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เข้าร่วมเมื่อ 8 ส.ค. 2023
Am I Addicted To Kratom?
If you are asking this question, you might be a new kratom user. Can I get addicted to kratom? This might be another question you ask.
This video touches on a few red flags to look for if you are a kratom user, if you think you might be getting addicted. #Addicted #Kratom #Kratomaddiction
This video touches on a few red flags to look for if you are a kratom user, if you think you might be getting addicted. #Addicted #Kratom #Kratomaddiction
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Part 1 Update & Answering Questions
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Video got interrupted. I continued to part 2. Watch both. Enjoy!!
8 Months Kratom Free (Update)
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Rambling about myself after 8 months kratom free. Thank you guys for watching! #Addiction #truth #kratom
When will I feel like myself again after quitting kratom?
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Lots of rambling folks, you know me. Hopefully you can get something from this video. Thank you guys! Stay blessed
You CAN quit kratom!
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I had over 5 unsuccessful attempts at quitting kratom. I’m not stronger than anyone else, you all have that strength in you! You can quit!
Stay Busy during PAWS!
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PAWS is Post Acute Withdrawal Syndrome. It’s so important to stay busy during this time!
Medications during kratom withdrawal
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My experience with Lucemyra, Hydroxyzine, and Trazadone.
Medications during kratom withdrawal Pt. 2 Trazadone
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Medications during kratom withdrawal Pt. 2 Trazadone
Can I use kratom responsibly after quitting?
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Can I use kratom responsibly after quitting?
Stay the course! 118 Days Kratom Free!
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Stay the course! 118 Days Kratom Free!
Live With Purpose (100 Days Kratom Free)
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Live With Purpose (100 Days Kratom Free)
Life After Kratom is Good! (85 Days Kratom Free)
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Life After Kratom is Good! (85 Days Kratom Free)
Does kratom get you high?? (Day 81 No Kratom)
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Does kratom get you high?? (Day 81 No Kratom)
New Name. New Photo. Same Keith. Just Rambling.
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New Name. New Photo. Same Keith. Just Rambling.
Mental State During Kratom Withdrawals
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Mental State During Kratom Withdrawals
Day 50 No Kratom! Physical Changes! Release Yourself!
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Day 50 No Kratom! Physical Changes! Release Yourself!
Day 46 No Kratom. A Few Thoughts. Getting Better.
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Day 46 No Kratom. A Few Thoughts. Getting Better.
dang! that kratom krazy, brah!
It can be. You take it once or twice, lower dose, seems like nothing. Seems like a chill little buzz that’s way better for you than pills or H or fentanyl. But it can grab you. It’s all about us. Kratom is just once drug in a bunch of other drugs that have the potential to cause harm. It’s just up to us to control our own body.
yup kratom has a big grasp on me. ive been to rehab for it twice, but i always end up going back to it for some reason. its like a cycle, i stay clean for a year or so, but then i get straight back into daily use. it sucks... side note, its weird how this video was recommended to me. ive never googled info about kratom or talked about it online at all, yet somehow YT's algorithm knew i was addicted to kratom haha. weird.
I know how you feel brother. I was heavily addicted for years! Feels like a lot of time wasted. Like I missed out on a lot! Like I trashed my health for years! Also, sometimes those coincidences that seem a little too perfect, like TH-cam recommending this video, happen for a reason my brother. 🙏
As always you a true blessing bro. I appreciate you answering my questions. Now I’m on day 90 from when I asked that question haha still sick and still having thoughts of just taking one cup cuz I’m just totally over having COVID and this cough. No lie I’ve watched this video multiple times a day and every time it’s made me reconsider and realize that the kratom isn’t the real answer. The feeling is just unfamiliar after using for so long and never feeling uncomfortable but this is part of life now, it’ll pass. God’s gotta give you a few tests here and there to make life interesting right haha?
That’s it! Kratom isn’t the answer or solution. We’re looking for something else. God will test you for sure. We also must pursue him.
Congratulations man! One of these days I’m going to start to taper off whew😅
Thank you brother. Yes start it man. Your mind and body are telling you to quit, I’m sure. Make a little plan and start convincing yourself you don’t need it.
