You are so loved by this community brother, it's so honourable that you've chosen to share yourself with the world in this way, keep shining brother you are saving lives and even if you encourage one person to better their life by getting sober, really ponder if that would make all of your troubles and challenges in this life worth it. Love ya mane let's make 2025 a year of connecting with God
This small TH-cam channel and meeting/interacting with you guys has been the biggest blessing in my life recently. It’s like you said even if it’s just one person that gets helped by watching this videos, than my mission is accomplished. Love y’all, that sounds like a great way to start the year brotha. God bless 🙏
There's no emotion more underrated than, _"Man...I'm tired of this sh*t."_ When you've finally hit that point is when real change starts to happen. That is, if you can keep it.
Congratulations on staying sober throughout the holidays! I relapsed myself, but not nearly as bad as I have in the past, so I don’t have much withdrawal symptoms this time. But now I’m back up on the horse with the goal of doing one whole year without a drop of alcohol.
Thank you my brotha!!! Good on you for getting back on that horse man and not letting it get out of hand!! I’m with you on the year sober from alcohol!! Let’s do it!!!!!! God bless bro and best of luck. 🙏
Im 40yrs old been an opiate addict most my life. You're right when you say as long as you still living and have breath you can fight. But i get stuck on what im fighting for. What do i want? Stay up and stay the path.
This is random but you look good for 40 bro!! I thought you were like 30 years old haha. But anyways you’re 100% right it’s true. As long as we are here on this earth there is that chance to fight. And to that second part I’d say for a lot of us that’s different. We gotta find something worth fighting for as cliche as that sounds. That’s why I got into the Bible and looking into God and just asking myself questions like “why am I here?” There is a purpose for us being here it’s just not always easy to find what you should be doing. Don’t give up man because one day if you do or I do and something happens or we get sick real bad…. The regret we would feel even if right now we don’t think we would, it would be awful. One day at a time brotha, we can do this. Keep your head up. 💯
If you don't mind me chiming in here, opiates were my thing. I was a patient in a methadone clinic for 17 long years. I haven't had any opiates in 3 years, methadone included. I had to have a surgery last March but I told my doctor I had opiate use disorder. He didn't send me home with anything at my request. All I got was what they gave for the surgery & some strong ibuprofen. It wasn't a huge surgery, so that's why I decided to do that. I worry about future surgeries or injuries. What will I do then? I'll cross that bridge when I get there. Anyways, I'm 42 now & I got stuck in my early 20s. I really got stuck! I thought I was gonna die a patient at the clinic. I didn't see a way I could ever get off it. January of 2021, my handcuffs were finally unlocked. It was a long, tedious journey. I lowered my dosage like 1 or 2 milligrams at a time & gave my body time to adjust to it before I attempted it again. It took 5 years to get from 140mg to 10mg. I just dropped it after 10. I didn't even go down to zero because I had no withdrawals at that point. I never felt so free! I cried that morning because I was so happy! My body was functioning on it's own. If you ever need someone to talk to you can reach out to me. Never give up!!! 💜
Thanks brotha!!! Someone else told me the same exact thing lol. They were like “well now if you were tempted to drink you probably won’t” lol. Wasn’t planning on it but yea it’s definitely a distraction being sick. Much love and god bless bro!
I spent new Year's sober as well, unfortunately my boyfriend has taken a turn for the worse and I'm begging him to get help.Im happy you had a sober New Year's. that's awesome 👍🏼 keep up the good work Slayer and feel better soon!
Really appreciate you know to Thank God…. And that you DO publicly acknowledge Him. There’s blessings in that. Praise God! Continue in Faith ; that’s were real success and healing is🥰
My husband has the same crazy cold , on top of recently become cancer free , cause he still goes to work so he’s around other people . I hope u feel better Slayer , I love your sense of humor , the petroleum 😜. We love you too , again feel better . Happy new year to you 🍾🎉🎁🎊🎈🎆🙏🏾🙏🏾🥰
Way to go, Slayer. Happy New Year and a day at a time. I'm just coming off a week's bender but ate loads throughout, so the WDs were fairly minimal. We got this, brother!
Slay you know what I started noticing all the times I’d relapse? After getting sober again I’d end up sick with a cold. U may have the flu Fever Goosebumps Stay well Slay 🫶🏻🫶🏻♥️
Yes Kristen I’ve been wondering if this has anything to do with my immune system from all the drinking. Would not shock me at all, each day I hope to get better. Hope you’re well Kristen, much love 🙏
Thanks be to God I haven't gotten sick... I've been GRINDING on the cardio in the freezing rain lol. Probably boosted my immunity levels sky high (also not drinking like an absolute idiot helps lol) All the physical and mental pain I'm going through is so worth it! My WORST day not loaded is WAYYYY better than getting absolutely s*** housed... Praise God. Today was EXTREMELY difficult but I did not get drunk to cope...instead i walked over 11,000 steps and lifted weights. Feel better J, you'll be better in no time brother! God bless my dude. 🙏
That’s a blessing brother 💯🙏!!! Also that sounds absolutely epic. Running in the rain?? Dude you’re a warrior. Love the positive attitude I’ll be where you’re at soon!!! God bless
@@Slayer-7373ML&R! There’s definitely something going around. I know many people who are hospitalized because of it. Yet apparently it’s not c-19. Take extra good care of you. Yes Puffs are a must. Also Blistex chap stick will help tremendously. I’m praying for you.🙏💞
Hey, I hope you feel better. I'm currently in the hospital, had to get my gull bladder out, and my liver is severely in flamed. I know it's from all the drinking I did in the past. Good to hear you didn't drink on New years. You're doing great. I know how hard it is to not drink, especially on holidays. Have a good one and get over that cold. I really appreciate how positive you try and stay it's hard to stay positive and not just let all the negative thoughts and emotions take over. I was literally balling my eyes out here because I thought I had some kind of cancer. I got so angry because I thought I'd still end up getting stomach cancer due to all the drinking, and it felt like alcohol is still winning even though i haven't had any for so long. I'm having other issues, too, but for now, I don't have a gull bladder anymore and I'm in so much pain but anyway I'll stop talking🙏❤🌺
