Friends! Pleased to see this older one starting to gain traction. Unfortunately there’s a lot of sus and straight up false things emerging in this comment section. I actually considered turning them off for this video (for the first time ever). Instead, I’m just going to pin this sentiment. Do your own research via reputable sources on this topic and be cautious out there (and in here). As I’m typing this, it occurs to me that if you already have an ounce of common sense, this comment is meaningless, and if you don’t, it won’t get through to you anyway 😂. Much love!
My 1st heroic dose, I went in wanting to ask the universe for a sense of meaning & purpose. Among the feelings of being all knowing, came the fractured reflections of self ( trauma’s, flaws, strengths, etc) Then I found myself traveling through what felt like a wormhole. Then a woman-like face appeared on the side of the worm-hole. She spoke to me and said “You’re not ready” then disappeared. The 2nd experience, I’m going through the same worm-hole. And the identical woman-like face pops in. And all she did was look at me, smile, and disappear again… Haven’t done a 3rd heroic dose yet, but plan on it sometime in the near future.. -Side story: years before even experimenting with 🍄. One completely sober night, I went to sleep and had a lucid dream. I was outside of my body, looking at myself sleeping. I look around my room and look at the clock seeing that it was around 330am. Then a bright light shines through my window and fills my entire room. And two voices say, “Come with us if you would like to know the truth.” I started to move into the light, wanting to go. Then abruptly the light disappeared and I immediately woke up. After the initial wtf moment upon waking up, I looked at the clock and it was 3:33am. Which freaked me out and made me actually look out the window to see if there was anything out there… there wasn’t, but the experience felt so real.
I Could remember several years ago I was diagnosed with ADHD. Also suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my mom recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
They saved you from death bud, lets be honest here. and mushrooms are one of the most amazing things on this planet i wish people would all realize. they could solve a lot of problems, more than just mental treatments, environmental clean up; the possibilities are endless with fungus.
Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Greece. Really need!
YES very sure of benmycologys . I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today
I Hate that psilocybin gets grouped with drugs like cocaine and heroin. Mushrooms are a remedy, not a vice! I went on a micro dose treatment for a couple of months and within the first week, every sight of a cigarette got me questioning why I was doing all that to myself. It really works.
I am not spiritual at all, but after taking shrooms a few months ago I am much happier and am highly motivated and my ADHD gone , lost a ton of anxiousness and had a few epiphanies about how I should live my life. I decided to buy an ounce for backup, but haven’t yet felt the need to take any more since then.
I have autism, I was diagnosed with it when I was 15. There are great qualities autistic people posses. I took shrooms and it made me function so much better. I believe shrooms can greatly improve shortcomings in autism.
Well I didn’t scale weigh it coz all I had were sucky food scale but somewhere around 3grams. I would suggest taking a gram or half for a start and I got mine from doc.brenttt.
I recently took 4g with my adult son and daughter who also took 4g each. It was a wonderful evening experiencing this strangeness with the people I love the most in the world.
I ate 6 g of golden teachers this weekend in a complete dark room and omg was it amazing. Best experience of my life. I was flying through the universe. 4 beings were with me the whole trip we were talking to each other telepathically, I felt so connected to all things. They really humble you and you're happy to be alive. That's what I love about shrooms. Stay safe y'all 🍄🫡
I’m 3 years “awake” now and it’s absolutely amazing how we all share the same story and experience. However we perceive it differently. God bless you all.
I did a hero trip about 15 years ago. Its a long story but i ended up going into my brain and folowing my thaughts figuring out currents events that were bothering me
Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.
Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!
Yes, dr.sporees I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
My Experience on shrooms has been a profound benefit it really helped me erase my anxiety and depression, I was able to cop mine from this specialist who deliver em safely and discreet to my addrez with no hassel 💯
I love what mushrooms do but the feeling of absolute bliss when coming down set back in and all you can do is thank whatever just allowed that is unmatched. Super strange to watch yourself die and to snap back into this reality. Much love everyone
Can you find any comments on a psychedelic TH-cam page without those fake mushroom scams? They litter all of those channels comments. Don’t fall for it.
Substances like psychedelics when administered temporarily and in the minimum and safe dose can save life (prevent suicide), yet..long term all of them are NOT the answer (solution to the problem). self honesty, emotional and spiritual healing (done correctly) produce safe and lasting results..health happiness, inner peace
I’ve been researching on psychedelics and it’s benefits to individuals dealing with Anxiety, Depression, ADHD and from my findings, they really work and I’ve been eager to get some for a while but its been difficult to get my hands on them.
The Trips I've been having really helped me a lot. I’m now able to meditate and I finally feel in control of my emotions and my future and things that used to be mundane to me now seem incredible and full of nuance on top of that I'm way less driven by my ego and I have alot more empathy as well
@ohmakure4716 I feel the same way too. I put too much on my plate and it definitely affects my stress and anxiety levels. I am also glad to be a part of this community.
Always found it interesting that whenever I am tripping hard, breath work is what restores some sense of control. Breathing drives meditative processes of all kinds. Chemically enhanced is no different.
Yeah, breath is super important. It can also hyper charge the experience if you’re doing deep, fast, stimulating Wim hof / tummo style breathing for instance.
i only found that i needed to use breathwork to reduce anxiety during the come up. and i only experienced that for the first three or so trips. after that, i hadn't had much anxiety (over a dozen trips now) next time, i will try to incorporate breathwork just to see what new doors it may open
So well put! I havent seen anybody describing a trip so accurate step by step, this is god tier. The gibberish no one understands and feel like going crazy, the wavy-fractal-flower of life, the worries that dissapear... Thank you my friend!
Thanks for making this video. Your account closely mirrors a 4g trip I had recently. The trip was excruciatingly difficult for me, physically, mentally, and emotionally. Ended up bawling my eyes out a few times. I felt exhausted coming back down, but the brutal experience gave way to an incredibly beautiful existence and ineffable state of being that I can only wish for everyone to experience. I also echo your sentiment and intuition that psyche is all. It's within us, but we are also within it. I think a lot about the Zen idea that there is no "one or the other", but both things simultaneously. Consciousness and material reality are one in the same, and when you see that your eyes are really open. Life truly is magic. Many blessings to you, and congrats on your safe and informative journey, Michael. I love your channel, and the pod.
Hell yes, my friend. Those rough experiences are a healing crucible that let’s us confront demons that need confronting sometimes. Also, thank you so much!
I've had this experience off a 4g dose was my second time doing shrooms and I lost my mind a little bit it was the most mentally draining thing ever and it's a week since and I still don't feel my self but then it also helped for the first part of the trip but the second half was hell I had a living nightmare
@@THIRDEYEDROPSman I’m jealous of the synesthesia that’s how Hendrix used to talk about sound Whenever I’ve taken mushrooms it’s primarily a body high with wavy or circling visuals even towards 8gs with me. Never felt like I was close to encountering any entities either Definitely introspective lol
I love hearing about your experiences, you explain it very coherently and also express really well how hard it is to grasp the actual experience without having the experience. I don't think that reducing it down to neurochemistry invalidates what's happening, considering that anything a human can experience-sight, hearing, hunger, pain, emotions, memory-all comes down to neurochemistry at its core.
Thank you! My 2 cents- Neurochemistry is surely involved in all of human experience , but there’s an explanatory gap between neurochemistry and qualia (what it’s like to directly experience subject reality). See my pods with Dr. Donald Hoffman and or Chalmers’ hard problem of consciousness TED talk if you want to dive deeper ✌️.
You are the only content creator I've seen who talks about glossalalia. I had this happen on my heroic dose and I was terrified of it because I couldn't make it stop.
