That opening scene was the sweetest! As a career psychotherapist, I agree 100. I always "argued" with my professional colleagues that the "I am in recovery" for the rest of your life only creates a "dependent" identity and an attachment to a perceived threat. Chrome, love the transparency and self-awareness that I know took much spiritual work to arrive. Revel in it. That's what makes you a cool "weirdo!" DISCO was with you all the way.
I used to be a heroin addict and also used crystal meth, and crack cocaine for like more than 8 years. It ruined my life but I was young at the time in high school I was already selling and using drugs. I changed my life cause I was getting tired of being a criminal and living that empty life. so I made my move graduated from the university got 3 degrees in graphic design, 3d animation and web development. Moved out of the city I was in cause I couldn't hang out with my old friends. I grew up with the worst of the worst, I mean most of the people I knew are dead or in prison one of my best friend was in death row for a triple homicide but he is in life sentence now. my other friend I grew up is doing 25 to life for kidnapping and home invasion. that was the world I knew all my life, violence and death, but for me had to be something else better. So I am here building my career and not saying I am doing better, cause recently I been drinking a lot but now I am also getting alcohol out of my life slowly but surely.
Chrome, you really should be a motivational speaker ! You just motivated me to shed the years of my family telling me how worthless I am. I am not worthless I am a ROCK STAR!
I was thinking that too - he definitely should be a motivational speaker !!! p.s. Bob Henning - this is your Weirdo Family and you are FULL OF WORTH! we are your family now!!! sending you love Brother Weirdo!
You're the first former addict who I've ever heard self identify as recoverED. They teach that addiction is an illness, but once we get well from the cold or a flu, we're recoverED. I think addiction should be treated that same way too. So many of us do let our personal baggage from the past define us. It can be crippling at times. Thank you for your videos. They're more inspiring than you'll ever know. Happy Vanning. :)
This weirdo started out as a bouncer in a killer rock nightclub, back in the late 80's where coke became my thing. After freebasing and crack, I cleaned myself up on my own after 25 years of drug use. Just like you Chrome, I decided it was over, then I cut out the people in my life that were still using, and I even moved away. I too am Recovered, not recovering.
I'm not an addict nor have I been to anything besides caffeine, but I am very happy I watched this. I've definitely been letting my past, my family, just negativity from my past define me. Thank you so much for just the positive attitude, vibes and videos!
Had a few addicts in my family, I decided about age 6 I would NEVER drink or drug. At age 64, I am glad I kept that decision by my little six year old self. I made other mistakes, and let them move into the past. I don't believe in holding the bad happenings close like they are precious jewels.
Its 2021 now I quit April 2020. Moved away out of state it's been the best move I ever made now in looking forward to starting car camping/vanlife . A NEW CHAPTER AT 60 YRS OLD
I went to a couple of those meetings in support of an old acquaintance of mine back in the late 90s and told him something similar. You will never get to the other side of a thing if you keep saying you are THIS thing! Excellent video! So true! ♥️
I am with you 1000% on this - I was addicted to cocaine for almost 3 years. When it got to where I hated to live that way I dumped the BF, moved to a different part of town, and totally put all that shit behind me. And now, almost 30 years later I NEVER ever think about it anymore. And I didn't after I got rid of that life-sucking addiction. I put it behind me and just RAN for the future, and I've never gone back not once. And now I am working on a cargo trailer to camper and will be going on the road at the end of Sept. Don't look back - just accept that everything you've ever gone thru has made you into the super cool person you are today. And you're right Chrome - put it behind you. Any mature person has shit in their past but that doesn't mean it has to be in your present or your future. Just accept the life lessons you learned from it. Thank you for sharing Chrome, I know so very many people will benefit from and appreciate this gift from you. Have a beautiful day.
I agree with you wholeheartedly 👏 You are the first person (other than myself) I have ever heard agree we are NOT addicts for life. No need to attach ones identity to a time in our past that almost destroyed us. IT IS DONE. Move on.💯
It ISN’T the same for everyone. I went to AA for 15 years, haven’t drank for over thirty and rarely ever think about it anymore. Its become a non issue, but that took time. It’s a big change, and most people do better with support. So I wouldn’t tell anyone that there’s only ONE right way to go about it, especially if they’re the sort that would have made it with plenty of support!
I started watching your videos the spring of 2020. This older one just popped up on my home page so I gave it a watch. Glad that I did. It gave me some insight into you and your journey. It also helped to explain a few things that I noticed over the last 5 months or so. We all make mistakes and hopefully learn from them. If you allow yourself to evolve and not be defined by the past, I feel that it leads to some of the best things about this life. Well done for your candor and honesty. I can guarantee that you have had a positive impact on people with this video.
Cuts to the bone man , awesome words . Life has turned beautiful again, my old lady and I decently quit 38 year drinking careers 48 year smoking careers and 12 year pot use every weekend used to be a battle royal , but since we got clean it literally has been 5 years and not one fight and not one slip . We are kind to one another and love each other as much as we love our new life. Thanks for the video
The MOST powerful video I have EVER seen on TH-cam! If your words make just one person reassess their life and then change their life for the better, you will have performed a miracle!
So proud of you Chrome. You must have found that so hard to talk about. But in watching your videos I see a genuine, amazing human being who isn't afraid to tell it how it is. Huge respect to you. Keep doing what you are doing, you rock. Lots of love xx
I too had an addiction that led me to financial and personal ruin many years ago. I am not a recovering addict. That’s done. I never went to a meeting. I didn’t need to talk about how I messed up. I moved, I got a job and new friends...not users. Now you could put a heap of that drug in front of me and could easily walk away. That was one dead end I went down but I found my way back to life’s brighter path. Thanks for keeping it real.
Roger Wilson Congratulations, bro! 👏🏻👌👍👊🤛✌😁 I finally quit smoking cigarettes for good on 8/16/90, after asking God to please take the desire away just before going into a crusade, and I'm so thankful He did! To God be the glory, Amen! 👏🏻 ☝️
Mad respect for you putting this out there. Not only do people have trouble letting their addiction past go, many automatically think badly of others who have gone through it. But we know you don’t care what anyone else thinks about you! I watched a friend sink into heroin addiction. I couldn’t stop her. Eventually she got out, but she took and is a strong believer in the NA route. It didn’t work for you, but it worked for her, and she’s built an awesome new life since then. There is no one right way that works for everybody.
