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“Hold on” has been one of my most favourite sad songs ever, I’ve listened to it through so many hard times. When my kittens died, when my boyfriend broke my heart, when I felt like I was nothing and that I’d never have a real family because no one in my family understands how much FAMILY really means to me or to themselves as well. I still feel hurt from times to times and yes indeed I still cry at 2AM and have mental breakdowns but none of that will stop me. This video will never become my reality, I know we all die but I will not die from giving up, I’ll never have a loving family or real friends but I will always have a BFF that’s like a sister to me and a boyfriend that loves me very much and that is all I need. So maybe you don’t have a bf or any friends but as long as you have family then you have something. No matter what you don’t have in life always remember there is something that you do have and if you don’t know what that is yet then just keep looking for what you haven’t lost until you do see it. I didn’t share my story here just to show you guys, I shared it with a hope that I inspire you to keep moving forward and to never give up. I know this comment will help somebody even if it’s never made clear to me:)
i just wanna sleep forever :( but i cant i have the best friends in the world i love them so much i don't think they know how much i love them i cant leave them either for the people hurting or in any type of pain im sorry IM so f*cking sorry please stay you deserve better i love you and i hope you the best in life :)
I have been in the hospital a few times, although I never had something that was killing me, but this still hits differently when thinking about it. Edit: For anyone wondering, I had epilepsy, and I had been hospitalized a few times from severe seizures. Of all the times I landed in a hospital from a seizure, I was worried I had died or something before waking up. To me, being unconscious almost felt like being dead. I only had one moment during a seizure where I could see the world around me for a few seconds, but my vision was blurry, I couldn't hear anything, I couldn't think at all, and it felt like I couldn't even move my body. The seizure had complete control of my body, and I couldn't snap out of it. But I could at least see where I was; it was the back of my parents' SUV, it was nighttime when we were driving home, and I could see that I had thrown up during my seizure. It wasn't a fun condition. Your chances of dying from it are very slim, but it still was no easy condition to deal with. Listening to this, I still got memories of being in the hospital and how I always worried about dying.
reminds me of that one time i was rushed to the ER by my mom for an allergic reaction to a shot. anyways, i remember the whole time she wasnt able to come in for a couple of minutes and i was just crying out for her name and the nurse who was hooking me up to the machines for oxygen n stuff saying "shhh its okay honey your mom is coming its okay" and being totally calm while i just lay there crying. when they finally let my mom in i remember her running straight over from me reaching my hand out and sobbing and just held my had the intire time i was recovering from the allergic reaction. :(
@@Trinidadianlove it breaks you all over again…but don’t worry you can pull yourself up…after all when you were born alone (probably) not with anybody else so it may not seem like you can make it but you can
You asked what I did to myself, not what caused me to get here. You get mad because I hurt myself, not that you didn't try to help. You give up, not trying to save me from myself. But the second I go too far and it kills me, you'll be using it as an attention seeker. "I loved them so much." Yeah, if you loved me, you would've tried to save me from myself.
I Just wanna tell in here Why I Cry almost everynight listening this? it's because of My grandparents so They Both died in different years my grandmother died on 2019 for cancer My grandfather died on 2018 for lung fever 😭🖤 And i can't get over it, That hurt so Much 😭 i Really need them and i miss them Really Much 😔 i can't be Myself anymore i'm depressed now. R.I.P my grandparents 🖤 god bless Them 😔🤞🏻🖤
I really wish that was me.... I just want an attention from my parents.... But they only busy with my school, their work and my reputation. Not my health.. :(
I remember breaking my leg badly and my dad and mom rushing me to the hospital (we called and they informed us that the ambulance couldn't come quickly) and once I was rushed in the ER the doctors moved my parents outside and I remember begging them to let my mom with me which they didn't and until i was put in my room that's when i saw my parents and i couldn't even sit up. Then i remember having a surgery for it and then the doctors performing a clean up on the wound but (mind u i still hold them a grudge) they were so rough with it it simply made me hurt more and more even tho i begged them while crying and screaming to do it more softly and all my mom could do was hold my hand tightly and watch me as i spiralled from the pain into a very bad panic attack causing the nurses to inject medicine to calm me down. After getting through all that a year later i was admitted to the hospital again for i had officially had my first epileptic fainting to which doctors say that it was caused through a lot of anxiety. The psychologist who was assigned to me diagnosed me with PTSD and anxiety. I couldn't help but think through all those memories while watching this... It's so.. f*cked up...
