As a fellow comrade, keep fighting ED! We may lose some battles, but we'll win the war. As an American *eagle screech*, my nursing instinct was to yell "HIPAA!" when you were talking about how the Dr. asked you about BMs. LOL If you don't know about HIPAA, looking up memes is way better than reading the wiki article.
I saw you're a Canadian channel and I was told that there are very few in Ontario. Plus the schedule you were talking about is the exact one that we have
Thanks for sharing about this, I've been in multiple eating disorder services but I live in Australia, it's super interesting to hear about the similarities and differences! 💗
omfg. You are so cute. Like srsly you look adorable. Your face so round and so precious, youir big eyes. You look like cartoon character. And i love colour of your hair. Omg i hope you will get better honey! Plis Foght you are so worth it!!
I'm going to a residential home for suicidal ppl and ppl with eating disorders and stuff after being in the mental hospital multiple times so idk ig wish me luck♥
im a straigh male with sevear anorexia and am going to hoping theres space in the next week try to self ammit my self to a ED hospital to get bettter ive lost nearly 3kg in last 2 weeks im now 51kg im 6ft any tips to calm my nervs
I've been struggling for some time now almost 9 years now and debating going to get professional help but I'm kind of scared too, it doesn't seem to bad but scary at the same time..this gave me some thinking into it, still 50/50 and I hope all is well for you and your recovery! ❤
So you’re saying we should have fear foods and restrict and basically only eat things that are zero carb zero fat basically zero protein and zero calories or salt. Girl what. As someone who only eats like three foods I feel you but convincing people on the internet who see you a credible role model and you have influence over why would you make such a nonsensical video
I had that feedback situation in Manitoba too...it always felt like a PHIA violation and I hated it. Much preferred my treatment at the other inpatient centre I went to, which we both went to.
it depends on the program. i've been inpatient and i was allowed to have my phone and computer, but at another centre, i could only use my phone for 30 minutes a day. and thank you!!
@@BellaSophie im going to call a place today hoping they have a place for me to ammit my self as i am not sleeping when i lay down i struggle to breath and have dropped nearly 3kg in 2 weeks
@@BellaSophie im 6ft straight male and 51kg 112lb its getting too much too handle and i cant eat anything now had half a 32g jacket potato on its own yesterday first food for nearly a week
I didn't realise you had been sick so long! I have too, longer, but I much prefer content about this topic by people who have lived it for a long time. You're so young, I didn't realise. I hate your ED, but I love your channel even more.
@@BellaSophie Oh so sorry. I had to google "subtype" I'm old as balls. Dumb question, how are(were) you allowed to be coming and going? I was in the hospital NEVER ALLOWED TO LEAVE for any admissions.Lol I wanna go where you went/ are going!
hi:) i have a question: does anyone know how i should tell my mum that i have an ed? cause i have it since one and 3/4 year and i told a few close close friends about it (and internet friends with the same disorder) but i don’t know how i should tell my mum cause i’m really really terrified and she ain’t gonna believe me cause she thinks i actually eat in school and then she’s like: “you eat ‘much’ at home” yeah cause i that’s the only time i eat so you don’t see my ed! sorry for the long text, but if anyone could help me out..? thanks!🤍
You should tell her and another person you trust. If you're in school, this could be a teacher. Build up your system. Only you know what is going on inside your head. You need to use all of your courage and ask for help. You need it and and you deserve to get better. ❤❤❤
@@BellaSophie oh my gosh you wrote back🥰🤗 thank you for the encouraging words:) i hope i don’t bother you if i write a little more! you don’t have to reply!! the thing is: i told my ex-bestfriend, a friend (who had a ‘building’ ed) and my now ex-boyfriend.. and his mom is a psychologist, and i think it could’ve gone by the way, that i’d talk to her and then we talk together with my mum.. but the problem is that i ended the relationship which is the most stupid thing i’ve ever done and now i don’t know what to do.. cause i can’t just tell anyone like a teacher or smth..
@@janis_kur well I'm glad you got your answer already and I hope you recovered... but for this question for each people the answer is going to be different, and the only one who knows how your mom is / how she will react is you... seems like your mom is a kind person so in that case yes but in other cases... telling parents might even worsen the situation (guilt tripping for mine) so yeah depends
@@kittencutie7074 thank you sm for still replying, i’m gonna be impatient in a few months probably (cuz waiting lists) and then we’ll see how recovery’s gonna go cuz i couldn’t make it on my own but we’ll see how it goes with help :) plus i agree it’s absolutely different for everyone but anyone who might read this: at least telling people is already a huge good step and realising that you need help! and you’re never not “too sick” to ask for help!!