I’m so sorry Stacy!!! Prayers out for you 🙏🙏🙏 also thank you 🖤. That totally sucks that you’re going through that h*ll!! I know you’re in pain and I’m sure your emotions are all over but please try to stay positive if you can 🖤!!! You are a warrior you will come out the other side of this stronger!! 🙏💪
Yay!!! I got through New Year's as well!! Well, Cali sober. Lol. Then woke up this morning with a cough & body aches. I got some kind of funk! Probably from our company over New Years. It was a little challenging because our company was drinking but I did manage. I don't do well socially at gatherings without alcohol. I'm just the weird, quiet person in the corner. I'm learning to be okay with that. I don't need to change into something I'm not. I'm me for a reason. I hope you get to feeling better soon! If you like spice, get a soup with some kick to it. It may help get your sinuses going. Get some of that congestion up. Lots of water & herbal teas even, if you like tea. Hot herbal tea is good medicine. I'm making some lemon ginger tea now for myself. Rest well, & stay warm. Much love & light! 💜🙏
Proud of you crystal!!! 🖤🙏!! I can also relate to your pain of being sick! I hope to god we get fully over this soon!! Also that sounds like a fantastic remedy, some hot tea. 🙏 And im also usually the quite person in the corner, nothing wrong with that. Much love and god bless 🖤
Feel better Slayer!!! Happy New Year!!! I hope that 2025 is your best year yet. I wish the same for this whole, beautiful community!! Happy New Year, All! 🌟❤️🎊🎉❤️🌟
Happy new year Amanda!!! I hope nothing but the exact same!! Thank you for entering in this new year with me!!! January 11th last year was when I uploaded my very first video. Mind blowing, I don’t know why that makes me almost want to cry lol. Anyways much love and god bless 🖤
@Slayer-7373 ugghh that chokes me up a little, too! So happy to ring in the New Year with you, and I'm so happy to be here with you on this journey, my friend! Much love always. 😁❤️
Its what set me of 3 years i ate myself large reverted back to drinking was eating unhealthy got up dusted myself off joined a gym 5 minutes away from me play Pokemon go used the 4 floors of stairs along with a good buddy of mine known for 30 years helped out with food keep up what you doing good things happen
That sucks, man! Get well soon! There is definitely something going around in my area too! Some of my family members were sick with similar symptoms just before coming up to visit over the holidays. Now, both my parents are under the weather! Stay safe and healthy, brother! Happy New Year! 🙏❤
Appreciate that David thanks man!! Also yea it’s nasty and it’s all over the place. Most people I’ve talked to recently have been sick or are sick. I hope your parents get well soon brother!! Happy new year god bless 🙏
This is definitely a bittersweet year for me. Next April, I turn 21, and I live within a short walk away from a 24-hour gas station with all the booze I could ever want. It's been about a year since I have gotten drunk, but I can already feel my mouth watering over the thought of going for it again. It's like there is no rational thought when I'm like this. I'm so worried that this year will be the death of me. I hope I will have the strength when the time comes.
Hey bro let me say this and I’m not just blowing smoke, you’re EXTREMELY smart for a 20 year old and no offense but especially your generation. You have such an amazing future ahead of you man if you just stay away from that poison. Remember that’s what it is, I totally understand man if you have your mind set then nobody can talk you out of that but you. Ask god to give you the strength man, you are a warrior. I’m not planning to go back to booze so just walk the path with me. Look at my videos and stories they are all reminders on why you don’t want to drink. Unfortunately it doesn’t get any better the longer you drink. Anyways man keep me updated I believe in you. Just believe in yourself
Glad you made it through sober. It's not always easy but like you said, the New Year is about more than just entering oblivion. I went to an AA NYE party which I thought was gonna be kind of lame but was actually fun. This morning got up early and drove 8 hours from where I live in Montana, back to Idaho to visit some friends who are a positive impact in my life, and do some bird hunting. Good start so far.
I've been sick since Christmas eve eve 😢bad chest omg ,lost my voice through coughing ,headaches ,aching body sweats, never felt so rough 😫 x Happy new year all ,and to all who are ill heal soon as I hope I do myself 😮xx
I’m so sorry seg 🖤, I hope you start feeling better!! Everyone is getting sick it’s crazy!!! Doesn’t matter if you’re in the U.S or across seas like yourself. It’s wild!!! Happy new year and yes healing to us!! Please Lord! Much love
My daughter and grandaughter have been sick with a respiratory bug since October. I don't know if it's all separate viruses, or one stubborn one that won't go away. I feel ya Slater. It's no fun being sick! Best wishes in your sobriety journey.
Man it seems like everyone got hit with this crap at the same time!! Glad you’re getting over it man. Hope each day that goes by it just gets a little easier and I get healthier. God bless bro 🙏
We have all been sick, since Thanksgiving and Christmass. How happy was your family that you did not drink, or cause chaos, and was present. Keep up the good work. Vaseline is the best choice for your lips.
I’m sorry to hear that!!! It’s crazy it seems like everyone I’ve talked to has been sick or is sick!! And my family was extremely happy and proud of me and everyone else too who came sober. It was nice having a sober Christmas, no one screaming or being annoying fighting over nonsense. And thank you!!! I will try my best!!! Vaseline is the only thing that seems to work for me! Much love and god bless
Slayer!!!! Coincidentally I wound up in the ER diagnosed with diverticulitis 2 days ago. I’m fine. Just some antibiotics for a week. In 2018 I was still drinking pretty heavy, although not as heavy as a couple years before when I was consuming 48 beers give or take (I know, completely over the top) 4-5 days a week. I had to scale back a bit on the nights before work. There is way more to the story if you know what I mean. Anyway, ended up in hospital in 2018 with severe sepsis due to a kidney stone, I believe brought on by my excessive beer consumption. The point is, is that this time I was much more clear headed and hit the ER much sooner than I otherwise would have had I kept going with my bad self. Whether or not the diverticulitis is due to my previous consumption, who knows. I’m sure it didn’t help. But at least now I have the where with all to pay attention and take timely action. Get well little brother and keep up the good work!!
