“Will it hurt?” “No, it’s going to be ok... I’ll hold you, I’ll protect you..” “Thank you... I love you ya know..” “Yeah, I know..” “Hey I’m getting pretty tired... I’m going to sleep, ok? I’ll se you tomorrow!” “Ok.. goodnight... I love you...” “I love you to... goodnight...” -beep beep- -silence-
I was closing my eyes and I actually thought I died edit: guys the reason i thought i died was bc i have bpd and i dissociated and i thought it was real so that’s just a little backstory
@@biri_o he walked away from me. Where’s the promise..it’s been 2 years and I’m still healing🥺 damn it’s so hard to move on. And I have family issues too. And today I’m meeting my family and I’m shy and scared I’m also so insecure like nobody likes me I always put a fake smile and when I act cold I don’t mean it I’m just battling pain🥺
@@themcorndogs22 Aw I'm so sorry your going through this. I understand going on loosing someone I lost a few already. Your strong your a warrior. I believe in you. You got this, God is with you even if your scared meeting family. You be in my prayers, what's your name. And I will ALWAYS be there for you when you need it. PROMISE
True! most people who wants to die because of mental and emotional problem often to live long than those who want to live thats why those people who struggles a lot mentally take their own lives.
I've only been holding on for my family... for *years* you can't imagine the pain of wanting to die everyday but feeling such crushing guilt that you can't do anything about it, going through life on autopilot just wishing someone falls asleep behind the wheel and runs you over.
The sound of the heart monitor blacking out is the best sound I've heard for me. It seems to give me a feeling of comfort, knowing that once that blank sound happens, I'm free from this hell called life
This hits different when ur already in the hospital Edit: I can’t respond to all comments so here for all: yeah I’m doing alright, or did I’m now in the hospital again but I’m doing good tho Update: she passed. I’m her cousin using her account now, just found this and saw that she commented and since some people wanted her to update again, I did now.
little girl: what’s on your arm? me: they’re battle scars. little girl: you fought in a war? me: yeah. a long and hard one. little girl: that’s so cool! can i get one? me: no. please do not ever get any. but i’ll tell you what. whenever you see someone else with battle scars, i want you to hug them. okay? can you promise me? little girl: yes. i promise. a few days later we went on a short shopping spree. suddenly the little girl let go of my hand and ran up to another random teenager teen: why are you hugging me? little girl: because.. (*points*) you have battle scars just like my babysitter. the teen looked up at me, and i rolled up my sleeves to show her. with tears in her eyes, she said one thing to me.. teen: my war is far from being finished right now, but i am not done fighting. she bends down at eye level with the little girl teen: thanks for giving me the strength to keep fighting. you are forever my war hero.
I’m afraid of dying, because I would lose everything, everyone I love, but they won’t be afraid if I’m dead. (Thanks for supporting me I love you guys too a lot 🥺🥺)
No. We would be afraid. Please don't do anything. I love you with all my heart even if I don't know who you are. I know you are a wonderful person. Everyone goes through difficult moments, everyone makes mistakes. That's why we are human. I hope we have helped you at least a little. Please fight. Do not give up. I know you're strong. ❤️
in october, i used to listen this every day when i was in a really dark place. it’s been 7 months now. i am still in that dark place but i finally became numb.
I'm sorry if you still feel the way you did when you wrote this comment, I myself don't know you I still care a lot about you and I wish you the best and that your mental health and life improve
This reminded me of when I was in 6th grade and I slit both of my wrists open cause I wanted to kill myself cause of family issues, dealing with bullies, and really bad depression and I remember hearing my mom scream and putting pressure on my wrists telling me to hold on and crying, but I ended up passing out cause of the amount of blood loss I had. But when I woke up I was in a hospital room and I remember hearing the EKG beeping and I had bandages around my wrists and was very pale. I saw my mom at the side of the bed sleeping so I woke her up and she hugged me so tight crying say she thought she lost me. But when I recovered I had to go to a mental hospital which did not help cause I was scared cause I felt alone and even more depressed, so when I was released I had to go to therapy and I’m still in therapy. But when I went back to school I was treated differently then I was before what happened and it bothered me because all of the people who bullied me were like “OMG IM SO GLAD YOURE OK I REALLY MISSED YOU!!” But now I’m in 9th grade so it’s been 3 years and I feel a lot better🙂 but every now and than I get flash backs but anytime I look at my scars I remind myself I lost a battle during that time but right now I’m winning the war☺️
im soooo glad ur doing better and know that ur winning ur war!! im also so glad ur still alive and did not pass away that day - u were not meant to leave and u deserve nothing but good in ur life 🥺 keep fighting and try ur absolute best not to give up; you can do it! 🥺🥰❤️❤️
I already ruined my skin..My wrists,my thighs,my feet...i even wanted to slit myself with a cutter but im scared of the close people that i know,suffering becuz of my suicide..
I always wonder how it feels like to be dying. Would my dad who is cold hearted cry like this? Are my friends gonna come to see me? Are my bullies started to apologizing to me? Bc when I'm still alive like this nobody seems to care about me
Everyone have feelings and they will be destroyed especially close people like ur dad he is not cold hearted he has the warmest heart for you because ur made of same blood and skin and ginz ur his daughter he will be broken if he loses you don't think that way ...it's..it's not good to think that he doesnt cair about your feelings because he does ..but secretly
I've nearly died once and came back to life . There was no pulse other than my heart. My father didn't cry when I woke up but he was so thankful I came back he didn't cry once but him being cold hearted has its own reason and it's painful to accept
I feel kinda feel like that too. when I was like 4 years old a teacher locked me in the toilets and I’ve had ptsd ever since. Now I cannot use the toilet and I’ve developed a habit of holding it in for years. I get uti almost every month and sometimes I feel like I’m going to die. The worst thing is when people laugh at me or tease me in school because of my disabilities and disorder. It can be really lethal what I have because it can lead to a kidney infection. So it gets me upset when people tease me over it because that’s the reason why I miss a lot of school because I’m too anxious to go
@@rawrdinosaur2008 hey...u are going to alright...it will all get better...ur problems are valid..those teasing you are beneath you and have no idea of how wonderful n cool person u are..but I knw u are....I hope u are getting help with PTSD now..it will get better.. trust me...and life have many wonderful n peaceful n beutiful n colorful things planned for u...just hold on..plz:) have a wonderful day honey:)
I just want to say thank you for this absolute ✨ m a s t e r p i e c e ✨ Edit: woah, what? 3.9k likes? I’ve never gotten that many before- thanks! I hope you’re all doing well!! Edit 2: woah! Now 4.2k likes?? Thanks!! Gah- I still remember when I was the only comment on this video. I am so glad this video got the recognition it deserves!! Stay safe, friends!
“I’m sorry.” “Shhh…” he said. He was holding the tears back because he didn’t want to scare her. “Stay with me, stay with me. You’re going to be alright!” “I’m sorry. I have to go now,” she said. You could hear the sirens of an ambulance a few blocks away. You could hear it closing up quickly but nothing could be quick enough at that moment. “Don’t say that. You’re going to be okay. We will get over this. The ambulance is going to be here in no time.” “I don’t know if I want to.” She closed her eyes softly. “No, no, no, no! Look at me!” he held her face close to his. His hands were stained with her blood. “Look at me!” With his blue gaze, no one could feel alone. “I love you, girl. I love you. Remember all those dreams you’ve made. Remember one day I told you some day we are going to make it out of here. Even if it takes one night or a hundred years. Remember all the places you said you would visit one day. You said you’d give me a tour of the British Museum. I promised I’d take you to the Great Wall of China. Remember when you said you wanted to be a writer? Who is going to write that depressing novel now? How is the world going to go on without that book? You are going to be okay. You’re going to go on and live a happy and full life. And I’m going to hold your hand.” . . . . . “You know someday we are going to make it out of here. Even if it takes one night or a hundred years.” “But you don’t exist. You’re not my boyfriend. You’re not the love of my life. I haven’t even met you yet.” “I’m coming to get you, girl. I’m running to you as fast as I can. Stay. Stay alive. Wait for me. I’m just around the corner.” . . . . . I love you, whoever you are.
