no ones there, you’re dying but no ones here for you. you can’t help but cry as you lie on the cold hospital sheets shaking, skin & bone. a small radio in the distance starts playing arcade, you feel more and more tired as you start to fade away. the beeps get louder and louder as you grow quieter and quieter. the song continues. you know you’re dying but you can’t do a thing about it. you start flat lining, taking your last breaths before becoming nothing forever. they bust through the door but realised it was simply too late. ‘no.... i was too late....’ the person you loved whispered, crying their own tears. ‘i was too late.’
she is the only reason why i haven't ended with myself yet, i don't want to hurt her you know😟 it would break her heart totally, i am her first child...
I'm not even suicidal, depressed, etc...it's just so calming to lay down, in a comfortable position, in your bed, eyes closed... listening to this to get all your emotions out....but ofc we have to cover our mouths to make sure people don't hear....
heart:Mom will cry. mind:But mom deserves a better child... Who is more responsible in school, more reliable... heart:but mom will still cry... mind:We don't deserve mom. heart:but when she cry we'll be sad too. our heart is like our baby sister who keeps us fighting... our brain is the older sister who thinks whats best for everything...
Stay strong, I wish you all the best. Take care, ask for help if you need it. 100 reasons to stay alive: 1. The salty smell and calming sound of the beach 2. You would hurt a lot people that love you more than life itself 3. Hot chocolate on cold winter days 4. Your moms smile 5. Your best friends laugh 6. Your little cousins, nieces, and nephews that look up to you 7. The feeling of the sun against your face 8. Hearing the words “I love you” 9. Not being able to sleep/the feeling you get the night before a holiday 10. Birthdays 11. Quiet late night drives 12. Missed opportunities and adventures 13. The feeling of lying in bed after a long day 14. Long hot showers 15. Music that you connect with 16. You have a purpose 17. You can change somebody’s life 18. Snowball fights 19. Concerts 20. Watching people fall 21. As long as you heart is beating, there is hope 22. You will regret dying 23. Your dreams 24. Marriage 25. You are enough 26. Pain is only temporary 27. Late night food runs with your friends 28. The sound of rain 29. Reading powerful quotes 30. Eating your favorite foods 31. Stars 32. Good movies 33. Having children 34. Staring at clouds and finding pictures within them 35. Meeting new people 36. Your struggle will make you stronger 37. You have a lot of people that love and support you 38. Being able to say, “I made it” 39. Genuine smiles 40. Bonfires 41. You matter 42. Time heals most wounds 43. Your first apartment/house 44. The crunch of leaves in the fall 45. Finding your soul mate 46. Meaningful hugs 47. Being in/attending someone’s wedding 48. You are worth it 49. Sunday night football 50. The smell of Christmas trees 51. People care about you; lots of them in fact 52. Sunsets 53. Ice cream 54. You are brave 55. Things really do get better 56. Dogs 57. Cats 58. Pets in general 59. Rainbows 60. You are amazing 61. The city 62. Travelling 63. Vacations 64. Road trips 65. Hearing awesome stories 66. Inside jokes 67. Coffee 68. Snowmen 69. Your talents 70. You’ll disappoint the people that love you by letting your illness win 71. The feeling of pure joy/happiness 72. You will be happy one day 73. All-nighters with your friends 74. Cuddling 75. Reunions with your friends/high school/college 76. Re-connecting with someone you haven’t talked to in years 77. Smiling 78. Seeing someone else smile 79. You are beautiful 80. Decorating you house/apartment 81. Capturing perfect moments on camera 82. You would be missed 83. Quiet bookstores/small restaurants 84. Your favorite hobby 85. Swimming on a hot day 86. Being cozied up with blankets 87. Feeling refreshed after a nice nap 88. Helping other people 89. Watching the people you love become successful 90. Becoming successful yourself 91. Babies/little kids 92. Cute old people 93. Love stories 94. You are strong 95. You will be proud that you continued to live 96. The feeling of grass under your feet 97. Telling crazy stories 98. The smell of rain 99. Watching lightning 100. YOU ARE LOVED❤️
It's new year's eve and guess God just doesn't wanna keep the old you in this world no more, 11:45 and you're in the hospital , the wish to live came out as water from your eyes ! You can't do anything, can't talk to you loved ones for one last time and then from the next cabin arcade plays as you can hear the slowed version of the song so can you understand your time is getting less with each line of the song and there is a flashback of everything , but you do wanna live and then finally that breadth the last one you hear cries , and finally the songs ends with your life and it's a New year!