Holy crap man!!! I’m glad you’re okay!! What the heck is up with everyone getting so sick?? Also yea man booze is absolutely terrible for your immune system. I remember one time I drank when super sick because I’d done it in the past. I’d drank through the cold and flu which is a TERRIBLE idea! But one time it backfired on me. I felt so damn miserable, I finished like 4 drinks and went and crashed. Took even longer to recover and that’s just because alcohol is so bad for us!! It still blows my mind. Anyways thanks brother and will do!! 🙏
Hey slayer, happy new year and wish you the best, and hope you feel better soon🙏 feeling good coming into the new year sober and I also hit 1 month tomorrow. Nothing but support for you and everyone else. Stay sober everyone💪
What’s up Tyson!! Happy new year brother and thank you for the well wishes!! 1 month 👏👏👏 that is what’s up dude! Congratulations and keep pushing forward. Be vigilant and if that thought crosses your mind, message me or watch one of my videos. Proud of you bro 🙏
Me, too, bro...me, too. Second cold in less than a month, so basically I'm super annoyed over it. One thing in my past, weirdly enough, that helped me stay sober was just that--getting sick with cold or virus. On one hand it always felt like it would be a waste of my DOC to do it then, and on the other i usually just feel like laying there doing jackshit nothin'. It had the ability to supersede my addictive impulses...temporarily 😂
Bro everyone seems to be getting hit with this crap!! It’s crazy!! I can understand that as well lol. I’ve had a couple people message me and be like “well if you were tempted to drink on new years…. Ya probably won’t be anymore” most of the time it’s like that for me. I have been a nutcase tho in the past and drank through sicknesses….. DONT DO THAT. One time it backfired and I felt so absolutely awful!!! Best in general to stay away from that poison that is booze! Much love brotha 💯
Happy New Year !!!-- you're getting through it all -- norovirus is going around -- everyone has it -- aaaaa -- eat soups & take loads of vitamin c -- 💗
Stay strong, you will get through this virus in no time. You keep it in the day bud. You would never have been able to even go out and get the things that you needed if you were still drinking. Keep posting, happy lubing!😂 Day 18 sober down under! I am a grateful member of this community.
Thanks James will do!!! And absolutely 100% true lol. If I was drinking I’d be in a corner right now somewhere probably even more miserable!! I use to do that crazy sh%# back in the day. Drink through a cold/flu!! Couple times if backfired on me!!! That petroleum jelly man lol!! 18 days is fantastic bro keep doing what you’re doing it’s working!!! Proud of you. Grateful for you to be part of this community!!! Much love 💯💯
Slayer, you are a champion. It means a lot that you go out of your way to reply to us. Long replies and you actually care! You will be far too busy replying to us, recording your videos and doing stuff with your jelly to drink again hopefully!! Keep strong, be honest with yourself for us. It's helping me, and a heap of others. Thanks
Hey Slay, Happy New Year! I’m sorry you’re not feeling well. Looks like you have some essentials…wait not the vaseline lol 😆 j/k. Try fresh ginger and lemon tea. Chew the ginger it helps. And for sore throat warm water with lots of salt gargle it like 3 X daily. I hope you start feeling better soon. Anyways I really hope 2025 brings us all peace, love, and happiness.
Hey micru happy new year!!! Also yes all the essentials 😂 can’t forget the Vaseline. I did get some lemon, i plan to make maybe some hot lemon tea. I should have gotten ginger when I was at the store!! Dang it lol. I’m hoping 2025 brings us exactly what you said. Much love micru 🙏🖤
Yo Slayer! Happy new year! A little insight about the sickness: The immune system is integrated to the natural microbiome that exists inside the digestive tract. Excessive drinking destroys that microbiome (not to mention depleting your body of nutrients). Meaning that if you are coming off a heavy relapse your microbiome has been decimated and your immune system is heavily compromised so it is really easy to get and stay sick for longer. I suggest you add some probiotics to your routine brother. Feel better man ❤
Happy new year bro!!! I was reading up on something similar. Pretty crazy right?? I’ll look into some probiotics man thanks for looking out. God bless man 🙏
I'm so sorry you are so sick! I haven't been sick since flu shot. I got sick two hours later. I'm suprised because I have a 4 yr old and she hasn't been sick either. Yes, Vaseline for chapped lips. I use all the time! It's always good to hear from u though.
Thanks Kristin 🙏!!! That’s awesome that you haven’t been sick and lucky your kid hasn’t either haha. Children seem to get sick so easily!! Keep doing what y’all are doing because it’s working. And it’s always good to hear from you too!! I hope you’re doing well. Much love and god bless 🙏
Guess who relapsed too my guy. I'm able to taper but I know if I push it another week I'ma have to bite the bullet and make an absolute fucking idiot of myself. Some say we are brave, but I hate bothering the medical system and shit when I know children have cancer. There has to be something in all of this. Don't be embarrassed brother. Have a full time job right now and I don't think anyone even notices that I'm drinking Benjamin's 99s, up to 400 ml a day to "feel normal" I'm actually eating a big ass meal right now which is ironic so I think my body is giving me one more chance before I go back. You got mad love my guy, trauma sucks.
I’m sorry brother, you will get yourself out of that darkness just don’t give up. You seem like a super smart dude so I know you can do it. God bless bro and keep me updated please 🙏
It’s all over the place it seems like crystal!!! Nasty stuff. I am also proud of us 🖤🙏, one day at a time. One minute at a time if that’s what we need to do!
I like when you do your super dark videos. It's what first made me subscribe to your channel. I occasionally do the same, though they are related to music.
After 50 days being sober... taking one drink!!! Destroyed everything!!! Physically... mentally... financial (somewhat) ... spirituality.......... everything
Hi..oh you poor thing 😢 I like Lemsips 👍 do you have them over there? I'm in UK. Anyway! They are good.! Hot lemon stuff in a powder which you add hot water to. Hope you feel better soon !❤
This relapse has just been a complete disaster!!(Never fails)I ain't even drinking anymore....can't eat ..can't sleep...house looking like a freaking cyclone hit it in the living room...place is trashed... dropped beers all over the carpet
Hi Slayer, Benzos is what the Drs gave me and I’m not sure if that is good choice If I’m trying not to drink I know I have an addictive personality and I choose not to take it bc of how strong they are just wanna know your point of view because I know you understand brother love you I hope you are feeling better ❤
Hey Anna!! What exactly did they give you the benzos for? Is it for withdrawal from alcohol or is it for anxiety and such?? Personally if it’s not for withdrawal I would stay away from it. Benzos are highly addictive and are so similar to alcohol. People like us could easily form an addiction to them. Unless you can responsibly take them and you know that 1000% in your heart… I would just stay away from them. I hope this helped some Anna 🖤 thank you so much. Love ya too :) 🙏
It was given for withdrawal but I also was very anxious my heart was not beating normal when I walked in to the ER but yes I agree with you appreciate you being here brother be safe we got this hope you’re feeling better from being sick 🤍
Hey man. Just wanted to drop a quick comment. It’s easy to admit this but lately I’ve been really messing up. I keep relapsing. I had almost 3 months sober from September to November last year. Since then I just keep screwing up. I feel really bad about it. Can I ask you if you have any advice?