[Please don't steal] 3rd person's pov: "Mama why is there a bird in the windows?" The little girl asked still looking at the hospital windows as her mom were confused. Her mom smiled weakly "huh? Ehat do you mean baby?" She looked at her mom and smiled and looked again at the hospital windows, The little girl point her index finger finger slowly in the windows "there, they are beautiful." The little girl smiled weakly as she puts her hand down in her chest. Her mom knew that they need to let her go-but she couldn't she was her baby. The mother smiled "they are angels to look after you baby so you can get better." The mother smiled and sit next to her daughter's death bed. "Yeah, they really look like angels, the two of them are really angel just the look from the color of it," the little girl said as she still look at the window. "They're beautiful aren't they?" Her mother said as she looks at the window imagining the two littlw white birds. "Yeah they are-" she said "really... really beautiful." She weakly said and smiled as the line becomes flat. Her mom cried as she hugs her daughter " your free." The mother whispers as the two little birds fly away with another bird.
This reminds me of my grandad who passed away like that two months ago, unconscious in the hospital bed.. and when we met him for the last time, me, my mother and grandma were crying like that cuz we couldn't believe we would never see him again. And although I wasn't with him the moment he left, it just haunts me that when he left the ECG monitor must have given out that last final sound of his heart stopping, like the long beeeeep you hear in the end of this video. I'm actually training to become a doctor, but the child in me is dead scared of that sound. The sound of losing somebody, the sound of a final goodbye. That sound rings in my head like the bells of heaven's gate. I know when I become a doctor, I'm gonna hear that sound multiple times a month sometimes even in a day, and I cannot save everybody that comes to me, but I hope I find the courage to be somebody's pillar, somebody's strength in bad times, somebody's hope to hang in there. I hope I can do it. I hope I can get there and make it to where I should be. One day.
Why do i feel , like everyone here , really needs a hug , like guys keep going , you guys are doing great ? i hope i just want to give someone a better day , anyone that reads this : **here is a virtual hug** Keep going - yuky
just imagine: you were at hospital and you were really so bad. your mom and dad were with you. when they went to garden,you started to cry because of him. you said why? you were dying at hospital but he wasn’t with you because he was at the party. he didn’t care you. you couldn’t stand all of thess and your heart stoped beating. when your family came,they were crying but you couldn’t do anything...
"How betrayed you feel when you found out the friend that you cared for is now your fake friend ignoring you" That actually happened to me it was painful I went home with a heavy HeArT
This is what I imagine while listening to this Your in your room laying on the floor, it’s dark and cold. Your tired, really tired of trying and your loosing your battle with the demons in your head. You can’t take it anymore because you can’t even get up so you decide that you’ve had enough of trying to be positive, tired of getting beat down by your demons, tired of feeling like this everyday. So you decide you can’t take it anymore, you grab a blade, pills, or rope, anything to stop the pain. Your sitting there holding whatever object in your hand as tears softly roll down your cheek. You take the pills or use the razor to carve a deep line in your skin, you hang the rope and push the chair away from your body. After a few minutes everything goes dark. You wake up in the hospital with people surrounding your bed. You hear crying as you start getting tired and tired. Finally as your breathing your last breath, hearing your last few heartbeats. You feel a cool breeze then everything fades away. It’s dark. It’s cold. But your attempt worked.
"Everyone is playing the same game, just different levels. Everyone is fighting the same battle just different devils" Pain is pain, yours matter just as much. I hope you are doing well. Truly
im crying reading all the comments, please stay alive, stay strong. People in here need you in their lives or will. You are important, you matter, you've been gifted a life so don't ruin it please. Stay safe i love you✨
Not everyone has good life, but yes I think dieng is a good idea for me coz , I don't want my family to see condition where I am the breaker for them.🙂🙂
I love you too and you are such a beautiful person plz dont change who you are people will need you in their lives. Hope you and your loved ones are staying safe and strong during this pandemic.
My bistfriend's boyfriend died in a car accident. He was 19 years old. We knew each other from a young age. He was something like brother for me...This masterpiece remind me of him and his smile😔🕊️
"Aren't you afraid of dying?" "No, because at least I will be judged and I'll meet who I loved the most. Also, I'm not afraid of dying, *I'm afraid of living..* " This was a quote that somebody said, but it really marked my heart
"It will hurt?" "No, honey, can you promise me something?" "Of c-course ... " "Promise me you'll be fine up there! " "Promise ..." "Honey?!" "Yes?!" "I love you, remember that!" "I love you too mom..." Beep, beep, beep, be- "I love you..."
@Megan Hammer 1. Never gone to the beach before, plus I don’t want to go anyways. 2. Nobody loves me, It’s just the way it is. 3. I’m not allowed to have hot chocolate. 4. My mother would never smile to me. 5. I don’t have a best friend 6. I hate them just as much as they hate me. 7. Never felt it before. 8. I know I won’t hear those. 9. I don’t really do anything for holidays, so. 10. I don’t like birthdays, especially my own. 11. I don’t go on them. 12. It’s not like I was going to ever have them anyways. I’d probably fail it anyway. 13. Laying in bed? Never heard of it.. 14. Not allowed to do it. 15. It’s not that important to me anyway 16. Lol, like what? 17. Yeah, into a bad one 18. I’ve never touched snow, I’m not allowed. 19. Again, I’ve never been to one, And I’m not allowed! 20. Watching people fall? Into depression or like off a rooftop? 21. Hope left the chat a long long time ago.. 22. No I won’t. 23. Then off to hell 24. I don’t plan to get into a marriage or a relationship or anything, Just simply not interested. 25. No I’m not. 26. It feels like it’ll be a lifetime 27. I don’t have friends 28. I won’t miss it 29. Those quotes mean nothing to me. 30. I’m not really allowed to eat different types of food, So I basically eat the same thing everyday, So I don’t have a favorite food 31. I don’t give a damn thing about them 32. Not allowed to watch movies, Besides, All the ones I’ve seen sucked 33. I don’t want any 34. Sounds boring 35. I don’t like socializing. 36. It’s only breaking me down more 37. LOL, I have nobody 38. I made it..to my end 39. I don’t like smiles 40. No. 41. No I don’t 42. MOST wounds. Not all 43. Probably won’t have the money. 44. I’m not allowed to go outside during the fall 45. Again, I don’t want a stupid ‘soulmate’ 46. I hate hugs 47. I hate weddings and parties, etc. 48. No, I’m not. 49. I don’t like football 50. For Christmas we only have 1 old, fake Christmas tree. Smells pretty bad 51. I. Have. Nobody. 52. Never seen one, Only in videos or pictures. 53. Not a fan of ice cream 54. no, I’m not 55. No, They don’t. 56. I’m not allowed to have dogs. Besides, why would I care for them? 57. I have 3 cats but they’ll be fine without me. 58. I only have cats :p sooo 59. Never seen one. Only in pictures 60. No I’m not. 61. I hate cities 62. I’m not allowed to travel. 63. Never gone on a vacation before 64. Not allowed to go on road trips 65. I don’t have a care for them 66. I don’t even have any friends to have inside jokes with 67. Not allowed to have any~ 68. Again, never touched snow 69. LOL! I don’t have any~! 70. I don’t have anyone that loves me, And if you’re going to say that stupid line,”yOuR mOm aNd fAmILy lOVeS yOu!” NO! THEY DONT 71. What’s the feeling like? 72. no. 73. I don’t have friends 74. Ew, I hate it 75. I hate those. 76. I also hate those. 77. Just because I’m smiling, doesn’t mean I’m happy 🙂 78. Yea, And seeing how happy they are 🙄 79. No I’m not 80. As I stated before, I probably won’t have the money :)! 81. I don’t take pictures 82. LMAOOOO, by who? 83. Not allowed to go there~ 84. Don’t have one 85. I don’t know how to swim 86. I prefer the cold 87. I don’t take naps 88. I don’t like helping 89. I don’t love anybody, besides seeing what a failure I am would break me more 90. Lol like that’ll happen. 91. I don’t like little kids, nor babies. 92. I don’t like old people 93. Ew 94. No I’m not 95. No I won’t 96. I’m not allowed to step on grass without shoes, nor socks. 97. Not interesting 98. I won’t miss it when I’m gone 99. I don’t like it, It reminds me of dark times And lastly, 100. NO! IM NOT.
