@@crystaliieleanor there are different situations, in my case, my parents are not even interested in how I live, why I laugh and why I cry I hope someday this question will not mean something bad for you, but rather an attempt to understand what happened to you
Even in this song where the Mom clearly sucks and is treating the kid bad, hearing her sing that she's useless herself and that the child is gone makes me cry
yeah, i have a theory that the reason why she's saying all of this is because of generational trauma. basically, generational trauma is when someone passes down their trauma and releases it onto their own family, making it an endless cycle of trauma. maybe in her childhood, the mother also got called useleess alot, and she was called that by her mother (aka grandmother?)
@@kasanenees justo lo que pensé acerca de la canción, al final del día la madre estaba igual de dañada que su hijo solo que a diferencia de ella el decidió alejarse para romper el ciclo
@@nessa2226 no need to yell. usually, when you see styled subs on a youtube video (esp. on vids older than 2 years), it was made by a fan using the free softwares aegisub and ytsubconverter.
@@nessa2226 for some reason my last comment got removed by the spam filter? I just came back to fix that it was actually 3 (almost 4 now) years since community captions were removed, but my whole comment is just gone...
@karlee ballard While “Gomenne, Gomenne” (I’m sorry, I’m sorry) is also a song by Kikuo Sorry if you knew this already. Or if you’re talking about a different song
It kinda like the mother take all of her negative feelings for example like her anger to her own child to clear her stress but when her child left or k'll himself and when the mother is left alone and realise that what she did was wrong and feel guilty of herself
It's absolutely insane how accurate that is. Children really normalize for themselves what is happening in their lives, especially when their parents do it
As someone who's been through a similar treatment, I can honestly agree greatly to this. Honestly, it's not right for parents to tell their child that they're "useless"."you can't do it" or "you're a disappointment" especially for such a young age. It juat simply sticks to their brain and convinces them that they really are that terrible.
Parents: Why wont you just talk to us? Also my parents when I try to talk to them about something: Edit: My situation is definitely better now. To the all people sharing stories in the comments or just saying: "Same" or "Relatable", I just wanna say: Y'all stay strong out there. Life sucks and often sucks right from the beginning. The memories and pain will probably never go away, but it's completely alright. It does get better, in my case therapy helped (both for me AND for my mom, and my father is just meh, neutral). Also I can proudly say now that I'm fricking awesome now, and that I grew, and changed, and that's I'm an awesome person, AND I hope more of you can relate. This comment and most replies are now 1 year+ old, so I really-really hope at least some are doing better and even possibly escaped that situation (don't matter if by cutting off certain people or reconciling, everybody is different). And if not, PLEASE do as soon as possible. I do understand that most of the time the only solution is moving out and a lot of people out here can't do that, so I'm not gonna be a big smartie pants by saying: "Lol, if you are unhappy just move out/talk to them/stop doing that and this/etc.". Have a good time of day, remember to eat and drink water properly (unless you are fasting while reading this of course!), go ahead and take care of yourself, you deserve it! I'm proud of you :)
Hey if your reading this, just remember that this pain is temporary and will not last forever, and while your going through it your not alone we are all in this together doing the best we can, I'm proud of you for still being here fighting everyday, cus it's really not easy but you still strong enough to not give up, know that I care about you and I'm glad your here, your feelings are valid and I believe you'll get to a better place with time. I hope this helps, you don't have to accept my comment or like it but I just did it for the people who needs it. Remember to drink water get some rest and check on your loved ones❤️.
Even though these words did not come from my parents' mouths, I am very happy and grateful to you for saying this, this makes me more enthusiastic. If one day we meet, I will return the favor❤
A child should never have to question if their parent loves them. Period. Edit: to all of you who commented, saying things like "my parents never cared" or "my parents don't love me", I'm so sorry. You all are deserving of love and happiness, and I'm so incredibly sorry your parents couldn't provide the love and support they were supposed to. Im adopting all of you right now, and you all will be happy forever. I'll make sure of it.
Why does this remind me of kids when they say they're depressed and the parents start saying they have nice clothes or they have a roof over their head, or others have it worse so they have no excuse For anyone who wants like clarification: I mean the parents who do and say all this stuff, and then when you mention you're depressed they act like they never did one bad thing in their entire life to you.
I honestly don’t understand why parents say this all the time like , bro I just want to tell you that I’m not doing well wether it’s me being stressed over homework or me being mentally exhausted due to the lack of friends.
my parents are the same, telling me to just get over it when I don't feel OK, and I hate how if I feel suicidal, or depressed, they just walk over it and pretend that nothing is happening with their child.
When I finally had the guts to tell my dad that the reason completing homework was so difficult for me was because I had no motivation because I knew that the moment I messed up even a little I knew I would just get yelled at and end up crying in my room or have my phone taken away I just felt like there was no point in me even trying anymore if I would just keep messing up and I still struggle with loving myself as a person even though things are going well so far for me but sometimes my dad will try to tell me that I dont have a lack of motivation or that what I went through couldn't have been that bad because he went through worse as a kid and he would keep trying to give me "motivational" talks to make me suddenly gain motivation to do work but that lack of motivation doesnt stem from a lack of thankfulness but it comes from a sense of worthlessness in me that's gonna take a really long time to get rid of but he doesnt seem to get that and when I try explaining how I feel he doesnt get what I'm talking about so he thinks that I just dont trust him because I know that what I'm gonna tell him he wont get anyways so I just dont tell him and I feel like that's just driving a bigger wedge between our relationship.
small theory: so we all get the point- this song is about a mom who emotionally abuses her child by saying that he is a useless child, and he is abused up to the point when he is grown up. The writing when he is a kid looks colorful and uses hiragana. But when he grows up, it's less colorful, more neat, and uses kanji. I'm thinking the kid used to write down all the things his mom said to him in a journal or a notebook of some sort, and continued to write them down up until he grows up. The two figures, which is the kid and the mom, I think was also drawn by the kid. Furthermore, the title of the song that shows up in the beginning seems kinda messy, which could mean that he titled this journal of his "You are a useless child". Then, when he disappears, (died, ran away, or something) the mom finds the notebook he's been writing everything in, and as she reads them, she realizes she was the useless and terrible person all along. She reads what the boy wrote as a kid, so the writing is back to hiragana and it's more colorful.
Theory: at the end, when mother (not the child) says "I'm a useless child" might suggest that she was treated like that in her childhood, and now made her own child leave because she treated him the same way. She feels useless again.
this comment almost made me cry because this is exactly how my mom is. she abuses me because her father abused her and now that im leaving shes trying to use guilt to bring me back
@Yunn Myat Nay Lwin all hiragana is considered childish bc it's how kids write (as they haven't learned much kanji yet) so him writing in kanji kinda represents how he grew up
the ending where the mother sings to herself gets me every time. it shows that she was told these things when she was a child, and now history repeats itself. generational trauma
It's also a representation of the mother's guilt for how she mistreated her child. She was 'useless' towards them and now that child is no longer there, making her now the 'lonely child'
This is a good pov for that part, I've always seen it as the child *ffed themselves and the mother felt guilty so she was reliving what she said to the child in her own head
my interpretation is that the mother is now feeling guilt and saying how she herself is now lonely after her son disappeared, either offed himself or moved out without any communication.