Good shit Keith. Im still going strong as well. 9 months in a few days. I appreciate you brother. 🙏
That’s awesome brother! I appreciate you! I love hearing these comments.
Hey Keith. No idea why I got recommended this video with 278 views at this time. Probably because I grow weed myself. Must be the algorithm. I have watched only 3 seconds so far. But this is so new to me that I want to document it. Let's see what happens.
OK, you say you yourself wake up for years thinking about Kratom @0:46. So you certainly are addicted to Kratom.
So I am not addicted to Kratom. I am an alcoholic (medically diagnosed and been to rehab) and now I smoke weed as a substitute. I have searched out of curiosity for Kratom.
So me being and addict and this video convinced me to not do Kratom. I have my alcohol devils and they are enough.
I would definitely stray away from kratom. I have been addicted for sure! Something else I mention to people, is that weed isn’t a miracle and brings its own problems. It’s great that you recognized that you substituted the weed for the alcohol. I won’t tell anybody to never use anything. I can drink alcohol occasionally in a social setting, and it’s easy for me to put out down and not even get drunk. And I won’t drink anything for months. The opposite was true with kratom. I wanted that feeling 24/7! It was my God. The real problem isn’t the substances themselves. It’s the reasons why we’re using. I’m not an addiction expert, but I am an expert at quitting my own addiction. And the day I accepted the fact that I am in control, and I’m not a victim to a sickness called addiction, everything changed. Again, this is my personal experience. I just can’t follow any ideology that insists that I am a helpless victim to a disease.
dude i literally sit there and wait for my piss to just come out lmaoo
Bro! That went away completely when I quit. Along with other things! I thought I was developing prostate issues. Nope, it was kratom.
i am obssessed with this crap i feel like im gonna miss out on something if i dont get more or they might not have it anymore. i just cant seem to find my faith which i want to but im just on a repeat cycle
I would go to church every Sunday and even serve on the team. And I felt like a huge hypocrite. Not in front of the people, but in front of God.
Yeah man..Kratom is only beneficial if your going down the ladder...like getting off harder shit even then though you gotta get off the ladder fast otherwise you'll start climbing up again......
Exactly! Most of us don’t don’t how to stay down.
Thanks for the new video!!
Yessir! Thank you for watching.
40 days cold turkey after a taper!! It's pretty rough first weeks never going back! God bless
I can imagine! Believe I actually can! Lol. Rarely can people actually relate. I think that’s why we have a lot of camaraderie on this page.
It's the first thing on my mind when I wake up. Hate to admit it but my whole family picks on me about it
Appreciate the video brother.
Of course brother 🤜🤛
Trying to quit a 20g a day habit; been using for a year I have every red flag you mention
Now is the perfect time to quit. What have you done to quit?
@@StrongKeithJ I've tried cold turkey and I e tried tapering and even tried using gabapentin to help with withdrawals longest I've went clean is 12 days and even after 12 days I still felt awful. It's worse at night for me; my whole body becomes restless like you mentioned and I feel like I want to jump out of my skin. Going to try and start tapering again.
You must be very disciplined, and you’ll taper no problem. It’s good that you’re only at 20g a day and you don’t have to taper from 80g or something outrageous. This is very doable. Even if you drop one gram every 2 weeks. Or something else that’s manageable. Just remember the withdrawal symptoms.
Facts, bro 👍 🙌 💯. Congrats to you on the healing journey!! We must always be here for one another. Our support toward one another is vital in recovery. Your health and well-being comes 1st, 2nd, and 3rd.
I appreciate that brother! 🤜🤛 You’re so right
Amen brother kratom is no good for a addict it had me for years thank God no more
Thank God!
Good stuff and thanks for the check in
Right on brother! 🤜🤛
Also, stoked to hear what to expect long term. I don’t really need to watch people’s day 8 or day 9 anymore, but I am curious what I’m in for, for the next few months and this video landed right on time. What a journey
Everybody will have different challenges, but being in the right mental and physical state are key.
