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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 23 ม.ค. 2018
- I'm sorry about the poor Quality video.
I can't even watch back due to poor connection .
Uploading this as I'm heading over to the Mental Health ward. I don't know what is going to be happening with me from here on out or if i will even be able to upload BUT I'll do my best to continue to upload.
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Why can’t you have your own room? So much noise you can’t sleep. My hospital you have your own room. The hallway noise is bad enough, Feel better soon sweet girl ❗️💗
She can maybe ask for earplugs?
It’s a public hospital, that’s why. In public mental health in Australia 🇦🇺 the only ‘private’ room you’re going to get in mental health is a locked one. Perhaps padded walls (never personally been sick enough to see what that room would be like thankfully!) but definitely no belongings. If you’re lucky, a mattress on the floor with a pillow and blanket. Hospital pyjamas. That’s it. SOMETIMES they remember to bring you food! But they never just sit and talk to you. If you need something basic like going to the toilet or getting a sanitary pad you have to ask. (For those in the same area as Bree who are wondering what these ‘rooms’ I’m referring to are, I mean places like PEC or HDU).
What your describing sounds much more like seclusion than any of the hdu/picu's I have been admitted to and worked in
You are so much more than this, I have faith in you that you will beat this disease. I was in hospital just a couple of months ago for anorexia and it sucked but I came out the other side and so will you, stay strong xx
I noticed you haven't posted in a while, and you might still be in the hospital, but I hope you're doing okay.
Can't wait to have you back on TH-cam! Keep fighting...
i was but I'm free . I'll be back soon. I'm always on instagram. xoxo
@@breemorr hey are you ok?
Your such a beautiful young lady and I can't wait for more of your videos! I pray that you are getting happy and healthy for the life you deserve. Your so resilient Bree! Stay stonggg! 💙💙💙
Please post more when you get out and have time, access and energy! First priority is mental and physical health so keep fighting!! Know you deserve it, and there are so many of us here waiting to see and support you recover!
I struggled with an ED for 2 months. The whole time I told myself I was fine because an eating disorder was only when you didn’t eat for 6 months. I put myself through recovery, and today is my 9 month recovered. I relapsed into my SH a few weeks ago but I’m doing better- just terrified of relapsing again. It means so much to me that you share your journey through recovery, because it really shows that you can do it. Thank you and ily ❤️
thank you for sharing your story. i’m so glad to hear you’re doing what you can to treat yourself better.
@@breemorr Awe thank you! You actually got me out of a relapse with your recovery videos- just knowing i wasn't alone and didn't deserve it really helped 🥰
This is going to sound silly. But... it took me 25 second to get a snippet of how hard it must be to be in hospital on your own. You have nothing to do, you are being watched, you get no silence and all you want to do is sleep. I'm sorry that you are in this situation and if there a quick fix, i'd give it to you.
I just watched these 4 vlogs and wow, you are so strong-willed and resilient, especially with all of the miscommunication happening around you. Can't even imagine going through something so painful and not feeling like people are listening to you. I hope you are doing well, sending my love
In love with the colour of your hair!! Stay strong gal xx
I've seen all your videos and think you're incredibly brave to film this stuff, and I'm so thankful you do. Because you havn't posted a video in a while I just hope that you are ok, lots of love, praying for You!.
Yes Bree you should definitely make more videos when you get out of the hospital. I wish you the best of luck during your stay there. Chin up princess. 💙💙💙
You are a strong, brave woman! I haven't watched many of your videos but I am so proud that you have made this decision! You are beautiful in every way and I hope you have the very best recovery! I hope you get better soon! All the best!
Just watched nearly all of your videos. I love you so much and you're doing amazing !! You're helping me so much at the minute so thank you 💜
Just wanted to drop by and say I've loved watching your hospital vlogs. I've just got out of hospital and I know how hard it is so well done for being so strong and remaining positive! Hope you're doing well with your recovery. Sensing a hug from the UK x
You're incredible
Hi Bree, hope you are doing OK hun. I was in your position 8 yrs ago and now I'm living a live that is rich and full of love and life. Never give up. I remember a nurse telling me in hospital that one day I would be happy and healthy and I couldn't have imaged it back then. It takes time but it's worth it. Keep fighting the fight. I still struggle but I win alot more than I lose the battle. I wish I could hug you! I hope you can be encouraged that you will get better as long as you keep walking. I believe in you. If I can do it, you can do it!
You randomly showed up in my recommend and I got kind of excited, not that you’re going through that but that someone is documenting it to show people what it’s really like. Now I’m worried though cause there hasn’t been an update in quite some time. I hope you’re okay. I’ve quickly become invested in your story and journey after watching these Hospital vlogs.