Stay strong❤you can do this although I feel like we going through the same thing like, I just wanna die but still don't and I'm just waiting for my day to come, but I believe we are stronger than that❤
Not soon because the world needs you. It needs you to see the beauty and light that you deserve to experience after enduring all this pain and becoming strong. Don't worry, you are becoming stronger. I may not know you but I know that you are very strong because you've come so far. Don't worry you are reaching the end of this dark tunnel and you are very close to seeing the light.
TW// SEWER SLIDE, SELF HARM, AND DEATH. Please read this warning and do not read on if you’re sensitive to such topics. POV: You’re dying -- No matter how much I tried, my eyes wouldn’t open. I wanted so badly to pat her head and comfort her, tell her to stop crying for me. I don’t deserve her tears. I wanted to tell her that everything will be okay, though that wasn’t the truth. I’m here because of a suicide attempt. I was sick of it all, and I downed a bottle of pills. Now that I did it, I hate myself even more for it. I want to puke the pills out, I want to sit up and hug her and tell her it’s okay. I wanted to get out of this bed and run, but I know my time is limited. I feel myself slipping away. I love her. That’s my mom. She was sobbing uncontrollably, her head resting on my arm. I wanted so bad to grab her and tell her that I’ll be fine. I wanted to sit up and tease her and call her a dork. I swear. Please let me survive this, I’ll do better. I’ll love my family, I’ll try harder. I don’t want to leave my sister, the sweet girl who was with me through it all. Or my mom, who was completely devastated when she found out I self harmed. She screamed. I know she knows that how she reacted was wrong. She yelled at me and told me I’m being dramatic. Dear god I hope she doesn’t blame herself. I can’t smell anymore, my vision faded a while ago, and I’m starting to lose touch. At least I won’t have to feel the sobbing on my arm. ... the sobbing is fading away. It’s so far away.. It’s so quiet. I can’t hear anymore. My last senses are shutting down. Fuck. I really messed up. I’m going to die. I’m so sorry mom. I’m sorry sister. I’ll do better. Sorry. I love you. -- Hey! I’m sorry this is sad, I just saw this and wanted to write something. I hope it isn’t terrible.
No dejen a nadie su estabilidad emocional ajshah, no todas las personas siempre estarán, y eso lo de de la peor manera Tú qué eras mi razón de mi felicidad ahora no eres más que la razón de mis llantos por la noche. Te odio, te odio, te odio. Pero vuelve, te extraño, eres mala. Tu estás bien, que bueno me gustaría estar bien también
I cried while listening to this, which helped me release some heavy emotions i kept......but it also got me thinking .....I'm not suicidal or anything....I just want to share my thoughts.... It's not that i'm afraid of dying or death in general, never have been.... But what i'm afraid of is what happens after i die.....How my death will affect and burden my family and friends .....but the thought of closing your eyes and feeling all the pain, stress, anxiety, and so on slowly disappears. Taking your final breath as your body begins to relax and be at peace just for a second before everything goes blank. .....makes me crave the feeling of dying..... But in the end, i also dont want to feel it....