I feel like in this world no one actually care about us and we are forced to love and care for us ...i desperately wants to be hospitalized so that i can rest and people care about me...life is just lonely it feels empty and idk why r even here
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I love you ty
@@iamjunghoesok522 i hope you're happier now
“Hold on” has been one of my most favourite sad songs ever, I’ve listened to it through so many hard times. When my kittens died, when my boyfriend broke my heart, when I felt like I was nothing and that I’d never have a real family because no one in my family understands how much FAMILY really means to me or to themselves as well. I still feel hurt from times to times and yes indeed I still cry at 2AM and have mental breakdowns but none of that will stop me. This video will never become my reality, I know we all die but I will not die from giving up, I’ll never have a loving family or real friends but I will always have a BFF that’s like a sister to me and a boyfriend that loves me very much and that is all I need. So maybe you don’t have a bf or any friends but as long as you have family then you have something. No matter what you don’t have in life always remember there is something that you do have and if you don’t know what that is yet then just keep looking for what you haven’t lost until you do see it. I didn’t share my story here just to show you guys, I shared it with a hope that I inspire you to keep moving forward and to never give up. I know this comment will help somebody even if it’s never made clear to me:)
💛
Thank youu!
@@linalooney1446 Anytime:)
you know this reminds me how internet ruined me for some reasons. Becoming drain and sick… and dying afterwards
I agree. I wish I never found the internet.
I've been in and out of the hospital for about a month now and it's hard to have Lung cancer like I do
Sending prayers
@@thebasic_editsty ❤️
stay strong💛
You got this! You are so strong and i am proud of you🤍🫀
@@hafsataybi5775 ty
i just wanna sleep forever :( but i cant i have the best friends in the world i love them so much i don't think they know how much i love them i cant leave them either for the people hurting or in any type of pain im sorry IM so f*cking sorry please stay you deserve better i love you and i hope you the best in life :)
Thank you and to you too
At least you HAVE BESTFRIENDS BE HAPPY ALWAYS REMEMBER GOD IS WITH YOU:)
I have been in the hospital a few times, although I never had something that was killing me, but this still hits differently when thinking about it.
Edit: For anyone wondering, I had epilepsy, and I had been hospitalized a few times from severe seizures. Of all the times I landed in a hospital from a seizure, I was worried I had died or something before waking up. To me, being unconscious almost felt like being dead.
I only had one moment during a seizure where I could see the world around me for a few seconds, but my vision was blurry, I couldn't hear anything, I couldn't think at all, and it felt like I couldn't even move my body. The seizure had complete control of my body, and I couldn't snap out of it. But I could at least see where I was; it was the back of my parents' SUV, it was nighttime when we were driving home, and I could see that I had thrown up during my seizure.
It wasn't a fun condition. Your chances of dying from it are very slim, but it still was no easy condition to deal with. Listening to this, I still got memories of being in the hospital and how I always worried about dying.
Hey are you okayy now?:)
Are you doing okay? I hope so!
reminds me of that one time i was rushed to the ER by my mom for an allergic reaction to a shot. anyways, i remember the whole time she wasnt able to come in for a couple of minutes and i was just crying out for her name and the nurse who was hooking me up to the machines for oxygen n stuff saying "shhh its okay honey your mom is coming its okay" and being totally calm while i just lay there crying. when they finally let my mom in i remember her running straight over from me reaching my hand out and sobbing and just held my had the intire time i was recovering from the allergic reaction. :(
I'm so exhausted from the last few months that it felt so real and sometimes i feel i wanna die I don't want to live anymore.....
My moms in the hospital right now, I can't visit because of covid but listening to this I can't tell if it makes me sad or scared. It hits so hard tho
Stay strong mate (:
Is everything okay?
@@Scoutgoals yep!
@@oriana3976 is your mother doing well now?