I don’t think I have an eating disorder but what is this, or is this just me -I do not like meat, if I have meat, I just won’t beable to swallow the meat -I will take forever to eat, I will take up to 1:30 hours to eat. Definitely won’t finish the food in 35mins -if something doesn’t look right, i will not eat it. Say my banana is Bruised, I won’t eat it -I don’t have much food at meal times. -never ask for seconds, unless it’s pizza or chips (unhealthy dinners) -always leaves stuff on my plate -don’t eat a lot fresh food bc I’m scared that it will be spoiled -I am under weight for my age
If you're unsure pls talk to a GP / medical professional or somethjng!! They probably have a lot more knowledge / experience than some comment from TH-cam lol
As a fellow comrade, keep fighting ED! We may lose some battles, but we'll win the war. As an American *eagle screech*, my nursing instinct was to yell "HIPAA!" when you were talking about how the Dr. asked you about BMs. LOL If you don't know about HIPAA, looking up memes is way better than reading the wiki article.
I am thinking of you. So I am there with you right over the ocean. Keep going, my dear.
I think I was in the same program as you, so I know which doctor you're talking about lol
I wonder if we were! How do you know we were in the same program?
I saw you're a Canadian channel and I was told that there are very few in Ontario. Plus the schedule you were talking about is the exact one that we have
Oh my. I had my ED off and on from age 8 to 28 almost 29 practically. That bit about getting life back...but not feeling like you had a life.
MusikGirl23 you will get through it, just stay strong. You do have a life to live for, trust me.
I hear ya. I don’t want to talk about my Bms in front of everyone lol.
Thanks for sharing about this, I've been in multiple eating disorder services but I live in Australia, it's super interesting to hear about the similarities and differences! 💗
omfg. You are so cute. Like srsly you look adorable. Your face so round and so precious, youir big eyes. You look like cartoon character. And i love colour of your hair. Omg i hope you will get better honey! Plis Foght you are so worth it!!
What about binge eating disorder? How it for them ..?
when it cut to the next clip and i saw the color back in your skin i got so extremely happy for you omg :)
i’m watching this right before i meet with my dietitian for my new eating plan. So in a way i relate girl. I am very anxious too. Good Luck!
I'm going to a residential home for suicidal ppl and ppl with eating disorders and stuff after being in the mental hospital multiple times so idk ig wish me luck♥
Mak DeMoney you’ve got this you should be proud of getting that help you need!!
im a straigh male with sevear anorexia and am going to hoping theres space in the next week try to self ammit my self to a ED hospital to get bettter ive lost nearly 3kg in last 2 weeks im now 51kg im 6ft any tips to calm my nervs
just discovered you and love your channel! Keep posting content!
Thank you so much! Welcome to our little community ❤ always here to offer support and encouragement.
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Kaden Akers happy birthday!!!
Adah Letendre thank you🥺❤️
I've been struggling for some time now almost 9 years now and debating going to get professional help but I'm kind of scared too, it doesn't seem to bad but scary at the same time..this gave me some thinking into it, still 50/50 and I hope all is well for you and your recovery! ❤
I will most likely be going inpatient or residential soon even with this pandemic right now
that's terrifying. i'm thinking of you. you've got this. xo
same here!!
So you’re saying we should have fear foods and restrict and basically only eat things that are zero carb zero fat basically zero protein and zero calories or salt. Girl what. As someone who only eats like three foods I feel you but convincing people on the internet who see you a credible role model and you have influence over why would you make such a nonsensical video
Hi hun , I'm sorry but why has your face become so ballooned up ? 😢
Are you a Ballerina ballerina
i used to be!
Gosh you are pretty.godbless you
I had that feedback situation in Manitoba too...it always felt like a PHIA violation and I hated it. Much preferred my treatment at the other inpatient centre I went to, which we both went to.
are you allowed phones in ed treatment?? and I'm thinking of you! :)
it depends on the program. i've been inpatient and i was allowed to have my phone and computer, but at another centre, i could only use my phone for 30 minutes a day.
and thank you!!
