i’m so sorry about the media offline errors! it looks like there was a glitch when i was exporting from adobe premiere, and youtube’s system doesn’t allow me to correct this once it’s been published. sorry for the issue and i hope it’s not too disruptive to your viewing experience :)
That's okay! I was confused by it, but no worries! Also, thank you for showing the reality of moving in with all the feels, as it's hard, especially this year. I look forward to more, as always!
don’t know why but i started tearing up when jasmine has started crying and mentioned that she wants her home with her parents and people she knows. i think it’s because it’s the first time i’m seeing jasmine crying. edit; and i also heard the pain in her voice. i also have thought of myself separating from my parents and thought that it’s actually hard to conquer/accept that. we love you jasmine.
bianca margarette love that! unfortunately i don’t enjoy living with my parents at all, they emotionally neglect me and constantly scream at me, are homophobic-i can’t wait to go to uni and get out of this hell haha. genuinely can’t wait to move out and have the choice to cut off from my parents.
She really looks so lonely... it's the worst feeling ever. Imagine doing all that stuff alone,you know no one there and no friends not even family there with u. It's rlly my biggest fear,I hope she's feeling great again and get to know ppl there💖
It sucks having to move into college like this. Like when I moved in, you have a roommate or two, the whole family helps you move in, you don't ever feel lonely, and floor mates and then when you move in you usually just end up meeting everyone on the floor and you kind of forget about being on your own now and being away from home. Plus I got over my homesickness by the time I was a high school freshman having spent several summers at various camps. The first year I got homesick after that I was ok. I guess the main thing that helps is just to keep yourself busy.
trust me, jasmine, it will be better. I study in a boarding school in the US more than two thousand miles away from home and yes sometimes I just want to be back home. but my school has become home and I'm reduced to tears almost every day because I can only see my school community come to life behind a computer screen and stories on Instagram. being surrounded by so many amazing people and teachers 24/7 really brought out the best in me that my current home has never been able to. ucla will be home to you sooner or later and it will be better. I wish you the best of luck ♡
@Olivia everyone follows basically the same structure: wake up sometime before classes, some of us head to the dining hall for breakfast, first class/block of the day, then classes and lunch blocks. after school, we head to our afterschool activity (required by the school) and then we're "free" for the day, meaning we can spend our time however we want. we would of course head over to the dining hall for dinner sometime before it closes, and then we can stay in our dorm rooms or common rooms or the library to work and study. the buildings aren't big at all compared to university campuses but yes, we have separate buildings for each subject area (humanities, sciences, math). I don't find it strict at all, if anything I like the structure the school "makes" us follow. being surrounded by people who are all so smart and hardworking really prevents you from slacking off too!
any tips for boarding school?! (what to pack, how to interact with your roommate, how to feel at home, etc?) I’m going there once corona ends but I’m so scared cause I’ve never went away from my parents b4
@@somethingscarlett "being surrounded by people who are all smart and hardworking really prevents you from slacking off" dang I love the feeling of competition. It gives you a rush & excited feeling.
Although I'm an old lady now lol I remember that feeling after unpacking everything in my dorm and my family had left for the evening. My roommate was gone and the two girls across the hall were gone for the weekend and I just felt so alone. At least you were far enough away from your family to have that feeling. I was literally 3 mi from my house 🙄😒. I would call my mom for anything the first week I lived in the dorms. she actually had to tell me that I didn't need her permission to do anything 😂🤣. Don't worry, soon you'll be accustomed to the feeling and it won't feel so lonely but rather it will start to feel freeing. As many of the comments are saying, we're all here for you and super proud of you.💕💞
Jasmine - I can totally relate! I went to USC and I remember feeling completely isolated even though there were so many students and humans around me. The first time I absolutely broke down was when I got sick at college for the first time and realized there was nobody there to take care of me. But it’s all in the discomfort of growing and becoming independent. You got this 🥰🥰🥰
Honestly your feeling are entirely valid. When I was ‘dropped off’ at college that first day I was so distracted with moving stuff around that I didn’t really let myself cope with anything until like midnight when I took a shower and broke down for a bit. My roommates both had friend groups they knew of and were out of the room at the time. Once classes started and club groups form up though you end up meeting people and start being more comfortable.
Hey Jasmine! I understand so well that you're feeling homesick. I spent half a year in Canada this year and I'm only 16 and that was the first time I had been away from home for such a long time without my family. I felt lost and soo homesick during quarantine , but it got better as soon as I started going outside and I could meet my friends again. I promise, it will be fine. Make sure u take care of yourself, and it will get better and you will feel even better when you can also look forward to the next time you back to the bay area to visit your family. Hope you're still having a great college experience so far! Love from Germany, Catie. ☺️💞 P.S.: if ur room doesn't fell like home yet, make sure u bring a lot of familiar things from home, such as photos, room decor and other things u had hung up in your old room. That will make it feel so much more like your home!
Caterina Hoppe haha sorry this has nothing to do with what you said really but, before coved I had a friend how spent a school year in Canada from Germany...she had to go back early though, anyways this just made me think of her
I feel like an era ended when the sad music was playing at the beginning😭😭 I can’t believe you’re in uni now Jasmine! I’ve been watching you for four(?) years already🥰 And I wish you all the best in university! I know it is super scary to settle into a new place but remember that you will still get to see your parents and you will adjust! Much love🥺🥰
5:50 girl, I know how that feels!! It’s such a soul sinking feeling, but once you get into the rhythm of classes and you make new friends, it becomes home. You got this x
the way you described the feeling of being alone, is EXACTLY what I felt when i moved 2 1/2 hours away for my senior year, it is so sudden, so unexpected, and it lasted about two weeks, but don't worry, it gets better, i promise!