@@kevinhostetler 3 months proves you can do this man, same as me we never gave it enough time. They say it takes 6months to a year for our brains to even come back to normal. You’ve gotta really want it brother. You’ve gotta want it for you and because you love yourself enough to stop. You have the power, if it takes going to AA every day do it. If it takes going to rehab do it. If it takes you watching videos like this every day do it because it’s worth saving your life man. Booze is a road to nowhere except pain. I believe in you, you gotta believe in yourself 🙏
@Slayer-7373 Thanks for the comment man. It means a lot, it really does. I don’t have anyone to talk about this with, and that’s really hard. I just held it all in and I don’t think that’s helping me at all. I just don’t wanna keep hurting myself and the people around me. I think I’m gonna look into some outside help. Maybe I’m not one of those people who can do it completely on my own. I wish I was, but that strategy hasn’t work. I think I’ll try to find some type of program that I believe in. AA isn’t my thing but I know there are tons of different support groups out there.
@ of course man, y’all help me too trust me. I think that sounds like a great idea brother. I’ll let you know that pretty much none of us who really suffer from this disease can do it on our own. I’ve tried time and time again to do it on my own… we need help. At least in the beginning and sometimes people goto AA for life, but there are other meetings besides AA if you don’t like it. Check out smart recovery!! 🙏
@ I’m glad we can help each other out on here. You’re one best sobriety channels on TH-cam, in my opinion. I love your honesty and willingness to put your personal business out there. Channels like yours is what makes TH-cam a truly great thing. It’s just nice to know I’m not alone. I don’t really know anyone personally who’s battled with this, so coming on here and listening to you talk about it means a lot. I actually used to go to Smart Recovery meetings. I stopped because I battle with social anxiety and public speaking. I know that’s not a good excuse, but that was the reason I stopped going. I have a really hard time talking in front of people, especially people I don’t know.
first time i didnt drink on new years in YEARS. thank you slayer for the help
Glad I could help big dog 💯! It genuinely makes me so happy when I hear that my videos are helping you guys stay sober. Much love and god bless
You are so loved by this community brother, it's so honourable that you've chosen to share yourself with the world in this way, keep shining brother you are saving lives and even if you encourage one person to better their life by getting sober, really ponder if that would make all of your troubles and challenges in this life worth it. Love ya mane let's make 2025 a year of connecting with God
This small TH-cam channel and meeting/interacting with you guys has been the biggest blessing in my life recently. It’s like you said even if it’s just one person that gets helped by watching this videos, than my mission is accomplished. Love y’all, that sounds like a great way to start the year brotha. God bless 🙏
Happy new year. Hope you get well soon. Day 87 sober today, I made it through the holidays too. All the best mate.
Good job man.
87 days 💪🙌 congratulations my friend. Keep doing what you’re doing because it’s working! God bless
We've got this mate. Keep strong slayer!!!! Life's better waking up guilt free, beats any feeling of any substance mate.
There's no emotion more underrated than, _"Man...I'm tired of this sh*t."_ When you've finally hit that point is when real change starts to happen. That is, if you can keep it.
💯facts.
Congratulations on staying sober throughout the holidays! I relapsed myself, but not nearly as bad as I have in the past, so I don’t have much withdrawal symptoms this time. But now I’m back up on the horse with the goal of doing one whole year without a drop of alcohol.
Thank you my brotha!!! Good on you for getting back on that horse man and not letting it get out of hand!! I’m with you on the year sober from alcohol!! Let’s do it!!!!!! God bless bro and best of luck. 🙏
Im 40yrs old been an opiate addict most my life. You're right when you say as long as you still living and have breath you can fight. But i get stuck on what im fighting for. What do i want? Stay up and stay the path.
This is random but you look good for 40 bro!! I thought you were like 30 years old haha. But anyways you’re 100% right it’s true. As long as we are here on this earth there is that chance to fight.
And to that second part I’d say for a lot of us that’s different. We gotta find something worth fighting for as cliche as that sounds. That’s why I got into the Bible and looking into God and just asking myself questions like “why am I here?” There is a purpose for us being here it’s just not always easy to find what you should be doing. Don’t give up man because one day if you do or I do and something happens or we get sick real bad…. The regret we would feel even if right now we don’t think we would, it would be awful.
One day at a time brotha, we can do this. Keep your head up. 💯
If you don't mind me chiming in here, opiates were my thing. I was a patient in a methadone clinic for 17 long years. I haven't had any opiates in 3 years, methadone included. I had to have a surgery last March but I told my doctor I had opiate use disorder. He didn't send me home with anything at my request. All I got was what they gave for the surgery & some strong ibuprofen. It wasn't a huge surgery, so that's why I decided to do that. I worry about future surgeries or injuries. What will I do then? I'll cross that bridge when I get there.
Anyways, I'm 42 now & I got stuck in my early 20s. I really got stuck! I thought I was gonna die a patient at the clinic. I didn't see a way I could ever get off it. January of 2021, my handcuffs were finally unlocked. It was a long, tedious journey. I lowered my dosage like 1 or 2 milligrams at a time & gave my body time to adjust to it before I attempted it again. It took 5 years to get from 140mg to 10mg. I just dropped it after 10. I didn't even go down to zero because I had no withdrawals at that point. I never felt so free! I cried that morning because I was so happy! My body was functioning on it's own.
If you ever need someone to talk to you can reach out to me.
Never give up!!! 💜
Get well soon. The only advantage is it distracts you from drinking.
Thanks brotha!!! Someone else told me the same exact thing lol. They were like “well now if you were tempted to drink you probably won’t” lol. Wasn’t planning on it but yea it’s definitely a distraction being sick.
Much love and god bless bro!
Oh my husband has that too , sinus infection and the flu. 😮 glad to hear you are safe !!
😷everyone has been getting hit with this crap! Sorry you’re husband had to experience it. Much love Theresa thank you 🙏
I spent new Year's sober as well, unfortunately my boyfriend has taken a turn for the worse and I'm begging him to get help.Im happy you had a sober New Year's. that's awesome 👍🏼 keep up the good work Slayer and feel better soon!
Get well soon - Happy New Year! ❤
Happy new year Jennifer!! Thank you so much 🖤🙏
Really appreciate you know to Thank God…. And that you DO publicly acknowledge Him. There’s blessings in that.
Praise God! Continue in Faith ; that’s were real success and healing is🥰
Oh no Slayer , that sounds awful 😢so sorry …. I am planning on doing a dry January?? Take care my friend.. love you my friend feel better ❤️🩹
Planting those seeds Laura, planting those seeds!! 🌱 🙏
Poor Slayer! 😢Get your rest. Get better buddy. Happy new year. Much love. Wishing you the Very Best. Yay you’re sober 💚💚💚💚💚🫶🏻🤟💪🏻👏🏻
🙏🖤thanks Mona!!! Happy new year. One day at a time
My husband has the same crazy cold , on top of recently become cancer free , cause he still goes to work so he’s around other people . I hope u feel better Slayer , I love your sense of humor , the petroleum 😜. We love you too , again feel better . Happy new year to you 🍾🎉🎁🎊🎈🎆🙏🏾🙏🏾🥰
Cancer free??? That is awesome! Congratulations!!! 🙌🙌 and I’m glad someone likes my humor haha 😂. Happy new year!! Much love 🙏
I've been sick with a chest cold for 3 weeks now. Something is definitely going around. I pray for your recovery Slayer! 🙏🏻
Praying for us both to recover soon !!! 🙏 god bless
Way to go, Slayer. Happy New Year and a day at a time. I'm just coming off a week's bender but ate loads throughout, so the WDs were fairly minimal. We got this, brother!