I really appreciate your work, this song helped me release all the heart's heaviness rooted there for a few months. During the music playing I could feel someone's very important to me energy hugging mine with love, acceptance, gratitude and letting me cry. Also I experienced some flashbacks and thoughts about what would certainly happen if I didn't know this human, but now I am able to live and what's more enjoy it. I really needed today some kind of comfort and gratefulness expressing, any other song couldn't help me with it. Once again thank you
I'll be honest that's all I hear whenever I wake up in the hospital, ik drinking is bad n all but aye it's a way out a way to not see but wall blindly, eh jus don't follow this path padawans there's more to life than material things
I'm thinking, if I was dying, my last thoughts would probably be: I feel remorse and grief for all my awful myriad failures and misdeeds. I often feel rage at all the awful failures and misdeeds of others done to me. At least I have this consolation: Life sucked for the most part. Yeah, I love my mom, my Chihuahuas, a brief period of fashion before alcoholism consumed me, enjoyed escapism, rocking to music, and the brief periods when I believed that I was loved. But the rest of it, not so much. At the end, I feel mostly a lot of bitterness and anger, at myself, others, and life in general. Why was it so hard? Why was my luck so bad? Why were the folks who raised me so ignorant or malicious? Why did nothing ever turn out right? Yeah, I'm fully aware that most of the world was born into mostly economically worse circumstances, yes I was born in a first world country, but honestly, I never had any of the ability or means to enjoy most of it. As I lay dying, ignored by the overworked CNAs and nurse. Just as well. At least I have some more time with my thoughts. I was largely ignored by most of the world in life, but I was mostly okay with that, as I liked to think and escape into the world of my own imagination and escapism. I was important, powerful, and wanted there. I'm just spending my last hours here on my cell phone, watching videos, saying goodbye to ASMRtists in the comments sections. I'm pretty sure that there's no real afterlife, but I'm hoping that I'm wrong, and that I really will see my mom and grandma again. I tried to at least act as if I had faith for at least half of my life. I don't think that I've ever done anyone any great evil. And even tried to help sometimes. As I lay here dying, I see all of the times I was mean, hurtful, and uncaring. And all I've hurt, and I beg forgiveness from their souls. If they never want to speak to me again, in this life, or if there is a next, I understand. There's some I can't forgive even now. Including myself. Thankfully I leave no one behind, which is good, because I leave a pile of worthless stuff as my worldly goods. Honestly, it would have been better altogether that I had been born a different person. That's the long and the short of it. No funeral. None would come. Bye.
@@Ronnie60669 I'm alright. No need to worry. I was just looking into the future. Why fear what is inevitable? Simply accept the certainly. There is no alternative.
Pov: your a black sheep in your family. Your family don't care about your fellings expect from your uncle.your uncle love's you forever in he's heart but he got a accident and you cry while holding he's hand.
We have done a short film on Covid 19 and wish to use this music, I am please asking for your contact so we can discuss the terms and conditions further
Cutting yourself won’t solve anything, neither will suicide. I understand completely how you feel. I’m an adult now and it sucks, working your life away, a huge world to explore but you hardly see the sun, a family that loves you but you don’t love yourself. Smiling but inside you’re hopeless. I get it because well I’m not afraid to do it, I’ve often thought of ways how to do it, but then there’s always something that stops me like my friends and family, you gotta keep going even if it hurts, i promise it’ll get better but it May take months May take years, be a better you. You can do so by giving your body the love it deserves like exercise, meditation, healthy foods. Wonderful scents. Never be afraid to focus on you.
no ones there, you’re dying but no ones here for you.
you can’t help but cry as you lie on the cold hospital sheets shaking, skin & bone.
a small radio in the distance starts playing arcade, you feel more and more tired as you start to fade away.
the beeps get louder and louder as you grow quieter and quieter.
the song continues.
you know you’re dying but you can’t do a thing about it.
you start flat lining, taking your last breaths before becoming nothing forever.
they bust through the door but realised it was simply too late.
‘no.... i was too late....’ the person you loved whispered, crying their own tears.
‘i was too late.’
This comment made me cry💔
This hits hard
This made my cry for 2 hours str8
My depression : just die and end the pain
My heart : mom will cry
Mom is reason why i hate myself and why i love myslef at the same time
I felt that tbh
*True...*
Yeah i am stuck:(
she is the only reason why i haven't ended with myself yet, i don't want to hurt her you know😟 it would break her heart totally, i am her first child...
This helps with depression
Yeah especially when your at the age of 16
@@chriscooper7427 ong ✋😭
Very much.
(:
@@Nothing-vj5ky please, not on God
I'm not even suicidal, depressed, etc...it's just so calming to lay down, in a comfortable position, in your bed, eyes closed... listening to this to get all your emotions out....but ofc we have to cover our mouths to make sure people don't hear....
Same .sorry . When I read your comment you remember me to myself.
All I thought was :
Mr. Stark, I don’t feel so good
🥲
I'm not crying 🥺
Damn... I felt that.
*/Noticed something
*/Remembers Something
*/Cries
Feel me?
Yes my guy..
Yep
My mom tells me to do better...but I wish she knew that I am trying my best.
For whoever is listening to this...
Sunshine, you need love :(
if thats true who will do the deed to love me ?
Don’t we all need love. Everyone does.
"I'm not afraid of dying, just what comes after"
I was dying for 41 minutes im not afraid
heart:Mom will cry.
mind:But mom deserves a better child... Who is more responsible in school, more reliable...
heart:but mom will still cry...
mind:We don't deserve mom.
heart:but when she cry we'll be sad too.
our heart is like our baby sister who keeps us fighting...
our brain is the older sister who thinks whats best for everything...
