Abused children were and are abused by abused children trapped in adult bodies until the painful truth is seen, felt, accepted, grieved, and forgiven with and by love to break the vicious cycle. I am one such child who has taken on the Divine task. Healing, Layne
Every word of your 'rant' touched me and honestly made me feel so seen. I was up all night struggling in pain, in tears and just sobbing. I really needed this message, so much so I'm listening to it again. Thank you ❤
You just gave me permission to surrender the job of fixing myself. "How can I change my self" is just another form of self-abuse. This was profound for me, as I obsess over correcting myself.
Me too.... work in progress of course, as are we all. Radical self acceptance means accepting all of ourselves.... including our wounds and scars and also forgiving our ways of self cruelty. Change can only really come from self kindness and self compassion. The next time you fall into a pattern of past behaviour , stop, smile to yourself and then do something different . 😊
Yup, break that pattern of self-hating on patterns that actually come from trauma through surrender. Like, this is me. I am here, flaws an' all, like you say. Thank you... Thank you... 🙏
Oh, Sam... such a peculiar thing to find a human on the other side of this vast world, coming from such different experiences, yet sooo much the same... I feel your pain as I feel it too, the pain of not not being guided, supported, and protected as children, as and for who we are! And then as adults having to pick ourselves up, time and time again and find our path...our TRUE path. I dunno if what Im writing is making any sense, but please receive my love and hugs.
I just wanted to congratulate you on your progress. It is hard not to see the evidence your journey seeking more of truth has brought you more peace and freedom. Truth is painful when you've had nothing to hold on to but lies, but it always brings freedom, like the love of a true friend who endures the pain of being honest with you even though it hurts because they don't want to see you suffer the trap of deception awaiting you. I know you will have ups and downs but you are not alone and were not meant to fight alone. Keep seeking the Truth and you will find everything you need, healing for every wound and filling of every void. I send you all my love, support and prayers and declare victory for you! God bless you Sam, keep seeking and fight the good fight❤
Coincidently, I'll be with this dog today and will also try and make a video. He is a real joy to be with and has been a hugely important element of my own healing. Bless him .
About 20 years ago, I had a dream, which spanned 60 years of my life, although I didn’t know it then. I have worked to resolve all my human stuff, since my early 20’s, when I met God, on the highway and began to wake up spiritually. This year, at 65, I have stepped into the final scene of that dream, where I am taking my place in the world. May this be inspiration to keep going, to have faith and patience. God is faithful to do what he has promised🙂
What is truth and why does it terrify us so? People talk about “their truth”, “your truth”, “my truth”, as if we each get to determine our own reality. Perhaps it is the fact that we seem powerless to change the truth that scares us. Perhaps it is only a false personal interpretation of the truth that leaves us powerless. Perhaps suffering is the one universal truth and we each only have our own unique doorway into it. Everyone has a wound, a betrayal, an abuse, a violation, a rejection, a denial of the value of our humanity. Painful as it may be, however, our suffering is also a magic portal of sorts. It not only transports us from naïveté into a more honest assessment of life, but it is also the initiation of a life-long journey to overcome, to rise above the pain into the maturity of a deeper reality where we are finally free to be our truest selves.
Just catching up with your vids after a small break from social media. Can't believe I missed my honorary mention in the first vid! I have only very recently realised how important co-regulation really is. Validation, being in something together, shared compassion, shared truth. All so powerful. Love the Wittgenstein quote too. Here's to all our continued healing.
Truth I will do my best to move through the shock Truths revealed, one at a time The mind recoils. Disbelief. I'm aware that I am flawed, I'm aware that I was broken When going within, it's the depth that gets me What lies we created, what stories we believed Self acceptance without kindness is impossible So I welcome the tantrums, the tears, the rants I welcome the denial and the disbelief For self deception hides in the crevices Of our psyche, body and heart The same heart meant for love Becomes hard. Concrete. No. No. No. No. No. But there's nowhere to run You try. Until one day you cannot No more. I can't do it anymore. I've traced my flaws back to Adam and eve. That's how far my mind can wander. No lies, it's taken me 2 years. The wrinkles of worry show clearly The fading of my frail body Today is the day. No more. No more running. I can do this. I sit. Pen in hand. I breath. I'm ready. Wait! Just one more cup of tea. Just one more cookie. The child in me is me. I am the child. Sit down my child, I'm here with you. "That's what I'm afraid of" she says.
re: the trauma and the sense of.. it feels like societies rules of how to work and function is a lie or is too demanding, and narrow, unless one finds their self clearly on their path, and perhaps with a supportive crew, and feck off to anyone who isn't aligned in some way, tho they suffer too. . Society needs fixing! What brought u to the awareness of acceptance, a knowing who you really are and how to change to meet that need in such a demanding world?
