I am going to briefly be deep here... I thought it was over 2 weeks ago, I thought my time had come. I was convulsing so violently daily, fevers, i could not eat, I had constant heart pain...and no explanation... having spent nearly all year in bed alone and isolated, the worst part was... I felt so alone, I had forgotten that I was in the hearts of so many family and friends, and today as I wept through this video, something gave way in my heart, and I sat content, and completely not alone, I sat in all your company, in all your love and all your embraces, be you in this video or not... I truly connected to every smile, kind word and beautiful soul across this Earth, that has touched my life, saved it, and believed in it too... I have become a character online, but behind that character, are thousands of family members, friends and I dare say angel's making me all I am, making me whole, and making my journey something worth while... I do not know what I could ever possibly say to you all, as thank you... will just never be enough. I love you all, your Father, Your Husband, Your Brother, Your Son, Your Grandson, Your cousin, Your nephew, Your Uncle, Your friend, Your soul brother... I might be sick, but I swear I feel I am one of the luckiest and most blessed men to ever walk this Earth... Thank you God for keeping me upright, and thank you everyone else for giving me a reason to be.... John
You're amazing. Even stricken with 2 life-threatening diseases and then shingles and a deadly bacteria, YOU'RE AMAZING. You've touched so many lives, John. 💖 We love you. Choose wisely the words you say after "I am" ...
Abba has you! I am so sorry for what you are going through but l know God wants you here and the world needs you here. Please leave room for the Great Physician to work His way. I think we are moving into a time of His miracles. I am praying this for you. Much love as always ❤️ to you and your lovely family. The only cure my PTSD has been keeping my eyes and mind on Abba/Father/God.
I love you John ..after starting to see 11 11 I was brought to your videos.and then I was Invited to come to Kenya to minister to disabled children in kempela..some day we will have to meet paths..the universe has started my mission just like yours in knowing the suffering of these children..it's my life goal..I prayed very hard for you that God help you..God bless and I hope we can meet some day..thank you for everything john.really thank you..I love you brother
GOD BLESS JOHN 💓 & EVERYONE WHO LOVES HIM &HIS FAMILY 💓 PRAYS FOR HIM 💓 GIVES HIM/THEM FINANCIAL SUPPORT 💓 GOD IS ONENESS!!! ABBA YHVH RAFFA 💓 HALLELUJAH 💓 YESHUA 💓 HALLELUJAH 💓
Your welcome mate. Glad to see you in better spirits and looking healthier. We all hope this suffering is coming to an end. Many more children in the world that we need to find and help heal through your charity bro. Love you John soldier on you are on the path to beating this disease now. You are right not to give attention to the lyme. As a type 1 diabetic I feel at my lowest when I constantly aknowledge my condition which is difficult not to with having to inject myself constantly. Be strong, you have alot of support of a great many wonderful people who are all focused on helping you get better and you will get better mate. ❤
Do you know just how much joy you bring to thousands my friend ? On behalf of everybody that follows you I say a huge thank you for all you have done and how many hearts you have touched. You have shown just how to communicate with GOD and so much more . . . .now I'm sure that you will run again and that you have in so many ways already conquered Kilimanjaro ( Kilimanjaro is allegorical !!! ). Namaste
What we're all witnessing here is humanity at it's best. Leave it to John to bring people together for a common cause that leads to heartfulness and outpouring of love beyond measure. Yes, again I say we are joyful! Joy is not the absence of suffering but the presence of God. Hearts are changing because of this. People are uniting because of your illness. People are sharing because of your illness. God works in mysterious ways. 💖
Clicked on my notifications so fast! Congrats on all the supporters for being their for you John; you are loved by all! I’m from Hartlepool I’ve been sharing your message to my friends and family. ❤️ 🌍
You are the creator of all this love you are receiving. You don't need to thank anyone but yourself for this giving of unconditional love. What you are receiving is but a fraction of what you have given. Seeing you bounce back from your illness is the best thing we all want to see. Peace and love to you, your family and your online extended family. 🌱🌻🌺
I think you look just as beautiful outside as you are inside & I wish I could hug you. Sending you love,light & healing energy John. Set your intentions on restoring your vessel to optimum health. Say the words aloud I AM HEALTHY envision meditate believe Leave the past to the wind you can’t move forward if you stay stuck in the past please focus on you & know you have an army of warriors praying 4 U. Bountiful blessings & so much love 2 you Fritzi & Azlan Be well Brother & God Bless 🌳 💫🙂❤️🙏🏻👣🕊💫
John thank you so much for all you have done! Your videos have helped me with my 4 kids. I'm a single dad and any light I can show them I am appreciative of. Hope you continue getting better.
That is a truly wonderful compliment to receive. I question my ability to be a father daily, to hear this made my heart smile a little, thank you Matt... God bless you and your little one x
Amen 🙏🏽✌ I am a single mother of only one, a 3 year old son, your light has shone through me, now into him also. God helped me find you at a very crucial time in my life and i will be forever grateful 🙏🏽❤ Thank you
@@bski8972 Hi, that is how I feel about this channel too. I found it shortly before my kids' mom and I split up.... right as she was diving very deeply into the dark path.... so sad, and I cant believe it is real sometimes.... cognitive dissonance is a powerful thing. Watching this channel restores happiness or faith in me big time. It is nice to see selfless and loving people in this crazy world.... it keeps me from feeling so damned alone sometimes.....
We need more People like you John ❤️ i hope your body gets stronger and stronger.. and that you don't have to be in so much pain ❤️ you look so much better ❤️ so sorry for all your loss ❤️ take your time all of us understand ❤️
Grateful you are still with us John! I remember finding your videos & subscribed after thefirst one. I was living in a camper with my 4 animals. I was cooking dinner & listening to you! I can only send you a virtual hug & reiki. Thankful for you John! 💖💖💖💖💖💖
You cannot pour from an empty cup. I am grateful that our community has banded together to fill your cup John. The sorrow will soon be over. You will be climbing the big K soon. Remain as positive as we are about your recovery. You have survived more than most mortals can endure. It says alot about you John. As always, thank you for sharing your wisdom and helping us to understand the true value of life. You are an amazing man John.
Great to hear you are feeling better AND that you are not owning your illness, it is not a part of you, it is separate from you, give it a name and tell it to Go! YOU ARE AMAZING!
