preparing to make 2020 my b*tch
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Get ~productive~ with me as I take you along on my New Years reset routine! I get some creative inspiration from my favorite movies, clean and organize my apartment, clear out old files on my laptop and my phone, set up my bullet journal and plan for the year ahead, make some New Years resolutions, get ready for New Years Eve, and of course get a lil mushy about the past decade.
✰ TIMECODES ✰
1:31 creative reset (aka netflix and chill lol)
4:22 cleaning my apartment
5:24 digital cleanse
7:48 setting up my bullet journal for 2020
12:24 grwm for new years eve + reflecting on 2019
✰ OUTFITS ✰
IN BED
➭ yellow tshirt: thrifted (similar: bit.ly/2rLpkSe)
CLEANING
➭ white long sleeve: urban outfitters (bit.ly/35hR0Mp)
➭ jeans: reformation (bit.ly/35kH98D)
➭ pearl barrette: urban outfitters (bit.ly/2ZMPm4f)
BULLET JOURNALING
➭ denim jacket: thrifted (similar: bit.ly/2K8jIHJ, bit.ly/2q12SDI)
➭ top: brandy melville (similar: bit.ly/2rNMEig)
➭ safety pin earrings: i designed them! (enroutejewelry.com/collection...)
NEW YEARS EVE
➭ black top: privacy please (in a different color: bit.ly/35cFQbK, similar in black + long sleeve (bit.ly/35gjSEz)
➭ skirt: j.ing (on sale! bit.ly/2N8DrI8)
➭ cowboy boots: zara
➭ pearl barrettes: urban outfitters (bit.ly/2ZMPm4f)
➭ baroque earrings: i designed them! (enroutejewelry.com/collection...)
✰ BULLET JOURNALING SUPPLIES ✰
my bullet journal ➭ amzn.to/33cCWUc
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✰ MAKEUP ✰
milk hydro grip primer (bit.ly/2zPWlNA)
milk sunshine skin tint (bit.ly/2zV7X20)
nars radiant creamy concealer (bit.ly/2PPcayW)
benefit gimme brow gel (bit.ly/2PK9eU9)
benefit precisely my brow pencil (bit.ly/2zU4HDY)
cover fx shimmer veil in moonstone (bit.ly/2PLnhZO)
butter london eyeliner
glossier cloud paint in dusk and storm (bit.ly/2zSbRZl)
milk highlighter in lit (bit.ly/2zUloPO)
crush xo afterglow palette (crushxo.com/collections/face/...)
ohii lip jelly (bit.ly/2QpIXsN)
✰ MUSIC ✰
sparky by weasilboy
partly sunny by joey pecoraro
bed head by joey pecararo
to be happy by joey pecararo
foolish thoughts by the laidbackz
balloons by joaquin karud
singing with no voice by joey pecararo
longing by joaquin karud
rainy sunday from epidemic sound ➭ bit.ly/2VW00n4
bae by jef
special thanks to joey pecoraro for allowing me to use his music!
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F A Q
what’s your name? ashley
what’s your instagram? @best.dressed
how old are you? 21 (born in 1998)
how tall are you? 5'5"
what’s your ethnicity? half british and half burmese
what equipment do you use to film?
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➭ mic: rode videomic pro+ (amzn.to/2QHfZBU)
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➭ canon m50 (amzn.to/2Dp1bnk)
➭ editing: final cut pro
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"I have not had human contact in a week and a half" LITTLE DID SHE KNOW
lmaoooo was just going to say that
it's been 72 days :')
4 months here :(
oop it’s July
lmao
Lmao😢🤣
The title of this video is hilarious now.
2020 said we'll see about that.
Nola Love especially with those flu/cold symptoms
2020 decided it wanted to f*ck with everyone
2020 decided to take revenge on this mean title
Wasn't that like a global feeling, somehow? Like, I swear I saw this "conquering 2020" energy in plenty of places. Me included, lol.
2020 Responded, and its PISSED lol
This title didn't age well
yeah it really didn't
LOL
@@LittleJoyBook look up “best dressed 2020” for a laugh
@@lialopez8402 LMAO
Aged like milk
This video is so eerily prophetic...the roll of toilet paper in the shot, you being sick & coughing, you taking about how you haven’t seen people in a week & a half, you talking about being in NYC...👀
honestly
Foreshadowing at its worst
WOAH.