Reading all these comments, i feel my problems are nothing and i might just be over reacting.. many people have it worse than me.. But then i realized that no matter how small or big your problem is, you are free to feel sad.. but don't let that sadness take over you.. You are valid.. trust me, you are. We all have flaws, don't we? Let's try to cherish our flaws together.. i will too..💜
When I die one day, I want someone to cry for me this way, to miss me, to wish I was still there. To the people who do have the special person, don’t let them go :)
Mom: *Crying* Me: "Mom dont cry" Mom: "Dont go my darling.." Dad: *Holding my hand* Me: *looks over to my dad* "Why you holding my hand when you never cared?" Dad: *Begins crying* "I'm sorry.." Me: "Stop crying if you never cared!" Mom: *looks at my dad* "..." Me: "You only care when I'm about die?..Wow what a wonderful father you are" Mom: *more crying* Me: "Dont cry now...I'm happy..love you.."
I started crying tge second I saw the picture above. Justin dying. Imagining aurselves their on the stretcher. And suddenly the picture moving to the last scenes of 13RW a prefect combination to make one cry his/her heart out.😭😭😭
I cried thinking abt when there were times when I considered suicide as an escape to all the pain I’ve been dealing with lately.. at one point of my life I was just existing for my sister and my granny. i would’ve gone a long time ago if death wasn’t painful.
You're an army right??? You remember what BTS always says??? Love yourself. No matter what's wrong with you be with yourself and stay strong. Because this is life. This fight, this up and downs all are the part of life. When you'll see life is going smooth that means your life is going wrong. Struggle, faliture all are part of life. Stay strong. I'll be always with you no matter what. I promise. You can reply my comments as long as you want if you really need someone to talk or someone to share your thoughts. I'll be listening to you. I promise. Just stay strong. I love you.
I had a crush on a boy and one day he didn’t show up to school I got concerned after a few weeks because he wasn’t there but when I asked my what happened to him and my mum said he had passed away from cancer that he never had the guts to speak up that he felt in pain very badly then one day he passed out and never came back....he was gone his friends were in tears and so was my class after they found out cause he was one of the nicest people I’ve ever meet
He looked at her cold hands, her pale face, her closed eyes. A tear coming out of his eyes, and he had no control over it. The teardrop rolled down his cheeks, it fell from his chin into his thigh, as he slowly realized that these tears were gonna fall forever. He didn't have to witness her dying, if he did the right things at the right time. "If I held your hand, when you were falling, if I hadn't run away when you were calling for me, when you were looking at me expectantly, to stand and dance with you in the parties, if I didn't sit still and stood up, took your hand in mine and danced with you. If that day, when I saw you, exhausted, lying on the bathroom floor, I didn't get out of the room, instead I hugged you, wiped your tears and kissed you, until you were calmed down, if that day when you asked me to watch Netflix together, I didn't give an excuse that I didn't have time and sat on the sofa with you and spent the night together, if on the nights when you're pillow was filled with tears, I had spread my arms from behind and cuddled with you on our bed, if that day, I knew that you were cutting your wrist, I would've come to save you. If I knew..." And now I regret, everything. I'd give anything to touch you again. But now you're gone...
Listening all of this while my eyes was closed. I felt lightheaded, i felt like my soul was gonna leave my body its like i feel like im about to stand, but my body wasn't in action to stand, and i also felt like i almost couldn't move my own body. I also felt like my heartbeat was gonna stop. And yet i still feel calm.
"There's a story behind every face" Everyone please always remember that no matter what you are going through, someone else has there own problems as well, a happy face doesn't mean a happy person, don't ever be mean to anyone, always be nice and caring, because you never know what someones going through don't spread your pain onto others by being mean to someone because eventually everyone runs out of time.
When I play this song, I immediately remember the day I loss a ton of blood because I stab my arm. I thought I'll die cause of losing a lot if blood plus I have anemia. So I thought I'll die soon. But, I think my life haven't end yet. My cat saw me n scream loudly until my step-sister walk in my room n scream. That time I already pass out. She called ambulance n after 2 days of comma, I woke up n saw my entire family came. They're eyes was swollen. Since that day, they really take care of me. They had regretted on what they do.
My best friend passed away in August, I saw him the Saturday before he passed. I only knew he was in the hospital after he passed. I only think of him in this, the family crying, blaming themselves, my friend in the hospital bed not responding. I miss him.. I miss him so much, we have been friends ever since we were 1, we were 13 when he passed, my first friend..
Sad Fact: Sometimes when im at my lowest and think about ending it all, i listen to this just to remember i have people around me who care about me. It grounds me in a way. But i hold my breath at the end to get closure of how I'm feeling and not wanting to breath sometimes
It scares me how much power my parents have over me. With just a snap of their fingers everything that I love can be taken away from me. Like volleyball.. I put in the hard work every single Tuesday and Thursday hoping I get into the team. I constantly fight with my stepmom and im tired of it. Im tired of living. Not just because of the shit I have to put up with at home but at school too. I feel as if Im not good enough and I’ve been ready to end it for 3 years now. The only reason I haven’t ended my life is because Im scared. Im scared of what will happen after I die. It feels as if nothing gets better. If you read the whole thing Im sorry. I just needed to rant. Anyways please enjoy your day/evening/night.
I know my friend got in like this horrible car accident and I was holding his hand in the hospital and then all of a sudden like something started to go of and all these doctors came in and everybody had to be removed from the room and I found out he had passed but I was thankful that I got to hold him one last time... He was my childhood best friend after losing him I felt so broken but I'm okay now at least I think so!... but I still remember the letter that he gave me before he got an accident and then he left with his mom and then that's when I got the news I was thankful that at least I got the letter but I still miss my best friend my everything... Hearing that machine noise just reminds me of that time that's why I'm writing this... Rest easy - Angel we will meet again someday!
i could never bear the sound of their crying. even if every day i feel like nobody loves me.. I know there would be someone, somewhere, bawling their eyes out like this. If i ever lose someone i love, I won’t survive the pain. This convinced me not to inflict that pain to anybody else. This saved my life.
I remember seeing this picture before watching 13 reasons why, I didn't really get it, thpught it was just a meaningless picture and I was only here for the song, nothing else really. But then I watched 13 Reasons Why and realized how much this picture really means. Justin Foley. I loved his character - even in season 1 (He did horrible things and it wasn't right) I loved his character development and I couldn't help but feel heartbreak for everything he had went through. His death affects me a lot, it hurts me so much but I can never get enough of him despite how it makes me feel so sad that I almost feel sick. Now I know that this is more than just a picture, it's a moment that will stick with me forever
I've recently tried to commit suicide but it failed, I've been in a horrible dark place and my brothers body shame me and bully me for trying to end my life.. A lot of my friends have given up on me...But Ima pull through
@TaeTae's inner child even i think the same ....there must be something big that even bts cant cure their depression or anxiety....but we armys are always there for each other and bts ofc..💜💜
"What... happend...?" "Don't say anything. Can you move?" "...Uhn...thank you for coming...i'm sorry. I couldn't do anything...I couldn't be useful..." "Don't be sorry for that, especially when you're like this" "I'm happy you are next to me... i wasn't afraid of dying. I was afraid I won't be able to see you and our daughter again..."