Thanks for update John- i am suffering from health problems and feelings of low mood/guilt as a result of my drug addiction- i believe that life( God) throws us these painful circumstances and God willing we come out the other side and can be o additionalf service to others as a result. I feel a little silly and unworthy sending this but i feel cmpelled to and once again thanks so much for your videos your hinesty and your wiadom
Not one person minds how much time you take out from social media to heal yourself mentally, physically and spiritually John. How I feel is that those that support you are always here in the background...like the air you breathe. Our love and support is constant. Never forget how you have positively impacted so many people you have never even met...they will have your back always, as will I. Most importantly stop worrying about things, it will drag you down and lower your immune system . Just begin this next chapter and go forward with your healing journey. Much love always to and your beautiful family. Debbie 💜🙏 X
It is amazing, in a way, that someone so selfless has had to become utterly focussed on himself just to escape death from a variety of causes. Escaping death seems like the best excuse anyone could have to become focussed on themselves! And it's interesting that taking care of others goes right along with taking care of yourself. God makes you see 360 degrees. Every hope for your recovery, John, every prayer!
John you are healed Now! You are whole now! You are well Now! Release the attachment to illness, it has no hold on you! Believe and trust! You are alive now! You are healed Now! There is enough faith and love for all, there is abundant healing and wellness for you and the children. Sometimes illness comes so that others can be inspired to give love. Think of your beautiful video you were given. Without the illness there would be no reason to share the love with you! Be able to receive as well as give John! Love you guys! 😘😇
Thank You for not giving up ! 🐶♥️🎁💕👩🏻👨🏻🦱🦋👱🏽♂️👩🏾🦱👴🏻👶🏽👧🏼👧🏾🌎 We ALL missed You and know that near or far, we all are connected, therefore, We Love You & hope to have you around for many years to come. Blessings 🙏
All is in divine order, you my great soul are a beacon of light and love. That is who you are, that is why you're going through this experience, this is just your purification. The harder it is, the greater your soul essence will shine among man.
John you will heal, you are strong, you are loved, you are blessed, you are the children's voice you care for, you are so loved and remember you will only come out of this stronger your not Alone! Much love and blessings to you brother ❣️🙏💞! You have so much left to do not your time to go yet!
dear John i have been following you for about two years now finding you as i was living and working on a christain 4h horse farm working with kids and feeding the horses after being called to my city i grew up in about an hour away from where ive lived now have adopted many spitual practices such as meditation and focused intention to bring healing to the body and mind and feel as i dweal now in my higher chackras of living from the heart rather than just smoking pot everyday with friends now is a crutail time for you to rest up and heal my dear friend very much joy comes to my heart center to see your health improve i have much good intention for you to bee healed abnd running again visualize yourself going on those long beautiful; runs.! one day soon it will be so again.! i know this to be true.!
I’m sure you are on the path towards restoration! I’m just overjoyed I could donate to your GoFundMe and to wave and send you best wishes on Fritzi’s video. God and his angels are with you, Fritzi, and Azlan. Hope to hear of your travel plans when you are strong enough. Sending love, and more love, and prayers! 🙏🏻❤️
Your thank you's are all that is needed, my friend. The energy of the words you put out says it all, my friend. I love you so much. Evil has put you to the test, its tested you and has ran far away from you because you withstood the test, God prevailed, you prevailed, the light always wins in the end. Stay strong, the finish line of this situation is definitely near. Just a few more hurdles. The scars will stay, but the scars mean victory. I bless you with a speedy recovery, accompanied with infinite love and light.
This is fork in the road believe THAT. before we come in our path is laid out for us. we have several OUTS we can take as a soul to end our life here early. all pre planned or free will can change that. This is your JOURNEY to lead you on a deeper soul path. Explore it. I had end stage our cancer and was pretty close to death looking back. i felt utterly devastated yrs of disability because of mis diagnosis. in nick of time i was lead on a natural path all natural path to save my life from cancer head to toe in tumours. THIS was my FORK in the road that lead me on a deeper soul path and exploration of my soul purpose. This is a lesson for you. God knows what hes doing. You survived because your work here is not done yet. at the end of the day we never die anyway only the house we borrow whilst here as a soul :). this is a major turning point for you in your life. meditate explore it. xxx much love very glad your feeling much better. See the LESSONS what did this teach you? How much now do you value life?
Give yourself all the time to recover John. Much love to you and your loved ones. Am so happy your improving.your an inspiration to all of us. God doesn't need you yet but we do. This world needs more good people like you. Much love an light John, everyday. ❤️
Glad you feeling better brother. It warms an old heart to hear that you feeling better ❤️. It didn't look so good a while :( And with everything happened around you too. You have always been dear to me John. No money can cover what you mean to me. No money in the world is enough. It's not so much but I hope it helps the little that comes that way sometimes. You have many years left to help people. Welcome to the PTSD club, it's going to get better. I felt the convulsions was the worst thing that I ever felt when trying to Astro project. I was laying in pain spasm for an hour. Feeling the cramps going across the whole body from my back to the foot. This was another level of pain. I am so relieved that you are out of it. It was like a nightmare. I learned now what it was, I'm still in shock how things turn out. The first time the energy told me something is inside you that needs to come out, and you were at the hospital and took out that plastic. And last week I tried to do it again, ending up in a pain rollercoaster. Man, you're have going through a tough ride. Time will make us forget these painful memories. Thank God. Bless you and hope you get the medications. Love you brother. ❤️
So happy to hear you are recovering. It's heartwarming to see the support and love that surrounds you. Be gentle with yourself and continue to heal. Sending you and your family love ❤️
John, just seeing you, giving us this update is thanks enough. Your spirit is strong, body getting stronger. You have so much love, light, and prayers going to you...world wide. Think about that, that’s powerful! You look so much better, keep eating, drinking, luv to you and your family. ❤️❤️🙏
Ahhh John, thank you for doing this video. I know it must be so hard and you are feeling pretty awful still. It is totally tramatizing what you have experienced. Dont worry about how you look and definately dont give up hope. Take each day and moment in small baby steps. Give your mind permission to take a break and just focus on your healing and family. That is your path for now. You know what Jesus says about worry! Never worry, it's the wrong type of energy! Give the Angel's your concerns and worries and they will sort these out. Just be strong in your faith God, as you always have been, and God will look after his children, you included. Remember JOB! The Angel's will look after the children at Featherstale. I cried today with joy when I saw all those loving messages and prays for you from around the World. Love is very powerful. Once you have finally got the Lyme etc out of your body, just know and believe your body is capable of completely healing. It just takes time John. Give yourself the time and dont dwell on what you have been through. You know the cause of this now. Focus on creating the right brain synapses that tell your body to heal. It all takes time. Accept that, work with it, just take baby steps ie one day or moment at a time. Monitor your progress and if you see an upward trend, no matter how small, rejoice. Also except that you may have setbacks too. We just dont want you to experience anymore NDE please!.....Hugs and loving thoughts for you and your beautiful family. It's a good thing you are still here with us all today. You are well loved John St Julien and lots of prays for your healing are being sent into the ether. Soon your prays will be answered. Dont give up hope. Being chronically ill is like being stuck in the ocean. You bob around within the waves, sometimes you go under, you've lost your sense of direction and feel all alone. Then a rescue ship comes a long, picks you all and saves you. Hopefully, your rescue ship is nearby and you will soon be saved. Love and peace John and family always. Get well soon. Sandra Xxxxxxxxxxxxx pa sorry my messages always so long.....cant help myself! Lol x
Big love to you and yours John. Glad things are moving forward now! You'll never know the effect you have had on our family. Peace and love! Rich, Annie & Olive x
You are showing thousands of your friends how to fight...how much we can endure....your struggles are not in Vein! Your friends are stronger because of you...Thank you... We love you buddy hang in there.