😳😳
let's not miss the part where she messed up her 2020 (bullet journal) calendar from march-dec 😭😭😭
"Sometimes it really freaks me out how little of my life I remember"
Girl SAME
kalei watwood literally!! I’m trying to write things down so I remember but wtf
The real strength of bullet journaling. Or in my case Hobonichi Techo-ing. >.< At the end of the year I could go through and see every trip I took, the goals I achieved, even the hours I worked and workouts I did. I wish I had started keeping a planner sooner. xD Half of my life is forgotten.
same!!! i can take my phone on random moments just to take a picture of the people i'm with, is that weird ??? i don't know, glad you said same so i know i'm not the only one.
"id rather have an existential crisis every year than have a big one when im 45 and hate my husband, my kids and everything my life has come to."
THIS made me feel a 1000% better about my existencial crisis that i have at least once a year. Thank you so much for this sentence! Its so true! I sometimes feel like im the only one thats conscious about my feelings and it makes me feel like im crazy.
SURPRISE! it could happen anyway regardless! :D
My therapist says it's important to feel. To your body there are no "right/good" emotions or "wrong/bad" emotions. They are all emotions and physiologically there is a reason they exist. You need every single emotion to survive. So to think that crying or being angry is wrong to feel is the same as saying you shouldn't also feel happy or excited. Your body doesn't have a filter to say "feel these and don't feel these" you either feel all or none. This has helped me realize that you need to be able to experience them all and they are all valid. Another biological fact: you cry because the hormones in your body are so high that you cannot process all of it, so your body purges these extra hormones via tears. This goes for all emotions: happy = happy tears, sad = sad tears, and angry = angry tears. So to hold in tears just makes your emotions last longer and it isn't healthy for your body.
P.S. please blast this so that Ashley can see
Honestly I’d rather have one just ONE at 45.
@@taissilvadoray7266 nonono, having one at 45 (considering that you were i guess relatively happy everytime before then??) is horrible- because an existential crisis makes you feel like you've reached a non-productive and just horrible state of life and if you have that while you're already settled down- you feel like it's too ?? late?? so existential crisis' help you re-balance yourself. i promise.
Same
who else came back to this video just to laugh at the title
edit: hi i'm back five months later and what an absolute dumpster fire of a year lmaoo
Yep
Hee hee
@Olivia Robinson 2021s not any better tho🤗🤣👍✨
9:58 'try not to isolate myself' 2020 had different plans huh
lmaooo
Hahahaha
ashley: "i'm constantly trying to teach myself that it's okay to take time off..."
me: *_but i'm always taking a break i haven't done anything productive_*
Try being unproductive on purpose instead of feelibg like you prograstinate. That often boosts ones productivity. :)
@@charlottek.7645 reverse psychology, i see. thank you.
MEE. MEE I THOUGHT THE EXACT SAME THING
i feel like my anxiety always does this, i turn something someone says ( even if they are saying something that helps them combat a problem, like in this case ) into something bad
Lizzy Grant omg meeed
i love how she's not fake one bit, I feel like I'm sitting just having a convo with her
She speaks surprisingly naturally although she's admitted to scripting her videos before
I mean, I'm still not over the blatant joke that was the Amazon sponsorship
Savannah Whalley yeah she even says fuck. Alot of TH-camrs don't swear
@@andreashelton hahha
The world according to Lola same, hard for me to get over that & also kinda bitter that she never addressed it
“you can go very far in life if you pretend to know what you’re doing.”- john mulaney, an icon that i quote on the daily
he was an english major after all. this is our definition of life
jane s ละ
This is genuinely how I live
The fun thing is that at the start of the year all TH-camrs were like: yes this year will be our year. Now we are all afraid to die bc of covid19. Its actually pretty sad
But then again it kind of became, because they are the ones that can work from home like they would normally, and we are all watching a lot more youtube because we are isolated and have nothing else to do...
@@nikolineandreassen4698 lmao I'm dieing bc of homework...So I have to much to do i would say
@@ghxst_dolly Yeah I guess im lucky I have some freetime but I mean like when you would hang out with your friends and stuff
Kobe Bryant died, we almost had a WWIII, covid 19 happened...