Addiction is never lost, just like love. When did your addiction start, and when did it ‘end’? How many kids did u have, where were they during this? Were you involved in their lives? Addiction is painful, it hurts, it won’t let you go. It’s a struggle till the end. Cold turkey may have worked for you, but fortunately others have tools like AA and N A to support them. Glad it’s working out for you.
Great to hear these words from you. Sounds like what a true friend would share. Thank you, Chrome. Clearing my life of my negative past gave me space for the life I wanted for so long. No more carrying the pain of what was. Live for what is before you. Love life. Live in the now. Live genuine. Every day is yours to live.
You are such an inspiration. I can definitely relate. Thank you, Chrome. Don't stop doing what you're doing. You are helping people with your positivity and motivation. You rock, man. Hugs to you and Disco.
"Once you wake up and that's not the first thing you want, you're done." Yes! That's the key. Unfortunately there are some people who never wake up not wanting. 😞
Thank you for sharing, it's clear the vanlife has allowed you to open up in a way most men never would. Tit-for-tat - my addiction was food... fixed it, lost over 80 lbs (so far), and built a vanhome of my own to get free in! And my Ginger sends her love to Disco!
That was powerful! I have had my bouts with alcohol over the years and sobered up for many years and then went back. It was about 7 years ago I started drinking again though not on a daily. This past fall I could feel it pulling me in again and I tried going to meetings I thought by doing it that way it would stick. I know many people do need the support and I appreciate what was given to me while attending but I felt like it was boxing me in. I am not going to introduce myself as an alcoholic everyday and be caught in that mindset. I felt that being reminded everyday would eventually make me backslide. I think by knowing it's behind you, you don't crave it anymore and you have cut anything that was tied to your use from you makes you stronger. You/I can say I am recovered! I don't bring it up. I can't forget it because you are right it is part of what makes me a rockstar that I am today. I am thankful for everyday just because...I am alive! I am more creative than ever and I think that has alot to do with I don't worry about showing up to a meeting instead I am showing up for me! Thanks Chrome! I needed to hear this and your words be an affirmation for me!
I wish they would find a better way of saying what they are trying to say. I work with addiction counseling and while I think a person who used to be an addict should be more aware of some things, I'm always trying to tell them that they have a new identity because thinking they are always just addicts is counterproductive and makes relapse much easier
wow my dude!! this subject is one of the main reason i am wanting to start vanlife. i want out of this neighborhood. i am fighting a drug addiction as we sit here. i say "we" because im sitting here this second watching this video. this story touched my soul bro. Thanks for this video.
I had almost the same experience with amphetamines when I was in my 20s. You're right, once you're done with it walk away and don't keep reminding yourself about it. Embrace your new life. Awesome talk Chrome. Loved you and Disco waking up first thing in the morning. Sweet moments like that make life good.
I was working so much that I had missed watching this. Wow, great message Chrome! I agree 100%! Everyone that I know that has had an addiction always say they are recovering but it makes so much more sense the way you look at it and have put it in your past...gone! So well said. Thank you for sharing such personal info with all of us. I am certain that your message is helping so many! Hugs to you and Disco
I stopped drinking and smoking pot 26 years ago;, stopped smoking cigarettes 15 years ago. Cold turkey in all 3 cases. I DID attend AA everyday for 3 years after my last drink. I sponsored 5 women who are all still sober, though one of them died [sober] after fighting with 5 different cancers, the last one that took he life was in her brain! But she was still sober. I do not have the physical yen for alcohol or cigarettes, or pot. I have had friends who still do and some of them cannot win the argument with their inner selves to not use. BUT - Having said this, I LOVE what you said about how I say "who and what I am". I am me. No longer a Recovering Alcoholic. I have burned bridges, moved 600 miles to a new life, and took that life, packed it up, burned it, sent it away and started a new day, a new life. My first reward was my sobriety and then it became clear to me that I wanted Jesus/God in my life, wanted my children and their children in my life and I was rewarded all of these. I own my own car, I don't sweat opening mail from my bank anymore, my bills get paid and most of all, I really love life. It's abundantly clear to me that I still carry some baggage - orphaned at age 7 with a younger sister and my little brother who was 9 months old at the time. A "Me, too " survivor [by father, grandfather and uncle] who finally realized one day that I could put a stop to it. This is what my life was. NOT my life NOW! Your video hit me right in the heart and 18 inches up to my brain. I pray someone else hears your video, really hears what you say and what you mean! I can only Thank You! [but not enough] Love and Peace, Cris
I'm a recovered addict as well . I have been recovered since 2000. I understand that rush you get. I started with cocaine and moved to crack. I admire you sharing the dark side of your life. I like the person you are now, you rock it. Blessed Be My Brother.
You are brave for letting others see the dark part of your past life. Some people can be very judgemental and feel they are superior for not having experienced addiction. I understand the way you put your past life into chapters, I pretty much live mine in a similar manner. Although I did use drugs at one time, I fortunately don't have an addictive nature. I did however, have problems with the way I treated others and it is very difficult to think of those times. But, that chapter has been lived and is now only a memory to be used as a learning tool to not repeat those, or similar ways. Thank you for being so honest.
Mister Chrome, as I have said in the past what I can expect from you is brutal honesty. I respect honesty. I can deal with honesty. No matter how hurtful it may be or how painful it may be, I can deal and respect honesty. We all have our s*** we deal with. Nobody and I mean nobody is exclusive of having to deal with s*** in their life. Sometimes it can be a very costly lesson, but if we learn from it, and grow from it, and become an amazing loving caring person because of it, not to mention strong person. Then it was worth it to go through it. And we should be very grateful and very very thankful that we had a lesson, no matter how painful it was, that it changed us for the better. I would truly have to say I love you Chrome and your little puppy Disco. You are my favorite channel to listen to about living the van life. You rock my friend! Be well ! And peace to you and your puppy dog Disco.
I am a drug counselor. I do like your points but for some the moment they let it go is the moment they relapse. What works for some may not for others. Love the channel and keep making videos.
Very right. You gotta be careful how you label yourself. My brother is struggling with addiction right now. I did end up having him arrested for stealing from my daughter but mainly because he was on the streets either using or detoxing...ended up in hospital for two days. Now we will be requesting residential, rehab. I have his kids for the time being.