Listening to this song while reading people's stories feels like being in a large group hug with people that also understands your troubles and worries
Now I realize something, the child is getting mentally abused by his mother calling him a useless child. Then growing up to be a man who is depressed (I think?) and I don’t know if he wrote this or something, then he was found covered in wounds, I think he died, ran away, or just disappeared. Then she realized the damage she done to him and realized he is forever gone, she called herself a useless child and probably mourning I’ve his disappearance. Kids deserve parents, but parents don’t deserve children. Don’t abuse your children, you had an opportunity to become a better parent and you straight up ruined it by hurting them. Children aren’t allowed to be treated like this, don’t mentally abuse your child, don’t rape, don’t do any of that please. It’s horrible and disgusting. I hope all children, teens, etc, are okay. This song kinda describes me but my teacher.
I find it scary how listening to the song, the parts where the mother says stuff like "Come here I'll protect you" and "Oh sweet child, good child you belong to me" I actually feel love. A sense of belonging. It makes me question if I'm actually more naive than I realize I am, as someone who suffered emotional abuse from my own mother. I melt too easily to praise. Edit after 6 months: Looking at this comment section and it still feels all too sweet. I'm still so glad to be given this much comfort over the internet 💕 Thank you all so much 💞
I've suffered the same thing as you. I fall in love too easily so my heart literally melts into the smallest acts of kindness no matter how hard I try.
I've suffered from something similar٫ my mom mentaly abused me but instead of feeling happy and cherised by any praise it has the opposite effect٫ it feels like they're lying and makes me sick to my stomach and i think is because my mom used praises as a way to keep me close to her so i wouldnt leave and now i hate praises yet desprately look for them.
I think, in a way, it's because it's genuine and you can tell. The biggest misconception about abuse is that it's an act totally devoid of love. That abuse and love are two opposite ends of a spectrum with no overlap. If you love someone, you would never abuse them. If you abuse them, you must not genuinely love them. It completely ignores that parents that genuinely and earnestly love their children can still be absolutely horrible and damage that child beyond repair. People want clear dividing lines between good and evil, but the fact of the matter is that it's not that simple. Not all abusers are master manipulators where every kind word out of their mouth is an attempt to deceive you The mother in the song loves her child. She degrades him, humiliates him, and openly talks about how useless he is, but she still loves him and wants to take care of him. In fact you can argue that it's not even that the child can't leave, but rather that she doesn't want him to. She genuinely has this twisted, warped love for him where she wants to take care of him even well into adulthood. You respond to that because you can sense the love. You can sense that she's not just saying that, she believes it too. She is a horrible, irredeemable parent, but you see that sliver of love and respond to it. When you're in a frozen tundra, it's only natural to seek out warmth where ever it may crop up
Only in a Kikuo song can you start out so happy and end so disgusted. I mean this is the most complimenting way ever that Kikuo can portray the worst of the worst without issue. It is genius how accurate these songs are
@@iamwoke322 The song is about a narcissistic mother who constantly points out her sons flaws but never accepts her own, saying how great she is and how she'll take care of him because she's so great. Eventually he gets tired of her and runs away, so her insecurities and guilt catch up with her.
In my opinion. This song is about a parent that nags and abuses their child. But still says sorry and like "but i will protect you forever" is like the parent still loves the child but cannot really express it.
early in 2019, my mother went to another country to spend time with her family. she was to be away for around a month. up until that point, id pretty much caught on that she was..not a good parent to me, and all the things she had done to me were far from normal, despite her constantly telling me it was. id decided that in that month she was gone, id make up my mind about whether or not i was going to finally get away from her. conveniently, my parents had divorced when i was eight, so if i did decide to leave her, i could just go live with my other parent full time, so it was simply a matter of whether or not i had the guts to do it. during that month, i listened to this song on repeat nearly every day. reflecting on my life with my mother had been so overwhelming and sickening, but when i listened to this song it was like i was being given a place for me to put my emotions, so it wasn't just bundled all up inside of me. it really helped me keep a level head that month, and kept me from resorting to anything self destructive to cope. this song gave me the strength to decide i was going to leave her. when she returned, she picked me up from school, and i was silent on the whole drive home. but as soon as we were inside, i told her i had to tell her something. i told her i wanted to live with my dad full time. she was uncharacteristically quiet, before sending me to my room. i was terrified she was going to punish me, so as soon as i got in i locked the door and hid under my bed. it felt like hours i was laying there, but i just put on my headphones, listened to this, and began to cry. my dad came to pick me up not long after that. for a long time, i felt like i had commited a heinous crime, like i was the most disgusting horrible person for leaving my mother. my brain was constantly telling me 'you were just overreacting, she was telling the truth, it was normal, youve ruined her life by leaving her', and so many people around me always told me things in the same vein. they told me she was my mother, so there was no way she could have ever done anything worth me leaving her, which just furthened the guilt. but a few weeks after id left her, i listened to this song again. i just remembered all the reflecting i had done up until i had decided to live with my dad full time, and although i still felt i had done something wrong, it was like it awakened a part of me, spoke to me and told me it wasn't my fault, even if i didnt fully believe that yet. this song helped me with so much, and i don't know if i would've gotten through all of that without it. it sounds silly saying that, that i owe my current life to one little song, but its true. so thankyou, kikuo. thankyou so much.
It's been a year and a half since I left my toxic father (mother was like 7 years ago) and received comments like the ones some people gave you in order to make you feel guilty, please don't ever listen to those comments or feel guilty, your mother was an adult who paid for her decisions, and unfortunately made you pay in the process, you did great and I am sure this experiences turned you into a great person, keep strong and live life for yourself, don't ever get dragged by culpability as I did as the time you spend feeling guilty does not come back. Hope it all gets better for you and live a happy life.
I hope you feel better now, I'm sure it wasn't easy for you to go through all this... And there's no problem to depend on a song, since Vocaloid really helped me too, with a lot of songs, but specially a song called "Iya Iya Iya" from Neru. Some people think it's a really dumb song, but It helped me like, a lot. Really. I'm sure Vocaloid helped a lot of people, that's why I love it so much. And your really brave to tell your story for everyone here
Honestly, the saddest thing here is how many people can identify and relate. I hope at least some people are finding comfort in knowing they're not alone in these experiences (even though I absolutely don't wish them on anyone, knowing your not the only person to suffer like you can be comforting sometimes imo.) I grew up in that sort of situation too, and I hope y'all know you can get out, you deserve better, and you 100% do not deserve your abuse. Your safety comes before any sort of familial responsibility. (sorry for being so serious in a youtube comment)
@@albedox6428 It may be a misunderstanding, but the lyrics "Issho" on the way sounded like "Issho" and pampered the infant, and I got goose bumps. I love Kikuo's songs, which have a beautiful and cute sound but only sadness.