@@halle1869 exactly
nobody: ...
ashley:
“hElLo fOlKs”
“i’m on my period”
“let’s start planning”
“kiss somebody”
“is this gonna work”
“i’m sick”
“pLaNtS”
“inspiration”
"Porn" jajajaja
Mimi Rose you forgot “chunky period”
I relate so much to this tho
forgot “juxtaposition” 🤣
@@joanagutierrez7082 someone said it hahaha
I wish you didn’t say “I sound so insane!” after expressing your feelings! You don’t have to invalidate your feelings. Even if people don’t see what you’re saying, you feel the way you feel, and you shouldn’t apologize for that.
That's exactly what I was thinking!! And like I think all her feelings are perfectly normal, she doesn't sound insane at all!! And honestly even if she did, that's ok too :)
Wow.
as well as saying things like "not to sound like a basic bitch" it's ok to be a basic bitch !!! you don't have to defend and justify your interests out of fear that people will make fun of you !! she clearly has a "not like other girls" complex and i wish she'd realise she doesn't need to do that
@@andreaeliasen6546 yeah she is overly self critical and I don't know if she's tryna be ~quirky~ and relatable or she is just genuinely like that, neither is good. I think she is sort of aware of this since she has mentioned that she's going to try to stop criticizing herself but it gets old really fast. It's not easy on me to hear it either.
But it just be like that sometimes
Anyone else wish they were like Ashley and be that hard working ? Honestly she’s the most dedicated and hard working TH-camd I’ve watched and she’s truly worked for her success
yeah. ashley's problem is that she overworks herself.
meanwhile, my problem is i work too litte. i'm constantly lazy and procrastinating when i know i could be working... i don't know how to motivate myself to work.
@@qianyue.c i feel the same way especially since quarantine started :(( i cant get much schoolwork done because i stay at home so much. Like if i were in school id have no choice but to do schoolwork but now im just procrastinating :((( (even as im typing this and watching this video lol)
i relate. i wish i can get sick bcs of overworking, i am such an underachiever and lazy
@Sunny Toppo Her videos are almost 20 min long and imagine the work she puts into editing them. She also has a business and she does it all alone. Obviously she will have a manager to manage finances and brand deals but most of her work is done by her
@@qianyue.c Its because she loves what she does... I think !
It's ironic how I'm getting this recommended this at the end of 2020
ashley was definitely one of my favourite youtubers of 2019.... there’s something so motivating but soothing about her content and personality.
She feels like a friend and not someone trying to make money off of you like a lot of youtubers now.
Yeah I agree, when I see that Ashley has uploaded a video I already know it is going to be a good video
runchranda xo I agree
She is trying to make money out of all of us. She's fake sustainable and her amazon and nasty gal ads proved that she doesn't care about any of it. She lied about her immigrant history and constantly deletes comments asking her to address all of what she's done.
@@taskforcehitman1536 Omg, I'm curious about her immigrant history, what part she lied?
no one:
ashley: writes the letter a in 3 different ways in one sentence
Guilty here hahaha
Me too tho
😂😂👌🏻
Just noticed 🤣
well, this sure did age interstingly
(hope everyone's being safe and at least trying to maintain some semblance of sanity!!)
Oh little did we know...
I know right!! lol
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"My body just... vibe checks me" is such a mood. I'm gonna start using that
My body does that everytime I excersize and I don't know if I'm suppose to push through or listen to it😂
@@lauren-ashleyblack8610 lmao try to push through it good mental health correlates with physical.. so they say
“Chunky period” is such a vibe
so relatable tbh
annie turco yesss haha
annie turco WAIT IS THAT CHUNKY BLOOD THAT LEAKS OUT?!
Emmy K yup
Emmy K When the uterus secretes uterine lining, it may pool in the vagina eventually “coagulating” causing the same clotting effect as when you get a wound and it creates a scab. That same clot is excreted through the vagina which is very much normal and experienced during the first two days of the menstruation.
watching her just chilling with random roles of toilet paper hits different after the coronavirus outbreak
LMFAO, it is 2023 and I am back here for the nostalgia.
sameee but 2024
As a man, I feel like watching these videos makes me feel like I've been invited to the girls sleep over and I'm learning so much and becoming a more well rounded guy
Harrykins As a member of the female community, welcome to the cult. We wear pink on Wednesday’s and sweatpants every other day. Enjoy!