@@StrongKeithJ dude you are legend for working almost the entire time. I had to waste an entire vacation week to do this right. It was the worst and best vacation of my life cause now I’m free. Did you struggle with the head pressure, ringing ears and brain fog around the 11 day/2 week mark still? That’s probably my worst lingering issue and what’s keeping me up at night. Can’t wait for this to be all gone hahah 😵💫🫡
It was hard working bro. I’m not sure how I did it on the second day. I didn’t struggle with the head pressure or ears. Maybe I had it, and it was a very minor symptom. After the initial withdrawal, I struggled the most with insomnia and lethargy.
Just give it some time! Patience and good habits.
Hell yeah bro, good to see you! Your videos were monumental for my cold Turkey quit. On day 7! Finally feeling a little more normal. Man, this was no joke! I’m still not sleeping right and I’m weak as fuck, but man I was on the edge of insanity for a little bit hahah. I too will never take this again. Cheers man!
Cheers brother. It’s only going to get better. Granted, that’s if you develop good habits of course. That’s the key.
Self reflection..thanks again friend
Thank you for your help and answers. Your totally right ..God and the good diet I got down, but the damn gym...I need to do better with that for sure..I'm sorry for your loss my friend.
Thank you very much for your words. 🙏
Glad to see that you’re doing good thanks for keeping all of us updated.
Thank you! 🙏
Hit your knees and cry out to the lord for his salvation and restoration. I’m at 2 months 600 mg extract per day Now I’m brand new . Life is beautiful. Give it a try . Strength is in the lord Jesus ! Stay blessed
Amen to that brother!
Yo keith my time is coming soon and ive been watching your vidoes. Im going to follow along as the day matches mine! I have a my first kid on the way with a beautiful wife so i took some time off work to go ahead and get it done. Ill check back in with ya brother. Send some strength my way. I got this tho
The time has definitely come. Take care of yourself first. You can’t pour from an empty cup. Do the work. Read your Bible. Exercise. Eat healthy. Then you can lead your family. You’re doing this at the perfect time! You’ll be in my prayers brother! Damn right you got this!
@@StrongKeithJ I appreciate the words brother. I will follow them and take the best care of myself that i can. August 4th will be my first day so don't be surprised if you hear me a lot around that time
That’s alright man. Flood my videos with comments!
How many capsules of Kratom would you use in one day?
I used almost strictly powder. There were a couple vacations that I used only capsules though for a few days. I would take about 15 capsules, 4 times a day. So 60 a day. That was probably the least. I’m sure I used more a couple days. I must also say that this amount wouldn’t get me that high either. Just a good head change and no withdrawals. On a daily basis I used between 60g-80g of powder a day though. Sometimes throwing an extract shot in there.
I've been using about 10 grams of kratom daily from about a year. My libido took a huge dive 6 months in. I am starting to taper off. The good thing is Kratom got me 18 month sober from alcohol.
Yeah it will slowly start killing a lot brother. Libido is huge in a relationship though. Kratom didn’t get you off alcohol, you did my brother. You put the work in.
@StrongKeithJ You are absolutely right. The kratom didn't get me off alcohol, but actually, it was me. I make a daily decision not to drink. Thanks for reminding me of that fact 😎
🤜🤛 I got you brother!
Over the course of a year, I tapered from 20g a day down to 1.5g a day and still had restless legs for 2 weeks. It was terrible but worth the anguish. It's something to keep in your memory to not go back. If you feel like using, play the whole tape. Not just the part where is feels good. There is a price to pay.
I’m going to use that! Play the whole tape! Amen to that!
My stomach is totally trashed.I have no idea what to do about it.That's really the only issue i'm having right now
Day 15 for me. When did your belly get better
I’m not sure exactly when my stomach got better. But I had diarrhea for a long time. Very sensitive stomach. I had pure liquid for probably 2-3 weeks. Maybe longer. Then anything would upset my stomach and I would have diarrhea. I want to say it to a few months bro tbh. I just stayed hydrated and drank electrolytes everyday. That’s all we can do is embrace the symptoms, and convince ourselves we’ll get better. New issues might pop up but we’ll handle those the same way we handled everything else!