I love how you talk so passionate . I am the same , I was brought up in the care system from the age of 3 and went through some horrific times but i have never let it define who i am. I am 48 now and work in a childrens home and the children i look after have a conection with me because i am open about my past so they know i understand how they feel .But when i talk to them i focus on the ways i dealt with things yes i made mistakes but i am living proof you can be someone to look up too ,you are worthy and you can make somthing of yourself and this is what i tell the kids every day with passion in my voice. Chrome i comend you for talking so publicly you have helped a few with this video . Big hugs and lots of love sarah xxxx
Chrome you are strong and I'm proud of you I'm new to the channel and I love to always see your videos sometimes I go back and watch old videos your so full of energy and life #weirdosunite
Thank you for this one. I have sent it to my son as I see a lot of him in these statements. Want him to see there’s a silver lining he just has to want to grab it!
Not a recovering addict, or maybe Ben & Jerry's, but this is encouraging me to get up everyday and look in the mirror and say "You are freaking awesome!" And then moving on with my day. I love it. Thank you so much.
Thanks for sharing this. I can relate to this I have gone through this myself a long time ago when I was young . But that's my history . Thanks very much
Well...... I love this topic!! I appreciate your honesty! !!!! So...... I used to be a heroin addict. I got clean September 5th, 2006. I think, everything I went through, made me who I am today. I love me today. There's more to my story, maybe ill write you and tell you more about me. If anyone is struggling out there...... Im right here.
I’ve been subbed to you before 1k I just don’t comment much. I watch a lot of your videos because of the awesome positive attitude and good vibes. Keep doing you! You’re awesome!
Such an interesting perspective on this that I've never heard, your recovery. It's like a Law of Attraction angle on this. Appreciate this. The big caveat of course is that underneath the addiction is usually the original trauma that also needs healing. But you are AMAZING!!! Much Love.
I have never been to rehab so. I don't know first person. But I feel you hit the nail right on the head. Thanks for sharing, You may have helped many more people than you think.
Let go, let God and Living life on life's terms. My wife and I have been in recovery from addiction for a while now. Love your work as we are going to start our own van life. We're both retired and we need this kind of escape. Keep up the great work my friend. Much love and respect from Southern Ontario.
The words you said in this video are more powerful than anything else I have heard in awhile. This had helped me with a problem I am going thru right now, so I, for one, appreciate you making this video. Thank you so much. It is truly inspirational and uplifting.
You are so right I was a heroin addict for over 15years and know I been clean for a little over 5yrs and I will never let what I have done in my past affect today some days are bad some are good but I live one day at a time ! Chrome & DISCO love you both and chrome thank you for everything you share
I Billion % AGREE with you. Thank you for your openess and honesty. "What we think, we become. What we feel, we attract. What we imagine, we create." Our thoughts really are things. I THINK, YOU ARE ONE AMAZING LOVABLE POWERFUL BEAUTIFUL MAN. xxxooo III
Thank you Chrome I needed to hear that and I appreciate everyone has there own way of dealing with issues. I love watching your videos your so positive. Thank you ❤
You, my new friend, are a beautiful soul! Thank you for sharing! Hope to meet you out on the road......I've been patiently waiting and looking for my van.
It takes a lot of courage to discuss these stuff. You are a wonderful person Chrome. Good that you are out of the addiction and living your life to fullest and enjoying simple things. I enjoy watching your videos, you are a awesome guy. Greetings from India.
Was just going back watching some old videos I've never seen this video and I appreciate you putting it up and telling your story we all have our struggles with this and that but the key like you said is to just let it go I hope any addict that sees this understands that you do not have to let that keep a hold of you let it go and live your life thank you for the video
This was the best "advice" I heard in a long time! I have 5 YRS clean and you a you tuber has helped me and just givin me the best advice to letting my mind and spirit be free from the chains of addiction. You have gotten through to me more than my shrink and doctors! Much love ❤❤❤
Yet again, when you share YOU with us, you move something in my ❤️! THANK YOU! Labels SUCK! To the point that I literally remove them from any and everything I can, just to remind me NO ONE has the power to define who or what we are. 😎👍💪🏽 You truly do make a great impact on lives that you may never know. Stay weird my FRIEND! Much love to you and 🐶 💕💯😎
I'm so proud of how open you are and you made me feel great cause I think everyone has things hanging in their closet, my pass is in the past it doesn't define me now .I try only to think positive and it's not easy, but if you keep living in the past you stay in the past and life will always suck , I'm a cancer survivor and I learned life is to short to carry regrets around .just live life and enjoy today cause tomorrow may never come
Totally agree and for those who say they're in recovery it's just another excuse or crutch being used to rehash the past. Let it go it's done, love that 🤘
I don't think anyone of your followers hold your past against you, Chrome! Just keep doing your thing. Unrelated to that, may I suggest you set a time on one of your transport days, like 1:30 pm, and then take the next exit? Explore whatever place you end up, be it nature or town?
Great message, Chrome. I respect you for sharing your story and perspective. I love that you don’t give in to regret! I had to end a relationship due to addiction, and that’s heartbreaking. Peace.
For me it was crack. Hit rock bottom. Did something that shook me awake and dropped it and everyone and everything associated with it and never looked back. Thanks for sharing this with us brother.
" Today is the beginning of the rest of my life " Amen Amen Amen . Everyone gets a chance to improve or destroy themselves, Chrome I am proud of you for bringing up this subject, (gannas 👊) past is past, don't dwell, begin positive thoughts, after one falls down, get up dust yourself off and take next step, don't look back. God Bless and stay safe. Weirdos Unite 👍👍👍
WOW, Chrome, just FRIGGIN'WOW ! Mad props for sharing a difficult part of your past. Your thought processes as to how you recovered are deeply imbedded in the makeup of your character and are demonstrated in the way you live your life today. If something in your life no longer 'fits', cast it aside and be done with it. As a cautionary note, however, some people lack the willpower, strength, and support to go "cold turkey" and stick with it. I think there is no 'one size firs all' in recovery. Whatever gets you through it is the path you take. Kudos to you and all others who have conquered their demons and can enjoy a more fulfilled life. BTW, you really should give a thought to motivational speaking. You are a dynamic and persuasive personality, and your positivity is contagious. Love this channel, 'cause I always learn something and continue my day in a better frame of mind. 👍👍👍👍
Chrome, I don’t know if you’ll see this. Only just seen this video. Wow!! Thank you for being so open and honest. I had no idea and your words have hit home. I was in an abusive relationship but I am no longer a victim. I’m a warrior!! You are an inspiration. Thank you ❤️
I can tell this was not easy for you, and I just want to say thank you. This was a very powerful message that we can all relate to and learn something from. ♥️ 🙏🏽 😊
Thanks for sharing this part of you, bro. I've recently taken that first step in changing my life for the better. It wasn't drugs for me, but equally toxic relationships and more specifically a tendency to hold onto the past. Letting go can be the hardest thing, but it feels incredible when that weight drops from our hearts and minds!
