Juby Phonic- Miss wanna die (lyrics)
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- Juby Phonic- Miss wanna die (lyrics)
"I wanna die, wanna die"
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Song: Shinitai chan
Artist: juby phonic
• Shinitai-chan (English...
{Lyrics}
Awake I open my eyes to see,
A hospital, so white and clean,
I was walking up to the roof, I think,
Then can't recall at all a single thing,
Held a hand for me,
You were there I know,
But couldn't reach the me,
That would fall down all the time,
But stand and reach my hand to
see..
Have you tried crossing over yet?
Ah, wanna die! Wanna die!
But don't really wanna die,
You were there, you would care,
Making me aware
Every scar, all the blood!
More and more, they're never done,
Not enough, not enough...
Ah, wanna die, wanna die!
But don't really wanna die,
If I died, you would cry,
And I don't know why...
Every scar, all the blood!
More and more, they're never done,
Not enough, not enough...
When I forget you,
I'm all alone without a place to go,
But then played a mirror like a show,
The past, I used to know a dream,
Til I see every part of me,
Eyes are red, following and,
I wanna live, wanna live,
Deep inside l've always been,
Reaching out for a hand,
So don't let this be the end,
Mushrooms growing on my head,
Still remember even then,
Where you are, when I'm dead,
Ah wanna die, wanna die!
But don't really wanna die,
You were there, you would care,
You know it really isn't fair,
Every time I forgot,
You remain inside my thoughts,
Not enough, not enough...
Ah, wanna die, wanna die, wanna die!
But I still couldn't die,
With you by my side,
Behind the days I spent alone, afraid
Now you're here to stay,
Lalala lalala lalala lalala~
And the scars never fade,
Memories that replay,
Rewind, yet again...
To the pain we felt that day.
Angie恩熙
Took me forever to find one of theses that wasn't age restricted
same
Yea same
Fr tho
Same
Мне тоже, а ведь я не понимаю значения английских слов, если не читаю текст или не выдумываюсь в слова...
6 years later and this song is still just as amazing
I know right
3 years
I think he's talking about the original
I know right
@@EmbarrassingBearprobably
The fact that most of this song's videos are age restricted but this one is also on TH-cam kids makes it even better
BETER...
Mikel_4942 are u crazy???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This must not not be in YT kids as the lyrics
90% contain sud*cide and soooo litle kids like age 4-7 whaching and lisening to such
stuf that relates to selfharm,anxiety,stres etc it effects their growth and devolpment
Phisicly and menaly.This can not be on youtube kids 😡🙅♀️
WHAT
@nezukowawawasnewaccount I'm just as shocked as you are
Couldn't find the original, so, I'm here :]
Ye me neither what happened
I found the real one:]
th-cam.com/video/UCe34KMzhQI/w-d-xo.html this got taken down by Judyphonic so this is the og one but it’s not made by that person it’s a lifesaver that had the og version
oh if youre asking. the original got age restricted not taken down this link is a reupload without the restriction. it got taken down for suicide saying "wanna die" yeah thats pretty much it.
The OG version is better bro
Bro saved me from age restriction
I used to listen to this song when I was 9, speaking almost no English. The only thing I could understand was „I wanna die wanna die“ and I loved the song because i felt the same way. Now I understand the lyrics and it hurt to know that my 9 year old me wanted to die. Well I still want to but now I’m in Therapie for almost a year and were in a mental hospital for 5 months. I’m not getting better but I love the song
i listen this song since 7, and when i read the lyrics, im like" why do i relate to that..."
I hope you get better!!😢😢❤❤
I hope you'll get better... 🫂
Please stay ❤
Yeah I was like eight and hardcore suicidal 😭 how does a society mess up so bad little children want to die knowing what it means 😭
I hope you do get better
Why does this make me happy-😭
Isso também me deixa feliz 😰
you emo?
@@belcyfradovale1340 yh isso tambebem feliz navidad you too :)
It brings hope even if the songs theme is sad and dark there is always hope in your darkest days that's the message to the song I believe ❤️ That is why it makes you happy because it brings you hope!