Thank you for sharing your insights all these years on your podcast! I have been listening for years, miraculous how fast time goes. One time I took only 1.5 grams but I encountered Jesus. He literally descended from Heaven and came to me. He was the coolest being I have ever witnessed. His whole vibe was just ”what are you worried about, there is nothing to worry about”. The energy was pure holiness, light and love, angelic energy. Maybe he was a part of my unconscious, my imagination or an actual being. Who knows ☺️✨🔥
Thank you my friend! Time does flow seemingly more and more rapidly indeed. Wow, I have definitely had similar “there’s nothing to worry about” experiences, too. No full blown Jesus visits unfortunately.
mate how the fuck did that happen off 1.5 grams ive taken 7g and didnt even get visual bro so like how the fuck did 1g make you see jesus that is so not fair
Haha bro, who knows. I'm super sensitive to everything so that might affect it. Pray, fast, serve, try again with a new batch... who knows bro. Take care, love. @@bjjjools4334
What mushrooms taught me is that love is the answer & Art can heal the world. We are all one. It sounds cliche but it’s the greatest truth that encompasses all.
Everybody is struggling with mental health and could benefit from careful therapeutic use of substances like these. Wanna try, but keep being told I can't do it alone for the first time.
What you said from about 19:05 to 20:12 was precisely the same thoughts and feelings I’ve been having recurrently for the last year or so. So nice to see others having this same sense and understanding, and articulating it so well. Hopefully we humans overall don’t lose our own mind’s integrated spiritual richness in quantum/digital reductionism before we are able to allow the functional tools we create from these specific approaches to actually aid us to spread the ‘real thing’ (the deep spirituality and love from Gaia and the intrinsic multiplicit beauty of interconnected organic Earth life).
Find something new, no more entity distractions (good or bad). Go beyond, unlock gnosis, go inside (unless it’s a dmt breakthrough, in that case, it will be insanely difficult to be in control). My……how complex the unconscious is…..
You have control but u Can't have control. If u try to control you will manifest something trying to have power over you. Its a reflection of your mindset and emotion. Feel loving, feel grateful humble and you will manifest a reflection of that. Feel playful or funny ull get something similar. Fear loss because a breakup and start thinking of that. Have fun with that infestation. Control your feelings that are currently heightened.
Psychedelics definitely have potential to deal with health issues like anxiety and depression, I would like to try them but it's just hard to source out here.
Michael! You articulated the different phases of the experience so well. And the final message about one of our purposes being to propagate life and consciousness outside of this planet is a profound one. Thank you for putting together your thoughts (the ones which could be put into words!) on your heroic dose.
You’re a great elecutor. I am listening to you speak as I’m wandering round my house at 05:30 sunday and I feel like there is the opportunity to feel EXACTLY what you have described, thru latching on to the energy your words have
You the bro bro brother, never watched someone on you tube that I actually wanted to meet and shake hand with. Your dialogue and interpretation is bar none and you're humble and objective as much as one can be when having these conversations. Kudos to you. My best wishes and highest blessings to you and yours ~1~
Bro I listened to you 10 years ago on my first iPhone! I lost that phone and my account and have been looking ever since. I’m happy we ran into each other again, I’m locked in on this ep. Thanks for your “story”
thank you for sharing this. this was so well said. i can never put words to the experience i had, other than speaking on the oscillating back and forth between deeeeeep deep sorrow and laughing hysterically at the joke of it all. i spent 6 hours face first in the dirt in the mountains of mexico surrounded by screaming goats, no music, very cold. it was more difficult for me than ayahuasca but honestly it kicked my ass as it needed to. it introduced me to a new way of thinking and living and i feel like i can finally begin life at 33. interested to hear your integration process...as the month following for me was VERY painful but the other side of it was the honey.
Your final take away - That humans are to use their intelligence to spread life around the cosmos! That is stunning. I have experienced it as a drive to evolve through love and light. That evolution is to... ? Who knows. The other thing I think of a lot, related in a way, is the quote from I think John the Baptist (I am not a Christian so may get this wrong) "the one who believes in Me, the works that I do, he will do also; and greater works than these he will do; ". My meditation teacher also said this. I wonder if some of that is about HOW we choose to evolve based on our current state of consciousness.
Good that you recognise! It's heavy in meaning. For he said that about Christ. When John the Baptist was asked, on his take about previous followers now all following Him. Whether he was bitter about it, so to speak. John didn't say that about himself, and, my brother, I'd be wary if anyone told you that about himself. There's no taking credit relating to Ego in being a true believer. Instead, he pointed to the awe of God Himself. When I read the words of Christ Jesus, I realise I do not need any spritual teacher. It's all in Him. God bless you. ✝️☦️
@@EncourageLegacyIve found my way to Christ myself. Im in my early thirties and the peace from the orthodox church surpasses all understanding. Have you visited an orthodox church?
Dmt, LSD and psilocybin containing mushroom are amazing. I was severely traumatized years ago as a teenage, got diagnosed with cptsd. Spent my whole life fighting cptsd. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
I'm so very happy for you, Psilocybin is absolutely amazing, the way it shows you things, the way it teaches you things. I can not believe our world and our people shows less interest about it's helpfulness to humanity. It's love. The mushrooms heals people by showing the truth, it would be so beneficial for so many people, especially politicians and the rich who have lost their way and every other persons out there.
Can you help me with the reliable source 🙏. I'm 56 and have suffered for years with addiction, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in Germany. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them
YES very sure of Predroavaro. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, BPD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
Mushrooms are very medicinal. This is why anybody familiar with psilocybin and any other kind of fungi will tell you, "They are alive." They have a very ancient wisdom. To my experience, all mushrooms have always said, "Pay attention to your life. How you think, how you feel, and what will you do with the information that you always knew, but now are seeing in this point of view." This is why mushrooms are so respected in tribal cultures. This mental health treatment works for me too. Half micro doses do the trick for me. At least a few days at a time with lengthy time in between. Never addictive. Thank you for sharing this point!
This was AMAZING. As I’m actually preparing for my journey this was very helpful to set the expectations (: obviously won’t be exact but I’ve done a lot close to what I thought was a heroic dose but I was too present in reality for it to be heroic. Thank you, I just found you and love your content already!
@@paradoksymoron All of the talk of shrooms is nonsense. Even the fact no one mentions like different strains produce different effects boggles my mond.
Paying attention to your experience is that the substance allows you to percieve deeply rooted programming within the human existence. The desire to spread life, the yearning for purpose, the interconnectedness of human life, the realization that all senses are processed essentially the same way, feelings about people and things being more clear. The entities being manifestations of deeply set subconscious representations of attitudes or experiences that we dont ever really go in depth with.
I’m a professional psychic and I literally encountered a “jester” being earlier today in meditation 🃏 (stumbled on this video, by “chance” lol, no such thing as chance it’s all in perfect order) I just wanted to confirm that I’ve seen all of these things in my work and meditations (minus the synesthesia), so this is fascinating to me, as I, and others like me, are proof in a way that seeing in this way isn’t a result of the mushroom itself, rather, it’s a product of consciousness/mind merging with the unseen realms. Innately I know that all humans are inherently psychic but many have become “dormant”. We are all capable of living psychically and mushrooms may act as a gateway granting access to the inner mind which can be used as a supplement or initiation into our innate psychic abilities for those in a currently dormant state. (I didn’t activate my gifts this way, but I think it can be useful for many who may struggle to access this level of mind independently). Thank you for sharing this experience! 🙏🏻 😊 🍄 👁️
Those spirits exist & they’re all around us from centuries past ; they try to get others attentions but those who aren’t online & having their Clair’s turned on (clairaudience specifically), they can’t hear the jesters and their cymbals.
The “warp” felling you explain is similar to how I perceive it. I call in entering the portal. I always feel like I’m going through a portal to a different dimension
About 3 years ago I finally made my mind up to try psychedelics. I spent most of my life trying to treat depression to no avail. Therapy helped, but did not really fully help me enjoy life. Those psychedelic experiences changed my life forever. I truly felt like I saw the lining of the Universe and finally found a meaning of life. Fast forward 3 years, a lot of bad stuff happened and I have now fully spiralled back into depression. I almost lost my hope because I forgot the precious knowledge psychedelics gave me. This video really helped me remember. Thanks for sharing. I will try and ask mushrooms for help once again.