Society will not be fixed, at this point in history, that isn't its purpose. " society " is a manufactured control system , specifically designed and nuanced to traumatise us . Context is important, not just the material context of our lives but much more importantly, the mental context. How do you see the world, yourself and the meaning of this strange unfolding reality and your place in it. Manufactured " culture " exists to provide meaning that replaces truth. An artificial realm that provides answers to deep existential questions, those answers take us away from truth and away from spirit. It is a trick to deceive us into abdicating our role as imagers of God. There is only truth, not my truth or your truth but THE truth. That truth is felt and known in a mystical sense , with our whole being, not with intellect . It is the truth that wants to live through us. The power of acceptance I spoke of is that power of truth. It isn't ours but we are it. Accepting this, is an acceptance of eternity but for most people they do not want to accept that they are not the highest power in their lives, so they hold on, thinking they actually have control or that if they continue to comply with a system that hates them, there will be a positive outcome...... there won't. There are worse things that can happen to you than dying. Love ourself, means love truth, love truth means love God.
I just love Sam's videos ..the first time I watched one I cried somebody understood ...such an amazing human being ..xx
Thank you for your universal wisdom it helps us all, bless you ❤
Abused children were and are abused by abused children trapped in adult bodies until the painful truth is seen, felt, accepted, grieved, and forgiven with and by love to break the vicious cycle. I am one such child who has taken on the Divine task.
Healing, Layne
No pain is our own, it just gets handed down through the generations but we can break that cycle. Sending love to you Layne.
Every word of your 'rant' touched me and honestly made me feel so seen. I was up all night struggling in pain, in tears and just sobbing. I really needed this message, so much so I'm listening to it again. Thank you ❤
Hello, Thank you for letting me know . You are not alone ! Love , Sam
You just gave me permission to surrender the job of fixing myself. "How can I change my self" is just another form of self-abuse. This was profound for me, as I obsess over correcting myself.
Me too.... work in progress of course, as are we all. Radical self acceptance means accepting all of ourselves.... including our wounds and scars and also forgiving our ways of self cruelty.
Change can only really come from self kindness and self compassion.
The next time you fall into a pattern of past behaviour , stop, smile to yourself and then do something different . 😊
Yup, break that pattern of self-hating on patterns that actually come from trauma through surrender. Like, this is me. I am here, flaws an' all, like you say. Thank you... Thank you... 🙏
Happy Easter btw 🥚🐣🐇
YES !
And to you too.
Oh, Sam... such a peculiar thing to find a human on the other side of this vast world, coming from such different experiences, yet sooo much the same... I feel your pain as I feel it too, the pain of not not being guided, supported, and protected as children, as and for who we are! And then as adults having to pick ourselves up, time and time again and find our path...our TRUE path. I dunno if what Im writing is making any sense, but please receive my love and hugs.
I just wanted to congratulate you on your progress. It is hard not to see the evidence your journey seeking more of truth has brought you more peace and freedom. Truth is painful when you've had nothing to hold on to but lies, but it always brings freedom, like the love of a true friend who endures the pain of being honest with you even though it hurts because they don't want to see you suffer the trap of deception awaiting you. I know you will have ups and downs but you are not alone and were not meant to fight alone. Keep seeking the Truth and you will find everything you need, healing for every wound and filling of every void. I send you all my love, support and prayers and declare victory for you! God bless you Sam, keep seeking and fight the good fight❤
Thank you so much Brittany. Every night I pray and ask God for guidance, strength and clarity so that I may help others. God bless you too !
I like how the husky adds a little bit of comic relief...and reminds us humans to play!
Coincidently, I'll be with this dog today and will also try and make a video. He is a real joy to be with and has been a hugely important element of my own healing. Bless him .
About 20 years ago, I had a dream, which spanned 60 years of my life, although I didn’t know it then. I have worked to resolve all my human stuff, since my early 20’s, when I met God, on the highway and began to wake up spiritually. This year, at 65, I have stepped into the final scene of that dream, where I am taking my place in the world. May this be inspiration to keep going, to have faith and patience. God is faithful to do what he has promised🙂
Thank you
Thank you for this. I needed this today. Peace and gratitude.🙏
Thank you Rhonda.
It was nice to hear you laugh ❤
“She’s a sponge of your remarks; soaking in all of your thoughts. Like the dishwasher of Aphrodite, polish the spoon of your heart lightly..” ❤️❤️
Where is this quote from jean ?
It just came to me one day!
@@sophiajeanne07 Ah Ha ! an original. It is beautiful and intriguing X
Yess! Fun with words! @@Call-Me-Sam
What is truth and why does it terrify us so?
People talk about “their truth”, “your truth”, “my truth”, as if we each get to determine our own reality.
