your peers have to do to keep from going completely off the deep end, I just can't imagine having independently developed the necessary habits to have kept my head above water.
I have a deep admiration for people who know what they're getting into with this career path but who do so anyway, and an equally strong empathy for those who aren't aware and end up dejectedly treading water, or floundering desperately for a lifeline.
What I'm saying with all these analogies is that MIA COLE MAKES ME WET
Mfs really call Infinity War the "Biggest crossover in history" as if this video doesn't exist smh my head 😔
this is so real
The fact that the algorithm is recommending more and more small creators it's amazing, I love it
There’s no way youtube is 17 years old, ive only existed a year without this thing existing tf
I like your delivery, editing style, and script structure Mia. I am a content creator myself. I may not be big like you and the other creators in this video (hey to Fiq & Khadija), but I understand. Being a content creator is no joke, but continue to do what you’re doing. It’s great💪🏾❤️‼️
deeply upset that I watched this video to try to clear through my Watch Later list only to add 6 more of your videos upon finishing it. such horrible existence to find good content and to not have time to watch it all. All to say - an excellent and highly understandable video while still leaving me deeply confused and feeling out of touch
don’t get me wrong i love the ‘god is mia’ version of you (and i 100% agree) but your vulnerability is uncomfortably relatable and rlly meaningful
so take care of yourself and try to remind yourself that what you’re doing even if for a moment-truly does matter!! 💗💗💗💗
this is a fun comment section
"my heart may weigh more than a feather, but at least they have mcdonalds in hell"
y'know how sometimes there's a line that's so, so good,, that you gotta pause the video for a second and steady yourself before continuing
thank you i’m glad someone else found that line as amusing as i do, the subtext is addiction but that’s a story for a whole other day
The CJ slander is hilarious considering their the one that sent me here. You are chaos embodied and I love ot
they *
@@asuka_the_void_witch good catch!
@@TheGrossDemon =)
She’s a carbon copy and neither of them are doing anything interesting imo.
@@qaisellkurdi962 you don't have to be mean
I've pretty much given up on being involved in anything creative or artistic as a career, it is soul crushing
"tarantino without the foot stuff" finally a visionary of the people
PRECISELY
MIAAAA COLEEEEEE
NOAHHHH SAMSENNNN
These work better with the john cena music playing in your head
So Noah. How tall are you? Inquiring minds.... I now know Mia is taller than me.
I always forget you’re not a big TH-camr and I’m basically just watching some person.
some random bitch with 11 thousand subscribers
LMAO
TH-camrs aren't people
I'm literally nobody! Thanks for making content for me. I hope you find your self worth and end up not caring what we say ❤️ leaf > TH-cam creation
i will try, and if i succeeed i will make a video essay abt it
I really admire people who make being a youtuber into a living. I am not a super creative person and have no clue how people can not only produce entertaining videos but also do it on a regular basis, just the idea of that pressure for making a living stresses me out and it makes me hardcore respect folks who can handle it. I've heard people say that TH-camr is like a dream job but to me it sounds a lot more like a nightmare. Thanks for the video on some of the inner working and minds of a lot of folks I love.
Oh, awesome outfit btw! It's a great look.
Absolutely, James. I am doing TH-cam as a hobby right now. If I ever get a chance to make money off of TH-cam, I’ll do it as a side hustle while I am working a 9-5 (for now)💁🏾♂️
@@JulianSteve just subscribed your content looks great, thank you for making it!!💗
@@evasage14 Thank you so much, Eva🥹
I lost it at 5:10 with the direct and brutal attack on CJ the X.
how has so much of this essay been playing on a loop in my head for the last two years before I ever even watched it
Ok, I have to commend the ad placement on this video. On top of editing in general, the timing of pauses and ads actually falling into place 🙌🏾 🙌🏾 🙌🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾
I tried to exit this video to come back to it later, and the tab froze, forcing me to watch the entire intro. I felt assaulted and attacked and literally plotted against I shall have you know
Cool vimeo tho
i write malware sometimes
I love your content, thank you for carrying on
Mia panicking about being relatable is the most relatable thing I’ve ever seen.
When i have children, I'll show this video to them, so they don't grow up to be youtubers. Thanks Mia!
raise your kids right
Just discovered your channel and I gotta say you're doing something special. Thanks for sharing.
I'm also empty inside so seeing this video brought drive and excitement to me so thanks for stirring me to fall back into the curse of youtube, amazing work as always and the most impressive collaboration yet, Mia!
the writing is as definitive as the bangs. SUBBED!