On lsd, in 95, I saw the Tree of Life rise out of my arms and trail to my fingers. Each leaf levitating off my skin and floating. I was being shown the "All One" principle. We are different aspects of one cosmic mind.
Unbelievable that you mentioned the tree of life. A year ago I experienced it exactly as you described and when I reached the top, there were 3 entities waiting for me.
@THIRDEYEDROPS For me the first thing I felt was a warm tingling in my stomach. Then I had super acute hearing. Suddenly I could hear the buzzing of the electricity in the street lights, and then when I looked up at them there was a prism of colorful rings around the lights. Yellow, purple and greenish blue.
to me this really sounds like you were confronted with the fundamental question of "why dles anything exist"? or the appearent paradox of existence while tripping through layers of unconscious conditioning. thanks for sharing, knteresting stuff!
Thank you for making this video!!! I had a 3.5g dosage and the way you described the unveiling was soo good. I never understood my trip until now! Definetly going higher. Also everyone: there is no such thing as a bad trip!
YO i can recommend you where I got my pharmaceuticals from, a specialist who guided me through My first experience he’s got all kinda psychedelics and ships discreetly to any location of your choice very reliable source ~~~¿
Man, safe travels. Be sure to integrate your lessons into your life (that takes time and care), and be sure to get set and setting right. I do believe there is a such thing as a bad trip, but the human spirit can always bring goodness out of a bad situation.
Idk if you or anyone else on here believes in spirit "orbs" but at 15:10 I definitely saw something come in over your right shoulder and linger. Awesome and informative video btw, thank you for sharing.
I love hearing about your experience! And you are so great at detailing it out. Thank you for sharing! I don't think I could ever do 5 grams. I haven't done more than 1.5 and that is pretty strong for me as a beginner! Wow!
1.5 was my first experience and it was interesting how fascinating a mundane experience can be when u are focusing on the ground of being. Cant wait for 2.5. Maybe even more in future journeys.
One of my favorite things to do on a big dose (7g or more for me) is listening to music with headphones on and my eyes closed. Eventually you'll just be inside the best music video you've ever seen in your life, the visuals are in sync with the music, it sounds 10000x better than it normally does and the best part is that you can *feel* the music. I'll literally feel like i'm flying through space, my body and the universe are all the same, and it's twisting, bending and break dancing to the sound of music and it feels unimaginably amazing. Feels like a long lasting, full body/universe orgasm x1000 and the euphoria is off the motherfuckin' charts. It's unbelievable and I always try to imagine it, but when I manage to make it back there i'm reminded that it's soOoooo much better than you could ever possibly imagine.
Wow! You have done an absolutely amazing job explaining all of the different aspects of this magical experience. Everything you said resonates with me and I will send this video to everyone curious about trying it themselves. Thank you so much ❤
I never heard of synesthesia until now and I’m so happy I’m not crazy because I’ve experience this before on an eighth of mushrooms, and the babbling phenomena happened to a friend of mine when we both did 2 and half tabs of acid, scared the hell outta me lol thought he lost it but he came back
I had the babble thing once and it did freak out some other friends in attendance 😂 I came right back in a couple hours though. Didn't even remember it.
It's weird how diff my journeys are from others. I always feel lucid but I can see and feel so much beauty. A few times I've seen demons all around me trying to drink my energy but then I sing or I play transcendent music and they disappear.
Having tasted the forbidden fruit myself, I would recommend a different setting... after sunset, as the melatonin aspect is important. Secondly alone laying down, eyes closed and with the intention to dive deep and find the missing pieces lost and become whole again. Sometimes you have to go into the forest alone and that is when you get the oppertuity to really meet the shadow, and maybe the child we lost along the way to becoming human.
God just sitting in an apartment sounds like a horrible setting to me. I feel super confined inside and always need to get outside almost as soon as they kick in. When I come back in, everything seems way too quiet and sterile, so I just go right back out
I couldn't drift away I was lost in a wave of time that always started from a moment from my memory that lead to no place that left me hanging left me drifting in an endless loop tearing away at anything Anything that would wake me up. I felt I knew what the end and the beginning was and I could live my countless lives forever. My mind is tired but it's still grabbing for anything that pull me away from letting go and I'm stuck. Stuck in the loop. The more I let go, the more stuck I had become and I felt my mind slip into one void full of never ending sadness and pain But just has my mind had reached it s breaking point and I've given into the nightmare. My eyes open, my eyes open and all I experienced drifted into the the void slipping from reality and I'm left wondering if it all was in my head. I leave my bed looking for signs that all the years I spent in that moment had actually happened. I'm left with all that madding pain, that madding pain. Tearing away at my reality, I want to experience it all over again but I am too afraid, to reach beyond myself again. Because I know how it ends, it ends with me waking up again...
I accidentally ingested around 7 grams my first time. To say the least I was thrown into the depths of hell (fear), and halfway through I was rocket launched into heaven (pure love). Most profound things I've ever experienced. This was around 7+ years ago, and I still strive to reach that state of pure love that I felt. 🙏🏼🍄
I have been considering going on a heroic dose trip. Your video was very informative and I hope to come out of my trip with as much useful insights as you did. Great job
The last time I ate five grams I fell asleep. I am not heroic. I have bipolar disorder and I take SSRI's. Never take these if you like to trip. Never. Bummer I cannot experience what I did when I was young and had a fresh unexperienced brain. Those first few trips are by far the most enlightening. I can still do DMT by smoking pure crystals or by shooting them. That takes huge testicles.
I'm working my up to 5g.I did 1g and 2g. trips.The second trip i cried and laughed a lot.Thinking about going gram by gram 🍄❤ until i reach the heroic dose.
As someone who suffers with extreme severe anxiety I can totally relate to her. I would stop eating for days at a time as a punishment. I worry a lot about my life, everyone around me and pleasing everyone. It's absolutely crippling, so glad she got the help she needed, lovely young lady it's so sad that society has 1 in 3 people suffering mental health issues. I hope everyone seeks help
Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about how mushrooms and psychedelics treats anxiety, but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!
Yes, doctor Greg mushroom I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
Bro you said so much of what I have experienced personally. And it's that connection that makes me realise humans are so special. Nature is even more special and the universe helps power it all. Full connection. I got given a major insight by a entity. And its had a masculine tone. This whole thing we are in is SO SO SO complex. You could not imagine the power god/gaia/nature. It is incomprehensible. But shrooms give you a understanding/ a insight and if your lucky information. Love the planet you live on it's a beauty.. promote love be happy s
Thanks great work, my favourite bit was the reminder that we are here to be gardeners so to speak gardeners of the universe, plamting new life across the Cosmos. And it makes sense when you think magic mushroom sporse could have been blown to the planet across the vast distances of space and so they are only encouraging us to do what they have already done . Which is nice, they're not asking us to do something foreign to their own knowing
Only just discovered your excellent channel and amazed i'd never heard of it before but I was listening to your conversation with the Imperial College guy and had such a laugh when you made the comment about being inside a fractal washing machine, just spot on I thought, very amusing.
"Is this where language came from in the first place?" Are we "dipping into...where archetypes live"? The subjective experience of taking hallucinogens would certainly suggest so. Problem is, this suggestion is only occurring to you within your brain, which is being explicitly affected by the hallucinogen. As fun as it may be to speculate, the superstition that's embroidered into these experiences is seriously misleading, and I'd argue harmful. Language, archetypes, and meaning in general are all human creations, and it's not the other way around. Archetypes live only in the imaginary space we provide for them. To be clear, more and more I'm swayed less and less by the apparent 'hard problem.' The only thing that's hard about it is that it's so forcefully apparent; but the thing is, _making things apparent_ is precisely what the brain does. The brain creates the appearance of reality; it makes our reality apparent to us, in spite of it not necessarily being so. Taking a perfectly imperfect environmental simulating machine (like our brain) and then altering it chemically can (and will) produce only one result: a convincingly altered simulation suggesting an altered nature for/of that brain's host environment. It's somewhat bleak to admit this, but the only "presence" in there is whatever we carry in. Who better to fool your perception of reality than your perception of reality itself? Welcome to existential absurdity. Hey, at least the coffee here is cheap.