When you started crying from loneliness, I started tearing up so much that my mom had to comfort me. Hope you feel better and take ESPECIALLY GREAT CARE of that mental health. I've been having several midnight breakdowns from going to a completely new schoool where I knew no one after being comfortable in my old one . . Stay safe and your vids make school so much more bearable 👍🏽👍🏽👍🏽
I felt that. My first year moving in to a dorm was scary. I didn't know anyone and I was sad to leave my family. I had to move myself in so driving all the way to my university felt like the longest drive ever. I cried while driving for some of the way. I had a 4+ hour drive alone accompanied with music. I am such a homebody so this was a huge change, but I wanted to get outside of my comfort zone and meet new people! It gets a lot better. I know during the pandemic things will be drastically different, but it will get better. I believe in you!
Hey Jasmine, I have had these moments for a while when it comes to moving in and such. When we live at home for so long we get so used to the routine. Then when that changes and we have to adjust to a new life routine it can be really difficult. It is always bittersweet to move into college. For me every year it so far it has gotten better and I didn’t cry this year. To be fair I moved on slowly and tried to take it easy on myself. It is even harder to move in like you said during the pandemic and it hasn’t been easy on any of us. But I want you to know it will get better. It sounds like such an easy thing to say but it truly will, we will get through this!
My heart broke when you sat down and said I want to be back home. Because SAME. even before my family left I was so scared , twice, I was crying and didn't want to imagine being alone here even though I did once for the first semester ( and boy was that hard) but it's how life goes bub, we can do it ❣️
i love how that like depressing section where she was talking about the struggles of basically being homesick she made (unintentionally or not) sound like a movie and it was honestly really cool
I love how real you are in this video. In most of the videos that I've seen about move-in days people are just happy in and excited. It's so refreshing to see a real video. And I also cried with you.
Jaz! Dont worry! Remember why are you there, your dreams you want to achive, the hard work you put to get to UCLA. Plus you are never going to be alone, you have an amazing community and a beautiful family and friends. Hope you can feel better soon and have a great start at uni! Sending lots of love! Te super admiro!.
Years and Years of watching, this is just great to see that you’ve made it. Half way through the video, I’m so sorry Jasmine. I would feel very homesick aswell.
I’m so sorry that you felt that way, being alone in college this year is so hard because no one can interact with you in the beginning. After the results come back, it will get better. :) I made a lot of friends once I was alllowed to leave my dorm
I glad you decided to include the part about the sudden loneliness you experienced. I felt this when I first started school and it was very difficult to deal with on my own since everyone else around me seemed well adjusted to their new situation. I know it can be difficult to share your sadness, but I know that many other students can and will relate to this. I needed this when I was a freshman.
Thank you SO MUCH for being so honest!! I moved in here 2 weeks ago and although in my country most students go home for the weekend, I felt so alone and sad even though I knew I would see my parents again in a week. It is such a huge step in your life so it is totally okay to feel overwhelmed! It will get better:))
stay strong jasmine, i am sure that you'll have an amazing experience and settle in soon. i move to university in england this weekend which is two hours away from my hometown and i'm feeling exactly the same as you did. remember to take care of yourself, you're doing amazing!🥰 (also loving the eevee plushie, i have one myself and i'll be taking mine with me to uni too!)
The adrenaline crash and cry when you first move in is so real. I'm so amazed by and proud of the students going to college this year in such insane circumstances which cannot make the feeling that your life's been turned upside down any easier. When classes start up and you get into a routine again I promise it'll start to feel a bit more like home
I've always been like a super emotional person, so when I saw you tearing up, I did as well. I've just entered high school, so I haven't been through the whole moving out experience yet, but I totally feel you. Just the heaviness that was in your voice reminded me of my first time being alone for a couple days. I always thought I was independent, but it's experiences like that which really show no matter how independent you think you are, family is the pillar which holds you up, and so it's really hard to conquer and accept that feeling of loneliness. But don't give up; you got this and just know that we're all there supporting you (virtually). good luck!
aw Jasmine, I completely relate to your sudden bout of loneliness! I'm at a college 8 hours away from home, and while it's taken me a couple of weeks just to make 1 friend, you'll eventually find yourself in a routine and have fun exploring campus! I cried when I said goodbye to my parents and I cried even more when I went up to my dorm room by myself....I was very excited the day before driving to uni, but the last day I was with my parents made me realize that adulthood can def be lonely and scary. And while things have improved since my time here, I still miss my home and furbabies terribly :,)
Hey! I totally understand the homesickness you felt, and I go to a school that's an hour away from my home. I'm also a freshman in college, so this is the first time I'd actually been away from home after 18 years. It will get better, and once things get rolling and comfortable, you'll actually have a lot of fun. I was just lucky my roommate is someone I already know and am friends with. You can get through this year! I believe in you!
Sending you so so many hugs and comfort vibes. I was sooo homesick when I moved out for college, It felt like I was never going to recover and feel better, the days felt like months, but eventually it got better. Sending you all the good in the world!
Very big hugs for you💚. I remember when I was starting university and my dad had dropped me off. It was a 4-4.5 hour drive from my home to my new room (I stayed in a house and rented a room from an older lady). The introduction week wasn't going to start for a couple of days, and I lived a 30 min. busride away from all the action(bus did not go anymore in the evening hours either). I also felt so incredibly lonely those first few days, I called my dad pretty much everyday at first. Gradually I got used to the uni life (and after a year got a better room in town as well!) and things turned out alright :). It's a shock at first but you can get through it! I believe in you 💚.
I am so proud of you! Honestly, you are so strong for collecting your emotions so quickly, it's really inspiring to see your resilience and optimism. Enjoy your time exploring the campus!