Since I’ve been seeing most of the people sharing their stories well here is mines- This actually happened years ago when I was a child I don’t quiet remember what happened but yeah so uh my grandfather passed away due to heart attack I really didn’t know how maybe it’s the age- so it was during the night where I used to sleep with my grandparents in a room and my parents and my younger brother in another so that night my mother always checks the room if anything is wrong and she found my grandpa still not moving,yes I know that when we r sleeping we r also still but he wasn’t breathing like his chest wasn’t moving up and down. Then we called an ambulance so uh yeah the police came to our house and they brought my grandpa to a nearby hospital. I was still sleeping and didn’t know what happened I heard an ambulance and I woke up from that and I saw my grandpa being taken away and I was just a kid so I didn’t really know what was happening. The next day since I had school and after school when I came home my grandpa was there and I hugged him tightly and asked what had happened,well off he rlly wouldn’t want to tell me since I’m just a kid so he just said he was a little sick,well ofc me being a toddler knew nothing about illness or death or stuff like that so I just believed him. Then that night again the same thing happened...he didn’t come after school,he wasn’t there the other night and my grandma was weeping to sleep and I was wondering what had happened to him and I remembered him saying he was just sick so I just remembered that and went to sleep. It was actually during the summer vacation and so my parents said that we were going to my home country to see our relatives, so yeah we went there. And I remember one of those days where it was a morning and I was still sleeping I heard weeping downstairs I woke up from the weepings and it was a 2-storey house so I was sleeping on the second floor,I was looking from the balcony,my relatives and my family members were downstairs weeping with a coffin in front of their eyes,since u cant see through a coffin I rlly didn’t know what was going on. Then after my summer vacation ended we headed back home. My mom told me grandfather is in a better place now,I didn’t know what a better place was so the only thought I had in my mind was ‘unicorn land’ or a fantasy world,yes I was into those stuffs back then. My mom nodded her head and I asked if he could bring me there sometime and she said he would. But that day never came..years later my grandfather still wasn’t with us my family acted like everything was normal like my grandfather had never existed. I was furious since I am had just turned into a teen so it wasn’t long back. I shouted where my grandfather was and why was everyone acting like he had never existed,they looked at me with a surprised look and later in my mom hugged me and said that he was in a better place since now I knew what a better place was,I said ‘so he rlly passed away?’ My mom nodded her head and hugged me again I actually didn’t know how to feel about it since they just told it to me right now when they could have told me before but yeah I knew the reason it was because I was still a child and was still a little uneducated so I wouldn’t understand and thus, I cried loudly and said ‘no this cannot happen!’ And so my mom told me that his body was in that coffin so he is in my home country cuz there is a thing where u can bring bodies aboard or smth I guess it may sound weird but they told me it was like that. So yeah he is now in a better place,my grandfather was really like a best friend that I could ever had since I’ve been an introvert my whole life I was just spending more time with him like going to the park and collecting flowers for our flower collection and also playing child games together. I still miss him till this day. He is in a better place now and I’m glad ^^
@@lilyasmr7019 I can't help it much, crying is kind of a release for me tbh. But don't worry, im fine, going thru the motions and shit 😅 thnx for caring ❤
This reminds me of being in a hospital for nearly overdosing.. This hit really hard, being with my friends hearing them cry.. and all the blame was on me causing more loss of friends..
This is what my aunt and cousin, witnessed when my grandfather_. He was going to survive but the next day he died with pneumonia. It was terrible. He vomited blood. 😭😭. We were happy and thought he will survive.. but he did not
Lets picture being the person in the video slowly dying.. imagine what it would be like, you wouldnt see family, friends, pets or anyone again, those who tried their best to help you.
-Please stay with us *and why's that -think of it that we need you *I'm thinking about when you didn't -don't leave us in a pain of losing you *I'm just repaying a debt -i love you *and when was that when I did love you -sorry mom , you're the only one who really cared , I'm going to sleep now , goodbye
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"were just suicidal kids telling each other suicide is not right"
This pretty much sums up the entirety of the comment section
It’s the theory that someone who is so full of sadness and self hatred would want to stop anyone from feeling that no matter what it takes
you just explained gen z
I am just here because of a friend that died
Yes.
No one:
TH-cam: how about dying
I know right? :(
Lmao youtube
💀😢😭
ikr
Me: Must feel nice
”Does it hurt, dying?”
”Quicker than falling asleep”
Does he say quicker and easier then falling asleep
@@dstutesman9574 it is :)
- Sirius Black 😢😭❤️
Dang
No because *now* I'm crying.
"I told them not to die, but I tried to myself."
accurate
I felt this.
I want to try but at the same time I'm scared of death, I'm tired of living I want to sleep forever
Relatable
Because we all know we don't really want to die, we just want to stop hurting
The worst feeling is when u realize you've lost your self.
You haven't. Look at you, you're beautiful
if you are army love your self
@@jxhobi4833 :/
@@jxhobi4833 it doesn't work like this
@@yerimiese2436 it is
The girl who's saying 'don't cut ur wrist' is the same girl cutting her wrist
We’re rlly just suicidal kids telling others not to be suicidal.
literally me and my bestfriend lmao
This hit me hard bcoz one of my frnd use to say that to me nd now she is no more she committed suicide 😔❤️
I do cut. And I try to stop people doing it.
ha.... thats me for you. i tell everyone not to cut and here i am the one who want to end it all
People think I'm lying about being hurt because they see me laughing. But actually. I laugh to keep myself from crying.
Same
BTS ..... they're here ......don't worry
Can relate so much.
Love urself nothing will happen
Same
_When I die, there is someone who will cry for me._ _The fact that you are that person, makes me sad... and happy._ _Thank you._
“Will it hurt?”
“No, it’s going to be ok... I’ll hold you, I’ll protect you..”
“Thank you... I love you ya know..”
“Yeah, I know..”
“Hey I’m getting pretty tired... I’m going to sleep, ok? I’ll se you tomorrow!”
“Ok.. goodnight... I love you...”
“I love you to... goodnight...”
-beep beep-
-silence-
This made me cry and now my teacher says we have to open the camera please kill me
@@dumbdumb3051 open the camera? And I started crying the second I heard the sobbing.
i felt like bts was saying this. omg. so sorry but sad lil army 😗✌️
@@alyssa1668 me too
@@tenzingwangbhotia2585 i was like “i- wait- no.” and LITERALLY BROKE. DOWN.
I was closing my eyes and I actually thought I died
edit: guys the reason i thought i died was bc i have bpd and i dissociated and i thought it was real so that’s just a little backstory
yoo same my body got the chills and I just felt weird lmao..
Same lmao ;;
Same.
I shouldn't laugh but-
@@user-lm6ss5om5i it’s okay haha
it hits different when there's someone that actually cares
SIGN ME UP SIS
Saw a quote that says, “SPEAK TO PEOPLE IN A WAY THAT IF THEY DIED THE NEXT DAY YOU'D BE SATISFIED WITH THE LAST THING YOU SAID THEM.”🥺💔
Hello
This is Very dark and dangerous comments section.
Please stay safe.
All problems can be solved believe me.
To start off, you okay?
I can’t I’m to sad😭
@@themcorndogs22 I'm here for you
@@biri_o he walked away from me. Where’s the promise..it’s been 2 years and I’m still healing🥺 damn it’s so hard to move on. And I have family issues too. And today I’m meeting my family and I’m shy and scared I’m also so insecure like nobody likes me I always put a fake smile and when I act cold I don’t mean it I’m just battling pain🥺
@@themcorndogs22 Aw I'm so sorry your going through this. I understand going on loosing someone I lost a few already. Your strong your a warrior. I believe in you. You got this, God is with you even if your scared meeting family. You be in my prayers, what's your name. And I will ALWAYS be there for you when you need it. PROMISE
The sad thing is that the persons who wants to live the most often dies early and they who wants to die needs to keep fighting for their family.
Y e s.
True! most people who wants to die because of mental and emotional problem often to live long than those who want to live thats why those people who struggles a lot mentally take their own lives.
why is this facts
Gurl tf anyone can die at any time either suicidal or not
I've only been holding on for my family... for *years* you can't imagine the pain of wanting to die everyday but feeling such crushing guilt that you can't do anything about it, going through life on autopilot just wishing someone falls asleep behind the wheel and runs you over.
The sound of the heart monitor blacking out is the best sound I've heard for me. It seems to give me a feeling of comfort, knowing that once that blank sound happens, I'm free from this hell called life
samee
True. It is so comforting. Everythings ends there. I will be free from this hell🙂
Hospital equipment sounds brings you back when you’ve heard them before ...
Im sorry for you :/
Alternative title:
Listen to this if you work at Walmart
Really now it feels like when that machine makes a sound for each product
AHHHAHAHAHAHHAA
STOOP OMFG HHHAHHAHHA
The sobbing is the internal pain you’re feeling
LMFAO
Lmfao as a cashier at Walmart this is a perfect example of how we all feel
This hits different when ur already in the hospital
Edit: I can’t respond to all comments so here for all: yeah I’m doing alright, or did I’m now in the hospital again but I’m doing good tho
Update: she passed. I’m her cousin using her account now, just found this and saw that she commented and since some people wanted her to update again, I did now.
I hope you’re doing well now ♥️
@@EmmaBaileyyy yeah I do, thanks
❤️❤️❤️❤️
omg honey i'm sorry,hope you're doin well now..
@@m4riina_ yeah I’m doing better thanks :)
"Your future needs you, your past doesn't."
“ We’re kids. We should be living our lives and not practicing how to cheat death because you know what everybody dies !”