Eu costumava ouvir e cantar bastante essa musica para mim mesmo, passei muito tempo depressiva para problemas que nao deveriam ter acontecido e nem começado tão cedo em uma infância normal. Eu tentei me m... diversas vezes (ainda bem que nao deu certo), cheguei a um ponto de nao ligar mais para nada. Eu nunca tinha planejado uma vida, só quando seria meu dia final... E adivinha? Tambem nao tive coragem de fazê-lo. Continuei viva por dizer pra mim mesma que tudo ficaria bem/melhoraria e por relacionamentos toxicos. Eu me sentia um lixo, sozinha e podre. Eu me odiava, eu me xingava, eu ouvia uma outra voz na minha cabeça ( que era eu mesmo )que me xingava e me torturava 24h por dia, eu desenvolvi crise de panico e ansiedade, chegava a ficar paralisada chorando na cama no meu proprio catarro e lagrima. Acontece que depois de tudo as merdas que passei, eu falei pra mim mesma que nao passei por todo esse sofrimento atoa e que ia ate o final 😂 Hoje em dia estou melhor, nao vou dizer que nao fico mais depressiva, porem a maioria do tempo agora me sinto feliz, estou fazendo terapia e tenho um relacionamento saudavel com uma pessoa que eu amo demais e quero casar e viver ate meu último dia com ele. To meio perdida em questão de futuro, ja que nunca planejei nada, mas estou aos poucos seguindo meu caminho. Obrigado se voce leu ate aqui, espero que minha historia te ajude a perceber que por mais que estejamos no fundo do fundo do poço, a gente pode lutar e conseguir melhorar. Um amanhã melhor pode vir pra todos, e por mais que seja dificil, devemos lutar todos os dias para poder alcançar a felicidade e a paz. Você não está sozinho ok? Vai dar tudo certo, acredite em você mesmo ❤
Parents: you can tell me anything, I won't judge. Kid: *tells everything* Parents: Stop faking, others have it worse it's the phone ungreatful brat I/god gave you a (list a no. of things that are the general necessity for living). You have nothing to be depressed over. It's just a phase You were literally smiling yesterday! Grow up
Parents: express your feelings. Be yourself. Tell us when you have any problems. Child: states that they’ve been feeling down, depressed, and tired of everything. Parents: *its the phone*
And this is why I never wanna tell my parents anything. Their not bad I just don’t wanna be told whenever I tell them something that happened that I’m lying and that I’m just making it up
Kikuo, you are truly an artist. You are so talented. I've listened to this song a billion times and it still makes me cry. You are capable of encapsulating feelings like fear, redemption, and joy like no other.
this song for me is abt generational trauma. The main chorus is “you are a useless child” which is the mother saying that to her child (obvi) but at the point where the child leaves the chorus changed to “i am a useless child” which is probably them reflecting on their parent/s calling them that and its approaching back to them, and they start to repeat it to themselves since they have realized they have now fit into the mold their parents put them in. but right before the original chorus changed, it stated that “even tho the child was wounded he left my side” which probably means that she has realized only after her child left that she affected her child the way her parent/s affected her which is why she phrases “if only i can turn back time”
I think you're dead-on. That was my impression too. It also sort of reminds me of patterns of abuse most common with the Narcissistic and Histrionic Personality Disorders, which involves a lot of manipulation, mind games, backhanded compliments, flat-out lies, embellished and invented stories, and, of course, a dearth of both empathy and self-awareness. Unfortunately I've had quite a bit of second- *and* first-hand experience with that. The whole song, the mother seems so cartoonishly cruel and her kid sounds like the most dysfunctional burn-out ever, but if you consider that she might be an unreliable narrator to begin with... 🤔
To me it's about how when the child is so traumatised, he commits suicide. The mother is left alone and laments about how she never took better care of him, and wishes she could turn back time. She is useless because she couldn't take care of the child.
Yeah, my thoughts exactly. With the added tidbit that she could have also been treating her kid worse. Using him as a surrogate for her parents and how she wished to treat them.(which in hindsight, is what generational trauma is)
I'm disabled and my mom always makes me feel like I'm useless for not being able to do things. Whenever I'm taking away a cup or a plate she tells my other sibling to do it for me. She showers me, puts clothes on me, etc. Once she told me that i can't do anything myself and that I'll always rely on her. She told me I'll never be able to move out myself or get a significant other, only to rely on her. I just feel like i relate to this song, almost like a comfort and i cry.
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Pov: kikuo calls you a useless child for 4 mins and 21 secs .
This song beats the 7 page muda
Best.comment.ever.
Chad Sustituido - 😂
HAHAHAHA I LOVE THIS COMMENT
This was actually in my playlist while I was drawing many times and that’s how I felt.
Parents : „why are u always on ur phone and never talk to us“
also my parents whenever I try to say something :
at least they ask you that question
@@yoona6294 I don't know if that's something good to tell you. They usually say it in an angry manner for me idk
@@crystaliieleanor there are different situations, in my case, my parents are not even interested in how I live, why I laugh and why I cry
I hope someday this question will not mean something bad for you, but rather an attempt to understand what happened to you
ify
yea-
Even in this song where the Mom clearly sucks and is treating the kid bad, hearing her sing that she's useless herself and that the child is gone makes me cry
yeah, i have a theory that the reason why she's saying all of this is because of generational trauma. basically, generational trauma is when someone passes down their trauma and releases it onto their own family, making it an endless cycle of trauma.
maybe in her childhood, the mother also got called useleess alot, and she was called that by her mother (aka grandmother?)
@@kasanenees justo lo que pensé acerca de la canción, al final del día la madre estaba igual de dañada que su hijo solo que a diferencia de ella el decidió alejarse para romper el ciclo
I love how the text appears on the subtitles and the colors of it
Same honestly
Its so cool
I REALLY NEED TO KNOW HOW DO THEY DO IT
@@nessa2226 no need to yell. usually, when you see styled subs on a youtube video (esp. on vids older than 2 years), it was made by a fan using the free softwares aegisub and ytsubconverter.
@@nessa2226 aegisub & ytsubconverter
@@nessa2226 for some reason my last comment got removed by the spam filter? I just came back to fix that it was actually 3 (almost 4 now) years since community captions were removed, but my whole comment is just gone...
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Not a lie
@karlee ballard
While “Gomenne, Gomenne” (I’m sorry, I’m sorry) is also a song by Kikuo
Sorry if you knew this already.
Or if you’re talking about a different song
@karlee ballard
It’s ok（◞‿◟）
sorry if I came off rude
oh ok lol
what about maretu??
"study, exercise, speaking, you can't do anything" it hurts how relatable this is
fr
Same
are you okay?
yup
Same
3:18 "that child is no longer here" and "nobody can save me anymore" is so sad
It kinda like the mother take all of her negative feelings for example like her anger to her own child to clear her stress but when her child left or k'll himself and when the mother is left alone and realise that what she did was wrong and feel guilty of herself
@@kathycar-xf4xt I think you're right. she probably went through the same thing
小学生だった頃にこの曲を聞いた時は「いじめられているできない子と母親の曲で、切ないけど暖かい曲」だと思ってたけど、今では「子どもがいないと自分を守れない毒親の曲」だと思ってる。
親が子どもに何度も何度も「できない子」と言うのは結構ヤバいのになんで小学生の私はそんなことを思ったんだと感じた時、私の親も毒親であることを思い出した。
It's absolutely insane how accurate that is. Children really normalize for themselves what is happening in their lives, especially when their parents do it
強く生きて
As someone who's been through a similar treatment, I can honestly agree greatly to this. Honestly, it's not right for parents to tell their child that they're "useless"."you can't do it" or "you're a disappointment" especially for such a young age. It juat simply sticks to their brain and convinces them that they really are that terrible.
thats sad...