I totally agree. I just meant that the addiction could be any anything not just drugs and drinking. They could be a gambler, sex abuser, child abuser, many things.
Indeed. Extreme escapism. The product of choice is secondary. If you solve the one big problem ahead that triggers the "fleeing response" that is compulsive absorption of XXX, addiction will most likely disappear.
Couldn’t agree more bro. I feel the same way and have a very similar story. Also living full time in a Chevy express in Minneapolis, Minnesota. I dig your channel man. I used to DJ too. We seem to have a great deal in common. Keep up the great content man. I would like to hear more product reviews about things you find useful in Van Life.
Kudos to you! You are lucky you cd make such a clean break. Others fight the desire to drink every day day of their lives, which is made harder by an alcohol-loving culture. My S.O. is one, and I've watched him thru his ups and downs. He's a good, tough guy. You both are. 👍
Some of those who are addicted can't fight their way out. My niece for one, tried to cure herself several times, been in and out of rehabs, I lost count. She is in her late 40's now, not sure what she is doing or where she is, but I will bet she is still using. She liked the high too much. Some people need to have that contact with others in the same boat, it's their lifeline to sobriety. I used to smoke a pack a day for oh, I don't know, a long time. I have rid myself of that evil for about 22 years now and it's the best thing I ever did. I have a few drinks now and then, but only a few, I know my limit and I play within it. I admire your strength, I admire your honesty, I admire the man you have become, and that dark past has helped make you who you are now. So ya, I can see not having any regrets. Aside from smokes, I can say honestly, never wanted to embark on the highway of drugs, saw so many of my friends do it and not come back, so many to choose from, so many, but I will puff the weed on occasion for my pain. It's a big help for me. I never smoked it in my younger years, made me paranoid. Now, I have a puff in the evenings to help me relax and go to sleep. Not sure how anyone else feels about that, but I have gotten off of narcotics with the occasion use of cannabis, my doctor is my witness to that. So that is a little bit of myself out there. Stay strong, stay brave and stay true. Thank you for letting us into a bit of your world. Who knows who you have helped today. :)
Big Pharma stops most cures dead in it's tracks. I know full well their power over our medical profession. So much has been discovered to help people and in some cases cure them, but if it doesn't make as much money as keeping them sick, then, squash!!!!
As an alcoholic I get what your saying and your partially right. My past doesn't define me, but I never want to forget the lessons I learned. I still say I am in recovery but not to people I have just met, only to those close to me and those I am helping to kick drugs and alcohol as a rehab nurse. My recovery status doesn't define me but it has help to shape me into the awesome person I am peace out.
Chrome we all have a past. What is important is what we do about our future. You my friend have a great future ahead of you. You are brave to take us with you. I agree you have to let the Past go. Never to dwell on it and only to bring it up to help others overcome. Thank you my friend.
I'm addiction counselor and I couldn't agree more with what you are saying. I have never had an addiction, but I have tried some substances during my late teens. It never got a hold on me and I never liked any of it thankfully. When I say basically all you're saying I get so much push back from colleagues. I agree. If you're constantly thinking about it you never move past it so it always has a hold on you.
Agree! Glad to hear someone else say it! I know people who make NA, AAA.. all those groups their lives.. never break free to live their lives!.. living in the past... always...
That opening scene was the sweetest! As a career psychotherapist, I agree 100. I always "argued" with my professional colleagues that the "I am in recovery" for the rest of your life only creates a "dependent" identity and an attachment to a perceived threat. Chrome, love the transparency and self-awareness that I know took much spiritual work to arrive. Revel in it. That's what makes you a cool "weirdo!" DISCO was with you all the way.
i hope you took this in to your own work and are successful today sir
That was... Well thank you. I wish everyone could just, oops POP. Figure the crap out. Apparently some can.
I used to be a heroin addict and also used crystal meth, and crack cocaine for like more than 8 years. It ruined my life but I was young at the time in high school I was already selling and using drugs. I changed my life cause I was getting tired of being a criminal and living that empty life. so I made my move graduated from the university got 3 degrees in graphic design, 3d animation and web development. Moved out of the city I was in cause I couldn't hang out with my old friends. I grew up with the worst of the worst, I mean most of the people I knew are dead or in prison one of my best friend was in death row for a triple homicide but he is in life sentence now. my other friend I grew up is doing 25 to life for kidnapping and home invasion. that was the world I knew all my life, violence and death, but for me had to be something else better. So I am here building my career and not saying I am doing better, cause recently I been drinking a lot but now I am also getting alcohol out of my life slowly but surely.
Rock on! If you haven't heard it, proud of you! 💯👍❤️🤗
Chrome, you really should be a motivational speaker ! You just motivated me to shed the years of my family telling me how worthless I am. I am not worthless I am a ROCK STAR!
Bob Henning you determine what and who you are today!
Bob Henning Dig deep, and just do it!!! You've got this, Bob!!! God bless you, bro! 👏🏻👌👍👊🤛✌☝️😁
I was thinking that too - he definitely should be a motivational speaker !!! p.s. Bob Henning - this is your Weirdo Family and you are FULL OF WORTH! we are your family now!!! sending you love Brother Weirdo!
Bob Henning .....you worthless? NO WAY!
Bob Henning That is so crazy but you took the words right out of my mouth!
Damn! You got raw. Thanks for being so open and honest. You just never know who you may have helped today.
