Slayer you are the sweetest guy and I’m pulling for you…. You can do it…. Just one day at a time. But your heart is so full with love and it’s helping us sick people like you don’t even realize . Thanks🌸
Ok. After the worst hangover in my history of drinking. I believe I have finally gotten the motivation I need to move forward. Wish me luck everyone. Pray for me to have strength to get through this crap. I know I am ultimately responsible for this..... Anyway any prayers will be appreciated. Good video Lil bro. Keep it up. Take care of yourself. See you soon.
@@jeromesmith1662 this is absolutely beautiful my friend….. you are taking the first step to reclaiming your life again. The strength and courage it takes I know first hand and I’m very, very proud of you brother. God bless you, may the lord guide you on a sober path my friend, in Jesus name, amen. Keep me updated 🙏🙏
Yes you tell the truth.... I'm done with the bull shit. My self improvement starts every morning. I have not had a drink of alcohol this week. I have had a thought or two about it.... I'm so over the bull shit @@XRZ65
Don't let this channel turn out toxic for you, share when you want to share. Also, don't let this channel make you feel like you have to "stay sober for us" or anything along those lines. Love you slayer the player, congratulations on the milestone, you know you're gonna feel better on day 50. It's really weird, and extremely comfortingly how similar our situations have been. Thank you for sharing your life with us. Gang gang 💛
I'm really proud of you Slayer - 41 days is fantastic. The first time I REALLY tried to get sober I only made 40 days. It's great that you're so busy...it will help to keep you sober and you're also doing things to work on yourself (your spiritual side with Bible study and your sobriety out patient therapy).
Appreciate you josh, thanks brother 🙏, I can tell you genuinely want the best for me and i the same for you. I was being a creep the other night lol and checking out your instagram and I saw you got sober on my b-day man. We are more connected than you think!!! God bless bro. 🙏
Ahhhh, Slayer... I'm so sorry about all that Chancey is going through!! Pancreatitis of all things. Poor thing!! I'll be praying for her. I'll be praying for you too, my friend!! That you CONTINUE to find your strength and wield it, and to thank God for having your back!! Congratulations big time on 41 days!! ❤🎉🎊🎉❤️(42 now) I hope that you're proud. Your schedule sounds so hectic, but so positive. Please continue to take care of yourself!! As for this video, these symptoms sound like torture. I've dealt with anxiety in the aftermath of drinking. Depression as well. I was probably more irritable and less patient at first, but I had it so easy in comparison to all of this. I'm so glad you're doing well. I'm sending chance so many hugs, and big love to you from NY, my friend!! I pray for a speedy recovery for your girl. ❤❤🙏❤❤
Amanda you and your comments always have a way of making me smile!!! Even in some of my darkest times and i appreciate that so much!!! 🙏 thank you many times over. I heard you and a few others are going to be starting up a discord on LD’s channel and I think that’s so awesome!!! I’ll definitely make sure to hop in there and chat with everyone. Thank you for the good vibes sent to chance, she needs it. God bless and much love ! 🙏🖤
@@Slayer-7373 always, slayer!!! I hope you're having a wonderful day. I can't wait until we get this thing going. It's going to be a lot of fun and I think really helpful to many 😁 ❤️
Slayer, I stumbled across your channel a few weeks ago and I just want you to know it has helped me IMMENSELY with staying sober. I relate to you a lot on being an extreme alcoholic. Thank you for sharing all of your stories and experiences with being an addict. Sending you much love on your sobriety journey!🤍
@@chloewise9337 this is so awesome 🙏🖤, thank you so much!!!!! I make these videos for people like yourself. Honestly making them helps me just as much as it helps y’all. Much love and god bless, glad you’re on this joinery with me.
Congrats on 41 days. Keeping busy is good stuff. What an informing video. You’ve been through so much. Remind yourself of that of that the next time you have an opportunity to drink.
Congrats on those 41 days! I waited awhile on my last video so I could cover my two-month thing. That is weird that the dog got pancreatitis. I sent some positive energy that way. I just woke up and I saw you posted. We will hook up and do something soon - I am curious to see what you and LD have cooked up. Alcohol withdrawal is awful. You take it easy.
Hey shades 👋, thank you brother! We will link up soon and make it happen!! It’s really cool to see us all on the sober path together. Hope you’re having a great day man, god bless bro.
That is INCREDIBLE man!!!!! I’m proud of you!!! You should be proud of yourself though more importantly. You are reclaiming your life again Richard! Take control again, have that curse wear off you. I believe in you brother!! Keep me updated, keep up the good work.
Great, informative video!! Good that you stressed that all those terrible symptoms happen at the same time!!! Congratulations on 41 days! Glad the IOP is really buoying you up. Don't feel pressure to produce videos. They're excellent whenever they come out. Peace!! 🙏🙏🙏
Your doing good I'm praying for chancy, alot of people that went through alcohol withdraw drs alot if the time put patients on xanax, Ativan, klonopin or Valium and they end up purely on disability benzodiazepine withdraw can last for 5 or more years and yes insomnia is 1 of them it's like your stuck on some lsd or acid trip I don't drink much but I'm on clonazepam and the spasms and seizures are real and believe it or not having a heart attack ain't out if the rilm of possibility, you get food sensitivities expecually sugar but keep yout head up bro your going to get through this!
Eye opening comment for me man about benzos… very interesting. It’s something about those gaba drugs brother, it’s so strange. A bad lsd trip is honestly not a bad way to describe it. Also thank you my friend! 🙏🙏 god bless.
Hey Slay, another video first thing in the morning. Love waking up and hearing all the progress you’re making. If no one has told you recently, I’m so proud of you 😊. I’m sorry to hear chancie is not feeling well, Pancreatitis ugh poor pooch. I hope she starts feeling better soon. I’m sending healing ❤️🩹 energy and will keep her in my thoughts. I really hate when they’re not feeling well as they are helpless. Last thing, I love the thought to catch up with you. Although, we are in different spectrums as it pertains to this topic, what I can say is you have enlightened me. At the end of the day all roads lead to the same dead end if you don’t pump the brakes. I’m grateful and humbled I was able to see clearly, thank YOU! Well it’s probably close to time for you to get up and tackle the day!! Go get it and enjoy the sunshine!! Much love as always 💜 Slay!
Hey micru!!! 🖤🖤 I needed to read this comment today…. It’s been a rough day. I’m thankful though for this community and sobriety. You lifted my spirits a bit like you always do. Much love 🖤 Also I heard LD is starting up a discord and I’m super excited for that!!! I’m sure I’ll see you in there. God bless!!