It come from 13 reasons why , isn't it ? If that's it, you have very good taste in series ! :) I hope you are okay ^^
little girl: what’s on your arm?
me: they’re battle scars.
little girl: you fought in a war?
me: yeah. a long and hard one.
little girl: that’s so cool! can i get one?
me: no. please do not ever get any. but i’ll tell you what. whenever you see someone else with battle scars, i want you to hug them. okay? can you promise me?
little girl: yes. i promise.
a few days later we went on a short shopping spree. suddenly the little girl let go of my hand and ran up to another random teenager
teen: why are you hugging me?
little girl: because.. (*points*) you have battle scars just like my babysitter.
the teen looked up at me, and i rolled up my sleeves to show her. with tears in her eyes, she said one thing to me..
teen: my war is far from being finished right now, but i am not done fighting.
she bends down at eye level with the little girl
teen: thanks for giving me the strength to keep fighting. you are forever my war hero.
thank you for that
i really needed it
im crying now. thats so beautiful
I’m crying
Im crying. That was absolutely beautiful, I really needed this.
If I'm not wrong you've wrote that under another vid too :)
I’m afraid of dying, because I would lose everything, everyone I love, but they won’t be afraid if I’m dead. (Thanks for supporting me I love you guys too a lot 🥺🥺)
I would be. I love you nd u r so brave
No. We would be afraid. Please don't do anything. I love you with all my heart even if I don't know who you are. I know you are a wonderful person. Everyone goes through difficult moments, everyone makes mistakes. That's why we are human. I hope we have helped you at least a little. Please fight. Do not give up. I know you're strong. ❤️
Army no don't say that. BTS taught us to never gave up and love yourself.
Maybe not today, but someday everything will be the way you want, be strong please atiny, let's stay strong. 🙏💛
pls stay people really need you just hang on pls
in october, i used to listen this every day when i was in a really dark place.
it’s been 7 months now. i am still in that dark place but i finally became numb.
No ... don't give up i love you there are people who love you ❤️ i will pray for you
Just don't give up
I'm sorry if you still feel the way you did when you wrote this comment, I myself don't know you I still care a lot about you and I wish you the best and that your mental health and life improve
The fact that someone in the comments really passed away...
This reminded me of when I was in 6th grade and I slit both of my wrists open cause I wanted to kill myself cause of family issues, dealing with bullies, and really bad depression and I remember hearing my mom scream and putting pressure on my wrists telling me to hold on and crying, but I ended up passing out cause of the amount of blood loss I had. But when I woke up I was in a hospital room and I remember hearing the EKG beeping and I had bandages around my wrists and was very pale. I saw my mom at the side of the bed sleeping so I woke her up and she hugged me so tight crying say she thought she lost me. But when I recovered I had to go to a mental hospital which did not help cause I was scared cause I felt alone and even more depressed, so when I was released I had to go to therapy and I’m still in therapy. But when I went back to school I was treated differently then I was before what happened and it bothered me because all of the people who bullied me were like “OMG IM SO GLAD YOURE OK I REALLY MISSED YOU!!” But now I’m in 9th grade so it’s been 3 years and I feel a lot better🙂 but every now and than I get flash backs but anytime I look at my scars I remind myself I lost a battle during that time but right now I’m winning the war☺️
im soooo glad ur doing better and know that ur winning ur war!! im also so glad ur still alive and did not pass away that day - u were not meant to leave and u deserve nothing but good in ur life 🥺 keep fighting and try ur absolute best not to give up; you can do it! 🥺🥰❤️❤️
Isabella K thank you🥰
I already ruined my skin..My wrists,my thighs,my feet...i even wanted to slit myself with a cutter but im scared of the close people that i know,suffering becuz of my suicide..
Monisha Chinea - gurl noooo dont u do it I see u doin it don’t u better stawppp u have a great chance of a better life to come 😞😣
@@TSMF8 maybe😧❤
How TH-cam actually know that i'm sad- even he knows more than my family-
wHeRe'S tHe CaMeRaS? .,_,.
In the phone...cause FBI
Shoto ;-;
@@crystal-dark5195 What-
@@elleon7704 nothin I just felt bad for u unu
@@crystal-dark5195 Why?
I’m crying while reading the comments and listening to this masterpiece.
I’m actually really thankful for the woman crying cause it makes me feel like I was loved. She doesn’t sound exactly like my mom but a girl can dream
I always wonder how it feels like to be dying. Would my dad who is cold hearted cry like this? Are my friends gonna come to see me? Are my bullies started to apologizing to me? Bc when I'm still alive like this nobody seems to care about me
my bullies propably don't know they were my bullies :/
Everyone have feelings and they will be destroyed especially close people like ur dad he is not cold hearted he has the warmest heart for you because ur made of same blood and skin and ginz ur his daughter he will be broken if he loses you don't think that way ...it's..it's not good to think that he doesnt cair about your feelings because he does ..but secretly
I've nearly died once and came back to life . There was no pulse other than my heart. My father didn't cry when I woke up but he was so thankful I came back he didn't cry once but him being cold hearted has its own reason and it's painful to accept
I feel kinda feel like that too. when I was like 4 years old a teacher locked me in the toilets and I’ve had ptsd ever since. Now I cannot use the toilet and I’ve developed a habit of holding it in for years. I get uti almost every month and sometimes I feel like I’m going to die. The worst thing is when people laugh at me or tease me in school because of my disabilities and disorder. It can be really lethal what I have because it can lead to a kidney infection. So it gets me upset when people tease me over it because that’s the reason why I miss a lot of school because I’m too anxious to go
@@rawrdinosaur2008 hey...u are going to alright...it will all get better...ur problems are valid..those teasing you are beneath you and have no idea of how wonderful n cool person u are..but I knw u are....I hope u are getting help with PTSD now..it will get better.. trust me...and life have many wonderful n peaceful n beutiful n colorful things planned for u...just hold on..plz:) have a wonderful day honey:)
She's crying for me because I can't cry that loud but I felt it in my chest ✌🏼
“The only thing that will make me feel better, is by seeing him again..”
Relatable
i started crying while listening to the crying in the background...
fact: suicidal kids are just angel trying to go home..just like us :)/:(
I just want to say thank you for this absolute ✨ m a s t e r p i e c e ✨
Edit: woah, what? 3.9k likes? I’ve never gotten that many before- thanks! I hope you’re all doing well!!
Edit 2: woah! Now 4.2k likes?? Thanks!! Gah- I still remember when I was the only comment on this video. I am so glad this video got the recognition it deserves!! Stay safe, friends!
@xSuhlly i wil
@xSuhlly yes but do u have snap
@xSuhlly yes ofc!
@xSuhlly instagram : @iamnotmihaela
@xSuhlly I will, but what country you in? lmao
i was brave enough to click on this
Me too because I knew I was going to cry again but I did it anyway 🙂
This helps me keep thinking that someone actually cares abt me and fall into a deep sleep
The crying makes the song hit diffrent...
“I’m sorry.”
“Shhh…” he said. He was holding the tears back because he didn’t want to scare her. “Stay with me, stay with me. You’re going to be alright!”
“I’m sorry. I have to go now,” she said. You could hear the sirens of an ambulance a few blocks away. You could hear it closing up quickly but nothing could be quick enough at that moment.
“Don’t say that. You’re going to be okay. We will get over this. The ambulance is going to be here in no time.”
“I don’t know if I want to.” She closed her eyes softly.
“No, no, no, no! Look at me!” he held her face close to his. His hands were stained with her blood. “Look at me!”
With his blue gaze, no one could feel alone.
“I love you, girl. I love you. Remember all those dreams you’ve made. Remember one day I told you some day we are going to make it out of here. Even if it takes one night or a hundred years. Remember all the places you said you would visit one day. You said you’d give me a tour of the British Museum. I promised I’d take you to the Great Wall of China. Remember when you said you wanted to be a writer? Who is going to write that depressing novel now? How is the world going to go on without that book? You are going to be okay. You’re going to go on and live a happy and full life. And I’m going to hold your hand.”
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.
.
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“You know someday we are going to make it out of here. Even if it takes one night or a hundred years.”
“But you don’t exist. You’re not my boyfriend. You’re not the love of my life. I haven’t even met you yet.”
“I’m coming to get you, girl. I’m running to you as fast as I can. Stay. Stay alive. Wait for me. I’m just around the corner.”
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I love you, whoever you are.
👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻😭💔in hard feels rn
Uhmm wow
This made me legit cry.
Omg I have no words 😭
Omfg this is soooopp good....IM LITERALLY CRYING T-T
me: *wants to die
inner me: you'll hurt the people who loves you
another inner me: are there people who love you?
me: ohhh :'
There are. Plus people you wouldn't even guess.
