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Hey man. Just wanted to drop a quick comment. It’s easy to admit this but lately I’ve been really messing up. I keep relapsing. I had almost 3 months sober from September to November last year. Since then I just keep screwing up. I feel really bad about it. Can I ask you if you have any advice?

Worst one for me was the fucken night sweats. I woke up drenched in a sickly smelling sweat for weeks.

Drank every night 6 years straight. It’s my 4th night sober pray for me

Amen 🙏

Relapse, multiple relapses…are often unavoidable on the way to sobriety. Don’t be ashamed. We all go through it. Just learn what you can from it and try again. Hopefully you can live in a peaceful environment. I’m sending love and light to you

Hi Slayer, Benzos is what the Drs gave me and I’m not sure if that is good choice If I’m trying not to drink I know I have an addictive personality and I choose not to take it bc of how strong they are just wanna know your point of view because I know you understand brother love you I hope you are feeling better ❤

Hey man, sometimes surviving has to be enough. You don't owe us anything. If you make a video, it should be because it helps YOU, first and foremost. We're with ya, bro.

Not drinking isnt easy But you have to Booze is soooooo hard on the body

I had a seizure once due to a tramadol overdose But I being the addict that I am, I only learned one thing - if you are exceeding 400mg of tramadol it's best to take a benzo before, I did this every time and never had a seizure again And a few years later I was highly addicted to benzos😂

I think keeping yourself occupied so you don't think about your addiction is very good at first But there will be times where it will be hard to occupy yourself and you have to deal with the feelings you pushed away

Guess who relapsed too my guy. I'm able to taper but I know if I push it another week I'ma have to bite the bullet and make an absolute fucking idiot of myself. Some say we are brave, but I hate bothering the medical system and shit when I know children have cancer. There has to be something in all of this. Don't be embarrassed brother. Have a full time job right now and I don't think anyone even notices that I'm drinking Benjamin's 99s, up to 400 ml a day to "feel normal" I'm actually eating a big ass meal right now which is ironic so I think my body is giving me one more chance before I go back. You got mad love my guy, trauma sucks.

One time, when I had the craving so bad I took it one minute at a time, (not to drink). then it soon became hours, then days, then years of sobriety. Son can break free of this poison. You can do it son. 💪💫, sending positive healing energy.

Those mushroom gummies might not have been psilocybin but a legal analog. Look up 4-aco-dmt. Could explain your more intense visual effects.

Thanks for the video, the key difference for me was zero withdrawal symptoms, physical or mental, not even within the first thirty days, after Steffon Barkload and what he suggested it's been 9 months now it's like it never was a problem, reading that last version goolging what he put up. Was a super relief I didn't need AA or meds either.

Hi..oh you poor thing 😢 I like Lemsips 👍 do you have them over there? I'm in UK. Anyway! They are good.! Hot lemon stuff in a powder which you add hot water to. Hope you feel better soon !❤

Oh feel better soon! Sooooo great that you didn't drink. Happy New Year !

heck yeah! I just stopped drinking for about 10 days now. I do still smoke weed so I cant say I am sober, but I feel much better without the booze

A nose in need, deserves puffs indeed! 🤧🤧😂😂

Hey, I hope you feel better. I'm currently in the hospital, had to get my gull bladder out, and my liver is severely in flamed. I know it's from all the drinking I did in the past. Good to hear you didn't drink on New years. You're doing great. I know how hard it is to not drink, especially on holidays. Have a good one and get over that cold. I really appreciate how positive you try and stay it's hard to stay positive and not just let all the negative thoughts and emotions take over. I was literally balling my eyes out here because I thought I had some kind of cancer. I got so angry because I thought I'd still end up getting stomach cancer due to all the drinking, and it felt like alcohol is still winning even though i haven't had any for so long. I'm having other issues, too, but for now, I don't have a gull bladder anymore and I'm in so much pain but anyway I'll stop talking🙏❤🌺