Bless you John... your body and mind are getting better .. every day, every hour, every minute and every second.. you are healing until your body is as it was when you were born. So it is my friend.. sending you much love.
Thank God you are feeling better! What a journey! Continuing to hold prayers for your continuing healing journey to full health, strength and absolute Wholeness! Bless You !
The bit you said about the attachment to the story of you being sick really connected with me, 3 years ago i was in a dark mental state i had a nervous breakdown and had servere anxiety centred around my health though i wasnt physically sick i was mentally sick and all the physical efdects that come with it ...at my darkest moment i found your 11:11 video i didnt search it i wasnt looking it found me the nights i couldnt sleep i watched you videos and listened to your words and i can hand on heart say you helped save my life .....keep your faith brother because your faith found me so im sending you a little back keep healing
You being able to do this video after how sick you were is a Miracle. I am grateful to have been a part of the many, many prayers that went out to get you here today. My prayers continue for you and your family, and the many that Love you.
Thank you is enough, Thank you for all the Love you manifest on earth ! You are on the right path , i see it i hear it i feel it i know it ! Blessings brother
Love you brother. You said it: focus and envision yourself well and we will do the same to assist you. Even now in these moments you are providing guidance and wisdom. I am grateful for your service.
You are going to recover. We are all praying and wishing you well. I was so sick from Biotoxin illness with brain swelling that I thought I was going to die every day for 14 months. I couldn’t even hold my cell phone up without propping it up on my leg. Last week I did two Orange Theory workouts!!! They are hardcore workouts. I cried happy tears because I couldn’t even believe how far my body has come. Today two years ago is when I first started my fight for my life - I’m tearing up just now realizing this as I type to you. I will continue praying for you as I feel in my heart you are going to completely recover it’s just going to be a journey of ups and downs until you finally get to the point of less and less down and way more ups. Stay strong. Lastly, I want to share with you that my journey started like yours with seeing 11:11 and 111. When I I was in my darkest days I had a vision of Jesus and the take away is that he asked me to follow Him. Long story, but I know know that he is the One and Only True God and He is coming soon. ❤️ I will continue to pray for you and your family. Also, which account is best to donate to at this time? Sorry if you mentioned this, I haven’t made it all the way through your video yet... kiddos and puppy. ;) 🙏
Dearest John...just remember how much you are loved by so many. We are all working together to manifest complete healing for you. Guard your mind from negative thoughts and see yourself climbing Kilamanjaro with beautiful Azlan 😇. We are here when you need us
So great to see you get significantly better each day! And your insights help so many who are in the midst of illness. I appreciate so much that you share that we needn't place energy on worry and also teaching us to focus on wellness. I am so grateful for your strength of who you are. You help me be strong as well. Blessings and love to you and to your dear big family.
John, I can't even imagine how hard this must be for you and for your family. To me it does seem like that you are experiencing all the pain that people are experiencing in this strange world of ours....the ultimate test! I do believe that you are being attacked by not so kind spirits and that when you finally beat these spirits you will be much stronger so please hang in there! I love watching your videos, they gave me hope and I can only hope that you can feel that so many people care about you as well. You are so important to many of us, we have learnt so much from you and just wanted to let you know that I know that God and hope will keep you alive! Thank you and I wish you and your family all the best!
You are our inspiration. ❤❤❤ We will continue sending healing loving energy, you know what you need to concentrate on to heal.. forget about us, we'll all be here when you get back. ♾🕉
After all you've been through, it takes time to heal emotionally. Please do not worry about not feeling like yourself. You are healing. Sending so much love to you and your family. Looking forward to hearing your healing process. PTSD is a soul-shattering that I'm still navigating.
So wonderful to see you again! And to see how that lively dog could make you laugh. It's been a long and sometimes torturous journey, but that sickness story is finally drawing to an end. Love and Light to you and Fritzi and Azlan. ♡
I'm so happy you are better. Brother, you are an amazing example to all of us, Spiritually, Emotionally, Physically. It's time to take care of YOU. Rest, heal, remember you are not alone. God will take care of everything in Divine Timing. I would very much like to learn of your healing techniques, for my own health journey. Be blessed. Much Love to you and all whom you love.
Keep fighting John always hope never despair ✌🏼❤️ You are an inspiration to us all 🙏 please take time out you have done so much I agree with you it’s time to let go of the reins so much love to you brother 👊🏼👊🏼👊🏼
Hi John, I am very happy to see your health improving.....however little that may be, its still improving. A few months ago in response to one of your videos I suggested to you that you needed to detach from your illness and to try and stop making the illness your primary identity which is what it had become as, indeed, this is what illness becomes for most people. But its not real and enormous damage is done to oneself in upholding this illusion. I am so happy to hear you now say that this is something you need to do for yourself to help in your healing. This is the right path.....Discover who you truly are beyond the illness. If you wish, I can help you with this because I really do respect and value the goodness you bring into the world and the lives of the little prophets you have in Feathers Tale and elsewhere......
Listening to this I know you're on the right path again. Especially from 13:30 when I heard that I just somehow know within me that is the hidden meaning of the allegory of everything you're going through. I know it's difficult to even be at the mind space to comprehend that when you're in pain, but in hindsight after you have recovered you'll be able to identify the turning point. For me that was all about trust and letting go. I guess it's the same for everyone and we all ride it like a roller coaster, as we go through peaks and troughs. I know that you'll only be given what you can handle. Much love and respect to you brother
99 Views and 9 Comments!!! Completion!!! You are love and you are light, all that was wrong will be made right!!! Your incredible courage and strength are a an example to us all!!! Shine on, Baba John!!! Namaste!!!
Not a one of us can truly say we feel what you have been through. A ading man, soul, light.♥️ favor to you and love.. times a million. Wish you could get away for awhile because of needing space and freedom. Love you
Blessings to you and your beautiful family...You must be so exhausted. Take time to heal...you are such a special sweet soul who has given so much of yourself.....go heal your heart mind and body ......someday soon you will be healthier,happier and stronger and all the bad stuff will be a distant memory...you are much loved .... a true inspiration to many xx
The only thank you we need is you getting better an I am always happy to see your shinning spirit!!! Thank you John. Do whatever you need to do for you and your family. We will be here whenever you decide to come back. No matter how long! Love and light Robyn Majors
I’m soooo glad YOU ARE GETTING BETTER!! You are going to continue to get better, I just KNOW IT! I bless you and your family John! Believe and persevere! I’m sending you and yours so much love!