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You're the first former addict who I've ever heard self identify as recoverED. They teach that addiction is an illness, but once we get well from the cold or a flu, we're recoverED. I think addiction should be treated that same way too. So many of us do let our personal baggage from the past define us. It can be crippling at times. Thank you for your videos. They're more inspiring than you'll ever know. Happy Vanning. :)
Agreed
theres alot of ppl in meeting that identify as recovered
Except you don't typically relapse from the flu. There is a difference. However, all addictions are not the same.
Yes! Agree. We may not all e addicts but we all have baggage we need to just drop. This video is inspiring.
This weirdo started out as a bouncer in a killer rock nightclub, back in the late 80's where coke became my thing. After freebasing and crack, I cleaned myself up on my own after 25 years of drug use. Just like you Chrome, I decided it was over, then I cut out the people in my life that were still using, and I even moved away. I too am Recovered, not recovering.
I'm not an addict nor have I been to anything besides caffeine, but I am very happy I watched this. I've definitely been letting my past, my family, just negativity from my past define me. Thank you so much for just the positive attitude, vibes and videos!
Had a few addicts in my family, I decided about age 6 I would NEVER drink or drug. At age 64, I am glad I kept that decision by my little six year old self. I made other mistakes, and let them move into the past. I don't believe in holding the bad happenings close like they are precious jewels.
Its 2021 now I quit April 2020. Moved away out of state it's been the best move I ever made now in looking forward to starting car camping/vanlife . A NEW CHAPTER AT 60 YRS OLD
I went to a couple of those meetings in support of an old acquaintance of mine back in the late 90s and told him something similar. You will never get to the other side of a thing if you keep saying you are THIS thing! Excellent video! So true! ♥️
As a recovered addict I never forget cause I never want to repeat.
I am with you 1000% on this - I was addicted to cocaine for almost 3 years. When it got to where I hated to live that way I dumped the BF, moved to a different part of town, and totally put all that shit behind me. And now, almost 30 years later I NEVER ever think about it anymore. And I didn't after I got rid of that life-sucking addiction. I put it behind me and just RAN for the future, and I've never gone back not once. And now I am working on a cargo trailer to camper and will be going on the road at the end of Sept. Don't look back - just accept that everything you've ever gone thru has made you into the super cool person you are today. And you're right Chrome - put it behind you. Any mature person has shit in their past but that doesn't mean it has to be in your present or your future. Just accept the life lessons you learned from it. Thank you for sharing Chrome, I know so very many people will benefit from and appreciate this gift from you. Have a beautiful day.
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I agree with you wholeheartedly 👏 You are the first person (other than myself) I have ever heard agree we are NOT addicts for life. No need to attach ones identity to a time in our past that almost destroyed us. IT IS DONE. Move on.💯
It ISN’T the same for everyone. I went to AA for 15 years, haven’t drank for over thirty and rarely ever think about it anymore. Its become a non issue, but that took time. It’s a big change, and most people do better with support. So I wouldn’t tell anyone that there’s only ONE right way to go about it, especially if they’re the sort that would have made it with plenty of support!
I started watching your videos the spring of 2020. This older one just popped up on my home page so I gave it a watch. Glad that I did. It gave me some insight into you and your journey. It also helped to explain a few things that I noticed over the last 5 months or so. We all make mistakes and hopefully learn from them. If you allow yourself to evolve and not be defined by the past, I feel that it leads to some of the best things about this life. Well done for your candor and honesty. I can guarantee that you have had a positive impact on people with this video.
Cuts to the bone man , awesome words . Life has turned beautiful again, my old lady and I decently quit 38 year drinking careers 48 year smoking careers and 12 year pot use every weekend used to be a battle royal , but since we got clean it literally has been 5 years and not one fight and not one slip . We are kind to one another and love each other as much as we love our new life. Thanks for the video
The MOST powerful video I have EVER seen on TH-cam!
If your words make just one person reassess their life and then change their life for the better, you will have performed a miracle!
So proud of you Chrome. You must have found that so hard to talk about. But in watching your videos I see a genuine, amazing human being who isn't afraid to tell it how it is. Huge respect to you. Keep doing what you are doing, you rock. Lots of love xx
I too had an addiction that led me to financial and personal ruin many years ago. I am not a recovering addict. That’s done. I never went to a meeting. I didn’t need to talk about how I messed up. I moved, I got a job and new friends...not users. Now you could put a heap of that drug in front of me and could easily walk away. That was one dead end I went down but I found my way back to life’s brighter path. Thanks for keeping it real.
No personal experience with the struggle but no judgement ......only respect .....ONLY RESPECT
Well said, My only addiction was smoking but like you I just said No More... 12 years ago I took back my life..
Roger Wilson Congratulations, bro! 👏🏻👌👍👊🤛✌😁
I finally quit smoking cigarettes for good on 8/16/90, after asking God to please take the desire away just before going into a crusade, and I'm so thankful He did! To God be the glory, Amen! 👏🏻 ☝️
Mad respect for you putting this out there. Not only do people have trouble letting their addiction past go, many automatically think badly of others who have gone through it. But we know you don’t care what anyone else thinks about you!
I watched a friend sink into heroin addiction. I couldn’t stop her. Eventually she got out, but she took and is a strong believer in the NA route. It didn’t work for you, but it worked for her, and she’s built an awesome new life since then. There is no one right way that works for everybody.
Addiction is never lost, just like love. When did your addiction start, and when did it ‘end’? How many kids did u have, where were they during this? Were you involved in their lives? Addiction is painful, it hurts, it won’t let you go. It’s a struggle till the end. Cold turkey may have worked for you, but fortunately others have tools like AA and N A to support them. Glad it’s working out for you.
Great to hear these words from you. Sounds like what a true friend would share. Thank you, Chrome.
Clearing my life of my negative past gave me space for the life I wanted for so long. No more carrying the pain of what was. Live for what is before you. Love life. Live in the now. Live genuine. Every day is yours to live.
You touched my heart and brought tear to my eyes... Love you even more..... Bigs hugs from Italy... ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
You are such an inspiration. I can definitely relate. Thank you, Chrome. Don't stop doing what you're doing. You are helping people with your positivity and motivation. You rock, man. Hugs to you and Disco.
"Once you wake up and that's not the first thing you want, you're done."