So happy today was somewhat of a better day for you! Sending all my love and hugs ❤️💜😘
It can be quite hard being in the hospital i know. I am here for you. I have had a number of hospital stays myself. Not just for medical but also mental health. And when i was in the hospital they never knew exactly where to put me because i had so many symptoms. Stay strong and i know you will be able to get through this. You have people that care for you.
Hi Bree, my heart goes out to you in this difficult time. I have been following your vlogs since you've been in hospital and have gone back and watched older ones too. Thanks for sharing your journey and I just want to say, as an ED survivor, things can get better. Not straight away; it's a journey, but they definitely do. And you deserve to be happy and ed free, don't ever doubt that. All my love, Jo x
Joasia Redestowicz well said.
You are so brave. This video has helped me more than anyone will ever know. Thank you! ❤
Hope you’re doing okay 💜💜💜 can’t wait to see another video. I struggled with my weight and was inpatient at a hospital two years ago. I know the struggle. I know our situations are different and I may not know exactly how you feel, but just know I understand and can relate. You’re not alone and none of this is your fault. You’re beautiful and I hope and pray you get better. NEVER GIVE UP 💕💕💕xoxo
So, I think you're incredibly brave for going to hospital & sharing it. I was diagnosed with anorexia at 13. I'm almost 27 now & considered to be in full remission, but man was it a battle getting here. I still have my moments where it's like, wait a minute, and I'm going, yeah, I know your face and I really don't care what you want... go back in your hole. You'll get there. It takes time and TLC, but you WILL get there. Recovery will be more for you as time marches forward.
Surround yourself with a strong support system. You need people that will, I hate to say it, but people that will straight up argue with your eating disorder. You need people that aren't afraid to get up in your face and yell if need be. I'm not saying you'll need that constantly, but sometimes it's necessary to have someone call you out on your crap. It's so important to have those people that you can go to and just be like, hey, today is really hard and I need support.
Something that helped me was keeping a recovery journal. It has sections of positive quotes, reasons to recover (like being able to eat cake again or drink a regular soda again), songs, just anything that was uplifting. It was like a lifeline at times.
You CAN do this! I did it, that means you can too! I will be praying for your recovery and sending you good thoughts! 💛
Show that ED whose boss!!!!!!
Wishing you so well. I’m truly disturbed by the fact that you are in this kinda general care. I feel you should be on an ed only ward, I cannot understand why you haven’t been transferred. It seems in 2018 that even though hospital staff do their level best, eating disorders are still not treated correctly. However, you’re in safe place and that’s a positive thing.
I’m seeing a very intelligent and beautiful young woman fighting for her right to live and that is true grit and determination. Thinking of you xxxxx
Andrea in the hospital I work in they stay on a gastro ward. Which makes a lot of sense. I work with people with ED. normally when they're admitted it's because they're potassium etc is so low that they risk having a cardiac arrest
i ended up spending 6 months on an ed program but on a vulnerable womens and elderly patient ward. they saved my life
This is so scary and i hope you'll win against this fight. Stay strong and just remember life is beautiful and we will only be living once so might as well take advantage of it and live your life. Stay strong and i hope you'll get better soon! You can do it
Hi Bree! I have enjoyed watching a couple of your videos because you seem like a really nice person even though you must be going through alot. Keep up the good work! 😊💜💜💜
It's sad you've stopped vlogging, as it is a profound insight into the rollercoaster patients with ED endure. Having had many psych admissions, there have only ever been a handful of ED people, as here in the UK they have their own ward generally, and are only on the general ward whilst waiting for a place, and they are usually shadowed. I hope you are continuing on your road to recovery. Xxx
Hi Bree, I am wondering how you are doing? I am kind of worried since you are going through such a tough time.
Hope to hear from you soon, because you have such great spirit. The world (and YT) would be more Grey without you.
Yvette van Laar her mother made an update post for her on her instagram
YU MI thanks so much for letting me know!
she also left a description in this video that she might not be able to upload
I hope you're ok, i'll be anxiously waiting for another video to hear how you are. You are inspiring to me and i'm so proud of you.
Hi love , Take care , I have been where you are and it's not fun , I'm pleased Drs haven't taken thing away from you , that's a blessing, I'm so proud of the work you are doing and not resisting the treatment , go girl oxoxoxo
I just stumbled around your channel (its declaring.dani from insta) I’m so proud of you for coming so far!!