There are so many that love you. so many that you cant even imagine how many...
awww :
i love you
@@shanaiacasipong6615 please stay we all love you a lot though we are strangers ❤
[Please don't steal]
3rd person's pov:
"Mama why is there a bird in the windows?" The little girl asked still looking at the hospital windows as her mom were confused.
Her mom smiled weakly "huh? Ehat do you mean baby?" She looked at her mom and smiled and looked again at the hospital windows, The little girl point her index finger finger slowly in the windows "there, they are beautiful."
The little girl smiled weakly as she puts her hand down in her chest. Her mom knew that they need to let her go-but she couldn't she was her baby. The mother smiled "they are angels to look after you baby so you can get better." The mother smiled and sit next to her daughter's death bed.
"Yeah, they really look like angels, the two of them are really angel just the look from the color of it," the little girl said as she still look at the window. "They're beautiful aren't they?" Her mother said as she looks at the window imagining the two littlw white birds.
"Yeah they are-" she said "really... really beautiful." She weakly said and smiled as the line becomes flat.
Her mom cried as she hugs her daughter " your free." The mother whispers as the two little birds fly away with another bird.
awwwww :(
Is this story true? heart breaking 💔
This reminds me of my grandad who passed away like that two months ago, unconscious in the hospital bed.. and when we met him for the last time, me, my mother and grandma were crying like that cuz we couldn't believe we would never see him again.
And although I wasn't with him the moment he left, it just haunts me that when he left the ECG monitor must have given out that last final sound of his heart stopping, like the long beeeeep you hear in the end of this video. I'm actually training to become a doctor, but the child in me is dead scared of that sound. The sound of losing somebody, the sound of a final goodbye. That sound rings in my head like the bells of heaven's gate. I know when I become a doctor, I'm gonna hear that sound multiple times a month sometimes even in a day, and I cannot save everybody that comes to me, but I hope I find the courage to be somebody's pillar, somebody's strength in bad times, somebody's hope to hang in there. I hope I can do it. I hope I can get there and make it to where I should be. One day.
Trust me you are going to be successful
im glad youtube recommended me this masterpiece
Why do i feel , like everyone here , really needs a hug , like
guys keep going , you guys are doing great ? i hope
i just want to give someone a better day , anyone that reads this :
**here is a virtual hug**
Keep going - yuky
Here's one for you, merry Christmas
@@shreyadandapat9357 arigato ! Merry christmas
Thank you so much. Ily
I want to hug u now so bad 😥
@@millionleaml1355 *VIRTUAL HUGGGG* :) ♥️
just imagine:
you were at hospital and you were really so bad.
your mom and dad were with you.
when they went to garden,you started to cry because of him. you said why?
you were dying at hospital but he wasn’t with you because he was at the party. he didn’t care you.
you couldn’t stand all of thess and your heart stoped beating.
when your family came,they were crying but you couldn’t do anything...
"How betrayed you feel when you found out the friend that you cared for is now your fake friend ignoring you"
That actually happened to me it was painful I went home with a heavy HeArT
You aren't alone,
Same is happening to me right now...
My girlfriend is doing this to me.
Yeah…
This is what I imagine while listening to this
Your in your room laying on the floor, it’s dark and cold. Your tired, really tired of trying and your loosing your battle with the demons in your head. You can’t take it anymore because you can’t even get up so you decide that you’ve had enough of trying to be positive, tired of getting beat down by your demons, tired of feeling like this everyday. So you decide you can’t take it anymore, you grab a blade, pills, or rope, anything to stop the pain. Your sitting there holding whatever object in your hand as tears softly roll down your cheek. You take the pills or use the razor to carve a deep line in your skin, you hang the rope and push the chair away from your body. After a few minutes everything goes dark. You wake up in the hospital with people surrounding your bed. You hear crying as you start getting tired and tired. Finally as your breathing your last breath, hearing your last few heartbeats. You feel a cool breeze then everything fades away. It’s dark. It’s cold. But your attempt worked.
First part feels too much accurate
I cried
My problems are literally nothing compared to all these I'm reading...
Fighting y'all! You got this!
@Alzahraa Aljboori Exactly, just because others have it worse, doesn’t mean your pain is unjustified.
i care abt u 💗🤧😭
"Everyone is playing the same game, just different levels. Everyone is fighting the same battle just different devils"
Pain is pain, yours matter just as much. I hope you are doing well. Truly
You are you alright? :''D you're amazing!! I know you'll get thru this ! I trust u so badly
You will never forget the screams and crying of a mother who has just lost her child
someone really hates me for recommending this when i am in hospital
im not afraid of death,im afraid that my mom and dad will be sad:>
Same
Same
Same..They are gonna blame themselves..but in reality..none of it is their fault💜
im crying reading all the comments, please stay alive, stay strong. People in here need you in their lives or will. You are important, you matter, you've been gifted a life so don't ruin it please. Stay safe i love you✨
Not everyone has good life, but yes I think dieng is a good idea for me coz , I don't want my family to see condition where I am the breaker for them.🙂🙂
@@antrikshyadav1435 Isn't it better to end? i guess "yes"..
@BTS army:)
Before reading this comments, I was already very sad. And after reading, I feel like my heart is broken now💔
I love you too and you are such a beautiful person plz dont change who you are people will need you in their lives. Hope you and your loved ones are staying safe and strong during this pandemic.
My bistfriend's boyfriend died in a car accident. He was 19 years old. We knew each other from a young age. He was something like brother for me...This masterpiece remind me of him and his smile😔🕊️
"Aren't you afraid of dying?"
"No, because at least I will be judged and I'll meet who I loved the most. Also, I'm not afraid of dying, *I'm afraid of living..* "
This was a quote that somebody said, but it really marked my heart
I wish you well, take care
i closed my eyes, put on my headphones and laid on my bed...
i dont know how to explain it but it felt so good.. it was oddly comforting
"It will hurt?"
"No, honey, can you promise me something?"
"Of c-course ... "
"Promise me you'll be fine up there! "
"Promise ..."
"Honey?!"
"Yes?!"
"I love you, remember that!"
"I love you too mom..."
Beep, beep, beep, be-
"I love you..."
I'm not afraid of death. What I am afraid of is pain, and leaving others in pain.
“Have you told somebody to please don’t jump even though you wished you were in there place?..”
It makes me think of my boyfriend before he died, he kept crying he was in pain and broke his leg in an accident and i cant stop cry 😢💐
I'm sorry for you lost stay strong and your boyfriend will always be with you in your heart
Sending my love and light, Mochi
💔
I wish you lots of strength❤️
I dont wanna be here anymore i mean they say none really cares until your gone right. oh well
i love you, don’t worry
@Megan Hammer
1. Never gone to the beach before, plus I don’t want to go anyways.
2. Nobody loves me, It’s just the way it is.
3. I’m not allowed to have hot chocolate.
4. My mother would never smile to me.
5. I don’t have a best friend
6. I hate them just as much as they hate me.
7. Never felt it before.
8. I know I won’t hear those.
9. I don’t really do anything for holidays, so.
10. I don’t like birthdays, especially my own.
11. I don’t go on them.
12. It’s not like I was going to ever have them anyways. I’d probably fail it anyway.
13. Laying in bed? Never heard of it..
14. Not allowed to do it.
15. It’s not that important to me anyway
16. Lol, like what?
17. Yeah, into a bad one
18. I’ve never touched snow, I’m not allowed.
19. Again, I’ve never been to one, And I’m not allowed!
20. Watching people fall? Into depression or like off a rooftop?
21. Hope left the chat a long long time ago..
22. No I won’t.
23. Then off to hell
24. I don’t plan to get into a marriage or a relationship or anything, Just simply not interested.
25. No I’m not.
26. It feels like it’ll be a lifetime
27. I don’t have friends
28. I won’t miss it
29. Those quotes mean nothing to me.
30. I’m not really allowed to eat different types of food, So I basically eat the same thing everyday, So I don’t have a favorite food
31. I don’t give a damn thing about them
32. Not allowed to watch movies, Besides, All the ones I’ve seen sucked
33. I don’t want any
34. Sounds boring
35. I don’t like socializing.
36. It’s only breaking me down more
37. LOL, I have nobody
38. I made it..to my end
39. I don’t like smiles
40. No.
41. No I don’t
42. MOST wounds. Not all
43. Probably won’t have the money.
44. I’m not allowed to go outside during the fall
45. Again, I don’t want a stupid ‘soulmate’
46. I hate hugs
47. I hate weddings and parties, etc.
48. No, I’m not.
49. I don’t like football
50. For Christmas we only have 1 old, fake Christmas tree. Smells pretty bad
51. I. Have. Nobody.
52. Never seen one, Only in videos or pictures.
53. Not a fan of ice cream
54. no, I’m not
55. No, They don’t.
56. I’m not allowed to have dogs. Besides, why would I care for them?
57. I have 3 cats but they’ll be fine without me.
58. I only have cats :p sooo
59. Never seen one. Only in pictures
60. No I’m not.
61. I hate cities
62. I’m not allowed to travel.
63. Never gone on a vacation before
64. Not allowed to go on road trips
65. I don’t have a care for them
66. I don’t even have any friends to have inside jokes with
67. Not allowed to have any~
68. Again, never touched snow
69. LOL! I don’t have any~!
70. I don’t have anyone that loves me, And if you’re going to say that stupid line,”yOuR mOm aNd fAmILy lOVeS yOu!” NO! THEY DONT
71. What’s the feeling like?
72. no.