Stay strong, I wish you all the best. Take care, ask for help if you need it.
100 reasons to stay alive:
1. The salty smell and calming sound of the beach
2. You would hurt a lot people that love you more than life itself
3. Hot chocolate on cold winter days
4. Your moms smile
5. Your best friends laugh
6. Your little cousins, nieces, and nephews that look up to you
7. The feeling of the sun against your face
8. Hearing the words “I love you”
9. Not being able to sleep/the feeling you get the night before a holiday
10. Birthdays
11. Quiet late night drives
12. Missed opportunities and adventures
13. The feeling of lying in bed after a long day
14. Long hot showers
15. Music that you connect with
16. You have a purpose
17. You can change somebody’s life
18. Snowball fights
19. Concerts
20. Watching people fall
21. As long as you heart is beating, there is hope
22. You will regret dying
23. Your dreams
24. Marriage
25. You are enough
26. Pain is only temporary
27. Late night food runs with your friends
28. The sound of rain
29. Reading powerful quotes
30. Eating your favorite foods
31. Stars
32. Good movies
33. Having children
34. Staring at clouds and finding pictures within them
35. Meeting new people
36. Your struggle will make you stronger
37. You have a lot of people that love and support you
38. Being able to say, “I made it”
39. Genuine smiles
40. Bonfires
41. You matter
42. Time heals most wounds
43. Your first apartment/house
44. The crunch of leaves in the fall
45. Finding your soul mate
46. Meaningful hugs
47. Being in/attending someone’s wedding
48. You are worth it
49. Sunday night football
50. The smell of Christmas trees
51. People care about you; lots of them in fact
52. Sunsets
53. Ice cream
54. You are brave
55. Things really do get better
56. Dogs
57. Cats
58. Pets in general
59. Rainbows
60. You are amazing
61. The city
62. Travelling
63. Vacations
64. Road trips
65. Hearing awesome stories
66. Inside jokes
67. Coffee
68. Snowmen
69. Your talents
70. You’ll disappoint the people that love you by letting your illness win
71. The feeling of pure joy/happiness
72. You will be happy one day
73. All-nighters with your friends
74. Cuddling
75. Reunions with your friends/high school/college
76. Re-connecting with someone you haven’t talked to in years
77. Smiling
78. Seeing someone else smile
79. You are beautiful
80. Decorating you house/apartment
81. Capturing perfect moments on camera
82. You would be missed
83. Quiet bookstores/small restaurants
84. Your favorite hobby
85. Swimming on a hot day
86. Being cozied up with blankets
87. Feeling refreshed after a nice nap
88. Helping other people
89. Watching the people you love become successful
90. Becoming successful yourself
91. Babies/little kids
92. Cute old people
93. Love stories
94. You are strong
95. You will be proud that you continued to live
96. The feeling of grass under your feet
97. Telling crazy stories
98. The smell of rain
99. Watching lightning
100. YOU ARE LOVED❤️
It's new year's eve and guess God just doesn't wanna keep the old you in this world no more, 11:45 and you're in the hospital , the wish to live came out as water from your eyes ! You can't do anything, can't talk to you loved ones for one last time and then from the next cabin arcade plays as you can hear the slowed version of the song so can you understand your time is getting less with each line of the song and there is a flashback of everything , but you do wanna live and then finally that breadth the last one you hear cries , and finally the songs ends with your life and it's a New year!
can't wait when the doctors say "she cant make it, im sorry."
When this will come true and I will finally die!? :)
One day ;(
Stay strong❤you can do this although I feel like we going through the same thing like, I just wanna die but still don't and I'm just waiting for my day to come, but I believe we are stronger than that❤
Not soon because the world needs you. It needs you to see the beauty and light that you deserve to experience after enduring all this pain and becoming strong. Don't worry, you are becoming stronger. I may not know you but I know that you are very strong because you've come so far. Don't worry you are reaching the end of this dark tunnel and you are very close to seeing the light.
That sad when ur dying no one theres to help u💔💔😭😭
You’re so right to die alone is the worst thing
Omg i just searched for this and i found this *-*
Ty💖
Oh yelena♥️
@@tugcesenoglu4441 Evet :)
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The fact that this is the closest I will get to having someone cry for me when I go makes me just want to end it all.