@@Slayer-7373 I know it…I can feel the energy. Totally understandable, I’m glad I was able to provide a little relief. It will be ok. I’m putting that to the universe just know that chasey feels your families love. 💕 yes I’ll be on the discord as well. So many ppl need someone. Just like you’ve been here for me, LD too, and so many others it’s important .
@@Slayer-7373I’m going to hold you to that. We better meet up F2F. You know when you just don’t feel complete well that’s the feeling so we have to make it right. It just needs to happen…
Great video. My country has a good system today, but in the 90's, i was thrown into a prison cell when they caught me with heroin. Had to stay there and was forced to go cold from heroin, alcohol and lorazepam (ativan) at the same time. That was really bad, it could have killed me, but nobody gave a shit in these days. Like today, the inmates can get methadone, they can get benzos and see a doctor when it comes to withdrawal, even getting hospitalised, but for me, there was no help. So i had to go through the entire withdrawal on my own and that was really bad. Still, it's a problem, that nobody can tell the addicts which symptoms they'll get. Some get it more easy than others, they don't get the full spectrum. It can not even be told when the consume is analyzed, how long and how much someone did drink, it's just a dice roll, you can only hope the best. But anyway, best is to get medical help anyway.
Hey Jack thank you so much brother!! Detoxing In a prison cell sounds absolutely brutal…… I could only imagine what was going through your head when you were trapped in there. That’s a real life nightmare on top of a nightmare. Thank god they take withdrawal more serious nowadays!! It’s probably because so many died unfortunately. I appreciate your comment man, god bless 🙏 im glad you’re here to tell the tale.
We got you Slay I trust you fully rn Please try to give yourself some grace. Oh Slay I’m so sorry Yes dogs can get pancreatitis from just eating a scrap. I’m praying for Chancie Slay ❤❤❤❤ WTG 41days You keep being busy bud
Aw Slayer. Don’t beat yourself up! Life happens and there’s nothing you can do about it. Poor Chancey! I pray he’s going to be alright. I’m praying. Congrats on 41 🎯🎯💪🏻⭐️🥇days sweety. I look forward to the collab video with you and LD ! You’re so brave and strong! Way to go 👍🏻🤟
Getting auditory hallucinations with the DTs is the only reason I'm sober today....alcohol withdrawal almost killed me at 25, god willing, I'll be celebrating 2 years of sobriety October 1st a month before I turn 28
The lord had other plans for you man. You are here for a reason and went through that chaos for a reason. Congratulations on the sober time, you should be extremely proud of yourself bro. God bless 🙏🙏 Also I know how awful the auditory hallucinations are!!! 😪
Really good video, thank you for being real. I'm happy to hear you're doing well. Yeah, being busy is sometimes hard but being unemployed with nothing to latch on is so much worse, let me tell ya. Things are getting better though, as they almost always do.
Hey thanks so much ILAA!!! It’s so good to hear from you!!! 🖤🙏, you’ve been here from the beginning and that’s just awesome. Like you said just hang in there, things will get better!!! Feel free to message me any time!! Much love and god bless! 🙏
Last time I went through it I had hemorrhoids from shitting so much. And closed eye visuals of deformed mutilated faces and violent horror scenes. I’m totally done. Never again.
Prayers for Chancey 🙏 I completely agree on the fact that alcohol is demonic. Because many people regardless of their cultural or religious background see the same stuff. For me it was like I couldn’t tell if I was dreaming or awake. And for example one time I saw strange people digging up graves in my garden in the summertime while snow came down. When you try to talk or shout at them they wouldn’t react but oddly you kinda feel they know you a there. Very strange and scary. Also I like to add to the list “dry puking”. It’s like when nothing is in your stomach because you couldn’t eat but you have the urge to puke and the only thing that’s coming out is some neon yellow substance. Great times. Anyway keep up the great work it’s a good reminder of not going down this route again. Thank you 🙏
Hey smitty thank you brother!!!! 100% man it’s definitely demonic. That sounds wilddddd. I was listening to a podcast the other day about someone who had a NDE because of their drinking and they said they also saw people digging graves and corpses, it’s insane. Also yes dry heaving bile, I’ve been there and it’s horrible!!! I’m glad we are both staying away from that poison!!! God bless man.
It depends on what you drank and how intoxicated you are.If its something severe,you need tapering for sure.Or detox.Speaking of tapering,its actually just tapering,not drink itself.You won't feel almost any good anyways,so no point to go on.I did last times like this:bad sleep first,taper and stable one afterwards.Sure,you still feel icky for a couple of days,but no danger.Again,its individual and depends on severity of intoxication.Might need more steps,but its the only safe way without detox,in my opinion
I had pancreatitis...worst pain and darkest two days in my life. Being in the hospital literally the day after i turned 24 from that was grim. I felt like i was in that fuckdd up movie requium for a dream
From every single person I’ve ever heard from that has had pancreatitis has said how absolutely awful it is. I’m sorry you had to go through that bro, I’ve had acute pancreatitis twice and it was not fun!! I could only imagine full blown. This comment is wild, sounds like you were in like a half waking nightmare. Booze is just insane man I’m glad you’re here to tell the tale. God bless 🙏
I seen delirium Dirk's story and it's and your story is worse then a horror movie. R.I.P Dirk my last drunk i hallucinated .god bless my friend for his patience I said that's it I have to quit. I was violently shaking, for days, had adrenaline rushes while trying to sleep. I even strained the left side of my neck triggering my tinnitus-it hurt ao so bad. I think this is the hardest thing to quit. I'm living in hell I have strong cravings everyday and still have panic attacks but it lessened.. Best advice is remember how bad you felt. Thank you for your content. You're doing really good not drinking anymore. Every day counts. I know I commented before but I wanted to comment again. I had all these symptoms and felt so much anger and guilt.
Yes delirium dirks story is absolutely horrific….. he seemed like a genuinely awesome guy it’s so sad that he’s not here anymore. His stories will live on forever 🙏. Also I completely understand, it’s awful and I agree that it is the hardest thing to quit. It’s a pure nightmare. The thanks goes right back to you!!!! Y’all help me stay sober, y’all help me just as much and I mean that. Also feel free to comment any time no worries at all!!!! God bless 🙏🖤
I really appreciate your video , I made it 5 days without alcohol and I relapsed because I couldn't sleep and I feel kinda shit about it but I know I've got to start again, the worst withdrawals i had was when I was drinking vodka around the clock omg never again .