Hey Mia, it was really brave of you to be so open about your relationship with your content, I really appreciate that. I struggle with impostor syndrome in a lot of areas of life, thinking that no one will really like my work and the things I put out into the world are just shit and have no value. I used to upload regularly on a (now deleted) YT channel and I didn't do it for views, I just uploaded cause it was a fun thing to do. I had a small circle of friends that watched my vids and I ended my channel after about 6 months when I had around 15 subscribers.
That whole time though, I never did it for views, I did it just because it was fun. I seriously think you should re-evaluate your relationship with your content and why you really do it. Also, watch CJ's latest video essay on The Kronk Effect because it is actually really relevant here. Love you girl, no matter what path you choose, always do what makes you happy
i have evaluated my reasoning a lot i think this video is the culmination of how jaded i’ve become over the years, feeling like i make good shit but then not feeling like it’s valuable to enough people, im getting better tho,
also fuck the kronk effect, cj really cut me out of the outro 😤😤
@@miacole Another thing you could also think about is, instead of making something that you think other people will find valuable, you could start making stuff that has inherent value to you? That way you're not only doing it for validation from others, rather you'd be doing it because you love it and it's an authentic expression of yourself
the pacing of your line delivery is transcendent
This was a lovely video. Thank you for putting in the effort you do. This was also really funny so 💛💛 thank ya
incredible video. very thankful to be a part of your audience mia. with your wit, intelligence, and production value, you are exactly the type of person I love to watch :)
Gawd thank you for this
You came up on my recommended literally today, and I was blown away by your editing and videography! If it makes you feel better, from the few videos I've seen so far of you, I'm really enjoying them, including this one 🥰
I, as a writer, feel actual human envy for people who I'm not better than.
I love these people's content and I look up to them as speakers and intellectuals and yaknow whatever all the good stuff. But there is that feeling of, like Mia said, wanting to be better than everyone. I thought it was just a Diego thing and I felt really bad for it but Mia just went ahead and spoke her truth and honestly... yeah the truth is bitter. I don't even know if I'm "happy" that I'm not alone in this.
As happy as I feel for other writers, I can't escape the feeling that I'm far behind in a race and that I need to catch up, and I feel like... really bad when I can't catch up.
thank you for saying this, that’s one thing about this channel i’ve made i truly cherish, im just gonna say how i feel and sometimes maybe it’s that thought that others have that they feel they shouldn’t say. i’m happy to be that voice in the background that says i feel the same way, i know it’s maybe a lil shitty but there are others who agree
Never watched any of your videos before, but I immediately subscribed at the start of the video. More stuff like this on TH-cam plzzzz
im kinda bingeing your videos rn and you’re amazing
I thoroughly enjoyed this video and your interviews with these other creators ❤️🔥
I clicked thanks to CJ pointing me in your direction and... my goodness I can see why CJ would be drawn to you and vice-versa.
the best feature in this video was the cat in the background of noah's screen
I just found your channel yesterday from your voice credit in FD Signifier's video, and I'm sure glad I did.
Soooo like many I have found this channel through the algorithm because of this video and holy shit girl I’m watching your subscriber count go up all day while I check out your old shit. Congrats and good luck!
Found this video and your channel through CJ the X and I’ve been loving the content
this video randomly got in my reccomended but it rly hit me like a truck. especially 20:16 oh my god this part hit especially
i'm an animator, so it's a bit different than having my face part of my brand. but being a content creator who started at a very young age, i never quite made the distinction between 'me' and 'my online persona' until early this year when working through my mental health.
so seeing others expressing they do this is huge for me.
this video is huge for me in seeing how other people process being a content creator, a lot of the time ive been in my own bubble and felt really alone with these feelings. basically i rly enjoyed this video and i found it Moving and Relatable 😭
Great video! And way too relatable, but kind of comforting
as always, brilliant vid, thanks for posting :)
Hey Mia, I’ve been a fan for a while and I believe you deserve way more recognition for your videos than you’re getting and I hope that changes very soon.
thank you!! shout out long time fan!!
I just found you and here for your chaotic energy. Also makes me glad I didn't start a TH-cam Channel because I don't think I'd be ready for any of this
This video simultaneously feels like a fever dream and makes total complete sense I love it
just got done filming a video about the money side of this phenomenon and i am so excited to hear someone else speak about how bad content creation is lol
This channel needs more subs
Great production quality
This is the first video I’ve watched and I can tell I’m gonna LOVE this channel. The sass is strong
ive been on creating content tiktok for two days and I already feel the mental health repercussions as a creator...I haven't even scrolled yet...I don't think I would have the trust? faith? luck? to continue with a platform like youtube without at least a small following. This video is very relatable. Aside: I love your videos!