Language, arguably, came about when humans developed the Corpus Collosum. The part of the brain that merges the two hemispheres. As much as Terrance Mckenna did for science, the stoned ape theory is full of faults and holes. Could altered states have helped further expression, sure. But the root of this evolution is the social need to communicate and plan for the future, not because of getting high and seeing shit clearly.
@@charwest5892 There's nothing I could possibly disagree with in there. The brain, as an environmental simulation device, is built for making predictions about future states. It achieves this end through the recognition of patterns. In such a device, accuracy will be in demand. Getting high would be a diversion, not a development. [Input] inaccurate patterns→ [output] specious predictions. Whether its correlative or causative, language is an emergent property associated with an increased simulatory accuracy; at some point, by sheer comparison, we became aware of the existence of 'others' in this space. Eventually we were able to recognize them as being similar enough to ourselves that we might even, somehow, exchange our comparisons (patterns) with them. First, attention: what better way to get it than a shrill sound?
Any thought-form you experience is ultimately a construction of the mind but awareness itself can't possibly be. I agree that the brains job is to "make things apparent" but apparent to who/what?
@@isaacburrows8405 Perhaps I could've said "make things _seem_ apparent," but then you might move the goalpost to ask again, "but seem apparent to whom?" From this I will evade by admitting to you where the real hard problem of consciousness is, but first: a who is created by the seeming. Whether the seeming itself is real, certifiable consciousness remains debatable, if you ask me. The easy explanation is to assume that consciousness is naturally self-evident, and indeed, Descartes built an entire philosophy on this first principle, but in light of the several hundred years' worth of scientific inquiry since, and its complete failure to suggest anything non-material enough to continue to justify Dualistic thinking, I remain unconvinced by what the claim implies. Consciousness is only magical because we assume it to be so. Drop this assumption, and what "can't possibly be" suddenly changes.
@@pocket83squared What you're saying is like taking a photograph in a mirror of the camera itself and claiming there's no way to know if there was film in the camera because you can't see it in the photograph.
Why are all our experiences similar. I really think the collective consciousness is real and everyone and everything is connected. I felt everyone and died millions of times
I did my first heroic dose very recently and and completly forgot who I was where I was the only thing I felt I was a being of light playing playing my guitar it felt like I morphed into the sound wave coming from my amp
I’ve taken up to 20 grams before. More than once, quite a few times last summer. Of course I was on shrooms every day for a month so 20 grams wasn’t so bad. I went about my day, went shopping for groceries and talked to a bunch of people. Went camping for a couple weeks near my home. Met people and hung out with them and had fires. I was cooking and chopping firewood and wrote a couple awesome poems. I am 48 years old and and four years clean from serious addiction. Heroin and meth in a needle. So I can handle drugs like mushrooms very well. I use them now not for fun but for healing and spiritual purposes. They have changed my life for the better in so many ways. I’ve also done 5-meo-dmt a few times. If it’s an ego death trip you’re looking for look no further. Anyways, love to all the fellow psychonoghts and everyone else.
Time gives meaning to life, and life gives meaning to time, for if there was no life to evolve, time would merely be an empty measure, devoid of the moments and experiences that define our existence.
Am really happy that you lived that experience, Weirdly I had the same trip as you had in most of the details you shared, I think we are all connected with the same conscience, Great video, Keep it up !
I was 17 and took 8 grams in a fine powder. I didn't with it out i just got it as payment for some work i did. Brewed it up into some tea by just dumping it all in hot water. Allegedly.
Friends! Pleased to see this older one starting to gain traction. Unfortunately there’s a lot of sus and straight up false things emerging in this comment section. I actually considered turning them off for this video (for the first time ever). Instead, I’m just going to pin this sentiment. Do your own research via reputable sources on this topic and be cautious out there (and in here). As I’m typing this, it occurs to me that if you already have an ounce of common sense, this comment is meaningless, and if you don’t, it won’t get through to you anyway 😂.
Much love!
My 1st heroic dose, I went in wanting to ask the universe for a sense of meaning & purpose. Among the feelings of being all knowing, came the fractured reflections of self ( trauma’s, flaws, strengths, etc) Then I found myself traveling through what felt like a wormhole. Then a woman-like face appeared on the side of the worm-hole. She spoke to me and said “You’re not ready” then disappeared. The 2nd experience, I’m going through the same worm-hole. And the identical woman-like face pops in. And all she did was look at me, smile, and disappear again…
Haven’t done a 3rd heroic dose yet, but plan on it sometime in the near future..
-Side story: years before even experimenting with 🍄. One completely sober night, I went to sleep and had a lucid dream. I was outside of my body, looking at myself sleeping. I look around my room and look at the clock seeing that it was around 330am. Then a bright light shines through my window and fills my entire room. And two voices say, “Come with us if you would like to know the truth.” I started to move into the light, wanting to go. Then abruptly the light disappeared and I immediately woke up. After the initial wtf moment upon waking up, I looked at the clock and it was 3:33am. Which freaked me out and made me actually look out the window to see if there was anything out there… there wasn’t, but the experience felt so real.
What variety was it? Golden teachers? :(
now i have to read the comments....
I Could remember several years ago I was diagnosed with ADHD. Also suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my mom recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
They saved you from death bud, lets be honest here. and mushrooms are one of the most amazing things on this planet i wish people would all realize. they could solve a lot of problems, more than just mental treatments, environmental clean up; the possibilities are endless with fungus.
Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Greece. Really need!
YES very sure of benmycologys . I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today
I Hate that psilocybin gets grouped with drugs like cocaine and heroin. Mushrooms are a remedy, not a vice! I went on a micro dose treatment for a couple of months and within the first week, every sight of a cigarette got me questioning why I was doing all that to myself. It really works.
How do I reach out to him? Is he on insta
I am not spiritual at all, but after taking shrooms a few months ago I am much happier and am highly motivated and my ADHD gone , lost a ton of anxiousness and had a few epiphanies about how I should live my life. I decided to buy an ounce for backup, but haven’t yet felt the need to take any more since then.
I have autism, I was diagnosed with it when I was 15. There are great qualities autistic people posses. I took shrooms and it made me function so much better. I believe shrooms can greatly improve shortcomings in autism.
This actually a great review, they saved me from death bud. Let’s be honest mushrooms are one of the amazing things on the planet.
Well I didn’t scale weigh it coz all I had were sucky food scale but somewhere around 3grams. I would suggest taking a gram or half for a start and I got mine from doc.brenttt.
Can he be reached on IG?
Yes doc.Brenttt
I recently took 4g with my adult son and daughter who also took 4g each. It was a wonderful evening experiencing this strangeness with the people I love the most in the world.
My first trip was with my grandfather and dad! In 1972. One of my most cherished memories. 52 years later I still use shrooms when I feel the need.
Sounds like a beautiful ceremony
That’s awesome
That's cool
Perfect atmosphere.
I ate 6 g of golden teachers this weekend in a complete dark room and omg was it amazing. Best experience of my life. I was flying through the universe. 4 beings were with me the whole trip we were talking to each other telepathically, I felt so connected to all things. They really humble you and you're happy to be alive. That's what I love about shrooms. Stay safe y'all 🍄🫡
Meet this mycologist where I usually cop my psychedelics stuffs discreetly including shrooms, dmt, Isd etc..
@HealerRob1 is the handle. .
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They're on telegram
Wow, the mushroom scammer bots are at it again.