Hey i appreciate your comment my friend 🙏 thank you. I often say making these videos help me just as much as they help y’all. Don’t feel like crap bro, don’t beat yourself up. Just get back on that horse and try again. I’ve relapsed so many times at this point I’ve lost count but I ALWAYS try again. Just keep trying, you will get it. Keep me updated bro, god bless.
@@Slayer-7373 Hey mate thank you for your reply I really appreciate that and watching your video and hearing about your experience has made me feel a lot better it's good to know that I'm not the only one that experiences withdrawals like that which are just like you said the worst thing in the world, and i know exactly what you mean by family giving you bad advice even tho they're there for you because if you haven't experienced alcohol withdrawal people just don't understand how awful it is,It's a very lonely thing to go through, although I relapsed but because I made it 5 days without a drink I now don't need alcohol around a clock but the not being able to sleep thing is just horrible as well but I'm gonna start again from now and I'll definitely keep you posted on how I'm doing, also how long does it take for the insomnia to go away, seriously thank you so much again for your video and sharing your experience you should definitely do more videos about it and give your advice for people that are drinking and trying to get sober.
Bat country said that the violence seen in DT’s can sometimes be registered as real by the brain like you actually saw it. So you could get a form of PTSD. What do you think?
Alcohol is a very difficult substance to quit because of how it's advertised. Everytime you decide to not drink is very powerful and shows you have extreme resiliency. I'm a recovering opioid addict and know the struggle, gratitude is the short answer but easier said then done. Never give up, play the tape thru. Remember how terrible those withdrawals are, and they do get worse over time.
Absolutely man, it’s glorified and normalized in our society. On tv shows, movies, TH-cam ads I mean you name it it’s everywhere. Not including pretty much any social place you go sells booze. I appreciate this comment man, each time we say no we get stronger. I always say it doesn’t matter the substance we can all relate because at the end of the day we are addicts. God bless bro
My absolute disdain For withdrawal is what keeps me from drinking. Every time i get that itch driving past the liquor store i remind myself what a living hell it is. Good video 👍🏼.
People who are not alcoholic don’t understand the difference between a bad hangover and alcohol withdrawal. It’s a huge difference to be physically dependent on alcohol. Needing it just to be able to function,eat breakfast, daily activities etc. Diabolical withdrawal.
_Always good to see my man. Scary stuff. FYI... Don't feel you need to respond to my comments. Just want to encourage your journey in what little way I can._
@@donc.123 I enjoy replying my friend, I feel like at least a thank you must be said because you guys are always showing me love and giving me encouragement. You took the time out of your day to comment, the least I can do is say thanks brother. God bless 🙏
@@Slayer-7373 i just wish i could try some psychedelics for myself i think they really show you a glimpse of the what the afterlife is going to be like
@@domonickmatheson5080 that’s pretty awesome man, check out your mate Tom here on TH-cam. He’s got some great videos for first time tripping. I will definitely have to make a video on this and stop just talking about it!!! It’s wild that’s for sure.
I quit alcohol for a few months after drinking between 12-20 alcoholic units damn near every single day of my life for about 5 years. Thank god I didn’t have most of those symptoms after I quit. The only physical symptom that I think I can tie to alcohol withdrawal was probably this really horrible headache I had the second full day I was sober. It felt like a hangover headache to me but slightly different. Luckily that went away by the third day. My anxiety and agitation may have spiked a little bit but I’m naturally pretty anxious anyway. The depression I certainly felt and extreme tiredness and excessive hunger was a bitch to deal with for the entire time I was sober, which was only for a few months. Nobody really explained the tiredness and cravings for food. I also felt the need to constantly drink liquids, it’s like I had developed some oral fixation lol. Anyways. I’ve been back to drinking quite heavy again for about six months now. My main thing I struggle with is wanting to drink when shit gets too stressful for me. And that always sends me basically right back to my old habits. If I get drunk even once. I really do think I could get the extreme withdrawals you’re talking about here if I continue on the path I’m on for a few years though.
I can relate to everything you just said bro. You’re right about the food cravings, I also find myself needing some sort of beverage with me at all times. Water, coffee, a soda it doesn’t matter but I need something. In my IOP rehab group we were talking about stress and how to deal with it. It’s different for everyone and something I’m definitely working on, but it can be done. Finding healthy ways to deal with our stress instead of running to that bottle. The fact that you went multiple months without a drink proves you can do it brother. We all get there at our own time but trust me it only gets worse and worse. I never thought my alcoholism would get as bad as it has. I never thought I’d experience the withdrawal I’ve had. For a long time I didn’t, then it all changed and got worse than it already was. You seem to know that you need to stop so you’re already on the right path. Just take action my friend. I’m here to uplift and support bro. God bless and keep me updated!
Yep I’ve been up once 6full days into 7 nights. No lie I couldn’t get out of bed after discharge. Klonopin hits the same part of the brain alcohol does. Yep seizures I couldn’t talk, put thoughts together, try to heat up food in micro couldn’t do it. This was going cold turkey in rehab from Klonopin. Doc wouldn’t allow it & I self admitted myself for depression. Never abused it ever I’ve taken it for 25yrs now. Scary af
Day 3 trying to stop a 2 drink a day habit. I know that sounds crazy but it's useless for me to keep doing. Im halfway thru nursing school and am learning how devastating alcohol is to the body...period. Best to everyone in here ❤
This is so awesome!!!! 👏 🙌 it doesn’t sound crazy at All!! Good on you. It’s straight poison, no health benefits at all! Might as well stop while your behind right? Keep up the good work 💪
That is so true bro. I had terrible DTs to the point that i was almost dead. I got sober almost 2 year a relapsed went on a 2 week binge. And i was on the verge of having hallucinations. If i wouldve have got any longer i think i nwouldve had dts again.
Yes absolutely they can!!! It’s the safest place to be. The symptoms are not nearly as bad in a detox center!! You can eat and sleep it’s what you need really. God bless man 🙏
Dog’s pancreatitis is likely due to monthly heartworm or flea and tick meds. Could also be shitty dog food related. My dogs had one health issue after another. We stopped their heartworm meds and started making their food. Zero issues now.
