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Not me watching this 6 years later from a mental hospital after getting tubed😭

I know this was 6 years ago but thank you for sharing your story. I am going through the early stages of recovery in hospital and your videos have been a welcomed help. God bless you and I am thankful for what you do x

What a sweetheart ! I bet you watch this now and feel the same way !

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Does the tube hurt?

صديقتي اعملي رنين المغناطيسي ملونه للوعيه والشرايين داخل الدماغ كل ما زادت الحركه عند الشخص يزداد سوء المرض لئن النخاع يضرب على الشرايين والوعيه مما يئدي الى تخاثر الدم في الدماغ ولا يجري الدم بشكل صحيح واتصبح كل هاذهي العراض تزداد سوء😢

Make a new vid soon because even if you have small views , people care about you! I sure do. Who says what your allowed to do and not do? Feck them. Do what you want to do and the people who care will accept. That is more people than you think! I just trying to play Bass Guitar and i think "who the hell is a idiot like me able to do this?" welll, everyone starts at somewhere ay? Your a somebody. If i am, you sure are!

where are you beautiful girl? I just got a dermal face piercing and given me a black eye hahha.... sad that i like it

You’re very courageous for sharing this. AND not to mention courageous for facing your ED and working on it. Thank you for the posts. I do hope you’re continuing to be well now. Sending ❤.

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so interesting! I'll have to take the test now. Also I love your decor. That little fuzzy pink thing in the background. is it a little pink cloud with a face ? :) This is very fun! Thanks for explaining. Just took the test. Thanks for the link. I'm a type 4 W 3 it says.

I don’t remember the Code but I was the loyal kind but I also just got my autism Diagnose 😅 so yes I found the Description of my results from that test to fit very well 😅 love youu 💜

I think this test is pretty accurate. I think it holds valuable insight and sounds like it works for ASD people. 😊I should probably do this test… hehehe 😂

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You know mine 🤭🤭 6w5. I loved this video and would love to hear more things about it from you!

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Breee 😃

Bless you and your patience. Wishing you some peace along the journey dove ❤️ 🕊️

Youve come so far you are doing great well done ❤😊

Hahaha, oh my goodness sweetheart Bree, your running commentary around the enneagram test was soooooo entertaining, you are so funny & I loved the whole video <3

I'm still a Type 5 wing 4. And I did have lots of answers opposite to you😜 but much "individualistic' love ❤

Thank you ❤

I'm a type 2w1. Apparently! Sort of makes sense in some ways but I felt the "is it my enneagram or is it trauma?!" 😂❤ Also, autism! It doesn't seem to work so well with neurospice tbh.

I love your cat headrest ❤

“Is it my enneagram type or is it trauma” 😂😂 I felt that

You are so lovely! I love sensory toys ❤️

i am really proud of you! and it's so good that you're taking other people on the journey

hey there bree 🥰

I struggled with an ED for 2 months. The whole time I told myself I was fine because an eating disorder was only when you didn’t eat for 6 months. I put myself through recovery, and today is my 9 month recovered. I relapsed into my SH a few weeks ago but I’m doing better- just terrified of relapsing again. It means so much to me that you share your journey through recovery, because it really shows that you can do it. Thank you and ily ❤️

I am so sorry Bree! I hope you can get some extra support during these especially horrible weeks for you! Sending you the most love now and always x. You deserve all the love in the world. I'm sorry you have experienced so much cruelty and harshness.

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Ur not alone Hun I'm praying for u ❤️❤️🙏

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Poor Bree......hope you feel better soon.....you will! Remember that it'll pass xx

Hey Bree. Been dealing with Covid. It's not as bad as depression can feel 😅. If anything, you getting on and making a vid and saying as you "resurrected" yourself made me literally laugh out loud. So thankyou for your choice of words to bring a smile to a little blip in the corner of the world 😅😂

Big hugs to you darling girl ❤

Makeup looks gorgeous! I’m not sure if a live streaming a GRWM would be a super idea - but IDK 🤷‍♀️ Looking much perkier a week later! ❤

The ring light makes a very small difference. 😂

Better late than never! 😊 Hope the plant is doing well… And sorry to hear that you’ve been so depressed. 😔 Keep up the Awsome work at university - I know and understand how hard it is. 😊

Bree, take your time and be gentle with yourself. You're doing great! You do your makeup well 😊 The ring light makes a difference while filming. When I use mine I feel like I'm baking too lol. I think that's why I don't drive and why I fear when someone else drives fast & I'm in the front seat 😢 I often get intrusive thoughts about things like that. Trying hard to manage those. I hope you had a great time with your friend ❤

Hi Bree :) I saw your hospital vlog and I'm in a pretty similar situation as you. I've been trying to catch up on schoolwork since I've had a few weeks off in ed recovery and I have been struggling with motivation and depression too so you're not alone and it will get easier day by day <3

She is correct, you don’t need to have a eating disorder to have an NG tube. I had a heart transplant at 12 weeks old when I was little I had an NG tube. I remember it all. Not fun. You’re a strong girl.

Thanks, Bree - I was getting ready for work while I watched/listened & it felt like I had a friend 😊

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With all due respect, it isn’t a good idea to study social work unless you are healthy yourself. If Uni is too stressful actual client situations are going to be FAR more distressing and your dysregulation and unmanaged mental health will be harmful to others.

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Hey Bree! Sorry you are struggling. Keep it all here, the good, the bad, the imperfect, it's all you and that's what's being a beautiful human, and that you are! Make sure you are nourishing yourself as much as you are able to. You deserve it.

Turn to Jesus He loves you, He is the healer of the body And savior of the soul, There is True Hope in Jesus, God protects Psalms 91, He is the God of miracles Acts 2:21 And everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved Jesus alone saves Trust Him with your salvation John 3:16 1 Corinthians 15 1-4 Moreover Brethren, i declare unto you the gospel which i preached unto you, which also ye have received, and with wherein ye stand By which also ye are saved, if you keep in memory what i preached unto you, unless ye have believed in vain, For i delivered unto you first of all that which i also received, how that Christ died for our sins according to the scriptures And that He was buried, and that He rose again the third day according to the scriptures, Take care

Hi Bree, Questions.... Do you BELIEVE you deserve to be happy ? Do you believe others deserve it ? Do you think we allow others to steal our joy by internalizing their toxicity or by being jealous of what we perceive to be others happiness

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