Yay!!! I got through New Year's as well!! Well, Cali sober. Lol. Then woke up this morning with a cough & body aches. I got some kind of funk! Probably from our company over New Years. It was a little challenging because our company was drinking but I did manage. I don't do well socially at gatherings without alcohol. I'm just the weird, quiet person in the corner. I'm learning to be okay with that. I don't need to change into something I'm not. I'm me for a reason. I hope you get to feeling better soon! If you like spice, get a soup with some kick to it. It may help get your sinuses going. Get some of that congestion up. Lots of water & herbal teas even, if you like tea. Hot herbal tea is good medicine. I'm making some lemon ginger tea now for myself. Rest well, & stay warm. Much love & light! 💜🙏

Hope you recover soon and have an excellent and sober 2025 and beyond!

Dang it slay. Going around here in Northern California too. I am proud of me and you

Good xian boy? No. That's your problem. If you are carrying around religious guilt, that will drive you to drink. Enjoy that petroleum jelly however you see fit. If you want to use religion to get off alcohol, try Islam. In Islam, alcohol is strictly forbidden while in Christianity, Jesus made wine. If Jesus offers you a glass of wine, you gonna say "no thanks, I'm an alcoholic?" I'd dump the religion thing. The talking snake never happened and no, you cannot build an arc and put two of every species on it....reality simply does not work that way. Religions are false; that's why they are called religions.

Thanks be to God I haven't gotten sick... I've been GRINDING on the cardio in the freezing rain lol. Probably boosted my immunity levels sky high (also not drinking like an absolute idiot helps lol) All the physical and mental pain I'm going through is so worth it! My WORST day not loaded is WAYYYY better than getting absolutely s*** housed... Praise God. Today was EXTREMELY difficult but I did not get drunk to cope...instead i walked over 11,000 steps and lifted weights. Feel better J, you'll be better in no time brother! God bless my dude. 🙏

Yay, your made it through Christmas and New Years! Take care of yourself and I hope you feel better soon.

Hey man, get better soon. So proud of you staying sober . Hope this year will be good to you 🙏 you are a blessing my man.

You're a blessing Slayer!

You should be proud! Feel better!

Poor guy! I wonder if it's novovirus...

Hope you feel better soon, chicken soup brother lots of it! be safe and God Bless

Feel better! Love that ramen

_You were sober on December 31,2024 and January 1,2025. Now you can say you've been sober for two years! Dumb joke but I couldn't resist._

Eat FRESH oranges & fruit Slayer - the bottled stuff hardly contains any vitamins AND it costs a fortune; lots of plain water too - as soon as u r over this flu bug be determined to eat HEALTHY, ask ur gran or someone from a previous generation about meal-planning - you'll be surprised how satisfied u'll feel

Hope you feel better soon. My husband and I are also so ill with the flu here in Germany 😢😢😢

My daughter and grandaughter have been sick with a respiratory bug since October. I don't know if it's all separate viruses, or one stubborn one that won't go away. I feel ya Slater. It's no fun being sick! Best wishes in your sobriety journey.

Get well soon man! Plenty of water and vitamin C! Big healing hugs!

I like when you do your super dark videos. It's what first made me subscribe to your channel. I occasionally do the same, though they are related to music.

Sorry to hear you are suffering. Well done for staying sober. Good man. Wish you get better soon.

If you're sick, you should be drinking!! ...plenty of fluids like electrolytes and chicken broth 👍🏾 Hope you get better man

Sorry I didn't see this sooner Slayer. Please get well soon. 🙏🙏. Love and blessings for you. Debbie. 🙏💜

Congratulations on staying sober throughout the holidays! I relapsed myself, but not nearly as bad as I have in the past, so I don’t have much withdrawal symptoms this time. But now I’m back up on the horse with the goal of doing one whole year without a drop of alcohol.

I believe it could be this mysterious fog crap that could be making everyone sick

Im so proud of you. Keep on moving on. Take care...

We have all been sick, since Thanksgiving and Christmass. How happy was your family that you did not drink, or cause chaos, and was present. Keep up the good work. Vaseline is the best choice for your lips.