Yes! That's the key. Unfortunately there are some people who never wake up not wanting. 😞
Yep
Thank you for sharing, it's clear the vanlife has allowed you to open up in a way most men never would. Tit-for-tat - my addiction was food... fixed it, lost over 80 lbs (so far), and built a vanhome of my own to get free in! And my Ginger sends her love to Disco!
That was powerful! I have had my bouts with alcohol over the years and sobered up for many years and then went back. It was about 7 years ago I started drinking again though not on a daily. This past fall I could feel it pulling me in again and I tried going to meetings I thought by doing it that way it would stick. I know many people do need the support and I appreciate what was given to me while attending but I felt like it was boxing me in. I am not going to introduce myself as an alcoholic everyday and be caught in that mindset. I felt that being reminded everyday would eventually make me backslide. I think by knowing it's behind you, you don't crave it anymore and you have cut anything that was tied to your use from you makes you stronger. You/I can say I am recovered! I don't bring it up. I can't forget it because you are right it is part of what makes me a rockstar that I am today. I am thankful for everyday just because...I am alive! I am more creative than ever and I think that has alot to do with I don't worry about showing up to a meeting instead I am showing up for me! Thanks Chrome! I needed to hear this and your words be an affirmation for me!
Love this...I hate when someone tells me once an addict always an addict...like no that's not me anymore
Jenny&Brett That was just a season.
I don't know if you have had any experience with addiction. But doesn't sound like it
Have A Great Day .....that reply was for one of your older videos, HEARTFELT......!!!
thank you - agreed 100%
I wish they would find a better way of saying what they are trying to say. I work with addiction counseling and while I think a person who used to be an addict should be more aware of some things, I'm always trying to tell them that they have a new identity because thinking they are always just addicts is counterproductive and makes relapse much easier
wow my dude!! this subject is one of the main reason i am wanting to start vanlife. i want out of this neighborhood. i am fighting a drug addiction as we sit here. i say "we" because im sitting here this second watching this video. this story touched my soul bro. Thanks for this video.
mlracing101 I read this comment 1 year later, How are you?
I had almost the same experience with amphetamines when I was in my 20s. You're right, once you're done with it walk away and don't keep reminding yourself about it. Embrace your new life. Awesome talk Chrome. Loved you and Disco waking up first thing in the morning. Sweet moments like that make life good.
I was working so much that I had missed watching this. Wow, great message Chrome! I agree 100%! Everyone that I know that has had an addiction always say they are recovering but it makes so much more sense the way you look at it and have put it in your past...gone! So well said. Thank you for sharing such personal info with all of us. I am certain that your message is helping so many! Hugs to you and Disco
Best way to kik a habit is not to think about it. Filling my life with something better to do was a way for me to quit all drugs.
I stopped drinking and smoking pot 26 years ago;, stopped smoking cigarettes 15 years ago. Cold turkey in all 3 cases. I DID attend AA everyday for 3 years after my last drink. I sponsored 5 women who are all still sober, though one of them died [sober] after fighting with 5 different cancers, the last one that took he life was in her brain! But she was still sober.
I do not have the physical yen for alcohol or cigarettes, or pot. I have had friends who still do and some of them cannot win the argument with their inner selves to not use. BUT -
Having said this, I LOVE what you said about how I say "who and what I am". I am me. No longer a Recovering Alcoholic. I have burned bridges, moved 600 miles to a new life, and took that life, packed it up, burned it, sent it away and started a new day, a new life. My first reward was my sobriety and then it became clear to me that I wanted Jesus/God in my life, wanted my children and their children in my life and I was rewarded all of these. I own my own car, I don't sweat opening mail from my bank anymore, my bills get paid and most of all, I really love life.
It's abundantly clear to me that I still carry some baggage - orphaned at age 7 with a younger sister and my little brother who was 9 months old at the time. A "Me, too " survivor [by father, grandfather and uncle] who finally realized one day that I could put a stop to it. This is what my life was.
NOT my life NOW! Your video hit me right in the heart and 18 inches up to my brain. I pray someone else hears your video, really hears what you say and what you mean! I can only Thank You! [but not enough] Love and Peace, Cris
I'm a recovered addict as well . I have been recovered since 2000. I understand that rush you get. I started with cocaine and moved to crack. I admire you sharing the dark side of your life. I like the person you are now, you rock it. Blessed Be My Brother.
You are brave for letting others see the dark part of your past life. Some people can be very judgemental and feel they are superior for not having experienced addiction. I understand the way you put your past life into chapters, I pretty much live mine in a similar manner. Although I did use drugs at one time, I fortunately don't have an addictive nature. I did however, have problems with the way I treated others and it is very difficult to think of those times. But, that chapter has been lived and is now only a memory to be used as a learning tool to not repeat those, or similar ways. Thank you for being so honest.
Gary Bryant Well said! 👏🏻☝️✌
Mister Chrome, as I have said in the past what I can expect from you is brutal honesty. I respect honesty. I can deal with honesty. No matter how hurtful it may be or how painful it may be, I can deal and respect honesty. We all have our s*** we deal with. Nobody and I mean nobody is exclusive of having to deal with s*** in their life. Sometimes it can be a very costly lesson, but if we learn from it, and grow from it, and become an amazing loving caring person because of it, not to mention strong person. Then it was worth it to go through it. And we should be very grateful and very very thankful that we had a lesson, no matter how painful it was, that it changed us for the better. I would truly have to say I love you Chrome and your little puppy Disco. You are my favorite channel to listen to about living the van life. You rock my friend! Be well ! And peace to you and your puppy dog Disco.
Thanks For sharing Chrome - People need to here this
Now your upbeat energy and the fact that you enjoy living in a van with your dog, makes sense to me. You are FREE. I’m so happy for you.
Dude, I love your philosophy. And it takes a lot of guts to put this out there in the world. A lot of guts to expose yourself. Props.
I respect your honesty, there is no judgement on my part. Thank you for your videos. Much love Chrome.
I am a drug counselor. I do like your points but for some the moment they let it go is the moment they relapse. What works for some may not for others. Love the channel and keep making videos.
Then they are still attached and have that mindset.
Very right. You gotta be careful how you label yourself. My brother is struggling with addiction right now. I did end up having him arrested for stealing from my daughter but mainly because he was on the streets either using or detoxing...ended up in hospital for two days. Now we will be requesting residential, rehab. I have his kids for the time being.