I just love how honest and open you are! I felt like that too, moving away from home the first time!! ❤️💜 you got this! Stay strong, stay positive, and keep going!
Seeing you crying broke my heart. I cried along with you and I wish I could give you a hug. I couldn't imagine moving in without my mom's help. She was a huge part of getting my dorm room set up when I lived on campus. This is a horrible circumstance you have to go through, but you are strong and determined and I'm sending you positive thoughts. I appreciate that you were able to open up and post this more emotional content. Lots of love
omg jasmine I relate to you feeling so bad in the beginning SO MUCH ! I moved into my apartment at the end of august and CRIED SO HARD ! But it gets better really fast and the exciting part becomes the biggest part
Jasmine! I can't believe you've entered university! I started following you back on Tumblr when you were a sophomore and now you're here. I'm proud of how much you've grown since then. It must be scary moving to a new place, but take time to accept those feelings, connect with friends and family when you need to, and don't let that fear or discomfort overtake you, they're all opportunities to grow! Good luck girl, you got this!
today i also felt really lonely and homesick. even though im technically home, at my grandparents's house, im super far away from my parents and brother, and haven’t seen them since january (and will probably seen them only when its summer again, in december)... i crossed the country to have a better education, and don’t regret it at all, but loneliness kicks in sometimes, undeniably. and it’s okay, jasmine. we can find ways to cope with it. hope you feel better 🤍
jasmine i started watching your videos like a year or so ago and i’ve been waiting since to watch you get into college and make videos of your experience. i’m proud of you ^_^
Youve helped me so much this school year, it's amazing seeing all your efforts take you to all these places. Thank you for being genuine and hope your homesickness is better 😌
Really love the positive vibes and comments from this channel, its great to see no haters on this channel. Good luck Jasmine, you'll be fine and we're all so proud! :)
I also had this moment (probably an adrenaline crash) when I first moved to campus a month ago. An hour after my parents left I called them crying and wanting to leave lol :) haven't felt this way since and I am very glad I didn't let it control me. Yesterday, I had such a moment of gratitude for being able to be here! It still doesn't feel real but it feels a little more like home
I'm starting uni tomorrow and this was wonderful to watch since HEY THIS IS ME TOO. Fortunally for me I can stay home for some weeks (because I'm in the risk groups) and so I can stay with my family but I just feel so alone anyway. I dont see any of my friends for 6 months and I'm just going out there alone and eventually I'll leave my parents alone here too.. I just feel so sad about it as well. I hope we too can feel better and find confort in our new reality! Stay stong and if you need talk to us! Thank you for sharing your deepest feelings!
i moved town for college on saturday and I totally felt that. i've been looking forward to this for years and then I just wanted to cry because I feel like a guest in someone else's home and don't feel like leaving my room at all (i don't have to self isolate thankfully) and don't feel at home yet. i know I'll get there soon and the more I decorate my room the better I feel, but the first couple of days have been rough. you're not alone, we'll get through this together :)
i hope you know it's gonna be okay. i've been studying away from home since 2012 because i live in the province and the schools i went to for high school and college were in the city. i was 12. i'm 20 now. the homesickness is just temporary. it still shows up sometimes but soon you're gonna get used to it. it'll be okay, jasmine. congratulations on everything!
Hope you are feeling better. My sister experienced the same thing when she moved away from home. The pandemic is definitely making it a thousand times harder. Keep your head up. It'll still be an amazing experience! 💚
I just moved out for college too and I couldn’t stop crying for two or three days but it gets better so quickly. Just make a schedule to call your parents and it will help a lot. I’ve been looking forward to college my whole life and i was expecting to feel so happy but I had that horrible lonely feeling too. It gets better fast, don’t worry. You got this! You’re doing so amazing
I can completely relate to that feeling of loneliness and emptiness. I couldn't leave my phone the first day I stayed in my dorm cause I didn't want to feel the vacuum space I was sitting in. It was very hard the first month because I didn't have roommate. I thought I would like it more if I didn't have one but turns out I loved it when I had a roommate. I know Covid has taken some of those comforts away from us like gathering with people, but I hope we can go through it together and pray that it gets better. Hope you're doing well now gurl !!! and Congrats on getting into UCLA !
Something people don't talk about when going to college is that its really tough. Its supposed to be all glam and best friends and the greatest time of your life. But its tough. Its lonely. And its scary. I can say thought that the first quarter is the hardest. I share this with the hope that it shows you are not alone. I so appreciate you sharing your experiences with us. I am cheering for you!!! You got this! With habits and routine things are likely to change. Good luck this year!!!!
I completely understand how you felt lonely after move-in! I went through the same feeling after my parents left after helping me move in and I cried. But it will get better pretty fast as you familiarize yourself with the campus, make friends, and start classes. Also, I don’t know if mini fridges are supposed to be used with extension cords. At least mine says not to in the instruction book. I’d recommend you double check before using one or just move the fridge somewhere it can be directly plugged in to a wall outlet. Love your videos! ❤
I am dealing with the same feeling you’re dealing with :(( but remember that we’re all in this together ❤️ I hope you will be feeling better by time 🦋 so much love xoxo
Jasmine, you are incredible and I am so proud that you’ve made it here, sending love and hugs 💓 you are gonna be absolutely amazing and I can’t wait to follow your future success!