小学生の頃からきくおさんの曲に出会ってるのも驚きだし動画が11年前ってのも驚きを隠せない
よく親に言われて
親は何日かしたら言ったことも忘れるけど
子供からしたら何年立っても
忘れる事が出来ないくらい
辛くて悲しい言葉でした
アミノさん それ、
親は死ねとか言っておきながら当の本人は完全に忘れてる。私は何年経っても覚えてる。
みたいな？(え)
@@user-cf2xk5bb2s 僕と同じ…
子供に落ちこぼれとかできない奴とかひどいこと言った親、大抵覚えてない説
言われた方には一生傷が残るのにね
友達となら平気で言えるかな？
だって友達だって殴られて蹴られ
論破したらご飯が貰えない
良かった……仲間が居た……♪( ^ω^ و(و
(´･ω･｀)寂しかったな……
IT'S MY DEPRESSIVE EPISODE, AND I GET TO CHOOSE MY MUSIC.
I feel you on a whole other level
Do you need someone to talk to?
THIS IS MY MENTAL BREAK DOWN, AND I GET TO CHOOSE MY MUSIC
@@BangGanger69 do you need someone to talk to?
@@jasmeien1477 yes
"My child is completely fine!"
Meanwhile the song their child relates to:
Edit:OH MY HOLY RAZOR THE LIKES
Im that child
change your name now
I'm that child
@@koukoromakesthesamejokes huh-
Razor fann
叱責→後悔→自己否定
この流れが悲惨だけどクセになる
Parents: Why won’t you talk to us with your problems?
Also Parents:
Parent: I go commit kimi wa dekinai.
child in their mind: kimi wa dekinai parent
Hikoshima right?
they lash out on us for telling them our problems because we told them 😆
SAME PLS AND THEY SAY: these online people dont even know you why do u trust them
Parents: Why wont you just talk to us?
Also my parents when I try to talk to them about something:
Edit: My situation is definitely better now. To the all people sharing stories in the comments or just saying: "Same" or "Relatable", I just wanna say: Y'all stay strong out there. Life sucks and often sucks right from the beginning. The memories and pain will probably never go away, but it's completely alright. It does get better, in my case therapy helped (both for me AND for my mom, and my father is just meh, neutral). Also I can proudly say now that I'm fricking awesome now, and that I grew, and changed, and that's I'm an awesome person, AND I hope more of you can relate. This comment and most replies are now 1 year+ old, so I really-really hope at least some are doing better and even possibly escaped that situation (don't matter if by cutting off certain people or reconciling, everybody is different). And if not, PLEASE do as soon as possible. I do understand that most of the time the only solution is moving out and a lot of people out here can't do that, so I'm not gonna be a big smartie pants by saying: "Lol, if you are unhappy just move out/talk to them/stop doing that and this/etc.". Have a good time of day, remember to eat and drink water properly (unless you are fasting while reading this of course!), go ahead and take care of yourself, you deserve it! I'm proud of you :)
this is true af
ESPECIALLY when they tell you to ask questions but when you do they call you and the question stupid.
FR OMG JAGYHSBHBHSB
Omfg ikr!!
fr though, "you can tell me anything" then why do you ignore our problems when we try to talk to you about our mental health?
My mom:My childhood was fine!
Her childhood:
FR... And mine too😂
スマホも持たせてもらってなかった頃に聞いて、コメ欄なんかみてなかったし考察なんかしてなかったから方向ミスった世話焼き系幼なじみの女の子の悲しい歌だと思ってて 今コメ欄見てそういう事だったんだ……て思ったし子育ての仕方間違えちゃった母親の後悔とか孤独とかの感情を改めて噛み締めることが出来ました、ありがとうございます
“Oh, my child is completely fine”
Their child’s childhood:
fr-
FRRR
Bro... I was abused as a child by my mom when I write my letters are ugly
@@hecker_ibontherichestdudeever so sorry for ya dude
@@hecker_ibontherichestdudeeverlet's switch parents they will love any handwriting I have
i put this on my speaker while i cleaned up and my japanese roommate asked if i was okay...
oh my god
i would do the same
Good for me I know basic Japanese and search up the meaning for every song I listen to now I know that I was right to do so😂
Did he tap your shoulder while he asked you
Oh damn-
Oh- but are u?
この曲ってシンプルに言ったら悪口メインの曲だと思うんだけど、曲調と歌詞のおかげで救われる気持ちになれる
聞いてて落ち着く
ララララララララ……という
スキャットの部分が全て
平仮名の｢う｣に見えて仕方なくて
通してみると『うううう』と呻き声をあげている描写にも取れました。
寂しい子、出来ない子…
it’s scary the amount of people who relate to this
was it just a universal thing to get abused by your parents?
Sadly, Yes.
I guess so.
Yep. I’m for the most part out now, but not without an attempt to KMS just like he did. I’m okay now.
Lol ig , mentally for me , they don’t know their hurting me though which sucks
Verbal and more abuse from immigrant parents to strict it hurts
Song: you are a useless, useless, useless child
Me: 🕺🕺🕺
when i put it in translate it translates to "i cant do it" why?? 😭😓
@@valeria-jh5db just literally Use the subtitles man.
@@valeria-jh5db because that's a more literal translation
@@untrustfulsoldchannel9238 ohh,,thank u!
right like its putting negative manifestations into my head but i cant stop listening 😭😭
Hey if your reading this, just remember that this pain is temporary and will not last forever, and while your going through it your not alone we are all in this together doing the best we can, I'm proud of you for still being here fighting everyday, cus it's really not easy but you still strong enough to not give up, know that I care about you and I'm glad your here, your feelings are valid and I believe you'll get to a better place with time. I hope this helps, you don't have to accept my comment or like it but I just did it for the people who needs it. Remember to drink water get some rest and check on your loved ones❤️.
Ilysm for saying this this really made my day😊
@Aft00nx aww that's so sweet of you, ilysm too and I'm glad it made your day dear❤️🙏🏻
Thank you for writing this and caring🫂
@daedricdragon5976 No problem dear❤️
Even though these words did not come from my parents' mouths, I am very happy and grateful to you for saying this, this makes me more enthusiastic. If one day we meet, I will return the favor❤
That child grew up quick
They always do.
Especially when they saw something when they were never supposed to.
UHM CAN WE TALK ABOUT HOW THE LYRICS USED HIRAGANA WHEN HE WAS A CHILD BUT IT CHANGED TO KANJI AFTER HE GREW UP ????
Holi shit
Holy*
... Boi, big brain time.
WAIT HOW DID I JUST NOTICE THIS?!?!
o shit that's deep, like his mother isn't there anymore but her harsh words got into him
therapist: gives therapy
card: declines
therapist:
When this isn’t top comment
👁💧👄💧👁🔫
NOOOO PLSVDISHDKDBDOSBDKD
Jungkook's piss?... un chile...