I love how you talk so passionate . I am the same , I was brought up in the care system from the age of 3 and went through some horrific times but i have never let it define who i am. I am 48 now and work in a childrens home and the children i look after have a conection with me because i am open about my past so they know i understand how they feel .But when i talk to them i focus on the ways i dealt with things yes i made mistakes but i am living proof you can be someone to look up too ,you are worthy and you can make somthing of yourself and this is what i tell the kids every day with passion in my voice. Chrome i comend you for talking so publicly you have helped a few with this video . Big hugs and lots of love sarah xxxx
Chrome you are strong and I'm proud of you I'm new to the channel and I love to always see your videos sometimes I go back and watch old videos your so full of energy and life #weirdosunite
Thank you for this one. I have sent it to my son as I see a lot of him in these statements. Want him to see there’s a silver lining he just has to want to grab it!
Not a recovering addict, or maybe Ben & Jerry's, but this is encouraging me to get up everyday and look in the mirror and say "You are freaking awesome!" And then moving on with my day. I love it. Thank you so much.
So proud of you, thank you for sharing. You are rare, but I see you can be an inspiration.
Thanks for sharing this. I can relate to this I have gone through this myself a long time ago when I was young . But that's my history . Thanks very much
Thank you for your honesty Chrome. I know this video will touch at least one person's life today and most likely many more and jump start their life.
Well...... I love this topic!! I appreciate your honesty! !!!! So...... I used to be a heroin addict. I got clean September 5th, 2006. I think, everything I went through, made me who I am today. I love me today. There's more to my story, maybe ill write you and tell you more about me. If anyone is struggling out there...... Im right here.
David Bailey 😉
Everyone is different this is his story he sounds very ignorant
I’ve been subbed to you before 1k I just don’t comment much. I watch a lot of your videos because of the awesome positive attitude and good vibes. Keep doing you! You’re awesome!
Such an interesting perspective on this that I've never heard, your recovery. It's like a Law of Attraction angle on this. Appreciate this. The big caveat of course is that underneath the addiction is usually the original trauma that also needs healing. But you are AMAZING!!! Much Love.
I have never been to rehab so. I don't know first person. But I feel you hit the nail right on the head. Thanks for sharing, You may have helped many more people than you think.
Let go, let God and Living life on life's terms. My wife and I have been in recovery from addiction for a while now. Love your work as we are going to start our own van life. We're both retired and we need this kind of escape. Keep up the great work my friend. Much love and respect from Southern Ontario.
The words you said in this video are more powerful than anything else I have heard in awhile. This had helped me with a problem I am going thru right now, so I, for one, appreciate you making this video. Thank you so much. It is truly inspirational and uplifting.
You are so right I was a heroin addict for over 15years and know I been clean for a little over 5yrs and I will never let what I have done in my past affect today some days are bad some are good but I live one day at a time ! Chrome & DISCO love you both and chrome thank you for everything you share
Tony Belisle Congrats, Tony! One day, to one year, to one decade at a time, you got this!!! 👏🏻👌👍👊🤛✌😁
I Billion % AGREE with you. Thank you for your openess and honesty. "What we think, we become. What we feel, we attract. What we imagine, we create." Our thoughts really are things. I THINK, YOU ARE ONE AMAZING LOVABLE POWERFUL BEAUTIFUL MAN. xxxooo III
Tré Taylor
Love your comment
"Deep thoughts", by Tré Taylor...ha, ha. I just tell it like it is. Thanks. : )
Tré Taylor
I love the comments. Yours stood out and caught my eye. Keep em coming👍
Love every ounce of this vid, it has meaning to everyone not just people who've done drugs,a part of all of us live in the past
Thank you Chrome I needed to hear that and I appreciate everyone has there own way of dealing with issues. I love watching your videos your so positive. Thank you ❤
The demons are gone. You have become a positive, and caring man. Awesome you were so deep. Life is too short. 💕
You, my new friend, are a beautiful soul! Thank you for sharing! Hope to meet you out on the road......I've been patiently waiting and looking for my van.
It takes a lot of courage to discuss these stuff. You are a wonderful person Chrome. Good that you are out of the addiction and living your life to fullest and enjoying simple things. I enjoy watching your videos, you are a awesome guy. Greetings from India.
ABSOLUTELY recovered...great message😁😁😁
Was just going back watching some old videos I've never seen this video and I appreciate you putting it up and telling your story we all have our struggles with this and that but the key like you said is to just let it go I hope any addict that sees this understands that you do not have to let that keep a hold of you let it go and live your life thank you for the video
This was the best "advice" I heard in a long time! I have 5 YRS clean and you a you tuber has helped me and just givin me the best advice to letting my mind and spirit be free from the chains of addiction. You have gotten through to me more than my shrink and doctors! Much love ❤❤❤
Yet again, when you share YOU with us, you move something in my ❤️! THANK YOU! Labels SUCK! To the point that I literally remove them from any and everything I can, just to remind me NO ONE has the power to define who or what we are. 😎👍💪🏽
You truly do make a great impact on lives that you may never know. Stay weird my FRIEND! Much love to you and 🐶 💕💯😎
I'm so proud of how open you are and you made me feel great cause I think everyone has
things hanging in their closet, my pass is in the past it doesn't define me now .I try only to think positive and it's not easy, but if you keep living in the past you stay in the past and life will always suck , I'm a cancer survivor and I learned life is to short to carry regrets around .just live life and enjoy today cause tomorrow may never come
Daaaang! You are one brave and fearless soul. It looks like you're enjoying the journey!
You are spot on! An old Beatles song: LET IT BE!
Thanks for your honesty buddy. I just celebrated 6 years clean myself. I’m grateful I have found a new way to live.
Totally agree and for those who say they're in recovery it's just another excuse or crutch being used to rehash the past. Let it go it's done, love that 🤘
I like to come back and watch these old videos from time to time. Been with you since the beginning I'm not going anywhere..
I don't think anyone of your followers hold your past against you, Chrome! Just keep doing your thing.
Unrelated to that, may I suggest you set a time on one of your transport days, like 1:30 pm, and then take the next exit? Explore whatever place you end up, be it nature or town?