It turns out it wasn’t her pancreas, the horrible vets got that wrong…. She has a tumor I guess either on her spleen or liver. So we are currently waiting on an ultra sound to see what’s going on. I do think diet is a huge part of it!!! Thank you for this comment, god bless 🙏
@@Slayer-7373 Yea. It’s hard to know which toxin is the culprit. When I found out they have to add yellow dye to dog food because the production process turned it gray, I knew I had to stop feeding them that crap. Here’s what I feed them now: Pack of chicken leg quarters from aldi $6 on average (TONS of meat) Brown rice $1.50 a bag Kale $2.50 a bag Peas $2 a bag Slow cooke the chicken and kale in crockpot over night. Take chicken out, Meat slides off the bones. Scoop a little broth out and to make the rice in. Throw the bones back in the crock pot. Let that cook all day, at some point you can throw the peas in for a few minutes to unfreeze. Remove those. Everything stores in fridge. I will keep the broth in the fridge too to pour over their food or just as a snack throughout the day. They LOOOOVE IT. Chicken lasts about a week for two small dogs. The other ingredients last longer. Especially that bag of rice. Way cheaper than dog food and once you get a method down, making it isn’t all that time consuming as it’s just cooking as you go about your day.
Slay I was going to tell you This Gen may be too afraid to try street drugs in this day. I’d hate to see an uptick in alcohol related early liver disease or death for those under 21. Does that make sense ?
I was in severe klonopin withdrawal, an i wzs sitting on my floor in my room, an i was watching a scary movie an i seen a shadow figure walk by me an got a real intense evil feelimg. So i jumped up an ran out.
I went down a slightly different path but it got to the point the taste of alcohol got disgusting and would get sick and headaches even with three drinks. I think all my prayers and many times close death situations, I think my body made it to where I can’t ingest it as I use to or god maybe had something to do with it.
Dude!!!! This is exactly where I’m at!!! I often say I think God put that in as A mechanism to stop us from drinking!! It’s wild. Check out the “kindling effect” on google!! Very real and crazy stuff. Much love brotha
We were just talking about smart recovery in my IOP group!! I definitely want to check it out more. What’s dharma group? That reminds me of the show Lost lol.
Yes it’s absolutely horrible my friend!! “Crawling out of my skin” is the perfect analogy for withdrawal. You feel like the inside of you wants to jump out of your skin and run lol. It’s like an adrenaline pump and it’s intense! I appreciate your comments my friend! Thank you. 🙏
Turns out her pancreas was having issues because of her spleen!! I guess her spleen has a tumor. I don’t think the onion ring was beer bartered but it sounds like it had nothing to do with it anyways. Anyways god bless you my friends!!! 💯🙏
4:56 for symptoms!!!
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Slayer you are the sweetest guy and I’m pulling for you…. You can do it…. Just one day at a time. But your heart is so full with love and it’s helping us sick people like you don’t even realize . Thanks🌸
Thanks Slayer. You and Bat Country are kindred spirits and you are helping us all. Keep at it man. You are making a difference to lots of people.
Hey thank you my friend!!! This is an awesome comment :), shout out to bat country. God bless man 🙏
Ok. After the worst hangover in my history of drinking. I believe I have finally gotten the motivation I need to move forward. Wish me luck everyone. Pray for me to have strength to get through this crap. I know I am ultimately responsible for this..... Anyway any prayers will be appreciated. Good video Lil bro. Keep it up. Take care of yourself. See you soon.
@@jeromesmith1662 this is absolutely beautiful my friend….. you are taking the first step to reclaiming your life again. The strength and courage it takes I know first hand and I’m very, very proud of you brother. God bless you, may the lord guide you on a sober path my friend, in Jesus name, amen.
Keep me updated 🙏🙏
It's time to be responsible.....
Sending prayers to you!! Wishing you strength on your sober journey!!! May God be with you always!!! 🙏🙏🙏
@@jeromesmith1662 At least you say you're responsible,its a good sign;a lot just play dumb and make up fairy tales avoiding responsibility
Yes you tell the truth.... I'm done with the bull shit. My self improvement starts every morning. I have not had a drink of alcohol this week. I have had a thought or two about it.... I'm so over the bull shit @@XRZ65
No pressure to make videos, we're happy with the videos we get.
@@oldonetwoable :) i appreciate this so much. Thank you 🖤
Slayer brother. Great to see you. Another positive and much needed video for this community. Keep up the amazing work and stay strong.
Caesar!!! My friend!! Thank you brother!
One day at a time man, god bless 🙏
Don't let this channel turn out toxic for you, share when you want to share. Also, don't let this channel make you feel like you have to "stay sober for us" or anything along those lines. Love you slayer the player, congratulations on the milestone, you know you're gonna feel better on day 50.
It's really weird, and extremely comfortingly how similar our situations have been. Thank you for sharing your life with us. Gang gang 💛
I needed this comment today bro thank you!!! Y’all help me so much!!!! 🙏🙏
I'm really proud of you Slayer - 41 days is fantastic. The first time I REALLY tried to get sober I only made 40 days. It's great that you're so busy...it will help to keep you sober and you're also doing things to work on yourself (your spiritual side with Bible study and your sobriety out patient therapy).
Appreciate you josh, thanks brother 🙏, I can tell you genuinely want the best for me and i the same for you.
I was being a creep the other night lol and checking out your instagram and I saw you got sober on my b-day man. We are more connected than you think!!! God bless bro. 🙏
@@Slayer-7373 Ha, that's what Instagram is for (it's a public profile). That's a crazy co incidence about your bday being my sobriety day!
@@archangel_josh kind of blew my mind haha. Pretty cool though.
Ahhhh, Slayer... I'm so sorry about all that Chancey is going through!! Pancreatitis of all things. Poor thing!! I'll be praying for her. I'll be praying for you too, my friend!! That you CONTINUE to find your strength and wield it, and to thank God for having your back!! Congratulations big time on 41 days!! ❤🎉🎊🎉❤️(42 now) I hope that you're proud. Your schedule sounds so hectic, but so positive. Please continue to take care of yourself!! As for this video, these symptoms sound like torture. I've dealt with anxiety in the aftermath of drinking. Depression as well. I was probably more irritable and less patient at first, but I had it so easy in comparison to all of this. I'm so glad you're doing well. I'm sending chance so many hugs, and big love to you from NY, my friend!! I pray for a speedy recovery for your girl. ❤❤🙏❤❤
Amanda you and your comments always have a way of making me smile!!! Even in some of my darkest times and i appreciate that so much!!! 🙏 thank you many times over. I heard you and a few others are going to be starting up a discord on LD’s channel and I think that’s so awesome!!! I’ll definitely make sure to hop in there and chat with everyone. Thank you for the good vibes sent to chance, she needs it. God bless and much love ! 🙏🖤
@@Slayer-7373 always, slayer!!! I hope you're having a wonderful day. I can't wait until we get this thing going. It's going to be a lot of fun and I think really helpful to many 😁 ❤️
Slayer, I stumbled across your channel a few weeks ago and I just want you to know it has helped me IMMENSELY with staying sober. I relate to you a lot on being an extreme alcoholic. Thank you for sharing all of your stories and experiences with being an addict. Sending you much love on your sobriety journey!🤍
@@chloewise9337 this is so awesome 🙏🖤, thank you so much!!!!! I make these videos for people like yourself. Honestly making them helps me just as much as it helps y’all. Much love and god bless, glad you’re on this joinery with me.