i felt so so similar when i moved into my new place this year. i've been so attached to my family since we had lockdown in the UK in march and was suddenly in an unfamiliar environment and without the company i was used to. i'm really happy you shared your feelings and hope you're beginning to feel more settled 🌟
I was in this dorm building last year! If you're looking for more space, we moved the double bed sideways against the wall/window, and stacked the two dressers in between the beds. Then on the other wall we had two desks and enough space to put our fridge and still open the bathroom door most of the way. Might not feel like much, but adds a lot of space to the room and if you're stuck inside can make it a bit more bearable :)
I am so very much older than you and college was a long time ago. However, I remember that lonely feeling and realizing that a whole lot of life was about to be very different. It is scary, sad, isolating and most importantly...... temporary. These feelings will come and go with a lot of weird things that happen in a lifetime. You are creative, resilient and focused and again most importantly thoughtful. I don't mean that in the kind and thinking of others way (although I am sure you are) but in the looking at life experiences and really thinking about them. Which means the next time hard emotions happen you will be better at dealing with them and putting them in context of the time you are in and experiences you are having. So you will just keep getting better and better at it. You are doing spectacularly well. So, I am so sorry it is hard and I am honestly sad that you're sad. I so excited for all the things you will discover. You are amazing. You totally got this. You are doing great.
I feel you. I just moved in the dorms a week ago and I feel like everyone gets along so well with each other, but all I can do is just trying to fit in. I try so hard to be nice to everyone, to no disturb anybody, to be a funny person, but the truth is I'm shy and I'm afraid that people would not like me. So I get lonely very often. I really understand you, but, with time, you will get used to those things and everything will get better
when you were sad it made my heart hurt so much, just know you are not alone and u have ur yt family with u haha 🥺 i don’t really comment on ur vids much but i truly love them and you’re someone i look up to hahah ty for everything...
he gorl, omg GOOD LUCK AT UNI, can we talk about how I've watched your videos since your freshman year and now I feel like a proud mama watching her baby grow up what is this emotion¿ Big lou for youuuu❤
Congratulations on this new adventure! I remember my first day moving in to my dorm and it was scary for me even with my home only 25 minutes away. But you’re at a great school and I’m sure you’ll get the support you need. College is a wonderful time and you should try to enjoy as much of it as possible. Another perk is you really find people you click with in college. You’ll soon meet people who will end up being lifelong friends ❤️
love this video and i can understand how you feel :) good luck with college Jasmine! also at some points in the video there's a red media offline picture? is it some sort of technical glitch?
It’s alright Jasmine! You’ll get through this. It’s okay to feel homesick and to miss home. Stay Safe, we’re here for you. ❤️ Cry all you want, honestly just relieve all your stress and anxiety.
I can’t believe you’re actually at college now Jasmine! Ive been watching for 3 years now and seeing you move into your dorm made me cry a little. I look forward to watching your college journey!
Awhhh baby girl, this experience is going to allow you to grow as an individual. It makes you realize how far you’ve come and the amount of hours and sleepless nights you put into to get to this point. It’s hard to come to realize like, wow, I’m an adult, I can go after what and who I want to be, you have the ability to make your own choices and learn from them in your own way and learn how to get through things in your own way without having your parents’ two sense right in your ear. Although whenever a situation happens when you really have to think about what is best for you and what the best choice could possibly be, you will have all those talks with your parents pop into your head and now this is the time to put everything they taught you into play. You’re going to do great and I have high hopes for you. I’ve been watching your videos for some time and you are one intelligent and creative young woman!! Keep at it beautiful and dream big in all you do! ❤️💯☺️
Hey Jasmine, you got my support for missing your family. I know what it feels like, be strong and make things you like for feel more like home. Have a great experience there 💛
i’m so sorry about the media offline errors! it looks like there was a glitch when i was exporting from adobe premiere, and youtube’s system doesn’t allow me to correct this once it’s been published. sorry for the issue and i hope it’s not too disruptive to your viewing experience :)
That's okay! I was confused by it, but no worries! Also, thank you for showing the reality of moving in with all the feels, as it's hard, especially this year. I look forward to more, as always!
s'okay! i still loved the video, good luck!
IT was weird at first but its fine
Lmao it's fine, is it weird I find it kinda looks aesthetic? Lmaooo
i thought my phone was broken huhu
Bruh, the acceptance rate of UCLA is 14%. Good job, girl. So freaking proud of you.
Diana Espinoza thank you 🥺💕
@@Hey-tj5ck 14% acceptance rate means 14 out of 100 people will get in, with some simple math you can find out that is 1 out of 7
12321 Hey 14% acceptance rate is around 1 out of 7. 14/14= 1 and 100/14=7.143
In IIT India rate of accaptence is 0.7 % just imagine
The acceptance rate on my dream uni is 7% 😭
don’t know why but i started tearing up when jasmine has started crying and mentioned that she wants her home with her parents and people she knows. i think it’s because it’s the first time i’m seeing jasmine crying.
edit; and i also heard the pain in her voice. i also have thought of myself separating from my parents and thought that it’s actually hard to conquer/accept that. we love you jasmine.
bianca margarette love that! unfortunately i don’t enjoy living with my parents at all, they emotionally neglect me and constantly scream at me, are homophobic-i can’t wait to go to uni and get out of this hell haha. genuinely can’t wait to move out and have the choice to cut off from my parents.
She really looks so lonely... it's the worst feeling ever. Imagine doing all that stuff alone,you know no one there and no friends not even family there with u. It's rlly my biggest fear,I hope she's feeling great again and get to know ppl there💖
Even I felt very bad , I never saw her crying , she's laughing every time... I watched her single video many time and it makes me laugh and happy.
same! my parents are way to involved and pressuring. lemme know how u manage to escape im desperately trying too
I thought she was joking....
It sucks having to move into college like this. Like when I moved in, you have a roommate or two, the whole family helps you move in, you don't ever feel lonely, and floor mates and then when you move in you usually just end up meeting everyone on the floor and you kind of forget about being on your own now and being away from home. Plus I got over my homesickness by the time I was a high school freshman having spent several summers at various camps. The first year I got homesick after that I was ok. I guess the main thing that helps is just to keep yourself busy.