We do got this!!! Glad the WD’s aren’t too bad, be safe!! You are on the right path back to sobriety again. Much love brother
Hey man, get better soon. So proud of you staying sober . Hope this year will be good to you 🙏 you are a blessing my man.
🙏🙏god bless you brother and thank you. Y’all are a blessing
May you feel better soon
Slayer ❤️🩹
Happy New Year 🎆
‼️ Sober 2025 ‼️
Happy new year and thank you!! 🙏🖤
Slay you know what I started noticing all the times I’d relapse?
After getting sober again I’d end up sick with a cold.
U may have the flu
Fever
Goosebumps
Stay well Slay 🫶🏻🫶🏻♥️
Yes Kristen I’ve been wondering if this has anything to do with my immune system from all the drinking. Would not shock me at all, each day I hope to get better. Hope you’re well Kristen, much love 🙏
@ You take care and go to urgi care if u can. I’d always end up sick after a relapse especially smoking
Yay, your made it through Christmas and New Years! Take care of yourself and I hope you feel better soon.
🖤thanks Debra!!
Happy New Year! Hope you feel better soon. This year will be amazing! 🙏❤️
Thanks Louise!! I hope so too brother!! Happy new year 🙏🙏
Thanks be to God I haven't gotten sick... I've been GRINDING on the cardio in the freezing rain lol. Probably boosted my immunity levels sky high (also not drinking like an absolute idiot helps lol)
All the physical and mental pain I'm going through is so worth it! My WORST day not loaded is WAYYYY better than getting absolutely s*** housed... Praise God.
Today was EXTREMELY difficult but I did not get drunk to cope...instead i walked over 11,000 steps and lifted weights.
Feel better J, you'll be better in no time brother!
God bless my dude.
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That’s a blessing brother 💯🙏!!! Also that sounds absolutely epic. Running in the rain?? Dude you’re a warrior. Love the positive attitude I’ll be where you’re at soon!!! God bless
Hope you get well soon! I'm proud of you!
Thanks Rebecca :) 🙏
I’m so sorry that you’re sick. Take good care and get well soon.🙏 Thumbs Up 👍 and shared out.❤
Thanks Cindy, as always thank you for the love and support 🙏🙏
@@Slayer-7373ML&R! There’s definitely something going around. I know many people who are hospitalized because of it. Yet apparently it’s not c-19. Take extra good care of you. Yes Puffs are a must. Also Blistex chap stick will help tremendously. I’m praying for you.🙏💞
Got the same one. Been in bed since boxing day feeling alittle better today.
🙏hope you start to feel better soon brother.
_You were sober on December 31,2024 and January 1,2025. Now you can say you've been sober for two years! Dumb joke but I couldn't resist._
Hahah exactly don!!! 💯
Sorry I didn't see this sooner Slayer. Please get well soon. 🙏🙏. Love and blessings for you. Debbie. 🙏💜
It’s okay Debbie!! Thank you 🙏🖤
I was sick over xmas too, really miserable, ears aching sore throat and bronchitis. I hope you feel better soon.
It seems like everyone is!! Nasty stuff. Thank you 🖤🙏
I hope you feel better soon.
Hey thanks my friend. 🙏
Hey, I hope you feel better. I'm currently in the hospital, had to get my gull bladder out, and my liver is severely in flamed. I know it's from all the drinking I did in the past. Good to hear you didn't drink on New years. You're doing great. I know how hard it is to not drink, especially on holidays. Have a good one and get over that cold. I really appreciate how positive you try and stay it's hard to stay positive and not just let all the negative thoughts and emotions take over. I was literally balling my eyes out here because I thought I had some kind of cancer. I got so angry because I thought I'd still end up getting stomach cancer due to all the drinking, and it felt like alcohol is still winning even though i haven't had any for so long. I'm having other issues, too, but for now, I don't have a gull bladder anymore and I'm in so much pain but anyway I'll stop talking🙏❤🌺
I’m so sorry Stacy!!! Prayers out for you 🙏🙏🙏 also thank you 🖤.
That totally sucks that you’re going through that h*ll!! I know you’re in pain and I’m sure your emotions are all over but please try to stay positive if you can 🖤!!! You are a warrior you will come out the other side of this stronger!! 🙏💪
@Slayer-7373 thanks 🙂
Yay!!! I got through New Year's as well!! Well, Cali sober. Lol. Then woke up this morning with a cough & body aches. I got some kind of funk! Probably from our company over New Years.
It was a little challenging because our company was drinking but I did manage. I don't do well socially at gatherings without alcohol. I'm just the weird, quiet person in the corner. I'm learning to be okay with that. I don't need to change into something I'm not. I'm me for a reason.
I hope you get to feeling better soon!
If you like spice, get a soup with some kick to it. It may help get your sinuses going. Get some of that congestion up. Lots of water & herbal teas even, if you like tea. Hot herbal tea is good medicine. I'm making some lemon ginger tea now for myself.
Rest well, & stay warm. Much love & light! 💜🙏
Proud of you crystal!!! 🖤🙏!! I can also relate to your pain of being sick! I hope to god we get fully over this soon!!
Also that sounds like a fantastic remedy, some hot tea. 🙏
And im also usually the quite person in the corner, nothing wrong with that. Much love and god bless 🖤
Feel better Slayer!!! Happy New Year!!! I hope that 2025 is your best year yet. I wish the same for this whole, beautiful community!! Happy New Year, All! 🌟❤️🎊🎉❤️🌟
Happy new year Amanda!!! I hope nothing but the exact same!! Thank you for entering in this new year with me!!! January 11th last year was when I uploaded my very first video. Mind blowing, I don’t know why that makes me almost want to cry lol. Anyways much love and god bless 🖤
@Slayer-7373 ugghh that chokes me up a little, too! So happy to ring in the New Year with you, and I'm so happy to be here with you on this journey, my friend! Much love always. 😁❤️
Its what set me of 3 years i ate myself large reverted back to drinking was eating unhealthy got up dusted myself off joined a gym 5 minutes away from me play Pokemon go used the 4 floors of stairs along with a good buddy of mine known for 30 years helped out with food keep up what you doing good things happen
You should share your story one day brother that sounds awesome. You inspire me!!! 🙏much love man and god bless. I’ll stay on the path
That sucks, man! Get well soon! There is definitely something going around in my area too! Some of my family members were sick with similar symptoms just before coming up to visit over the holidays. Now, both my parents are under the weather! Stay safe and healthy, brother! Happy New Year! 🙏❤
Appreciate that David thanks man!! Also yea it’s nasty and it’s all over the place. Most people I’ve talked to recently have been sick or are sick. I hope your parents get well soon brother!! Happy new year god bless 🙏
Sorry to see you so I'll bro, but really glad you made it sober through the new year
🙏appreciate you Craig thanks man. A new year for new and better things I hope.