Excellent video, I can tell how much work you’ve put into this… thank you for making this 😘
Your most vulnerable/cringiest/not pass your internal test video is your most successful. There’s a lesson in that for all of us. Cool vid
Whenever I get the thought that maybe I could be a decent TH-camr, I smack myself and go back to the lab. I can barely tolerate talking to the same handful of people every day.
Not like the tissue samples. They're my friends.
Love the content as always
Dope vid Mia🔥
Good shit. Keep up the good work.
idk who u are but ur my new fav now. i love how chaotic this is
YOOOO the instrumental from Charlie's Inferno?? banger. Love it. and so fitting! AND THE FUCKING TITLE THEME FROM THE END IS NIGH???? wow @mia you have great taste in music 🥺💞
You remind me of charlie kelly from always sunny in philidelpia if he was literate, wasnt addicted to sniffing paint, and generally somewhat more sane. I am now obsessed with ur channel 💕💕
Hey, I’m subscribed to everyone in the thumbnail! And look at that, now I’m subscribed to you!
Great video you have amazing energy and are funny af 😂
I wish I could like this twice! This was so validating. Thank you
THE GREEN SCREEN OMG
victory the creator
I want to leave a better comment than the one I'm going to leave on this video. That's how much I enjoyed this. You're echoing a bunch of thoughts that have been rattling around in my skull, so it's always nice to feel like you're not alone in that regard. Overwhelmed at the existential horror of creating content, I spent an hour rambling to my younger sister today about the nature of content creation while sipping on tea to avoid that reality. Honestly, many people don't get how weird and delightfully absurd all this is. My brain is fried. I subscribed.
Congrats you made it to the algorithm! I don't even follow any "left tubers" and there you were sitting second from the top of my home page!
this is very interesting qualitative data and i actually appreciate this a lot
@@miacole maybe my home page is just fucked and im a bad data point 🤷♀️ either way you're funny and entertaining so keep it up def earned a new sub. Although it kinda hurt when you called fd a boomer. Damn us millennials really is just getting old
Obligatory as a Vaush fan TM this video was one-hundo percent lit, which is incidentally how I describe my favorite food and also how I’m trying to remain cool as a millennial. FD is such a real one. I love Noah and his talent goes beyond his fierce mustachè. Thanks for the vid (piece of art sorry) and thanks for giving your inordinately broad, but well deserved bandwidth to these other creators as well. Based and redpilled as all the cool kids are definitely still saying. Also just so you read this comment in the proper context I am in fact still very hip and cool.
best comment i’ve seen so far holy shit i love this
@@miacole ❤️
This channel is feels like an acid trip, and I love it
I've had this debate with myself. I'd love to work on a TH-cam channel, more as a script writer/quality assurance rather than in front of the camera because I am utterly terrified. I'm terrified to be wrong, to be publicly canceled for past and future mistakes, and the insane pressure of being judged by anyone, let alone an audience online.
What a line up! You got a great line up of creators to talk to. New sub!!!💜🌟🎶
so many great minds, this is awesome
This channel is about to blow up…in a good way…because she’s amazing!
I found you through Khadija and it makes me happy. Take your time person.
Hi I'm a new subscriber and I love your videos. this is the 4th one I've seen and they're all so well made. I found you through the youtube recommendations :)
I just discovered your channel today. Thank you for all your content, it's very entertaining.
You got my sub mia! 🤙🏻
OK commenting again. Just finished. You summed up the mental health part very well. I feel like I’m in this constant manic feedback loop and it is so painful. This didn’t used to exist in my brain, why is it there all the time now? Sometimes I feel like quitting is the only way to get rid of it, that or massive commercial success for all time.
"good faith pilled" I can't with this video 😆
FD Signifier brought me here, and your analysis is on point
no but seriously~ my attention has been retained and I am thoroughly enjoying myself😌 this is genuinely like the Multiverse for me-seeing all my favorite youtubers here in a cesspool of chaos😋
for this select division of left tube this video will feel like a god damn crossover movie, for everyone else it’s just some normal video
@@miacole no yeah-it’s truly my spider man no way home
Same, I hadn't heard of Mia but hey, I'm a fan of all these people so of course I'm gonna watch. And now I've binged an hour of Mia content. Always need more chaos goblin YTers in my life
14:19 This part took me CLEAN tf out. Like, yes, would you like to commodify your being? 😁🎤📸
I'm not audience, I'm a person, ok
OH GOD OH FUCK
Found you through CJ, really good video! I’ll be sticking around!