@@Axo_Ackermann i have su!cidal thoughts so this also makes me me happy, also it gives me nostalgia.. also I'm vibin at this song
This song is still a banger 6 years later. I was 7 and listening to this. Now I am 13 and I actually relate to it.
Hey! You are awesome and cared about and I care about you and this is just a reminder that even if you don't feel loved you are very loved and have a super great day!
Same girl
same.
me too
Worrying? Definetly, same here gurl? Same here
I had this at full volume singing all the lyrics even though it's been years since I've listened to this
I am back here after 1-2 years, but i have NOT forgotten the lyrics.
What a masterpiece!?
@@ХайриМурадYES!
THIS IS ON TH-cam KIDS…
Edit- this is the biggest comment i’ve ever made lmfao
wait-
thats madness
WHA-
@@I_luv_ducksking Yeah Im So Confused
WHAT.
finally one that isn't age restricted
My whole life (i used to be a gacha kid 2018-2021) i thought it was "Mushrooms growing on my head, still remember EATING them"
same TvT
Bruh
Serious bruh moment
i remember being a gacha kid once...
Wait you can eat the suicide thoughts!? Yaya
and to think that this song is still a masterpiece
It is still a masterpiece ✨
i asked them what our friendships’ theme song was.
they said this was.
that was nearly three years ago.
still friends to this day, they’re doing better, and I bet this isn’t the theme anymore!! :)
Aww :)
2024 anyone?
Me
hello there
HELLOO
Me fr..
Yeah I'm I'm still here...👍
honestly when I was younger I never understood the lyrics but loved this song. now, I completely understand the song. I relate with this song so much.
I don't know if this is true or not but when the girl says "mushrooms growing on my head" it means shes having suicidal thoughts cuz I heard in Japanese culture mushrooms on peoples heads means they're having bad or suicidal thoughts 🤷♂️
I don't know why but I always imagined that it ment like- that she's burried and mushrooms are growing in the place her head is 😭😭
That's exactly how the saying was made lmao@@fajnymuchomor5456
@@fajnymuchomor5456 I think that really is why it means suicidal thoughts in Japanese culture
Yes it mushrooms growing on my head does mean su!c!dal thoughts i think it was because mushrooms grow in Japanese graveyards so mushrooms growing on my head is like saying thinking about dea+h
I just thought it was overthinking-
Hi, if you’re reading this, someone cares about you. There is a future ahead, be it bright or bleak, there is still hope. Hold on
I convinced myself to try harder at life because whether I want it or not, a future exists.
Best of luck to you all.
I love this song. It's reminded me of 2018.
This is such an amazing song! How is it not that popular?
Bro this my favorite song rn it explains me 😭
U okay?
heeeey, are you okay? 人生に問題がありますか? :( Sorry, I don't know English well
i hope youre doing better...
Same 😭
@@strwberry_kittenz u okay?
This song is so nostalgic, I remember those Poppy Playtime Huggy Wuggy animatics of Huggy’s origin story😭🙏
Girl what that game is only like 4 years old how can that be nostalgic
@engagedwithsigmatrust people feel that for everything kinda
I used to be obsessed with that song when I was like 8- am I the only one lmao
Same i sung it infront of my parents once when i was younger 💀 my parents told me of for listening to this
Frrr
I listened to it when i was 8 to
frrrrrrrr
Anyone 2025 ?
No
Me
Me
Me
Me
The fact that every drepressive person doesn't want to die. They just want to end up the hurting feeling
I remember loving this song when i was just discovering vocaloid covers and not really relating to it. But now that I'm older and smarter and wiser i do somewhat
What the flip man 😡
It really calms my heart like someone is accompanying me
I actually relate to this song and it makes me sob every time i hear it.
There are hundreds of people in the comments talking about how this song relates to them, and their suicidal thoughts, etc, and i'm just thinking of character animatics 😭
The fact that this is on TH-cam kids is amazing lol
(This is not a copy of the comment that already mentioned it was already on TH-cam kids)
THIS SONG IS SO GOOD, CAN'T STOP REWATCHING THIS!!!!
Here in 2025 anyone??... honestly I can't believe I still remember this song since I was six....