Thank you so much for sharing your experience!! I'm planning a 5g trip and your comment motivated me!
I’m 3 years “awake” now and it’s absolutely amazing how we all share the same story and experience. However we perceive it differently. God bless you all.
I did a hero trip about 15 years ago. Its a long story but i ended up going into my brain and folowing my thaughts figuring out currents events that were bothering me
That’s the most boring heroic dose trip report I’ve ever seen lol
@@jimbob9086😂
Lol Jimbob 😂
@@jimbob9086🤣
Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.
Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!
Yes, dr.sporees I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
Anxiety happens when you think you have to figure out everything all at once.
Breathe. You're strong. You got this Take it day by
day.
Is he on instagram?
Yes he is. dr.sporees
I loved every second. As a person seeking truth all my life I love hearing things that resonate.
My Experience on shrooms has been a profound benefit it really helped me erase my anxiety and depression, I was able to cop mine from this specialist who deliver em safely and discreet to my addrez with no hassel 💯
*@Tropigamus* , that's the handle
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*He's on Telegram*
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I love what mushrooms do but the feeling of absolute bliss when coming down set back in and all you can do is thank whatever just allowed that is unmatched. Super strange to watch yourself die and to snap back into this reality. Much love everyone
Well put
@amelieggarnnet7982 no thank you. I appreciate it, but have a great time!
After copping from Arabicastorez I found the experience to be extremely powerful and healing
Coming down the best part ‼️ 😂🎉@@THIRDEYEDROPS
Can you find any comments on a psychedelic TH-cam page without those fake mushroom scams? They litter all of those channels comments. Don’t fall for it.
Substances like psychedelics when administered temporarily and in the minimum and safe dose can save life (prevent suicide), yet..long term all of them are NOT the answer (solution to the problem). self honesty, emotional and spiritual healing (done correctly) produce safe and lasting results..health happiness, inner peace
I’ve been researching on psychedelics and it’s benefits to individuals dealing with Anxiety, Depression, ADHD and from my findings, they really work and I’ve been eager to get some for a while but its been difficult to get my hands on them.
I was having this constant, unbearable anxiety due to work stress. Not until I came across a very intelligent mycologist. He saved my life honestly
His name is *DR Adolf Petter*
The Trips I've been having really helped me a lot. I’m now able to meditate and I finally feel in control of my emotions and my future and things that used to be mundane to me now seem incredible and full of nuance on top of that I'm way less driven by my ego and I have alot more empathy as well
@ohmakure4716
I feel the same way too. I put too much on my plate and it definitely affects my stress and anxiety levels. I am also glad to be a part of this community.
Always found it interesting that whenever I am tripping hard, breath work is what restores some sense of control. Breathing drives meditative processes of all kinds. Chemically enhanced is no different.
Yeah, breath is super important. It can also hyper charge the experience if you’re doing deep, fast, stimulating Wim hof / tummo style breathing for instance.
i only found that i needed to use breathwork to reduce anxiety during the come up. and i only experienced that for the first three or so trips. after that, i hadn't had much anxiety (over a dozen trips now)
next time, i will try to incorporate breathwork just to see what new doors it may open
So well put! I havent seen anybody describing a trip so accurate step by step, this is god tier. The gibberish no one understands and feel like going crazy, the wavy-fractal-flower of life, the worries that dissapear... Thank you my friend!
My God, what you were saying at 14:00-21:00 I experienced last year and you communicated it so succinctly. I wept from being understood so well.
🙏🙏🙏
“The ‘whoa’ just kept f*cking ‘whoa-ing’” 😂
Never thought to find you here! Your readings are resonating deeply in this time of life. Thanks!
Thanks for making this video. Your account closely mirrors a 4g trip I had recently. The trip was excruciatingly difficult for me, physically, mentally, and emotionally. Ended up bawling my eyes out a few times. I felt exhausted coming back down, but the brutal experience gave way to an incredibly beautiful existence and ineffable state of being that I can only wish for everyone to experience.
I also echo your sentiment and intuition that psyche is all. It's within us, but we are also within it. I think a lot about the Zen idea that there is no "one or the other", but both things simultaneously. Consciousness and material reality are one in the same, and when you see that your eyes are really open. Life truly is magic.
Many blessings to you, and congrats on your safe and informative journey, Michael. I love your channel, and the pod.
Hell yes, my friend. Those rough experiences are a healing crucible that let’s us confront demons that need confronting sometimes. Also, thank you so much!
I've had this experience off a 4g dose was my second time doing shrooms and I lost my mind a little bit it was the most mentally draining thing ever and it's a week since and I still don't feel my self but then it also helped for the first part of the trip but the second half was hell I had a living nightmare
@@THIRDEYEDROPSman I’m jealous of the synesthesia that’s how Hendrix used to talk about sound
Whenever I’ve taken mushrooms it’s primarily a body high with wavy or circling visuals even towards 8gs with me. Never felt like I was close to encountering any entities either
Definitely introspective lol
I love hearing about your experiences, you explain it very coherently and also express really well how hard it is to grasp the actual experience without having the experience.
I don't think that reducing it down to neurochemistry invalidates what's happening, considering that anything a human can experience-sight, hearing, hunger, pain, emotions, memory-all comes down to neurochemistry at its core.
Thank you!
My 2 cents- Neurochemistry is surely involved in all of human experience , but there’s an explanatory gap between neurochemistry and qualia (what it’s like to directly experience subject reality). See my pods with Dr. Donald Hoffman and or Chalmers’ hard problem of consciousness TED talk if you want to dive deeper ✌️.
You are the only content creator I've seen who talks about glossalalia. I had this happen on my heroic dose and I was terrified of it because I couldn't make it stop.
Thank you for sharing your insights all these years on your podcast! I have been listening for years, miraculous how fast time goes.
One time I took only 1.5 grams but I encountered Jesus. He literally descended from Heaven and came to me. He was the coolest being I have ever witnessed. His whole vibe was just ”what are you worried about, there is nothing to worry about”. The energy was pure holiness, light and love, angelic energy. Maybe he was a part of my unconscious, my imagination or an actual being. Who knows ☺️✨🔥
Thank you my friend! Time does flow seemingly more and more rapidly indeed. Wow, I have definitely had similar “there’s nothing to worry about” experiences, too. No full blown Jesus visits unfortunately.
mate how the fuck did that happen off 1.5 grams ive taken 7g and didnt even get visual bro so like how the fuck did 1g make you see jesus that is so not fair
Haha bro, who knows. I'm super sensitive to everything so that might affect it. Pray, fast, serve, try again with a new batch... who knows bro. Take care, love. @@bjjjools4334
Well now you see where the modern myth of Jesus probably came from. If you haven’t heard of the stoned ape theory look it up.
What mushrooms taught me is that love is the answer & Art can heal the world. We are all one. It sounds cliche but it’s the greatest truth that encompasses all.
Psychedelics saved my life from severe anxiety and depression
I got a reliable source I get mine from
On Instagram as
"Oakshroomss"
@@KingsleyKings-kz7zrlowkey thought i was tripping, but now i see your comment is just posted endlessly😂
Everybody is struggling with mental health and could benefit from careful therapeutic use of substances like these. Wanna try, but keep being told I can't do it alone for the first time.
Been through this conversation before. But someday i wish to experience this when I'm not so terrified of it.
I actually just started the research process of microdosing and all that. Im to the point where I want shock treatment.
dr.perryshroom is your guy. Got all kinds of psychedelics stuff. Guided me through my first ever experience
Of course iG ,he is dr.perryshroom. There's a lot of potential in psychedelics
The use of magic mushrooms can completely help one get over addiction and depression. but there’s a big risk if you eat the wrong type
What you said from about 19:05 to 20:12 was precisely the same thoughts and feelings I’ve been having recurrently for the last year or so. So nice to see others having this same sense and understanding, and articulating it so well. Hopefully we humans overall don’t lose our own mind’s integrated spiritual richness in quantum/digital reductionism before we are able to allow the functional tools we create from these specific approaches to actually aid us to spread the ‘real thing’ (the deep spirituality and love from Gaia and the intrinsic multiplicit beauty of interconnected organic Earth life).