I was in hospital for a spinal op and after 10 days of being bed bound( I couldn't get up and wasn't allowed to due to tubes and other things so I can sort of relate but not at the same time. I was scared but glad to go home.Having no privacy and quiet time can be very frustrating ! I hope your doing well and would love to see how your doing now, big hugs ❤️
Hi Bree I’m new to the channel and I’m worried this was your last post and that was a month ago I want to make sure you are doing well I love your personality and I hope that you strive for the greatest cause I feel as you get better you can do the greatest I’ve been waiting for another video and I’m not rushing you or anything I’m genuinely here for support and I hope you are doing well❤️
Hi there! Fellow Australian girl here. Hoping you’re doing ok and hanging in there. Sending loads of encouragement through the screen!
just happened upon your channel. I love your candid videos. I'm glad you are taking care of yourself. Lots of Love from Oregon US
XOXOX
Hi Bree! I watched this video a while ago and was just checking in to see how you're doing! Really hope things are looking up, stay strong, thinking of you xx
i was there 6 months but im free now. You can pop over to my instagram . I'm always there. xoxo
Hi Bree! God put you here for a reason! You need to push through this! I promise you there is a light at the end of the tunnel! You have to find your reason! It’s great that vlogging your your journey! 2 reasons. One you can look back. Two your a great inspiration! I’m praying for you Bree! Think of Happy thoughts! When your being watched by security and the nurse, picture stuff in your head like security wearing a clown wig or whatever. Think about unicorns ask them questions about whatever!! Be creative! A long time ago I was in a psych hospital and I bugged the security lol!!
Anyway good luck and God Bless Bree! 💖🙋🏼🦋🦄🧚🏻♀️💖
Keeping holding onto hope. I'm rooting for you!
i hope you're doing well, sending lots of love ❤
you're so lovely! glad you are recovering
I hope to see a new video soon!! I hope all is well and so happy you’re getting help ❤️
Hey, I hope you're doing all right. Best of luck to you and I hope you'll be able to recover. I know its a long journey but I'm sure you can do it
You are very pretty and I enjoy listening to you talk about your journey. Please know you are very soothing to listen too! I hope you feel a little better every day. I believe in you! With love and support from Canada 🇨🇦
Hi bree, I hope things are going better for you, thank you for sharing your story, ❤️and support
Keep on fighting beautiful ! Your strong and you can do this I believe in you I know the struggle going through anorexia myself 💕 I am always here to talk to about anything ed related or not I've followed you on instagram I'm always here 😘💕
I hope you are well and healing. 💕 much love
My name is Sarah i had anorexia when I was 14 I am recovered as of rn. I just want to say I believe in you
Hey, so brave if you to vlog this stuff. So sorry it’s a tough time but you’ll get through. How’s the last week been? Hoping to see another vlog soon. Lots of love xx
You're so strong! I love your hair colour 💗
Hi I hope you’re doing well. I’m subscribed to make sure I get an update on your journey. Good luck!
You have the most incredible eyelashes! Also such a strong soul 💫
You're a wonderful person, I mean it. Stay Strong, I love you 🌸
You are so strong keep staying positive I love you💕
Hello I watched your videos. You are so brave and beautiful, I have ED at the moment. It is fortunate that I have a loving supportive family and hubby. One of the things I saw was the lack of understanding on the medical staff. The fact they made you feel worthless while you had to wait while they were making a decision was wrong. There are so many triggers for ED and I think medicos need to understand the patient better. I was going to go to a ward but I chose a method that suits me best with my family. IT'S NOT EASY , BUT the Love and support , encouragement I get is priceless. I actually feel loved, I am touched by your story and thank you so much for sharing. I wish you the best and hope for the best for you. Much Love , :) Btw was that Royal Melbourne Hospital ?
Stay strong beautiful. I know you can get through this.♥️
I wait to see your new vlogs everyday so I can see how you are going!! Xxx
stay strong!! hugs
What is going ON w the people in there?!? Too crazy to relax and recover... poor girl. Keep it up, doll - you’re amazing. ☺️💓🏆☺️💓
Since this video is 3 months old and there are no news on your channel, I just want to say that I hope you’re doing well and that you’re progressing❤️ Stay strong❤️
Keep up the great work!!
You’re so brave to share this. My friend is having a struggle with anorexia too
You are so f***** strong hun! I assume you have severe anorexia? Me too, and it's the worst thing that i've ever expierenced! I hope they will make you a happy, beautifull person again, step by step! I know that having a tube, and letting all the control go is horrific, so scary! My hart is with you ! ps: sorry for my crapy english sometimes, i'm from Belgium :p
Lots of love
Liesl Corremans Sending love and hugs your way too! Stay strong 🙏🏼
The refeeding program at the royal is fresh hell tbh, I'm sorry you went through it but I hope it stabilised you medically and you've moved on to somewhere helpful
Hi Bree! Just found your channel and watched your vlogs. Wondering how your doing. Are you still in the hospital? Update soon! Hope you’re feeling better.
Does anyone know how she’s doing? Her Twitter is dead and her insta link doesn’t work :-(
@bree.morr
Hang in there! Hospital is tough but it can be really helpful if you let it be!
Hope you are well ♥️
Definitely the wonder woman nighty. 💪🏼😘❤️ you got this.