FINALLY THE OG! THEY CHANGED THE TUNE SO IT SOUNDS WEIRD IM SO HAPPY I MISSED THIS SO MUCHHH
I like the song because it just it reminds the song about me……..
Are u ok?
Same cuz If I did not have a brother I will be dead rn.................
I'm playing this on loop
Me to
This song is full of memories, I want to cry 🙂🙂💔
bro this song is stuck in my head and it's on repeat, I hate it but love it. it keeps making me cry every time 😭
Real
You and me both buddy 😂😂❤
Lol, I'm not even deppressed or anything, I just remember the chorus being in tons of gacha videos 💀
Yeah same 💀👍
@Miru_Ruka09 I finally found the song from fnaf edits I was DYING to find it
Sad that sometimes I feel exactly like this girl, because she's saying she wants to die but is scared of dying too, sometimes life just be like that, when even if you have so many things you care about that they just don't seem enough of a reason to deal with anything anymore. Just a little reminder for myself and others. LIFE IS WORTH IT! NEVER LET YOUR DEMONS GET TO YOU BC THERE IS ALWAYS A REASON TO STAY ALIVE! BECAUSE DEATH IS FINAL! Stay safe and remember your loved even when it don't feel like it! 😘😊❤🩹
The reason I'm here is bc of God
The reason I'm here is because of my friends..
at like 2:45 i clicked on roblox to show a message that my bf called me a good boy-
lol 😂
hey everyone here is a digital hug :) ammd some digital love cus idk if you get enough
Thank you, heres a digital smile :)
*hugs back* thanks friend
I don’t feel comfortable with sukana giving me a hug he is gonna like dismantle me :/
Thanks 😊
Dude thanks.
{Lyrics}
Awake I open my eyes to see,
A hospital, so white and clean,
I was walking up to the roof, I think,
Then can't recall at all a single thing,
Held a hand for me,
You were there I know,
But couldn't reach the me,
That would fall down all the time,
But stand and reach my hand to
see..
Have you tried crossing over yet?
Ah, wanna die! Wanna die!
But don't really wanna die,
You were there, you would care,
Making me aware
Every scar, all the blood!
More and more, they're never done,
Not enough, not enough...
Ah, wanna die, wanna die!
But don't really wanna die,
If I died, you would cry,
And I don't know why...
Every scar, all the blood!
More and more, they're never done,
Not enough, not enough...
When I forget you,
I'm all alone without a place to go,
But then played a mirror like a show,
The past, I used to know a dream,
Til I see every part of me,
Eyes are red, following and,
I wanna live, wanna live,
Deep inside l've always been,
Reaching out for a hand,
So don't let this be the end,
Mushrooms growing on my head,
Still remember even then,
Where you are, when I'm dead,
Ah wanna die, wanna die!
But don't really wanna die,
You were there, you would care,
You know it really isn't fair,
Every time I forgot,
You remain inside my thoughts,
Not enough, not enough...
Ah, wanna die, wanna die, wanna die!
But I still couldn't die,
With you by my side,
Behind the days I spent alone, afraid
Now you're here to stay,
Lalala lalala lalala lalala~
And the scars never fade,
Memories that replay,
Rewind, yet again...
To the pain we felt that day.
Angie恩熙
Why would you put this on a lyric video😐
Imma poke his eyes for commenting the lyrics there is already the lyrics in the description
If you're seeing this... You're not alone, we've all been there before... We all have had pain we can't go back on... It's best to move on... Suffering all the time isn't worth it. Try to overcome your problems! You'll have friends who care... At least one... We all care about each other... even if we don't know each other.
Agreed... don't let anyone hurt you also...if they try then you can ignore them... your friends are there for you...same with your family...if someone is tearing you up inside...then talk to someone to help you...
0:27 fact: the brain actually removes memory of extremely traumatic things, in this case…
Attempting suicide.
OH
I searched sad songs. I secretly cry myself to sleep every night my parents don’t know though.😢😂😢😂😢😂
aww I’m so sorry I hope things get better for you
I still love this song after all these years
This song (English and Japanese) lowkey saved me tbh
Every time i hear this song i get chills
yeah same, I've never heard the lyrics before this but wow
Bro, I cannot Stop watching this!