Yeah that's true, the vibe was more community oriented when I moved in
trust me, jasmine, it will be better. I study in a boarding school in the US more than two thousand miles away from home and yes sometimes I just want to be back home. but my school has become home and I'm reduced to tears almost every day because I can only see my school community come to life behind a computer screen and stories on Instagram. being surrounded by so many amazing people and teachers 24/7 really brought out the best in me that my current home has never been able to. ucla will be home to you sooner or later and it will be better. I wish you the best of luck ♡
@Olivia everyone follows basically the same structure: wake up sometime before classes, some of us head to the dining hall for breakfast, first class/block of the day, then classes and lunch blocks. after school, we head to our afterschool activity (required by the school) and then we're "free" for the day, meaning we can spend our time however we want. we would of course head over to the dining hall for dinner sometime before it closes, and then we can stay in our dorm rooms or common rooms or the library to work and study. the buildings aren't big at all compared to university campuses but yes, we have separate buildings for each subject area (humanities, sciences, math). I don't find it strict at all, if anything I like the structure the school "makes" us follow. being surrounded by people who are all so smart and hardworking really prevents you from slacking off too!
any tips for boarding school?! (what to pack, how to interact with your roommate, how to feel at home, etc?) I’m going there once corona ends but I’m so scared cause I’ve never went away from my parents b4
@@c8nine9 hi, i've never gone to boarding school or anything but i'm sure you'll do great
@@somethingscarlett
"being surrounded by people who are all smart and hardworking really prevents you from slacking off" dang I love the feeling of competition. It gives you a rush & excited feeling.
Although I'm an old lady now lol I remember that feeling after unpacking everything in my dorm and my family had left for the evening. My roommate was gone and the two girls across the hall were gone for the weekend and I just felt so alone. At least you were far enough away from your family to have that feeling. I was literally 3 mi from my house 🙄😒. I would call my mom for anything the first week I lived in the dorms. she actually had to tell me that I didn't need her permission to do anything 😂🤣. Don't worry, soon you'll be accustomed to the feeling and it won't feel so lonely but rather it will start to feel freeing. As many of the comments are saying, we're all here for you and super proud of you.💕💞
Jasmine - I can totally relate! I went to USC and I remember feeling completely isolated even though there were so many students and humans around me. The first time I absolutely broke down was when I got sick at college for the first time and realized there was nobody there to take care of me. But it’s all in the discomfort of growing and becoming independent. You got this 🥰🥰🥰
Honestly your feeling are entirely valid. When I was ‘dropped off’ at college that first day I was so distracted with moving stuff around that I didn’t really let myself cope with anything until like midnight when I took a shower and broke down for a bit. My roommates both had friend groups they knew of and were out of the room at the time. Once classes started and club groups form up though you end up meeting people and start being more comfortable.
Hey Jasmine!
I understand so well that you're feeling homesick. I spent half a year in Canada this year and I'm only 16 and that was the first time I had been away from home for such a long time without my family. I felt lost and soo homesick during quarantine , but it got better as soon as I started going outside and I could meet my friends again.
I promise, it will be fine. Make sure u take care of yourself, and it will get better and you will feel even better when you can also look forward to the next time you back to the bay area to visit your family.
Hope you're still having a great college experience so far!
Love from Germany,
Catie. ☺️💞
P.S.: if ur room doesn't fell like home yet, make sure u bring a lot of familiar things from home, such as photos, room decor and other things u had hung up in your old room. That will make it feel so much more like your home!
Caterina Hoppe haha sorry this has nothing to do with what you said really but, before coved I had a friend how spent a school year in Canada from Germany...she had to go back early though, anyways this just made me think of her
you studying abroad for a year?
I'm so out of touch with young people when the "media offline" thing appeared I was like, "This must be one of them Gen Z jokes." 💀
It's actually an editing error that happens when you use Premiere Pro 😂
hehe i was wondering about that too
This is too funny 😂
@@nessaaaaaaa7 oh thanks i was looking for a explanation 😂
I feel like an era ended when the sad music was playing at the beginning😭😭 I can’t believe you’re in uni now Jasmine! I’ve been watching you for four(?) years already🥰 And I wish you all the best in university! I know it is super scary to settle into a new place but remember that you will still get to see your parents and you will adjust! Much love🥺🥰
Literally I felt like so much closely attached to Jasmine and her room😔❤️ 0:33
its alright jasmine, we are here for you girl, you're not alone ❤️
yeah
5:50 girl, I know how that feels!! It’s such a soul sinking feeling, but once you get into the rhythm of classes and you make new friends, it becomes home.
You got this x
Best believe i watched the whole ad so that sis can get her coin for uni 🌸💓
me too☺️
Same!!!
the way you described the feeling of being alone, is EXACTLY what I felt when i moved 2 1/2 hours away for my senior year, it is so sudden, so unexpected, and it lasted about two weeks, but don't worry, it gets better, i promise!
When you started crying from loneliness, I started tearing up so much that my mom had to comfort me. Hope you feel better and take ESPECIALLY GREAT CARE of that mental health. I've been having several midnight breakdowns from going to a completely new schoool where I knew no one after being comfortable in my old one
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Stay safe and your vids make school so much more bearable 👍🏽👍🏽👍🏽
I felt that. My first year moving in to a dorm was scary. I didn't know anyone and I was sad to leave my family. I had to move myself in so driving all the way to my university felt like the longest drive ever. I cried while driving for some of the way. I had a 4+ hour drive alone accompanied with music. I am such a homebody so this was a huge change, but I wanted to get outside of my comfort zone and meet new people! It gets a lot better. I know during the pandemic things will be drastically different, but it will get better. I believe in you!
feeling homesick is terrible. the worst thing ever. but ik youre strong and you can get through this, because you are capable!