Man, this is articulated so well. ❤
Some of them look humble, some of them look intimidating and some look evil
Find something new, no more entity distractions (good or bad). Go beyond, unlock gnosis, go inside
(unless it’s a dmt breakthrough, in that case, it will be insanely difficult to be in control). My……how complex the unconscious is…..
I have seen them many times. Scary at first… he described the cartoony morphing perfectly
As above so below
You have control but u Can't have control. If u try to control you will manifest something trying to have power over you. Its a reflection of your mindset and emotion. Feel loving, feel grateful humble and you will manifest a reflection of that. Feel playful or funny ull get something similar. Fear loss because a breakup and start thinking of that. Have fun with that infestation. Control your feelings that are currently heightened.
Psychedelics are just an amazing discovery. It's quite fascinating how effective they are for depression and stress..saved my life.
Psychedelics definitely have potential to deal with health issues like anxiety and depression, I would like to try them but it's just hard to source out here.
Is he on insta?
He often interacts on insta, using the user below..
Ted_winston21
yeah mate... @ted_winston21
Michael! You articulated the different phases of the experience so well. And the final message about one of our purposes being to propagate life and consciousness outside of this planet is a profound one. Thank you for putting together your thoughts (the ones which could be put into words!) on your heroic dose.
Thank you brother. Let’s catch up soon 🤝
You’re a great elecutor. I am listening to you speak as I’m wandering round my house at 05:30 sunday and I feel like there is the opportunity to feel EXACTLY what you have described, thru latching on to the energy your words have
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You the bro bro brother, never watched someone on you tube that I actually wanted to meet and shake hand with. Your dialogue and interpretation is bar none and you're humble and objective as much as one can be when having these conversations. Kudos to you. My best wishes and highest blessings to you and yours ~1~
Psychedelics saved my life from severe anxiety and depression
I got a reliable source I get mine from
On Instagram as
"Oakshroomss"
Bro I listened to you 10 years ago on my first iPhone! I lost that phone and my account and have been looking ever since. I’m happy we ran into each other again, I’m locked in on this ep. Thanks for your “story”
Brought me closer to God... definitely helped me understand the magnitude of Jesus love for us and our connectedness...
Amen
thank you for sharing this. this was so well said. i can never put words to the experience i had, other than speaking on the oscillating back and forth between deeeeeep deep sorrow and laughing hysterically at the joke of it all. i spent 6 hours face first in the dirt in the mountains of mexico surrounded by screaming goats, no music, very cold. it was more difficult for me than ayahuasca but honestly it kicked my ass as it needed to. it introduced me to a new way of thinking and living and i feel like i can finally begin life at 33. interested to hear your integration process...as the month following for me was VERY painful but the other side of it was the honey.
I feel you! I know I left a lot out myself. It's so ineffable and mental that words just fall short. Oof, that sounds like a tough setting lol.
Psychedelics saved my life from severe anxiety and depression
I got a reliable source I get mine from
Your final take away - That humans are to use their intelligence to spread life around the cosmos! That is stunning. I have experienced it as a drive to evolve through love and light. That evolution is to... ? Who knows. The other thing I think of a lot, related in a way, is the quote from I think John the Baptist (I am not a Christian so may get this wrong) "the one who believes in Me, the works that I do, he will do also; and greater works than these he will do; ". My meditation teacher also said this. I wonder if some of that is about HOW we choose to evolve based on our current state of consciousness.
Good that you recognise! It's heavy in meaning.
For he said that about Christ.
When John the Baptist was asked, on his take about previous followers now all following Him. Whether he was bitter about it, so to speak.
John didn't say that about himself, and, my brother, I'd be wary if anyone told you that about himself. There's no taking credit relating to Ego in being a true believer. Instead, he pointed to the awe of God Himself.
When I read the words of Christ Jesus, I realise I do not need any spritual teacher. It's all in Him.
God bless you. ✝️☦️
@@EncourageLegacyIve found my way to Christ myself. Im in my early thirties and the peace from the orthodox church surpasses all understanding. Have you visited an orthodox church?
Dmt, LSD and psilocybin containing mushroom are amazing. I was severely traumatized years ago as a teenage, got diagnosed with cptsd. Spent my whole life fighting cptsd. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
I'm so very happy for you, Psilocybin is absolutely amazing, the way it shows you things, the way it teaches you things. I can not believe our world and our people shows less interest about it's helpfulness to humanity. It's love. The mushrooms heals people by showing the truth, it would be so beneficial for so many people, especially politicians and the rich who have lost their way and every other persons out there.
Can you help me with the reliable source 🙏. I'm 56 and have suffered for years with addiction, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in Germany. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them
YES very sure of Predroavaro. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, BPD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
Mushrooms are very medicinal. This is why anybody familiar with psilocybin and any other kind of fungi will tell you, "They are alive." They have a very ancient wisdom. To my experience, all mushrooms have always said, "Pay attention to your life. How you think, how you feel, and what will you do with the information that you always knew, but now are seeing in this point of view." This is why mushrooms are so respected in tribal cultures. This mental health treatment works for me too. Half micro doses do the trick for me. At least a few days at a time with lengthy time in between. Never addictive. Thank you for sharing this point!
How do I find him? Is he on Instagram
This was AMAZING. As I’m actually preparing for my journey this was very helpful to set the expectations (: obviously won’t be exact but I’ve done a lot close to what I thought was a heroic dose but I was too present in reality for it to be heroic. Thank you, I just found you and love your content already!
Thank you, much appreciated! I wish you a smooth profound experience.
@@paradoksymoron All of the talk of shrooms is nonsense.
Even the fact no one mentions like different strains produce different effects boggles my mond.
@@xaviermccloud4586that’s a myth. Strains just have varying levels of psilocin.
Paying attention to your experience is that the substance allows you to percieve deeply rooted programming within the human existence. The desire to spread life, the yearning for purpose, the interconnectedness of human life, the realization that all senses are processed essentially the same way, feelings about people and things being more clear. The entities being manifestations of deeply set subconscious representations of attitudes or experiences that we dont ever really go in depth with.
I’m a professional psychic and I literally encountered a “jester” being earlier today in meditation 🃏 (stumbled on this video, by “chance” lol, no such thing as chance it’s all in perfect order)
I just wanted to confirm that I’ve seen all of these things in my work and meditations (minus the synesthesia), so this is fascinating to me, as I, and others like me, are proof in a way that seeing in this way isn’t a result of the mushroom itself, rather, it’s a product of consciousness/mind merging with the unseen realms. Innately I know that all humans are inherently psychic but many have become “dormant”.
We are all capable of living psychically and mushrooms may act as a gateway granting access to the inner mind which can be used as a supplement or initiation into our innate psychic abilities for those in a currently dormant state. (I didn’t activate my gifts this way, but I think it can be useful for many who may struggle to access this level of mind independently). Thank you for sharing this experience! 🙏🏻 😊 🍄 👁️
Have you figured out that the "jesters" are US? Lol
Your a "jester" ... you saw yourself lol
Those spirits exist & they’re all around us from centuries past ; they try to get others attentions but those who aren’t online & having their Clair’s turned on (clairaudience specifically), they can’t hear the jesters and their cymbals.
The “warp” felling you explain is similar to how I perceive it. I call in entering the portal. I always feel like I’m going through a portal to a different dimension
The woo did not stop wooooing is one of the most true descriptions of when it hits 😂
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About 3 years ago I finally made my mind up to try psychedelics.
I spent most of my life trying to treat depression to no avail. Therapy helped, but did not really fully help me enjoy life.