I’ve been listening to this song like repeatedly I love it❤
Little me used to listen to this only because it sounds like a cool song..
Five years later I’m su!c!dal and this song now hits different
listen even if stuff looks like it’s shit i’ve also been what you’ve been through cutting all that stuff but there’s no reason there’s always people that care and if you just decide to end it the people that care would blame themselfs there’s always a reason and time enjoy everything while you can until it’s too late for you to even try enjoy life
@@Exrivine okay I’ll Try to
I have only ONE person and that’s My partner will :)
@@ExiledChunk456-dx3lr ty ty stay safe please
@@Exrivine I’ll try my best
did not expect someone here, im friends with a depressed guy, i know how you feel, gl hope you get out the trenches man
I know this is suicidal but I love and will always love this song and now its stuck in my head lol
To reaalll
I listened to this song because my father beat me up because I didn't understand homework and this is a real thing, from listening to this song I want to cry out loud because I really want to die and this song makes me feel that there is still light in life.
Ahh I wanna give you a hug T^T
and to think i was 7 when i first listened to this
For some reason, this song fit Dazai so much. Like imagine his angst mixed with beast Dazai and Odasaku
This brings me much joy for some reason
2025 ANYONE? I AM HERE / ALGUEM DE 2025? EU TO AQUI KSKSKSKSK
What did you do wrong in your life before? Why are you wrote this message? Do you like to be the calendar without your own opinion? If you like it it will make sense. But if not than why are you wrote this message? Popularity? Popularity on the Internet is so fake. I have 102 subscribers and at the same time my videos have an average of 100 views. And how many comments? A couple of them per video. Then why do you need "popularity" in the comments? People that will reply to you won't say nothing interesting and originally
I love this song ❤
Me too
I always listen to this song when I'm going to a school trip to Penang :)
Miss wanna die
Lyrics
I opened my eyes To see A hospital
So white and clean
I was walking up the roof
I think Then cant recall
At all a single thing
Help a hand for me You were there I know
But couldn't reach me
The me who would fall Down all The time
But stand and reach my hand to
See~
Have you tried crossing over yet?
*ah wanna die
Wanna die but don't really wanna die*
You were there you would care
Making me aware
Every scar, all the blood
More and more they're never done
Not enought not enought
Ah wanna die
Wanna die
But don't really wanna die
If I died you would cry
And idk why
Every scar all the blood
More and more they're never done
Not enought not enought
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. . . . . .
*darkness*
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When
I forget you im all alone
Without a place to go
But then played a mirror like a show, the past I used to know~
*A DREAM*
Til I see every part of me, eyes of red following and,
*I wanna live
Wanna live
Deep inside I've always been reaching out for a hand,so don't let this be the end
Mushrooms growing on my head
Still remember even when
Where you are when im dead!*
Ah wanna die
Wanna die
But don't really wanna die
You were there you would care
You know it really isn't fair
Everytime I forgot
You remain inside my thoughts
Not enought
Not enought
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.
Ah wanna die Wanna die
Wanna die
But still couldn't die
With you by my side
Behind~
The days~
I spent-
Alone-
Afraid...
Now you're here-
To stay....
Lalala..~
Lalala~
Lalala~
And every scar never fade
Memories that replay
Rewind...
Yet again
To the pain
We felt on that day~
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Miss wanna die Lyrics
I was bored
You did good😂😂
@@BryanWarne-yw4pw ty
Yes u did very great pal
Bro singing the whole song
@@nuchcharin1515did that 300 times
Good song with a terrifying meaning
I've been listening to it for a long time
(2024)
I love this song still
Not age restricted lesss goooooooooo 😍😍😍😍
It's so relatable
2024😢
Me
Me in 2024😢
Me
Every body is sad
@Natalie_thegachatuber How is 2025?
I always loved this.
pov me every time i dont get a halo in roblox royale high after knowing ive been playing for 3 years (i have none ;-;):
Meanwhile me 5 years on arsenal and never even got an 20 kills, cuz of shitty weapons the game running at 8 fps tryharders, and dog water maps
should i be concerned that I've been listening to this song on loop for hours and hours in multiple days?
ur not alone
lyrcis: Awake, I opened my eyes to see
A hospital, so white and clean
I was walking up to the roof, I think
Then can't recall at all a single thing
Held a hand for me, you were there
I know, but couldn't reach
The me that would fall down all the time
But stand and reach my hand to see
"Have you tried crossing over yet?"