Look Inside My Mind 100% me, except for the fact that I wear sweatpants everyday, and never pink
this is the most wholesome thing ever, and for that you are soooo invited into the club
Same :D
💗💗💗
“don’t save porn kids, just stream it” see that’s useful advice
This killed me💀
porn is gross dont watch it
Eva Myhre wut
I’m pretty sure I learn more from Ashley than I do from school lmao 😂
The plant 🌱 with the seat belt , if that isnt the most adorable thing ever.
Something about Ashley’s personality really makes her feel.. real and not artificial. She talks about actual problems,her life,the way she feels about herself and the world around her. I love it. I’m so glad I found her TH-cam channel back in 2018. The way she presents herself is honestly refreshing. With Other TH-camrs everything feels so fake, but with Ashley I feel like she’s my friend or my big sister. I learn so much from her and she makes me laugh a lot. Thank you so much Ashley !!💛
us: *lying in bed watching video*
ashley: “hO hO hO dIdn’T sEe yA tHeRe!”
this is a much better comment than the "nobody: ashley:" ones
@@nomatophobia yes! It definitely makes it more personal 👍
😂😂
LOL She’s a goober
Happy New Year Ashley 😃
"I'm just kidding, don't save porn kids, stream it." IM CRYING
hagar fadali me too
hagar fadali If anyone would like to watch my 2020 new year video it’s here th-cam.com/video/tXlJbJH4NlE/w-d-xo.html
Please like and subscribe ✨
She’s right tho
TH-cam recomended this to me in december 2020 just to be like "hahaha irony"
rewatching before 2021 because we need to give this energy a second shot
No one:
Not a single soul:
Ashley's screenplay: KEVIN GETS LAID
seeing that literally made me snort
Low key want Ashley to make film it. LMAO.
If anyone would like to watch my 2020 new year video it’s here th-cam.com/video/tXlJbJH4NlE/w-d-xo.html
Please like and subscribe ✨
"Sometimes it freaks me out how little of my life I remember".... Amen to that. I'll have to write my fav memories down too. Thanks for the idea 😊
Alisa Miettinen I did a 2019 memories page and of my gosh it was so amazing, it was my favorite thing I included in my journal
I started doing this this year and it's crazy the things you forget
@@velosistar237 good to hear it was effective 🤗
@@analeasejac4703 right, i feel like ive forgotten so much even from those events that were supper big 😮
9:40 Ashley’s handwriting is literally a mix of capital and lower case letters hahah
Me looking at the title halfway through lockdown: Ha.
“I want to feel generally confident again I feel like my confidence peaked in my senior year of high school and then afterwards I’ve just been having a huge identity crisis”
I have never related to a statement that hard in my life
Same except I peaked in 5th grade and I'm now a disaster of a highschool student
same. It's been ten years and it still hasn't stopped.
exactly same. senior year in high school and a little bit of college I was living my best confident idgaf life. now i can barely talk to someone i don't know without sweating bullets. it's like anxiety finally hit me and i understand what all the loners in high school were talking about lol.
Where did she get NYE merch from? Is that Panic! At The Disco's merch?
I think this happens to a lot of us
ashley: “most importantly you get an excuse to kiss somebody,”
me: *kisses my cat*
whatever irene Shane Dawson? Hey buddy
ME WITH MY DOG
Me: Kisses mirror 😪
Savannah Kay
you haven’t ever kissed a pet you loved?
Me: *kisses the air*
Watching this at the end of 2020: “I remember when I was that young and hopeful”
when she was saying i have the worst cold slash flu i was like omg corona then she said she had a sore throat
"a tendency to isolate myself because i get scared that people won't like me as much as i like them."
i didn't come here to get called out lmao
no, on a serious note though, you just described me, and i knew that i did this and have recently acknowledged it. but i didn't have a clue on how to put it into words. woah. thank you Ashley
This hit home. Through most of my mid 20's I had been seasonally laid off, gained weight, and just became drowned in self pity. I made an effort after hitting 300 lbs, got down to 230 and got back into fashion (albeit mens). I have always had my best friend (who is female) which can complicate shit lol. But there was a time where she was the only person in my life (15 months or so.)