Hit different when you've been having sudden chest pain in your left chest area but u don't know why
Sit me down
Force me to admit I frown
Ask me what caused me to drown
Tell me you love me
Make me believe it
And I will get better bit by bit.
The worst is when they do that and then they still leave.
@@Trinidadianlove it breaks you all over again…but don’t worry you can pull yourself up…after all when you were born alone (probably) not with anybody else so it may not seem like you can make it but you can
You asked what I did to myself, not what caused me to get here. You get mad because I hurt myself, not that you didn't try to help. You give up, not trying to save me from myself. But the second I go too far and it kills me, you'll be using it as an attention seeker. "I loved them so much." Yeah, if you loved me, you would've tried to save me from myself.
How are you, Kailey? ❤️
Maybe one day
this is so pretty and ily but at the beginning when she whispered laila I got scared bc I didn't know it was the video and my name's laila 😭
😐😐😂😂😂🤣
The end was too real omg😩
You are so underrated
why do i keep dieing while listening to songs i love its a blessing.......
I Just wanna tell in here Why I Cry almost everynight listening this? it's because of My grandparents so They Both died in different years my grandmother died on 2019 for cancer
My grandfather died on 2018 for lung fever 😭🖤 And i can't get over it, That hurt so Much 😭 i Really need them and i miss them Really Much 😔 i can't be Myself anymore i'm depressed now. R.I.P my grandparents 🖤 god bless Them 😔🤞🏻🖤
I can't hold on
all these things, everything hurts
This 💛
I really wish that was me.... I just want an attention from my parents.... But they only busy with my school, their work and my reputation. Not my health.. :(
Damn... So sad... I cried a lot
take care
I remember breaking my leg badly and my dad and mom rushing me to the hospital (we called and they informed us that the ambulance couldn't come quickly) and once I was rushed in the ER the doctors moved my parents outside and I remember begging them to let my mom with me which they didn't and until i was put in my room that's when i saw my parents and i couldn't even sit up. Then i remember having a surgery for it and then the doctors performing a clean up on the wound but (mind u i still hold them a grudge) they were so rough with it it simply made me hurt more and more even tho i begged them while crying and screaming to do it more softly and all my mom could do was hold my hand tightly and watch me as i spiralled from the pain into a very bad panic attack causing the nurses to inject medicine to calm me down. After getting through all that a year later i was admitted to the hospital again for i had officially had my first epileptic fainting to which doctors say that it was caused through a lot of anxiety. The psychologist who was assigned to me diagnosed me with PTSD and anxiety. I couldn't help but think through all those memories while watching this... It's so.. f*cked up...
I wish you all the best, stay strong.
@@_csinti_ thank you a lot ^^
oh, it feels real.
So who's gonna tell my parents this helps me fall asleep hearing sm crying about sm dying
Not me crying-
Same
I want this to be played when i die
Which is this at the end of the yr
You give me forever💔
stay safe, i wish you well
wont have anyone
Does somebody know where the girl’s speech is from pls ?
Its from the movie called "The Fault in Our Stars" :)
@@wallflower5862 thank youuu
I feel like in this world no one actually care about us and we are forced to love and care for us ...i desperately wants to be hospitalized so that i can rest and people care about me...life is just lonely it feels empty and idk why r even here
00:00 - 16.03.22
stay strong.
what is the translation of the girl's speech?
U gave me forever
Within the number of days
And for that I am internally grateful
I love you so much
*Sorry this was the first line*
I cannot tell you how thankful I am
what is the hotline in France? Please, I think I really want, just a call maybe...
SOS Amitié offers 24/7 service in France for anyone who needs to speak anonymously and confidentially. They have 1,700 trained listening volunteers that can listen to your malaise.
Tel: 09 72 39 40 50
Hope you're okay
I hope you’re alive and okay
@@jade3659 yes i am, i'm fine today and i forget all my bad days
@@jade3659 12 day of no SH (sorry for my english)
This reminds me of my svic!de attempt
I wish you all the best, take care
I hope you're okay man
I am in the hospital fighting cancer, i am afraid I will die. This audo really shows me I'm not alone. I hope i can make it im on stage 3 cancer.