Ah wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
You were there, you would care
Making me aware
Every scar, all the blood
More and more, they're never done
Not enough, not enough
Ah wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
If I died, you would cry
And I don't know why
Every scar, all the blood
More and more, they're never done
Not enough, not enough
When I forget you, I'm all alone without a place to go
But then played a mirror like a show, the past I used to know
A dream, 'til I see every part of me, eyes of red following and
I wanna live, wanna live
Deep inside I've always been
Reaching out for a hand, so don't let this be the end
Mushrooms growing on my head
Still remember even then
Where you are when I'm dead
Ah wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
You were there, you would care
You know it really isn't fair
Every time I forgot
You remain inside my thoughts
Not enough, not enough
Ah wanna die, wanna die
Wanna die, but I still couldn't die
With you by my side
Behind the days I spent alone, afraid
Now you're here to stay
Lalala lalala lalala lalala
And the scars never fade
Memories that replay
Rewind yet again to the pain we felt on that day
I love this song:)
This is what i listen to when i feel like I'm gonna cry for no reason 🙃🙃🙃
best song ever still hits 6 yearslater
This song was my childhood
2:06 2021 round 6 edits:
More like round 100 for me brooo
Idk why but i still like the song maybe because its relatable 😊
Very relatable
Very very relatable
Very very very relatable
Very very very very relatable
Very very very very very... not really relatable
Cant stop runing in my head !
İ like this song🎶
I remember singing this when I was 8 and I didn’t really know what I meant so I was just jamming but now I feel just like this person bc I wanna die but I can’t do it bc of something
you aren’t alone in this, I was the exact same. things will get better. people would miss you if you died, so never die. many people love you too! you’re an amazing person, and many people are happy that you’re in their life!
2020, was when this song was going viral, came back to it. it just gives me late 2020 vibes...-I miss going on trips and listening to this in the car
i listened to this when i was 5 years old and i am 12 now 😪
(this is how u know i was not a normal child growing up)
HELP??? bro is NOT normal 😭🙏(dw youre not alone im weird)
@@ztrawberryyy dang gang ik how it feels to be weird
Ew why is there a child here. Shoo
Dark songs just hit different when you heard it as a little kid…
I wasn’t little at all when this song came out, but the coolest people didn’t grow up normal.❤️
@@枒You shoo back to work.
This song is amazing, but it admits that someone has depression
Not me being obsessed with this song when I was like 8 lol
a hospital so white an clean..that hit me hard.
1:06 it happens
I love this song it took so much time to find it
Help- I’m getting 2019 Gacha kid flashbacks😭
*falls off a skyscraper with black shadow on my face, as to indicate depression*
Fr
@@枒 *music starts playing in the background*
this w gacha had me in a chokehold lmfao
How is the English one not censored!? Japanese one was restricted because the creator of youtube here was not aware this can harm children but decided to put this on TH-cam Kids!!!!!
Well it's too late because unfortunately children listen to this song now ( I got introduced to this song wayyyyy to young)
Why 💀 Just why
Bro this is gonna be my fave song actually it already is !!! its so true !! Life of many of us.... Sadly...
I remember the lyrics! After 6 years I still know them!
This song brings hope even if the songs theme is sad and dark there is always hope in your darkest days that's the message to the song I believe ❤️
me: cool song
my freind: is that the song when huggy wuggy falls💀
💀💀💀
💀💀💀💀💀
💀💀💀💀💀💀💀
how old is your friend
uhh 8
I still love this song ❤
Ahhh the good old poppy playtime animations
The gacha life old times 😭😭
THE NOSTALGIA…… 😭
IK-
2:02 was they main part..
finally one not giving me a phone number to therapy
This made me cry bcuz it made me recognise my hear of dying and life😢😢😢😢😢
This feeling is so nostalgic
Anyone 2024?
HAII XD
Me
ME
here
Me 🧐🖐️🥺...