I’m supporting you sweetheart ❤️
Does anyone know if she's ok? I haven't seen anything from her in a year...
Love you loads xo keep uploading and stay strong 💞💝
First time I met you was tonight.
I hope you are doing better.
I’m sorry you have to go through this.
I'm worried about you please update us. I suffered a eating disorder on and off my whole life. Not to the extreme you've experienced. But to the point my family and friends harassed me. I have maintained for years but just had a total thyroidectomy from cancer and now have lymph node cancer also but am so scared of the weight I might gain and having no control over my body from not having a thyroid.Please let us know how you are.
You are so strong to post these videos i have mental illness and you are amazing.
You are incredible, beautiful and so strong xx
❤️ braveheart xx
Hey bree! I love your eye makeup!! How many times a day do you have to have blood test done? I flinched a little. And vitals? Does the tube hurt?? Can you feel it in your stomach? Can you feel the liquid fill up your stomach? Sorry...i am curious. I struggled with anorexia for 11 years...then binge and purge....now I'm restricting so I'm going back to being thin. Was it your choice to go to hospital? Why can't you have a room to yourself? I have never seen a place that shares a room! 🤔do you have to eat since you have the tube? Can you walk down the hall or outside? Sorry so many questions but at least it will give you something to do. 😊❤
I know you'll probably never see this but this was so weird for me to watch. I was in the Royal this year, around the end of January/start February. I was constantly pushed between mental health and medical, I was stuck in the ED for 11 hours in a chair, then I was moved to their cold unit where I stayed until midnight the next night. I stayed in Bed 12 in 7BS and I had the Nutrison Protein Plus feed. The ward was also super chaotic while I was there. It really does suck having a nurse watch you 24 hours a day.
I see you. I see your comment. I see everyone's comments but there are few days i have the courage to reply. YOU are not alone. it is also weird for me to watch this person that is me but i don't see her as me. It's scary
Sending some good vibes your way
I hope you are doing okay. You seem wonderful
So strong Bree
Feel better soon
I don't miss the ng tube at all those are the worst,u are so brave stay strong 💪
You're brave too! I hope these days a better for you
Hope you are doing ok. ❤️
Never give up!!
I’m watching your reds in order - best of luck sleeping! And in reading some of the other people‘s comments, OMG so similar to my life! But you are pre-and you will have your own life, and it will be awesome by the way darling... That’s why you are doing what you are doing now. You are not going through this hell for nothing: I know your family keeps you going, and that’s awesome. Until you get the strength to live for yourself! :-) I hope your travel. You can recover from this ED, I hate to say it but it’s a bit like the pentenee shampoo Add - “it won’t happen overnight, but it will happen” (and it’s an old and does it might be too young, ha ha - enjoy people saying to you want you get it: are used to hate it but now that I’m about 20 years older than me - feel free to say I’m too young). anyway, back to my stupid comparison of A deep recovery to the shampoo commercial. I think it takes time to recover, it can take a very long time and a lot of hard work - which you are doing right now! You are doing awesome by the way. I’m so glad you chose the wonder woman nighty - perfect! sweet dreams
Hey, I’m guessing you’re an Aussie?
Are you in a Vic hospital?
I’ve been through the RMH and JC2 quite a few times with no success and if you’re in a Vic hospital could you tell me your experience?
Because I’m probably going to have to go through this similar process and and are proposing a few hospitals as no private facilities will accept me at my current weight.
You’re strong, beautiful girl. There’s more to life than this and you’re gonna find your purpose 💚💚
Stay strong, you got this 💪 (from a french guyanese girl 😘)
God blessed. 💕
You so strong girl 🌟🌟✨✨
Thank you for helping me better under stand Anorexia.
Thank for giving me the courage. To.check my self in your videos. Make made feel. Not alone. And not so scared and not so imbaraced to gt help i
Stay strong
After watching your blogs i just wanted to reach out to you. I've been to the darkest of places, sectionned and ng fed for months at a time. With support i got through it and so will you, i'm here if you want to chat/off load or just want a friendly ear. You're in my thoughts, sending hugs x
I see this and I Just now that I don't want a life in a hospital, I hope you will get stronger and healthier, I am going to mainatain my recovery plan
thank you for your loving words. Things are so much better now
You deserve to take care of you
Sorry I’m a bit naive when it comes to ‘typical’ EDs....are you diabetic? You’re pretty savvy with a BM machine! Or is it just to poor nutrition/PN feeds causing lows? I’m type one, suffered from diabulimia in my teens. I’m 26 now with two children and somewhat recovered.
Please keep fighting
I hope you are doing well. It has been a while since you posted a new video.
Hi. What type of feed are you having? I've got multi fibre. Just only have half a litre though as they only do half a litre in that.
I'm anorexic and I hate it here!
I'm in a ward with 5 others and it's watched 24/7 by a nurse. Not fun