Those psychedelic experiences changed my life forever. I truly felt like I saw the lining of the Universe and finally found a meaning of life.
Fast forward 3 years, a lot of bad stuff happened and I have now fully spiralled back into depression. I almost lost my hope because I forgot the precious knowledge psychedelics gave me. This video really helped me remember. Thanks for sharing. I will try and ask mushrooms for help once again.
@BeswayDann 14 gramms don't sound realistic and even dangerous
I resonated with a lot of what you described, when remembering my one and only heroic dose. The best single word to describe it was
humbling.
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Thank you ...very articulate & humble ...love your channel!
On lsd, in 95, I saw the Tree of Life rise out of my arms and trail to my fingers. Each leaf levitating off my skin and floating. I was being shown the "All One" principle. We are different aspects of one cosmic mind.
got any left ?
Unbelievable that you mentioned the tree of life. A year ago I experienced it exactly as you described and when I reached the top, there were 3 entities waiting for me.
Very interesting. What were they like? I already have a theory!
@@THIRDEYEDROPS best I can put into words is they looked like shadowy hooded figures, with everything in my field of vision pulsating reds and purples
A new favorite video of yours, love this. Well articulated and expressed! Production on point 🔥
Appreciate that homie!
@THIRDEYEDROPS For me the first thing I felt was a warm tingling in my stomach. Then I had super acute hearing. Suddenly I could hear the buzzing of the electricity in the street lights, and then when I looked up at them there was a prism of colorful rings around the lights. Yellow, purple and greenish blue.
to me this really sounds like you were confronted with the fundamental question of "why dles anything exist"? or the appearent paradox of existence while tripping through layers of unconscious conditioning. thanks for sharing, knteresting stuff!
I experience this when I'm completely sober. What is this?
Great video! Captivating with superb editing. I really like your bit about Carl Jung at the end and how we are possibly going deeper into the psyche
Appreciate it my friend!
Here from Spotify, by halfway thru you have hit notes flashing me back to trips I have forgotten, thank you.
Love to hear that!
Thank you for making this video!!! I had a 3.5g dosage and the way you described the unveiling was soo good. I never understood my trip until now! Definetly going higher. Also everyone: there is no such thing as a bad trip!
YO i can recommend you where I got my pharmaceuticals from, a specialist who guided me through My first experience he’s got all kinda psychedelics and ships discreetly to any location of your choice very reliable source ~~~¿
Man's on telegram or Instagram as ~~^^
Arabicastorez
Safe travels to you 🙏
Man, safe travels. Be sure to integrate your lessons into your life (that takes time and care), and be sure to get set and setting right.
I do believe there is a such thing as a bad trip, but the human spirit can always bring goodness out of a bad situation.
You are not wrong! Thank you
I definitely also felt the presence of the tree of life and being connected and a part of it. It definitely felt like a hug and lesson from nature.
Idk if you or anyone else on here believes in spirit "orbs" but at 15:10 I definitely saw something come in over your right shoulder and linger. Awesome and informative video btw, thank you for sharing.
I love hearing about your experience! And you are so great at detailing it out. Thank you for sharing! I don't think I could ever do 5 grams. I haven't done more than 1.5 and that is pretty strong for me as a beginner! Wow!
Very well done. Good luck also with day to day exploration of life.
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I'm tripping on mushrooms right now I totally enjoying this video
1.5 was my first experience and it was interesting how fascinating a mundane experience can be when u are focusing on the ground of being. Cant wait for 2.5. Maybe even more in future journeys.
@RichjackTigf GO Away
One of my favorite things to do on a big dose (7g or more for me) is listening to music with headphones on and my eyes closed. Eventually you'll just be inside the best music video you've ever seen in your life, the visuals are in sync with the music, it sounds 10000x better than it normally does and the best part is that you can *feel* the music. I'll literally feel like i'm flying through space, my body and the universe are all the same, and it's twisting, bending and break dancing to the sound of music and it feels unimaginably amazing. Feels like a long lasting, full body/universe orgasm x1000 and the euphoria is off the motherfuckin' charts. It's unbelievable and I always try to imagine it, but when I manage to make it back there i'm reminded that it's soOoooo much better than you could ever possibly imagine.
Music is the best
Wow! You have done an absolutely amazing job explaining all of the different aspects of this magical experience. Everything you said resonates with me and I will send this video to everyone curious about trying it themselves. Thank you so much ❤
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I never heard of synesthesia until now and I’m so happy I’m not crazy because I’ve experience this before on an eighth of mushrooms, and the babbling phenomena happened to a friend of mine when we both did 2 and half tabs of acid, scared the hell outta me lol thought he lost it but he came back
I had the babble thing once and it did freak out some other friends in attendance 😂 I came right back in a couple hours though. Didn't even remember it.
It's weird how diff my journeys are from others. I always feel lucid but I can see and feel so much beauty. A few times I've seen demons all around me trying to drink my energy but then I sing or I play transcendent music and they disappear.
*ON TELEGRAM*
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Having tasted the forbidden fruit myself, I would recommend a different setting... after sunset, as the melatonin aspect is important. Secondly alone laying down, eyes closed and with the intention to dive deep and find the missing pieces lost and become whole again. Sometimes you have to go into the forest alone and that is when you get the oppertuity to really meet the shadow, and maybe the child we lost along the way to becoming human.
he is talking about a heroic dose there btw, just in case you've missed that point ^^
Psychedelics saved my life from severe anxiety and depression
I got a reliable source I get mine from
"Oakshroomss"
God just sitting in an apartment sounds like a horrible setting to me. I feel super confined inside and always need to get outside almost as soon as they kick in. When I come back in, everything seems way too quiet and sterile, so I just go right back out
I couldn't drift away
I was lost in a wave of time that always started from a moment from my memory that lead to no place that left me hanging left me drifting in an endless loop tearing away at anything
Anything that would wake me up.
I felt I knew what the end and the beginning was and I could live my countless lives forever.
My mind is tired but it's still grabbing for anything that pull me away from letting go and I'm stuck.
Stuck in the loop. The more I let go, the more stuck I had become and I felt my mind slip into one void full of never ending sadness and pain
But just has my mind had reached it s breaking point and I've given into the nightmare. My eyes open, my eyes open and all I experienced drifted into the the void slipping from reality and I'm left wondering if it all was in my head. I leave my bed looking for signs that all the years I spent in that moment had actually happened. I'm left with all that madding pain, that madding pain. Tearing away at my reality, I want to experience it all over again but I am too afraid, to reach beyond myself again. Because I know how it ends, it ends with me waking up again...
I accidentally ingested around 7 grams my first time. To say the least I was thrown into the depths of hell (fear), and halfway through I was rocket launched into heaven (pure love). Most profound things I've ever experienced. This was around 7+ years ago, and I still strive to reach that state of pure love that I felt. 🙏🏼🍄
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I am extremely envious of how well articulated you are
🙏thank you for the kindness🙏
I have been considering going on a heroic dose trip. Your video was very informative and I hope to come out of my trip with as much useful insights as you did. Great job
Good luck Buddy😂😂
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You didn’t Lemon Tek? Much easier to ingest.. good tale!
I have since!
Really successful report. Much appreciation kin.
Love this share thank you brother 🍄
I agree on the "gaining". Everything feels normal, like "oh yeah" this...
Great story.
The last time I ate five grams I fell asleep. I am not heroic. I have bipolar disorder and I take SSRI's. Never take these if you like to trip. Never. Bummer I cannot experience what I did when I was young and had a fresh unexperienced brain. Those first few trips are by far the most enlightening. I can still do DMT by smoking pure crystals or by shooting them. That takes huge testicles.
Omg, the cartoon critters! I'm so glad I'm not the only one who sees them. They always show up at the beginning and make faces at me.
I'm working my up to 5g.I did 1g and 2g. trips.The second trip i cried and laughed a lot.Thinking about going gram by gram 🍄❤ until i reach the heroic dose.