TW// SEWER SLIDE, SELF HARM, AND DEATH. Please read this warning and do not read on if you’re sensitive to such topics.
POV: You’re dying
--
No matter how much I tried, my eyes wouldn’t open. I wanted so badly to pat her head and comfort her, tell her to stop crying for me. I don’t deserve her tears. I wanted to tell her that everything will be okay, though that wasn’t the truth.
I’m here because of a suicide attempt. I was sick of it all, and I downed a bottle of pills. Now that I did it, I hate myself even more for it. I want to puke the pills out, I want to sit up and hug her and tell her it’s okay. I wanted to get out of this bed and run, but I know my time is limited. I feel myself slipping away. I love her. That’s my mom. She was sobbing uncontrollably, her head resting on my arm. I wanted so bad to grab her and tell her that I’ll be fine.
I wanted to sit up and tease her and call her a dork. I swear. Please let me survive this, I’ll do better. I’ll love my family, I’ll try harder. I don’t want to leave my sister, the sweet girl who was with me through it all. Or my mom, who was completely devastated when she found out I self harmed. She screamed. I know she knows that how she reacted was wrong. She yelled at me and told me I’m being dramatic.
Dear god I hope she doesn’t blame herself.
I can’t smell anymore, my vision faded a while ago, and I’m starting to lose touch. At least I won’t have to feel the sobbing on my arm.
... the sobbing is fading away. It’s so far away..
It’s so quiet. I can’t hear anymore. My last senses are shutting down. Fuck. I really messed up. I’m going to die.
I’m so sorry mom. I’m sorry sister. I’ll do better.
Sorry. I love you.
--
Hey! I’m sorry this is sad, I just saw this and wanted to write something. I hope it isn’t terrible.
Is it just me or does the heart monitor make it so much better.
ntot just yiu
This is oddly peaceful.
i cannot imagine how my and needed to hear this, and needed to hear the beat stop.
Another love Tom odell please
Okay:)
what an amazing feeling when you re listening to this while you re really dying
Ese llanto me rompe, recuerdo a mi amiga virtual.
Quiero morir, pero no quiero dejarte
Si tan solo supieras que por ti aún no me mato
J. D
No dejen a nadie su estabilidad emocional ajshah, no todas las personas siempre estarán, y eso lo de de la peor manera
Tú qué eras mi razón de mi felicidad ahora no eres más que la razón de mis llantos por la noche. Te odio, te odio, te odio. Pero vuelve, te extraño, eres mala. Tu estás bien, que bueno me gustaría estar bien también
J.D.S.C
I cried while listening to this, which helped me release some heavy emotions i kept......but it also got me thinking
.....I'm not suicidal or anything....I just want to share my thoughts....
It's not that i'm afraid of dying or death in general, never have been....
But what i'm afraid of is what happens after i die.....How my death will affect and burden my family and friends
.....but the thought of closing your eyes and feeling all the pain, stress, anxiety, and so on slowly disappears. Taking your final breath as your body begins to relax and be at peace just for a second before everything goes blank.
.....makes me crave the feeling of dying.....
But in the end, i also dont want to feel it....
my hearts a great actor to-
No CP fans should be sad *hugs you *
Why is it that this song is so fitting?
I really appreciate your work, this song helped me release all the heart's heaviness rooted there for a few months. During the music playing I could feel someone's very important to me energy hugging mine with love, acceptance, gratitude and letting me cry. Also I experienced some flashbacks and thoughts about what would certainly happen if I didn't know this human, but now I am able to live and what's more enjoy it. I really needed today some kind of comfort and gratefulness expressing, any other song couldn't help me with it. Once again thank you
Happier- Ed sheeran PLEASE
OK :))
Nf- wake up PLEASEEEE (its okay if u say no )
Idk but the feeling that someone would cry about you feels..good? Idk
Masterpiece for heartbroken peoples 🙁🙂
can you do ‘hurts so good’ please?
I'll be honest that's all I hear whenever I wake up in the hospital, ik drinking is bad n all but aye it's a way out a way to not see but wall blindly, eh jus don't follow this path padawans there's more to life than material things
I'm thinking, if I was dying, my last thoughts would probably be:
I feel remorse and grief for all my awful myriad failures and misdeeds.
I often feel rage at all the awful failures and misdeeds of others done to me.
At least I have this consolation:
Life sucked for the most part.