Praying for you & Chancey -- she is going to pull through -- Dogs are our Everything -- nothing but Pure Love 💗
🖤🙏thank you so much.
Excellent video slayer. Happy to hear you and LD will be collaborating.
Hey thanks Jeff!!! I’m looking forward to it as well bro!! God bless! 🙏
Prayers for the dog man. 🙏 congrats on 41 days! Keep it going dude
I appreciate you brother, thank you for being awesome and thank you for the prayers!!! God bless man. 🙏
The Boys are back in town! Another Slayer and LD interview! Yeah!
💪💪 it’s going to be awesome!! I can’t wait!! We plan to film sunday!!!
Congrats on 41 days. Keeping busy is good stuff. What an informing video. You’ve been through so much. Remind yourself of that of that the next time you have an opportunity to drink.
Hey thank you brother!!!! You’re 100% right man. I hope you’re doing great my friend.
Once again, thanks for the reminder that drinking ends in pain. Theses vids are so helpful.
Hey thank you atlas!!! 🙏 god bless
Congrats on those 41 days! I waited awhile on my last video so I could cover my two-month thing. That is weird that the dog got pancreatitis. I sent some positive energy that way. I just woke up and I saw you posted. We will hook up and do something soon - I am curious to see what you and LD have cooked up. Alcohol withdrawal is awful. You take it easy.
Hey shades 👋, thank you brother! We will link up soon and make it happen!! It’s really cool to see us all on the sober path together. Hope you’re having a great day man, god bless bro.
@@Slayer-7373 Sure thing, man.
slayer im 8 days sober today. 21/26 this month so far. a year ago i wouldnt have thought this was possible.
Woah!!!! WAY TO GO 🎉🎉Stay around I promise it gets better
That is INCREDIBLE man!!!!! I’m proud of you!!! You should be proud of yourself though more importantly. You are reclaiming your life again Richard! Take control again, have that curse wear off you. I believe in you brother!! Keep me updated, keep up the good work.
Great, informative video!! Good that you stressed that all those terrible symptoms happen at the same time!!! Congratulations on 41 days! Glad the IOP is really buoying you up. Don't feel pressure to produce videos. They're excellent whenever they come out. Peace!! 🙏🙏🙏
:) thank you Kathryn, your comments always bring a smile to my face. God bless
So many prayers for Chancey and Mom. ❤
Hey thank you Rita!!! 🙏🙏
Your doing good I'm praying for chancy, alot of people that went through alcohol withdraw drs alot if the time put patients on xanax, Ativan, klonopin or Valium and they end up purely on disability benzodiazepine withdraw can last for 5 or more years and yes insomnia is 1 of them it's like your stuck on some lsd or acid trip I don't drink much but I'm on clonazepam and the spasms and seizures are real and believe it or not having a heart attack ain't out if the rilm of possibility, you get food sensitivities expecually sugar but keep yout head up bro your going to get through this!
Eye opening comment for me man about benzos… very interesting. It’s something about those gaba drugs brother, it’s so strange. A bad lsd trip is honestly not a bad way to describe it.
Also thank you my friend! 🙏🙏 god bless.
@@Slayer-7373 trust me how well I know
Thumbs Up 👍 and shared out. I will keep Chancy in my prayers.🙏 She doesn’t understand what is going on and it feels like death. Poor sweet baby. 🐕
🖤🖤🖤 thanks so much Cindy.
You look fabulous, my friend! Keep up the amazing work!! 💪🎉
Awe thank you stepha!!! 💪one day at a time!! Much love!
Please keep making videos
Don’t worry I ain’t going anywhere Dominick!!! I appreciate you brother, thank you!!
Hey Slay, another video first thing in the morning. Love waking up and hearing all the progress you’re making. If no one has told you recently, I’m so proud of you 😊. I’m sorry to hear chancie is not feeling well, Pancreatitis ugh poor pooch. I hope she starts feeling better soon. I’m sending healing ❤️🩹 energy and will keep her in my thoughts. I really hate when they’re not feeling well as they are helpless. Last thing, I love the thought to catch up with you. Although, we are in different spectrums as it pertains to this topic, what I can say is you have enlightened me. At the end of the day all roads lead to the same dead end if you don’t pump the brakes. I’m grateful and humbled I was able to see clearly, thank YOU! Well it’s probably close to time for you to get up and tackle the day!! Go get it and enjoy the sunshine!! Much love as always 💜 Slay!
Hey micru!!! 🖤🖤 I needed to read this comment today…. It’s been a rough day. I’m thankful though for this community and sobriety. You lifted my spirits a bit like you always do. Much love 🖤
Also I heard LD is starting up a discord and I’m super excited for that!!! I’m sure I’ll see you in there. God bless!!
@@Slayer-7373 I know it…I can feel the energy. Totally understandable, I’m glad I was able to provide a little relief. It will be ok. I’m putting that to the universe just know that chasey feels your families love. 💕 yes I’ll be on the discord as well. So many ppl
need someone. Just like you’ve been here for me, LD too, and so many others it’s important
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@@Micru866 :) 🖤🖤 thank you so much, looking forward to chatting. One day we will have a mega meet up and get all of us together!!! I’m determined!!!
@@Slayer-7373I’m going to hold you to that. We better meet up F2F. You know when you just don’t feel complete well that’s the feeling so we have to make it right. It just needs to happen…
@@Micru866 agreed!!! MUST happen!!!
Great video. My country has a good system today, but in the 90's, i was thrown into a prison cell when they caught me with heroin. Had to stay there and was forced to go cold from heroin, alcohol and lorazepam (ativan) at the same time. That was really bad, it could have killed me, but nobody gave a shit in these days. Like today, the inmates can get methadone, they can get benzos and see a doctor when it comes to withdrawal, even getting hospitalised, but for me, there was no help. So i had to go through the entire withdrawal on my own and that was really bad.
Still, it's a problem, that nobody can tell the addicts which symptoms they'll get. Some get it more easy than others, they don't get the full spectrum. It can not even be told when the consume is analyzed, how long and how much someone did drink, it's just a dice roll, you can only hope the best. But anyway, best is to get medical help anyway.