PLEASEJSBSKSGBSSK
YOO HEIJI PFP
Apparently TH-cam wants me to listen to this song so badly that it marked it as watched when I’ve never even tapped on this video before now
youtube is calling you a worthless child 💔 /j
@@CannedChippy I mean it’s not entirely incorrect
@@Joseph_417 don't say that. i'm proud of you, stranger
Beat and melody: ❤❤🥰🦋🦋
Songwriting/lyrics: 🥺💀😢😨😭
A child should never have to question if their parent loves them. Period.
Edit: to all of you who commented, saying things like "my parents never cared" or "my parents don't love me", I'm so sorry. You all are deserving of love and happiness, and I'm so incredibly sorry your parents couldn't provide the love and support they were supposed to. Im adopting all of you right now, and you all will be happy forever. I'll make sure of it.
it's bø time Tell that to the kids, then. And their parents.
@Isabella Van Ginkel 'Tis I, the most fabulous boy. Yuga Aoyama ;)
Yeah. I just accept the fact that my parent really just don't like me _that_ much.
I think I don't belong anywhere
@@NeilaNyaa go to the YMCA
they have everything for a young man to enjoy
You can hang out with all the boys.
Why does this remind me of kids when they say they're depressed and the parents start saying they have nice clothes or they have a roof over their head, or others have it worse so they have no excuse
For anyone who wants like clarification: I mean the parents who do and say all this stuff, and then when you mention you're depressed they act like they never did one bad thing in their entire life to you.
I honestly don’t understand why parents say this all the time like , bro I just want to tell you that I’m not doing well wether it’s me being stressed over homework or me being mentally exhausted due to the lack of friends.
Yeah
my parents are the same, telling me to just get over it when I don't feel OK, and I hate how if I feel suicidal, or depressed, they just walk over it and pretend that nothing is happening with their child.
When I finally had the guts to tell my dad that the reason completing homework was so difficult for me was because I had no motivation because I knew that the moment I messed up even a little I knew I would just get yelled at and end up crying in my room or have my phone taken away I just felt like there was no point in me even trying anymore if I would just keep messing up and I still struggle with loving myself as a person even though things are going well so far for me but sometimes my dad will try to tell me that I dont have a lack of motivation or that what I went through couldn't have been that bad because he went through worse as a kid and he would keep trying to give me "motivational" talks to make me suddenly gain motivation to do work but that lack of motivation doesnt stem from a lack of thankfulness but it comes from a sense of worthlessness in me that's gonna take a really long time to get rid of but he doesnt seem to get that and when I try explaining how I feel he doesnt get what I'm talking about so he thinks that I just dont trust him because I know that what I'm gonna tell him he wont get anyways so I just dont tell him and I feel like that's just driving a bigger wedge between our relationship.
The sad truth of EVERY 12 YEAR OLD IN 2021 (I know cause most of my class are mostly like this)
嫌なこと言っても嫌なことしても、結局『私が守ってあげる』って気持ちは本物だし、エゴであれ、愛情の裏返しなんだよね。
子どもはその愛情に気付いてるからこそ長い間傷つきながらも母親の元から離れられない。
この子は離れられたみたいで良かったね。
理想絵図みたいな感じでなんか、
繰り返して聞いちゃう
The best part of listening to these types of songs your parents will never understand them
Unless they take japanese classes or they are from japan ;)
I 100% agree lol
Just like they don't understand us
YES
YESSIR
small theory: so we all get the point- this song is about a mom who emotionally abuses her child by saying that he is a useless child, and he is abused up to the point when he is grown up. The writing when he is a kid looks colorful and uses hiragana. But when he grows up, it's less colorful, more neat, and uses kanji. I'm thinking the kid used to write down all the things his mom said to him in a journal or a notebook of some sort, and continued to write them down up until he grows up. The two figures, which is the kid and the mom, I think was also drawn by the kid. Furthermore, the title of the song that shows up in the beginning seems kinda messy, which could mean that he titled this journal of his "You are a useless child". Then, when he disappears, (died, ran away, or something) the mom finds the notebook he's been writing everything in, and as she reads them, she realizes she was the useless and terrible person all along. She reads what the boy wrote as a kid, so the writing is back to hiragana and it's more colorful.
Wow.
OH MY GOD THIS IS THE BEST INTERPRETATION IVE SEEN
HELL YEA THAT MAKES SENSE!
love this
th-cam.com/video/jVpNwnwYGcI/w-d-xo.html
my mom: why don't you talk to me.
my mom when I forget to wash the dishes:
何年も何年もこの曲きいてるずっとだいすき
Theory: at the end, when mother (not the child) says "I'm a useless child" might suggest that she was treated like that in her childhood, and now made her own child leave because she treated him the same way. She feels useless again.
yoo thats what I thought aswell-
Still she has no excuse for what she did to her son
@@yviiiiii2664 obviously, but it just shows how the cycle continues
@@femalechild9060 the son can break the cycle but as far as ik in the comments he committed suicide but yup I get ur point
this comment almost made me cry because this is exactly how my mom is. she abuses me because her father abused her and now that im leaving shes trying to use guilt to bring me back
Fun fact : As the child of the song grew up, the lyrics changed from Hiragana to Katakana to Kanji.
Nice detail, Kikuo.
Thanks for telling! I just realized
I actually didn't realize, even though I can read characters of both hiragana and kanji. Good eye!
@@stephanierachal6320 I can't even read both of them but I can recognise them very well, that's why I keep on captions.
@Yunn Myat Nay Lwin all hiragana is considered childish bc it's how kids write (as they haven't learned much kanji yet) so him writing in kanji kinda represents how he grew up
OMG KIKUO IS A GENIUS
最初はひらがなだったのに大きくなると漢字になっていくのいいな
この曲めっちゃ好きでした。私にはお母さんと子供に見えてました。大きくなってからひらがなから漢字になってて成長してる感じが凄く伝わる
kikuo songs is literally the defenition of taking a pic with kissy lips and peace sign while having a breakdown
Is it weird that that this comment made me laugh?
Oof
@@CSriepinkdawg no im laughing now too
lol true
Yep
the ending where the mother sings to herself gets me every time. it shows that she was told these things when she was a child, and now history repeats itself. generational trauma
It's also a representation of the mother's guilt for how she mistreated her child. She was 'useless' towards them and now that child is no longer there, making her now the 'lonely child'
@@YourLocalTrashPandaXOXO57 seconds ago whatt
This is a good pov for that part, I've always seen it as the child *ffed themselves and the mother felt guilty so she was reliving what she said to the child in her own head
my interpretation is that the mother is now feeling guilt and saying how she herself is now lonely after her son disappeared, either offed himself or moved out without any communication.
*A moment silence of people not knowing this song has been 11 years*
*silence*
英語字幕に色が…ついてる…だと！？
マジやんけｯ…！
Yes but it makes it very hard to read 😞
Listening to this song while reading people's stories feels like being in a large group hug with people that also understands your troubles and worries
Yes, I got what you meant...
Yes:)
@@taenimin ikr!
*Fr i feel the same*
I can always go to vocaloid songs and their comments just feel so heartwarming
You know your life’s falling apart when you relate to a Kikou song.