I am continuing to pray for your complete recovery as,Jesus loves you so very much as He is the Divine Physician with the most wonderful the most beautiful loving Healing Hands as he healed me and got me well when i was ill. I'm so glad you're feeling better Jesus is the world's only true form of love and goodness the infinitely kind giver of all good things. .John youre in my prayers always and may you and your beautiful family be blessed richly and always by Him forever. 💖💖
Take time to rest and heal well John, Fritsie too⚘ 🙏🏽 ❤. Our prayers and support will continue always, you will climb many mountains by your sons side... much love 💜❤🧡💛💚💙🙏🏽✌⚘⚘⚘
I have had a thought with me through some time now about your situation John. I am thinking that God is testing your faith, humbling you to a new/higher level and he will through All of this make you stronger and more knowledgeable about his ways that you could ever have imagined, so that you can keep spreading his message to us who are unexperienced in following the ways of God and teach us All about what Real Faith is. But then again It is just a thought who has stuck with me for quite some time now. I wish you All the best and i Thank you for your authenticity. Much Love ❤️
Oh dearest John, all that matters is that you are better and all you need to concern yourself with is eating ,resting and hugging your wife and child every minute that you can! For what you just went through you must give yourself plenty of time to feel like yourself again! We're all with you and we're not going anywhere! Much love to you and everyone helping you!💗
You look amazingly well considering how much trauma you've been through! Thank you for your update! Keep resting up and getting stronger! Slowly slowly.
You have shown every manifestation of purest love & care in all that you have given to your beautiful family, community, gods creatures & to us all around the world. Taking time just for yourself (self care) is the purest love of all when you give so much to others. It’s a mental challenge to step away and step within. Only the most precious of souls find this difficult. Step inside for a while John St Julian. I love you. 💜
John, ever since I stumbled upon your vids over a year ago, you have brought to my heart smiles, laughter, happiness and, of course, at times sadness. I admire your willingness to be vulnerable to your followers and to share your story through the good times and the bad. You are a one in a million, and Fritzi is too. I knew you were going to pull through, and you are going to accomplish much more. You have touched people all around the world. Sometimes I find myself going through my own set of challenges, and then I listen to you, and I find the strength within me because you find the strength within you. You are a shinning star. Thank you for being you. P.S. This is what I tried to post after watching the video that you took down. I didn't think it was fake at all.
God bless you John my brother.I know you feel you have to say so much..you've said so very much..don't let the illness dictate your faith.Its yours already..I love you brother n your family as well Stay the path
Thanks for this video John, I was wondering how you were doing. I can see a tiny bit better than the last time but, now it's time for John to take care of John. Take it slow and easy, don't try to hurry the healing process it will only cause you stress and make you sick again. You should not be worrying about social media. Let your lovely Fritz but an update on TH-cam, just so we know how your doing. Take care John Get lots of rest and food into you. Listen, if you don't take care of yourself properly, you will certainly not be there for them at all. Get healthy and strong and you should take the time you need. Social media can wait my friend God bless you, Fritz, your child, your children, your animals , the people who work with you. Amen ❤😀🌻🌞
Praying for you John and God Bless Brother. You have reached so many and giving an understanding of God to us all. We thank you all and the family that connects the dots that makes a circle of LOVE. PRAYING FOR ALL HEALING NOW. GOD BLESS MY FRIENDS MUCH LOVE
God bless you brother god is with you don’t ever forget that! Put all your faith in him he will heal you ! He is the reason you did not die! You have been bless and will continue to be blessed ! Love you brother want you are doing is amazing great job god bless you and your family you are in my prayers!
💓Bless you 💓 A mighty battle you've had to fight one step at a time 🙏You are the Light🙏 no hurry no need to rush just rest Dear Heart 💓 let your body do its stuff. Much Love to one and all passing round Squeezy hugs 🙏🙏🙏
you looks better !! i hope you are feeling better too! ...i am going through hell times too, i am trying to quit benzodiazepines i lost my emotions, i feel lost and hopeless and dont know what to do with my life. But my addiction was my fault, you are a beautiful soul, i hope you will heal!
You are such a warrior in every way humanly possible. There’s still a way to go but I have every faith that you will get there. We are all behind you...
I sing praises to God that you are doing better. I know that you will defeat this. I have Lyme disease as well. I pray daily that God gives you the complete healing you deserve. You do so much for those children....you, Fritzi and all of the others there that helps. God bless you all. Keep up the good fight brother. My husband and I love you guys and are in our hearts and prayers daily.
Some Men (J.R. for example) 'think' they are an Alpha Male. You Sir, are the Ultimate! Your strength is astounding, and gives perspective to most other's ''suffering'. RESPECT is too smaller word. I can't help but think that the Universe has your back. Hang in there John, you're in a Storm...but I am sure it will pass. Blue skies await you! Which you cannot see YET! Roll with the punches. "What you resist...persists". PEACE.
I had septic blood and it felt like my legs had been blown off So I understand. So wonderful u survived. Yes my heart has a effected valve. Ha we r here. Now going far wards recovery. 😊🙏🌈💖🇳🇿
I am going to briefly be deep here... I thought it was over 2 weeks ago, I thought my time had come. I was convulsing so violently daily, fevers, i could not eat, I had constant heart pain...and no explanation... having spent nearly all year in bed alone and isolated, the worst part was... I felt so alone, I had forgotten that I was in the hearts of so many family and friends, and today as I wept through this video, something gave way in my heart, and I sat content, and completely not alone, I sat in all your company, in all your love and all your embraces, be you in this video or not... I truly connected to every smile, kind word and beautiful soul across this Earth, that has touched my life, saved it, and believed in it too...
I have become a character online, but behind that character, are thousands of family members, friends and I dare say angel's making me all I am, making me whole, and making my journey something worth while...
I do not know what I could ever possibly say to you all, as thank you... will just never be enough.
I love you all, your Father, Your Husband, Your Brother, Your Son, Your Grandson, Your cousin, Your nephew, Your Uncle, Your friend, Your soul brother...
I might be sick, but I swear I feel I am one of the luckiest and most blessed men to ever walk this Earth...
Thank you God for keeping me upright, and thank you everyone else for giving me a reason to be....
John
John St Julien Baba Wanyama - Glory to God
You're amazing. Even stricken with 2 life-threatening diseases and then shingles and a deadly bacteria, YOU'RE AMAZING. You've touched so many lives, John. 💖 We love you. Choose wisely the words you say after "I am" ...