Happy new year slayer
Happy new year Jeff!!! Hope you had a good time with the family brother. 🙏
This is definitely a bittersweet year for me. Next April, I turn 21, and I live within a short walk away from a 24-hour gas station with all the booze I could ever want. It's been about a year since I have gotten drunk, but I can already feel my mouth watering over the thought of going for it again. It's like there is no rational thought when I'm like this. I'm so worried that this year will be the death of me. I hope I will have the strength when the time comes.
@@adriangronewold7433 keep strong and stay safe 🙏
You got this
Hey bro let me say this and I’m not just blowing smoke, you’re EXTREMELY smart for a 20 year old and no offense but especially your generation. You have such an amazing future ahead of you man if you just stay away from that poison. Remember that’s what it is, I totally understand man if you have your mind set then nobody can talk you out of that but you. Ask god to give you the strength man, you are a warrior. I’m not planning to go back to booze so just walk the path with me. Look at my videos and stories they are all reminders on why you don’t want to drink. Unfortunately it doesn’t get any better the longer you drink. Anyways man keep me updated I believe in you. Just believe in yourself
Glad you made it through sober. It's not always easy but like you said, the New Year is about more than just entering oblivion. I went to an AA NYE party which I thought was gonna be kind of lame but was actually fun. This morning got up early and drove 8 hours from where I live in Montana, back to Idaho to visit some friends who are a positive impact in my life, and do some bird hunting. Good start so far.
That sounds like a great way to start the year brother. Proud of you man, let’s keep on this path. god bless 🙏
I've been sick since Christmas eve eve 😢bad chest omg ,lost my voice through coughing ,headaches ,aching body sweats, never felt so rough 😫 x
Happy new year all ,and to all who are ill heal soon as I hope I do myself 😮xx
I’m so sorry seg 🖤, I hope you start feeling better!! Everyone is getting sick it’s crazy!!! Doesn’t matter if you’re in the U.S or across seas like yourself. It’s wild!!! Happy new year and yes healing to us!! Please Lord!
Much love
My daughter and grandaughter have been sick with a respiratory bug since October. I don't know if it's all separate viruses, or one stubborn one that won't go away. I feel ya Slater. It's no fun being sick! Best wishes in your sobriety journey.
No fun at all!!! Going around all over the world it seems like! Much love to you and thank you as always 🙏🖤
Im so proud of you. Keep on moving on. Take care...
🖤🙏thanks so much Pam.
I’m just getting over being sick too man. Had a cough and a sore throat. Cold chills and sweats. It’s not fun.. get better man! 🙏
Man it seems like everyone got hit with this crap at the same time!! Glad you’re getting over it man. Hope each day that goes by it just gets a little easier and I get healthier. God bless bro 🙏
I’m proud of you to slayer .. new years is like one of the biggest each year .
Thanks so much brother 🙏🙏proud of you too.
@ thanks bro . I give all glory honor and praise to God. It’s not me. I promise you that.
We have all been sick, since Thanksgiving and Christmass. How happy was your family that you did not drink, or cause chaos, and was present. Keep up the good work. Vaseline is the best choice for your lips.
I’m sorry to hear that!!! It’s crazy it seems like everyone I’ve talked to has been sick or is sick!! And my family was extremely happy and proud of me and everyone else too who came sober. It was nice having a sober Christmas, no one screaming or being annoying fighting over nonsense.
And thank you!!! I will try my best!!! Vaseline is the only thing that seems to work for me! Much love and god bless
Oh feel better soon! Sooooo great that you didn't drink. Happy New Year !
Trying my best Judith 🖤🙏 thank you and happy new year!
Get well soon man! Plenty of water and vitamin C! Big healing hugs!
Thanks everycloud 🙏🖤, doing my best.
You're a blessing Slayer!
You are as well angela!!! 🙏
Get feeling better slayer! Happy to hear you stayed sober. You got this. We got this.
Thanks Angie 🙏🖤, happy new new year! We do got this.
Oh no, Slayer. Hoping you are feeling much better soon. Proud of you for staying sober 🙌xx
Thanks so much jean 🖤🙏 hopefully soon I’ll be 100% back on my feet again!
Sorry to hear you are suffering. Well done for staying sober. Good man. Wish you get better soon.
Appreciate you brother, I’ll get better soon 🙏
Slayer!!!! Coincidentally I wound up in the ER diagnosed with diverticulitis 2 days ago. I’m fine. Just some antibiotics for a week. In 2018 I was still drinking pretty heavy, although not as heavy as a couple years before when I was consuming 48 beers give or take (I know, completely over the top) 4-5 days a week. I had to scale back a bit on the nights before work. There is way more to the story if you know what I mean. Anyway, ended up in hospital in 2018 with severe sepsis due to a kidney stone, I believe brought on by my excessive beer consumption. The point is, is that this time I was much more clear headed and hit the ER much sooner than I otherwise would have had I kept going with my bad self. Whether or not the diverticulitis is due to my previous consumption, who knows. I’m sure it didn’t help. But at least now I have the where with all to pay attention and take timely action. Get well little brother and keep up the good work!!
Holy crap man!!! I’m glad you’re okay!! What the heck is up with everyone getting so sick?? Also yea man booze is absolutely terrible for your immune system. I remember one time I drank when super sick because I’d done it in the past. I’d drank through the cold and flu which is a TERRIBLE idea! But one time it backfired on me. I felt so damn miserable, I finished like 4 drinks and went and crashed. Took even longer to recover and that’s just because alcohol is so bad for us!! It still blows my mind.
Anyways thanks brother and will do!! 🙏
Happy New Year,Slayer! Get well soon!