Perhaps it is the fact that we seem powerless to change the truth that scares us.
Perhaps it is only a false personal interpretation of the truth that leaves us powerless.
Perhaps suffering is the one universal truth and we each only have our own unique doorway into it.
Everyone has a wound, a betrayal, an abuse, a violation, a rejection, a denial of the value of our humanity.
Painful as it may be, however, our suffering is also a magic portal of sorts.
It not only transports us from naïveté into a more honest assessment of life, but it is also the initiation of a life-long journey to overcome, to rise above the pain into the maturity of a deeper reality where we are finally free to be our truest selves.
YES ! precisely this .....
More than one?! You are truly Blessed
I Just found you on my Healing journey Thank You ! x
Just catching up with your vids after a small break from social media. Can't believe I missed my honorary mention in the first vid! I have only very recently realised how important co-regulation really is. Validation, being in something together, shared compassion, shared truth. All so powerful. Love the Wittgenstein quote too. Here's to all our continued healing.
Yes, yes and yes !
Thank you so much for sharing your wisdom ~ your words are so relatable, resonant, and healing.
Thank you
bless you
I did a similar walk with Husky today... Holy crap! Im exhausted. He is so all over the place even tho I'm working hard training him.
Yup, they are a pure handful !
Truth
I will do my best to move through the shock
Truths revealed, one at a time
The mind recoils. Disbelief.
I'm aware that I am flawed,
I'm aware that I was broken
When going within, it's the depth that gets me
What lies we created, what stories we believed
Self acceptance without kindness is impossible
So I welcome the tantrums, the tears, the rants
I welcome the denial and the disbelief
For self deception hides in the crevices
Of our psyche, body and heart
The same heart meant for love
Becomes hard. Concrete.
No. No. No. No. No.
But there's nowhere to run
You try.
Until one day you cannot
No more. I can't do it anymore.
I've traced my flaws back to Adam and eve.
That's how far my mind can wander.
No lies, it's taken me 2 years.
The wrinkles of worry show clearly
The fading of my frail body
Today is the day.
No more. No more running.
I can do this.
I sit. Pen in hand. I breath. I'm ready.
Wait! Just one more cup of tea.
Just one more cookie.
The child in me is me. I am the child.
Sit down my child, I'm here with you.
"That's what I'm afraid of" she says.
❤❤❤
we so do
Hi Sam! Happy holidays to you! ❤
Hi Liz, and to you too. X
I hope you do a live stream.
Hi, Sam! Happy Holidays ❄️🎄
Hi Della, and to you too !
Beautiful friend you have there
Hi Sam 👋 I love the water however it is quite loud and takes away from your wise word's. Merry Christmas to you ❤️
Merry Christmas to you too. Yes, it was a bit loud wasn't it. Next video I shall be on a very quiet hill top.
I just realised your comment was referring to the previous video by the water fall.... Agreed , anyway .
I think your voice is important in this world sam..that's all..rooting for you...
@@karentonks7581 Thanks so much Karen.
re: the trauma and the sense of.. it feels like societies rules of how to work and function is a lie or is too demanding, and narrow, unless one finds their self clearly on their path, and perhaps with a supportive crew, and feck off to anyone who isn't aligned in some way, tho they suffer too. . Society needs fixing! What brought u to the awareness of acceptance, a knowing who you really are and how to change to meet that need in such a demanding world?
Society will not be fixed, at this point in history, that isn't its purpose. " society " is a manufactured control system , specifically designed and nuanced to traumatise us . Context is important, not just the material context of our lives but much more importantly, the mental context. How do you see the world, yourself and the meaning of this strange unfolding reality and your place in it.
Manufactured " culture " exists to provide meaning that replaces truth. An artificial realm that provides answers to deep existential questions, those answers take us away from truth and away from spirit.
It is a trick to deceive us into abdicating our role as imagers of God.
There is only truth, not my truth or your truth but THE truth. That truth is felt and known in a mystical sense , with our whole being, not with intellect . It is the truth that wants to live through us. The power of acceptance I spoke of is that power of truth. It isn't ours but we are it.
Accepting this, is an acceptance of eternity but for most people they do not want to accept that they are not the highest power in their lives, so they hold on, thinking they actually have control or that if they continue to comply with a system that hates them, there will be a positive outcome...... there won't.
There are worse things that can happen to you than dying.
Love ourself, means love truth, love truth means love God.
That's a very helpful recap- TYSM @@Call-Me-Sam
Merry Christmas Sam. Hope the holiday season is being gentle on you. I meant to email you but my gmail isn't working. Chat soon.
Thank you... Same ! I hope you are doing well. Surfing the waves of emotion and finding stability.
A lifetimes works indeed. XX
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You're insanely pretty. Does hearing that still cause you cognitive dissonance?