73. I don’t have friends
74. Ew, I hate it
75. I hate those.
76. I also hate those.
77. Just because I’m smiling, doesn’t mean I’m happy 🙂
78. Yea, And seeing how happy they are 🙄
79. No I’m not
80. As I stated before, I probably won’t have the money :)!
81. I don’t take pictures
82. LMAOOOO, by who?
83. Not allowed to go there~
84. Don’t have one
85. I don’t know how to swim
86. I prefer the cold
87. I don’t take naps
88. I don’t like helping
89. I don’t love anybody, besides seeing what a failure I am would break me more
90. Lol like that’ll happen.
91. I don’t like little kids, nor babies.
92. I don’t like old people
93. Ew
94. No I’m not
95. No I won’t
96. I’m not allowed to step on grass without shoes, nor socks.
97. Not interesting
98. I won’t miss it when I’m gone
99. I don’t like it, It reminds me of dark times
And lastly, 100. NO! IM NOT.
I CARE BISH
Reading all these comments, i feel my problems are nothing and i might just be over reacting.. many people have it worse than me..
But then i realized that no matter how small or big your problem is, you are free to feel sad.. but don't let that sadness take over you..
You are valid.. trust me, you are. We all have flaws, don't we? Let's try to cherish our flaws together.. i will too..💜
I never cried from people deaths I always cried from my own misery, thank you for saying that
The one who is fake smiling - has so much pain
When I die one day, I want someone to cry for me this way, to miss me, to wish I was still there. To the people who do have the special person, don’t let them go :)
Mom: *Crying*
Me: "Mom dont cry"
Mom: "Dont go my darling.."
Dad: *Holding my hand*
Me: *looks over to my dad* "Why you holding my hand when you never cared?"
Dad: *Begins crying* "I'm sorry.."
Me: "Stop crying if you never cared!"
Mom: *looks at my dad* "..."
Me: "You only care when I'm about die?..Wow what a wonderful father you are"
Mom: *more crying*
Me: "Dont cry now...I'm happy..love you.."
I can see this exact situation happening to me.
I started crying tge second I saw the picture above. Justin dying. Imagining aurselves their on the stretcher. And suddenly the picture moving to the last scenes of 13RW a prefect combination to make one cry his/her heart out.😭😭😭
*This hits different when you're abroad far away from your friends and family and if anything happens to you, you'll die all alone.*
I cried thinking abt when there were times when I considered suicide as an escape to all the pain I’ve been dealing with lately..
at one point of my life I was just existing for my sister and my granny.
i would’ve gone a long time ago if death wasn’t painful.
Stay strong❤️
You're an army right??? You remember what BTS always says??? Love yourself. No matter what's wrong with you be with yourself and stay strong. Because this is life. This fight, this up and downs all are the part of life. When you'll see life is going smooth that means your life is going wrong. Struggle, faliture all are part of life. Stay strong. I'll be always with you no matter what. I promise. You can reply my comments as long as you want if you really need someone to talk or someone to share your thoughts. I'll be listening to you. I promise. Just stay strong. I love you.
Please take care 🤍🤍
And your mom and dad?
I had a crush on a boy and one day he didn’t show up to school I got concerned after a few weeks because he wasn’t there but when I asked my what happened to him and my mum said he had passed away from cancer that he never had the guts to speak up that he felt in pain very badly then one day he passed out and never came back....he was gone his friends were in tears and so was my class after they found out cause he was one of the nicest people I’ve ever meet
Omg 🥺
:(
He looked at her cold hands, her pale face, her closed eyes. A tear coming out of his eyes, and he had no control over it. The teardrop rolled down his cheeks, it fell from his chin into his thigh, as he slowly realized that these tears were gonna fall forever.
He didn't have to witness her dying, if he did the right things at the right time.
"If I held your hand, when you were falling, if I hadn't run away when you were calling for me, when you were looking at me expectantly, to stand and dance with you in the parties, if I didn't sit still and stood up, took your hand in mine and danced with you. If that day, when I saw you, exhausted, lying on the bathroom floor, I didn't get out of the room, instead I hugged you, wiped your tears and kissed you, until you were calmed down, if that day when you asked me to watch Netflix together, I didn't give an excuse that I didn't have time and sat on the sofa with you and spent the night together, if on the nights when you're pillow was filled with tears, I had spread my arms from behind and cuddled with you on our bed, if that day, I knew that you were cutting your wrist, I would've come to save you. If I knew..."
And now I regret, everything.
I'd give anything to touch you again.
But now you're gone...
Listening all of this while my eyes was closed. I felt lightheaded, i felt like my soul was gonna leave my body its like i feel like im about to stand, but my body wasn't in action to stand, and i also felt like i almost couldn't move my own body. I also felt like my heartbeat was gonna stop. And yet i still feel calm.
Ngl, it kinda hurted that I was actually relaxed when it got close to the end and my heartbeat kinda slowed down and I thought I died for a second...
Is that a bad thing? That I actually felt relaxed at the thought of me dying...
T W I think it’s a good thing it means that you don’t fear death that makes you a very strong person I admire that...
Memento mori friends 🖤🤍🖤🤍
Speechless-
It's kind of good and bad, you possibly don't fear death, but you felt like you died so it's a double edged sword in a way
@@Thomas257 nope you connected with the music.
"There's a story behind every face"
Everyone please always remember that no matter what you are going through, someone else has there own problems as well, a happy face doesn't mean a happy person, don't ever be mean to anyone, always be nice and caring, because you never know what someones going through don't spread your pain onto others by being mean to someone because eventually everyone runs out of time.
I think this hurt because I’ve wanted this so many times
But the fear of nobody crying for me has been real all my life
I had a whole breakdown while listening to it i heard my comfort characters crying
When I play this song, I immediately remember the day I loss a ton of blood because I stab my arm. I thought I'll die cause of losing a lot if blood plus I have anemia. So I thought I'll die soon. But, I think my life haven't end yet. My cat saw me n scream loudly until my step-sister walk in my room n scream. That time I already pass out. She called ambulance n after 2 days of comma, I woke up n saw my entire family came. They're eyes was swollen. Since that day, they really take care of me. They had regretted on what they do.
Be strong...i am always here for you..dont give up ❤️
Omg, i cry, really. I know, u strong:)
Please take care. I cried listening your story. Hold on. 🤍🤍
I wish ı can love my family.İf u born a child it doesnt mean youre mother or dad.İts all about love that you give to him/her.
My best friend passed away in August, I saw him the Saturday before he passed. I only knew he was in the hospital after he passed. I only think of him in this, the family crying, blaming themselves, my friend in the hospital bed not responding. I miss him.. I miss him so much, we have been friends ever since we were 1, we were 13 when he passed, my first friend..
I’m so sorry to here that! I hope your okay, I really do 🥺
Also, memento mori, unus annus, nothing lasts forever 😔🤚🖤🤍🖤🤍
@@MOVEDCHANNELS thank you!