Yeah, I love my mom, my Chihuahuas, a brief period of fashion before alcoholism consumed me, enjoyed escapism, rocking to music, and the brief periods when I believed that I was loved.
But the rest of it, not so much. At the end, I feel mostly a lot of bitterness and anger, at myself, others, and life in general. Why was it so hard? Why was my luck so bad? Why were the folks who raised me so ignorant or malicious? Why did nothing ever turn out right? Yeah, I'm fully aware that most of the world was born into mostly economically worse circumstances, yes I was born in a first world country, but honestly, I never had any of the ability or means to enjoy most of it. As I lay dying, ignored by the overworked CNAs and nurse. Just as well. At least I have some more time with my thoughts. I was largely ignored by most of the world in life, but I was mostly okay with that, as I liked to think and escape into the world of my own imagination and escapism. I was important, powerful, and wanted there. I'm just spending my last hours here on my cell phone, watching videos, saying goodbye to ASMRtists in the comments sections. I'm pretty sure that there's no real afterlife, but I'm hoping that I'm wrong, and that I really will see my mom and grandma again. I tried to at least act as if I had faith for at least half of my life. I don't think that I've ever done anyone any great evil. And even tried to help sometimes.
As I lay here dying, I see all of the times I was mean, hurtful, and uncaring. And all I've hurt, and I beg forgiveness from their souls. If they never want to speak to me again, in this life, or if there is a next, I understand. There's some I can't forgive even now. Including myself. Thankfully I leave no one behind, which is good, because I leave a pile of worthless stuff as my worldly goods. Honestly, it would have been better altogether that I had been born a different person. That's the long and the short of it. No funeral. None would come. Bye.
Man r u okay? U can talk to me if you want
@@Ronnie60669 I'm alright. No need to worry. I was just looking into the future. Why fear what is inevitable? Simply accept the certainly. There is no alternative.
Got here to remind myself why I can't just leave
Pov: your a black sheep in your family. Your family don't care about your fellings expect from your uncle.your uncle love's you forever in he's heart but he got a accident and you cry while holding he's hand.
Stay strong
When you are hearing to it with earphone on
And the notification can't stop coming
YAAASSSSSSSS
not at me listening to this while trying to write my hospital au
headphones 🎧 really recommend for this🍂
*i’m crying rn*
Ya this does help me listings to this song
god this reminds me of a fanfic I'm writing lol
please help me....
Everything will be fine… I guess😔
@@csengeszabo4132 no. its not. l tried but...... l cant.
l cant breath
l cant live
l just wanna live
@@laitosakamaki8793 ikr💔
@@babygirlmelody24 if I can't hurt myself, I'm hurting everyone around me.....I know that I'm the wrong one...but there's nothing I can do about it
@@babygirlmelody24 l broking
LMAOOO SORRY BUT I BURSTED OUT LAUGHING WHEN I HEARD THE DEEP VOICE
Love is gone one plz 🥺🥺
This just make it worse I can just hear people screaming for there husband or kids
We have done a short film on Covid 19 and wish to use this music, I am please asking for your contact so we can discuss the terms and conditions further
People are not okay...
stay strong
I love it
For the love of a daughter by demi Lovato plssssss
Bug cite blue - lil peep PLEASE
Check my channel and subscribe if u like it
i got flashbacks...
I don't know what to say but I am tried of all the things...
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏
Stay strong
I wish it was me
I think I will burst from crying
Just Imagine...
Cuando será ese dia, maldigo mi vida..
🪡
I got flatlined in real please don’t read my comment if you’re have weak heart
This makes me wanna cry until I'll sleep or cut myself I can't kill myself because I don't want my parents and friends cry or be sad
Cutting yourself won’t solve anything, neither will suicide. I understand completely how you feel. I’m an adult now and it sucks, working your life away, a huge world to explore but you hardly see the sun, a family that loves you but you don’t love yourself. Smiling but inside you’re hopeless. I get it because well I’m not afraid to do it, I’ve often thought of ways how to do it, but then there’s always something that stops me like my friends and family, you gotta keep going even if it hurts, i promise it’ll get better but it May take months May take years, be a better you. You can do so by giving your body the love it deserves like exercise, meditation, healthy foods. Wonderful scents. Never be afraid to focus on you.
😭😭😭
💔
poosay
🥺😞😞
the crying makes this so bad get rid of it plz
I hate myshelf 🖤
sorry not sorry but the crying is so annoying
I..