The last 18 months I reached a pretty safe spot in my union job and gained confidence finding my true style (I'm a late bloomer at 29). I've made new friends and reconnected with a few old ones. Yet I still isolate at times because that lack of self confidence returns. I think this is something most of us feel as we are all watching life pass through our own window and there are times when we feel we are just here to watch other peoples lives happen in front of us while we feel totally alien.
Before I go I want to say that while I've heard Ashley state that her channel is 98% female, which makes sense. As a straight male I want to encourage her to branch out. The vlog style content and just genuinely telling people how you feel can absolutely reach all audiences. Sometimes we just want to feel human and Genuine feelings get us there.
Her tendency to self isolate is sure comin in handy now huh
im sure youre having heaps of fun with actual isolation
@@ardexius its not like
we have a choice haha
@O wow, i didn't realize how many likes i had gotten.
i know you definitely said "i'm going to watch some movies" but your darling sickly voice made it sound like "i'm going to watch some boobies" and i cackled because i'm still mentally 13
omg same
Yessssss I heard it toooo
Samee
Kelsi Cruz just as I read this comment ashley said just that
Same 😂
rewatching this on new years day 2022
i don’t think you were prepared for were we are now
so we’re just gonna ignore that her planner said “clothing launch”...
where?
sophie imm she has mentioned that she wanted to start her own clothing line
!!!!!!!!!
@@otters1103 8:34 :)
In April!!! Woot
“I feel my confidence peaked senior year of highschool and ever since then I’ve been having one big fat identity crisis”
Had to pause the vid and stare into space with how close to home that hit.
Annalise Audrey ME TOO.
The blanket, the whole pity party thing.. Man way too many thing hit close to home in this video.. It ended up being more depressing that I thought
Damn that was so real, I never said it out loud to myself but it definitely hit me strong
“i literally have not had human contact in i think like... a week and a half”
me in june: ha HA. little did she know
“try not to isolate myself” 😭😭😭
can we all just appreciate ashley’s intros tho? like they always set up the video so perfectly! and grab your interest by being fun instead of clickbait-y! the talent really jumped out
Claire Seelig ikr
Who else feels like 2020 is “the year”?
This is THE YEAR!!!!!! I'm boutta turn 21, I'm gonna get my first SWEN internship, I'm gonna get a 4.0 (again, no brag) this is THE FUCKING YEAR
Eh
graduating 2020
you cant just expect things to change suddenly. you make a change.
It's gonna be 20 out of 20 :D
"That is an issue for March Ashley to figure out"
Lol
yeah so about that,
covid 19
ww3 threats
many natural disasters
lots of internet drama
im sorry but GIRL OWN THIS YEAR :)
Kobe Bryant :(((
Racism and riots :((
OH OH YOU FORGOT, racism......
YALL I DIDNT THINK IT COULD GET WORSE BUT IT DIDDD
IF TRUMP GETS ELECTED PLEASE BURY ME
also wildfires made from baby showers
“Is this gonna work for the transition?” *bonk* *scrapeeeee* *bonk*
you gotta admit; it worked
😂👏🏽
Ashley: "Say it with me folks"
Me: "Yes!"
Ashley: "Yes she is."
Goddammit I got bamboozled
m mom
*me laughing histeracly at the title after seeing this 9 months after its posted* WE'LL SEE ABOUT THAAT BAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA
This comment is honestly too relatable lmao
Who's watching this in 2020 in the middle of a pandemic 😭
LMAO IT JUST GETS WORSE HAHAHA
“a weighted blanked was the closest thing I had to imitating human contact”
WHAT A MOOD
Yeah but also 💔
youtube: there's 5 comments.
me: can i see them?
youtube: no.
sort by newest
“has an edgy sense of humor without being sexist or racist. believe it or not, white male comedians, it IS possible.”
I SPIT OUT MY WATER JSHDJBAAJDB
It is sad to see how this title backfired for and at everyone :( stay safe everyone!