Yeah :)
Yea
tbh just bcse someone relate to a depressing song, doesn't exactly mean their life will fall apart unless they know it is happening and do nothing
@@mightypurplelicious3209 that was funny
@@mightypurplelicious3209 i bet all my 10 cents you are 12
きくおさんの歌ってなんも嫌な事考えずにぼーっと聴いてられる、死にたい訳では無いけどなんも考えたくないからこういう時間が1番好き
私は毎日恥ずかしい思いをしているので、人生が嫌です。ただ desu とどこにも行かずに desu と気絶したいです。私は幼稚園から3年生までいじめられ続けたので、ただ desu にいたいです。
あなたを恥ずかしいと思うことは何もありません。あなたより優れた人間はいないのですから、恥ずかしいと思わないでください。
君みたいな優しい子はしんどくなるよね。趣味に没頭したらすこし気を紛らわせられると思うよ。
こんなにも、たくさんの人が歌詞に共感してしまうのは悲しいな……
同じ意見です。
社会病理を感じる
世界から自殺者が無くならないわけだよ…
@@misosiru-s8o9l6 それは非常に真実です
同意します :(
*"Vocaloid is for children"*
Yes totally..
Why would someone say vocaloid is for chiden that crazy🙄😔😳
Vocoloid is is happy and is fun for all ages!
*seems legit*
literally nobody has ever said that
@@rosa.00_ I have heard people say that about anime. Kinda funny
"11 years ago."
Everyone: "Talking about their childhoods"
Me: "HOW THE HECK DID THE ENGLISH SUBTITLES EVEN GET COLOURS, EVEN APPEARING LIKE THE JAPANESE (ON VID)?!"
FR LIKE HOWWWW
FR FR
きくおさんの曲は元気な時に聞いたら不安になるけど、不安な時に聞いたら安心する
Her songs just give that uneasy vibe
まじでそれな
うん 私も.怖い
The only translation is to Afrikaans.
HELP
What happens if you listen to one 2 times in a row?
3:50からの「ララララララ……」ってところが「うううううう」にしか見えんくて、なんか凄い苦しそうで胸がｷｭｯってなる……。
えっ、その考え好きだわ…。
小さい子の描く『う』に見えなくもない…
とあ。 本当にそう見える、、、
同じこと考えてる人いたw
Tf
Now I realize something, the child is getting mentally abused by his mother calling him a useless child. Then growing up to be a man who is depressed (I think?) and I don’t know if he wrote this or something, then he was found covered in wounds, I think he died, ran away, or just disappeared. Then she realized the damage she done to him and realized he is forever gone, she called herself a useless child and probably mourning I’ve his disappearance.
Kids deserve parents, but parents don’t deserve children. Don’t abuse your children, you had an opportunity to become a better parent and you straight up ruined it by hurting them. Children aren’t allowed to be treated like this, don’t mentally abuse your child, don’t rape, don’t do any of that please. It’s horrible and disgusting. I hope all children, teens, etc, are okay. This song kinda describes me but my teacher.
My family , my mother and my teacher say i am useless child entire inthe world . this song represent who fail to live up with their expectations.
Wow relatable.I hope you are okay
This hits different when actually feel like you are a useless child and you only matter when you accomplish something.
waittt... is this meee
@@wsgmayn omg trauma twin!!! I shouldn’t be happy about that 🫠
Your so quirky and different omg'1111111¡ please tech me
@@aoyagicest idk if you were saying this as a joke or to make fun of me
@@aoyagicest 😐youre not funny. idk why youd even listen to this song if youre gonna do that...
歌詞は寂しいけどメロディーが割と明るいから精神が不安定なときに聞いたらなんか安心する
それな
きくおさんの曲は変な精神安定効果あって抜け出せなくなるw
新発売の精神安定剤!!その名も＂きくおさんの曲"!!!
俺は何がしたかったんだ…
親から酷いこと言われて言い返せないで涙こらえた後にこれ聞いてつむぎ*.さんの言ったとうり安心して泣く
Que dise hay nose japones?
つむぎ*
文章力高すぎ
I find odd comfort to this song..
(probably cuz i go through emotional abuse)
u can do it
@@Mimi..69 aw thank you...I truly appreciate this reply
@@Laywhydiduleaveme 💕💕sorry if i’m dry
@Mimi..69 it's alr^^!!
My brother whenever i say anything:
自分の子に過干渉な親の歌だと思っている。最終的に子供は自力で成長し、親の元から旅立つ。そして親が、子離れ「できない」、子供がいなくなって「寂しい」んだと思う。自分の存在意義を子供で保っていた。
子供は自殺したんだと思った
その解釈が一番救われる
あー！それだったら、なんで左の子が大きくなったのか納得がいく！！凄い！
なんか…腑に落ちた。
発達に問題のある子の歌というより、私もその解釈です。
「私の顔が嫌い」君、まだ愛してる。
「家族が嫌い」君、まだ愛してる。
「泣きたいよ」君、まだ愛してる。
「友達がない」君、まだ愛してる。
「永遠に眠りたい」君、まだ愛してる。
いつも愛してるよ、それを忘れないでください。たとえ君が僕のことを知らなくても、僕がいつも愛しているよことだけは知っておいてください。
" songs can't make you cry? "
" songs can't make you cry.. "
When you realize she said:
"if i can only go back in time"
But when you restart the song the same thing happened.
underrated lmao
Your pfp fits
OH MY GOD YOURE RIGHT-
OH MY-
Damn
I find it scary how listening to the song, the parts where the mother says stuff like "Come here I'll protect you" and "Oh sweet child, good child you belong to me" I actually feel love. A sense of belonging. It makes me question if I'm actually more naive than I realize I am, as someone who suffered emotional abuse from my own mother. I melt too easily to praise.
Edit after 6 months: Looking at this comment section and it still feels all too sweet. I'm still so glad to be given this much comfort over the internet 💕
Thank you all so much 💞
I know how it feels. I’m not good at comforting people, but just know you’re not alone and people are here for you.
I've suffered the same thing as you. I fall in love too easily so my heart literally melts into the smallest acts of kindness no matter how hard I try.
I've suffered from something similar٫ my mom mentaly abused me but instead of feeling happy and cherised by any praise it has the opposite effect٫ it feels like they're lying and makes me sick to my stomach and i think is because my mom used praises as a way to keep me close to her so i wouldnt leave and now i hate praises yet desprately look for them.
I think, in a way, it's because it's genuine and you can tell. The biggest misconception about abuse is that it's an act totally devoid of love. That abuse and love are two opposite ends of a spectrum with no overlap. If you love someone, you would never abuse them. If you abuse them, you must not genuinely love them. It completely ignores that parents that genuinely and earnestly love their children can still be absolutely horrible and damage that child beyond repair. People want clear dividing lines between good and evil, but the fact of the matter is that it's not that simple. Not all abusers are master manipulators where every kind word out of their mouth is an attempt to deceive you
The mother in the song loves her child. She degrades him, humiliates him, and openly talks about how useless he is, but she still loves him and wants to take care of him. In fact you can argue that it's not even that the child can't leave, but rather that she doesn't want him to. She genuinely has this twisted, warped love for him where she wants to take care of him even well into adulthood. You respond to that because you can sense the love. You can sense that she's not just saying that, she believes it too. She is a horrible, irredeemable parent, but you see that sliver of love and respond to it. When you're in a frozen tundra, it's only natural to seek out warmth where ever it may crop up
I relate to all of these holy f😭
この曲聴いてると落ち着く大好き
いい曲
絵を見るとお母さんは寂しいのに強がってる感じがする
nani
@@sydney9556 she said that: the mother seems lonely but she pretends to be strong
歌詞は悲しいけど曲調すごい好きだ
すんごい分かります( ˇωˇ )
わかりすぎて怖い
分かります！中毒性がありますよね！
アイコンかわいいですね笑
子守唄みたいですよね
gg five yrs wtf lodicake
楽な気持ちになれるからすき
I like how the captions have the same color as the text and the black bar fills up for every word said
Only in a Kikuo song can you start out so happy and end so disgusted. I mean this is the most complimenting way ever that Kikuo can portray the worst of the worst without issue. It is genius how accurate these songs are
Most of them are good but I like when my mom yells this to me
por eso no leo las lyrics y no se q mrd dice pero esta bueno el ritmo asi que me gusta xD
The song:
You’re cringe as hell
Cope harder
I used to go through this kind of abuse, listening to this song now, I find it conforting..