Hey Jasmine, I have had these moments for a while when it comes to moving in and such. When we live at home for so long we get so used to the routine. Then when that changes and we have to adjust to a new life routine it can be really difficult. It is always bittersweet to move into college. For me every year it so far it has gotten better and I didn’t cry this year. To be fair I moved on slowly and tried to take it easy on myself. It is even harder to move in like you said during the pandemic and it hasn’t been easy on any of us. But I want you to know it will get better. It sounds like such an easy thing to say but it truly will, we will get through this!
My heart broke when you sat down and said I want to be back home. Because SAME. even before my family left I was so scared , twice, I was crying and didn't want to imagine being alone here even though I did once for the first semester ( and boy was that hard) but it's how life goes bub, we can do it ❣️
i love how that like depressing section where she was talking about the struggles of basically being homesick she made (unintentionally or not) sound like a movie and it was honestly really cool
I would bring all my favourite plants and all my fav pillow like..
When I move to any collage
I will definitely do the same thing
I love how real you are in this video. In most of the videos that I've seen about move-in days people are just happy in and excited. It's so refreshing to see a real video. And I also cried with you.
Jaz! Dont worry! Remember why are you there, your dreams you want to achive, the hard work you put to get to UCLA. Plus you are never going to be alone, you have an amazing community and a beautiful family and friends. Hope you can feel better soon and have a great start at uni! Sending lots of love! Te super admiro!.
Years and Years of watching, this is just great to see that you’ve made it.
Half way through the video, I’m so sorry Jasmine. I would feel very homesick aswell.
you've grown up so fast 🥺
I’m so sorry that you felt that way, being alone in college this year is so hard because no one can interact with you in the beginning. After the results come back, it will get better. :) I made a lot of friends once I was alllowed to leave my dorm
I glad you decided to include the part about the sudden loneliness you experienced. I felt this when I first started school and it was very difficult to deal with on my own since everyone else around me seemed well adjusted to their new situation. I know it can be difficult to share your sadness, but I know that many other students can and will relate to this. I needed this when I was a freshman.
Jasmine: Crying
Me: Tears forming
me: now crying about moving into res in the fall even though i live an hour from my uni and am gonna come home every weekend
when she cried, it hit me hard too,
thats so awesome that you have your own bathroom! i cant imagine using communal bathrooms for four whole years
Thank you SO MUCH for being so honest!! I moved in here 2 weeks ago and although in my country most students go home for the weekend, I felt so alone and sad even though I knew I would see my parents again in a week. It is such a huge step in your life so it is totally okay to feel overwhelmed! It will get better:))
stay strong jasmine, i am sure that you'll have an amazing experience and settle in soon. i move to university in england this weekend which is two hours away from my hometown and i'm feeling exactly the same as you did. remember to take care of yourself, you're doing amazing!🥰
(also loving the eevee plushie, i have one myself and i'll be taking mine with me to uni too!)
The adrenaline crash and cry when you first move in is so real. I'm so amazed by and proud of the students going to college this year in such insane circumstances which cannot make the feeling that your life's been turned upside down any easier. When classes start up and you get into a routine again I promise it'll start to feel a bit more like home
I've always been like a super emotional person, so when I saw you tearing up, I did as well. I've just entered high school, so I haven't been through the whole moving out experience yet, but I totally feel you. Just the heaviness that was in your voice reminded me of my first time being alone for a couple days. I always thought I was independent, but it's experiences like that which really show no matter how independent you think you are, family is the pillar which holds you up, and so it's really hard to conquer and accept that feeling of loneliness. But don't give up; you got this and just know that we're all there supporting you (virtually). good luck!
i’ve been watching you since high school days and this makes me so happy and proud🥺🥺🥺
P.S. JASMINE YOURE SO CUTE
aw Jasmine, I completely relate to your sudden bout of loneliness! I'm at a college 8 hours away from home, and while it's taken me a couple of weeks just to make 1 friend, you'll eventually find yourself in a routine and have fun exploring campus! I cried when I said goodbye to my parents and I cried even more when I went up to my dorm room by myself....I was very excited the day before driving to uni, but the last day I was with my parents made me realize that adulthood can def be lonely and scary. And while things have improved since my time here, I still miss my home and furbabies terribly :,)
hope you feel better 🥺☺️ have an awesome time at UCLA!!!!!!
I know you will do great in UCLA, we’re so proud of you, and remember that if you need something all of your fans are here for you!
Hey! I totally understand the homesickness you felt, and I go to a school that's an hour away from my home. I'm also a freshman in college, so this is the first time I'd actually been away from home after 18 years. It will get better, and once things get rolling and comfortable, you'll actually have a lot of fun. I was just lucky my roommate is someone I already know and am friends with. You can get through this year! I believe in you!
Sending you so so many hugs and comfort vibes. I was sooo homesick when I moved out for college, It felt like I was never going to recover and feel better, the days felt like months, but eventually it got better. Sending you all the good in the world!
Why is there random "media offline" in 10 different languages throughout the video?
Did I miss something out?
I'm having the same issue
I've seen the same thing while editing videos, it means she lost the file. So she probably forgot to double-check the video before uploading it.
Same!!!