Wow I just downloaded TH-cam on my phone again just to watch one of your old videos bro cuz I’ve been having some pretty strong cravings cuz I have COVID right now. I’m on day 79 off the sludge and it’s been a longg time since I’ve actually been sick sick since I feel like Kratom just always took the pain away or prevented actual illness. Talk about a sign from God that as I just got the app you drop a new video again! A cool topic for you to touch on would be how you dealt with all these new issues without Kratom as they come at you in our new “life”. Whether it’s being sick, relationship problems, work stress. My first thought is still like “I’m not gonna go back but 1 cup would just make me feel better for the day/night and then I can just go back to the straight path”. After seeing you posted though I’m definitely gonna hold on at least another day cuz shit there ain’t no bigger sign than this! Sorry for the essay, but proud of you man and thanks for doing what you do. You might not realize just how big of an impact you’re making.
Thank you very much for your words bro. I’m glad the videos have helped. Hold out on the kratom. Maybe you’ll hear something you need to hear. 🤜🤛
Whats up my brother!! Good to see your still around these parts. What is the best way to curve cravings or like drug seeking thoughts...during PAWS mine are brutal...you didn't really have many cravings in your vids it seems...what's your thoughts?
I will touch on this tomorrow for sure! I got you my sister! 🤜🤛
@StrongKeithJ thank you man..God bless you and your family..I have a fam too that I love and want to be present for. I have linked Kratom with my productivity that's how I used to use so my getting things done has been hard but it's getting better..how about you with that? Great work man
I’m glad you’re learning how to overcome everything! It is hard, but necessary! Being productive has always been kind of a struggle. I have the tendency to procrastinate. Procrastination seems to be my biggest killer of productivity. Building good habits is the key for me. A schedule. Writing down tasks the day before or the morning of.
Good to see that you’re doing OK thanks for the update.
Thank you very much! I’ll post something tomorrow for sure! 🤜🤛
Almost a year brother! You're an inspiration to me and I'm sure many others. God bless you & your family, and I pray for your continued prosperity & well-being. Hopefully u can drop a new vid for us when the inspiration strikes 🙏🙏🙏
Yes almost a year my brother. 11 months to be exact. I will drop something tomorrow for sure! Thank you for the thoughts and prayers 🙏🤜🤛
Day 13 ct feels alot better but still grinding, I feel hangover is the best way to describe it
Watching this video from a rehab down the street from you in Monument, ten days free from extracts. This is inspiring.
That’s what I’m talking about! Thanks for watching brother! Keep me posted on your progress! 🤜🤛
Day 2 CT! It’s been brutal that’s for sure. Been crushing all your videos. Super nice to see you return to happiness around this point. I caught one of your 8 month videos or something like that and it was super cool to see! I think I’m going to be like you. Just high on life and happy to be clean. I can handle the PAWS. I know I can. It’s these acutes and insomnia I want gone!
Amen to that! You’re already crushing it brother! Keep me posted!
I think calling addiction a disease is a mistake. I think it’s more like the ability to fool myself repeatedly
I agree! They make it seem like you’re constantly fighting the disease. I simply don’t agree.
@@StrongKeithJ calling it a disease is a little stigmatizing. Fooling ourselves is something everyone does in one area or another
Very true
I was a busy massage therapist b4 covid. There was no way I could work & quit!! Now I’m in a different phase of my life and it seems the slow targeted taper is my path forward
I think you’re probably right!
I 100% relate to the horrible cough coming back every time I quit an opiate
I got sick and had a cough for so long!!
@@StrongKeithJit’s the worst! Working with a lingering horrific cough does not build confidence in clients.
At all!!
Oh yea kratom supposedly reduces testosterone. Now that you're clean I bet you're testosterone is surging! I'm sad to say I relapsed. I only lasted 67 hours. Now I have to go back to work and I don't want to be in WDs...I guess I'll try again next time I have a week or so off work. Congrats on your success!
Kratom sucks that shit just numbs ur emotions
Facts!
@@StrongKeithJ yep it made me super dull and numb to life its not a miracle
Not a miracle at all! Out did some serious damage!
I’m on day 13 Keith. Been through the worst of it, but my mind and psyche are still completely fucked, along with my energy. Everything feels impossible, even the most basic tasks take every bit of energy I have. I’m also moving to the other side of the world next week and have no clue what I’m gonna do. I was taking 100 grams a day of green maeng da for 3 years. I’ve had your videos on repeat. Please pray for me man. We need it out here brother.