Hey Jack thank you so much brother!!
Detoxing In a prison cell sounds absolutely brutal…… I could only imagine what was going through your head when you were trapped in there. That’s a real life nightmare on top of a nightmare. Thank god they take withdrawal more serious nowadays!! It’s probably because so many died unfortunately.
I appreciate your comment man, god bless 🙏 im glad you’re here to tell the tale.
We got you Slay
I trust you fully rn
Please try to give yourself some grace.
Oh Slay I’m so sorry
Yes dogs can get pancreatitis from just eating a scrap.
I’m praying for Chancie Slay ❤❤❤❤
WTG 41days
You keep being busy bud
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Aw Slayer. Don’t beat yourself up! Life happens and there’s nothing you can do about it. Poor Chancey! I pray he’s going to be alright. I’m praying. Congrats on 41 🎯🎯💪🏻⭐️🥇days sweety. I look forward to the collab video with you and LD ! You’re so brave and strong! Way to go 👍🏻🤟
Hey thank you Mona 🖤🙏
Getting auditory hallucinations with the DTs is the only reason I'm sober today....alcohol withdrawal almost killed me at 25, god willing, I'll be celebrating 2 years of sobriety October 1st a month before I turn 28
The lord had other plans for you man. You are here for a reason and went through that chaos for a reason. Congratulations on the sober time, you should be extremely proud of yourself bro. God bless 🙏🙏
Also I know how awful the auditory hallucinations are!!! 😪
Really good video, thank you for being real. I'm happy to hear you're doing well.
Yeah, being busy is sometimes hard but being unemployed with nothing to latch on is so much worse, let me tell ya. Things are getting better though, as they almost always do.
Hey thanks so much ILAA!!! It’s so good to hear from you!!! 🖤🙏, you’ve been here from the beginning and that’s just awesome.
Like you said just hang in there, things will get better!!! Feel free to message me any time!! Much love and god bless! 🙏
You’re doing so well. Thanks for the fascinating insight into it all. It sounds terrifying. ❤🤗for you xx
Thanks so much jean 🙏🖤
Sending prayers and love for Chancey
🙏🙏🙏 thank you so much!!
Last time I went through it I had hemorrhoids from shitting so much. And closed eye visuals of deformed mutilated faces and violent horror scenes. I’m totally done. Never again.
Pure hell my friend, stay with that attitude. NEVER AGAIN!!
God bless bro 🙏
Prayers for Chancey 🙏
I completely agree on the fact that alcohol is demonic. Because many people regardless of their cultural or religious background see the same stuff.
For me it was like I couldn’t tell if I was dreaming or awake. And for example one time I saw strange people digging up graves in my garden in the summertime while snow came down.
When you try to talk or shout at them they wouldn’t react but oddly you kinda feel they know you a there. Very strange and scary.
Also I like to add to the list “dry puking”. It’s like when nothing is in your stomach because you couldn’t eat but you have the urge to puke and the only thing that’s coming out is some neon yellow substance.
Great times.
Anyway keep up the great work it’s a good reminder of not going down this route again. Thank you 🙏
Hey smitty thank you brother!!!!
100% man it’s definitely demonic. That sounds wilddddd. I was listening to a podcast the other day about someone who had a NDE because of their drinking and they said they also saw people digging graves and corpses, it’s insane.
Also yes dry heaving bile, I’ve been there and it’s horrible!!!
I’m glad we are both staying away from that poison!!! God bless man.
It depends on what you drank and how intoxicated you are.If its something severe,you need tapering for sure.Or detox.Speaking of tapering,its actually just tapering,not drink itself.You won't feel almost any good anyways,so no point to go on.I did last times like this:bad sleep first,taper and stable one afterwards.Sure,you still feel icky for a couple of days,but no danger.Again,its individual and depends on severity of intoxication.Might need more steps,but its the only safe way without detox,in my opinion
100% agree Michael!!! You’ve gotta know yourself and what you need and can handle.
God bless brother!! 🙏
I had pancreatitis...worst pain and darkest two days in my life. Being in the hospital literally the day after i turned 24 from that was grim. I felt like i was in that fuckdd up movie requium for a dream
From every single person I’ve ever heard from that has had pancreatitis has said how absolutely awful it is. I’m sorry you had to go through that bro, I’ve had acute pancreatitis twice and it was not fun!! I could only imagine full blown. This comment is wild, sounds like you were in like a half waking nightmare. Booze is just insane man I’m glad you’re here to tell the tale.
God bless 🙏
I seen delirium Dirk's story and it's and your story is worse then a horror movie. R.I.P Dirk
my last drunk i hallucinated .god bless my friend for his patience I said that's it I have to quit. I was violently shaking, for days, had adrenaline rushes while trying to sleep. I even strained the left side of my neck triggering my tinnitus-it hurt ao so bad. I think this is the hardest thing to quit. I'm living in hell I have strong cravings everyday and still have panic attacks but it lessened.. Best advice is remember how bad you felt. Thank you for your content. You're doing really good not drinking anymore. Every day counts. I know I commented before but I wanted to comment again. I had all these symptoms and felt so much anger and guilt.
Yes delirium dirks story is absolutely horrific….. he seemed like a genuinely awesome guy it’s so sad that he’s not here anymore. His stories will live on forever 🙏.
Also I completely understand, it’s awful and I agree that it is the hardest thing to quit. It’s a pure nightmare.
The thanks goes right back to you!!!! Y’all help me stay sober, y’all help me just as much and I mean that. Also feel free to comment any time no worries at all!!!!
God bless 🙏🖤
I really appreciate your video , I made it 5 days without alcohol and I relapsed because I couldn't sleep and I feel kinda shit about it but I know I've got to start again, the worst withdrawals i had was when I was drinking vodka around the clock omg never again .
Hey i appreciate your comment my friend 🙏 thank you. I often say making these videos help me just as much as they help y’all.
Don’t feel like crap bro, don’t beat yourself up. Just get back on that horse and try again. I’ve relapsed so many times at this point I’ve lost count but I ALWAYS try again. Just keep trying, you will get it. Keep me updated bro, god bless.
@@Slayer-7373 Hey mate thank you for your reply I really appreciate that and watching your video and hearing about your experience has made me feel a lot better it's good to know that I'm not the only one that experiences withdrawals like that which are just like you said the worst thing in the world, and i know exactly what you mean by family giving you bad advice even tho they're there for you because if you haven't experienced alcohol withdrawal people just don't understand how awful it is,It's a very lonely thing to go through, although I relapsed but because I made it 5 days without a drink I now don't need alcohol around a clock but the not being able to sleep thing is just horrible as well but I'm gonna start again from now and I'll definitely keep you posted on how I'm doing, also how long does it take for the insomnia to go away, seriously thank you so much again for your video and sharing your experience you should definitely do more videos about it and give your advice for people that are drinking and trying to get sober.