@@BellaSophie okay thank you so much :)
@@BellaSophie im going to call a place today hoping they have a place for me to ammit my self as i am not sleeping when i lay down i struggle to breath and have dropped nearly 3kg in 2 weeks
@@BellaSophie im 6ft straight male and 51kg 112lb its getting too much too handle and i cant eat anything now had half a 32g jacket potato on its own yesterday first food for nearly a week
Don't ever get to that stage, the "treatment" is HORRIBLE !!
wait. ur allowed electronics!?
What center did you go?
a quick question; for anyone who's been an inpatient. what do they do if you don't eat your meal at meal time?
You usually get supplemented with like ensure or a meal replacement shake.
if it happens repeatedly they can also tube - feed you.
@@buttonsnrubbish what if you won’t drink the shake?
Ur so pretty stay strong girl hope you are doing well!
I didn't realise you had been sick so long! I have too, longer, but I much prefer content about this topic by people who have lived it for a long time. You're so young, I didn't realise.
I hate your ED, but I love your channel even more.
Oh my, Christina Ricci's twin.
In in the same boat
EDNOS? Bulimia?
do you mean what kind of ed do i have? if so, anorexia nervosa BP subtype.
@@BellaSophie Oh so sorry. I had to google "subtype" I'm old as balls. Dumb question, how are(were) you allowed to be coming and going? I was in the hospital NEVER ALLOWED TO LEAVE for any admissions.Lol I wanna go where you went/ are going!
@@aworldofviolets27 I think she was in outpatient treatment, where you're not admitted to the hospital
hi:) i have a question: does anyone know how i should tell my mum that i have an ed? cause i have it since one and 3/4 year and i told a few close close friends about it (and internet friends with the same disorder) but i don’t know how i should tell my mum cause i’m really really terrified and she ain’t gonna believe me cause she thinks i actually eat in school and then she’s like: “you eat ‘much’ at home” yeah cause i that’s the only time i eat so you don’t see my ed! sorry for the long text, but if anyone could help me out..? thanks!🤍
PS: cause ik that i will never make it alone out of it cause i tried it once and it came worse back
You should tell her and another person you trust. If you're in school, this could be a teacher. Build up your system. Only you know what is going on inside your head. You need to use all of your courage and ask for help. You need it and and you deserve to get better. ❤❤❤
@@BellaSophie oh my gosh you wrote back🥰🤗 thank you for the encouraging words:) i hope i don’t bother you if i write a little more! you don’t have to reply!! the thing is: i told my ex-bestfriend, a friend (who had a ‘building’ ed) and my now ex-boyfriend.. and his mom is a psychologist, and i think it could’ve gone by the way, that i’d talk to her and then we talk together with my mum.. but the problem is that i ended the relationship which is the most stupid thing i’ve ever done and now i don’t know what to do.. cause i can’t just tell anyone like a teacher or smth..
@@janis_kur well I'm glad you got your answer already and I hope you recovered... but for this question for each people the answer is going to be different, and the only one who knows how your mom is / how she will react is you... seems like your mom is a kind person so in that case yes but in other cases... telling parents might even worsen the situation (guilt tripping for mine) so yeah depends
@@kittencutie7074 thank you sm for still replying, i’m gonna be impatient in a few months probably (cuz waiting lists) and then we’ll see how recovery’s gonna go cuz i couldn’t make it on my own but we’ll see how it goes with help :) plus i agree it’s absolutely different for everyone but anyone who might read this: at least telling people is already a huge good step and realising that you need help! and you’re never not “too sick” to ask for help!!
I hope you get better, keep strong you can do it
I don’t think I have an eating disorder but what is this, or is this just me
-I do not like meat, if I have meat, I just won’t beable to swallow the meat
-I will take forever to eat, I will take up to 1:30 hours to eat. Definitely won’t finish the food in 35mins
-if something doesn’t look right, i will not eat it. Say my banana is Bruised, I won’t eat it
-I don’t have much food at meal times.
-never ask for seconds, unless it’s pizza or chips (unhealthy dinners)
-always leaves stuff on my plate
-don’t eat a lot fresh food bc I’m scared that it will be spoiled
-I am under weight for my age
If you're unsure pls talk to a GP / medical professional or somethjng!! They probably have a lot more knowledge / experience than some comment from TH-cam lol
juiui yes thank you, I have :)