You will be in my prayers brother! Please keep me posted! Accept the fact that it will be hard! It won’t be easy! But I know you’re strong. Ask for wisdom and strength, and show gratitude for what you have in your prayers. This is what has helped me! Please keep me posted! I love hearing the stories! 🤜🤛
I’m in a Honolulu hotel right now getting ready to move to San Diego, I’m at Day 21 man. Although the acutes are gone completely, my sleep and RLS are still insane dude. I’ll clear the air and just tell you I’m an active duty Marine. I’ve had to move my entire life across the Pacific while under withdrawal. It feels impossible man. Ive been having drinks throughout the day here at the airport to combat the stress, but I am still not on planet earth. Still struggling hard brother. This shit ain’t no game. I’m still pushing everyday. Just trying to put one foot in front of the other. Although I am miles better than what I was, I am still not myself, it always feels like somethings missing. Much love Keith. Stay Strong Brother.
Also I thought it would be funny to add, I’m in Honolulu with an ocean view, with all the drinks and sun I could ask for.. but I am STILL miserable. I sit by the pool and look pissed off, in Hawaii 😂 all thanks to Kratom man
I bet that’s rough brother! I can’t imagine! You’re doing it though! My brother is a Marine. He’s stationed at 29 Palms right now! A lot of respect for you guys!
Restless legs was the killer for me! I felt it from the bottom of my feet up to my neck. It was the worst in my spine.
I just ran out of kratom today and i can't afford to get more for atleast a week, so I'm kinda forced to go cold turkey at 8.5 grams 2-3 times a day. I'm gonna try my hardest to quit but this is probably gonna be one of the hardest things I've ever done
I’m like you. it’s whenever i’m in a good mood and at my best is when I would want to use kratom, kava,phenibut , alcohol, or even caffeine. Sometimes I would go to the gym longer or twice a day not to build muscle or endurance but to try and get that release of dopamine or endorphins again. I relapsed from alcohol twice and both were 5 month periods. Kratom got me off of alcohol again and now I’m 1 year and a half no alcohol. But every time I want to use after quitting whatever drug is always when i’m in a great mood or feeling great. I guess nothing is ever good enough and I just always need something more. or i need something (at least my brain has convinced me) to keep this good mood going l. used to be alcohol now it’s kratom or kava and sometime phenibut.
I hear that brother! I had to do some soul searching I guess, and realize I had some internal issues. Once I dealt with those, I’m actually continually working on them, I don’t feel the need to rush to get high when I’m already happy. Lots of prayer and gratitude. I say thank you lord, I’m content and thankful for everything I have. That has helped me immensely.
Just walking 30 min per day makes a huge difference in how you feel. There's a study that showed if you just sprint or ride a bike as fast as you can.. for 20 full seconds, and rest for 1 minute.. and do it again 3x. (so 1 full minute of 100% sprinting total): You'll get 90% of the benefits of working out for an hour. Do this everyday
That’s great advice!
4 days off and messud up and took 15 grams. Then 5 days and used. Going for the trophy now im really done with the withdrawl
Hey you’re on the right path! I think that’s awesome! Keep going! 🤜🤛
Somehow came across your videos when I started tapering few months ago and watched majority of what you went through. Now here I am been off K for one week after using 50-80 grams per day(6 years daily 5-8x dosing) plus 4-5 Feel Free’s at my peak. I quit cold turkey the FF’s no problem. I have to say it seemed impossible the first couple days and now here I am living life better without having to worry about dosing or lugging around the powder anymore. God bless you man.
Thank you brother. God bless you! It feels so good to be free of the K!
Hey brother you’re videos are really helpful. I’m on day 17 but I used once in that time. Going through the head game of PAWS. I do a variety of videos on different topics I would love to do a collab. If you are interested just reply to this comment and I will give you my contact info
I hear you brother! That’s awesome though! Yes I’m definitely up for a collab! Shoot me an email. K96581221@gmail.com
Almost at 48 hours CT. Was using 40gpd. Longest I’ve ever been without kratom. Thanks for filming your progress. Gives me hope.
Thank you brother! I’m glad I can help!
Thinking of the word!!! That got me bad..im like does my brain work?
Our brains are slow af for a while!