Abba has you! I am so sorry for what you are going through but l know God wants you here and the world needs you here. Please leave room for the Great Physician to work His way. I think we are moving into a time of His miracles. I am praying this for you. Much love as always ❤️ to you and your lovely family.
The only cure my PTSD has been keeping my eyes and mind on Abba/Father/God.
Grandma Knows yes, Grandma does know. Ive seen your comments in past videos and I just wanted to say hello
@@jenniferflores3360 hello sister. 💖
Ohhh i knew you were going to get better! ❤️This makes us all happy
Sure does love to all
I love you John ..after starting to see 11 11 I was brought to your videos.and then I was Invited to come to Kenya to minister to disabled children in kempela..some day we will have to meet paths..the universe has started my mission just like yours in knowing the suffering of these children..it's my life goal..I prayed very hard for you that God help you..God bless and I hope we can meet some day..thank you for everything john.really thank you..I love you brother
John, you’ve connected people together all around the world. We’re like a grid of love and hope. Thank you for this
AMEN AMEN AMEN 💓 HALLELUJAH 💓 YESHUA 💓
INDEED WE ARE!!!
GOD BLESS JOHN 💓 & EVERYONE WHO LOVES HIM &HIS FAMILY 💓 PRAYS FOR HIM 💓 GIVES HIM/THEM FINANCIAL SUPPORT 💓
GOD IS ONENESS!!!
ABBA YHVH RAFFA 💓 HALLELUJAH 💓 YESHUA 💓 HALLELUJAH 💓
Your welcome mate. Glad to see you in better spirits and looking healthier. We all hope this suffering is coming to an end. Many more children in the world that we need to find and help heal through your charity bro. Love you John soldier on you are on the path to beating this disease now. You are right not to give attention to the lyme. As a type 1 diabetic I feel at my lowest when I constantly aknowledge my condition which is difficult not to with having to inject myself constantly. Be strong, you have alot of support of a great many wonderful people who are all focused on helping you get better and you will get better mate. ❤
I wish you a speedy recovery on all levals of mind , body & spirit .
Sending you the highest love and light 🙏💚
Do you know just how much joy you bring to thousands my friend ? On behalf of everybody that follows you I say a huge thank you for all you have done and how many hearts you have touched. You have shown just how to communicate with GOD and so much more . . . .now I'm sure that you will run again and that you have in so many ways already conquered Kilimanjaro ( Kilimanjaro is allegorical !!! ). Namaste
God gives his hardest battles to his strongest soldiers. Love you man ❤️
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God doesn’t do that. It’s a fact
What we're all witnessing here is humanity at it's best. Leave it to John to bring people together for a common cause that leads to heartfulness and outpouring of love beyond measure. Yes, again I say we are joyful! Joy is not the absence of suffering but the presence of God. Hearts are changing because of this. People are uniting because of your illness. People are sharing because of your illness. God works in mysterious ways. 💖
Clicked on my notifications so fast! Congrats on all the supporters for being their for you John; you are loved by all! I’m from Hartlepool I’ve been sharing your message to my friends and family. ❤️ 🌍
You are the creator of all this love you are receiving. You don't need to thank anyone but yourself for this giving of unconditional love.
What you are receiving is but a fraction of what you have given.
Seeing you bounce back from your illness is the best thing we all want to see.
Peace and love to you, your family and your online extended family. 🌱🌻🌺
Yes excellent comment.❤
I think you look just as beautiful outside as you are inside & I wish I could hug you. Sending you love,light & healing energy John. Set your intentions on restoring your vessel to optimum health. Say the words aloud I AM HEALTHY envision meditate believe Leave the past to the wind you can’t move forward if you stay stuck in the past please focus on you & know you have an army of warriors praying 4 U. Bountiful blessings & so much love 2 you Fritzi & Azlan
Be well Brother & God Bless 🌳
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I’m from Puerto Rico and my mom and I will always be here to send prayer for you, your family and all Feathers Tale. HOPE, LOVE & PEACE 💜
John thank you so much for all you have done! Your videos have helped me with my 4 kids. I'm a single dad and any light I can show them I am appreciative of. Hope you continue getting better.
That is a truly wonderful compliment to receive. I question my ability to be a father daily, to hear this made my heart smile a little, thank you Matt... God bless you and your little one x
Amen 🙏🏽✌
I am a single mother of only one, a 3 year old son, your light has shone through me, now into him also. God helped me find you at a very crucial time in my life and i will be forever grateful 🙏🏽❤
Thank you
@@JohnStJulienBabaWanyama (: wonderful
@@bski8972 Hi, that is how I feel about this channel too. I found it shortly before my kids' mom and I split up.... right as she was diving very deeply into the dark path.... so sad, and I cant believe it is real sometimes.... cognitive dissonance is a powerful thing. Watching this channel restores happiness or faith in me big time. It is nice to see selfless and loving people in this crazy world.... it keeps me from feeling so damned alone sometimes.....
We need more People like you John ❤️ i hope your body gets stronger and stronger.. and that you don't have to be in so much pain ❤️ you look so much better ❤️ so sorry for all your loss ❤️ take your time all of us understand ❤️
Grateful you are still with us John! I remember finding your videos & subscribed after thefirst one. I was living in a camper with my 4 animals. I was cooking dinner & listening to you! I can only send you a virtual hug & reiki. Thankful for you John! 💖💖💖💖💖💖
You cannot pour from an empty cup. I am grateful that our community has banded together to fill your cup John. The sorrow will soon be over. You will be climbing the big K soon. Remain as positive as we are about your recovery. You have survived more than most mortals can endure. It says alot about you John. As always, thank you for sharing your wisdom and helping us to understand the true value of life. You are an amazing man John.
Great to hear you are feeling better AND that you are not owning your illness, it is not a part of you, it is separate from you, give it a name and tell it to Go! YOU ARE AMAZING!
Thanks for update John- i am suffering from health problems and feelings of low mood/guilt as a result of my drug addiction- i believe that life( God) throws us these painful circumstances and God willing we come out the other side and can be o additionalf service to others as a result. I feel a little silly and unworthy sending this but i feel cmpelled to and once again thanks so much for your videos your hinesty and your wiadom
Not one person minds how much time you take out from social media to heal yourself mentally, physically and spiritually John. How I feel is that those that support you are always here in the background...like the air you breathe. Our love and support is constant. Never forget how you have positively impacted so many people you have never even met...they will have your back always, as will I. Most importantly stop worrying about things, it will drag you down and lower your immune system . Just begin this next chapter and go forward with your healing journey. Much love always to and your beautiful family. Debbie 💜🙏 X
It is amazing, in a way, that someone so selfless has had to become utterly focussed on himself just to escape death from a variety of causes. Escaping death seems like the best excuse anyone could have to become focussed on themselves! And it's interesting that taking care of others goes right along with taking care of yourself. God makes you see 360 degrees. Every hope for your recovery, John, every prayer!