And yes, memento mori ⚪⚫
Oh gosh i feel sad 4 u same thing happened for me today
Sad Fact: Sometimes when im at my lowest and think about ending it all, i listen to this just to remember i have people around me who care about me. It grounds me in a way. But i hold my breath at the end to get closure of how I'm feeling and not wanting to breath sometimes
It scares me how much power my parents have over me. With just a snap of their fingers everything that I love can be taken away from me. Like volleyball.. I put in the hard work every single Tuesday and Thursday hoping I get into the team. I constantly fight with my stepmom and im tired of it. Im tired of living. Not just because of the shit I have to put up with at home but at school too. I feel as if Im not good enough and I’ve been ready to end it for 3 years now. The only reason I haven’t ended my life is because Im scared. Im scared of what will happen after I die. It feels as if nothing gets better.
If you read the whole thing Im sorry. I just needed to rant. Anyways please enjoy your day/evening/night.
I know my friend got in like this horrible car accident and I was holding his hand in the hospital and then all of a sudden like something started to go of and all these doctors came in and everybody had to be removed from the room and I found out he had passed but I was thankful that I got to hold him one last time...
He was my childhood best friend after losing him I felt so broken but I'm okay now at least I think so!... but I still remember the letter that he gave me before he got an accident and then he left with his mom and then that's when I got the news I was thankful that at least I got the letter but I still miss my best friend my everything...
Hearing that machine noise just reminds me of that time that's why I'm writing this...
Rest easy - Angel we will meet again someday!
I'm so sorry for your loss, i'm sure he's in a better place now ❤❤
I hope you you are doing great i will pray for you ❤️
i could never bear the sound of their crying. even if every day i feel like nobody loves me.. I know there would be someone, somewhere, bawling their eyes out like this. If i ever lose someone i love, I won’t survive the pain. This convinced me not to inflict that pain to anybody else.
This saved my life.
I lost my best friend today he was in a Coma for so long and when we thought he was recovering he died 😢😢😢
R.I.P.
Douglas Scheving
2001-2021
I remember seeing this picture before watching 13 reasons why, I didn't really get it, thpught it was just a meaningless picture and I was only here for the song, nothing else really. But then I watched 13 Reasons Why and realized how much this picture really means. Justin Foley. I loved his character - even in season 1 (He did horrible things and it wasn't right) I loved his character development and I couldn't help but feel heartbreak for everything he had went through. His death affects me a lot, it hurts me so much but I can never get enough of him despite how it makes me feel so sad that I almost feel sick. Now I know that this is more than just a picture, it's a moment that will stick with me forever
Omg same here .
I've recently tried to commit suicide but it failed, I've been in a horrible dark place and my brothers body shame me and bully me for trying to end my life.. A lot of my friends have given up on me...But Ima pull through
i'm here for you . youre so strong and i dont want you to give up okay? it'll be ok
I dont even need to know you to love you, take care of you baby, i'm here for you and i send you my love 💓
No worries:) i am always here for you ...just write and i will always reply..dont give up ❤️
@TaeTae's inner child even i think the same ....there must be something big that even bts cant cure their depression or anxiety....but we armys are always there for each other and bts ofc..💜💜
@TaeTae's inner child 💜💜ly too sis
that scene in 13 reasons why makes me cry like i never did for a movie/serie
The walls of hospitals have heard more prayers than
The walls of temple, mosque, or church.
" you always tell people ... suicide is not an option but... Look at yourself"
...
Am I the only one who cried really hard listening to this with my eyes closed. It just felt..real
You okay?
I can't believe this is viral! Thank you very much, I wish my music career would be that successful lol, STAY SAFE, LIFE IS GREAT OK? ok.
" Dw you will fall asleep fast, and you'll be in the clouds tonight resting..."
"What... happend...?"
"Don't say anything. Can you move?"
"...Uhn...thank you for coming...i'm sorry. I couldn't do anything...I couldn't be useful..."
"Don't be sorry for that, especially when you're like this"
"I'm happy you are next to me... i wasn't afraid of dying. I was afraid I won't be able to see you and our daughter again..."
Since I’ve been seeing most of the people sharing their stories well here is mines-
This actually happened years ago when I was a child I don’t quiet remember what happened but yeah so uh my grandfather passed away due to heart attack I really didn’t know how maybe it’s the age- so it was during the night where I used to sleep with my grandparents in a room and my parents and my younger brother in another so that night my mother always checks the room if anything is wrong and she found my grandpa still not moving,yes I know that when we r sleeping we r also still but he wasn’t breathing like his chest wasn’t moving up and down. Then we called an ambulance so uh yeah the police came to our house and they brought my grandpa to a nearby hospital. I was still sleeping and didn’t know what happened I heard an ambulance and I woke up from that and I saw my grandpa being taken away and I was just a kid so I didn’t really know what was happening. The next day since I had school and after school when I came home my grandpa was there and I hugged him tightly and asked what had happened,well off he rlly wouldn’t want to tell me since I’m just a kid so he just said he was a little sick,well ofc me being a toddler knew nothing about illness or death or stuff like that so I just believed him. Then that night again the same thing happened...he didn’t come after school,he wasn’t there the other night and my grandma was weeping to sleep and I was wondering what had happened to him and I remembered him saying he was just sick so I just remembered that and went to sleep. It was actually during the summer vacation and so my parents said that we were going to my home country to see our relatives, so yeah we went there. And I remember one of those days where it was a morning and I was still sleeping I heard weeping downstairs I woke up from the weepings and it was a 2-storey house so I was sleeping on the second floor,I was looking from the balcony,my relatives and my family members were downstairs weeping with a coffin in front of their eyes,since u cant see through a coffin I rlly didn’t know what was going on. Then after my summer vacation ended we headed back home. My mom told me grandfather is in a better place now,I didn’t know what a better place was so the only thought I had in my mind was ‘unicorn land’ or a fantasy world,yes I was into those stuffs back then. My mom nodded her head and I asked if he could bring me there sometime and she said he would. But that day never came..years later my grandfather still wasn’t with us my family acted like everything was normal like my grandfather had never existed. I was furious since I am had just turned into a teen so it wasn’t long back. I shouted where my grandfather was and why was everyone acting like he had never existed,they looked at me with a surprised look and later in my mom hugged me and said that he was in a better place since now I knew what a better place was,I said ‘so he rlly passed away?’ My mom nodded her head and hugged me again I actually didn’t know how to feel about it since they just told it to me right now when they could have told me before but yeah I knew the reason it was because I was still a child and was still a little uneducated so I wouldn’t understand and thus, I cried loudly and said ‘no this cannot happen!’ And so my mom told me that his body was in that coffin so he is in my home country cuz there is a thing where u can bring bodies aboard or smth I guess it may sound weird but they told me it was like that. So yeah he is now in a better place,my grandfather was really like a best friend that I could ever had since I’ve been an introvert my whole life I was just spending more time with him like going to the park and collecting flowers for our flower collection and also playing child games together. I still miss him till this day. He is in a better place now and I’m glad ^^
ahh, finally. I'm crying. I've been waiting days for this...
plz dont think like that
@@lilyasmr7019 I can't help it much, crying is kind of a release for me tbh. But don't worry, im fine, going thru the motions and shit 😅 thnx for caring ❤
@@zeenoyb I'm glad you okay, everything will be fine
I think if I was dying no one would cry 💔
13 reasons why... naw
I don’t even need 13 reasons
This reminds me of being in a hospital for nearly overdosing.. This hit really hard, being with my friends hearing them cry.. and all the blame was on me causing more loss of friends..
This is what my aunt and cousin, witnessed when my grandfather_. He was going to survive but the next day he died with pneumonia. It was terrible. He vomited blood. 😭😭. We were happy and thought he will survive.. but he did not
He may did not survive but his soul will be always with you. Stay strong for him. You can with this and more.
Lets picture being the person in the video slowly dying.. imagine what it would be like, you wouldnt see family, friends, pets or anyone again, those who tried their best to help you.
-Please stay with us
*and why's that
-think of it that we need you
*I'm thinking about when you didn't
-don't leave us in a pain of losing you
*I'm just repaying a debt
-i love you
*and when was that when I did love you
-sorry mom , you're the only one who really cared , I'm going to sleep now , goodbye
my mom died in hospital last year, is this what she's feeling. While we are all crying on her side? :
OMG I'M SO SORRY
THESE COMMENTS ARE MAKING ME CRY
I wish you lots of strength and patience❤️
She sounds just like my mother when shes crying. Amazing
Not all of us will die with people near us,some of us will die alone on a street because no one listens to sick kids
"I'll see you soon. I promise."