Bat country said that the violence seen in DT’s can sometimes be registered as real by the brain like you actually saw it. So you could get a form of PTSD. What do you think?
Yes absolutely! I have slight ptsd from some of my withdrawal symptoms. Boo 👻 ze is no joke!!!
@@Slayer-7373 wow
Keep telling the stories, good on you
💪thanks clay!!! I appreciate you brother!! God bless!
Alcohol is a very difficult substance to quit because of how it's advertised. Everytime you decide to not drink is very powerful and shows you have extreme resiliency. I'm a recovering opioid addict and know the struggle, gratitude is the short answer but easier said then done. Never give up, play the tape thru. Remember how terrible those withdrawals are, and they do get worse over time.
Absolutely man, it’s glorified and normalized in our society. On tv shows, movies, TH-cam ads I mean you name it it’s everywhere. Not including pretty much any social place you go sells booze.
I appreciate this comment man, each time we say no we get stronger. I always say it doesn’t matter the substance we can all relate because at the end of the day we are addicts. God bless bro
Worry about getting yourself good and staying that way bro!
You’re 100% right drew. Thank you brother 🙏🙏
Thanks for another video, Slayer❤
:) thanks Olivia!!! The thanks goes to this awesome community!
I couldn’t quit if my drug of choice was alcohol
Y’all are warriors
Awe thanks Kristen 🙏🖤
congratulations on 41 days!! proud of you bro
@@qwayzayyy1 hey thanks bro!!! 💪🙏
Looking healthy man. Keep it up
Hey thank you so much bill!!! God bless 🙏
My absolute disdain For withdrawal is what keeps me from drinking. Every time i get that itch driving past the liquor store i remind myself what a living hell it is. Good video 👍🏼.
Hey thank you brother 🙏🙏, also yes it’s true hell!!!
17:22 are spirits a gateway to the spirit world?
I believe so man, I believe so….. creepy enough to say…
People who are not alcoholic don’t understand the difference between a bad hangover and alcohol withdrawal. It’s a huge difference to be physically dependent on alcohol. Needing it just to be able to function,eat breakfast, daily activities etc. Diabolical withdrawal.
Withdrawal is like a hangover on the most powerful TRT steroid known to man. NO JOKE
Praying for little Chance poor babe ♥️
🙏 thank you so much Emma!! They are much appreciated.
_Always good to see my man. Scary stuff. FYI... Don't feel you need to respond to my comments. Just want to encourage your journey in what little way I can._
@@donc.123 I enjoy replying my friend, I feel like at least a thank you must be said because you guys are always showing me love and giving me encouragement. You took the time out of your day to comment, the least I can do is say thanks brother. God bless 🙏
I’m still looking forward to you talking about your psychedelic experiences
I have not forgot!! I will have to make a video on this!! Thank you my friend! 🙏
@@Slayer-7373 i just wish i could try some psychedelics for myself i think they really show you a glimpse of the what the afterlife is going to be like
@@domonickmatheson5080 how old are you brother? Have you never tripped before?
@@Slayer-7373 i’m 31 years old and I’ve never done psychedelics but it is something im interested in wanting to experience
@@domonickmatheson5080 that’s pretty awesome man, check out your mate Tom here on TH-cam. He’s got some great videos for first time tripping. I will definitely have to make a video on this and stop just talking about it!!! It’s wild that’s for sure.
Get well soon baby Chance 🐶 ❤
Thank you!! 🖤🙏
Good video
Hey thanks red snapper 🙏:), you are awesome man!!!
I quit alcohol for a few months after drinking between 12-20 alcoholic units damn near every single day of my life for about 5 years. Thank god I didn’t have most of those symptoms after I quit. The only physical symptom that I think I can tie to alcohol withdrawal was probably this really horrible headache I had the second full day I was sober. It felt like a hangover headache to me but slightly different. Luckily that went away by the third day. My anxiety and agitation may have spiked a little bit but I’m naturally pretty anxious anyway. The depression I certainly felt and extreme tiredness and excessive hunger was a bitch to deal with for the entire time I was sober, which was only for a few months. Nobody really explained the tiredness and cravings for food. I also felt the need to constantly drink liquids, it’s like I had developed some oral fixation lol. Anyways. I’ve been back to drinking quite heavy again for about six months now. My main thing I struggle with is wanting to drink when shit gets too stressful for me. And that always sends me basically right back to my old habits. If I get drunk even once. I really do think I could get the extreme withdrawals you’re talking about here if I continue on the path I’m on for a few years though.
I can relate to everything you just said bro. You’re right about the food cravings, I also find myself needing some sort of beverage with me at all times. Water, coffee, a soda it doesn’t matter but I need something.
In my IOP rehab group we were talking about stress and how to deal with it. It’s different for everyone and something I’m definitely working on, but it can be done. Finding healthy ways to deal with our stress instead of running to that bottle.
The fact that you went multiple months without a drink proves you can do it brother. We all get there at our own time but trust me it only gets worse and worse. I never thought my alcoholism would get as bad as it has. I never thought I’d experience the withdrawal I’ve had. For a long time I didn’t, then it all changed and got worse than it already was.
You seem to know that you need to stop so you’re already on the right path. Just take action my friend. I’m here to uplift and support bro.
God bless and keep me updated!
Yep I’ve been up once 6full days into 7 nights.
No lie
I couldn’t get out of bed after discharge.
Klonopin hits the same part of the brain alcohol does.
Yep seizures
I couldn’t talk, put thoughts together, try to heat up food in micro couldn’t do it.
This was going cold turkey in rehab from Klonopin.
Doc wouldn’t allow it & I self admitted myself for depression.
Never abused it ever
I’ve taken it for 25yrs now.
Scary af
Day 3 trying to stop a 2 drink a day habit. I know that sounds crazy but it's useless for me to keep doing. Im halfway thru nursing school and am learning how devastating alcohol is to the body...period. Best to everyone in here ❤
This is so awesome!!!! 👏 🙌 it doesn’t sound crazy at All!! Good on you. It’s straight poison, no health benefits at all! Might as well stop while your behind right? Keep up the good work 💪
That is so true bro. I had terrible DTs to the point that i was almost dead. I got sober almost 2 year a relapsed went on a 2 week binge. And i was on the verge of having hallucinations. If i wouldve have got any longer i think i nwouldve had dts again.