@@iamwoke322 The song is about a narcissistic mother who constantly points out her sons flaws but never accepts her own, saying how great she is and how she'll take care of him because she's so great. Eventually he gets tired of her and runs away, so her insecurities and guilt catch up with her.
Kikou is really good at painting a dark and depressing picture with their songs it's amazing
Real
1.2K likes with 1 comment? Something's fishy 🤨
Kikuo* true tbh
きくおだよ
@@YOURDEMONLUNA 7.5k likes now
In my opinion. This song is about a parent that nags and abuses their child. But still says sorry and like "but i will protect you forever" is like the parent still loves the child but cannot really express it.
この曲はとてもメロディアスです、はい、本当に大好きです
When the child was still little, the text was colourful, bouncy and hiragana. When he grew up, it turned into plain black kanji.
Off topic but i agree that steak is yummy 🗣🗣🗣🔥🔥🔥
@@TheYoungHannyaMari, how are you alive?
Me when I eat microwaved meat, originated from a cow:
Me when I eat the steak of wisdom and get theories and nawledge:
@@mafuyuneedstherapy yeah I thought that ###############
early in 2019, my mother went to another country to spend time with her family. she was to be away for around a month. up until that point, id pretty much caught on that she was..not a good parent to me, and all the things she had done to me were far from normal, despite her constantly telling me it was. id decided that in that month she was gone, id make up my mind about whether or not i was going to finally get away from her. conveniently, my parents had divorced when i was eight, so if i did decide to leave her, i could just go live with my other parent full time, so it was simply a matter of whether or not i had the guts to do it. during that month, i listened to this song on repeat nearly every day. reflecting on my life with my mother had been so overwhelming and sickening, but when i listened to this song it was like i was being given a place for me to put my emotions, so it wasn't just bundled all up inside of me. it really helped me keep a level head that month, and kept me from resorting to anything self destructive to cope. this song gave me the strength to decide i was going to leave her. when she returned, she picked me up from school, and i was silent on the whole drive home. but as soon as we were inside, i told her i had to tell her something. i told her i wanted to live with my dad full time. she was uncharacteristically quiet, before sending me to my room. i was terrified she was going to punish me, so as soon as i got in i locked the door and hid under my bed. it felt like hours i was laying there, but i just put on my headphones, listened to this, and began to cry. my dad came to pick me up not long after that. for a long time, i felt like i had commited a heinous crime, like i was the most disgusting horrible person for leaving my mother. my brain was constantly telling me 'you were just overreacting, she was telling the truth, it was normal, youve ruined her life by leaving her', and so many people around me always told me things in the same vein. they told me she was my mother, so there was no way she could have ever done anything worth me leaving her, which just furthened the guilt. but a few weeks after id left her, i listened to this song again. i just remembered all the reflecting i had done up until i had decided to live with my dad full time, and although i still felt i had done something wrong, it was like it awakened a part of me, spoke to me and told me it wasn't my fault, even if i didnt fully believe that yet. this song helped me with so much, and i don't know if i would've gotten through all of that without it. it sounds silly saying that, that i owe my current life to one little song, but its true. so thankyou, kikuo. thankyou so much.
cat in a tree I hope you’re okay now and that your dad is treating you much better than she did!
omg that’s so sad,, i really hope you’re doing better and i’m happy you have the courage to tell everyone your life story🥺💖💖💖
It's been a year and a half since I left my toxic father (mother was like 7 years ago) and received comments like the ones some people gave you in order to make you feel guilty, please don't ever listen to those comments or feel guilty, your mother was an adult who paid for her decisions, and unfortunately made you pay in the process, you did great and I am sure this experiences turned you into a great person, keep strong and live life for yourself, don't ever get dragged by culpability as I did as the time you spend feeling guilty does not come back. Hope it all gets better for you and live a happy life.
I hope you feel better now, I'm sure it wasn't easy for you to go through all this... And there's no problem to depend on a song, since Vocaloid really helped me too, with a lot of songs, but specially a song called "Iya Iya Iya" from Neru. Some people think it's a really dumb song, but It helped me like, a lot. Really. I'm sure Vocaloid helped a lot of people, that's why I love it so much. And your really brave to tell your story for everyone here
I hope you doing better now bud
This is weirdly soothing
子供が旅立った後も影だけずっと残ってる…
Ginkogintoki 今更でごめんなさい。
影はお母さんの幻覚じゃないかなと思いました。
首吊ったからだと思います
お空に昇って行ったので空中にいる子どもの影だと思います（今更）
@@user-xl1mr3vt7m 違うよ
@@user-xl1mr3vt7m さんが言ってるのって右の影ですか？
Honestly, the saddest thing here is how many people can identify and relate. I hope at least some people are finding comfort in knowing they're not alone in these experiences (even though I absolutely don't wish them on anyone, knowing your not the only person to suffer like you can be comforting sometimes imo.) I grew up in that sort of situation too, and I hope y'all know you can get out, you deserve better, and you 100% do not deserve your abuse. Your safety comes before any sort of familial responsibility.
(sorry for being so serious in a youtube comment)
hugs
It’s okay. We needed this comment
No no. Please do not apologize for commenting this. You are 100% in the right.
I kinda needed this, kind of showed the similarities between this song and the relationship between my mother and I.
It’s fine to be serious sometimes
Listening to this while eating ice candy and crying behind the gym cuz I just lost a badminton match that I worked so hard for
私が君を見下して優越感に浸ってて君が傷ついて消えて自分がどんだけ愚かなのか気づいたっていう考察好き
kikuo
bro
you okay?
he'd be not okay if he one day makes a happy song lol
Baiti Husna he did make a happy wholesome song once and it was terrifying
XD
@@turtlebab8781 when was this
@@turtlebab8781
I am SCARED.
勘違いかもしれませんが、途中の「いっしょ」という歌詞が「いっちょ」と幼児を甘やかすような声に聞こえ、鳥肌が立ちました。
綺麗で可愛らしい音なのに、悲しさばかりがあるきくおさんの曲がとても大好きです。
Is this happy or sad comment :((
@xGleaming_seemingx ohhh how can you tell
@@albedox6428 It may be a misunderstanding, but the lyrics "Issho" on the way sounded like "Issho" and pampered the infant, and I got goose bumps.
I love Kikuo's songs, which have a beautiful and cute sound but only sadness.