Happy new year brotha!! Thank you!! 🙏
Hey slayer, happy new year and wish you the best, and hope you feel better soon🙏 feeling good coming into the new year sober and I also hit 1 month tomorrow. Nothing but support for you and everyone else. Stay sober everyone💪
What’s up Tyson!! Happy new year brother and thank you for the well wishes!! 1 month 👏👏👏 that is what’s up dude! Congratulations and keep pushing forward. Be vigilant and if that thought crosses your mind, message me or watch one of my videos. Proud of you bro 🙏
Me, too, bro...me, too. Second cold in less than a month, so basically I'm super annoyed over it. One thing in my past, weirdly enough, that helped me stay sober was just that--getting sick with cold or virus. On one hand it always felt like it would be a waste of my DOC to do it then, and on the other i usually just feel like laying there doing jackshit nothin'. It had the ability to supersede my addictive impulses...temporarily 😂
Bro everyone seems to be getting hit with this crap!! It’s crazy!! I can understand that as well lol. I’ve had a couple people message me and be like “well if you were tempted to drink on new years…. Ya probably won’t be anymore” most of the time it’s like that for me. I have been a nutcase tho in the past and drank through sicknesses….. DONT DO THAT. One time it backfired and I felt so absolutely awful!!! Best in general to stay away from that poison that is booze!
Much love brotha 💯
Hope you recover soon and have an excellent and sober 2025 and beyond!
Thanks so much Kathryn!! 🙏🙏🙏
Great encouragement! ❤
:) 🖤
Happy New Year !!!-- you're getting through it all -- norovirus is going around -- everyone has it -- aaaaa -- eat soups & take loads of vitamin c -- 💗
Norovirus oh goodness, 🙏 will do on the soup and vitamin C. Thanks so much 🖤 hope we all start feeling better!
Stay strong, you will get through this virus in no time. You keep it in the day bud. You would never have been able to even go out and get the things that you needed if you were still drinking. Keep posting, happy lubing!😂 Day 18 sober down under! I am a grateful member of this community.
Thanks James will do!!! And absolutely 100% true lol. If I was drinking I’d be in a corner right now somewhere probably even more miserable!! I use to do that crazy sh%# back in the day. Drink through a cold/flu!! Couple times if backfired on me!!!
That petroleum jelly man lol!! 18 days is fantastic bro keep doing what you’re doing it’s working!!! Proud of you.
Grateful for you to be part of this community!!! Much love 💯💯
Slayer, you are a champion. It means a lot that you go out of your way to reply to us. Long replies and you actually care! You will be far too busy replying to us, recording your videos and doing stuff with your jelly to drink again hopefully!! Keep strong, be honest with yourself for us. It's helping me, and a heap of others. Thanks
You should be proud! Feel better!
Thank you 🖤.
Hey Slay, Happy New Year! I’m sorry you’re not feeling well. Looks like you have some essentials…wait not the vaseline lol 😆 j/k. Try fresh ginger and lemon tea. Chew the ginger it helps. And for sore throat warm water with lots of salt gargle it like 3 X daily. I hope you start feeling better soon. Anyways I really hope 2025 brings us all peace, love, and happiness.
Hey micru happy new year!!! Also yes all the essentials 😂 can’t forget the Vaseline. I did get some lemon, i plan to make maybe some hot lemon tea. I should have gotten ginger when I was at the store!! Dang it lol. I’m hoping 2025 brings us exactly what you said. Much love micru 🙏🖤
@@Slayer-7373 yeah add some honey. Take it easy and get lots of rest.
Stay Safe bro and try your best to prevent getting sick bro. I’m glad you haven’t been drinking lately bro that’s good
Will do my best bro 🙏, thank you as well man y’all have been a big inspiration for me staying away from the booze. God bless
Yo Slayer! Happy new year!
A little insight about the sickness:
The immune system is integrated to the natural microbiome that exists inside the digestive tract. Excessive drinking destroys that microbiome (not to mention depleting your body of nutrients). Meaning that if you are coming off a heavy relapse your microbiome has been decimated and your immune system is heavily compromised so it is really easy to get and stay sick for longer. I suggest you add some probiotics to your routine brother.
Feel better man ❤
Happy new year bro!!! I was reading up on something similar. Pretty crazy right?? I’ll look into some probiotics man thanks for looking out. God bless man 🙏
Happy New Year Slayer. Hope you feel better soon. ❤
Happy new year!!! 🖤 I hope so too!! Much love
Eat lots of fruits and easy digestable foods so your body takes care of sickness not digesting. Anyway happy new year
Will do brotha!!! Happy new year man!!! Much love
Hope you feel better soon. My husband and I are also so ill with the flu here in Germany 😢😢😢
Thank you 🙏🙏, I hope you guys start feeling better as well!!! It always sucks being sick!!
I'm so sorry you are so sick! I haven't been sick since flu shot. I got sick two hours later. I'm suprised because I have a 4 yr old and she hasn't been sick either. Yes, Vaseline for chapped lips. I use all the time! It's always good to hear from u though.
Thanks Kristin 🙏!!! That’s awesome that you haven’t been sick and lucky your kid hasn’t either haha. Children seem to get sick so easily!! Keep doing what y’all are doing because it’s working.
And it’s always good to hear from you too!! I hope you’re doing well. Much love and god bless 🙏
To a sober 2025!!!
🙌🙌🙌!!!
We aren’t going anywhere
U take care of u
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Happy new year slayer and good luck on your sobriety
Happy new year brotha!! Thank you 🙏
Clean water obviously... hydration...... black coffee helps(no sugar!!)
Hydration is key!!! 🙏
Guess who relapsed too my guy. I'm able to taper but I know if I push it another week I'ma have to bite the bullet and make an absolute fucking idiot of myself. Some say we are brave, but I hate bothering the medical system and shit when I know children have cancer. There has to be something in all of this. Don't be embarrassed brother. Have a full time job right now and I don't think anyone even notices that I'm drinking Benjamin's 99s, up to 400 ml a day to "feel normal" I'm actually eating a big ass meal right now which is ironic so I think my body is giving me one more chance before I go back. You got mad love my guy, trauma sucks.
I’m sorry brother, you will get yourself out of that darkness just don’t give up. You seem like a super smart dude so I know you can do it. God bless bro and keep me updated please 🙏
Start working out man it helps release those feel good chemicals. Give you that natural mood boost.
I can’t wait to start working out!! This is a long term goal of mine. I want my health back again, I want my energy back. God bless bro 🙏
Get my well my friend. Lots of water
Doing my best brotha, doing my best. Hydration is key!! God bless man and thank you. 🙏
Dang it slay. Going around here in Northern California too. I am proud of me and you
It’s all over the place it seems like crystal!!! Nasty stuff. I am also proud of us 🖤🙏, one day at a time. One minute at a time if that’s what we need to do!