I know right! Everyone was riding the positive productivity train and now the world is in chaos!
i love how weird her handwriting is. like why does she write some letters lowercase and some uppercase? i don't know but it's cute and i love it
emilee lmao I noticed, it rly is cute
omg i was thinking the same thing!!
I wrote like that in fifth grade and my teacher gave me an F on everything.
margo roth spiegelman vibes
@@sofia-ge8lq Yessss
Ashley: I labeled the y axis
Also Ashley: *Labels the x axis*
I was wondering if anyone caught that.
OH NO fuckity fuck every middle school math teacher i ever had is rolling in their classrooms in suburban maryland
I came to the comments to see if I was the only one who saw that 😂😂
bestdressed Teachers:
Y to the SKYYY!! X to the EXITTT
X across the middle, Y are you so tall
uh oh, 2020 really said “we’re gonna see about that! 😀”
just realized that i wrote like the exact same thing as one of the top comments lmao
Why is no one talking about her screen play, I'd sacrifice my kidney to watch a movie written by Ashley! "Kevin gets laid" 4:12
okay this is random but when I was really depressed I made a little bed in my closet out of pillows, blankets, and couch cushions then I found your videos and then you slept in a closet and I felt like I actually had a friend damn that’s sad, but I felt like I had to say something 😂
It may sound sad but it's good to let it out! I'm proud of you. Also I relate, that's kinda the same way I found ashley
That sounds so comfy oml
Aww that sounds sad but sweet :-) i hope you find some good friends soon. Be brave and talk to ppl. Jep there will be some a..holes there but also some rare gem nice girls and guys who are worth the effort ( ◜‿◝ )♡
Kt If anyone would like to watch my 2020 new year video it’s here th-cam.com/video/tXlJbJH4NlE/w-d-xo.html
Please like and subscribe ✨
Honestly I really like being in comfy small places too? When I was a small child, I crammed myself in between the sofa and the love seat, and read books there!
"I'm scared to do something that is irreversible" SAMEE
Well, anyway, I hope you have a nice 2020
reflecting on this video in november :D
how poetic... she was sick at the start of the video
“anything i absolutely don’t need is going in the trash” *deletes picture of her ex*
lmao i wish... that was a pic of Dev Patel i downloaded for a video 😅
@@bestdressed we stan a defensive queen. lol. kidding. love you girl. xoxo
@@bestdressed LMAOOOO, i thought the same!
highkey embarrassed ohp😳
Literally thought the same hahaha
i never realized how soothing ashley’s voice is. holy shit. ily
I really wish we could be friends. I thought I was the only one who thought like this 😂😂 you make me feel so much better bout my
Craziness 😂😂 ❤️❤️
Lmaooo this meant to be a regular comment
I know
this is so sad lmao😭😭 I love u ashley
I love how okay you are with being Vulnerable on camera it really makes me and I bet many others feel okay about feeling the way you do sometimes and realising that even successful people sometimes don’t have their shit together
"the love for myself has been so conditional" Damn that hit's deep on so many levels bro
YES. The crying part. Yes. I've never related to something on YT so hard! Crying is such a coping mechanism of mine for so many things weather it's stress, anxiety, anger, frustration, happiness, excitment, even if I had a long day, and it's actually something I love and feel proud of. I highly believe people should find what helps them vent better and such, thank you for that
she hasn’t upload in so long im rewatching all of her vid one by one and still get excited to watch em like she’s a genius
Me looking back at this video : Honey you've got a big storm coming😀
this vid really hit hard on everything i'm feeling for 2020 :') the whole crying being almost carthartic thing & wanting to separate my self-love and self-respect from my achievements really put my thoughts and feelings into words. glad to know i'm not the only one!! best of luck with the move :)
studyquill my favorite study channel commenting on my other favorite channel😭
Hi
OMG LEGENDS SUPPORTING LEGENDS.