@@albedox6428 oops sorry i didnt mean to reply to u
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これはすごい
Eu costumava ouvir e cantar bastante essa musica para mim mesmo, passei muito tempo depressiva para problemas que nao deveriam ter acontecido e nem começado tão cedo em uma infância normal. Eu tentei me m... diversas vezes (ainda bem que nao deu certo), cheguei a um ponto de nao ligar mais para nada. Eu nunca tinha planejado uma vida, só quando seria meu dia final... E adivinha? Tambem nao tive coragem de fazê-lo. Continuei viva por dizer pra mim mesma que tudo ficaria bem/melhoraria e por relacionamentos toxicos. Eu me sentia um lixo, sozinha e podre. Eu me odiava, eu me xingava, eu ouvia uma outra voz na minha cabeça ( que era eu mesmo )que me xingava e me torturava 24h por dia, eu desenvolvi crise de panico e ansiedade, chegava a ficar paralisada chorando na cama no meu proprio catarro e lagrima.
Acontece que depois de tudo as merdas que passei, eu falei pra mim mesma que nao passei por todo esse sofrimento atoa e que ia ate o final 😂
Hoje em dia estou melhor, nao vou dizer que nao fico mais depressiva, porem a maioria do tempo agora me sinto feliz, estou fazendo terapia e tenho um relacionamento saudavel com uma pessoa que eu amo demais e quero casar e viver ate meu último dia com ele. To meio perdida em questão de futuro, ja que nunca planejei nada, mas estou aos poucos seguindo meu caminho.
Obrigado se voce leu ate aqui, espero que minha historia te ajude a perceber que por mais que estejamos no fundo do fundo do poço, a gente pode lutar e conseguir melhorar. Um amanhã melhor pode vir pra todos, e por mais que seja dificil, devemos lutar todos os dias para poder alcançar a felicidade e a paz.
Você não está sozinho ok? Vai dar tudo certo, acredite em você mesmo ❤
I’m still able to play this around my parents since they don’t know Japanese, and this also taught me more Japanese.
Kikuo = Education
It is Chinese
Erika Kimi wa is Japanese. It means you are.
Erika it’s Japanese
Education + Sadness (Sometimes)
@@rozcos wooooaaaa did you learn Kanji too??! I had learned a couple hundred about a year ago but gave up because theyres just so many
「君はできる子」「君はすごい」「やれば出来る」「頑張れ」って言われるよりもこの歌詞の方が寄り添ってくれるように感じる。
わかる。過大評価されたり上っ面だけの言葉よりもこの方がいい
ローブ
Uhum é mesmo
Yes
とても共感出来る。
が、DVや虐待されると相手にされている、見放されてない、などと思う感情に近いものを感じて少し寂しくもなった。
Love coming back to this song ... just to remind me
I LOVE THIS SONG!!!
My mom: "Why do you avoiding talking with me?"
*Also my mom:*
My mom is like this too 😭💀
Same with mine... She made me cry lots of times. I never forgive her but I was forced to or else I would be kicked out of her house...
@@Detective_RuiKamishiro my mom once kicked me out of the house bc I wouldn't get the mail😋
@@Sleepyinnit_the_therianWHAT
@@Oioiredlarva True story wasn't fun😣
Parents: you can tell me anything, I won't judge.
Kid: *tells everything*
Parents: Stop faking, others have it worse
it's the phone
ungreatful brat
I/god gave you a (list a no. of things that are the general necessity for living).
You have nothing to be depressed over.
It's just a phase
You were literally smiling yesterday!
Grow up
Bruh true af
Parents: express your feelings. Be yourself. Tell us when you have any problems.
Child: states that they’ve been feeling down, depressed, and tired of everything.
Parents: *its the phone*
And this is why I never wanna tell my parents anything. Their not bad I just don’t wanna be told whenever I tell them something that happened that I’m lying and that I’m just making it up
That's why I never open up anymore, i just lie, then it gets to the point where even If I have the courage to open up my parents think I'm lying.
@@iwillpegyou247 That's basically my parents,
When I tell my parents my problems,
they say it's because of my device,
Kikuo, you are truly an artist. You are so talented. I've listened to this song a billion times and it still makes me cry. You are capable of encapsulating feelings like fear, redemption, and joy like no other.
I like how the captions color and appear one at a time
you know it's serious when you can relate to a kikuo song
FR
i relate
Relatable,
:(
I can relate to this song a bit. My dad humiliated me over something I did in the past
this song for me is abt generational trauma.
The main chorus is “you are a useless child” which is the mother saying that to her child (obvi) but at the point where the child leaves the chorus changed to “i am a useless child” which is probably them reflecting on their parent/s calling them that and its approaching back to them, and they start to repeat it to themselves since they have realized they have now fit into the mold their parents put them in. but right before the original chorus changed, it stated that “even tho the child was wounded he left my side” which probably means that she has realized only after her child left that she affected her child the way her parent/s affected her which is why she phrases “if only i can turn back time”
I think you're dead-on. That was my impression too. It also sort of reminds me of patterns of abuse most common with the Narcissistic and Histrionic Personality Disorders, which involves a lot of manipulation, mind games, backhanded compliments, flat-out lies, embellished and invented stories, and, of course, a dearth of both empathy and self-awareness. Unfortunately I've had quite a bit of second- *and* first-hand experience with that. The whole song, the mother seems so cartoonishly cruel and her kid sounds like the most dysfunctional burn-out ever, but if you consider that she might be an unreliable narrator to begin with... 🤔
To me it's about how when the child is so traumatised, he commits suicide. The mother is left alone and laments about how she never took better care of him, and wishes she could turn back time. She is useless because she couldn't take care of the child.
Yeah, my thoughts exactly. With the added tidbit that she could have also been treating her kid worse. Using him as a surrogate for her parents and how she wished to treat them.(which in hindsight, is what generational trauma is)
off topic but you're so real for rui pfp
exactly, exept (i don't know why) i saw them as sibblings- (short older sis lol)
I NEEDED THAT, THANKS.
子供離れができない私が1番できない子。
あなたのこと知らないからハッキリ言えないけど,そんなことないよ,きっと｡
@@user-su7ml8lw1r 歌詞の事を言ったんじゃないでしょうか?
（間違ってたらすいません）
@@user-jc7qf8xr5q 割り込んで申し訳ないけど断定できないのかも…
うさぎのモフ介
すごい優しい人ですね
what
I'm disabled and my mom always makes me feel like I'm useless for not being able to do things. Whenever I'm taking away a cup or a plate she tells my other sibling to do it for me. She showers me, puts clothes on me, etc. Once she told me that i can't do anything myself and that I'll always rely on her. She told me I'll never be able to move out myself or get a significant other, only to rely on her. I just feel like i relate to this song, almost like a comfort and i cry.
sheesh
Don't worry about it bro, you can definitely find a job if you're able to write this, and you won't be forever dependent on her. You got this.
This song Is LITERALLY what’s happening to you. Literally
Man it would be wrong to say I understand you but I still hope that things get better for you
I support you ♥
well thats a shit mom ngl and ur sibling is a legend for sure
Sounds like some sad sack needs you more than you need them. Ironic.
自分だけできない時とかにこの曲が頭の中で流れる