Wishing you safe sacred travels 🙏
@@THIRDEYEDROPS Thanks 🥰
Psychedelics saved my life from severe anxiety and depression
I got a reliable source I get mine from
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As someone who suffers with extreme severe anxiety I can totally relate to her. I would stop eating for days at a time as a punishment. I worry a lot about my life, everyone around me and pleasing everyone. It's absolutely crippling, so glad she got the help she needed, lovely young lady it's so sad that society has 1 in 3 people suffering mental health issues. I hope everyone seeks help
People need to realise that people with anxiety disorders have oversensitised nerves, it's not a simple case of manning up and getting over it.
Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about how mushrooms and psychedelics treats anxiety, but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!
Yes, doctor Greg mushroom I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
Please, how do I reach doctor Greg?
Is he on the internet?
The cosmic molemen pulling the levers behind the curtains get exposed for a few hrs, and you don't rlly see it all the same anymore
Well put!
Bro you said so much of what I have experienced personally. And it's that connection that makes me realise humans are so special. Nature is even more special and the universe helps power it all. Full connection. I got given a major insight by a entity. And its had a masculine tone. This whole thing we are in is SO SO SO complex. You could not imagine the power god/gaia/nature. It is incomprehensible. But shrooms give you a understanding/ a insight and if your lucky information. Love the planet you live on it's a beauty.. promote love be happy s
What is that diagram at 21:40? Where can i find it?
If you look up Jung’s model of the psyche you should find it pretty easily.
Thanks great work, my favourite bit was the reminder that we are here to be gardeners so to speak gardeners of the universe, plamting new life across the Cosmos. And it makes sense when you think magic mushroom sporse could have been blown to the planet across the vast distances of space and so they are only encouraging us to do what they have already done . Which is nice, they're not asking us to do something foreign to their own knowing
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Only just discovered your excellent channel and amazed i'd never heard of it before but I was listening to your conversation with the Imperial College guy and had such a laugh when you made the comment about being inside a fractal washing machine, just spot on I thought, very amusing.
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thank you, thank you!
I know exactly what he’s talking about and it feels amazing
@katherinejoana3340 good for whoever your talking about why do I care. I live in Canada mushrooms are available everywhere and have been for decades
"Is this where language came from in the first place?" Are we "dipping into...where archetypes live"?
The subjective experience of taking hallucinogens would certainly suggest so. Problem is, this suggestion is only occurring to you within your brain, which is being explicitly affected by the hallucinogen.
As fun as it may be to speculate, the superstition that's embroidered into these experiences is seriously misleading, and I'd argue harmful. Language, archetypes, and meaning in general are all human creations, and it's not the other way around. Archetypes live only in the imaginary space we provide for them.
To be clear, more and more I'm swayed less and less by the apparent 'hard problem.' The only thing that's hard about it is that it's so forcefully apparent; but the thing is, _making things apparent_ is precisely what the brain does. The brain creates the appearance of reality; it makes our reality apparent to us, in spite of it not necessarily being so. Taking a perfectly imperfect environmental simulating machine (like our brain) and then altering it chemically can (and will) produce only one result: a convincingly altered simulation suggesting an altered nature for/of that brain's host environment.
It's somewhat bleak to admit this, but the only "presence" in there is whatever we carry in. Who better to fool your perception of reality than your perception of reality itself? Welcome to existential absurdity. Hey, at least the coffee here is cheap.
Language, arguably, came about when humans developed the Corpus Collosum. The part of the brain that merges the two hemispheres. As much as Terrance Mckenna did for science, the stoned ape theory is full of faults and holes. Could altered states have helped further expression, sure. But the root of this evolution is the social need to communicate and plan for the future, not because of getting high and seeing shit clearly.
@@charwest5892 There's nothing I could possibly disagree with in there. The brain, as an environmental simulation device, is built for making predictions about future states. It achieves this end through the recognition of patterns. In such a device, accuracy will be in demand. Getting high would be a diversion, not a development.
[Input] inaccurate patterns→ [output] specious predictions.
Whether its correlative or causative, language is an emergent property associated with an increased simulatory accuracy; at some point, by sheer comparison, we became aware of the existence of 'others' in this space. Eventually we were able to recognize them as being similar enough to ourselves that we might even, somehow, exchange our comparisons (patterns) with them. First, attention: what better way to get it than a shrill sound?
Any thought-form you experience is ultimately a construction of the mind but awareness itself can't possibly be. I agree that the brains job is to "make things apparent" but apparent to who/what?
@@isaacburrows8405 Perhaps I could've said "make things _seem_ apparent," but then you might move the goalpost to ask again, "but seem apparent to whom?" From this I will evade by admitting to you where the real hard problem of consciousness is, but first: a who is created by the seeming. Whether the seeming itself is real, certifiable consciousness remains debatable, if you ask me. The easy explanation is to assume that consciousness is naturally self-evident, and indeed, Descartes built an entire philosophy on this first principle, but in light of the several hundred years' worth of scientific inquiry since, and its complete failure to suggest anything non-material enough to continue to justify Dualistic thinking, I remain unconvinced by what the claim implies.
Consciousness is only magical because we assume it to be so. Drop this assumption, and what "can't possibly be" suddenly changes.
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What you're saying is like taking a photograph in a mirror of the camera itself and claiming there's no way to know if there was film in the camera because you can't see it in the photograph.
Great trip report. It had everything. You and others are on to something here. More doses are required to fully figure it out though.
Why are all our experiences similar. I really think the collective consciousness is real and everyone and everything is connected. I felt everyone and died millions of times
set and setting and the people you are tripping with are all key
I learned about "set and setting" the hard way.
That was a tough night.
I did my first heroic dose very recently and and completly forgot who I was where I was the only thing I felt I was a being of light playing playing my guitar it felt like I morphed into the sound wave coming from my amp
Thank you for the video. I had forgotten parts of my own experience until your story helped bring them back.
Hope your good, very well explained. You definitely were there 🎉😊
Impressively clear and concise breakdown of the ineffable. I snort laughed a couple of times. Thanks for making my day.
@nss19137 I lean towards cultivating my own. It's the safest way home.
I ate seven grams and experienced stop motion time. I saw a dragonfly in every instance of time as it flew over head. Wild. ❤
Awesome video! Thank you for making this!
I’ve taken up to 20 grams before. More than once, quite a few times last summer. Of course I was on shrooms every day for a month so 20 grams wasn’t so bad. I went about my day, went shopping for groceries and talked to a bunch of people. Went camping for a couple weeks near my home. Met people and hung out with them and had fires. I was cooking and chopping firewood and wrote a couple awesome poems. I am 48 years old and and four years clean from serious addiction. Heroin and meth in a needle. So I can handle drugs like mushrooms very well. I use them now not for fun but for healing and spiritual purposes. They have changed my life for the better in so many ways. I’ve also done 5-meo-dmt a few times. If it’s an ego death trip you’re looking for look no further. Anyways, love to all the fellow psychonoghts and everyone else.
Time gives meaning to life, and life gives meaning to time, for if there was no life to evolve, time would merely be an empty measure, devoid of the moments and experiences that define our existence.
I took like 7.5g of dry shrooms last year and honestly it just felt like a strong mushroom trip. No idea why it wasn’t that crazy for me.
I found your work thru Erick Godsey and loved all your interviews with him. I’m thoroughly enjoying your other videos too 🙏🙏🙏
Welcome to the transmissions my friend!
Psychedelics saved my life from severe anxiety and depression
I got a reliable source I get mine from
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Wow, great to follow you on your trip.
Am really happy that you lived that experience, Weirdly I had the same trip as you had in most of the details you shared, I think we are all connected with the same conscience, Great video, Keep it up !
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I was 17 and took 8 grams in a fine powder. I didn't with it out i just got it as payment for some work i did. Brewed it up into some tea by just dumping it all in hot water. Allegedly.
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