John you are healed Now! You are whole now! You are well Now! Release the attachment to illness, it has no hold on you! Believe and trust! You are alive now! You are healed Now! There is enough faith and love for all, there is abundant healing and wellness for you and the children. Sometimes illness comes so that others can be inspired to give love. Think of your beautiful video you were given. Without the illness there would be no reason to share the love with you! Be able to receive as well as give John! Love you guys! 😘😇
Yea, take a social media break man. You deserve it and I'm sure it'll do you good. God bless.
God has not given us a spirit of fear......BUT OF POWER , LOVE & A SOUND MIND
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WE LOVE YOU John St.Julian
So, so good to see your face John. How bout them cartwheels (Fritsie) I feel like doin one! Love to Everybody
I'm so happy you're feeling better. GREAT NEWS 😀😀 keep on fighting, you're winning. YOU GOT THIS JOHN!!!! ❤
Thank You for not giving up !
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All is in divine order, you my great soul are a beacon of light and love. That is who you are, that is why you're going through this experience, this is just your purification. The harder it is, the greater your soul essence will shine among man.
John you will heal, you are strong, you are loved, you are blessed, you are the children's voice you care for, you are so loved and remember you will only come out of this stronger your not Alone! Much love and blessings to you brother ❣️🙏💞! You have so much left to do not your time to go yet!
dear John i have been following you for about two years now finding you as i was living and working on a christain 4h horse farm working with kids and feeding the horses after being called to my city i grew up in about an hour away from where ive lived now have adopted many spitual practices such as meditation and focused intention to bring healing to the body and mind and feel as i dweal now in my higher chackras of living from the heart rather than just smoking pot everyday with friends now is a crutail time for you to rest up and heal my dear friend very much joy comes to my heart center to see your health improve i have much good intention for you to bee healed abnd running again visualize yourself going on those long beautiful; runs.! one day soon it will be so again.! i know this to be true.!
I’m sure you are on the path towards restoration!
I’m just overjoyed I could donate to your GoFundMe and to wave and send you best wishes on Fritzi’s video.
God and his angels are with you, Fritzi, and Azlan.
Hope to hear of your travel plans when you are strong enough.
Sending love, and more love, and prayers! 🙏🏻❤️
This inspired me on many levels in many ways.I for 1 am SO GLAD your still in this realm for now.We luv u so infinitely much
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Your thank you's are all that is needed, my friend. The energy of the words you put out says it all, my friend. I love you so much.
Evil has put you to the test, its tested you and has ran far away from you because you withstood the test, God prevailed, you prevailed, the light always wins in the end.
Stay strong, the finish line of this situation is definitely near. Just a few more hurdles. The scars will stay, but the scars mean victory.
I bless you with a speedy recovery, accompanied with infinite love and light.
This is fork in the road believe THAT. before we come in our path is laid out for us. we have several OUTS we can take as a soul to end our life here early. all pre planned or free will can change that. This is your JOURNEY to lead you on a deeper soul path. Explore it. I had end stage our cancer and was pretty close to death looking back. i felt utterly devastated yrs of disability because of mis diagnosis. in nick of time i was lead on a natural path all natural path to save my life from cancer head to toe in tumours. THIS was my FORK in the road that lead me on a deeper soul path and exploration of my soul purpose. This is a lesson for you. God knows what hes doing. You survived because your work here is not done yet. at the end of the day we never die anyway only the house we borrow whilst here as a soul :). this is a major turning point for you in your life. meditate explore it. xxx much love very glad your feeling much better. See the LESSONS what did this teach you? How much now do you value life?
Give yourself all the time to recover John. Much love to you and your loved ones. Am so happy your improving.your an inspiration to all of us. God doesn't need you yet but we do. This world needs more good people like you. Much love an light John, everyday. ❤️
Glad you feeling better brother. It warms an old heart to hear that you feeling better ❤️. It didn't look so good a while :( And with everything happened around you too. You have always been dear to me John.
No money can cover what you mean to me. No money in the world is enough. It's not so much but I hope it helps the little that comes that way sometimes. You have many years left to help people. Welcome to the PTSD club, it's going to get better. I felt the convulsions was the worst thing that I ever felt when trying to Astro project. I was laying in pain spasm for an hour. Feeling the cramps going across the whole body from my back to the foot. This was another level of pain. I am so relieved that you are out of it. It was like a nightmare. I learned now what it was, I'm still in shock how things turn out. The first time the energy told me something is inside you that needs to come out, and you were at the hospital and took out that plastic. And last week I tried to do it again, ending up in a pain rollercoaster. Man, you're have going through a tough ride. Time will make us forget these painful memories. Thank God. Bless you and hope you get the medications. Love you brother. ❤️
So happy to hear you are recovering. It's heartwarming to see the support and love that surrounds you. Be gentle with yourself and continue to heal. Sending you and your family love ❤️
John, just seeing you, giving us this update is thanks enough. Your spirit is strong, body getting stronger. You have so much love, light, and prayers going to you...world wide. Think about that, that’s powerful! You look so much better, keep eating, drinking, luv to you and your family. ❤️❤️🙏
Sendings prayers of love and health.... care yourself John 🙏💛
Ahhh John, thank you for doing this video. I know it must be so hard and you are feeling pretty awful still. It is totally tramatizing what you have experienced. Dont worry about how you look and definately dont give up hope. Take each day and moment in small baby steps. Give your mind permission to take a break and just focus on your healing and family. That is your path for now. You know what Jesus says about worry! Never worry, it's the wrong type of energy! Give the Angel's your concerns and worries and they will sort these out. Just be strong in your faith God, as you always have been, and God will look after his children, you included. Remember JOB! The Angel's will look after the children at Featherstale. I cried today with joy when I saw all those loving messages and prays for you from around the World. Love is very powerful. Once you have finally got the Lyme etc out of your body, just know and believe your body is capable of completely healing. It just takes time John. Give yourself the time and dont dwell on what you have been through. You know the cause of this now. Focus on creating the right brain synapses that tell your body to heal. It all takes time. Accept that, work with it, just take baby steps ie one day or moment at a time. Monitor your progress and if you see an upward trend, no matter how small, rejoice. Also except that you may have setbacks too. We just dont want you to experience anymore NDE please!.....Hugs and loving thoughts for you and your beautiful family. It's a good thing you are still here with us all today. You are well loved John St Julien and lots of prays for your healing are being sent into the ether. Soon your prays will be answered. Dont give up hope. Being chronically ill is like being stuck in the ocean. You bob around within the waves, sometimes you go under, you've lost your sense of direction and feel all alone. Then a rescue ship comes a long, picks you all and saves you. Hopefully, your rescue ship is nearby and you will soon be saved. Love and peace John and family always. Get well soon. Sandra Xxxxxxxxxxxxx pa sorry my messages always so long.....cant help myself! Lol x
Big love to you and yours John. Glad things are moving forward now! You'll never know the effect you have had on our family. Peace and love! Rich, Annie & Olive x
You are showing thousands of your friends how to fight...how much we can endure....your struggles are not in Vein! Your friends are stronger because of you...Thank you...