Same
the image or file got corrupted during render most likely. Happens to me a lot haha
Your videos have been helping me de-stress from school 🥰
Very big hugs for you💚. I remember when I was starting university and my dad had dropped me off. It was a 4-4.5 hour drive from my home to my new room (I stayed in a house and rented a room from an older lady). The introduction week wasn't going to start for a couple of days, and I lived a 30 min. busride away from all the action(bus did not go anymore in the evening hours either). I also felt so incredibly lonely those first few days, I called my dad pretty much everyday at first. Gradually I got used to the uni life (and after a year got a better room in town as well!) and things turned out alright :). It's a shock at first but you can get through it! I believe in you 💚.
I am so proud of you! Honestly, you are so strong for collecting your emotions so quickly, it's really inspiring to see your resilience and optimism. Enjoy your time exploring the campus!
6:20 ilysm i almost cried 😢😢 i wanted to give you a hug... 😟
I just love how honest and open you are! I felt like that too, moving away from home the first time!! ❤️💜 you got this! Stay strong, stay positive, and keep going!
Thank you for being so strong Jasmine! We all are here for you. Hope you have a great year
rocking the ikea shark
Seeing you crying broke my heart. I cried along with you and I wish I could give you a hug. I couldn't imagine moving in without my mom's help. She was a huge part of getting my dorm room set up when I lived on campus. This is a horrible circumstance you have to go through, but you are strong and determined and I'm sending you positive thoughts. I appreciate that you were able to open up and post this more emotional content. Lots of love
omg jasmine I relate to you feeling so bad in the beginning SO MUCH ! I moved into my apartment at the end of august and CRIED SO HARD ! But it gets better really fast and the exciting part becomes the biggest part
Jasmine! I can't believe you've entered university! I started following you back on Tumblr when you were a sophomore and now you're here. I'm proud of how much you've grown since then. It must be scary moving to a new place, but take time to accept those feelings, connect with friends and family when you need to, and don't let that fear or discomfort overtake you, they're all opportunities to grow! Good luck girl, you got this!
today i also felt really lonely and homesick. even though im technically home, at my grandparents's house, im super far away from my parents and brother, and haven’t seen them since january (and will probably seen them only when its summer again, in december)... i crossed the country to have a better education, and don’t regret it at all, but loneliness kicks in sometimes, undeniably. and it’s okay, jasmine. we can find ways to cope with it. hope you feel better 🤍
i remember watching you like a few years ago and seeing now that your going to college! that’s amazing! so proud of you
jasmine i started watching your videos like a year or so ago and i’ve been waiting since to watch you get into college and make videos of your experience. i’m proud of you ^_^
baby jasmine don't feel lonely :( u will be okay dear u just gotta keep going thru and see how things unfold! we believe in u
Youve helped me so much this school year, it's amazing seeing all your efforts take you to all these places. Thank you for being genuine and hope your homesickness is better 😌
Really love the positive vibes and comments from this channel, its great to see no haters on this channel. Good luck Jasmine, you'll be fine and we're all so proud! :)
I also had this moment (probably an adrenaline crash) when I first moved to campus a month ago. An hour after my parents left I called them crying and wanting to leave lol :) haven't felt this way since and I am very glad I didn't let it control me. Yesterday, I had such a moment of gratitude for being able to be here! It still doesn't feel real but it feels a little more like home
I'm starting uni tomorrow and this was wonderful to watch since HEY THIS IS ME TOO. Fortunally for me I can stay home for some weeks (because I'm in the risk groups) and so I can stay with my family but I just feel so alone anyway. I dont see any of my friends for 6 months and I'm just going out there alone and eventually I'll leave my parents alone here too.. I just feel so sad about it as well. I hope we too can feel better and find confort in our new reality! Stay stong and if you need talk to us! Thank you for sharing your deepest feelings!
i moved town for college on saturday and I totally felt that. i've been looking forward to this for years and then I just wanted to cry because I feel like a guest in someone else's home and don't feel like leaving my room at all (i don't have to self isolate thankfully) and don't feel at home yet. i know I'll get there soon and the more I decorate my room the better I feel, but the first couple of days have been rough. you're not alone, we'll get through this together :)
i hope you know it's gonna be okay. i've been studying away from home since 2012 because i live in the province and the schools i went to for high school and college were in the city. i was 12. i'm 20 now. the homesickness is just temporary. it still shows up sometimes but soon you're gonna get used to it. it'll be okay, jasmine. congratulations on everything!
my heart goes out to you
Hope you are feeling better. My sister experienced the same thing when she moved away from home. The pandemic is definitely making it a thousand times harder. Keep your head up. It'll still be an amazing experience! 💚
watching you start to cry made me cry :( things will go so great! you got this!! ❤️
I just moved out for college too and I couldn’t stop crying for two or three days but it gets better so quickly. Just make a schedule to call your parents and it will help a lot. I’ve been looking forward to college my whole life and i was expecting to feel so happy but I had that horrible lonely feeling too. It gets better fast, don’t worry. You got this! You’re doing so amazing
I can completely relate to that feeling of loneliness and emptiness. I couldn't leave my phone the first day I stayed in my dorm cause I didn't want to feel the vacuum space I was sitting in. It was very hard the first month because I didn't have roommate. I thought I would like it more if I didn't have one but turns out I loved it when I had a roommate. I know Covid has taken some of those comforts away from us like gathering with people, but I hope we can go through it together and pray that it gets better. Hope you're doing well now gurl !!! and Congrats on getting into UCLA !
Something people don't talk about when going to college is that its really tough. Its supposed to be all glam and best friends and the greatest time of your life. But its tough. Its lonely. And its scary. I can say thought that the first quarter is the hardest. I share this with the hope that it shows you are not alone. I so appreciate you sharing your experiences with us. I am cheering for you!!! You got this! With habits and routine things are likely to change. Good luck this year!!!!
Keep your head up, things will get easier. You’ll get into the flow of classes and the thought of graduating will push you along. Stay strong girl!