studyquill ilu omgg hihi
there's something about this year that seems positive,,, we got this
Gaby Michel *high five*
There is something about 2019 that was negative... oh yeah cuz my whole *ucking life changed from family problems 😔😔🥺
Yas
God willing 🙏🏼❤
How the turn tables
I saw the title and was like "ohh she doesn't even knowwwwww." And then she said she hasn't had human contact in a week and I was just like "OHHHH SIS DOESN'T EVEN KNOWWWW"😂
okay but writing on that planner is so satisfying to watch plus your handwriting is so cute and the organization is aesthetically pleasing
But the real 2019 big question still is ASHLEY DID YOU FINALLY TELL YOUR PARENTS ABOUT YOUR TH-cam CHANEL???? we the people want to know
Mey lia omg YES lol
I think about this constantly and I don’t know why
i think about this all the time lmao
exactly, this is important
Every vid I always have the passing thought of "I wonder if her parents know yet and watched this vid" lol I just want to know if they know yettt
"I feel like my confidence peaked senior year of high school, and ever since I've been having one fat identity crisis"
Relatable
Bao Dang oi high school.. we were so clueless. Teens really do think they’re the shit until adulthood hits!
I looove what you said about crying, I’ve been told a lot recently by some people around me that I’m such a cry baby and that I shouldn’t cry for *this thing or *that thing and I’m sick of it sometimes is just what you need, you do you!!! ❤️❤️❤️
oh wow how young and pure we were back then
Ashley: "Oh hey, I didn't see ya there."
My brain: "But you have 2020 vision, Ashley????"
hahah XD
should have been top comment
SMART
I am not an emotional person but I do have my “crying just to cry” moments after so many months going without expressing my sadness. So I can relate.
saraheerie Same! It’s exhausting to me
Nina S I know, believe me. It’s not that I find it difficult feel emotions, I just have trouble expressing them. Like I’ll feel sad about something (or angry or happy) on the inside but on the outside I just look unfazed.
Imagine how annoying it is to other people who try and surprise me... my boyfriend understands and he knows I’m excited/happy I just can not seem to express that feeling. It’s so weird.
Going months without expressing any frustrations,anger and sadness then one day going to the bathroom after a small inconvenience then crying my eyes out while staring at myself
the fact I'm watching this on New Years eve after a year of 2020 making us its b*tch
We didn't even consent to 2020 wtf 🙄
I love how relatable your life is, you don't portray it to be perfect as many other youtubers do. 10/10 I love your videos, they inspire me to use what i've got, to create.
Is anyone going to talk about how she just covered all her acne? Girl I need that
Jimena Rejon what did she use?
I think she has a makeup tutorial somewhere on her channel
i think she used milk make up tinted moisturizer + maybelline fit me concealer??? and for blush she used glossier cloud paint (liquid blush)
milk sunshine skin tint and nars radiant creamy concealer
Jimena Rejon it's fenty baby
Ashley: "It was like a chunky period"
I felt that.
I'm eating strawberries rn💀🤢
Oh god when she said that there's this icky feeling surfacing inside. It's way too familiar ugh 😩
I’m currently feeling that
My period doesn’t hate me so I can’t relate.
@@vanessared765 just wait, the hate will happen eventually
8:43 good thing ashley doesn't need to plan anything past march now
petition for ashley to react to this video XD
Ashley’s TH-cam channel is one of the best things that happened to me in 2019 and it still is in 2020
Sameee
Sameee
D a w n yes
Yeah, same
ashley: "and it was a chunky period at that..."
me: "i feel that" *likes video*
literally my reaction
123411970 me neither! Sounds horrible though
you are right, I do beat myself up a lot. I think we have to beat ourselves up less and be happy for ourselves while striving for goals at the same time. I'm trying to reach my goals in a healthy manner because I think it will better me, not because I think there is something wrong with me that I need to fix. its all about the process. thank you for coming along this journey with me
2020 just chuckled quietly.
Ashley: “new years is my favorite holiday”
Me: wtf me too
Ashley: “i’m not the cleanest person” *goes on sudden burst of cleaning inspiration*
Me: wtf me too
Ashley: “watching movies inspires my creativity”
Me: wtf me too
Ashley: “i spent christmas and thanksgiving alone”
Me: wtf me too
Why is this the most specifically relatable video you’ve ever made
Ashley : I'm on my period
Me : me too !
Don't worry, Ashley's just your FBI agent
It is!
😂😂😂😂❤
The spritz with “by b*tch I’m not gonna miss you” to 2019 was the realest f*cking thing and it made me smile
Keep being so motivating and so amazing to watch!
me reading the title in may 2020 be like: "u just don't know"