2 years is incredible bro, be safe!!!! You can do it again 100%.
If you go to the hospital can they manage the symptoms of withdrawal? Sleep meds etc?
Yes absolutely they can!!! It’s the safest place to be. The symptoms are not nearly as bad in a detox center!! You can eat and sleep it’s what you need really. God bless man 🙏
The paranoia is the fucking worst for at least the first 3 days. That and being irritated by the smallest of things.
It’s absolutely awfulc
Such a great reminder and so accurate.
🙏thanks so much crank, I’m glad it could help my friend!
Is there a way you could make your video screen feed bigger?
Maybe by turning it to the side, I should definitely start doing that!! 🙏 god bless man
Dog’s pancreatitis is likely due to monthly heartworm or flea and tick meds. Could also be shitty dog food related.
My dogs had one health issue after another. We stopped their heartworm meds and started making their food. Zero issues now.
It turns out it wasn’t her pancreas, the horrible vets got that wrong…. She has a tumor I guess either on her spleen or liver. So we are currently waiting on an ultra sound to see what’s going on. I do think diet is a huge part of it!!!
Thank you for this comment, god bless 🙏
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Yea. It’s hard to know which toxin is the culprit. When I found out they have to add yellow dye to dog food because the production process turned it gray, I knew I had to stop feeding them that crap.
Here’s what I feed them now:
Pack of chicken leg quarters from aldi $6 on average (TONS of meat)
Brown rice $1.50 a bag
Kale $2.50 a bag
Peas $2 a bag
Slow cooke the chicken and kale in crockpot over night. Take chicken out, Meat slides off the bones. Scoop a little broth out and to make the rice in. Throw the bones back in the crock pot. Let that cook all day, at some point you can throw the peas in for a few minutes to unfreeze. Remove those. Everything stores in fridge. I will keep the broth in the fridge too to pour over their food or just as a snack throughout the day. They LOOOOVE IT. Chicken lasts about a week for two small dogs. The other ingredients last longer. Especially that bag of rice.
Way cheaper than dog food and once you get a method down, making it isn’t all that time consuming as it’s just cooking as you go about your day.
Love your vids
Awe thank you!!! 🙏🖤
Fantastic advice Slayer! Listen to your body. It's telling you when things aren't right. Get medical help if you have to
Thanks moose 🙏🙏, god bless you my friend.
I need to listen to it more often.
@@Mmoose712 oh this is Angela!! Haha
Slay I was going to tell you
This Gen may be too afraid to try street drugs in this day. I’d hate to see an uptick in alcohol related early liver disease or death for those under 21.
Does that make sense ?
Yes, how crazy right?
What's your favorite Slayer album?
I don’t listen to much slayer nowadays but if I had to pick I’d definitely say hell awaits 🤘 😈😬
Did you paint the doggies behind you?
I did not but it is a beautiful paint ain’t it? Dogs are special creatures for sure man. 🙏
@@Slayer-7373 for sure!
I would not feel obligated to post every day. If you have insight or are inspired to share then I would post.
🙏i appreciate this vinnie, thank you man for the understanding.
I was in severe klonopin withdrawal, an i wzs sitting on my floor in my room, an i was watching a scary movie an i seen a shadow figure walk by me an got a real intense evil feelimg. So i jumped up an ran out.
That sounds horrible man I’m sorry 🙏
How painful is pancreatitis
Very painful!!
i will pray for your moms kitty. 🙏🙏
Thinking of you.
Sorry I meant her dog. I was thinking of my daughter's kitty who was very sic k last yr.
🖤🙏hey Debbie!!! Thank you so much!!! She needs them! God bless
I went down a slightly different path but it got to the point the taste of alcohol got disgusting and would get sick and headaches even with three drinks. I think all my prayers and many times close death situations, I think my body made it to where I can’t ingest it as I use to or god maybe had something to do with it.
Dude!!!! This is exactly where I’m at!!! I often say I think God put that in as A mechanism to stop us from drinking!! It’s wild. Check out the “kindling effect” on google!! Very real and crazy stuff. Much love brotha
Spot on bro. Wouldn't wish that ahit on anyone. Night times were fuckin hell.
Wouldn’t wish it on our worse enemy because we know how f*^in awful it is!!
God bless bro!! 🙏
Watching Slayers videos before going to bed. ❤️
8/24/24
Awe thanks so much :) 🙏🙏
Have any of you done smart recovery or dharma recovery
We were just talking about smart recovery in my IOP group!! I definitely want to check it out more. What’s dharma group? That reminds me of the show Lost lol.
Boy that's rough I suffer from high dosses of Methadone withdrawals that is pure hell.
Pure hell indeed. It’s awful
@@Slayer-7373 I know brother I know! I hope your doing better man, peace. Good on you bud!.
The worst symptom I had was the anxiety attacks where my heart and body felt like it was racing, nauseous stomach…
You feel like you want to escape out of your own skin. I now understand the term “crawling out of my skin” and what that feels like.
Yes it’s absolutely horrible my friend!! “Crawling out of my skin” is the perfect analogy for withdrawal. You feel like the inside of you wants to jump out of your skin and run lol. It’s like an adrenaline pump and it’s intense!
I appreciate your comments my friend! Thank you. 🙏
0:51 holy cow 🐮. Hope your mum’s dog is ok. What an irony pancreatitis. A beer battered onion ring consumed?
Onions and garlic are not good for dogs.
Any kind of people food can cause a canine to develop pancreatitis.. some breeds more susceptible than others.
Turns out her pancreas was having issues because of her spleen!! I guess her spleen has a tumor. I don’t think the onion ring was beer bartered but it sounds like it had nothing to do with it anyways.
Anyways god bless you my friends!!! 💯🙏
@@Slayer-7373 hopefully 🤞 things will be ok for chancie
KeepGrinding
💪💯one day at a time my friend.
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You want to sleep but you can't is horrible, only thing that help is benzodiazepines to put you to sleep
Benzos are the ONLY thing that’s ever helped me through withdrawal! It’s a nightmare.
But don't you have withdrawals when you stop using the Ben?@@Slayer-7373
I had severe d ts hallucinations.
They are no joke!
@@Slayer-7373 I'm doin better now. U got my sub joun EY one
@@Slayer-7373 respect
Are you Native American
I have native in me!! Not full though!
God bless bro.
just upload whenever man its not a big deal just do your irl
Appreciate the understanding bro, thank you 🙏
Man….
I know right Joyce!! 🙏
@@Slayer-7373 😉