Loneliness is an auwfull feeling and I'm so sorry you're feeling homsick. You're so strong and amazing and you got this 💖💖💖
Girl I was so homesick first week of uni. But I’m in masters now and I love the independence. You will change so much by the end of your degree
I completely understand how you felt lonely after move-in! I went through the same feeling after my parents left after helping me move in and I cried. But it will get better pretty fast as you familiarize yourself with the campus, make friends, and start classes. Also, I don’t know if mini fridges are supposed to be used with extension cords. At least mine says not to in the instruction book. I’d recommend you double check before using one or just move the fridge somewhere it can be directly plugged in to a wall outlet. Love your videos! ❤
I am dealing with the same feeling you’re dealing with :(( but remember that we’re all in this together ❤️ I hope you will be feeling better by time 🦋 so much love xoxo
You have come so far. I'm really proud of you. It's been like 2 years I think since I started watching you. It's been a pleasure
Jasmine, you are incredible and I am so proud that you’ve made it here, sending love and hugs 💓 you are gonna be absolutely amazing and I can’t wait to follow your future success!
i felt so so similar when i moved into my new place this year. i've been so attached to my family since we had lockdown in the UK in march and was suddenly in an unfamiliar environment and without the company i was used to. i'm really happy you shared your feelings and hope you're beginning to feel more settled 🌟
You’ve been so brave! And I’m super proud of you and lucky to be here as one of the many people sending you the bestest of wishes!
Im so sad but so happy for Jasmine. Its as if we grew with her. Good Luck on your future endeavours Jasmine💕💕💕
I was in this dorm building last year! If you're looking for more space, we moved the double bed sideways against the wall/window, and stacked the two dressers in between the beds. Then on the other wall we had two desks and enough space to put our fridge and still open the bathroom door most of the way. Might not feel like much, but adds a lot of space to the room and if you're stuck inside can make it a bit more bearable :)
I am so very much older than you and college was a long time ago. However, I remember that lonely feeling and realizing that a whole lot of life was about to be very different. It is scary, sad, isolating and most importantly...... temporary.
These feelings will come and go with a lot of weird things that happen in a lifetime. You are creative, resilient and focused and again most importantly thoughtful. I don't mean that in the kind and thinking of others way (although I am sure you are) but in the looking at life experiences and really thinking about them.
Which means the next time hard emotions happen you will be better at dealing with them and putting them in context of the time you are in and experiences you are having. So you will just keep getting better and better at it. You are doing spectacularly well. So, I am so sorry it is hard and I am honestly sad that you're sad. I so excited for all the things you will discover.
You are amazing. You totally got this. You are doing great.
i hope you feel better soon!! i don't know what it is to be away from home but home is where you choose to make it! stay strong :))
I feel you. I just moved in the dorms a week ago and I feel like everyone gets along so well with each other, but all I can do is just trying to fit in. I try so hard to be nice to everyone, to no disturb anybody, to be a funny person, but the truth is I'm shy and I'm afraid that people would not like me. So I get lonely very often. I really understand you, but, with time, you will get used to those things and everything will get better
when you were sad it made my heart hurt so much, just know you are not alone and u have ur yt family with u haha 🥺 i don’t really comment on ur vids much but i truly love them and you’re someone i look up to hahah ty for everything...
he gorl, omg GOOD LUCK AT UNI, can we talk about how I've watched your videos since your freshman year and now I feel like a proud mama watching her baby grow up
what is this emotion¿
Big lou for youuuu❤
i love you jasmine!!
I cannot wait for a full tour!
Congratulations on this new adventure! I remember my first day moving in to my dorm and it was scary for me even with my home only 25 minutes away. But you’re at a great school and I’m sure you’ll get the support you need. College is a wonderful time and you should try to enjoy as much of it as possible. Another perk is you really find people you click with in college. You’ll soon meet people who will end up being lifelong friends ❤️
love this video and i can understand how you feel :) good luck with college Jasmine!
also at some points in the video there's a red media offline picture? is it some sort of technical glitch?
It’s alright Jasmine! You’ll get through this. It’s okay to feel homesick and to miss home. Stay Safe, we’re here for you. ❤️ Cry all you want, honestly just relieve all your stress and anxiety.
I can’t believe you’re actually at college now Jasmine! Ive been watching for 3 years now and seeing you move into your dorm made me cry a little. I look forward to watching your college journey!
Sooo ready for uni vlogs from studyquill
the end of an era, but a start of a new chapter. i'm so happy for you jasmine 😭
Awhhh baby girl, this experience is going to allow you to grow as an individual. It makes you realize how far you’ve come and the amount of hours and sleepless nights you put into to get to this point. It’s hard to come to realize like, wow, I’m an adult, I can go after what and who I want to be, you have the ability to make your own choices and learn from them in your own way and learn how to get through things in your own way without having your parents’ two sense right in your ear. Although whenever a situation happens when you really have to think about what is best for you and what the best choice could possibly be, you will have all those talks with your parents pop into your head and now this is the time to put everything they taught you into play. You’re going to do great and I have high hopes for you. I’ve been watching your videos for some time and you are one intelligent and creative young woman!! Keep at it beautiful and dream big in all you do! ❤️💯☺️
I can relate to you a lot. Must be hard. Fighting! We're here for you Jasmine. ❤️🤗Be strong gurl💪
the colours in this are just so pretty!!
Can’t wait for your uni vlogs jasmine!! I hope all the best for your college life.
jasmine, I've been a subscriber since your freshman year, and it makes me so happy to see you grow
0:05 and jasmin's rockin' the : style
Hey Jasmine, you got my support for missing your family. I know what it feels like, be strong and make things you like for feel more like home. Have a great experience there 💛