We love you buddy hang in there.
Bless you John... your body and mind are getting better .. every day, every hour, every minute and every second.. you are healing until your body is as it was when you were born. So it is my friend.. sending you much love.
Thank God you are feeling better! What a journey! Continuing to hold prayers for your continuing healing journey to full health, strength and absolute Wholeness! Bless You !
The bit you said about the attachment to the story of you being sick really connected with me, 3 years ago i was in a dark mental state i had a nervous breakdown and had servere anxiety centred around my health though i wasnt physically sick i was mentally sick and all the physical efdects that come with it ...at my darkest moment i found your 11:11 video i didnt search it i wasnt looking it found me the nights i couldnt sleep i watched you videos and listened to your words and i can hand on heart say you helped save my life .....keep your faith brother because your faith found me so im sending you a little back keep healing
You being able to do this video after how sick you were is a Miracle. I am grateful to have been a part of the many, many prayers that went out to get you here today. My prayers continue for you and your family, and the many that Love you.
Looking forward to seeing you atop of that glorious mountiain!
Thank you is enough,
Thank you for all the Love you manifest on earth !
You are on the right path , i see it i hear it i feel it i know it !
Blessings brother
Love you brother. You said it: focus and envision yourself well and we will do the same to assist you. Even now in these moments you are providing guidance and wisdom. I am grateful for your service.
You are going to recover. We are all praying and wishing you well. I was so sick from Biotoxin illness with brain swelling that I thought I was going to die every day for 14 months. I couldn’t even hold my cell phone up without propping it up on my leg. Last week I did two Orange Theory workouts!!! They are hardcore workouts. I cried happy tears because I couldn’t even believe how far my body has come. Today two years ago is when I first started my fight for my life - I’m tearing up just now realizing this as I type to you. I will continue praying for you as I feel in my heart you are going to completely recover it’s just going to be a journey of ups and downs until you finally get to the point of less and less down and way more ups. Stay strong. Lastly, I want to share with you that my journey started like yours with seeing 11:11 and 111. When I I was in my darkest days I had a vision of Jesus and the take away is that he asked me to follow Him. Long story, but I know know that he is the One and Only True God and He is coming soon. ❤️
I will continue to pray for you and your family. Also, which account is best to donate to at this time? Sorry if you mentioned this, I haven’t made it all the way through your video yet... kiddos and puppy. ;)
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Dearest John...just remember how much you are loved by so many. We are all working together to manifest complete healing for you.
Guard your mind from negative thoughts and see yourself climbing Kilamanjaro with beautiful Azlan 😇. We are here when you need us
So great to see you get significantly better each day! And your insights help so many who are in the midst of illness. I appreciate so much that you share that we needn't place energy on worry and also teaching us to focus on wellness. I am so grateful for your strength of who you are. You help me be strong as well. Blessings and love to you and to your dear big family.
John, I can't even imagine how hard this must be for you and for your family. To me it does seem like that you are experiencing all the pain that people are experiencing in this strange world of ours....the ultimate test! I do believe that you are being attacked by not so kind spirits and that when you finally beat these spirits you will be much stronger so please hang in there! I love watching your videos, they gave me hope and I can only hope that you can feel that so many people care about you as well. You are so important to many of us, we have learnt so much from you and just wanted to let you know that I know that God and hope will keep you alive! Thank you and I wish you and your family all the best!
You are our inspiration. ❤❤❤ We will continue sending healing loving energy, you know what you need to concentrate on to heal.. forget about us, we'll all be here when you get back. ♾🕉
After all you've been through, it takes time to heal emotionally. Please do not worry about not feeling like yourself. You are healing. Sending so much love to you and your family. Looking forward to hearing your healing process. PTSD is a soul-shattering that I'm still navigating.
So wonderful to see you again! And to see how that lively dog could make you laugh. It's been a long and sometimes torturous journey, but that sickness story is finally drawing to an end. Love and Light to you and Fritzi and Azlan. ♡
We all rejoice in seeing you begin to heal.
God is real. 🙏🏼✝️🙏🏼
I'm so happy you are better. Brother, you are an amazing example to all of us, Spiritually, Emotionally, Physically. It's time to take care of YOU. Rest, heal, remember you are not alone. God will take care of everything in Divine Timing. I would very much like to learn of your healing techniques, for my own health journey. Be blessed. Much Love to you and all whom you love.
Keep fighting John always hope never despair ✌🏼❤️ You are an inspiration to us all 🙏 please take time out you have done so much I agree with you it’s time to let go of the reins so much love to you brother 👊🏼👊🏼👊🏼
Hi John, I am very happy to see your health improving.....however little that may be, its still improving. A few months ago in response to one of your videos I suggested to you that you needed to detach from your illness and to try and stop making the illness your primary identity which is what it had become as, indeed, this is what illness becomes for most people. But its not real and enormous damage is done to oneself in upholding this illusion. I am so happy to hear you now say that this is something you need to do for yourself to help in your healing. This is the right path.....Discover who you truly are beyond the illness. If you wish, I can help you with this because I really do respect and value the goodness you bring into the world and the lives of the little prophets you have in Feathers Tale and elsewhere......
Listening to this I know you're on the right path again. Especially from 13:30 when I heard that I just somehow know within me that is the hidden meaning of the allegory of everything you're going through. I know it's difficult to even be at the mind space to comprehend that when you're in pain, but in hindsight after you have recovered you'll be able to identify the turning point. For me that was all about trust and letting go. I guess it's the same for everyone and we all ride it like a roller coaster, as we go through peaks and troughs. I know that you'll only be given what you can handle. Much love and respect to you brother
Thank you for helping me along my path. I'm glad I could help you aswell :) We're all in this together. One big family. Gratitude.
99 Views and 9 Comments!!! Completion!!! You are love and you are light, all that was wrong will be made right!!! Your incredible courage and strength are a an example to us all!!! Shine on, Baba John!!! Namaste!!!
Not a one of us can truly say we feel what you have been through. A ading man, soul, light.♥️ favor to you and love.. times a million. Wish you could get away for awhile because of needing space and freedom. Love you
Blessings to you and your beautiful family...You must be so exhausted.