Great message, Chrome. I respect you for sharing your story and perspective. I love that you don’t give in to regret! I had to end a relationship due to addiction, and that’s heartbreaking. Peace.
You are a wonderful soul, Chrome. And we appreciate you. X
For me it was crack. Hit rock bottom. Did something that shook me awake and dropped it and everyone and everything associated with it and never looked back. Thanks for sharing this with us brother.
" Today is the beginning of the rest of my life " Amen Amen Amen . Everyone gets a chance to improve or destroy themselves, Chrome I am proud of you for bringing up this subject, (gannas 👊) past is past, don't dwell, begin positive thoughts, after one falls down, get up dust yourself off and take next step, don't look back. God Bless and stay safe.
Weirdos Unite 👍👍👍
You rock! Just learned my greatest lesson - leave the past completely behind. Thanks!
WOW, Chrome, just FRIGGIN'WOW ! Mad props for sharing a difficult part of your past. Your thought processes as to how you recovered are deeply imbedded in the makeup of your character and are demonstrated in the way you live your life today. If something in your life no longer 'fits', cast it aside and be done with it. As a cautionary note, however, some people lack the willpower, strength, and support to go "cold turkey" and stick with it. I think there is no 'one size firs all' in recovery. Whatever gets you through it is the path you take. Kudos to you and all others who have conquered their demons and can enjoy a more fulfilled life. BTW, you really should give a thought to motivational speaking. You are a dynamic and persuasive personality, and your positivity is contagious. Love this channel, 'cause I always learn something and continue my day in a better frame of mind. 👍👍👍👍
Chrome, I don’t know if you’ll see this. Only just seen this video. Wow!! Thank you for being so open and honest. I had no idea and your words have hit home. I was in an abusive relationship but I am no longer a victim. I’m a warrior!! You are an inspiration. Thank you ❤️
I can tell this was not easy for you, and I just want to say thank you. This was a very powerful message that we can all relate to and learn something from. ♥️ 🙏🏽 😊
Respect to you Chrome. 💛🇬🇧💛
I’ve never dealt with addiction, but I feel you!! What an inspiration you are.
Thanks for sharing this part of you, bro. I've recently taken that first step in changing my life for the better. It wasn't drugs for me, but equally toxic relationships and more specifically a tendency to hold onto the past. Letting go can be the hardest thing, but it feels incredible when that weight drops from our hearts and minds!
I also think the substance is not the problem. The person has a lot of pain and turns to something to mask it.
I totally agree. I just meant that the addiction could be any anything not just drugs and drinking. They could be a gambler, sex abuser, child abuser, many things.
Indeed. Extreme escapism. The product of choice is secondary. If you solve the one big problem ahead that triggers the "fleeing response" that is compulsive absorption of XXX, addiction will most likely disappear.
Absolutely. And that crutch can change routes the rest of their lives if they don't recognize what you just said. :)
Couldn’t agree more bro. I feel the same way and have a very similar story. Also living full time in a Chevy express in Minneapolis, Minnesota. I dig your channel man. I used to DJ too. We seem to have a great deal in common. Keep up the great content man. I would like to hear more product reviews about things you find useful in Van Life.
Kudos to you! You are lucky you cd make such a clean break. Others fight the desire to drink every day day of their lives, which is made harder by an alcohol-loving culture. My S.O. is one, and I've watched him thru his ups and downs. He's a good, tough guy. You both are. 👍
First time I ever heard that about addiction I think it's a awesome way of saying you are done, and not going back.
Wow!!! Thanks for sharing. You are so Awesome!!
Happy to hear you were so successful in rebuilding your world. Your energy is contagious.
Some of those who are addicted can't fight their way out. My niece for one, tried to cure herself several times, been in and out of rehabs, I lost count. She is in her late 40's now, not sure what she is doing or where she is, but I will bet she is still using. She liked the high too much. Some people need to have that contact with others in the same boat, it's their lifeline to sobriety. I used to smoke a pack a day for oh, I don't know, a long time. I have rid myself of that evil for about 22 years now and it's the best thing I ever did. I have a few drinks now and then, but only a few, I know my limit and I play within it.
I admire your strength, I admire your honesty, I admire the man you have become, and that dark past has helped make you who you are now. So ya, I can see not having any regrets. Aside from smokes, I can say honestly, never wanted to embark on the highway of drugs, saw so many of my friends do it and not come back, so many to choose from, so many, but I will puff the weed on occasion for my pain. It's a big help for me. I never smoked it in my younger years, made me paranoid. Now, I have a puff in the evenings to help me relax and go to sleep. Not sure how anyone else feels about that, but I have gotten off of narcotics with the occasion use of cannabis, my doctor is my witness to that.
So that is a little bit of myself out there. Stay strong, stay brave and stay true. Thank you for letting us into a bit of your world. Who knows who you have helped today. :)
Big Pharma stops most cures dead in it's tracks. I know full well their power over our medical profession. So much has been discovered to help people and in some cases cure them, but if it doesn't make as much money as keeping them sick, then, squash!!!!
As an alcoholic I get what your saying and your partially right. My past doesn't define me, but I never want to forget the lessons I learned. I still say I am in recovery but not to people I have just met, only to those close to me and those I am helping to kick drugs and alcohol as a rehab nurse. My recovery status doesn't define me but it has help to shape me into the awesome person I am peace out.
I feel like I just had therapy. Awesome video !!
Chrome we all have a past. What is important is what we do about our future. You my friend have a great future ahead of you. You are brave to take us with you. I agree you have to let the Past go. Never to dwell on it and only to bring it up to help others overcome. Thank you my friend.
You're💪bro.just continue on that.clean way, and creating and sharing. you're experience on the 🚐 life
I'm addiction counselor and I couldn't agree more with what you are saying. I have never had an addiction, but I have tried some substances during my late teens. It never got a hold on me and I never liked any of it thankfully. When I say basically all you're saying I get so much push back from colleagues. I agree. If you're constantly thinking about it you never move past it so it always has a hold on you.
Agree! Glad to hear someone else say it! I know people who make NA, AAA.. all those groups their lives.. never break free to live their lives!.. living in the past... always...
Wow, Chrome, I’m so impressed with your recovery and your new life. All the best to you and I’m so happy that we are all gifted with your recovery.