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I got sick too. Hey, read my book while you're sick! I'm soooooo glad you didn't drink. Alright!!!🎉🎉🎉
Could you send that to me again Tracey?? Happy new year!! Thank you 🖤🙏
@Slayer-7373 I'll try to brother! I'm glad you good
@Slayer-7373 sent slayer. It's a wild book
I like when you do your super dark videos. It's what first made me subscribe to your channel. I occasionally do the same, though they are related to music.
:) I’m glad someone enjoys it, I also like the darker videos. I’ll have to check out those too
Magnesium is crucial!!! ..B1(calms ya down)...b12..
vitamin c...
Yes 100%!
Gonna listen to sacred serpent all night
Love sacred serpent
After 50 days being sober... taking one drink!!! Destroyed everything!!! Physically... mentally... financial (somewhat) ... spirituality.......... everything
That’s all it takes for people like us brother. That’s why we so desperately need to try to avoid that first drink. Praying for you bro 🙏
If you're sick, you should be drinking!!
...plenty of fluids like electrolytes and chicken broth 👍🏾 Hope you get better man
Hahaha!! Exactly afterhours. Thank you my friend I hope so too 🙏🙏
Feel better! Love that ramen
🙏 thanks Stephanie!!! Also yes ramen is the best 😋
Hi..oh you poor thing 😢 I like Lemsips 👍 do you have them over there? I'm in UK.
Anyway! They are good.! Hot lemon stuff in a powder which you add hot water to.
Hope you feel better soon !❤
I’m not sure if we have those I don’t think we do actually but I’ll look it up. Thank you for the kind words mittens!! Much love to you 🖤
in the us dont have like a therapy pills helping for not drinking?
They do!! Stuff like naltrexone and antibuse!! Much love.
One of my very close female friends.. Paige....died at 31 ...from alcohol.. kidney failure.....cheap whiskey constantly
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Woah……. I’m sorry man 🙏🙏🙏
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This relapse has just been a complete disaster!!(Never fails)I ain't even drinking anymore....can't eat ..can't sleep...house looking like a freaking cyclone hit it in the living room...place is trashed... dropped beers all over the carpet
How long have you been in that cycle bro? I’ve been able to tell that you’ve been struggling with that demon. Keep me updated
The repercussions of this whole event have brought on mass depression
It happens every relapse man, I know exactly what you mean 🙏 pray brotha pray
Not drinking isnt easy
But you have to
Booze is soooooo hard on the body
WAY too hard on pretty much every single system/organ in your body. Still blows my mind how bad drinking is for you.
God bless friend
Hi Slayer, Benzos is what the Drs gave me and I’m not sure if that is good choice If I’m trying not to drink I know I have an addictive personality and I choose not to take it bc of how strong they are just wanna know your point of view because I know you understand brother love you I hope you are feeling better ❤
Hey Anna!! What exactly did they give you the benzos for? Is it for withdrawal from alcohol or is it for anxiety and such?? Personally if it’s not for withdrawal I would stay away from it. Benzos are highly addictive and are so similar to alcohol. People like us could easily form an addiction to them. Unless you can responsibly take them and you know that 1000% in your heart… I would just stay away from them. I hope this helped some Anna 🖤 thank you so much. Love ya too :) 🙏
It was given for withdrawal but I also was very anxious my heart was not beating normal when I walked in to the ER but yes I agree with you appreciate you being here brother be safe we got this hope you’re feeling better from being sick 🤍
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Everyday..basic.. life normal situations are impossible to complete
In withdrawal they definitely are man
Slay if it’s been 3days w no relief, razor blades swallowing could
Be strep
Grn drainage temp sinus infection
I’m so sorry Kristen, everyone is getting hit with this nasty crap!! 🙏
I can make a mean batch of chilli!!! Can't move though unfortunately
Love chili !!! Get well soon bro. 🙏🙏 god bless
Don't let my get started on the corn tortilla beef tacos....I'm a professional
That sounds mean!!!
One of my homies(military veteran)..got so bad on alcohol(hard liquor) he committed suicide 😢
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Hey man. Just wanted to drop a quick comment. It’s easy to admit this but lately I’ve been really messing up. I keep relapsing. I had almost 3 months sober from September to November last year. Since then I just keep screwing up. I feel really bad about it. Can I ask you if you have any advice?
@@kevinhostetler 3 months proves you can do this man, same as me we never gave it enough time. They say it takes 6months to a year for our brains to even come back to normal. You’ve gotta really want it brother. You’ve gotta want it for you and because you love yourself enough to stop. You have the power, if it takes going to AA every day do it. If it takes going to rehab do it. If it takes you watching videos like this every day do it because it’s worth saving your life man. Booze is a road to nowhere except pain. I believe in you, you gotta believe in yourself 🙏
@Slayer-7373 Thanks for the comment man. It means a lot, it really does. I don’t have anyone to talk about this with, and that’s really hard. I just held it all in and I don’t think that’s helping me at all. I just don’t wanna keep hurting myself and the people around me.
I think I’m gonna look into some outside help. Maybe I’m not one of those people who can do it completely on my own. I wish I was, but that strategy hasn’t work. I think I’ll try to find some type of program that I believe in. AA isn’t my thing but I know there are tons of different support groups out there.
@ of course man, y’all help me too trust me. I think that sounds like a great idea brother. I’ll let you know that pretty much none of us who really suffer from this disease can do it on our own. I’ve tried time and time again to do it on my own… we need help. At least in the beginning and sometimes people goto AA for life, but there are other meetings besides AA if you don’t like it. Check out smart recovery!! 🙏
@ I’m glad we can help each other out on here. You’re one best sobriety channels on TH-cam, in my opinion. I love your honesty and willingness to put your personal business out there. Channels like yours is what makes TH-cam a truly great thing. It’s just nice to know I’m not alone. I don’t really know anyone personally who’s battled with this, so coming on here and listening to you talk about it means a lot.
I actually used to go to Smart Recovery meetings. I stopped because I battle with social anxiety and public speaking. I know that’s not a good excuse, but that was the reason I stopped going. I have a really hard time talking in front of people, especially people I don’t know.
Known people that had decent..good jobs.... they're homeless now from alcohol
If you’re a real alcoholic, homelessness is definitely not out of the question sadly.
I'm sick as fck!!! Contemplating ER!!! Gatorade....won't stay down. Projectile 🤮
You too man??
I need some ramen too!!!!
Get yourself some hot ramen J, it helps clear up some of stuffed nose.
I went to 103 fever and was hallucinating
Holy sh%# dude…. Did they figure out what you had?
Took massive backed up shit in toilet... almost clogged it... just got new plumbing done...chest on fire from constant vaping