Take time to heal...you are such a special sweet soul who has given so much of yourself.....go heal your heart mind and body ......someday soon you will be healthier,happier and stronger and all the bad stuff will be a distant memory...you are much loved .... a true inspiration to many xx
The only thank you we need is you getting better an I am always happy to see your shinning spirit!!! Thank you John. Do whatever you need to do for you and your family. We will be here whenever you decide to come back. No matter how long!
Love and light
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I’m soooo glad YOU ARE GETTING BETTER!! You are going to continue to get better, I just KNOW IT! I bless you and your family John! Believe and persevere! I’m sending you and yours so much love!
I am continuing to pray for your complete recovery as,Jesus loves you so very much as He is the Divine Physician with the most wonderful the most beautiful loving Healing Hands as he healed me and got me well when i was ill. I'm so glad you're feeling better Jesus is the world's only true form of love and goodness the infinitely kind giver of all good things. .John youre in my prayers always and may you and your beautiful family be blessed richly and always by Him forever. 💖💖
Take time to rest and heal well John, Fritsie too⚘ 🙏🏽 ❤.
Our prayers and support will continue always, you will climb many mountains by your sons side... much love
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I have had a thought with me through some time now about your situation John.
I am thinking that God is testing your faith, humbling you to a new/higher level and he will through All of this make you stronger and more knowledgeable about his ways that you could ever have imagined, so that you can keep spreading his message to us who are unexperienced in following the ways of God and teach us All about what Real Faith is.
But then again It is just a thought who has stuck with me for quite some time now.
I wish you All the best and i Thank you for your authenticity.
Much Love ❤️
So glad to hear things are improving. Thanks for a lot of inspiration, stay strong!
Keep that dog close by. Its good to see you give a genuine smile and I bet your body appreciates it.
Eat meat and heal.
We love you too man!
Oh dearest John, all that matters is that you are better and all you need to concern yourself with is eating ,resting and hugging your wife and child every minute that you can! For what you just went through you must give yourself plenty of time to feel like yourself again! We're all with you and we're not going anywhere! Much love to you and everyone helping you!💗
Much love to you and your family as for all children that you care of 💖🙏💪☀️
You look amazingly well considering how much trauma you've been through! Thank you for your update! Keep resting up and getting stronger! Slowly slowly.
Stand brave brother! God is with you - always on all ways he is taking you!
You have shown every manifestation of purest love & care in all that you have given to your beautiful family, community, gods creatures & to us all around the world. Taking time just for yourself (self care) is the purest love of all when you give so much to others. It’s a mental challenge to step away and step within. Only the most precious of souls find this difficult. Step inside for a while John St Julian. I love you. 💜
So good to see you! Take all the time you need. You will be stronger in the end. :)
John, ever since I stumbled upon your vids over a year ago, you have brought to my heart smiles, laughter, happiness and, of course, at times sadness. I admire your willingness to be vulnerable to your followers and to share your story through the good times and the bad. You are a one in a million, and Fritzi is too. I knew you were going to pull through, and you are going to accomplish much more. You have touched people all around the world. Sometimes I find myself going through my own set of challenges, and then I listen to you, and I find the strength within me because you find the strength within you. You are a shinning star. Thank you for being you. P.S. This is what I tried to post after watching the video that you took down. I didn't think it was fake at all.
You deserve to have all the hope you've instilled in so many people across the globe. God bless and Heal up!!! Much Love Mate!!!
Stay strong John. Keep that light bright from within.
God bless you John my brother.I know you feel you have to say so much..you've said so very much..don't let the illness dictate your faith.Its yours already..I love you brother n your family as well
Stay the path
Thanks for this video John, I was wondering how you were doing. I can see a tiny bit better than the last time but, now it's time for John to take care of John. Take it slow and easy, don't try to hurry the healing process it will only cause you stress and make you sick again. You should not be worrying about social media. Let your lovely Fritz but an update on TH-cam, just so we know how your doing. Take care John Get lots of rest and food into you. Listen, if you don't take care of yourself properly, you will certainly not be there for them at all. Get healthy and strong and you should take the time you need. Social media can wait my friend God bless you, Fritz, your child, your children, your animals , the people who work with you. Amen ❤😀🌻🌞
Praying for you John and God Bless Brother. You have reached so many and giving an understanding of God to us all. We thank you all and the family that connects the dots that makes a circle of LOVE. PRAYING FOR ALL HEALING NOW. GOD BLESS MY FRIENDS MUCH LOVE
No problem I’ve been around since you had a few thousands subs, didn’t have to think twice to help you out! All praise to The Most High
God bless you brother god is with you don’t ever forget that! Put all your faith in him he will heal you ! He is the reason you did not die! You have been bless and will continue to be blessed ! Love you brother want you are doing is amazing great job god bless you and your family you are in my prayers!
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A mighty battle you've had to fight
one step at a time
🙏You are the Light🙏
no hurry no need to rush
just rest Dear Heart 💓
let your body do its stuff.
Much Love
to one and all
passing round
Squeezy hugs
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I'm so happy to see you recovering well. You are strong and is overcoming all of it. Namaste.
I’m so happy crying seeing you again, still sending light and love to you John endlessly,
you looks better !! i hope you are feeling better too! ...i am going through hell times too, i am trying to quit benzodiazepines i lost my emotions, i feel lost and hopeless and dont know what to do with my life. But my addiction was my fault, you are a beautiful soul, i hope you will heal!
You are such a warrior in every way humanly possible. There’s still a way to go but I have every faith that you will get there. We are all behind you...
Unconditional LOVE ❤ it's a beautiful thing. And we all love ya so always be your true self 🌍
I sing praises to God that you are doing better. I know that you will defeat this. I have Lyme disease as well. I pray daily that God gives you the complete healing you deserve. You do so much for those children....you, Fritzi and all of the others there that helps. God bless you all. Keep up the good fight brother. My husband and I love you guys and are in our hearts and prayers daily.
You are so Appreciated
John, good to see you! Looking good. Keep getting better!!
Hugs&Love🤗🤗
Some Men (J.R. for example) 'think' they are an Alpha Male.
You Sir, are the Ultimate!
Your strength is astounding, and gives perspective to most other's ''suffering'.
RESPECT is too smaller word.
I can't help but think that the Universe has your back.
Hang in there John, you're in a Storm...but I am sure it will pass.
Blue skies await you! Which you cannot see YET!
Roll with the punches.
"What you resist...persists".
PEACE.
12:55 minutes onwards - spot on truth. 🙏🙏🙏
And here comes healing 🙏❤️
I had septic blood and it felt like my legs had been blown off So I understand. So wonderful u survived. Yes my heart has a effected valve. Ha we r here. Now going far wards recovery. 😊🙏🌈💖🇳🇿
Glad to hear you are recovering, John will as well.